A Twist of Fate
Disclaimer: I do not own Roswell...obviously
Coupling: Maria/Max, Maria/Michael
Rating: Adult
Summary: Can true love stand the test of time? Find out.
A/N: This Fic came to me as i was listening to Anna Nalick's Breath. Alex is Dead and Tess is on Antar. After Tess left, Max decided to break up with Liz becuase he relised that he slept with Tess becuase he was no longer in love with Liz.
Prologue:
May 18, 2012,
My name is Maria Deluca-Guerin and as i look at my driving companion as he takes me and my child away from the past, I cannot help but smile. I should be shaken up, but i'm not. I'm in love.
He is the love of my life. My rock. The only man I love or will ever love. Age has changed him, and yet he still maintains the boyish good-looks and swagger that he had 10 years ago, when i first fell for him. I remember it so completely. He made me alive. He loved me as completely as i love him.
As i lean back and relax, i know he will keep us safe. He is ever mindful of the road ahead of him. He keeps both hands on the wheel. So different than the man i'm used to. No, he is different than my husband. He doesn't yell. In fact he had never raised his voice to me. My love is an open book, despite his attempts to close himself off. Not at all like my husband who built up stonewalls that i had only begun to knock down.
How can i describe in words what this man means to me. How much i love him. It is impossible. All my body and soul i have given to him, but that is not nearly enough. Our love has sustained years of heartache and miles of seperation. But in words on this page, i cannot tell you what Max Evans means to me. So i will end this journal and begin my new life with the man of dreams. My love.
Maria.
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Chapter 1
February 2002
Maria's POV
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God, i do not want to go to school today! Senioritis is majorly kicking in. Plus, i have to deal with Liz fawning over Max. And him, deperatly trying to put it to her nicely, that he jsut wants to be friends.
Oh well, i have to get up. The moment i get out of bed the crappy day will start. UGGGGHHH! Michael will pick me up. We will go to school. Hold hands. Make out in the eraser room for 2 periods. Finish the day. Then, come back to my house and have sex. It's always the same. But I, unlike Max, don't have the balls to tell Michael that i'm no longer in love with him.
Yes, i care for Michael, but its not the same anymore. I am not inlove with Michael. Maybe i never was. But it took alot for him to open up to me. I can't tell him that i, now, want to be just friends, when i know that he wants and needs more from me.
I meet Michael outside at his car. He wraps his arms around me. I try my best not to tense up. I succeed.
As we walk into the school, hand-in-hand, I spot Max and Liz at Max's locker. Oh Great. Liz is probably at it again. Poor Max. We make our way to the two of them. I wonder where Kyle is. Must be a football thing. Wait. Is it football season? I don't know. Anyway, this is that start of my day.
Max's POV
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I see Maria and Michael walking toward me. Thank God. Some relief from Liz's insanity.
"HEy," I say to them.
"Hello," Maria says as she detaches herself from Michael and gives me a hug. No matter what I'm dealing with, Maria can always make me feel better. "So, what's up? Are we still hanging out tonight?" she askes me.
Now, i do not remember us planning anything for tonight. But i ca see her giving me though pleading eyes, "Yeah, " I say. I definatly don't have a problem haning out with Maria.
Maria and Kyle are the only two people i can deal with anymore. Isabel is wrapped up in herself and, of course, Jesse. Liz has become perminatly attatched to my ass. And Micahel and i haven't been the same since Alex died. Only Maria and Kyle have remained true friends.
Maria smiles one of her beautiful smiles and me and she and Michael make thier way to class.
Maria's POV
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Thank God Max caught my drift. I'd much rather hang out with him than spend the night with Michael.
We finally reach my class. "Bye, baby," Michael says as he leans in and kisses me.
"Bye," I say with my sweetest smile.
Three classes go by and i continue to not pay attention. As i'm walking by the eraser room, Michael puls me in. Im not really suprised becuase this is now a daily ritual.
His lips crash down onto mine. Let's be clear, I enjoy the kiss. Michael has an amazing toung. But i don't have the emotional connection and chemistry that i cone had with him.
I feel his hands all over my body. "I love you," he says between kisses, and i say it back. What am i supposed to do?
We spend an hour in there. Sometimes we haev sex. But not today. I just can't do it today.
When we leave, we head to lunch with Max and of course, Liz.
Max looks annoyed again and Liz is completely oblivious. I squeeze between them, much to Michael's displeasure, and save Max. He smiles at me in Thanks.
Finally, Kyle joins us. I love Kyle. It's weird. Two years ago, Kyle was jsut a weird stalker of Liz Parker. Now, he was the moral fiber and rock of our decaying group.
"Hey, Kyle," i say to him.
"Hey, Ria," he says with one of his famous smiles.
Then i turn to Max, "So, What's up tonight? My mom's out of town and she has the car," I say with a frown.
"Well, why dont' i just take you home. Then we can figure it out from there." he says.
Max's POV
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Well, I feel better. i'm hanging out with Maria tonight and Liz wont be there. I can finally talk openly with someone. Which is exatly waht i need.
My next two classes crawl by. God! Four months until Graduation. I wish i could get out of here now.
Finally, the last bell rings. I make my way to the parking lot, carefully avoiding my locker, where i know Liz is waiting for me.
Will she not take a hint? Oh Well. I see Maria sitting on the hood of my Chevelle. Damn! She looks hot, sprawled out like that on my car. Woah! Where did that come from? Get the naughty thoughts about Maria out of your head, Maxwell!
Maria jumps off the car as i reach her. "Finally, This school day is over," she said with a dramatic sigh.
I grin at her, "YEah, i thought i was going to haev to run out of the building screaming."
We drove to her house. It's Amazing how at ease i feel with Maria. No matter what, she makes me forget all of the Roswellian drama.
I thank the powers that be that Liz left two summers ago for Florida. Otherwise, Maria nad i would never be as close as we are now.
Maria's POV
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I change my clothes quickly. i put on some tight, low-rise jeans and a pink halter top. I bounce down the stairs to Max. Its' crazy how Max can make me bounce.
Hanging out with Max is nice. He is serious, but not every thing with him is life and death.
He smiles when he sees me. "So, what are we doing?" I ask, "Sorry, to drag you into hanging out with me tonight. I just couuldn't deal with everything." I say, carefull not to disclose what, exactly, everything intails.
Max rolls his eyes. "Common, Maria. What would i do if i wasn't hanging out with you? Watch TV all night?"
That made me feel good. It was nice to know that MAx really wanted to hang out with me.
Max's POV
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I could tell that Maria had somthing on her mind. "How about we grab some food and go to Blue Moon Canyon to talk?" I suggest.
Her beautiful eyes light up, "That would be great!" she answeres hugging me.
I follow her out the door, careful not to watch her ass as she walks to my car.
TBC...
February 2002
Maria's POV
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God, i do not want to go to school today! Senioritis is majorly kicking in. Plus, i have to deal with Liz fawning over Max. And him, deperatly trying to put it to her nicely, that he jsut wants to be friends.
Oh well, i have to get up. The moment i get out of bed the crappy day will start. UGGGGHHH! Michael will pick me up. We will go to school. Hold hands. Make out in the eraser room for 2 periods. Finish the day. Then, come back to my house and have sex. It's always the same. But I, unlike Max, don't have the balls to tell Michael that i'm no longer in love with him.
Yes, i care for Michael, but its not the same anymore. I am not inlove with Michael. Maybe i never was. But it took alot for him to open up to me. I can't tell him that i, now, want to be just friends, when i know that he wants and needs more from me.
I meet Michael outside at his car. He wraps his arms around me. I try my best not to tense up. I succeed.
As we walk into the school, hand-in-hand, I spot Max and Liz at Max's locker. Oh Great. Liz is probably at it again. Poor Max. We make our way to the two of them. I wonder where Kyle is. Must be a football thing. Wait. Is it football season? I don't know. Anyway, this is that start of my day.
Max's POV
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I see Maria and Michael walking toward me. Thank God. Some relief from Liz's insanity.
"HEy," I say to them.
"Hello," Maria says as she detaches herself from Michael and gives me a hug. No matter what I'm dealing with, Maria can always make me feel better. "So, what's up? Are we still hanging out tonight?" she askes me.
Now, i do not remember us planning anything for tonight. But i ca see her giving me though pleading eyes, "Yeah, " I say. I definatly don't have a problem haning out with Maria.
Maria and Kyle are the only two people i can deal with anymore. Isabel is wrapped up in herself and, of course, Jesse. Liz has become perminatly attatched to my ass. And Micahel and i haven't been the same since Alex died. Only Maria and Kyle have remained true friends.
Maria smiles one of her beautiful smiles and me and she and Michael make thier way to class.
Maria's POV
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Thank God Max caught my drift. I'd much rather hang out with him than spend the night with Michael.
We finally reach my class. "Bye, baby," Michael says as he leans in and kisses me.
"Bye," I say with my sweetest smile.
Three classes go by and i continue to not pay attention. As i'm walking by the eraser room, Michael puls me in. Im not really suprised becuase this is now a daily ritual.
His lips crash down onto mine. Let's be clear, I enjoy the kiss. Michael has an amazing toung. But i don't have the emotional connection and chemistry that i cone had with him.
I feel his hands all over my body. "I love you," he says between kisses, and i say it back. What am i supposed to do?
We spend an hour in there. Sometimes we haev sex. But not today. I just can't do it today.
When we leave, we head to lunch with Max and of course, Liz.
Max looks annoyed again and Liz is completely oblivious. I squeeze between them, much to Michael's displeasure, and save Max. He smiles at me in Thanks.
Finally, Kyle joins us. I love Kyle. It's weird. Two years ago, Kyle was jsut a weird stalker of Liz Parker. Now, he was the moral fiber and rock of our decaying group.
"Hey, Kyle," i say to him.
"Hey, Ria," he says with one of his famous smiles.
Then i turn to Max, "So, What's up tonight? My mom's out of town and she has the car," I say with a frown.
"Well, why dont' i just take you home. Then we can figure it out from there." he says.
Max's POV
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Well, I feel better. i'm hanging out with Maria tonight and Liz wont be there. I can finally talk openly with someone. Which is exatly waht i need.
My next two classes crawl by. God! Four months until Graduation. I wish i could get out of here now.
Finally, the last bell rings. I make my way to the parking lot, carefully avoiding my locker, where i know Liz is waiting for me.
