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*Max*

Liz reacts sharply, pulling back her hand as she suddenly gets to her feet and heads for the kitchenette.

“I’m sorry, Liz,” I say reacting, automatically. “I meant no offense.” I can’t believe I did that! It felt so good and right to feel her in my head. To see her doing it. For a moment, I just got too comfortable. I got ahead of myself and managed to turn a compliment into a cause of friction. This isn’t helping. I scold myself silently as Liz gathers the tea together and brings it back to the table.

As she sets out the tea things, I can see she’s put my ill-advised comment aside for now and she’s back to treating me as a friendly stranger and a potential friend. I take a teacup, dosing it with honey and hot sauce as Liz does the same to her own. It’s a momentary distraction that helps to further balance our interaction.

“So…from the fact that you came to school alone, I can only guess that some of what you want to tell me, you want to tell me without the presence of your friends…” she says.

I nod at her, thinking how very perceptive she is. Of course, I have told her two or three times that I have something important to tell her. She must know it’s not just filling in the blanks yet. I take a slow sip of tea and put down my cup.

“You’re right, Liz. There’s a lot you need to know. Part of it is something I really wanted to tell you myself, before Michael did…” I pause for a fraction of a second, pressing my lips together. I could be wrong. Michael is capable of being gentle and understanding and maybe he’d even recognize this as a good time to practice that, but given his attitude about this whole thing, I’m really afraid he’ll blurt it out and scare her. Not that saying it slowly isn’t also likely to scare her…

I look up from my teacup and find Liz’s soft brown eyes. I want to reach out and take her hand again, but given my slip a few minutes ago, I know that won’t be a good idea just now. A frown crosses my face briefly before I blank it out. Looking at her with compassion, I try to explain. "Well, I told you yesterday about the war on Antar. A man named Khivar attacked our world. That's when the four of us were sent to safety here, to hide, until it was safe to bring us back. But they lost the war; Khivar killed our parents, seized the throne and took over our world."

Liz nods slowly and I'm sure she's wondering why I'm giving her a history
lesson for a world she's never seen and doesn't expect to ever return to. “You see, Liz, there was a reason the four of us were chosen and sent here that day. We’re not just ordinary people from Antar. We’re actually kinda important there, even ‘though we weren’t even born yet. Your mother was a princess, the governor of one of the larger regions of Antar. That means you are a princess, too. Your name, the one your mother gave you, is Lareina.”

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OOC: if you want me to take the mention of 'king' out, or change this in some other way, feel free to say Isabelle ;). Be back in a little bit to format

~Liz~

Max quickly tells me that he didn’t mean any offense, but in truth I never thought he did… Maybe he misunderstood what I said, but basically it just doesn’t sound right him referring to me like that…

He might only be four years older than me, but four years at my age is a pretty big gap, and I’m not so sure how relationships – or rather friendships like this, work… I mean it’s not like I’m going to talk to him about how school is going or anything like that, like I do with Kyle… Those four years make for a real difference… He’s working or studying at college, probably got a serious girlfriend maybe… I start at the thought. Where did that come from…? I shake my head inwardly and decide to concentrate on what we’re here for…

The fact remains that he wanted to talk to me, and when I ask him about it, he nods slightly, taking a sip of his tea and then putting down his cup in order to focus on me it seems. I shiver slightly, a little nerved by the attention… Maybe it’s a knock on of my powers, and the need I’ve always felt to hide them, but I don’t do too well in the spotlight… In fact, I hate being the centre of attention…

Still, we’re just having a conversation, nothing scary about that…right…?

“You’re right Liz. There’s a lot you need to know…”

I think we already went over this…plenty more to tell, that’s the reason we’re here isn’t it…?


