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Chapter 29

Kyle touched the side of Ava’s neck checking for a pulse. He sighed when he found one. Kyle’s hed snapped up when he heard Max growl out the name, the name that caused them fear.

“Kivar”, growled out Max.

“Ahh the boy king, it was always a pleasure to meet you, but I’m not here for that, At least not yet”, said Kivar smirking.

Isabel clung to Alex even more. She could feel his rage. This was one of the few times that she could feel the “Rath” part of him. It didn’t come up often but it was there now. Liz stood next to Max showing him that she gave him her support. Michael wanted to lash out and break things. Maria was shaking next to him, but she too could feel Vilondra coming to the surface. This man had killed her family. Maria spied Ava and saw Kyle healing her. It was amazing really. She had only seen Max ever do that. Seeing Kyle have that ability was strange but it fit. Maria now understood Kyle’s crush on Liz. It made sense, even back then he felt the connection to Liz because she was Ava. Maria knew she always felt a connection to Alex as well as Michael. Even though she never loved Alex, she could have. It wasn’t out of the realm of possibilities. But Alex loved Isabel. Maria didn’t understand at first but now she did. Maybe they were domed to repeat history. Maria had to be realistic. They did exactly what they did on Antar. Only difference now was that they were two sets of them now. To Vilondras, To Zans, To Raths, To Avas. Maybe it was meant to be this way. They were strong as a four square. They would be even more stronger as two four squares. The line-up would have to be different however. It would have to be Michael, her, Liz and Max in one foursquare. And in the other would have to be Isabel, Alex, Kyle and Ava. Maria’s face broke out in a smile. That’s how they defeat this fucker.

“What do you want?”, growled out Max.

“Ahh no need to get testy, I came for what’s mine”, said Kivar.

Then he started talking to himself. He started picking at his clothing. They would laugh if the situation wasn’t so dire.

“1, 2, 3, child with me. Se had the baby, too Vilondra, love you so much. Umm 1, 2, 3,”, repeated Kivar over and over again.

Everyone looked at him like he had lost his mind. Then his face became enraged. Max pushed Liz behind him.

“Give me my child”, yelled Kivar.

Then he looked down again picking at his clothing. His eyes wandering back and forth. He looked psychotic. Max held his hands out. Kivar did the same.

“No no no child, baby human. 1, 2, 3,”, said Kivar looking at Max.

Max looked at him too. Kivar was losing his mind. A man that powerful, should not be crazy. Max slowly walked towards him.

“Ah no King Zan”, said Kivar shooting a ray of light in Max’s direction.

Thank god Max was quick and held up his shield in time.

“I came for the child”, said Kivar.

He looked okay now. Not like the bumbling fool he was acting like before.

“What child?”, said Max.

“You take me for a fool. I know that whore Vilondra was pregnant. That child was mine. I know she also entrusted one of you with it. Give me my child”, yelled Kivar.

Then he started grabbing his hair pulling at it. He started mumbling to himself.

“ 1, 2, 3 human, child, human”, said Kivar.

He picked at his clothing again. His eyes were crazed looking everywhere but nowhere at the same time. Michael stood up defensive. Kivar or whoever that was crazed.

“Give me the child”, yelled Kivar.

“You have it, give me my child”, yelled Kivar throwing a blast towards Max.

It hit the shield but did no damage.

“I, 2, 3, human, emotions”, yelled Kivar pulling at his shirt again.

Max stood firm. Liz looked on. She had a feeling about what was going on.

“Max”, said Liz in his mind.

He almost jumped in the air when she did that.

“Max the baby, the baby is an empath, and since the child is connected to Kivar as well, he is an empath. He is feeling what it means to be human”, said Liz.

Kivar looked crazed and start pulling at his hair again.

“Pain”, yelled Kivar holding his heart.

“That’s enough of that”, yelled Kivar.

He was losing his mind. He knew that. He had to get rid of that baby. But he didn’t know who had it. That whore but him in this position. He was losing his god damn mind.

“1, 2,, 3 emotions human baby”, said Kivar.

Max started moving closer to him. Kivar pushed him back with the force of the blast to his shield.

