*Zan*
"I never realized that Alex took part in your music as well," Liz says.
"He's not usually one of my collaborators, no. But he's often hanging out with Max and so he happened to be there at the right time for that one. He's actually got a pretty good ear, musically," I tell her with a smile and a slight shrug.
"You wrote that song while you and Linda were going out, didn't you?" I mean... umm... if I remember correctly... then it would mean... that umm... it wasn't written for Linda then it makes one wonder what girl you were thinking about even then." She turns away and seems really embarassed although I'm not sure why. I'm the one who's dying inside. I hadn't thought she would actually comment on the song. I know she was asking the questions and she seems to be genuinely interested, but I somehow wasn't expecting to have to explain this... Should I tell her the truth?
"I mean, it's not really anyone's business, but it does make one curious," she says and then takes a bite of her meal. She watches me, chewing thoughtfully as she waits for an answer.
I pinch my lips together, still berating myself for bringing it up. Of course it was one of the first songs on my mind, seeing as it was about Liz and she was sitting right here with me. I've written about three songs about Liz and they're all running through my mind now ... and all of them would have gotten me into exactly this spot.
"Well...," I say, hoping I'm not turning red. "Linda always thought it was about her, but you're right. It wasn't. I've never told anyone who it was really about. Not even Alex." I put down my fork and run one finger over the back of her hand. "I know this will probably sound like a line, but, honestly, I wrote that one about you."
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~Isabel~
"Fair enough. I can understand how you feel. But don't make me wait too long...I want to be able to hold hands with you and kiss you in front of our friends instead of sneaking around."
I can't lie and say that the thought of being affectionate in front of my friends and the whole school doesn't scare me, but at the same time, it would be really nice to get rid of this 'ice princess' persona.
"Alex, it's not you. I'm just not ready for all this yet. I recently got out of a pretty crazy relationship and before I know it we're...well, this. I just need some time to sort everything out. Please just be patient with me?" We pull in front of my house as I say this so I just stare out my window and then glance at Alex to see how he's taking everything. I can tell he's disappointed, but what else can I do?
"Call me later?" I say and lean in to kiss Alex on the cheek. "Just think about everything and we can talk about it on the phone."
"Fair enough. I can understand how you feel. But don't make me wait too long...I want to be able to hold hands with you and kiss you in front of our friends instead of sneaking around."
I can't lie and say that the thought of being affectionate in front of my friends and the whole school doesn't scare me, but at the same time, it would be really nice to get rid of this 'ice princess' persona.
"Alex, it's not you. I'm just not ready for all this yet. I recently got out of a pretty crazy relationship and before I know it we're...well, this. I just need some time to sort everything out. Please just be patient with me?" We pull in front of my house as I say this so I just stare out my window and then glance at Alex to see how he's taking everything. I can tell he's disappointed, but what else can I do?
"Call me later?" I say and lean in to kiss Alex on the cheek. "Just think about everything and we can talk about it on the phone."
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On the way to her house Isabel assures me that she just needs time to get used to being in a relationship.I do want to believe her so very badly but a little part of me is saying that she doens't want other people to knwo that she's seeing me...'coz it'll ruin her reputation.
I push that thought to the back of my mind when I pull up in front of her hosue and she turns to me with a smile,"Call me later.",she says and gives me a kiss on the cheek
She opens the car door slightly and then as if on second thought says,"Just think about everything and we can talk about it on the phone."
I nod my head,without replying,not wanting to open my mouth in case I say anything I might regret later on.
I wait for her to enter her house before driving away.
On the way to her house Isabel assures me that she just needs time to get used to being in a relationship.I do want to believe her so very badly but a little part of me is saying that she doens't want other people to knwo that she's seeing me...'coz it'll ruin her reputation.
I push that thought to the back of my mind when I pull up in front of her hosue and she turns to me with a smile,"Call me later.",she says and gives me a kiss on the cheek
She opens the car door slightly and then as if on second thought says,"Just think about everything and we can talk about it on the phone."
I nod my head,without replying,not wanting to open my mouth in case I say anything I might regret later on.
I wait for her to enter her house before driving away.
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~Isabel~
I walk into the house after Alex drives away, and sigh against the other side of the door when I close it. Right now I don't want to think about having to worry about my friends or family or being part of the 'in crowd', I just want to remember the best date I have ever had.
I stand in the same position for a few moments until I hear movement in the kitchen and realize the time. I sneak but stairs and take a peek and notice that the person in the kitchen is Max so I ironically change into my pajamas and mess up my hair more before heading down.
I grab a bowl and some cereal before sitting down at the table. Max stares at me so I glance up to acknowledge his presence. "Hey," I say very unenthusiasticly as I notice how tired he looks. He obviously didn't get much sleep last night and I fairly certain it may have something to do with the reason why Zan isn't home yet.
