Double Exposure (CC,M/L,ADULT) AN 01.09.06 {WIP}

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Double Exposure (CC,M/L,ADULT) AN 01.09.06 {WIP}

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Title: Double Exposure
Author: Jen (email evilzhen@yahoo.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: Child - Adult
Disclaimer: I don't own much of anything. The characters, the show, and the irrational plot lines belong to other people.
Summary: Starts in Season 2. Liz has been visited by Future Max and is dealing with the consequences of her (non)actions. Lines between reality and dreams are being crossed, and little is as it seems. Heavy, heavy focus on Max and Liz. If you like Tess, well, poo on you. Uh, I mean, you probably won't enjoy this fic.

*Any and all dialogue that sounds remotely familiar was most likely taken from the show. I found the lines in transcripts at http://www.crashdown.com*

*Feedback welcomed. This is my first fanfic. :oops: *

Prologue

Elizabeth Parker was slowly - but surely - going insane. In one of her rare moments of clarity, she’d analyzed the process of losing her mind and approximated its origin to September of the previous year... when a well-meaning time traveler had thrown her chaotic (but still with some sense of order) life into empty days of turmoil and despair. Liz realized, of course, that her life had truly begun to fall apart in another September, the year in which she started the rough draft of her application to Harvard, died, and fell in love. Even if Liz had not been descending into madness, the admission that her post mortem life was being spent canoodling with alien royalty would have certainly insinuated that the model citizen and student of Roswell, New Mexico, was not quite right.

But she had been - right, that is - and had even convinced herself that everything was A-okay in the world of Liz Parker. Up until the day that she was visited by a future version of her present J.Crew boyfriend, clad in muscle-defining leather and oozing sex appeal, Liz truly believed that her normal was normal and, if she tried hard enough, everything would turn out just fine. But it was not to be. A tear in the space-time continuum had torn her heart and ruined the love and innocence of the young Max Evans, whose only crimes were persistence and an optimistic belief in love... and Liz.

Fantasies, alternate timelines, and fears joined together at night to punish her for what she had and hadn’t done. Liz was sure that this predicament was the stem from which all of her trauma flowed. Sleep had been elusive for months, resulting in a blurring of reality and nightmares. She witnessed the cementing of her relationship with Max the night of the Gomez concert. She was almost positive that she’d confessed the truth of the Future Max fiasco after a heated argument had turned into a heated encounter of passion in the UFO Center after hours. But interspersed with the images of sexual bliss and a future that was not to be were the harsh realities of what passed for Liz’s life.

On the morning that she realized that she had divulged her virgin status to Max during the previous night’s events, Liz was unsure of how to proceed. She’d let down a Max that no longer existed and made love to Max for the first time in Brody’s office. Now that she thought about it, Liz couldn’t understand why they’d given their virginities to each other on a dirty floor... or why it hadn’t hurt. Surely Max must be questioning the truth of her confession. She certainly was...



Chapter One

Her thoughts were interrupted as she heard Maria gasp and Max mutter quietly, “Stay back.”

They were at the UFO Center for what had appeared to be yet another unnecessary meeting. Max was going on about a star that only yesterday he’d thought unimportant. He’d given her the cold shoulder, again. Hadn’t he believed her? She thought they had connected while making love, but maybe it was only on her end. Liz remembered feeling his confusion, love, hurt, and desire. An unsettling thought occurred to her. Had she been used?

But that didn’t make sense, either. This was Max Evans she was talking about. He’d never do anything to hurt her. Not the way that she had so deliberately hurt him. Was that it? Had this been an act not of love but of revenge?

No, Liz decided, Max would never be so callous. But what explanation could there be?

Her inner turmoil was again interrupted.

Rath: Hey, yo, up here!

Max: Who are you?

Lonnie: I know you must be buggin out right now, cause I'd be buggin, too.

Isabel: How could this be?

Michael: Eight. Eight. There was eight pods originally. Yeah, I... we just found out recently, so... I just... didn't know you'd look like us.

Max: All we know is that there were eight originally. We never knew what happened to the other four.

Lonnie: They went to New York.

Liz: Um... but there's only three of you.

Lonnie: We had a fourth. We just lost him.

Ava: His name was... Zan.

Max: I'm Max.

Isabel: How did you lose your Max?

Rath: He died in a stupid accident. You know, all his powers, all his abilities, and, you know, he died in a street accident. For nothin. Yo, I'm Rath.

Lonnie: Lonnie.

Isabel: Isabel.

Ava: I'm Ava.

Tess: Tess.

Max: This is Michael, and these are our friends: Alex, Maria, and Liz.

Max and Rath converse, away from the rest of the group. Awkwardness and private conversations abound...

Max: They want me to go to New York to a... a summit meeting. I already told them no.

In another room in the UFO Center, Liz and Maria are having a discussion.

Maria: Ok. So duplicate Michael kissed you, and you decided not to tell me this very pertinent fact?

Liz: Can't you get over it? I'm sorry. Look, can I just... can I just talk to you for one second?