“Part of it is something I really wanted to tell you myself before Michael did…” He pauses a moment and I can’t help wondering what he’s thinking. Of course I’m also wondering what he could be meaning too…I don’t know anything about this Michael, but if there’s something Max wants to tell me alone, I guess it must be pretty important…

He looks down at his drink, almost as though he’s searching for answers in the dark brown liquid. I find myself watching him curiously, strangely eager to find out more about this man…

Suddenly he looks up again and I feel my cheeks grow a little hot as I realize he’s going to know I was watching him… It’s not like I was doing anything wrong though…I mean we’re both sat here, where else am I supposed to look…? I sigh and bite my lip. So why does it make me feel like I’m a cat caught in the healights of an oncoming car. Boy I feel stupid…

Strangely enough though, I’m not even sure he realises, and a strange look passes over his face. He’s silent for a few more moments, I’m assuming gathering his thoughts, and then finally he speaks again. “Well, I told you yesterday about the war on antar. A man called Khivar attacked our world… That’s when the four of us were sent to safety here, to hide, unitil it was safe to bring us back. ”

I nod slowly as he continues with his explanation, but I don’t really see what all this has to do with me… I’m not even certain that I believe all this is for real, although I guess the flashes, and the way that he knows my powers well, would seem to indicate that it is so…no matter how unlikely that might seem… But even if it is, and say that I do, I mean why was he so eager to tell me about a war that was apparently over and done, oh and lost incidentally, before I was even born…?

“But they lost the war, Khivar killed our parents, seized the throne and took over our world…”

I feel a few tears spring to my eyes at the mention of the death of parents I have never known, but mostly I’m just confused. I just don’t see why this would be such a big thing he wanted to tell me about in private, I mean basically he’s giving me a history lesson… it might be interesting sure, in a sad way of course, but I hardly think it’s pressing… I mean it might also seem a little more worthwhile if I was ever going to get to see this planet…if it really exists, but I’m not, even if it does…

I open my mouth, about to press him to explain himself, as he begins to speak again and I fall silent once more, listening to what comes next. “You see, Liz, there was a reason the four of us were chosen and sent here that day. We’re not just ordinary people from Antar. We’re atually kinda important there even though we weren’t even born yet…”

I shake my head, still not understanding what he means. Then, in a second he drops his bombshell. “Your mother was a princess, the governor of one of the larger regions of Antar.”

A princess…ok, now I know that he’s joking… I feel like I should just turn off from what he’s saying, it’s all so ridiculous and even if I didn’t know before, I guess I know he has to be having me on now…right…?

Somehow, I can’t turn off though, and his next words throw me into even more of a spin if that’s possible. “That means you are a princess, too…”

I hear myself gasp, but it’s almost as though I’m not really there… I don’t know what to say about this…it sounds so… I shake my head, about to tell him not to be so stupid and then I remember the words he used in my head a few moments earlier… Maybe it wasn’t completely a pet name he was using… I take a few deep breaths and force myself to continue to follow what he’s saying until the end. In a moment I can freak, for now I need to listen…

“Your name, the one your mother gave you, is Lareina…”

Lareina… The name sounds strange, and yet somehow quite comfortable too… It’s quite pretty I guess…sounds nice in your mouth… Of course the idea that it’s my name still seems crazy though… I’m Liz, Liz Parker…I have been for as long as I can remember… I swallow and look over at Max. “L-lariena…” I stumble a little over it and then give a wry smile. “Well I guess it could be worse…”

I want to laugh at my own joke, but somehow this just doesn’t seem like the place for such levity right now… What Max has just told me has multiplied my questions by no end and I guess it’s time to ask some of them.

I lift my mug to my mouth, sipping the drink inside slowly and setting it back down on the table as I realise it’s gone cold… Not really paying that much attention to what I’m doing, I wave my hand over the drink, instantly heating it although my gaze is fixed on Max. “So…if I’m a p-princess, as you say…what are you…a prince or a king or something…?” I begin to laugh, but soon my chest tightens as I see the look on his face. Oh G**…he can’t be serious… I swallow and try to change the subject a little. “What’s your name anyway…assuming your parents named you too…?”
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*Max*

Liz is understandably surprised by the news that she's royalty. It might be even harder to believe than simply being an alien. She tries out the name and seems to accept it but I know it's going to take some time... I wonder what her friend Kyle would say if she were able to tell him...

“So…if I’m a p-princess, as you say…what are you…a prince or a king or something…?” she asks, sounding bemused. She seems about to laugh at herself but stops suddenly, her eyes widening as she looks at me.

I can feel the color drain from my face as she so easily puts it together. She's all but figured it out. No reason why she shouldn't, but it's still a bit un-nerving to hear her say it, knowing that I will have to explain that she's right. And what that means for her.

"Well, ... Yeah," I say, feeling somewhat embarrassed. It's only the truth, but it feels like I'm bragging or something. I'm still getting ready to try to explain that when Liz quickly asks another question.