“The Child”, yelled Kivar.

He looked on.

“It’s here give it to me”, yelled Kivar.

He looked like a mad man. His eyes blazed red. His hair was standing on end. He was foaming at the mouth.

“Where is it”, yelled Kivar.

Just then two skins busted into the room. Michael really got in defense mood then.

“My lord, come”, said one of the skins.

“The child find the child, 1, 2,3 baby, human”, said Kivar pulling at his hair again.

The skins looked at him. They even knew that he was losing his mind.

“Find me that child”, yelled Kivar sending a blast towards one of them.

The skin was turned into dust immediately. The other skin looked horrified at what Kivar did.

“Come now my lord”, said the skin slowly as if he were speaking to a child.

“NO, no one leaves, until I get the child, even if I have to rip it from the womb of the whore that carries it”, yelled Kivar.

The door slammed shut and a green glow enveloped the whole apartment. They were trapped.

“Start talking, which of these whores has the child”, said Kivar with a glint in his eyes.

He looked like a predator looking for his prey. He smiled as he watched the woman shudder. Michael raised his hand and fired a blast. Kivar’s shield came up. It didn’t even leave a dent.

“Ahh Rath always the impulsive and stupid one. Now ladies and gentlemen. Boys and Girls now for your viewing pleasure. Let’s see your worst nightmares”, whispered Kivar before closing his eyes.

He looked at Max smirking. Liz ran towards Max.

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh”, yelled Max clutching his head.

It felt like Kivar was ripping into his mind.

“Ahh King Zan, let’s see what your greatest fear is”, said Kivar in his mind.

Flashes……………..
“Liz”, whispered Max.

He looked around his home. He ran up the staircase. He smiled. He had just gotten home from work. His wife should be home by now. He opened the door.

“Nooooooooooooo”, yelled Max.

“Yes, oh god yes, Kyle, fuck”, moaned his wife as she straddled Kyle’s hips and thrust hard against him.

Kyle flipped her over and took her from the back.

“Such a bad slut, you love me fucking you, you love this dick. You love this dick more than Max”, yelled Kyle slamming into her small body.

“Yes, yes, you dick is so much better”, yelled Liz smirking.

“I love you Kyle”, smiled Liz smirking at Max before taking his lips.

“He is my world, and this child is not yours Max, it’s Kyle’”, said Liz walking towards him.

“I love him, he is human, he is not a monster like you. You disgust me. You disgust me”, yelled Liz in his face.

Max turned around his parents looking at him.

“Mom Dad”, yelled Max.

“You did this to us, if our son wasn’t such a freak we wouldn’t be in this hospital”, yelled Phillip.

“Take him away”, said Diane waving her hands dismissing him.

“Welcome back, Mr. Evans”, said Pierce smirking.

“NO”, yelled Max strapped to the table.

“This is your new home, disgusting alien”, sneered Pierce with a knife in his hands.
End of Flashes………………….

“Your turn”, smirked Kivar before entering her mind. She yelled out in pain.

Flashes………………………
“No, Liz I don’t love you don’t you understand that. It’s Tess I love, She is the mother of my child. Why in the world would I love a girl like you. You are a whore. Look at you, flat chested and ugly. You look like a little boy”, laughed Max while holding Tess in his arms.

“No you don’t mean that, you told me you love me”, cried Liz grabbing onto his shirt.

He pushed her down and away from him.

“You are just a fuck, someone to pass the time with. You are just a human girl, nothing more. Tess is my destiny, my soul mate. You can’t compare to that. You never could”, whispered Max before shoving her to the ground.

“Yeah., tell her baby, you are my destiny”, said Tess giggling.
End of Flashes……………


Kivar smirked again. He shifted his attention away from the two people clutching their heads and screaming out in pain. He focused in on Michael then. He smiled when he heard the weak boy scream.

Flashes…………….
Hank’s belt came up and slammed against his back. Hank was giving him 20 lashings for something he didn’t even do wrong.

“You are nothing but a worthless, piece of trash, no one wanted you. They left you on the side of the road. Even Max and Isabel don’t care about you, they let you run. They were never good. You were and will always be second.
End of Flashes…….