Liz: Ok. This thing kind of happened with Kyle, but it didn't really happen, and I can't tell Max what I didn't do. But I can't tell you what I didn't do either, so don't ask me to explain it, ok? But... the point is, I just feel really stupid being here.

Maria: Do you realize that what you just said made absolutely no sense?

Liz: Yes. Wait. No. I did tell Max. I think. But I remember doing with Max what he thought I did with Kyle, but now I can’t remember if it was a dream or if it was real. And if it was real, then why didn’t it hurt? And why is Max acting like we didn’t do what I think we did?

Maria: Okay, Liz. This is so beyond not making sense. You’re rambling. You can’t ramble, because then what will I do? If you become a rambler, then I’ll become the level-headed one and that will, like, make even less sense than what you’re saying... or not saying. And if that makes sense, then it will just upset the balance of everything. And don’t even get me started on balances because I don’t think I can live through that kind of trauma again. As if it wasn’t bad enough with the spider webs and the stepping back, but now we’ve got some freaky-ass clones of our clones and they’re sticking their tongues down our unsuspecting throats. How long until they’re sticking whatever they want wherever they want? Oh, God, what are we going to do?!

Liz: MARIA!! Calm down! There are no probes in sight. We need to focus. Fo-cus, Maria.

Maria: Right. You’re right. Of course you’re right.

Their conversation was halted as Brody entered the museum. Maria volunteered herself as a diversionary tactic and invited him to breakfast. Plans were made for the future, both near and far, though each member of the fractured group had different ideas... and different agendas.


Chapter Two

Max visited Liz before taking off for New York.

Liz: Hi.

Max: You said... you wanted to be friends... and I thought about it. And... I realized that... that I can't be friends with you because... I'm still hanging on... to you. To what we had. So... I decided to make a clean break. Here.

Max handed Liz a pocket knife.

Liz: Max, this is yours. I gave it to you last Christmas.

Max: I'm giving it back. I'm... I'm going to New York with Rath and Lonnie and... and Tess... to the summit.

Liz: Are you gonna come back?

Max: I don't know. I can't think that far ahead.

Liz: Wait, um, Max... um... when... when you're at the summit, the granilith, ok? It's powerful, and it could be really dangerous if the wrong people get their hands on it.

Max: What are you talking about? How do you know anything about the granilith?

Liz: Oh... I can't tell you. But I just... I know, and... please, Max. You have to trust me.

Max: I guess that's the problem, Liz.

After Max left, Liz worked on solving this puzzle but could make no headway. What the hell is going on? She began to pace in her bedroom, going over the facts, half-truths, and non-facts. This is getting me nowhere. She climbed out of her bedroom window, hoping to find some clarity in the fresh air. She retrieved her journal, got comfortable on her lounge chair, and began to compile a list. Things always make more sense on paper.

November 20, 2000
I’m Liz Parker, and everything’s a mess. My recent inability to distinguish between dreams and reality is dizzying. I thought I’d confessed to Max. I thought we’d made love. But recent events have led me to conclude that the truth I so long to tell is still far from the surface. Max says he can’t trust me anymore, that he doesn’t think we can be friends. How did things get this far? How have I let them come this far?

This is the truth as I know it:
Future Max and I prevented the joining that would lead to the world’s end.
I am a virgin.
Max does not love me anymore.

This is the truth that should have been:
Max and I are back together.
We made love the night of the Gomez concert.
We are very much in love.

This is the gray area, where the confusion lies:
Max and I did not make love in my bed on the night of the concert, but I remember how it felt as he penetrated me.
I have not told Max the truth, but I remember telling him and then making love for the first time in the UFO Center.
Of the two above non-events, I remember that the first hurt, but the second did not.


With a sigh, Liz set the journal aside and began to get up. A wave of vertigo made her sit back down. She lay back down, deciding to listen to her body and get some much-needed sleep. Maybe I’ll be lucky and dream about showing up to school naked...

On the short walk from the Crashdown to Murray Lane, Liz went over again in her mind what she planned to say to Max. He was wearing her down. She knew she should resist, but the way he made her feel was so tempting. A simple brush against him could send her to new heights of passion. If it were not for the innocent look on his face, Liz would have thought that Max was purposely sending her images that left her aching in a sexual frenzy. She was determined that this would stop. Now.

As she rounded the corner onto Max’s street, Liz Parker split into two versions of the petite brunette. One image was a Liz clad in her Crashdown uniform, her hair swept up off of her neck, and the colors surrounding her were vibrant but hazy. The second image was sharp but in black and white. The monochromatic Liz was wearing long pants and a tank top, and her long hair was spilling over her shoulders.

Both girls were mumbling and making hand gestures as they walked, though seemingly unaware of the other. Technicolor Liz walked with purpose while her drab partner slumped along, expression grim. As the girls reached the window to Max’s room, each took a deep breath, though each did so for very different reasons: Somber Liz in preparation of what she was about to say to Max and her amiable clone in astonishment. For there before her was a very naked Max Evans, lying on his bed with eyes closed, head thrown back, and one hand stroking his swollen cock.