“What’s your name anyway…assuming your parents named you too…?” she says.

“I'm Zan - it's short for Zanelroi,” I tell her, hesitating again. I adjust my seat to be a little closer to her and grab her newspaper from the counter behind me. Opening it up, I wave my hand over the upper left-hand corner. Beneath my fingers an image of Michael appears covering a quarter of the page. I know she'll be meeting him in person in just a few minutes but a visual aid seems like a good idea.

“Michael is something more like a Lord, or a Duke. High-born nobility, but not royalty. His name is Kaelorin or just Kael and he's our cousin. My sister Isabel,” I wave my hand again and her image appears next to Michael’s. “Her name is Vilandra and she’s a princess, too.”

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~Liz~

Boy Kyle is going to have a field day with all this… There is no way he is going to believe that not only am I supposed to be an alien, but I’m supposed to be alien royalty… I shake my head inwardly. This is just too weird…

In the space of a day, I go from being someone that was abandoned and left for dead out in the desert when I was younger…from having no family that I know of and really knowing nothing about who I am except the personality I have created and the life I have lived since I was found, to being told I’m an alien, and I wasn’t abandoned at all… In fact, I was sent to earth in the first place for protection…

Am I crazy…? Why have I gone through such a major change in opinion… Nothing would have convinced me that aliens existed before last night… I’ve lived with my powers for ten years, but still it would never have seemed real…

I mean alien royalty… I sound as though I’ve lost my mind…


I shake my head, but despite my feelings of disbelief, as Max starts to speak again, I can’t help listening.

“I’m Zan – it’s short for Zanelroi…”

I nod slightly, accepting this. It’s a strange name, but not one that’s unpleasant…and I guess Zan is pretty nice… For a moment I consider how you could shorten Lareina… Rena’s pretty nice…I have to admit…

I’m brought back from my musing as Max grabs a newspaper from the counter and makes an image of a guy appear on the page. “Michael is something more like a Lord, or a Duke. High-born nobility, but not royalty…”

I nod as I listen to his explanation, noticing absently that he’s moved a little closer, but not really having a problem with that. I guess it’s easier for him to show me this way… I study the image for a moment and wonder what the real guy will be like…I guess I’m not going to have to wait too much longer to find out, I would imagine that they’ll be turning up anytime…

Next, he does the same to create a picture of a woman with dark blond/light brown hair. Despite the difference in hair colour, I do notice that she shares the same dark brown eyes I noticed on our first meeting and I have no doubt that this is Isabel. I nod as Max confirms this, going further to explain a little more. “My sister Isabel… Her name is Vilandra and she’s a princess too…”

Although he hasn’t clarified which, I’m gathering from his embaressed nod, and also his reference to Isabel that my joke was actually on target. I take a deep breath, sliding my tongue over the edge of my lips for a moment in an attempt to wet them a little…

“I’m looking forward to meeting them in person…” I tell Max softly as I study the pictures for a moment. I wish briefly that Kyle were here…just so that there were someone here I knew well, but I know that would have been a bad idea and I’m not about to voice that thought. I sigh and pick up my drink once more. My heating ability can certainly come in useful sometimes…

After taking another sip, I look back at Max as I put the mug down on the table again. “So are you going to tell me a little about what they’re like…? So that I know what to expect…?” I suggest lightly. “Unless of course you have anything else to tell me alone…”

I have to admit, I hope the answer to that last will be negative…I’m not sure how much more I can take at the moment…
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*Max*

I'm getting ready to explain about being king and Liz's role in it all when I 'hear' something else. Not words exactly, but just the thought of Kyle and feeling of longing.

Liz, I realize. Now that she's talking telepathically and she's getting more comfortable, her shielding is down. She's wishing for Kyle to be here. I have to tell her that she's expected to be with me, but it's Kyle that's on her mind.... Perfectly understandable, I guess. You'd want someone close when you're plunged into so much that's new -- but it only makes it harder for me. Biting my lip, I almost miss her next question.

“So are you going to tell me a little about what they’re like…? So that I know what to expect…? Unless of course you have anything else to tell me alone…” Liz says. She sounds a bit concerned about what 'more' might be possible.

There is 'more' but a lot of it can wait until the others are here. I think discussing the 'bonding' issue might be good with just us, too, but I don't know where to start with that... And actually, the fact that she's asking about Michael and Isabel instead of 'going back' or anything, does seem to indicate she's hoping for more 'normal' topics...

