"Maria.." My lover says my name like a prayer as he rushes to me and garhers me up tightly in his arms. I know it's only been a manner of minutes but it feels like we've spent a lifetime a part. His eyes search mine for answers I can't bare to give. Tears threaten to fall but I force them back. Struggling to be strong my composure breaks when he stammers "Where did you...?"
My bottum lip quivers defiantly. I bite it back to keep from losing control. "It doesn't matter." I whisper knowing how had this is gonna be on all of us. I want to scream! It's not fair. Max gets to go with Liz, but I have to face the scary unknown alone. How is equal?
"I have to go away for awhile." I manage as my eyes instantly become downcast. I can't look at him. If I do I'll never be able to go through with it.
"I don't know how long I'll be gone or even if..." I trail off afraid to finish the statement.