Kivar turned towards Maria and Kyle. Their visions came together.

Flashes…………..
“Daddy why”, yelled Maria.

“Mommy, don’t leave me”, yelled Kyle.

“We don’t love you we never did, its your fault that we are leaving”, said Brian and Michelle at the same time.

“You did this, you were not good enough. You were freaks and we don’t want you, we never did”, said Brian and Michelle before walking out the door.

Maria and Kyle were crying.

“It’s your fault Maria, now I’m all alone, why would you do that, its your fault”, yelled Amy.

“Daddy please”, yelled Kyle.

“Kyle I don’t have time for you, you are not important, I have to help, Max and everyone else before you, you are last on my list of things to worry about. Just go, I never wanted you anyway”, said Jim Valenti.
End of Flashes……………..

Ava looked at Kivar and the yelling she tried to fight it and mind warp him but he was to strong. He was invading her mind next.

Flashes…………
Rath was on top of her.

“Kyle, help me”, yelled Ava.

“This is your fault, you deserve this, you are a whore, you let him touch you”, sneered Kyle. Rath thrust hard into her body.

“NO it’s not me, get off of me”, yelled Ava hitting on the back.

“You little hoe, you will pay for that”, yelled Rath punching her in the face.

“Kyle help”, yelled Ava.

“You are whore, you deserve this, you deserve this”, yelled Kyle then he spat at her
End of Flashes…………………

Kivar shift next to Alex.

Flashes……………..
“ You are not good enough Alex, you are not smart enough Alex. Look at you you are a dork”, yelled his parents at him.

Isabel looked on.

“Why would I want you, don’t you know I’m using you. I just don’t want to be taken in. I don’t want you, I never did. You are just a geek”, said Isabel laughing.

“No Izzy I love you”, whispered Alex taking her hand.

She ripped her hand from his.

“ha ha you think I love you. You Alex Whitman are beneath me”, said Isabel sneering.
End of Flashes……………………….

Kivar’s eyes were shining with power. Their fears were escalating his powers. He had no control. One more person. He could get her next.

“I don’t think so”, yelled Isabel.

Her hands pointing up. Her hair waving around. Her belly bright green.

“Welcome to your nightmare”, sneered Isabel.

A blast shot shaking the whole house.
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Chapter 30

Author’s Note: Well this is the final chapter of this story. It’s been great to all that has supported this story. I didn’t even know where I was going take this story, but I hope you enjoyed the ride, now without farther ado, here it is. This story is going to full cycle.

Liz sighed looking up at the sky. She was sitting at her balcony wrapped in a blanket. She looked down once more at her journal. She re-read what she had written.

Did you ever feel that you were living this double life? You know that's exactly what I have been feeling lately. I don't know Liz Parker anymore. But yet I have never been more comfortable in my own skin. It’s weird and ironic. Liz Parker has changed but has stayed the same. I'm still of course the smallest of town girls and I am still in love with science. But there is a part of me that has changed that has lost its innocence that has become a freeing person. That part of me I know is due to the one man that has turned my world upside down not in a bad way or nothing like that but has influenced how I carry myself and how I respond to even the smallest things such as touch. This man has changed me and has made me who I am. This man is Max Evans. This man is the one that makes me weak and holds a force over me that is so pure. He is my everything that's all there is to it. But this man can cause my fragile small town heart to break too. This man has a destiny a destiny that wasn't me at least that's what I thought. Everything changes in a day. This here is my story. It might not interest most but trust me it’s an exciting ride. In the end I am the person who wrote in this journal. Maybe when someone reads this 50 years from now they will understand the feeling of finally come to terms with one's destiny. This is the story of Liz Parker and Max Evans. Enjoy the ride.

Liz uncapped her pen once more and flipped to the next page and started writing.

That day that Kivar came to the apartment changed how I looked at life. I saw everyone’s innermost fears and that changed my life. I mean can you imagine that the man that you love the most is scared that you would leave him. It’s not surprising however because we never did deal with the fact that I did just that. I left him at that cliff. I left the man I love and I can’t help feel that I did this horrible thing. But he saw my fears also. He knew how I felt when Tess came into town. It was the hardest thing to watch the man that I love kiss, that girl, that heifer in my mind. I hated her I still hate her. It’s not surprising anyway. I felt the pain from all our fears ripping through me. That was until, Isabel stopped the pain.