"I'm sorry, Liz. I know it's a lot to take in at once. I don't know why Nacedo never told you any of this..." I shake my head, again, wondering about that. It makes no sense to me to leave her in ignorance. I pass my hand over the paper again, making Nacedo appear beneath Michael. "This is him..."
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~Liz~

“I’m sorry Liz, I know it’s a lot to take in at once. I don’t know why Nacedo never told you any of this…”

He shakes his head and after a moment waves his hand over the newspaper again, adding a third picture to the page. I look down, taking in the features and feel my eyes widening in disbelief. It can’t be… I shake my head, telling myself there has to be another explanation, but there he is, right in front of my face. Mr Willis…the social worker who dealt with my case centrally… There were a couple of different local ones who handled day-to-day stuff of course, but he was the one that tended to deal with the more major stuff…

This can’t be right though…I mean Max said he died a couple of years ago, and I must have seen him since then…
Biting my lip, I try and remember the last time he visited… Actually you know, it was probably my fourteenth birthday…which was over two years ago…

I look up at Max swallowing. “T-hat’s Nacedo…?” I look at Max and shake my head. “I-I know this man…Mr Willis…a social worker who’s dealt with my case pretty much from the start…” I trail off and smile slightly, remembering one of the first times I saw him. He was a lot nicer than most of the other social workers…seemed to really care about me as me, rather than as a case…

I shake my head again, just trying to get my head around this. “So you’re saying he was an alien too…and he’s dead…?” I look to Max for confirmation, a little dazed by this latest development.
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ooc: I know Michael's is a bit short, but it's kind of leaving things open for Maria's response.


~Isabel~


Okay, so my looks and ability to flirt with anyone came in handy when we were apartment hunting. I got us into a great one. I am just glad that Alex knows I'm his and that I love him. Most guy's would have flipped out and kind of tried to act like I was property rather then my own woman and Alex had simply stood back and let me do my thing.

Which, I really don't like having to do. There was a time, before Alex, that I enjoyed leading men on. It kind of gave me a rush, but since I fell in love with Alex, things changed. I glanced over at him as we were walking across one of the small parking lot entrances, he'd seemed to slow his pace. Putting my free hand on my hip, I watched him and waited for him to realize that I'd stopped too. A car honked and then he glanced over at me, “Sorry…I guess I spaced a little…” Alex smiles and places his arm around my waist as we look around.

"I'd say so." I smiled even though I am trying not to.

“So… To say that Roswell is such a tourist town, this area doesn’t look half bad don’t you think…?” He asks and I smile in return to the smile he gives me.

"It could be worse. The only thing annoying is all these alien themed places. I mean, what would they do if they saw a real alien and angered them." I joked but I was certain that Alex caught the undertone. I knew Michael and his temper, eventually he could blow his top especially if certain things were mentioned that were false.

I was about to say something more when I heard Max touch my mind, *Isabel, she wants to meet at her place. Why don’t you give me half an hour and then meet us there?* He begins and then adds, *Maybe you should bring a couple pizzas or something. She’ll probably be hungry.*

*You got it, Max. See you then.* I answered excited with the chance to meet the other girl of thet group. Not to mention just being with Alex had me in a very good mood.

"Well, looks like we need to head back to the hotel and pick up M&M." I used the little nickname for the couple and grinned. "I know where we're meeting Liz and Max." I knew that Alex was used to dealing with our telepathy and I'd even been tempted to see whether or not I could use it with Alex. I mean, we do have a sort of connection, but I had yet to really get up the nerve to try it.

Sighing, I glance around. This meeting is going to be tough on all of us, but most of all on my brother and Liz. I wish there was a way that I could actually manage to help ease things, but the most I could do was try to diffuse Michael if he was about to get going. Wrapping my arm around Alex's waist I leaned into him a moment before we continued walking back to the car that we'd rented when we first got into town.

"Let's hope we aren't interrupting anything." I said with a light smile. "Oh, and we're charged with bringing Pizza." I added, remembering the other thing my brother had said and that Alex wouldn't have heard it.

~Michael, be ready to go. We're on our way to get you and Maria for the meeting.~ I decided to give him some warning just in case.




