Roswell Fanatics

~~~~~max~~~~~
"Max your talking crazy, you know that? I mean seriously. Did she tell you all this? Did she tell you that she would never trust you ever again? That she hated you and wanted nothing to do with you?"

"She doesn't need to. She showed up with her boyfriend Is. Ok, so I'm not sure if there still together or not after what the jerk did, but either way she moved on. She's happy. She never gave me a second glance. And I don't blame her. She moved on and thats great. Good for her. But I can't stand there and watch. How could she ever like me again. Answer being, she can't" I state.

I look around angrily for Kyle. "KYLE!" I yell trying to let out some frustration.

~~~~~NATHAN~~~~~
"Get out of here. Come on, Nath. He wants me out of here. I mean I completely left him seven years ago with not so much as a goodbye. He's moved on with his life, he doesn't feel that way about me anymore."

"Really." I state simply. "Want to explain what the guy meant when he said "Cant stop thinking about you"" I say crossing my arms and stopping to look at her. "Come on Liz, the guy clearly hasn't moved on....infact I bet he never even thought he did. Bet ya he hasn't even had a girlfriend since you" I add. "You know I'm right"

~Isabel~

"She doesn't need to. She showed up with her boyfriend Is. Ok, so I'm not sure if there still together or not after what the jerk did, but either way she moved on. She's happy. She never gave me a second glance. And I don't blame her. She moved on and thats great. Good for her. But I can't stand there and watch. How could she ever like me again. Answer being, she can't"

"You've done nothing wrong Max." I say as he yells out Kyle's name. He's trying to change the subject, but that's just not going to happen right now. I'm not done with him just yet. "Why do you keep blaming yourself for all these thing's that aren't your fault?"


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~Liz~

"Really. Want to explain what the guy meant when he said "Cant stop thinking about you" Come on Liz, the guy clearly hasn't moved on....infact I bet he never even thought he did. Bet ya he hasn't even had a girlfriend since you. You know I'm right"

"I'm sure he's had a couple of girlfriend's." I tell him lamely, I'm not exactly sure what to answer him at this point. "And I mean, even if what you just said was true...it's not like we can just start over again. There are too many...unresolved issues to deal with. It's too complicated." I pause, looking down the street. "Now move your butt we need to find Kyle."

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"You've done nothing wrong Max. Why do you keep blaming yourself for all these thing's that aren't your fault?"
I stop and look at her. "Things that arent my fault? Isabel I understand your trying to make me feel better but telling me untruths is not gonna help. I screwed up. I slept with Tess. Liz only "pretended" to sleep with Kyle so that she could save the world. All I did was stuff things up. Nothing has been the same since. Everyone knows it. If I hadn't things wouldnt have been so screwed up now, and maybe Alex would be here. So Im sorry Is, but there is no way Liz Parker could ever forgive me for that. I can never forgive myself, let alone get forgiveness from the girl of my dreams."

~~~~~NATHAN~~~~~
"I'm sure he's had a couple of girlfriend's. And I mean, even if what you just said was true...it's not like we can just start over again. There are too many...unresolved issues to deal with. It's too complicated. Now move your butt we need to find Kyle."

"He'll turn up" I say quickly before getting back to the Max subject, "I gather that with Max, but the question is Liz....are you gonna let your past stand in the way? Are you gonna be straight with him, are you gonna let him go....or are you going to just stay here...stuck"

~Isabel~

"Things that arent my fault? Isabel I understand your trying to make me feel better but telling me untruths is not gonna help. I screwed up. I slept with Tess. Liz only "pretended" to sleep with Kyle so that she could save the world. All I did was stuff things up. Nothing has been the same since. Everyone knows it. If I hadn't things wouldnt have been so screwed up now, and maybe Alex would be here. So Im sorry Is, but there is no way Liz Parker could ever forgive me for that. I can never forgive myself, let alone get forgiveness from the girl of my dreams."

"For God's sake's Max," I say, slowly starting to get more and more angry by the second. "Liz oushed you away and straight into Tess's arm's. If she wouldn't of pushed you away, you never in a million year's would of slept with Tess unless she mindwarped you into doing so. And may I remind you that she left you at the Pod Chamber that day we got that message from out mother?"



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~Liz~

"He'll turn up" I say quickly before getting back to the Max subject, "I gather that with Max, but the question is Liz....are you gonna let your past stand in the way? Are you gonna be straight with him, are you gonna let him go....or are you going to just stay here...stuck"

"I don't know," I say, shaking my head. "I just don't know. I- I still think I love him. I don't think I even can let him go. And I don't want to stay here "Stuck" as you said." I let out a small sighed as we continued down the streets of Roswell. "What about you and Serena, huh? I saw that look in your eye's before when you met us at the Crashdown. So what's going on?"

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"For God's sake's Max, Liz oushed you away and straight into Tess's arm's. If she wouldn't of pushed you away, you never in a million year's would of slept with Tess unless she mindwarped you into doing so. And may I remind you that she left you at the Pod Chamber that day we got that message from out mother?"

"Yeah, and why was that....oh right because of my destiny. Said destiny that 1st time resulted in all our deaths and the new version where Kivars gonna kill us again after making our lives more miserable than before. Fantastic" I mutter.

I sigh. "Look Is, the fact is she did what she did for good reasons. I don't know if I ever had reasons let alone good ones. I just did what I was told, and look where its got us. Everything is my fault. I don't know how to be...how to be Max anymore. I feel so....lost"

~~~~~NATHAN~~~~~
"I don't know, I just don't know. I- I still think I love him. I don't think I even can let him go. And I don't want to stay here "Stuck" as you said."
She sighs and we keep walking.