Will she not take a hint? Oh Well. I see Maria sitting on the hood of my Chevelle. Damn! She looks hot, sprawled out like that on my car. Woah! Where did that come from? Get the naughty thoughts about Maria out of your head, Maxwell!
Maria jumps off the car as i reach her. "Finally, This school day is over," she said with a dramatic sigh.
I grin at her, "YEah, i thought i was going to haev to run out of the building screaming."
We drove to her house. It's Amazing how at ease i feel with Maria. No matter what, she makes me forget all of the Roswellian drama.
I thank the powers that be that Liz left two summers ago for Florida. Otherwise, Maria nad i would never be as close as we are now.
Maria's POV
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I change my clothes quickly. i put on some tight, low-rise jeans and a pink halter top. I bounce down the stairs to Max. Its' crazy how Max can make me bounce.
Hanging out with Max is nice. He is serious, but not every thing with him is life and death.
He smiles when he sees me. "So, what are we doing?" I ask, "Sorry, to drag you into hanging out with me tonight. I just couuldn't deal with everything." I say, carefull not to disclose what, exactly, everything intails.
Max rolls his eyes. "Common, Maria. What would i do if i wasn't hanging out with you? Watch TV all night?"
That made me feel good. It was nice to know that MAx really wanted to hang out with me.
Max's POV
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I could tell that Maria had somthing on her mind. "How about we grab some food and go to Blue Moon Canyon to talk?" I suggest.
Her beautiful eyes light up, "That would be great!" she answeres hugging me.
I follow her out the door, careful not to watch her ass as she walks to my car.
TBC...
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Chapter 2
Maria's POV
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As we make our way out into the desert i can't help but think about my relationship with Max. It's weird, but he is the best thing to happen to me. Cheezy, i know. But true. No matter what is going on in my life, he can help me through it.
I used to envy the relationship Liz had with him. Not that i wanted him, but that she seemed to always get the guy and i got second best. I know it sounds rediculous. But now i dont envy her. i got the best part of Max. His friendship. He was the best friend anyone could ever have.
I look over at him as if seeing him in a new light. He's hot. Wait. What? Hot? Where did that come from. This is Max we are talking about, DeLuca. I shake the thoughts aside as we pull up to Blue Moon Canyon.
"I love it here," I say to him.
"I know. I love it here to." He answeres thoughtfully.
He lays down a blanket and we sit down with our food. From Senor Chow's of course, becuase i just dont thinkg that Max could deal with the Liz drama right now.
We eat quickly. I'm so hungy I didn't eat much lunch. Actually, i didn't eat breakfast either.
As we sit in comfortable silence, i can tell Max has somthing on his mind.
Max POV
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I want to know what is going on with Maria. So i just ask, "So, what is up, Maria?"
She looks down. "What do you mean?" she asks.
I use my index finger to lift her eyes to look at me. She can never lie when she is looking at me. "I mean, what is going on. I'm not stupid. I know somthing is bothering you. Now, tell Dr. Evans what it is." I say with a grin.
Se grins back, "I dont know what's wrong with me, Max. Its Michael." she says and looks down again. "I dont love him, Max. I'm not sure if i ever did. The only thing i'm sure of is that i dont love him, but i can't break his heart."
I process what she has jsut told me. I would be lying if i said i didn't expect this. I saw her distance from him lately. Luckily, Michael seemed to be oblivious. But he was like Liz in that sense. He never caught on to anything. "Well, what happened?" i ask, trying to get some clarity.
"That's just it. I dont know. I jsut am not in love with him. I dont have the same chemistry that i use to have with him. I feel like there is somthing better out there for me. I know there isn't. That this life is the best i can do, but i can't help it. I can't relax when i'm with him." She confesses.
I hate that Maria has such low self-esteem. She is smart and funny, not to mention beautiful. "Maria, first of all you can do better and secondly. Why dont you talk to him?" I offer. It didn't seem to be workign for me, but maybe Michael would be able to take a hint better than Liz.
She shook her head. "No, i can't. He needs me. I will be fine. It's just that somedays it is all too much to take. Today was one of those days."
My heart goes out to her. I wish i could take all this crap away from her. I wish i could take her away and we could just be happy together. Wait. Did i just think about being Maria's prince charming. Where is all of this comming from?
Oh well. I open my arms for her. She leans into me and i wrap my arms around her. Nothing feels better or more natural. I like being her protector.
Maria's POV
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I love being in Max's arms. i dont know why, but he makes me feel safe in a way that no one else can. Not even Michael. I listen to his heart beat as he holds me.
My body is reacting to his touch as i feel myself grow hot. What is wrong with me today. Yes, Max is hot. Yes, he is my best friend. But that does not give my body the right to go all crazy on me. But i like it. I'm just confused.
It's getting dark and i'm cold. Max's arms help, but i still can't stop a shiver from escaping my body.
He turns me around, "Oh God, Maria. Look what you are wearing. YOu must be freezing. You want to head home?"
That is the last thing i want. I want to stay here with max forever. I shake my head, "No, i'll be fine. I just want to stay here with you for a little while."
He pulls off his jacket and wraps it around me before i settle back into his arms. Somthing Michael would never think of.
Max's POV
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Did she just say that she wanted to stay with me? I'm over thinking this i know. This is just a fluke. I dont have feelings for my best friend. But damn she feels good in my arms.
We sit there for anouther hour, just watching the stars. We can always do that. Sit in silence, jsut enjoying each other's company.
When i drop her off at home, I ask, "Are you sure you are ok by yourself?"
She rolls her eyes and nodded at me. "I'm fine Max. I'll see you tomorrow at school." she said.
Before she goes in i call back, "Maria, i'm here if you ever need me." I mean it. She smiles and i leave.
Maria's POV
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I get inside and shut the door. I need to talk to Kyle. I pick up the phone. "Hello? KYle? Can you come over?"
Of course he can. He is my best friend next to Max. Have i mentioned that i love Kyle?
Max's POV
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I get home and lay on my bed. I think i'm in trouble. Maybe i should talk to Kyle tomorrow. He will know what to do.
TBC...
Maria's POV
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As we make our way out into the desert i can't help but think about my relationship with Max. It's weird, but he is the best thing to happen to me. Cheezy, i know. But true. No matter what is going on in my life, he can help me through it.
I used to envy the relationship Liz had with him. Not that i wanted him, but that she seemed to always get the guy and i got second best. I know it sounds rediculous. But now i dont envy her. i got the best part of Max. His friendship. He was the best friend anyone could ever have.
I look over at him as if seeing him in a new light. He's hot. Wait. What? Hot? Where did that come from. This is Max we are talking about, DeLuca. I shake the thoughts aside as we pull up to Blue Moon Canyon.
"I love it here," I say to him.
"I know. I love it here to." He answeres thoughtfully.
He lays down a blanket and we sit down with our food. From Senor Chow's of course, becuase i just dont thinkg that Max could deal with the Liz drama right now.
We eat quickly. I'm so hungy I didn't eat much lunch. Actually, i didn't eat breakfast either.
As we sit in comfortable silence, i can tell Max has somthing on his mind.
Max POV
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I want to know what is going on with Maria. So i just ask, "So, what is up, Maria?"
She looks down. "What do you mean?" she asks.
I use my index finger to lift her eyes to look at me. She can never lie when she is looking at me. "I mean, what is going on. I'm not stupid. I know somthing is bothering you. Now, tell Dr. Evans what it is." I say with a grin.
Se grins back, "I dont know what's wrong with me, Max. Its Michael." she says and looks down again. "I dont love him, Max. I'm not sure if i ever did. The only thing i'm sure of is that i dont love him, but i can't break his heart."
I process what she has jsut told me. I would be lying if i said i didn't expect this. I saw her distance from him lately. Luckily, Michael seemed to be oblivious. But he was like Liz in that sense. He never caught on to anything. "Well, what happened?" i ask, trying to get some clarity.
"That's just it. I dont know. I jsut am not in love with him. I dont have the same chemistry that i use to have with him. I feel like there is somthing better out there for me. I know there isn't. That this life is the best i can do, but i can't help it. I can't relax when i'm with him." She confesses.
I hate that Maria has such low self-esteem. She is smart and funny, not to mention beautiful. "Maria, first of all you can do better and secondly. Why dont you talk to him?" I offer. It didn't seem to be workign for me, but maybe Michael would be able to take a hint better than Liz.
She shook her head. "No, i can't. He needs me. I will be fine. It's just that somedays it is all too much to take. Today was one of those days."
My heart goes out to her. I wish i could take all this crap away from her. I wish i could take her away and we could just be happy together. Wait. Did i just think about being Maria's prince charming. Where is all of this comming from?
Oh well. I open my arms for her. She leans into me and i wrap my arms around her. Nothing feels better or more natural. I like being her protector.
Maria's POV
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I love being in Max's arms. i dont know why, but he makes me feel safe in a way that no one else can. Not even Michael. I listen to his heart beat as he holds me.
My body is reacting to his touch as i feel myself grow hot. What is wrong with me today. Yes, Max is hot. Yes, he is my best friend. But that does not give my body the right to go all crazy on me. But i like it. I'm just confused.
It's getting dark and i'm cold. Max's arms help, but i still can't stop a shiver from escaping my body.
He turns me around, "Oh God, Maria. Look what you are wearing. YOu must be freezing. You want to head home?"
That is the last thing i want. I want to stay here with max forever. I shake my head, "No, i'll be fine. I just want to stay here with you for a little while."
He pulls off his jacket and wraps it around me before i settle back into his arms. Somthing Michael would never think of.
Max's POV
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Did she just say that she wanted to stay with me? I'm over thinking this i know. This is just a fluke. I dont have feelings for my best friend. But damn she feels good in my arms.
We sit there for anouther hour, just watching the stars. We can always do that. Sit in silence, jsut enjoying each other's company.
When i drop her off at home, I ask, "Are you sure you are ok by yourself?"
She rolls her eyes and nodded at me. "I'm fine Max. I'll see you tomorrow at school." she said.
Before she goes in i call back, "Maria, i'm here if you ever need me." I mean it. She smiles and i leave.
Maria's POV
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I get inside and shut the door. I need to talk to Kyle. I pick up the phone. "Hello? KYle? Can you come over?"
Of course he can. He is my best friend next to Max. Have i mentioned that i love Kyle?