~Michael~


Maria lay curled in my arms and I couldn't help but feel my heart bursting with the knowledge that she was with me. It was late afternoon but we'd decided that we would just stay in the hotel and rest. Of course, the rest came after we made love, twice. Now, only the sheet was wrapped around her though it had begun to dip down to reveal more of her skin.

~Michael, be ready to go. We're on our way to get you and Maria for the meeting.~ I hear Isabel say and grimace. Leaning over I kiss Maria in order to wake her, knowing that it would more then likely surprise her.

"Maria, we've got to get ready to go. Iz and Alex are on their way back." I told her even as I pulled her into my arms. I knew we didn't have long, but quite frankly I was glad that she had been around to help distract me from the situation we're having to wait on. This whole thing with Max and Liz was beginning to truly annoy me and the waiting was driving me mad. I decided that once we knew what the hell was going on, I would try and find some way to tell Maria everything I felt about her.
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*Max*

I look up at Liz, a bit surprised as she recognizes Nacedo, although in a way it makes me feel a bit better. He actually had been here looking out for her all this time. Truthfully, I'd been starting to wonder. Still, if he'd been in charge of her case, why couldn't he have arranged for her to join us? It doesn't make a lot of sense to me...

“So you’re saying he was an alien too…and he’s dead…?” she asks, still a bit dazed.

"Yes," I nod. "He was the last of our Protectors. He'd been sent to help us and that's would be why he was watching out for you." I shake my head, looking down at his image. I just don't know why he never told her. Maybe he he thought it would make her upset to know that she was separated from us, but then, she already 'knew' that her family was gone. Knowing that she really still had a family, a future, could only have helped her. At least, I'd think so...

"He never taught you to use your powers, or anything?" I wonder aloud, although I know the answer. If he had done that, he would have had to explain things to her that she obviously was never told. But it seems dangerous to have neglected it. Wild powers would be a lot more uncontrolled and dangerous. Training would make it easier for her to blend in and easier for her to understand. Unless he'd blocked her, or found that she had enough natural shields...

"N-no...he just handled my case, came to see me occassionally to see how I was doing..." She looked a bit overwhelmed, and even a bit sad. "He was nice..."

"Yeah. I miss him, too." I nod. He was nice in his way, always there to help us sort out what to do and supporting us. Still, he always made it clear that he was our Protector. A teacher, a mentor, but not a parent. Sometimes, I really felt that what I needed was a parent... Still, he did have so much information about home, things I only hope I can explain as well to Liz now that he's gone...

With a sigh, I move my hand over the page and Nacedo disappears. Instead, I add the images of Maria and Alex beneath Michael and Isabel. "These are our friends, Maria and Alex. They're on their way, too. As for what they're like... Well, they're all nice. Just - don't let Michael upset you. He can be very blunt, sometimes. A bit headstrong. But that doesn't mean he doesn't care."
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OOC:Max used under agreement with Isabelle

~Liz~

“Yes…He was the last of our Protectors. He’d been sent to help us and that would be why he was watching out for you…”

I nod slightly, trying to take this all in. He just seemed like a nice guy…then again, assuming that Max is for real with all this alien stuff, and I’m coming to the conclusion that he must be, he and I don’t look much like the green eyed, big headed images that are plastered all over Roswell either…

Taking deep breaths, I do my best to keep calm and continue to listen to Max in silence. “He never taught you to use your powers, or anything…?”

I think we’ve already gone over this, but I guess he’s still surprised. I shake my head. “N-no…he just handled my case, came to see me occasionally to see how I was doing…” I bite my lip. I haven’t seen him for two years…it didn’t seem like that long… “He was nice…” I murmur softly.

Yesterday when Max mentioned Nacedo, I didn’t know who he meant, but now…I guess I’m going to miss him, even if I didn’t know who he really was…

Max nods. “Yeah, I miss him too…”

He sighs and waves his hand over the page one last time, making the picture of Nacedo vanish and replacing it with two new pictures of unfamiliar people. One young woman with light curley hair, the other a young man… They both look nice…

“These are our friends, Maria and Alex… They’re on their way too…” He tells me softly.