I walk into the house after Alex drives away, and sigh against the other side of the door when I close it. Right now I don't want to think about having to worry about my friends or family or being part of the 'in crowd', I just want to remember the best date I have ever had.
I stand in the same position for a few moments until I hear movement in the kitchen and realize the time. I sneak but stairs and take a peek and notice that the person in the kitchen is Max so I ironically change into my pajamas and mess up my hair more before heading down.
I grab a bowl and some cereal before sitting down at the table. Max stares at me so I glance up to acknowledge his presence. "Hey," I say very unenthusiasticly as I notice how tired he looks. He obviously didn't get much sleep last night and I fairly certain it may have something to do with the reason why Zan isn't home yet.
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*Maria*
I tilt my head back in extacsy as he continues ravaging my neck in an assault of the most pleasureable kind. "I need you too baby...so so bad" Rath mumbles as his fingertips dance hungerily over my sensitive skin. Honestly I'm taken a back when he whispers hastily, "Are you sure?" How do I respond to that? I've never heard Rath sound sensitive before it was quite shocking to say the least, and a bit of a turn on.
"Are you ready for me baby?" He rewords his previous statement and takes my right nipple into his mouth letting his teeth lightly graze the peek. Moaning I bite my bottum lip basking in the sensations erupting throughout my trembling form. Locking eyes with him I whisper, " I'm ready. I've been waiting all my life." I answer honestly as I slide my body along his so that we are positioned in the way that aligns us the way God intended.
Grasping his shoulders tightly for support I thrust myself down onto his swollen erection. My breath comes out in a sharp hiss. "Fuck" I mumble unaudibly. I wait for my body to become accustomed to his large size. When it feels right I begin to move causing more than a few waves.
I tilt my head back in extacsy as he continues ravaging my neck in an assault of the most pleasureable kind. "I need you too baby...so so bad" Rath mumbles as his fingertips dance hungerily over my sensitive skin. Honestly I'm taken a back when he whispers hastily, "Are you sure?" How do I respond to that? I've never heard Rath sound sensitive before it was quite shocking to say the least, and a bit of a turn on.
"Are you ready for me baby?" He rewords his previous statement and takes my right nipple into his mouth letting his teeth lightly graze the peek. Moaning I bite my bottum lip basking in the sensations erupting throughout my trembling form. Locking eyes with him I whisper, " I'm ready. I've been waiting all my life." I answer honestly as I slide my body along his so that we are positioned in the way that aligns us the way God intended.
Grasping his shoulders tightly for support I thrust myself down onto his swollen erection. My breath comes out in a sharp hiss. "Fuck" I mumble unaudibly. I wait for my body to become accustomed to his large size. When it feels right I begin to move causing more than a few waves.
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~~~~~MAX~~~~~
My anger at Zan seems to have turned into more self doubt, and without that anger I know theres nothing I can do or say to Zan if and when he shows up. So I force myself to stand. I make my way through the still huge crowd of people and walk outside. Its very cold out, but I cant really feel it. I feel too cold as it is. Was it all some trick? Were they all in on it? Am I just the pawn that everyone is laughing at? Is it all a game?
I get in the jeep and begin to drive home. I don't put any music on. I never drive without music. But driving to the Crashdown was an exception because I was in a hurry and now is an exception because.... Im totally alone. Liz is with Zan. Zan went after the girl he knew I was madly in love with. And I feel like my heart has shattered when I think that Liz could be in on the joke.
When I pull into the drive, I turn off the engine and walk inside. I go to the dining table and put my head in my hands.
I don't know how long I sat there before...
"Hey"
Isabel. I don't bother looking up. "Hey" I mutter unenthusiaticly.
My anger at Zan seems to have turned into more self doubt, and without that anger I know theres nothing I can do or say to Zan if and when he shows up. So I force myself to stand. I make my way through the still huge crowd of people and walk outside. Its very cold out, but I cant really feel it. I feel too cold as it is. Was it all some trick? Were they all in on it? Am I just the pawn that everyone is laughing at? Is it all a game?
I get in the jeep and begin to drive home. I don't put any music on. I never drive without music. But driving to the Crashdown was an exception because I was in a hurry and now is an exception because.... Im totally alone. Liz is with Zan. Zan went after the girl he knew I was madly in love with. And I feel like my heart has shattered when I think that Liz could be in on the joke.
When I pull into the drive, I turn off the engine and walk inside. I go to the dining table and put my head in my hands.
I don't know how long I sat there before...
"Hey"
Isabel. I don't bother looking up. "Hey" I mutter unenthusiaticly.