Chapter Three

A frustrated Liz rolled over on her lounge chair, so that she was lying on her side with a hand resting between her tightening thighs.

The two Lizzes were still present, but the colorless version had faded to the background. The scenes were overlaid, as happens when a film is rewound and doubly exposed.

She stood in the window frame, debating her options. She could pretend that she’d never been here and try again tomorrow. Or she could do what her body was urging her to do - to go into his bedroom and deny him no longer. The choice was made for her as she heard her name pass his lips in a soft groan. “Lizzzzzz...” The hunger in his voice was calling to her. His shortened breaths and the knowledge that Max was thinking about her were too much for Liz to ignore.

She cautiously entered his bedroom, careful not to alert him to her presence. As she watched his hand pick up speed, Liz felt a rush of desire travel through her body. Heat engulfed her, making her nipples stiff and achy. She noticed how his cockhead was glistening, and a bolt of pure lust shot through her body, making Liz aware of how her nipples longed to be sucked, how her thighs needed to surround his hips, how her pussy ached to be touched. She could almost feel his warm tongue plunging into her depths.

As she made her way over to him, Liz made quick work of removing her uniform and letting her hair down. She grabbed onto his cock as she whispered his name into his ear.

Max’s eyes flew open at the feel of a hand on his stiff member and a hot mouth on his neck. He opened his mouth - surely not to protest, but to question if she were really here. Liz prevented his query and all thought as she landed her moist lips over his surprised mouth. As she sucked on his warm tongue, she crawled up onto his body. She felt Max’s hands begin to wander her overheated body and knew the instant he realized all that was separating them was a thin scrap of cotton. All movement ceased. Liz expected him to stop them then, but she had underestimated his sexual drive. She let out a surprised squeak as she felt his hands firmly grasp her ass while thrusting his hips up towards her.

She began to move her hips over him, taking some control over the situation. She sat up, wanting to see his face. His blissful expression excited her, and she began to move her pelvis more frantically. Liz felt his hands begin to reach for her, exulted in the firm grip on her breast and faltered in her movements as his other hand dipped inside her soaked panties.

But there was time for that later. She wanted to please Max. She moved his hands to his sides on the bed and ignored his groans of protest as she began to slide her body down his. She lightly flicked her tongue over one nipple and then gently bit the other. She dropped wet kisses down his chest and abdomen, letting her silky hair trail behind. His penis jumped when her hair tickled the engorged organ and Liz held back her giggle.

This was not her first time pleasuring Max in this way, but it had been a very long, very strained few months since her last performance. Part of her wanted to take her time, but a larger part was dying to taste the slippery liquid oozing from his cockhead, to feel his heated flesh between her lips. After a few teasing nips at his inner thighs, Liz gently grasped his balls in her left hand as her right held his shaft up straight. She looked directly into Max’s eyes as she applied her moistened tongue to his sacs and quickly licked her way up the shaft. She watched him fight to keep his eyes open as she swirled her tongue around the swollen head, eagerly lapping up his body’s liquid reaction.

As Max reached down to caress her head, Liz surprised him by engulfing his cock in her warm mouth and sucking with unexpected strength. The way she was looking at him, the pressure she was applying were becoming too much. He wet his lips, preparing himself for the effort of speech. “Liz... I’m gonna...”

She looked at him knowingly and tightened her lips around his swelling dick. Her head began bobbing faster and her tongue was doing ungodly things to his self-control. With a hoarse cry, he lifted his hips and began spilling his hot cum into her hungry mouth.

Liz never looked away from him as she felt the salty spurts hit the back of her throat. She was awed by the look of rapture on his face. She kept his softening member in her mouth until he became too sensitive and then slowly kissed her way back up to his parted lips. A smile graced her slightly bruised lips as she took in the picture before her. Max, lying naked beside her, a faint blush dusting his cheeks and chest, a glazed expression in his eyes, and his mouth open, panting for breath. She’d never felt so powerful, so decidedly female.

As Liz became lost in contemplation of her newly-acknowledged sexual prowess, she was oblivious to the sated man lying beside her. This changed quickly as Max pounced, turning her onto her back and rolling onto her, his lips claiming hers as she let out a surprised squeal. The shock promptly wore off as Liz was once again assaulted by waves of lust. Were they coming from her or from Max? Did she really care?

Her thoughts were brought back to the situation at hand as she felt her breasts being pleasured by Max’s healing hands. He tore his mouth from hers and began kissing his way down her chest. He buried his face between her breasts as his fingers fumbled with the clasp on her back. Max growled in frustration and brought his erring hands to her front. Liz gasped as she felt him tear her bra off, and any thought of how much Victoria had charged her for the item vanished as Max’s mouth enveloped her straining nipple.