Max's POV
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I get home and lay on my bed. I think i'm in trouble. Maybe i should talk to Kyle tomorrow. He will know what to do.
TBC...
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Kyle's POV
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I'm kind of worried. Maria seemed a little panicked when she called. So i throw on a shirt and head to her house. It's only a few streets over, but i drive anyway.
I wonder what this is about. Maria has been a little off lately. But thats been mostly toward Michael. And of course things arn't the same with her and Liz. But that is becuase Liz has gone all stalker on Max. I feel bad for Maria. She had to choose between herbest friends when Max and Liz broke up. But she chose max and i think she made the right desision.
In my opinion, Max and Maria are the only people i have, besides my dad. Micheal and I have never been close. Liz is a different person. And Isabel is with Jesse all the time.
I pull up to Maria's and walk inside. I dont need to knock. I know she is on the couch waiting for me.
Maria's POV
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WHen kyle walked in, i smile at him. That was fast. He must have driven. "Hey Kyle," i say getting up and hugging him. I'm trying to hide the panick in my voice, but as usual Kyle cannot be fooled.
"What's up, Maria?" he asked guiding me to the couch.
I look down. Well there is no way to say this, but to say it. "Well, i should start by telling you that i'm not in love with Michael anymore." I say and wait for a reaction.
"Well, that was kind of obvious, Maria. What isn't obvious is why you are still with him." Kyle says. Damn him and his buddhism for knowing everything.
"Kyle, I can't leave him. You dont understand. He needs me. He needs a rock. ANd i'm that rock for him." I say. BUt i know this argument could go round and round, so i swtich gears on him, "But that isn't what i needed to talk to you about." i take a deep breath and go for it. "Kyle, i think i hvae feelings for Max." I say and look away before i can see his reaction. I dont think i want to know.
Kyle's POV
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Woah. Ok then. That was kinda out in left feild. But now that i think about it. Not really. I mean, they are always together. And I've seen the way Max looks at Maria. Sometimes he looks at her like she is an all-you-can-eat buffet.
I hadn't really noticed it comming from Maria. BUt come to think of it. They always lead on each other. She had been doing that more with Max lately. KYle was the go-to man for advice, and Max was her shoulder to cry on.
"Well," I start, thinking of a way to put my words together, "Is that such a bad thing?" I ask.
Maria's eyes widen. "Well, yeah. Kind of. I dont know. Max is my best friend. He's Michael's best friend. He's Liz's Ex boy friend. Stop me when i get to a good reason to like him. This is probably just a leeting hormonal thing, and i do not want to ruin my friendship with him and my relationship with Michael for a fling." She tells me.
I don't belive either of them are capable of a fling. Max and MAria are so intense that they don't do the one night stand very well. "Look, Maria. I dont know what to say. I see they way he looks at you, and i think feelings are reciprocated, but i know that you dont want to ruin your friendship. IT makes sense. Just remember that you might not have a secondchance to explore your feelings for Max."
Maria's POV
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I think about what Kyle said. He makes sense. But the bottom line is that i can't break Michael's heart. I just can't do it. "I can't break Michael's heart. I wont do it." I say finally.
"Well, that is a choice you have to live with Maria. I support whatever you do, but just dont sell yourself short." Kyle returned.
He doesn't understand. I dont deserve Max. I am lucky to have Michael.
We say our goodbyes and i think Kyle for comming over. Tomorrow, i will just forget about these feelings for Max. I will see him as a friend and nothing else.
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Max's POV
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I havn't been able to find Kyle yet. I know he has gym this period though, so i'll wait for him in the locker room.
Kyle comes to his gym locker in just a towel. "What are you doing here, man?" he asked me.
"I have to talk to you about somthing." I say. I dont know exactly how to word this. Thank god there is no one else i the locker room. Kyle sits down to listen. "I think i want to be with Maria." I say finally. I wait for him to hit the cieling.
KYle's POV
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Are you kidding me? Did i just step into the twilight zone. NOw, i was pretty sure that Max had some "more than friends" feelings for Maria. But what are the chances that he would tell me this, the day after Maria confesses that she may have feelings for Max.
Well, are you going to say somthing?" he askes me. I snap out of my daze.
"Yeah. It's just. NEvermind..." i start. I dont think i should talk about what Maria said last night. BUt maybe i should.
"No, tell me, Kyle. Tell me that i'm a horrible firend that when i hold her becuase Michael has pissed her off all i want to do is kiss her sensless." he says.
"No, i dont think you are in the wrong. It's just. Ok, Max if i tell you somthing, you have to promise that you wont tell Maria." I say. Yeah, i'm about to get myself into some deep shit.
Max's POV
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I wonder what he is getting at. "Ok, i swear not to tell Maria."
I wait for him to speak, and he finally does. "Well, last night, after you dropped her off. Maria called me. I came over and we talked. And the thing is, Max. She has feelings for you too. She thinks they are fleeting and she is confused. But she refuses to break up with Michael. She thinks he needs her." Kyle finally says. I'm floored.
She likes me. OMG. Maria has feelings for me too. Wait. But maybe that's worse. She isn't going to do anything about them. She is going to keep them bottled up. We are going to drift apart. I cant let that happen. "What do i do kyle?" I ask.
"You want to be with her. You are sure this isn't a lonely thing." Kyle asks me.
"Yes i want to be with her. Kyle, not to play myself up, but if i just wanted a girlfriend, i'm pretty sure i could get one." It's the truth. Ever since i broke up with Liz, girls at West Roswell High have been following me around liek lost puppies.
"Then, i think you should try to persue it. BUt just know that it wont' be easy and she is going to want to fight you." Kyle said.
I know that. "I know," i say to him, "Thanks, man." I say.
"No problem. Just dont hurt her." Kyle said. I know he cares for Maria like a brother. I respect that. I'd never hurt her.
TBC...
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I'm kind of worried. Maria seemed a little panicked when she called. So i throw on a shirt and head to her house. It's only a few streets over, but i drive anyway.
I wonder what this is about. Maria has been a little off lately. But thats been mostly toward Michael. And of course things arn't the same with her and Liz. But that is becuase Liz has gone all stalker on Max. I feel bad for Maria. She had to choose between herbest friends when Max and Liz broke up. But she chose max and i think she made the right desision.
In my opinion, Max and Maria are the only people i have, besides my dad. Micheal and I have never been close. Liz is a different person. And Isabel is with Jesse all the time.
I pull up to Maria's and walk inside. I dont need to knock. I know she is on the couch waiting for me.
Maria's POV
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WHen kyle walked in, i smile at him. That was fast. He must have driven. "Hey Kyle," i say getting up and hugging him. I'm trying to hide the panick in my voice, but as usual Kyle cannot be fooled.
"What's up, Maria?" he asked guiding me to the couch.
I look down. Well there is no way to say this, but to say it. "Well, i should start by telling you that i'm not in love with Michael anymore." I say and wait for a reaction.
"Well, that was kind of obvious, Maria. What isn't obvious is why you are still with him." Kyle says. Damn him and his buddhism for knowing everything.
"Kyle, I can't leave him. You dont understand. He needs me. He needs a rock. ANd i'm that rock for him." I say. BUt i know this argument could go round and round, so i swtich gears on him, "But that isn't what i needed to talk to you about." i take a deep breath and go for it. "Kyle, i think i hvae feelings for Max." I say and look away before i can see his reaction. I dont think i want to know.
Kyle's POV
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Woah. Ok then. That was kinda out in left feild. But now that i think about it. Not really. I mean, they are always together. And I've seen the way Max looks at Maria. Sometimes he looks at her like she is an all-you-can-eat buffet.
I hadn't really noticed it comming from Maria. BUt come to think of it. They always lead on each other. She had been doing that more with Max lately. KYle was the go-to man for advice, and Max was her shoulder to cry on.
"Well," I start, thinking of a way to put my words together, "Is that such a bad thing?" I ask.
Maria's eyes widen. "Well, yeah. Kind of. I dont know. Max is my best friend. He's Michael's best friend. He's Liz's Ex boy friend. Stop me when i get to a good reason to like him. This is probably just a leeting hormonal thing, and i do not want to ruin my friendship with him and my relationship with Michael for a fling." She tells me.
I don't belive either of them are capable of a fling. Max and MAria are so intense that they don't do the one night stand very well. "Look, Maria. I dont know what to say. I see they way he looks at you, and i think feelings are reciprocated, but i know that you dont want to ruin your friendship. IT makes sense. Just remember that you might not have a secondchance to explore your feelings for Max."
Maria's POV
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I think about what Kyle said. He makes sense. But the bottom line is that i can't break Michael's heart. I just can't do it. "I can't break Michael's heart. I wont do it." I say finally.
"Well, that is a choice you have to live with Maria. I support whatever you do, but just dont sell yourself short." Kyle returned.
He doesn't understand. I dont deserve Max. I am lucky to have Michael.
We say our goodbyes and i think Kyle for comming over. Tomorrow, i will just forget about these feelings for Max. I will see him as a friend and nothing else.
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Max's POV
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I havn't been able to find Kyle yet. I know he has gym this period though, so i'll wait for him in the locker room.
Kyle comes to his gym locker in just a towel. "What are you doing here, man?" he asked me.
"I have to talk to you about somthing." I say. I dont know exactly how to word this. Thank god there is no one else i the locker room. Kyle sits down to listen. "I think i want to be with Maria." I say finally. I wait for him to hit the cieling.
KYle's POV
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Are you kidding me? Did i just step into the twilight zone. NOw, i was pretty sure that Max had some "more than friends" feelings for Maria. But what are the chances that he would tell me this, the day after Maria confesses that she may have feelings for Max.
Well, are you going to say somthing?" he askes me. I snap out of my daze.
"Yeah. It's just. NEvermind..." i start. I dont think i should talk about what Maria said last night. BUt maybe i should.
"No, tell me, Kyle. Tell me that i'm a horrible firend that when i hold her becuase Michael has pissed her off all i want to do is kiss her sensless." he says.
"No, i dont think you are in the wrong. It's just. Ok, Max if i tell you somthing, you have to promise that you wont tell Maria." I say. Yeah, i'm about to get myself into some deep shit.
Max's POV
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I wonder what he is getting at. "Ok, i swear not to tell Maria."