Flashback……………….
“Welcome to your nightmare”, sneered Isabel.

Kivar looked on shocked. He raised his hands to fire a shot at her but he dropped it when he saw the imprint of the baby hand across her belly from where her shirt was rising up.

“You carry my child”, growled out Kivar.

“No my child, this is my child. This baby is human and pure. Even though it may have been conceived in hate, it will be born in love”, said Isabel.

“This is my baby, Kivar, and no one I mean no one will ever get my child”, growled out Isabel.

Kivar stared at her belly.

“No”, growled out Kivar.

He was feeling it. The feeling of happiness and joy. He couldn’t stand it. It was too much to feel human emotion. He clutched his head.

“It’s human Kivar, your baby the baby that you conceived it human and he or she will be forever loved and free from your evilness”, said Isabel.

Isabel raised her hand again.

“Feel it, Kivar, feel all the hate all the pain you caused. You have so much blood on your hands, feel their pain. Feel human”, said Isabel walking up to him held his head and placed her fingers against his temple.

She could feel the transfer of energy back and forth between them.

Flashes………..
“Please sir just a drink of water”, begged a woman sitting outside her run down home.

The solider smirked and spit at her face.

“Die woman and what right do you have to speak to me”, said the solider.

That young solider was Kivar.
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“No spare my family please”, cried out the man.

He begged for his family but not for his life. Kivar looked at him and slit his throat in front of his family.

“Daddy”, yelled the young girl his daughter.

Kivar looked at the family.

“Burn the house”, said Kivar.

That’s what they did. The smell of burning bodies, the screams, the pain. Kivar looked and walked away.

“No, please don’t”, cried out the woman as she was raped by Kivar.

“You are my whore and that is what your purpose is”, grunted Kivar as he thrust into her virgin body.

The young woman didn’t scream, the only indication of her pain was the lone tear that slid down her face.

“I will have your throne Zan, I had your wife”, sneered Kivar before he looked into the eyes of King Zan.

His hands clutched the back of Zan’s head. Zan said nothing.

“This is not over”, said Zan.

Kivar smirked and placed his hand under Zan’s chin and snapped it quickly. The body fell to the ground. Kivar looked around at the devastation. The bodies, the blood, but he didn’t care.
End of Flashes

He never saw it from their point of view. Isabel was showing him that. He felt his neck snap as Zan’s snap, he felt the rape of his own body as the young woman he raped was being raped. He felt the devastation of the daughter of the man he killed. He felt his own body burning as he burned the house. He felt the hunger of the older woman. He felt everything. He felt the hate that the people of Antar, he saw the pain and felt the suffering he inflicted on his own people. He felt their lost of hope of being saved. He also felt the little hope of Zan returning being dashed. He didn’t understand his feelings. He closed his eyes but the worst was yet to come.

Kivar looked around. This place was not a place he ever been before.

“Daddy”, whispered a voice behind him.

Kivar shifted around. He didn’t see anything.

“You killed my mother”, yelled the voice.

“No, she was a whore”, yelled Kivar.

“Daddy you killed my mother”, yelled the voice.

“Feel her pain”, said the voice.

“Kivar, please don’t please, I’m sorry, please”, yelled Lonnie.

He felt his neck snapping. He felt the air being pushed out of his lungs. He was gasping. He was dying. He looked and opened his eyes.

“Bye daddy”, said the young boy.

“No”, yelled Kivar.

He knew it was the end. The boy snapped his neck, ending Kivar’s life.

Isabel fell back; she removed her fingers from Kivar’s temple. She looked on with the others that had gotten out of their trance. Kyle picked up Ava from the floor.

“Is he dead?” asked Maria staring at the blank look on Kivar’s face.

“Mentally, his mind is completely gone”, said Isabel.

She swayed back and forth.

“Whoa Izzy what’s wrong?” asked Alex.

Isabel clutched her stomach.