He serviced her breasts with a fervency Liz had never encountered in the past. As he nibbled and sucked, she was stunned to feel the first tremors of orgasm spiral through her. “Oh, God, Max... I’m gonna cum...” she managed to breathe out. Max looked up at her first in shock, and then a feral grin spread across his face. He began to work her nipples more urgently, pulling on one with his fingers while his mouth sucked the other to the roof of his mouth, only letting up on the suction to nibble at the sensitive peak. He felt her thighs clamp around his leg and the bone of her pubis pressing insistently against his hip. He watched in fascination as Liz arched her back and buried her head in his pillow in an effort to stifle the screaming climax he’d brought her to.

He waited for her to open her eyes and then claimed her lips once again. His fingers trailed down her sides, lightly brushing her inner thighs as his hand made its way back up her body. After a few more teasing passes, Liz parted her legs and Max quickly accepted the invitation. He cupped her mound, the meat of his palm rubbing against the top of her pubic bone as his fingers gently caressed her folds through her saturated underwear. Max slipped a finger beneath the damp cotton and couldn’t stop the moan that escaped as he felt her supple flesh surrounded by slick lubrication.

Max kissed his way down to her panties. He lifted her hips with his hands while he removed her underwear with his teeth. Liz heard him utter, “I’m keeping these”, but quickly forgot his words as his mouth hovered over her waiting pussy. “Maaax” she pleaded. He grinned up at her and moved her legs over his shoulders. Liz inhaled sharply as she felt his hand come around her hip to pull her outer lips open. She pulled up a corner of his blanket and gripped it between her teeth as she prepared for the onslaught.

She was not disappointed. Her teeth ripped at the fabric as Max licked her from the top of her perineum up to the puffed out flesh of her clitoral hood. He gently rubbed his fingers up and down the delicate flesh surrounding her clitoris while he plunged his tongue into her slippery depths. He kept up his manual assault and increased the tempo of his tongue fucking. Liz was pulling desperately at anything she could get her hands on - the sheets, her nipples, Max’s hair. She could feel another orgasm building up inside of her, and she could tell that it would be far more explosive than any she had experienced before tonight. As Max’s fingers and mouth switched positions, Liz began to swivel her hips, frantically pushing for the oncoming climax. He slipped a second digit into her as his mouth enclosed her engorged bud. He began to suck. Liz felt her world spinning around her as darkness engulfed her.

In the darkness were flickers of harsh white light. Just shy of orgasm, monochromatic Liz reemerged.

Max: Well, this is a surprise.

Liz: It isn't what you think.

Max: Liz...

Liz: Don't say anything, ok? Um, because I... I came in here with this whole speech, and once you start talking, my speech doesn't apply, and everything gets changed, and I just want to make sure that I say everything to you, so just don't say anything. Just don't say anything. Ok, I... I just re-read "Romeo and Juliet", and you know, the first thing that I realized is that isn't even the title. It's called "The Tragedy of Romeo and Juliet". They die. You know, she's this young girl, she... she's younger than me, and she dies. Look, I think the reason why people think that it's such a romantic play is they don't know what it's like to be put in that position... but when your life and... and other people's lives are... are put at risk, there isn't anything romantic about it. Max, you can't stop what's happening to you. I mean, your life will always be dangerous, but my life, it doesn't have to be. My life is only in danger if I am with you. I... I want to be in love with boys... normal boys. I... I want to see my twenty first birthday. I... I want to have a wedding day. I... I... I want to have children... and I want my children to be safe. You know, Max, if... if you truly love me, you'll let me go. I may love you, but I... I don't want to die for you.


Liz woke up with a sob on her balcony. Her frustration and sorrow were compounding, and Liz was ever-more certain that, should she somehow learn to cope with the visions of what would never be, she would still live a desolate life. The afternoon sun was setting. Her face was wet with tears and her right hand was buried between her thighs. What the fuck was that? Did Future Max know that this would happen, that I’d get saddled with his happy memories? God, I hate this!

She wanted to talk to someone about this - anyone, really, but especially Max. Everything was so messed up, and she was finding it more and more difficult to differentiate between being awake and being asleep. Her life had become almost unbearable. Liz had tried to get Maria to understand, but she was still hesitant to reveal all of her secrets. I can’t get a grasp on this. How could I possibly hope to find an answer in Maria?

No, what Liz Parker needed was one Max Evans. But Max doesn’t want anything to do with me. And even if he did, he’s on the other side of the country. Little did she know that the problems she was having with the deposed Antarian king had only just begun.


Chapter Four

November 23, 2000

I’m Liz Parker, and something is not right. No, nothing is right. Nothing has been right in my life for a very long time, but I can feel that something is going on with Max. I can’t explain my fears. I don’t want to alarm Isabel and Michael, but I think that I need to tell them. I just hope that they can rise above their anger for Max’s sake.

Ava’s got me worried. I was already afraid for Max, but now I’m wondering if he’ll make it out of this alive. If they could kill their own brother, what would stop them from killing Max? If he dies... No, I don’t want to think about it. It’s not going to happen. It can’t happen. Please, if anyone is listening, please send him back to me...