I wait for him to speak, and he finally does. "Well, last night, after you dropped her off. Maria called me. I came over and we talked. And the thing is, Max. She has feelings for you too. She thinks they are fleeting and she is confused. But she refuses to break up with Michael. She thinks he needs her." Kyle finally says. I'm floored.
She likes me. OMG. Maria has feelings for me too. Wait. But maybe that's worse. She isn't going to do anything about them. She is going to keep them bottled up. We are going to drift apart. I cant let that happen. "What do i do kyle?" I ask.
"You want to be with her. You are sure this isn't a lonely thing." Kyle asks me.
"Yes i want to be with her. Kyle, not to play myself up, but if i just wanted a girlfriend, i'm pretty sure i could get one." It's the truth. Ever since i broke up with Liz, girls at West Roswell High have been following me around liek lost puppies.
"Then, i think you should try to persue it. BUt just know that it wont' be easy and she is going to want to fight you." Kyle said.
I know that. "I know," i say to him, "Thanks, man." I say.
"No problem. Just dont hurt her." Kyle said. I know he cares for Maria like a brother. I respect that. I'd never hurt her.
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Chapter 4
Maria's POV
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I dont know what to do. I've been thinking about what Kyle said. It kept me up half the night. Maybe i should just talk to Max. No, that wont work. He will just be weirded out.
I walk to our lunch table and sit next to Liz. I think sitting that close to Max right now, would send my hormones into overdrive.
Michael sits next to me and rubs my iner though as we eat. i cant tell he is frustrated from no sex for 2 days. I guess i'll have to make that up to him tonight.
Max's POV
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Maria isn't sitting next to me. i wonder if that has something to do with what Kyle told me this morning. Damn. I need to talk to her.
Maybe if i tell her how i fee, she wont be so scared. I can see she doesn't love Michael. I know he is teasing her under the table and she isn't comfortable.
Jealousy is ripping thought me. i don't like it, but i cant control it. I need her. I don't know why i didn't realize it before. I guess i was always jealous of Michael's relationship with Maria. I just never realized it was becuase i have feelings for Maria.
When lunch is over, i pull Maria aside. She isn't looking at me in the eye. "Hey, can i talk to you?" I ask. She nods and i lead her to the empty class room.
"What's up?" she asks in an uneven tone.
I'm just going to go for it. "Look, Maria. I like you." I tell her.
Maria's POV
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Oh God! This is not happening. I don't know if i can control myself if Max has the same feelings for me thati have for him. I dont want him to like me. But at the same time, i just want him to pull me into the eraser room and make out with me all day. I'm torn. I can't control my thoughts.
"Say somthing," he said.
"What do you want me to say?" I ask him looking down. I dont know what to say.
"I want you to tell me how you feel about me." He states.
God, he is going for the jugular. I start to become angry with him for putting me in this position. For putting me one the spot. "What do you want to hear," I almost yell, "That i couldn't sleep last night becuase i was thinking of you? That last night, when you dropped me off, i wanted you to kiss me sensless? THat i've never felt more alive than when i was in your arms? That i'm so fucking confused, i dont know wether to kiss you are smack you?" I yell at him. I'm so confused and it is all his fault. Ok that isn't fair. He didn't make me have feelings for him.
I'm yelling now and i feel tears comming to my eyes. Max then does somthing i dont expect. He grabs me by the sholders and kisses me. Wow. I kiss back before i can control my body. his toung slips in between my lips and i message it with mine. If feels so good. God. I could kiss him forever.
But i dont. I pull back. What have i jsut done? "Why are you doing this?" i ask him with tears in my eyes. It is going to be so much harder to never feel that kiss again.
Max's POV
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Why? Becuase you make me need you! I think. But instead i say, "BEcuase i feel the same way. I'm confused, but i know how i feel. And i know that you feel the same thing. I felt it in that kiss." I say to her.
"No, Max. I may have feelings for you. But that is irrelevant. I can't be with you. Stop making this hard for me. i'm with Michael. And anyway, in a few weeks, you will have this infatuation with me out of your system and then where will i be?" She tells me.
I can't belive it. She thinks that these feelings are fleeting. I know differently. I know i've never felt like this before. "Maria, dont run from this!" I plead with her.
Maria wipes her eyes and says, "I have to." The she walks out the door, ;leaving me to collect myself.
I think i just ruined my best friendship. I'm such and idiot. But this isn't over. I knoew Maria has feelings for me. I just need to make her see that it is ok for us to be together.
TBC...
Maria's POV
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I dont know what to do. I've been thinking about what Kyle said. It kept me up half the night. Maybe i should just talk to Max. No, that wont work. He will just be weirded out.
I walk to our lunch table and sit next to Liz. I think sitting that close to Max right now, would send my hormones into overdrive.
Michael sits next to me and rubs my iner though as we eat. i cant tell he is frustrated from no sex for 2 days. I guess i'll have to make that up to him tonight.
Max's POV
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Maria isn't sitting next to me. i wonder if that has something to do with what Kyle told me this morning. Damn. I need to talk to her.
Maybe if i tell her how i fee, she wont be so scared. I can see she doesn't love Michael. I know he is teasing her under the table and she isn't comfortable.
Jealousy is ripping thought me. i don't like it, but i cant control it. I need her. I don't know why i didn't realize it before. I guess i was always jealous of Michael's relationship with Maria. I just never realized it was becuase i have feelings for Maria.
When lunch is over, i pull Maria aside. She isn't looking at me in the eye. "Hey, can i talk to you?" I ask. She nods and i lead her to the empty class room.
"What's up?" she asks in an uneven tone.
I'm just going to go for it. "Look, Maria. I like you." I tell her.
Maria's POV
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Oh God! This is not happening. I don't know if i can control myself if Max has the same feelings for me thati have for him. I dont want him to like me. But at the same time, i just want him to pull me into the eraser room and make out with me all day. I'm torn. I can't control my thoughts.
"Say somthing," he said.
"What do you want me to say?" I ask him looking down. I dont know what to say.
"I want you to tell me how you feel about me." He states.
God, he is going for the jugular. I start to become angry with him for putting me in this position. For putting me one the spot. "What do you want to hear," I almost yell, "That i couldn't sleep last night becuase i was thinking of you? That last night, when you dropped me off, i wanted you to kiss me sensless? THat i've never felt more alive than when i was in your arms? That i'm so fucking confused, i dont know wether to kiss you are smack you?" I yell at him. I'm so confused and it is all his fault. Ok that isn't fair. He didn't make me have feelings for him.
I'm yelling now and i feel tears comming to my eyes. Max then does somthing i dont expect. He grabs me by the sholders and kisses me. Wow. I kiss back before i can control my body. his toung slips in between my lips and i message it with mine. If feels so good. God. I could kiss him forever.
But i dont. I pull back. What have i jsut done? "Why are you doing this?" i ask him with tears in my eyes. It is going to be so much harder to never feel that kiss again.
Max's POV
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Why? Becuase you make me need you! I think. But instead i say, "BEcuase i feel the same way. I'm confused, but i know how i feel. And i know that you feel the same thing. I felt it in that kiss." I say to her.
"No, Max. I may have feelings for you. But that is irrelevant. I can't be with you. Stop making this hard for me. i'm with Michael. And anyway, in a few weeks, you will have this infatuation with me out of your system and then where will i be?" She tells me.
I can't belive it. She thinks that these feelings are fleeting. I know differently. I know i've never felt like this before. "Maria, dont run from this!" I plead with her.
Maria wipes her eyes and says, "I have to." The she walks out the door, ;leaving me to collect myself.
I think i just ruined my best friendship. I'm such and idiot. But this isn't over. I knoew Maria has feelings for me. I just need to make her see that it is ok for us to be together.
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Chapter 5
Maria's POV
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Michael is driving me home now. I figure it's a good time to spend some one-on-eone time with him. Hey, Maybe i wont think of Max.
Oh, who the hell am i kidding? I've been thinking about that kiss since it happened.
We pul into the driveway and i say, "You gonna come in?" with a wink. I can tell that he is excited. He's been waiting for this for two days.
"Are you kidding?" she says and nearly races me to the house. Once, inside, he grabs me into his arms and carried me to my room, kissing me all the way.
He lays me on the bed. His hands and mouth are everywhere. and, while Michael has mastered the art of foreplay, with a little instruction from yours truely, I can't help but wish it was Max ripping my clothes off.
Oh My God, Maria. Get your shit together. You ahve a man. One who loves you. Stop obsessing about somthing that can't be.
"Oh Michael," i sigh on cue as he enters my body. Yes, i'm fucking Michael and not paying attention to him. What the hell is wrong with me?
I try to focus on the task at hand. and i succeed, mostly. I'm still thinking about the Max situation, but i do manage to come with him. I concider myself talented.
As we lay there, next to each other, I watch Michael sleep. He really is good to me. I need to just get this silly fantasy of Max out of my head. From now on, I'll just make it clear that i need to be with Michael.
April 2002
Max's POV
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Over a month has passed sonce i told Maria how i feel. Two months and 15 days to be exact. And it's been total hell.
She won't look at me. She barely talks to me. i almost wonder if I should have never told her what i like her. But i know i needed to. I know now that i i can't just be friends with Maria. I need more.
It has been tourture watching her with Michael. She practically flaunting thier realtionship. But i can see the truth in her eyes. She wants me. I'm not being egotistical or narcisistic. It's true. I can see it there. She is afaid. That is why she is clinging to Michael.
I need to get her back. Well, not back becuase i never really had her. But you know what i mean. Today is the day. I'm going to make Maria see that we need each other. Michael is out of town doing a job for MR. Parker. I'm taking my chance.
As i drive to the house. I see Maria sitting on the roof of her Jetta at Blue Moon Canyon. Our place. I pull up next to her.
Maria's POV
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Oh God! What is Max doing here? I can't do this. I came out here to think, and, of course, i'm thinking about Max. He is all i can think about. But i know i'm doing the right thing.
He gets out of the car and i hope off the roof od mine. "What's up?" he says. He is so causual it pisses me off.
"NOthing," I say cooly. Secretly i want to kiss him so bad ai cna taste it.
"Maria, we need to talk."
"Why?" I ask, "Max, stop doing this to me. It's already hard enough! Stop tourturing me!" I tell him as tears spring to my eyes. I don't want to cry, but i'm not sure i can help it.
Max puts his arms around me and I don't know if i can stop him. I dont. I like when he holds me, "Don't cry, Maria. I don't want to hurt you. i just want you to see that i need you. I love you, Maria."
