Author: Syke
Category: AU M/L
Rating: Mature
Disclaimer: You know I don't own 'em so don't even ask.
Summary: In Northern Ireland blood is shed every day, truces are broken, and love struggles to survive. There'll be no happy ending...Peace is an Irish faery tale.
Warning: This story contains material that may be unsuitable or offensive to some readers. This fic in no way, shape, or form is commending the acts of the IRA, PIRA, CIRA or any other guerilla or terroist group throughout the world or galaxy for that matter. It is not meant to romanticize, glorify, or support any terriorist actions or their perpetrators. Killing people and setting off bombs is bad no matter what the cause, those who do it should be punished, etc. etc. This fic contains strong language, violence, and many other unsuitable things. Please, please, please read at your own risk!!!!!!!

Ch 1
It’s raining again, not uncommon for Belfast but on this particular morning it was the last thing I needed. Here I am sitting in a shoddy hut that reeks of shite, half blown away by their bombs, our bombs, waiting for the apocalypse and it starts to fuckin’ pour, aye, what a day?
I look across the way and see Rory scanning the courtyard with his M-16. He catches my eye and throws me a huge, goofy grin from under his black ski mask. Rory Miller, bloody eejit, but I’ve known him since I was a wee one. We’re rarely ever apart; you’d think we were brothers except my skin is a healthy, Irish, albino white while his is the color of a freshly poured Guinness. The peelers from England refer to Rory as ‘Black Paddy’ he just laughs it off telling me I don’t care what they call me as long as they don’t call me ‘caught.’ I can’t really argue with that, freedom is reason #3 of my existence, the second is fighting for our cause, and the first…well, without the first reason the second and third are irrelevant.
Pop! Pop! Pop! Pop! I’m pulled from my thoughts by a spray of bullets kicking up the ground around me. Bloody hell, apparently we didn’t plan this as well as we thought I muse before diving into the next war-torn house. Those damn army bastards are everywhere with RUC peelers along side. I lean out the broken doorway and heave a smoke bomb into a crowd of them. Rory fires his M-16 into the smoke; I can hear the sickening crunch of each bullet hitting its mark. In all the confusion it’s easy for me to sneak through the alleyway, the black Mercedes sits alone, rainwater rolling off it’s expensive wax job, through the darkly tinted windows I can barely make out the three figures inside.
The gunfire is becoming hurried the smoke must be lifting. I quickly search through my knapsack letting out a victorious grunt as I find what I’m looking for. The rain soaks through my sweater as I drop down on my belly and crawl under the Mercedes. My hands shake nervously as I fasten the small box underneath the fuel tank. As soon as it’s in place I roll out from under the car and run. The buildings beside me rumble at the force of the explosion and a hubcap nearly takes my head off. Suddenly there’s a searing pain in my thigh and I meet the pavement harshly.
“Bloody peeler,” I mumble before reaching for my pistol cautiously. I can hear his footsteps approaching before I can react there's a gunshot and he’s in a pile before me and all I hear is the sound of screeching tires. I roll on my back as the junker stops suddenly, the rusted door creaks open…
“Always saving your arse,” she gives me a wry smile as I pull myself into the passenger seat. Her tiny foot slams down the gas pedal just as I get the door closed. I look over at the girl beside me as she strips off her ski mask and tosses me a playful wink.
Reason #1 of my existence.
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The house is dark as we stumble inside. My arm is thrown around her shoulders but she’s barely able to offer any support to my large form. I limp over to the bed leaving a smear of blood along the floor. She rushes into the loo and I can hear her rifling through the cabinets.
“Take your trousers off,” she yells from the other room pulling me from a daze. I wince at the sharp pain that follows my movements. Right above my left knee there’s a grazing wound, not deadly but deep and bleeding profusely. She comes to my side and takes in a sharp breath looking over the damage.
“Bloody peeler,” she whispers before she begins to clean out my violent gash. I watch as her tiny hands wring out the blood soaked cloth before cleansing the wound again. She worries her lip in concentration as she bandages and tapes the area and I can’t help but smile. A strand of hair slips from behind her ear; I reach out and tuck the silky offender back in place. She looks up at me, her dark eyes filled with tears.
“Oh Liz,” I sigh pulling her into my lap. “I’m fine, I’m okay, it’s finished.”
Liz shook her head softly as the tears coated her cheeks, “It’s never finished, you know that better than anyone Max. It’s never finished.”
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We were only children when our lives fell apart. Liz and I both came from families deeply involved with the IRA. I was eight and Liz was four years younger than me the night it happened. I was fast asleep when the first bomb exploded; the house went up quickly filling with fire and thick, black smoke. A neighbor dragged me out and there in the rain; I stood and watched as my home burned to the ground with my family inside.
Liz watched as two men gunned down her da and ma at the dinner table. She still won't talk about it. A local sympathizer took us both in. When Liz came to the house she looked so broken, four years old and to see that kind of violence. I swore that night that I would always look after her and it’s the one promise I’ve kept.
For years I used to hold Liz while she cried herself to sleep and I curled her soft hair between my fingers. As the years passed her crying subsided but she would still crawl into my bed when she awoke seeking the comfort we could only bring each other. Even now at twenty years of age she still shares my bed. She tucks her head safely under my chin; her tiny hands creep under my shirt and stroke my chest, as I bury my hands deep in her hair coiling the soft strands around my calloused fingers.
I’m roused from sleep by the sudden urge to piss. It takes me a moment to disentangle myself from Liz without wakin’ her. The stone floor is freezing under my bare feet shooting a shiver through me and my leg screams as I put my weight on it, already stiffening up. With a tired sigh I limp towards the head.
After finishing, I wash up and lean against the sink staring at my reflection in the glass. Those bastards have stripped me of the man I should have grown into; my dark hair is shaggy and it badly needs a cut while most of my face is covered in a rough beard, I’m much too thin (thank god for the bit of muscle I have), and my eyes, well, they don’t hold the life they used to when I was a lad. I honestly couldn’t tell you why she’s with me. Every day I tell her to run and never look back, she won’t do it; she won’t leave me and, God help me, I don’t want her to. Today’s bombing was supposed to be the end of it that black Mercedes held the leader of our opposition not some big political icon, no, but he ran everything behind the scenes. The figure inside that car was responsible for the deaths of hundreds of Irish brethren…and my da. It took us months to plan this attack; one last deed and then we’d disarm and pave way for peace in Northern Ireland. Liz is right though, this fight is far from over and there’ll be no happy ending…
Peace is an Irish faery tale.