It’s Thanksgiving today, but I’m having trouble being thankful. My heart is crying out for Max, but my nagging mind is reminding me why I need to silence my pleas. I did this for them, but they hate me for it. There is a part of me that in some perverted sense is happy to be keeping a secret from the quartet of hybrid interlopers. It’s my secret that no one can touch. I’ve done a noble thing, but maybe it isn’t so noble of me to get some sick satisfaction out of my suffering. Have I become a masochist?

But when I remember the way that Max’s innocence was ripped from his beautiful heart, and the expression on his face when he saw me in bed with Kyle, I think maybe I qualify more for the role of sadist. Of course, maybe it’s just that Future Max had come to enjoy masochism. Maybe the world really wasn’t about to end. Maybe he was jerking off in the bathroom while he watched his younger self die on my balcony.

How I wish that there were another explanation for the tragedy that has become my life. I know that it’s self-inflicted, and I guess that just makes it worse.

But I need to let this go. I can accept - even welcome - the pain, at least. The pain is the only thing that reassures me that I’m grounded in reality. The dreams are simply too amazing, and I find myself wanting never to wake, if only to stay in my illusory world of bliss. Yet again, I need to change. I can only hope that my repeated metamorphoses will reveal a stronger Liz Parker - one who can let go of my fool’s paradise and accept my invitation to the gates of Hell.


Liz got up from her bed to return the journal to its hiding spot outside. When she returned to her bedroom, she wandered about in a fretful manner, touching things disinterestedly. As she picked up a frame from her bookshelf headboard, Liz was pulled into a memory not her own.

Liz was sitting with Max on his bed, trying to understand his reasoning. He was driving her mad with his refusal to accept his responsibilities at the summit, but he was driving her even madder with the light stroking of her wrist by one of his proficient fingers. She fought through the haze of lust and moved away from him.

Liz: You can’t just ignore this, Max. You have a duty to your people.

Max: Which people would that be, Liz? The race of skins that wants me dead? The well-meaning Antarians who left us here with only the Granilith and the instruction that we mate with each other? Or Michael, Isabel, and Tess, who look to me to make the decisions, but then berate my choices and defy me?

Liz: What about your promise to me, Max? When I agreed to be with you again, you said that you wouldn’t let your love for me blind you to the world around you.

Max: Liz, I just... I have a really bad feeling about the duplicate set. I don’t think they are sincere, and something about this situation doesn’t feel right. I’ve ignored my instincts before, and all it caused was trouble. Can’t you feel it, Liz?

Liz: I can’t quite read them. I mean, they’re grieving for their Max... Zan.

Max: Well, that’s just one more reason to back away. How can they hope to be objective when they’re dealing with such a great loss? Grief and fear make people do crazy things. I mean, just look at me. I healed you in front of a café full of witnesses because my fear of losing you was greater than my fear of being exposed. If I lost Isabel or Michael or you... (chokes) I wouldn’t be in a position to make rational decisions.

Liz: (sighs) Max...

Max: I know you think I’m taking this lightly, but I’m not, Liz. I swear it. I know that there might be some people out there waiting for me to lead them, but this isn’t the way. Why wouldn’t they come to me if it’s so important that I be there?

Liz: Okay, Max. Just... Will you promise to think about it overnight? Maybe you’ll be more objective with a clear head.

Max: I will, but I’m almost positive that we are being deliberately uninformed. They know more than they’re letting on. If you don’t want to trust my alien senses, then please believe in my human instinct. In exchange, I’ll try to be a little more open-minded when I talk to them tomorrow, but only because it’s you, Liz.

Liz: Oh, Max.

Max pulled her into his arms and held her tightly to his chest. Liz rested her worried head to hear the soothing cadence of his heart and thought about the duplicate set. She shivered as she thought of her earlier encounter with Rath. Liz felt Max inhale sharply and drew back, looking up at his troubled face.

Liz: What is it, Max?

Max: Why didn’t you tell me that Rath kissed you?

Liz: Oh. Umm, I didn’t want to upset you. I was going to tell you after the whole thing settled down, I swear. I just didn’t want this to affect your decision.

Max: Liz, please don’t do that. Don’t keep things from me because you don’t think I can handle them. Promise me?

Liz: I promise. (pauses) Max?

Max: Yeah?

Liz: Kiss me?

Max leaned down to gently touch his lips to hers. They kissed languorously, each slowly exploring the other’s mouth. Suddenly, Liz found herself flying through the air, landing on the bed and quickly covered by Max’s muscular form. He plunged his tongue into her mouth repeatedly, thrusting his hard cock against her in an accompanying rhythm. He ripped his lips from hers and stopped his movements. With a whimper, Liz chased after his mouth and wiggled her hips. When Max stilled her lower body with his own, she opened her eyes. He fixed his gaze on her eyes. When they’d made contact, he lifted her left hand and brought it to his mouth. He gently placed a kiss on the back of her hand, never looking away from her, and whispered out a fervent “Mine.”

Liz was awed by the gentle ferocity that only Max could manage. Her wonder was quickly forgotten as she witnessed the unchecked desire in his eyes. A connection flared up, and her body was inundated with waves of his desire. She sent him back an equally impassioned wave of longing. He inhaled sharply and closed his eyes tightly in an effort to maintain some control.