Love? What? Is that what i feel? I dont know. I'm confused. I collaps in his arms. i can't stop it. This has been a long time comming. He rubs my back and i let him.
Max's POV
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Well, i finally told her i love her. And this is a start. SHe is crying. I can tell that she needs this. I hold her tightly. Than she looks uip at me with tears in her eyes.
"Max, I want this. I really do. But i can't. I can't break up with Michael. You know how he is. He needs me. I"m the only one that can keep him grounded. You know that."
I know she is right. If Maria broke up with Michael, he would do somthing crazy. Leave town or Break somthing, or someone. BUt i'm not willing to give up that easily. I love Maria. And i know that she loves me to. Maybe we can work this out. "Maria. I can't be without you. Now that i realize that i lvoe you, i need you. Maybe we could still be together."
Did i just suggest that Maria and i see each other on the side? I must really be in love.
Maria's POV
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Is he saying what i think he is saying? I can't cheat on Michael. Or can i? I mean it would be the best for everyone. Michael would have me, like he wants me. And Max and i could explore our feelings. Am i really concidering this?
"What are you saying?" I ask him to make sure.
"You know what i'm saying." he says as he tightens his hold on me.
"You really think we can do that? See each other and not tell anyone?" I ask more myself than him.
"I dont think we have a choice. You wont leave Michael, and i can't live without you." Max said. God this man is great.
"I don't think i could live without you at this point either. Being away from you all this time has been killing me." I say to him and then i hug him tightly.
He leans down and captures my lips with his. I stand there in awe. I love this man. I dont know how i didn't figure it out before. But kissing him right there in the desert, i know that i love Max Evans.
TBC...
Maria's POV
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Michael is driving me home now. I figure it's a good time to spend some one-on-eone time with him. Hey, Maybe i wont think of Max.
Oh, who the hell am i kidding? I've been thinking about that kiss since it happened.
We pul into the driveway and i say, "You gonna come in?" with a wink. I can tell that he is excited. He's been waiting for this for two days.
"Are you kidding?" she says and nearly races me to the house. Once, inside, he grabs me into his arms and carried me to my room, kissing me all the way.
He lays me on the bed. His hands and mouth are everywhere. and, while Michael has mastered the art of foreplay, with a little instruction from yours truely, I can't help but wish it was Max ripping my clothes off.
Oh My God, Maria. Get your shit together. You ahve a man. One who loves you. Stop obsessing about somthing that can't be.
"Oh Michael," i sigh on cue as he enters my body. Yes, i'm fucking Michael and not paying attention to him. What the hell is wrong with me?
I try to focus on the task at hand. and i succeed, mostly. I'm still thinking about the Max situation, but i do manage to come with him. I concider myself talented.
As we lay there, next to each other, I watch Michael sleep. He really is good to me. I need to just get this silly fantasy of Max out of my head. From now on, I'll just make it clear that i need to be with Michael.
April 2002
Max's POV
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Over a month has passed sonce i told Maria how i feel. Two months and 15 days to be exact. And it's been total hell.
She won't look at me. She barely talks to me. i almost wonder if I should have never told her what i like her. But i know i needed to. I know now that i i can't just be friends with Maria. I need more.
It has been tourture watching her with Michael. She practically flaunting thier realtionship. But i can see the truth in her eyes. She wants me. I'm not being egotistical or narcisistic. It's true. I can see it there. She is afaid. That is why she is clinging to Michael.
I need to get her back. Well, not back becuase i never really had her. But you know what i mean. Today is the day. I'm going to make Maria see that we need each other. Michael is out of town doing a job for MR. Parker. I'm taking my chance.
As i drive to the house. I see Maria sitting on the roof of her Jetta at Blue Moon Canyon. Our place. I pull up next to her.
Maria's POV
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Oh God! What is Max doing here? I can't do this. I came out here to think, and, of course, i'm thinking about Max. He is all i can think about. But i know i'm doing the right thing.
He gets out of the car and i hope off the roof od mine. "What's up?" he says. He is so causual it pisses me off.
"NOthing," I say cooly. Secretly i want to kiss him so bad ai cna taste it.
"Maria, we need to talk."
"Why?" I ask, "Max, stop doing this to me. It's already hard enough! Stop tourturing me!" I tell him as tears spring to my eyes. I don't want to cry, but i'm not sure i can help it.
Max puts his arms around me and I don't know if i can stop him. I dont. I like when he holds me, "Don't cry, Maria. I don't want to hurt you. i just want you to see that i need you. I love you, Maria."
Love? What? Is that what i feel? I dont know. I'm confused. I collaps in his arms. i can't stop it. This has been a long time comming. He rubs my back and i let him.
Max's POV
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Well, i finally told her i love her. And this is a start. SHe is crying. I can tell that she needs this. I hold her tightly. Than she looks uip at me with tears in her eyes.
"Max, I want this. I really do. But i can't. I can't break up with Michael. You know how he is. He needs me. I"m the only one that can keep him grounded. You know that."
I know she is right. If Maria broke up with Michael, he would do somthing crazy. Leave town or Break somthing, or someone. BUt i'm not willing to give up that easily. I love Maria. And i know that she loves me to. Maybe we can work this out. "Maria. I can't be without you. Now that i realize that i lvoe you, i need you. Maybe we could still be together."
Did i just suggest that Maria and i see each other on the side? I must really be in love.
Maria's POV
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Is he saying what i think he is saying? I can't cheat on Michael. Or can i? I mean it would be the best for everyone. Michael would have me, like he wants me. And Max and i could explore our feelings. Am i really concidering this?
"What are you saying?" I ask him to make sure.
"You know what i'm saying." he says as he tightens his hold on me.
"You really think we can do that? See each other and not tell anyone?" I ask more myself than him.
"I dont think we have a choice. You wont leave Michael, and i can't live without you." Max said. God this man is great.
"I don't think i could live without you at this point either. Being away from you all this time has been killing me." I say to him and then i hug him tightly.
He leans down and captures my lips with his. I stand there in awe. I love this man. I dont know how i didn't figure it out before. But kissing him right there in the desert, i know that i love Max Evans.
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Chapter 6
Max's POV
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There is nothing in this world like kissing Maria DeLuca. Liz doesn't hold a candle to her. I wonder if that is becuase i was never in Love with Liz. I know that this arangment Maria and i had decided on sucks. It does. I dont like it. But if having Maria means that i have to share her, than share her i will. Besides, i know that i'm the one she loves.
I break the kiss long enough to get much needed air. I wish i didn't have to breath. I wish i could kiss Maria forever without stopping. Because there is part of me that is scared that Maria will see that this arrangement we have just concocted will probably not work. I'm scared that she will run away from me again and not look back.
"Max," she says.
"What?" I ask looking into her eyes.
"I love you."
And with that i'm on cloud nine. Nothing else in the world matters. We are the only two people in the world. She loves me and i love her, and that is all that matters.
Maria's POV
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I wonder where we should go from here? Should we contine to make out in the desert? Should we call it a day? How are we going to see each other without everyone else knowing. We managed to avoid eachother without the others finding out, except Kyle of course, but how can i been near Max and not touch him after that kiss?
"Where do we go from here?" I ask him as we sitt on the hood of my car.
He thinks for a while. "We can make meetings. We can plan times to see each other. And at school and with Michael, Liz, and Isabel we can just stay as friends. I know it will be hard, but we can do it." He says to me.
"What about Kyle?" i ask, noticing he didn't mention Kyle.
"I think Kyle is going to notice anyway. Maybe we should tell him. That way we have one friend to talk to about this." Max suggests.
It makes sense. ANd i hvae no problem with Kyle knowing. He is my friend before Michael's, so he wouldn't telll. That i know for sure. "Ok, that sounds good." I say. "You want to talk to him tonight?" I ask.
"Yes, But firsts, lets go to your house and spend some time alone." Max says with a evil grin. I have no objection to that.
We climb in our cars and head to my house. I already feel lost without him.
Max's POV
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At Maria's house we don't move any further than the couch. We lay there, limbs intwined. I know this is a long time comming. i kiss her as if i will never kiss her again. Hands are everywhere. But i want to take this slow. I beg my body to take this slow. I dont want to have sex with Maria, our first day together.
Besides, I'm a virgin. I know it sounds cheesy, but i want my first time to be romantic. Not on Maria's couch. I can tell she feels the same way. I can see into Maria's soul. I know what she wants. She wants to take this slow. But we can't help but kiss one anouther. I need her. She needs me. We are lost without one another.
We remain like this utnil it is time to go meet Kyle. God, you dont know that kind of strength it took me to pry myself from Maria's warm and loving embrace.
"We have to go," she said with a grin. The first smile i've seen on her for days. I know she is right so i nod and we head out the door.
Maria's POV
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I wonder what Kyle is going to say. He will probably think we are nuts. Who am i kidding we are nuts.
As i sit in the Valenti living room i am honestly worried that i will lose Kyle's friendship. HE sits in front of us and askes, "SO, whats going on. You guys are actually talking to each other."
Max looks at me an begins to speak, "Maria and i...We...We are going to be together." he finally says.
Kyle processes the information and begins to smile, "How does Michael feel about that?" he asks.
"Well, we arn't going to tell him," I say. From the look on Kyle's face i see that i need to explain, "I cna't break Michael's heart. He needs me. I dont need him, but he needs me. So i'm going to stay with him, and Max an i are going to be together in secret."
Max squeezes my hand in affermation that what we are doing is ok. "Hmmm," Kyle says thinking about it.
"And you are sure that Michael will never find out." Kyle asks.
"If we are careful, he will never know until we are ready to tell him. Once he has gotten over some of his issues." Max said.
Kyle's POV
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I think they are crazy if they think Michael will ever get over his issues. I dont think they understand what they are in for. But i care about Max and Maria very much and i support them. I just think they are going about this whole the the ass backwards way.
"Ok, this is what think," I start. i can tell i have thier full attention, "I know that you two love each other, and i know that Maria doesn't love Michael. We are on the same page there. Here is the place i forsee a problem. Max, it is going to be hard for you to watch Maria with Michael. And to not look suspicious, she is going to ahve to continue to sleep with him. I dont know how you are going to get past that. And Maria, what if Michael never grows out of his selfish phase. Are you and Max going to be together on the side forever?"