“The Baby its coming”, said Isabel.

“God”, whispered Alex.

6 hours later…………………

Isabel completely tired from her ordeal delivered a healthy baby boy. She smiled and Alex kissed her forehead and stared down at their son. He was blond with blue/green eyes. To Isabel, he was perfect.

“So what’s his name?” asked Max.

“Well I decided to name him after his father. Alexander Whitman”, said Isabel smiling at Alex.

“I love you Alex, trust me you are my everything and I don’t deserve you. You are one of the most important people in my life. That fear you carry you can forget about it”, said Isabel stroking his hair.

Alex closed his eyes and sighed.

“Okay Izzy, I’ll work on that”, said Alex kissing her damp forehead.

“We will all work on our fears”, said Alex giving everyone a pointed look.

That day was hard. WE got rid of the body, we had to. Kivar was completely gone. His soldiers must have figured something happened to Kivar because when we got out there, they were all gone. Now that the threat was gone, we had to deal with what we all saw. It wasn’t easy that’s for sure but we deal with it. My life continued on. We graduated high-school and went to college together in Boston. Isabel and Alex raised little Zan, yes I know the irony right there and their little boy was so adorable. The Evans’ did get out of the hospital and supported their children. Maria and Michael are strong they are married right now. SO are Kyle and Ava. Maria and Kyle did have that talk with their parents. It was one of the hardest things that they had to do but it had to be done. They wouldn’t be able to move on if they didn’t. Now on to me. I did have my beautiful little girl and my son. They are sleeping in their rooms now. So is my husband. This is my time to write out my thoughts. It’s me time I guess. I remember when I decided to write this, my story, I mean down. I’m still the smallest of town girls; I still have my shy moments. But ever since I merged completely with Serena there is some part of me that is wild and man just wants to lose complete control. Max gets that way sometimes. He has to often control his emotions or they would override him. That was when I would love being there. I mean shit Max is a monster in bed. And so am I. I have some of Serena’s memories of the night that Zan and Serena came up with their plan. And what they did or whether what we did at that club.

Flashback……………………..

She did as she was told. She knew the results if she didn’t obey. He moved back and without any warning stabbed her tight pussy while everyone around them watched. There were of course a person already fucking that’s what they did at this club but they loved to watch these two. They had a passion that no one has ever seen. He made her scream while he bit her neck. He made her scream while he pumped his fingers as well as his dick into her tight cunt, he made her scream while he pulled at her nipples. But she made him scream when she turned around and grabbed his ass and pumped two fingers into his hole. That made all the difference really. The pure ecstasy and screaming was only a part of their love making. No the best part wasn't the fucking no it was the kissing. People would think it was the sex that held the passion but the people around them knew that wasn't the case here. After they had their carnal pleasures satisfied, they kissed. He bent his head and licked her lips. He made sure that his tongue swiped ever so gently against her bottom lip that was quivering. He licked the top lip and made her whimper. She knew when to open her mouth to let his warm tongue into it. He tasted every corner and surface area of her mouth. He made love to her mouth. He never fucked it like he did her body. These were the times when she knew that all of this was worthwhile because she was with him. He looked down at her flushed face and smiled. She looked up at him and smiled also.

Now that was a good night. I did have fun. Oh well. Life has a way of surprising me. I mean Liz Parker wasn’t a sexual being. But now I’m a sexual goddess at least occurring to Max, the only person that really counts in this. I needed him that night. But all the sex that doesn’t mean anything if there is no love behind him. And I do love Max. He is and will always be my soul mate.

“Liz baby come to bed”, growled Max.

He walked over to her and removed her shirt.

“Max”, giggled Liz.

“Woman get over and come and fuck your husband”, said Max picking her up and throwing her over his shoulders.

“Max my journal”, giggled Liz.

“Girl why you writing about sex, when you can be having it, Liz come here”, growled Max.

Liz giggled and smacked his ass.

“Oh someone is naughty”, said Max carrying her to their room.

“You have no idea”, said Liz smiling at him.

Look I got to go, Liz Parker Evans is going to be with her husband, she is going to stop being a prude, and she is going to LOSE HER INHIBITIONS.
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