His self-discipline was shattered when he felt Liz’s tiny body thrust up against his, turning him onto his back. He opened his eyes, as well as his mouth, in pleased surprise, and Liz pounced at the opportunity he’d presented. She placed ardent kisses on his eager mouth and ran her hands over his body and through his hair in a frantic effort to touch all of him. She abruptly sat up, waking Max from his passionate haze. He looked up at her questioningly, and she returned it with a confident smirk.

Liz hurriedly pulled her arms free of her cardigan and made quick work of removing the matching tank. Max took in this sight with a glazed look of appreciation and slowly reached his greedy hands towards her soft skin. But Liz was having none of it. She removed his hands from her waist and jumped off of the bed. She took her shoes and socks off, and she arched an eyebrow at Max as her fingers reached the button of her jeans.

Liz: Strip. Now.

Knowing a good thing when he saw it, Max climbed from the bed and hastily removed his clothes. He stumbled out of his jeans, crawled to the middle of the bed, and waited to get back in her arms.

Liz: That’s more like it!

Liz slithered up his nude form, wasting no time on foreplay. She straddled Max’s thighs and looked up at him as she stroked his dick with a firm grip. Liz smiled at his groan and made eye contact.

Liz: I want you, Max. Do you want me?

She lifted herself up, teasing him by rubbing his aching cock over her glazed pussy. She lifted her right leg and maneuvered him so that he could see the head of his straining erection as it was merely dipped into her slick passage. He groaned as she lifted herself, leaving him so close to where he wanted to be.

Liz: Say it. Tell me you want me.

Max: God, yes! I want you. Please, Liz. I... I need you so bad!

Feeling powerful at having a king begging of her, she smiled widely and lowered her leg and then her pussy onto his waiting cock. She slowly encased him, closing her eyes at the absolute pleasure of having Max inside her. She paused, glorying in her feeling of completeness, of oneness with Max. Her eyes snapped open as she heard his strangled breath and began lifting herself over him.

Max: Wait. Liz, don’t we need to -

Liz: Max, did you forget so soon?

Max: No, I just... Oh, God!

He was cut off as she lifted herself again, squeezing her inner muscles as she did so. Max looked up to find Liz with her head thrown back, mussed hair falling down her back to tickle his legs. Her eyes were closed, mouth parted slightly, and her hands were busy kneading her swollen breasts and pulling at her strained nipples. She began to move faster, searching for the tempo that she knew would please them both. She opened her eyes and silently begged Max for help.

He understood immediately and lifted his legs to plant his feet firmly on the bed. Max grabbed onto her trim hips and pulled her down towards him as he thrust up into her. Liz let out a low moan and reached down to gain access to her clitoris. Max swatted her hand away and moved his own hand toward her nub. They could feel each other nearing climax and moved faster, losing their rhythm as carnal need overtook them. Max moved his thumb rapidly over her engorged clitoris, delighting in her enthused reaction. He pulled her down on top of him as he felt the first tremors of release, wanting to hold her close as they came. With a hoarse cry, he let go, emptying his pleasure into her spasming pussy. She rubbed her pelvis frantically over him, feeling her orgasm near as his cock swelled inside her. She could feel it approaching and smiled as she heard Max call to her, begging her to cum on him. “Lizzz...”



Chapter Five

It was Friday morning. The Crashdown was closed so the Parkers could do some ‘Day After Thanksgiving’ shopping. The group, minus Max and Tess, but with the addition of Ava, sat around the café, waiting for Liz to come down so they could start the meeting. After ten minutes, Isabel was pissed and started toward the back door. Maria, knowing that no good could come from a confrontation between Isabel and Liz, cut her off just before the swinging door.

Maria: I think I’d better check on her. Why don’t you guys help yourselves to some sodas?

Maria headed up the stairs to the Parker’s apartment. She knocked on Liz’s door. Getting no response, she started to open the door.

Maria: Liz? Hey, Liz! Why aren’t you downstairs? The meeting was supposed to start, like, fifteen minutes ago. Hello? What’s going... on? Liz?

Maria faltered in her words and in her steps as she took in the scene in front of her. Liz’s room had been trashed. Furniture was overturned, her clothes were strewn about, photos and books littered the floor. And in the middle of it all lay Liz Parker. Maria looked at the still girl before her and took in a deep breath.

Maria: LIZ! Oh my God, what’s going on in here? Were you attacked? Is something missing? Are you hurt? Hello? Are you in there? Oh, God, what do I do? Okay, okay, I know this. Right, I’ll make sure she’s breathing and try to wake her up. What if she’s not breathing? Oh, God, I can’t think like that right now! I need to focus. Calm down, Maria. You need to help Liz.

Maria cautiously made her way through the rubble to her friend. Upon closer inspection, Maria noticed that Liz was in fact breathing. Heavily. Very heavily.

Maria: Oh, no! What’s wrong? Liz, c’mon, wake up. I can’t help you unless you wake up. Liz!!

