Choices (Mature, CC) Thread #1

dreamer393 · Post by **dreamer393** » Sun Jan 15, 2006 12:34 pm

Serena

"What the hell are you doing Serena? What do you want now? What have I done? Do you think Ive been cheating with the neighbours cat now too?"

Tears well up in my eyes and I do my best to blink them away but have no sucess.

Looking down at the ground I whisper "I never meant to hurt you...I am sorry."

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Sun Jan 15, 2006 12:39 pm

~~~~~NATHAN~~~~~
I see her start to cry. How come girls do this. They do something wrong and somehow I feel like the bad guy.

"I never meant to hurt you...I am sorry."

"Well you did. But Im starting to think it wasnt your fault. Its mine..."

I look away trying to keep my anger but somehow I cant. "It must be mine. She lies to me and you accuse me of it. Maybe Im that kind of guy that must be lied to or lies or people think Im lying...maybe Im just the bad guy. Maybe I shouldnt be in any of your lives"

dreamer393 · Post by **dreamer393** » Sun Jan 15, 2006 12:45 pm

Serena

"Well you did. But Im starting to think it wasnt your fault. Its mine..."

I look up just in time to see Nathan turn his head away from me.

"It must be mine. She lies to me and you accuse me of it. Maybe Im that kind of guy that must be lied to or lies or people think Im lying...maybe Im just the bad guy. Maybe I shouldnt be in any of your lives"

"Nathan...don't say that. Liz loves you. Don't throw away what you have with her because of a simple lie. You were given a secound chance at love after I broke your heart...don't ruin that."

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Sun Jan 15, 2006 12:48 pm

~~~~~NATHAN~~~~~
"Nathan...don't say that. Liz loves you. Don't throw away what you have with her because of a simple lie. You were given a secound chance at love after I broke your heart...don't ruin that."

Love. Love is what I felt for Serena before she broke my heart.
Liz...I care for Liz...I love Liz....but...its a different kind of love.

"Then why didnt she defend herself. Why would she lie to me. And who the hell were those guys? They moved your bag....they know things about me...us.... Theres something big shes not telling me and I dont know how to get past that."

dreamer393 · Post by **dreamer393** » Sun Jan 15, 2006 12:54 pm

Serena

"Then why didnt she defend herself. Why would she lie to me. And who the hell were those guys? They moved your bag....they know things about me...us.... Theres something big shes not telling me and I dont know how to get past that."

"I don't know." I whisper the first of my tears starting to flow.

"I don't know anything anymore."

"These feelings...so confusing. I just want them to go fucking away!!" I mutter not caring if I make sense.

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Sun Jan 15, 2006 12:57 pm

~~~~~NATHAN~~~~~
"I don't know." she whispers, crying.

"I don't know anything anymore. These feelings...so confusing. I just want them to go fucking away!!"

I look at her. "Feelings?" I repeat. "What are you talking about?"

dreamer393 · Post by **dreamer393** » Sun Jan 15, 2006 12:59 pm

Serena

"Feelings?"

"What are you talking about?"

Run both of my hands through my hair while shaking my head. "Nothing. they are nothing. just...nothing."

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Sun Jan 15, 2006 1:03 pm

~~~~~NATHAN~~~~~
She shakes her head. "Nothing. they are nothing. just...nothing."

I growl. "Fine! Fine dont tell me." I say as I turn around and walk away angry again.

dreamer393 · Post by **dreamer393** » Sun Jan 15, 2006 1:08 pm

Serena

"Fine! Fine dont tell me."

Should I tell him the truth? It could ruin my frienship with Liz. It could ruin whatever it is Nathan and I have if he doesn't feel the same way. Is it worth it?

I begin to walk, when I finally catch up I stand in front of me...blocking his way.

I look him straight in the eye and say "My feelings for you. They won't go the hell away."

Turning on my heel I begin to walk, quickly, away from Nathan.

madroswellfan · Post by **madroswellfan** » Sun Jan 15, 2006 1:28 pm

~~~~~NATHAN~~~~~~
She stands infront of me and looks me in the eyes.

"My feelings for you. They won't go the hell away."

I watch her walk away. I dont know what to do...I want to run after her...

But Liz.

I walk over to a bench and sit down.