They thought about what i said and Max was the first to speak, "I'm not going to lie. The thought of Maria in bed with anyone, including Michael is not pleasant and i dont want to think abotu it. But if that is what it takes to be with her, then i'm willing to deal with it."
THen Maria answered, "If it came to choosing who i had to be with, i would choose Max. But i dont see why i need to cause anymore trouble between them right now. If Michael never grows up, then i 'll have to leave him."
I am still not sure, but i know that i'm going to have to let them make thier own mistakes, so i say, "Ok, well any time you need someone to talk to, you know where i am."
I can tell they are happy that i am on thier side in a way. And i am,i just wish Maria would leave Michael, but if there is one thing about Maria, its that she is stubborn. I say goodbye and they leave. I hope things work out for them. They deserve it.
TBC...
Max's POV
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There is nothing in this world like kissing Maria DeLuca. Liz doesn't hold a candle to her. I wonder if that is becuase i was never in Love with Liz. I know that this arangment Maria and i had decided on sucks. It does. I dont like it. But if having Maria means that i have to share her, than share her i will. Besides, i know that i'm the one she loves.
I break the kiss long enough to get much needed air. I wish i didn't have to breath. I wish i could kiss Maria forever without stopping. Because there is part of me that is scared that Maria will see that this arrangement we have just concocted will probably not work. I'm scared that she will run away from me again and not look back.
"Max," she says.
"What?" I ask looking into her eyes.
"I love you."
And with that i'm on cloud nine. Nothing else in the world matters. We are the only two people in the world. She loves me and i love her, and that is all that matters.
Maria's POV
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I wonder where we should go from here? Should we contine to make out in the desert? Should we call it a day? How are we going to see each other without everyone else knowing. We managed to avoid eachother without the others finding out, except Kyle of course, but how can i been near Max and not touch him after that kiss?
"Where do we go from here?" I ask him as we sitt on the hood of my car.
He thinks for a while. "We can make meetings. We can plan times to see each other. And at school and with Michael, Liz, and Isabel we can just stay as friends. I know it will be hard, but we can do it." He says to me.
"What about Kyle?" i ask, noticing he didn't mention Kyle.
"I think Kyle is going to notice anyway. Maybe we should tell him. That way we have one friend to talk to about this." Max suggests.
It makes sense. ANd i hvae no problem with Kyle knowing. He is my friend before Michael's, so he wouldn't telll. That i know for sure. "Ok, that sounds good." I say. "You want to talk to him tonight?" I ask.
"Yes, But firsts, lets go to your house and spend some time alone." Max says with a evil grin. I have no objection to that.
We climb in our cars and head to my house. I already feel lost without him.
Max's POV
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At Maria's house we don't move any further than the couch. We lay there, limbs intwined. I know this is a long time comming. i kiss her as if i will never kiss her again. Hands are everywhere. But i want to take this slow. I beg my body to take this slow. I dont want to have sex with Maria, our first day together.
Besides, I'm a virgin. I know it sounds cheesy, but i want my first time to be romantic. Not on Maria's couch. I can tell she feels the same way. I can see into Maria's soul. I know what she wants. She wants to take this slow. But we can't help but kiss one anouther. I need her. She needs me. We are lost without one another.
We remain like this utnil it is time to go meet Kyle. God, you dont know that kind of strength it took me to pry myself from Maria's warm and loving embrace.
"We have to go," she said with a grin. The first smile i've seen on her for days. I know she is right so i nod and we head out the door.
Maria's POV
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I wonder what Kyle is going to say. He will probably think we are nuts. Who am i kidding we are nuts.
As i sit in the Valenti living room i am honestly worried that i will lose Kyle's friendship. HE sits in front of us and askes, "SO, whats going on. You guys are actually talking to each other."
Max looks at me an begins to speak, "Maria and i...We...We are going to be together." he finally says.
Kyle processes the information and begins to smile, "How does Michael feel about that?" he asks.
"Well, we arn't going to tell him," I say. From the look on Kyle's face i see that i need to explain, "I cna't break Michael's heart. He needs me. I dont need him, but he needs me. So i'm going to stay with him, and Max an i are going to be together in secret."
Max squeezes my hand in affermation that what we are doing is ok. "Hmmm," Kyle says thinking about it.
"And you are sure that Michael will never find out." Kyle asks.
"If we are careful, he will never know until we are ready to tell him. Once he has gotten over some of his issues." Max said.
Kyle's POV
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I think they are crazy if they think Michael will ever get over his issues. I dont think they understand what they are in for. But i care about Max and Maria very much and i support them. I just think they are going about this whole the the ass backwards way.
"Ok, this is what think," I start. i can tell i have thier full attention, "I know that you two love each other, and i know that Maria doesn't love Michael. We are on the same page there. Here is the place i forsee a problem. Max, it is going to be hard for you to watch Maria with Michael. And to not look suspicious, she is going to ahve to continue to sleep with him. I dont know how you are going to get past that. And Maria, what if Michael never grows out of his selfish phase. Are you and Max going to be together on the side forever?"
They thought about what i said and Max was the first to speak, "I'm not going to lie. The thought of Maria in bed with anyone, including Michael is not pleasant and i dont want to think abotu it. But if that is what it takes to be with her, then i'm willing to deal with it."
THen Maria answered, "If it came to choosing who i had to be with, i would choose Max. But i dont see why i need to cause anymore trouble between them right now. If Michael never grows up, then i 'll have to leave him."
I am still not sure, but i know that i'm going to have to let them make thier own mistakes, so i say, "Ok, well any time you need someone to talk to, you know where i am."
I can tell they are happy that i am on thier side in a way. And i am,i just wish Maria would leave Michael, but if there is one thing about Maria, its that she is stubborn. I say goodbye and they leave. I hope things work out for them. They deserve it.
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Chapter 7
Maria's POV
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Well, i feel better. It's nice to know that Kyle is on our side. But as Max drives me home, i still can't help but wonder how this is going to work. I really just need to get over all of my fears and go for it. I do love Max, and i dont want to hurt Michael. So this is for the best.
I say goodbye to Max as we reach my house and give him a long Kiss.
"Do you want me to drive you to school tomorrow?" Max asks me.
"Better not. I have to drive Michael home tomorrow." I say, leaving out the details.
"Oh," he said. I can tell he is hurt and it is killing me. But he was the one that came up with this arrangment. He knows i love him, and only him.
"Max, dont worry. No matter what i do with Michael, i'll be thinking about you. I love you." I tell him.
"I know," he says, "I love you too. I'll see you tomorrow." he says and kisses me again. Then he drove off.
As i slip into bed i think about Max. I can't belive how today took a turn for the better. I started the day feeling like crap because i was being so mean to Max. And i ended it by making out with him. God, it is like heaven kissing that boy.
I really do love him. I've never felt so alive as when i'm with him. I drift off to sleep remembering his hands on my body.
Max's POV
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As i lay in my bed i can't stop thinking about Maria. She is so perfect. I know. Everyone has thier faults. But when i'm with her, i honestly cant thing of one. Well, maybe the fact that she cares to much about Michael's feelings, but at the same time, i can't fault her for that.
I also can't help but think about her with Michael. She is going to drive him home. And i know that means they are going to have sex. I know this, becuase before Michael and i drifted apart, he made it a point to share his sex history with me. And i know that if she doesn't continue to sleep with him, he is going to get suspicious.
Kyle is right. I hate the idea that they are going to be together. But what can i do? I do know that she loves me. And i know she doesn't want to sleep with him. So i guess i'll just have to deal with it.
Maria's POV
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It's been a long day. The only thing that has gotten me though it has been my few classes with Max. I can't kiss him like i want to, but just being near him set me at ease.
But now, I'm with Michael. I'm driving to his apartment, where we will have sex and i will think of Max. Why do i torture myself like this?
Oh that's right. Becuase i love Max, but i care about Michael. God dammit.
We enter his apartment and he leads me to the bed room. I sit on the bed and he comes over to me. He starts undressing me and i undress him. "I love you so much," he says as he kisses me.
I just moan. I dont know if i can lie right now. We have sex, and each time he thrusts into me, i wish it was Max filling me. I know Max is a virgin, so it will probably be a long time before we actually make love. But i make love to him in my mind each time i'm with Michael.
I can't come this time. As Michael spills his seed inside me, i fake my orgasm. It reminds me of the time that i fakes the flashes with him 2 years ago. Only this time, i'm not going to tell him i faked it.
"I need to get home." I tell him when we are done. "I have a lot of homework."
reluctantly, he rolls off of me and and leave. I head immediatly to my house where Max is waiting for me. I told him to meet me there last night. I wonder if he is still going to want to be with me, after knowing that i just had sex with Michael.
I see his chevelle. There is he is, as promised. I smile when i see him. He hops out of his car and meets me at the door. "Hey, baby." he says and leans in for a kiss.
I back away. I dont want him to kiss me until, i can take a shower and brush my teeth. "What's wrong?" he asks, hurt.
"Nothing," I assure him, "I just want to take a shower and brush my teeth first." i tell him, hoping he understands.
I see in his eyes that he does. "Oh, ok." he says as we walk into the house.
Then a thought comes to me. "Do you want to take a bath with me?" i ask him. "I'm not rushing you into sex. I jsut thought it would be nice to share a bath with you." i say immediatly feeling embarrased about asking.
Max's POV
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I know that she is embarrased. But i can't help my bodies reaction to her words. No, i'm not ready for sex right now, but the chance to see her naked and wet. I'd be a fucking moron to pass that up. Plus, i wont have to wait so long to kiss her.
"I'd love you. If you are sure." I tell her.
She grins widly and drags me to her room.
TBC...
Maria's POV
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Well, i feel better. It's nice to know that Kyle is on our side. But as Max drives me home, i still can't help but wonder how this is going to work. I really just need to get over all of my fears and go for it. I do love Max, and i dont want to hurt Michael. So this is for the best.
I say goodbye to Max as we reach my house and give him a long Kiss.
"Do you want me to drive you to school tomorrow?" Max asks me.
"Better not. I have to drive Michael home tomorrow." I say, leaving out the details.
"Oh," he said. I can tell he is hurt and it is killing me. But he was the one that came up with this arrangment. He knows i love him, and only him.
"Max, dont worry. No matter what i do with Michael, i'll be thinking about you. I love you." I tell him.
