Roswell Revisited (AU/CC Mature) Thread #3

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Wed Mar 08, 2006 4:46 am

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
She silently enters my apartment and sits down whilst I close the door behind me. She just looks at me, not saying anything. God why do I think shes about to break up with me again?

I sit down across the room from her. "Liz..."
Good start...now what.
"I just....I need us to go slowly. If we...rush things... I just don't think I can right now."
Silence.
I look at the floor. "Liz please say something your really scaring me."

Dreamer_Dreaming · Post by **Dreamer_Dreaming** » Wed Mar 08, 2006 9:16 am

*Liz*

"Liz..." I looked up to meet Max eyes. "I just....I need us to go slowly. If we...rush things... I just don't think I can right now."

"Liz please say something your really scaring me." he said looking at the floor.

"I actually that a great idea." I said out loud. "Max I just don't know what to say. I don't want to do or say the wrong thing."

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Wed Mar 08, 2006 9:24 am

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"I actually that a great idea. Max I just don't know what to say. I don't want to do or say the wrong thing."

I try to keep calm, but the feeling of impending doom grows deeper inside of me. "Liz, just...tell me what your thinking because I have to say right now...your making me think like you wish I hadn't of takem you back...that your going to do what happened last time"

I look at the floor and run a hand through my hair. Is she about to dump me again? Is this all a huge game to her?

Dreamer_Dreaming · Post by **Dreamer_Dreaming** » Wed Mar 08, 2006 9:39 am

*Liz*

"Liz, just...tell me what your thinking because I have to say right now...your making me think like you wish I hadn't of takem you back...that your going to do what happened last time" he said running throught his hair.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you. I'm thinking that I want to make right this time. I don't want to move or say anything to even hurt you more. Because I wouldn't like myself after..."

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Wed Mar 08, 2006 9:43 am

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you. I'm thinking that I want to make right this time. I don't want to move or say anything to even hurt you more. Because I wouldn't like myself after..."

I interupt her "Liz the only thing that will upset me is if we get into another arguement or if your about to dump me again. So unless its either of those things please say something. And infact if it is either of those things say it because I don't want to sit here whilst you decide how to tell me yoru breaking up with me again." I say very quickly.

Dreamer_Dreaming · Post by **Dreamer_Dreaming** » Wed Mar 08, 2006 9:52 am

*Liz*

"Liz the only thing that will upset me is if we get into another arguement or if your about to dump me again. So unless its either of those things please say something. And infact if it is either of those things say it because I don't want to sit here whilst you decide how to tell me yoru breaking up with me again." he said very fast.

"No...I'm not going to." I said looking up at him. "You said we needed to talk so let's talk." I said. "Max I'm telling you the truth as I listen to my heart first time in my life. It was biggest mistake I ever done letting you go. Every where I turn I saw you, at UFO center with some girl and I felt jealous of her. At the crashdown at our old booth." a smile appears on my face, "as we secretly made out before anyone could see us." I looked up at Max. "I just want make it right. I want you be able to trust me again. I'm not asking you right now at this giving moment. But someday when our love is the only thing we got." I said staring at my bruise hand.

I was a little surprise I haven't felt it when I was carrying trays and food, or typing on my computer, or even now. But when I think about it, it is really starting to hurt again; I see blood went right through the bandage. I look up from my bruise hand, "I know you don't believes this when I tell you this, but I love you, I always have and always will. I'm speaking from the heart."

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Wed Mar 08, 2006 1:04 pm

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"No...I'm not going to. You said we needed to talk so let's talk. Max I'm telling you the truth as I listen to my heart first time in my life. It was biggest mistake I ever done letting you go. Every where I turn I saw you, at UFO center with some girl and I felt jealous of her. At the crashdown at our old booth, as we secretly made out before anyone could see us. I just want make it right. I want you be able to trust me again. I'm not asking you right now at this giving moment. But someday when our love is the only thing we got."

She looks down and I realise she has her hand in a bandage., "I know you don't believes this when I tell you this, but I love you, I always have and always will. I'm speaking from the heart."

"I know you are. Its just hard Liz. Im sorry I didn't mean to moan at you I just....you know...." I say quietly. "Can I get you anything for that? Some paracetamol or something?" I ask indicating at her wrist.

Dreamer_Dreaming · Post by **Dreamer_Dreaming** » Wed Mar 08, 2006 1:10 pm

*Liz*

"I know you are. Its just hard Liz. Im sorry I didn't mean to moan at you I just....you know...." he said quietly. "Can I get you anything for that? Some paracetamol or something?" he ask pointing at my hand.

"Oh that...no. I actually don't to do anything. I want it to heal even if I am in pain." I said looking at it. I start doing movements to it as more blood pour into the bandage.

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Wed Mar 08, 2006 1:12 pm

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"Oh that...no. I actually don't to do anything. I want it to heal even if I am in pain."

I look at her in a look of...well shock. "What? Why?" I ask confused.

Dreamer_Dreaming · Post by **Dreamer_Dreaming** » Wed Mar 08, 2006 1:18 pm

*Liz*

"What? Why?" he said in shock and I look at him. "Well because I want to feel the action I have done to myself. I want to learn from it. Max I change. I'm not the selfish, cold hearted bitch anymore. When I woke up remember what I have done and how I treated people. I hated myself." I said as the blood now pouring out of my hand.

"Michael offer to heal it but I told him no. I want to do this on my own so I can fully get better." I look up at Max now.