Liz: (mumbled) Maaaaax.

Maria: Of course. Of course! Is anything in this stupid town human-related anymore? She seems okay, but she’s not waking up. Why aren’t you waking up? WAKE UP, LIZ!

She reached into her bag to pull out her cell phone and some aroma therapy jars. In a frustrated huff, Maria dumped the contents onto the back of her prostrate friend. She waved a vial of vanilla essence under her own nose, in an effort to calm herself, and then opened a bottle of peppermint and brought it to Liz’s only available nostril. Maria let out a sigh of relief as the brunette brought up a hand to wipe at her irritated nose.

Liz: Maaax... mmmmm... right there...

Maria: OH. MY. GOD.

Appropriately weirded out at having such close proximity to her moaning friend and her markedly absent right hand, Maria grabbed the nearest pillow and began to hit Liz with it. Maria kept up the attack, interspersing hits with curses and random alien hexes, until the over-stimulated girl began to shield herself from the blows. Liz rolled over and groggily sat up to remove a hairbrush that was digging into her back.

Michael: What’s taking so long? God, Maria, you can’t even do this one small thing. I can’t believe - What the fuck?

Maria: (under breath) Don’t even get me started on fucking...

Maria: Liz? Honey, what happened?

Liz: Huh?

Maria: Uhh, Liz, take a look around. Do you know what happened?

Liz: Oh my God! What happened?

Michael: That’s what I’d like to know!

Maria: Back off, Spaceboy. Go tell the troops we’ll be right down. Liz? What’s going on?

Michael ignored his estranged girlfriend’s words and rushed to Liz’s side.

Michael: Damnit, Maria! What’s going on? Liz, are you okay?

Liz: I... Yeah, I’m fine, Michael. Just... we’ll be right down.

Michael hesitantly left the room, stopping every few steps to look back at the upset girls.

Maria: Liz?

Liz: Maria, I... I don’t know. I’m so confused. Nothing is the way it’s supposed to be, except that now what was not supposed to be is supposed to be. And what was supposed to be isn’t, but I keep seeing it as though it is, and... Oh, God, do I want that life.

Maria: Liz, did you hit your head? What’s going on with you? You’ve been so out of it lately. I’m really worried about you, chica.

Liz: I... I-I’m sorry, Maria, but I can’t talk about this right now. Maybe not ever. I just... I just don’t even know how to explain what’s going on... or what isn’t going on... or what seems to be going on but isn’t. I can’t talk about it in a way that makes sense to anyone but me at this point, and it doesn’t really even make much sense to me. I feel like I’m losing it, Maria. Please, just... just give me some time, okay? Please?

Maria: (sighs) Okay, Liz. Obviously you’ve got some issues going on right now, but are you at least okay physically? ‘Cause I walked into this sty and you were buried under half of it, dead to the world.

Liz: I don’t know how this happened, but... yeah, I have my physical health.

Maria: Right. Okay, but I’m not giving up on this, Liz. For now, let’s just go deal with whatever the pod people are bitching about today.
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So I try to say
Goodbye my friend
I'd like to leave you with something warm
But never have I been a blue calm sea
I have always been a storm

"Storms" by Stevie Nicks
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Chapter Six

As Maria and Liz came down the stairs, they heard angry shouts.

Isabel: Why did Lonnie impersonate me?

Ava: I don't know.

Isabel: Why don't I believe you?

Ava: That's your problem.

Michael stretched out his hand and blew up one of the decorations in the Crashdown.

Michael: Don't piss us off.

Isabel: Fine! We'll do this the hard way.

Liz: Ok, ok, wait, wait. It's ok.

Liz: Come on, Ava. Ok, ok, Ava...you told me that you had a secret that you couldn't tell anyone. But, um...if Max is in danger, you have to tell us. You lost Zan. Please don't let me lose Max. I love him, you know, and I love him just as much as you did Zan. Please, Ava...don't let me lose him. Please.

Ava: Lonnie and Rath...killed Zan. And they're probably gonna kill Max.

Isabel: We've got to find a way to warn Max. He's in the middle of the summit right now.

Michael: Where's the summit being held?

Ava: Some building downtown.

Michael: You gotta do better than that.

Ava: I don't know anything more.

Liz: Hey, Isabel, um...can't you dreamwalk Max? You know, um...put a warning in his mind. You've done it before, you know, when he was in the white room.

Isabel: That was different. He was drugged. I was only a few miles away. He's across the country now.

Michael: I think we're out of alternatives.

Isabel: Damn it! It's not working. I can't reach him.

Michael: Yeah, but you gotta try again.

Isabel: Won't do any good. He's not hearing me.

Liz: Ok, so um, what's plan "B"?

Isabel: There isn't one.

Ava: Liz can do it.

Isabel: What?

Liz: What are you talking about?

Ava: Max brought you back from the dead. You've been changed.

Liz: What do you mean by changed?

Ava: Look, there ain't enough time to explain. You just gotta trust me here. If Max brought you back, then...you're different now.