I nod, taking this in. “So they know about yo-about us…” I correct myself, still finding it a little weird talking like this. Well at least if they’ve told their friends, it shouldn’t cause too much trouble when it comes out I told Kyle I guess…

“Yeah…they’ve known since since just before we started looking for you…As for what they’re like…Well they’re all nice. Just-“

Max seems to hesitate for just a moment, looking at me. “Don’t let Michael upset you… He can be very blunt sometimes…A bit headstrong…But that doesn’t mean he doesn’t care…”

Okay…Michael sounds a little scary… I don’t like to think of him that way, and I don’t want to jump to making judgements, but I have to say that’s my first thought about it all… I swallow and try and smile. “I’m sure I’ll be fine…”

I just hope they like me… But then what am I going to say to them…? I mean I’m still virtually a child…and they’re…well they’re not…

I wish this didn’t seem so weird…or that Mr Willis had been straight with me… As I think about him again, I remember the first time I saw him… It was just after I was found… I’d been checked over visually by a doctor, and after they’d been given an ok about me, he came into the room. He held out his hand to me and smiled, telling me that they were going to take care of me…

The most of the other social workers never really seemed interested in me…I got the feeling that all most of them were interested in was keeping me out of the group homes…and that was more so that they had less work than for my good… My case was unusual, and I was a curiosity to them, but I don’t think they really cared that much… As long as they were seen to be doing their jobs, well that was ok…

Mr Willis was different though…he asked me how I was doing at school, commented on my appearance and really seemed to care about me as me… Every time he saw me, he’d remind me that whatever the reason I was left like that, it wasn’t my fault and things would work out… Given that things never seemed to last, I stopped being convinced by this after I was about ten, but I guess it was still nice to hear…

Maybe he meant something different though…if he was who Max says…maybe he didn’t mean I’d get a permenant foster family as much as I would find the others like me… Of course that then begs the question of why he didn’t tell me earlier…
I shake my head, unsure what to think.

“Liz…are you ok…?”

I look up at Max, suddenly realising that I’ve completely spaced. I hope he wasn’t saying anything else, I don’t want him to think I’m ignoring him…

I force a smile and nod slightly. “Yeah…I was…thinking…” I take a breath and run my fingers through my hair, pushing it back and trying so hard not to lose it. “…I remember the first time I saw Mr Willis you know…” I tell him softly, my voice threatening to break with emotion. “It was at the doctors just after I was found…He told me things would be ok…” I shake my head. “Sorry, you probably think I’m being really silly… I guess when you don’t really have any family, you become attached to certain figures, no matter how unusual that seems… It’s not like he ever really did anything more than his job or anything, but…” I sigh and chew my lower lip for a moment before continuing. “I guess it just seems really weird to think that he’s dead…” I finish awkwardly, lapsing into silence.
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*Max*

"I understand," I tell Liz. I can see the confusion in her face. I know she's sad about Nacedo, but in a more distant way. Mourning for the lost opportunities, for all that she was never told all those years, just as much as she's mourning for him. It's been two years for us, but she's only learning about it now, it's her first chance to feel about it....

I move my hand over and lay it over hers, giving her support, letting her know I'm here while I let her have her moment.

As I watch her, 'though, the words she said slowly percolate through my brain, setting off little alerts. She saw him the first day she was with Social Services. The first day she was found. Nacedo told us that she'd already been placed by the time he found her. That if he'd tried to claim her then, it would cause too many questions. But if he saw her before that, on the very first day... It seems like he could easily have sorted it so she'd be able to come home with him. He's a 'shape-shifter.' That's what he does. Even without actually changing his shape, he's trained to be able to fit-in to any situation seemlessly and never be detected. A master of disguise and adaptation. If he were able to make himself a Senior Case-Worker, why couldn't he have just taken her for an out-of-state placement with us? And why did he lie to us about it? It just doesn't make sense....

After a short while, I rub her hand, bringing her back to the present. "It's okay, Liz. We've found you now. You're not alone anymore. We're all here for you." I gesture toward the images on the paper, including all of them in my statement.

The arrangement of those four images makes me think of 'the royal four.' It could be if it were me and Liz in the second row instead of our human friends. That's what Nacedo called the four us, even 'though Michael isn't exactly royal. But it was expected that all of us would be together and he could become a prince when he married Isabel. And then there's me and Liz... I still have to tell her about that, about 'bonding'... On one hand, it could be easier, with Isabel there, but if Michael jumped in too soon ... Of course, I'll ask him to hold his tongue but there's no guarentee that will work...
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