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OOC -- I'm kinda confused about the time -- especially for Isabel/Max/Zan. Not all the dates seemed to be on the same timescale, which was fine, except now it looks like they are?
I know that Maria/Rath and Isabel/Max were out until dawn, but Zan/Liz were only up to barely past midnight... I had imagined the two of them would be in by two at the lastest and they were planning to stop by the Crashdown before that party ended... I was going to ask about jumping to the end of the date to catch up with the others... And Max had posted it was the end of the party, which I didn't think was dawn... or was it? He stayed there all night even 'though Alex and Maria and Liz weren't there? I'd imagined he was getting in between one and three ... But Izzy got in at dawn and she was there first?
I really didn't think Zan would be out later than Izzy, although maybe he'd be in after Max ... I just don't know how I'm going to post the rest of the Zan/Liz date to last until dawn, -- or even to say that he got in but his sister and brother didn't notice -- when Liz isn't posting.
I know that Maria/Rath and Isabel/Max were out until dawn, but Zan/Liz were only up to barely past midnight... I had imagined the two of them would be in by two at the lastest and they were planning to stop by the Crashdown before that party ended... I was going to ask about jumping to the end of the date to catch up with the others... And Max had posted it was the end of the party, which I didn't think was dawn... or was it? He stayed there all night even 'though Alex and Maria and Liz weren't there? I'd imagined he was getting in between one and three ... But Izzy got in at dawn and she was there first?
I really didn't think Zan would be out later than Izzy, although maybe he'd be in after Max ... I just don't know how I'm going to post the rest of the Zan/Liz date to last until dawn, -- or even to say that he got in but his sister and brother didn't notice -- when Liz isn't posting.
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~Isabel~
I finish my cereal and go wash it out in the sink. I don't want to push Max to talk to me, but I'm quite curious at the same time, so I decide to go for it.
"So, is there anything you want to talk about?" I try to say somewhat casually yet at the same time let Max know I'm genuinely concerned for him. I then add the last part very softly and pray that he doesn't blow up, "You don't have to talk, but I am here. And if you're having trouble with girls, I'm probably your best choice to help you out."
Total devestation-the only words which are able to somewhat fit the expression held of Max's face as he looks up at me. I've never seen him this upset about anything and it takes all I have to not cry with him. Is there anything I can do to break through to him?
I finish my cereal and go wash it out in the sink. I don't want to push Max to talk to me, but I'm quite curious at the same time, so I decide to go for it.
"So, is there anything you want to talk about?" I try to say somewhat casually yet at the same time let Max know I'm genuinely concerned for him. I then add the last part very softly and pray that he doesn't blow up, "You don't have to talk, but I am here. And if you're having trouble with girls, I'm probably your best choice to help you out."
Total devestation-the only words which are able to somewhat fit the expression held of Max's face as he looks up at me. I've never seen him this upset about anything and it takes all I have to not cry with him. Is there anything I can do to break through to him?
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ooc: Sorry Isabelle. I altered my post so that they can go back there if you would like. I didn't notice how drastically peoples time had got out with each others. Sorry again.
~~~~~MAX~~~~~~
"So, is there anything you want to talk about?"
I continue to sit there in a muted silence. Why would I want to talk? My life is ruined. Totally and completely destroyed.
"You don't have to talk, but I am here. And if you're having trouble with girls, I'm probably your best choice to help you out." Isabel adds quietly. I swallow hard and look up at her slowly through my puffy eyes.
And then I realise...could Alex and my sister be in on the game? Are they laughing at me behind my back. Ok, I can see Isabel feels bad for me now, but was she in on it before....was she aware of the plan and watched me be torn apart.
"Did you know?" I ask quietly through my very sore voice. "Did you know Zan liked her?" I said before looking back at the table. "Was it all a game? Are you all laughing at me for thinking that Liz actually wanted to go out tommorow. Was it all a plan to make me a s big a fool as possible?"
~~~~~MAX~~~~~~
"So, is there anything you want to talk about?"
I continue to sit there in a muted silence. Why would I want to talk? My life is ruined. Totally and completely destroyed.
"You don't have to talk, but I am here. And if you're having trouble with girls, I'm probably your best choice to help you out." Isabel adds quietly. I swallow hard and look up at her slowly through my puffy eyes.
And then I realise...could Alex and my sister be in on the game? Are they laughing at me behind my back. Ok, I can see Isabel feels bad for me now, but was she in on it before....was she aware of the plan and watched me be torn apart.
"Did you know?" I ask quietly through my very sore voice. "Did you know Zan liked her?" I said before looking back at the table. "Was it all a game? Are you all laughing at me for thinking that Liz actually wanted to go out tommorow. Was it all a plan to make me a s big a fool as possible?"