"I know," he says, "I love you too. I'll see you tomorrow." he says and kisses me again. Then he drove off.
As i slip into bed i think about Max. I can't belive how today took a turn for the better. I started the day feeling like crap because i was being so mean to Max. And i ended it by making out with him. God, it is like heaven kissing that boy.
I really do love him. I've never felt so alive as when i'm with him. I drift off to sleep remembering his hands on my body.
Max's POV
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As i lay in my bed i can't stop thinking about Maria. She is so perfect. I know. Everyone has thier faults. But when i'm with her, i honestly cant thing of one. Well, maybe the fact that she cares to much about Michael's feelings, but at the same time, i can't fault her for that.
I also can't help but think about her with Michael. She is going to drive him home. And i know that means they are going to have sex. I know this, becuase before Michael and i drifted apart, he made it a point to share his sex history with me. And i know that if she doesn't continue to sleep with him, he is going to get suspicious.
Kyle is right. I hate the idea that they are going to be together. But what can i do? I do know that she loves me. And i know she doesn't want to sleep with him. So i guess i'll just have to deal with it.
Maria's POV
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It's been a long day. The only thing that has gotten me though it has been my few classes with Max. I can't kiss him like i want to, but just being near him set me at ease.
But now, I'm with Michael. I'm driving to his apartment, where we will have sex and i will think of Max. Why do i torture myself like this?
Oh that's right. Becuase i love Max, but i care about Michael. God dammit.
We enter his apartment and he leads me to the bed room. I sit on the bed and he comes over to me. He starts undressing me and i undress him. "I love you so much," he says as he kisses me.
I just moan. I dont know if i can lie right now. We have sex, and each time he thrusts into me, i wish it was Max filling me. I know Max is a virgin, so it will probably be a long time before we actually make love. But i make love to him in my mind each time i'm with Michael.
I can't come this time. As Michael spills his seed inside me, i fake my orgasm. It reminds me of the time that i fakes the flashes with him 2 years ago. Only this time, i'm not going to tell him i faked it.
"I need to get home." I tell him when we are done. "I have a lot of homework."
reluctantly, he rolls off of me and and leave. I head immediatly to my house where Max is waiting for me. I told him to meet me there last night. I wonder if he is still going to want to be with me, after knowing that i just had sex with Michael.
I see his chevelle. There is he is, as promised. I smile when i see him. He hops out of his car and meets me at the door. "Hey, baby." he says and leans in for a kiss.
I back away. I dont want him to kiss me until, i can take a shower and brush my teeth. "What's wrong?" he asks, hurt.
"Nothing," I assure him, "I just want to take a shower and brush my teeth first." i tell him, hoping he understands.
I see in his eyes that he does. "Oh, ok." he says as we walk into the house.
Then a thought comes to me. "Do you want to take a bath with me?" i ask him. "I'm not rushing you into sex. I jsut thought it would be nice to share a bath with you." i say immediatly feeling embarrased about asking.
Max's POV
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I know that she is embarrased. But i can't help my bodies reaction to her words. No, i'm not ready for sex right now, but the chance to see her naked and wet. I'd be a fucking moron to pass that up. Plus, i wont have to wait so long to kiss her.
"I'd love you. If you are sure." I tell her.
She grins widly and drags me to her room.
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Chapter 8
Maria's POV
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OK. Teeth brushed and water running. Now it is time to bare it all. Take my clothes off in front of Max. i shouldn't be nervous. I mean, with all the compormising, and very naked positions i've been in with Michael, I should be comfortable with my body.
And it isn't that i'm not comfortable with myself. It is that, i dont want Max to be dissapointed. I know its stupid. But i can't help it.
He is staring at me. His eyes are dark with lust. I can tell that he wants this. I'm not forcing him.
Max's POV
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As i see the bathtub fill, I pull my shirt over my head. She follows my cue and begins unbuttoning hers. I dont know what i'm going to do when she is completely naked in front of me. I dont know if i can handly it.
Her shirt slips off of her sholders and i'm already undressed, except for my boxers. I guess you could say that i'm slightly eager to hvae her naked body pressed against mine.
She is noe in just her bra and panties. I can tell she is embarassed, and nervous to take her underwear off. "We dont have to go this," I tell her. I dont want her to feel rushed or pressured.
She shook her head and removed her bra. "No, i want this. I'm jsut a little...self-concious." She finally said as she pulled her thong off, and tried to cover her nakedness slightly.
I walked over to her and uncrossed her arms, "You are so beautiful," I tell her. i am truely in awe of her. Granted, it could be becuase she is the onle woman i have ever seen completely bare. BUt i'm guessing that it is becuase she really is the most beautiful woman in the entire world. Strike that, Universe.
Maria's POV
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I love this man. I know, i keep saying it. But i do love him. I take his hand and turn the water off. He slowly steps into the bathtub and sits down. ONce he is settled i make my way into the tub.
I lean against him, and i feel his erecting poking my back. God i want him to be inside me, but i know it is too soon for him. He begins soaping me up and i feel like i'm going to come right there, without him even touching me where i really need him.
"Mmm," Is all that i can say.
I feel him smile against me. "Maria, you are so beautiful." he says again. How do i reply to that? I never feel like this when Michael tells me i'm beautiful. I blush under Max's watchful eye. "Why is it so hard for you to belive you are beautiful?" He asks me seriously.
"I don't know. It's just, you are so beautiful, and i love you so much. It's weird for me to be loved by someone whom i love in return. It will take some getting used to." i tell him. Any other person, i would have lied to. But i have no desire to keep things from Max. I want him to know all of me.
"Well, i do love you." Max said and he captured my lips in his. I think i'm going to expload from joy.
Max's POV
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I can't discribe the extacy i'm in. The only thing distracting me from Maria's lips is her ass rubbing against my hard cock. "Uhhhh," I moan into her mouth. I can't control it.
My body needs her, but i dont think i'm ready to go that far, nor do i even know if she wants to go that far with me.
She breaks the kiss and turns around so she is straddling me. God, this is fucking amazing. "I just thought, this way i have better access to that beautiful mouth of yours," she says with a wicked grin.
Yeah, i'm a dead man. Maria Deluca is going to kill me.
Maria's POV
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"Oh, Max," I sigh into Max as i feel him pushing against me. Slowly, i let my hand wander between out bodies and i cup his rock hard cock. "Maria..." he moans as i slowly begin to stroke him.
"You dont' have to," he tells me. As if i'm not completely enjoying this.
"Shhh. I want this Max." i tell him and i feel him fuck my hand a little faster. Then, with all the coordination he posses i feel him thrust a finger into me.
"Uhhh," i groan as he enters anouther into me. "Max, that feels so good."
I am amazed at how wonderful his hands feel inside of me. If and when we do make love, i am not sure i will be able to handle it.
I stroke him faster and he rubs my clit. I know that i'm about to come and i want him to be there with me, so i rub him faster and harder. "Oh fuck, Maria." he whispers against my ear and i capture his lips with mine as i plunge over the edge with a loud moan.
Max's POV
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I come into her hand under the water and take a deep breath trying to regain my senses. I have never in my life felt somthing so amazing as Maria bringing me to an orgasm. When i do actually make love to her, i might die from pleasure.
"I love you," i say again. I know, i sound like a broken record. but i want her to know that she is the love of my life. That i want her more than anything in the world.
"I love you more," she says with a giggle. And i wrap my arms around her and kiss her cheek.
We finally washed each other and got out of the bath. The rest of the night we spent in each other's arms and i have to tell you: leaving her that night was the hardest thing i've ever had to do. But my parents would be a little suspicious if he just didn't come home.
TBC...
Maria's POV
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OK. Teeth brushed and water running. Now it is time to bare it all. Take my clothes off in front of Max. i shouldn't be nervous. I mean, with all the compormising, and very naked positions i've been in with Michael, I should be comfortable with my body.
And it isn't that i'm not comfortable with myself. It is that, i dont want Max to be dissapointed. I know its stupid. But i can't help it.
He is staring at me. His eyes are dark with lust. I can tell that he wants this. I'm not forcing him.
Max's POV
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As i see the bathtub fill, I pull my shirt over my head. She follows my cue and begins unbuttoning hers. I dont know what i'm going to do when she is completely naked in front of me. I dont know if i can handly it.
Her shirt slips off of her sholders and i'm already undressed, except for my boxers. I guess you could say that i'm slightly eager to hvae her naked body pressed against mine.
She is noe in just her bra and panties. I can tell she is embarassed, and nervous to take her underwear off. "We dont have to go this," I tell her. I dont want her to feel rushed or pressured.
She shook her head and removed her bra. "No, i want this. I'm jsut a little...self-concious." She finally said as she pulled her thong off, and tried to cover her nakedness slightly.
I walked over to her and uncrossed her arms, "You are so beautiful," I tell her. i am truely in awe of her. Granted, it could be becuase she is the onle woman i have ever seen completely bare. BUt i'm guessing that it is becuase she really is the most beautiful woman in the entire world. Strike that, Universe.
Maria's POV
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I love this man. I know, i keep saying it. But i do love him. I take his hand and turn the water off. He slowly steps into the bathtub and sits down. ONce he is settled i make my way into the tub.
I lean against him, and i feel his erecting poking my back. God i want him to be inside me, but i know it is too soon for him. He begins soaping me up and i feel like i'm going to come right there, without him even touching me where i really need him.
"Mmm," Is all that i can say.
I feel him smile against me. "Maria, you are so beautiful." he says again. How do i reply to that? I never feel like this when Michael tells me i'm beautiful. I blush under Max's watchful eye. "Why is it so hard for you to belive you are beautiful?" He asks me seriously.
"I don't know. It's just, you are so beautiful, and i love you so much. It's weird for me to be loved by someone whom i love in return. It will take some getting used to." i tell him. Any other person, i would have lied to. But i have no desire to keep things from Max. I want him to know all of me.
"Well, i do love you." Max said and he captured my lips in his. I think i'm going to expload from joy.
Max's POV
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I can't discribe the extacy i'm in. The only thing distracting me from Maria's lips is her ass rubbing against my hard cock. "Uhhhh," I moan into her mouth. I can't control it.
My body needs her, but i dont think i'm ready to go that far, nor do i even know if she wants to go that far with me.
She breaks the kiss and turns around so she is straddling me. God, this is fucking amazing. "I just thought, this way i have better access to that beautiful mouth of yours," she says with a wicked grin.