"What about you and Serena, huh? I saw that look in your eye's before when you met us at the Crashdown. So what's going on?"
"Like I said, we had an arguement. I don't think you need or want the details though. Lets just say she didn't like my point of view when all I was tryin to do was be nice to her."

~Isabel~

"Yeah, and why was that....oh right because of my destiny. Said destiny that 1st time resulted in all our deaths and the new version where Kivars gonna kill us again after making our lives more miserable than before. Fantastic. Look Is, the fact is she did what she did for good reasons. I don't know if I ever had reasons let alone good ones. I just did what I was told, and look where its got us. Everything is my fault. I don't know how to be...how to be Max anymore. I feel so....lost"

"So...that's just it?" I ask him gently, "Your just going to let her go back to L.A when all of this ends? It's obvious that you love her, Max, and your just going to let her go without telling her that you do?" I pause slightly, "If you don't tell her and you let her go again, your going regret it, Max. You'll never know if you could of had a chance with her, if it could of worked out between you two. And trust me, I think it could. Because no matter what you tell me, I know that she still loves you. The way she looks at you, she definitely cares for you alot."

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"So...that's just it? Your just going to let her go back to L.A when all of this ends? It's obvious that you love her, Max, and your just going to let her go without telling her that you do. If you don't tell her and you let her go again, your going regret it, Max. You'll never know if you could of had a chance with her, if it could of worked out between you two. And trust me, I think it could. Because no matter what you tell me, I know that she still loves you. The way she looks at you, she definitely cares for you alot."

I swallow hard before saying "First of all she doesn't, cos shes moved on. And secondly, she deserves a life Is. She deserves the Earth, and a man that will treat her right and not hurt her. All I bring is...well death. She deserves so much more than that. I cant ask her to stay. That would be like giving her a death sentance."

~Isabel~

"First of all she doesn't, cos shes moved on. And secondly, she deserves a life Is. She deserves the Earth, and a man that will treat her right and not hurt her. All I bring is...well death. She deserves so much more than that. I cant ask her to stay. That would be like giving her a death sentance."

"You don't bring death to anybody Max, I don't know why your saying that." I tell him, "Alex's death wasn't anybody's fault but Tess's. And second of all, If we take care of Khivar once and for all, We won't have anything to worry about anymore. We'll finally be able to live normal lives. You won't have to be woried about hurting her."

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"You don't bring death to anybody Max, I don't know why your saying that. Alex's death wasn't anybody's fault but Tess's. And second of all, If we take care of Khivar once and for all, We won't have anything to worry about anymore. We'll finally be able to live normal lives. You won't have to be woried about hurting her."

"Ill always hurt her. Thats who I am. And she doesn't deserve that. She deserves a normal life. And we have no idea that someone else isn't going to come for us Is. We can't have normal lives."
I sigh as I keep looking for Kyle. "Liz deserves the best."

~Isabel~

"Ill always hurt her. Thats who I am. And she doesn't deserve that. She deserves a normal life. And we have no idea that someone else isn't going to come for us Is. We can't have normal lives. Liz deserves the best."

"We can have normal lives if we take care of Nicholas and Khivar," I tell him. He's being really stubborn right now and I'm not even sure that there's anything I can do to make him change his mind. I paused, unsure of what to tell him next.

"You know, ever since Liz left, you've been a completely different guy." I say, swallowing hard before continuing. Please don't let him get really angry after I'm done my little speech. "And I'm not the only one who's noticed, trust me. Our parent's have noticed, Michael, Maria and Kyle. Your definitely not the same person when your not with Liz. Your more distant, colder, and way more bossier." I paused again, "And I know I'm right because, Liz came back from L.A only yesterday and you're already acting like the brother I knew and want again. Your such a good guy, Max, and you don't even realise it. Your an amazing and caring father and you're alway's trying to make the right decision about thing's. But, I mean, you just gotta try let the past go and start looking towards the future. Let go of all this alien crap, don't you want a normal life? Don't you want your son to have a mother? You can have all that, Max, and you will, only you just gotta try and let go of the past and stop blaming yourself for everything that's happened to us and I know you can."


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~Liz~

"Like I said, we had an arguement. I don't think you need or want the details though. Lets just say she didn't like my point of view when all I was tryin to do was be nice to her."

"She'll come around," I said with a small shrug. "I really think she likes you, Nath. And I know that you like her. Thing's will fix itself between the two of you, you'll see."