Yeah, i'm a dead man. Maria Deluca is going to kill me.
Maria's POV
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"Oh, Max," I sigh into Max as i feel him pushing against me. Slowly, i let my hand wander between out bodies and i cup his rock hard cock. "Maria..." he moans as i slowly begin to stroke him.
"You dont' have to," he tells me. As if i'm not completely enjoying this.
"Shhh. I want this Max." i tell him and i feel him fuck my hand a little faster. Then, with all the coordination he posses i feel him thrust a finger into me.
"Uhhh," i groan as he enters anouther into me. "Max, that feels so good."
I am amazed at how wonderful his hands feel inside of me. If and when we do make love, i am not sure i will be able to handle it.
I stroke him faster and he rubs my clit. I know that i'm about to come and i want him to be there with me, so i rub him faster and harder. "Oh fuck, Maria." he whispers against my ear and i capture his lips with mine as i plunge over the edge with a loud moan.
Max's POV
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I come into her hand under the water and take a deep breath trying to regain my senses. I have never in my life felt somthing so amazing as Maria bringing me to an orgasm. When i do actually make love to her, i might die from pleasure.
"I love you," i say again. I know, i sound like a broken record. but i want her to know that she is the love of my life. That i want her more than anything in the world.
"I love you more," she says with a giggle. And i wrap my arms around her and kiss her cheek.
We finally washed each other and got out of the bath. The rest of the night we spent in each other's arms and i have to tell you: leaving her that night was the hardest thing i've ever had to do. But my parents would be a little suspicious if he just didn't come home.
TBC...
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May 2002
Maria's POV
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Weeks passed like that. Well. Not exactly like that. But pretty close. On weekdays, I'd go to school, throw Max looks here and there. Then i'd go to Michael's apartment, or he'd come to my house depending on if my mom was home or not. We'd have sex. Sometimes i would stay with him for a little while. Sometimes i would leave right after.
Either way, i nearly always met up with Max later. Actually, in 3 weeks, there have only been 2 days that we havn't been together.
On Weekends, it is a little harder for us to be together. We have a lot of obligations to our friends, so alone time is hard to come by. Typically, on weekends, I spend the morning with Max and the night with Michael. This is becuase Michael was used to me staying at his apartment on Weekends. That is the hardest part. Sleeping in his arms, when i really just want Max's around me.
Occasionally, at school, Max an d i become more bold and spend a few classes in the Eraser Room. That's what we are doing today. We really shouldn't. It's not safe. But our judgments becomes somewhat flawed after two classes in a row, right next to each other with the inability to touch.
As i step into the Eraser Room, he pulls me in and i lock the door.
Max's POV
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I quickly wrap my arms areound Maria. She feels so perfect in my arms. I've been thinging about this since she say next to me in biology, her leg gently pressing against mine.
"Oh, baby," she moans as i move my hands up her body to her nipples. I fondle them through her shirt. I know i'm turning her on, becuase her nipples are rock hard and she is breathing heavily.
Since the bath, we have taken things a little further. I remember when she gave me head for the first time. I didn't know my body could feel like that. She has one hell of a mouth. And then when i returned the favor, i felt like i was in heaven. There is nothing better than licking Maria to completion, knowing that i'm the one making her scream my name, and moan at the top of her lungs.
We still havn't slept together. I think i'm ready though. I'm not sure if she wants that yet, but i know that i'm ready to take the plung with her. "Maria, god, i want you." I whisper.
She pulls back and looks at me.
Maria's POV
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Does he mean what i think he means? I look at him in the eyes and see nothing but lust and love. "What are you saying, Max?" i ask him just to make sure.
He grabs my hands and kisses them, "I don't want to rush you, but i'm ready to make love to you. I want to be inside you." he says to me, never moving his gaze from mine.
I grin from ear to ear. I cna't help it. Rush me? Hell, i've wanted to make love to Max since we first kissed. "Max, god, you don't know how much i want that too." I say and lung at him, kissing him hard and passionatly.
"Mmmm," he groaned, "Are we still meeting at my house today?" he asked. His parents were out of town, and since Isabel didn't live there anymore, they had the house to themselves.
"Of Course," i say. Wild horses couldnt keep me away from him today. THen i think about it. I can't have sex with Michael today. It would cheapen what MAx and i have. "I'll tell Michael i dont feel well today. I can't sleep with him today." i tell Max.
I can see him trying to mask his joy. I know he hates it when i'm with Michael. And who can blame him. He has to watch his girlfriend pretend to love his former best friend.
"I love you," he says before we go back to making-out.
"Mmmm me too." I say, "I'll see you right after school."
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Max's POV
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I practically race home. I know it will take Maria a little while to get there. She wants to go home and take a shower and whatver. I jsut want to make sure that everything is perfect for Maria. I know this isn't her first time, but if i have anything to say about it, it will be the best time.
I set up candles around the room and change my sheets. I know it feels like i'm planning, but i'm not really. We have been dancing toward this for a month. Or really, since that first kiss. I just want this to be special. Who know's? Maybe this will be a huge step forward for us.
Just as i got everything set up, the doorbell rang. That's Maria. And if it isn't. I'm killing whoever it is.
It's not Maria. It's Kyle. "Hey, Kyle," i say in a disapointed tone.
"Nice to see you too, buddy." Kyle said with a grin, letting himself in.
"No, it's not that." Max said, recovering, "It's just, Maria is on her way over," Max said looking down.
"Ohhhh," Kyle said understanding. "This is your first time isn't it?" he asked with a smirk, seeing the fear in Max's eyes.
"Shut up," Max said playfully punching him.
"No, i'm jsut playing. Look, Max i just came by to see what you were up to, but i should be going." Kyle said and made his way out the door. He had to supress a giggle. It was just too funny for him seeing King Max as nervous as he was about sex. YEah, he can kiss my ass.
As i'm walking up the stairs again, i hear the doorbell. Ok, if that is not Maria, i may actually commit justifiable homicide. Luckily it is her.
TBC...
May 2002
Maria's POV
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Weeks passed like that. Well. Not exactly like that. But pretty close. On weekdays, I'd go to school, throw Max looks here and there. Then i'd go to Michael's apartment, or he'd come to my house depending on if my mom was home or not. We'd have sex. Sometimes i would stay with him for a little while. Sometimes i would leave right after.
Either way, i nearly always met up with Max later. Actually, in 3 weeks, there have only been 2 days that we havn't been together.
On Weekends, it is a little harder for us to be together. We have a lot of obligations to our friends, so alone time is hard to come by. Typically, on weekends, I spend the morning with Max and the night with Michael. This is becuase Michael was used to me staying at his apartment on Weekends. That is the hardest part. Sleeping in his arms, when i really just want Max's around me.
Occasionally, at school, Max an d i become more bold and spend a few classes in the Eraser Room. That's what we are doing today. We really shouldn't. It's not safe. But our judgments becomes somewhat flawed after two classes in a row, right next to each other with the inability to touch.
As i step into the Eraser Room, he pulls me in and i lock the door.
Max's POV
*********
I quickly wrap my arms areound Maria. She feels so perfect in my arms. I've been thinging about this since she say next to me in biology, her leg gently pressing against mine.
"Oh, baby," she moans as i move my hands up her body to her nipples. I fondle them through her shirt. I know i'm turning her on, becuase her nipples are rock hard and she is breathing heavily.
Since the bath, we have taken things a little further. I remember when she gave me head for the first time. I didn't know my body could feel like that. She has one hell of a mouth. And then when i returned the favor, i felt like i was in heaven. There is nothing better than licking Maria to completion, knowing that i'm the one making her scream my name, and moan at the top of her lungs.
We still havn't slept together. I think i'm ready though. I'm not sure if she wants that yet, but i know that i'm ready to take the plung with her. "Maria, god, i want you." I whisper.
She pulls back and looks at me.
Maria's POV
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Does he mean what i think he means? I look at him in the eyes and see nothing but lust and love. "What are you saying, Max?" i ask him just to make sure.
He grabs my hands and kisses them, "I don't want to rush you, but i'm ready to make love to you. I want to be inside you." he says to me, never moving his gaze from mine.
I grin from ear to ear. I cna't help it. Rush me? Hell, i've wanted to make love to Max since we first kissed. "Max, god, you don't know how much i want that too." I say and lung at him, kissing him hard and passionatly.
"Mmmm," he groaned, "Are we still meeting at my house today?" he asked. His parents were out of town, and since Isabel didn't live there anymore, they had the house to themselves.
"Of Course," i say. Wild horses couldnt keep me away from him today. THen i think about it. I can't have sex with Michael today. It would cheapen what MAx and i have. "I'll tell Michael i dont feel well today. I can't sleep with him today." i tell Max.
I can see him trying to mask his joy. I know he hates it when i'm with Michael. And who can blame him. He has to watch his girlfriend pretend to love his former best friend.
"I love you," he says before we go back to making-out.
"Mmmm me too." I say, "I'll see you right after school."
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Max's POV
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I practically race home. I know it will take Maria a little while to get there. She wants to go home and take a shower and whatver. I jsut want to make sure that everything is perfect for Maria. I know this isn't her first time, but if i have anything to say about it, it will be the best time.
I set up candles around the room and change my sheets. I know it feels like i'm planning, but i'm not really. We have been dancing toward this for a month. Or really, since that first kiss. I just want this to be special. Who know's? Maybe this will be a huge step forward for us.
Just as i got everything set up, the doorbell rang. That's Maria. And if it isn't. I'm killing whoever it is.
It's not Maria. It's Kyle. "Hey, Kyle," i say in a disapointed tone.
"Nice to see you too, buddy." Kyle said with a grin, letting himself in.
"No, it's not that." Max said, recovering, "It's just, Maria is on her way over," Max said looking down.
"Ohhhh," Kyle said understanding. "This is your first time isn't it?" he asked with a smirk, seeing the fear in Max's eyes.
"Shut up," Max said playfully punching him.
"No, i'm jsut playing. Look, Max i just came by to see what you were up to, but i should be going." Kyle said and made his way out the door. He had to supress a giggle. It was just too funny for him seeing King Max as nervous as he was about sex. YEah, he can kiss my ass.
As i'm walking up the stairs again, i hear the doorbell. Ok, if that is not Maria, i may actually commit justifiable homicide. Luckily it is her.
TBC...
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