Isabel: Liz... take my hand.

Liz: I don't know why, but I'm really scared to do this. You know, if you can't contact him, what makes you think I can?

Isabel: I know my brother, and I know that if there is one voice he will hear no matter where he is, no matter what he's doing, it's yours. Take my hand, Liz.

Liz put a hesitant hand in Isabel’s, and the girls closed their eyes, deep in concentration. After only a few moments, Isabel’s eyes opened. She was surprised to see that Liz was doing this on her own and held her hand to lend support and energy. Only minutes later, Liz’s eyes flew open as she sucked in a deep breath.

Liz: I saw him! He’s okay.

Isabel: Thank God.



Chapter Seven

November 24, 2000

I’m Liz Parker, but not the same Liz Parker that sat here only yesterday. Ava said that Max has changed me. If only she knew... But what I’m dealing with now is an actual physiological alteration of my person. The scientist in me is dying to analyze my cells under the microscope, but the scared little girl in me wants to ignore all of it.

I’ll deal with it, though, if only to calm the storm of guilt headed my way in the form of Max Evans. As fearful as I am of this unexpected uncertainty in my life, there’s a spark of hope emerging in my battered heart. Am I turning into an alien? Am I one of them now? It makes me question so many more things. I’ve compiled a list.

Questions/Issues

1. Am I becoming a hybrid?

2. If so, does this mean that I can help?

3. (Or be with Max???)

4. Are the dynamics of the foursquare changeable - could Ava fill in for Tess?

5. (Could I??)

6. Did this happen in the other time line?

(I’ve got to think that Future Max would have mentioned something this important. Maybe I never exhibited powers. Maybe I never needed to...)

I used alien powers today. Isabel helped to get me started, but I did the rest on my own. I could feel a strange energy flowing through my body. While sitting in a booth in New Mexico, I found myself aware that I was there across from Isabel, but I also could feel the chill of the New York winter brushing over my body. I was essentially two Liz Parkers.

And then I saw him. Max, Tess, Rath, and Lonnie were walking along a street. Rath grabbed Tess and covered her mouth with his hand. Lonnie used her powers to loosen a platform above Max. I was shouting at Max, trying to get his attention, but I don’t think he could hear me. I started to panic and called to him in my mind. His head snapped up, and he looked directly at me. I waved him toward me and began walking into the street to get to him. I saw him take a few steps forward, and then the platform collapsed. Before I could get another look, I was back in Roswell, shaken to the core.


With a heavy sigh, a confused Liz returned her journal to her “safe” in the brick wall. She still had no idea what had happened in her room earlier and was thankful that Michael and Maria seemed to have forgotten it in all the uproar. Wouldn’t I remember being attacked? She ran a shaky hand through her hair as she found yet another problem to add to her list.

Liz let out a small snort. Which list would that be? I’m living through lists lately. It was true, but Liz was so uncertain about so much that having this small semblance of control comforted her. She headed back inside through the window and knocked something onto the ground.

She retrieved it. As her hand rested on the small rock she kept on her windowsill, a souvenir of their night in the desert, she thought of that heated time. Stupid orb brought her here. Why would it call to me but send for her? She shrugged her shoulders in defeat and decided to take a nap. She let out a wry chuckle as she thought of Alex’s earlier quip: It’s SuperLiz! She’s just flown in from New York, and boy are her arms tired!

Her arms were indeed tired. Her whole body ached. Liz lay down on her bed and closed her eyes, praying that she wouldn’t be plagued by the dreams that were becoming her nightmares. Liz rolled the rock in her hand and smiled as she remembered when she and Max were searching for the orb. At least that’s a memory I’m sure of. She drifted off to sleep with the memento in her hand.

Liz is on her roof, sketching something in her journal.

Max: Liz.

Liz: Hi.

Max: I couldn't sleep.

Liz: Yeah, neither could I.

Liz: Uh, look, Max, I saw something when we were...it was something being buried, and it felt like it was something...something important. It was here.

Max: I know this. This is the old radio tower by Highway 42.

Liz: Max. Highway 42. Isn't that...

Max: Yeah. Just a couple miles from the crash.

Liz: Well, there's something buried there. If we're gonna do this, we've gotta do it tonight.

Liz and Max arrive at the area near the crash site.

Max: It should be around here somewhere.

Liz: So we have to decide what our next step's gonna be.

Max: Right.

Liz: I guess we could just start...digging.

Max: Or, uh...

Liz: Or, um...we could look for the next clue.

Max: Yeah. The clue idea seems more, uh...

Liz: More efficient.

Max: Yeah. Right this minute... I can't... not touch you.

Liz: Let's just lie down.

Max unfolds a blanket and spreads it out on the ground.

Max: Are you scared?

Liz: Well, I know I'm supposed to be, but...I'm just gonna put myself in your hands.

Max scoops her up into his arms and then lays her down on the blanket. He quickly joins her, and they lay facing each other. Max cups her face in his hands and locks eyes with her.

Max: Are you sure?

Liz: Yes.

Max leans in and kisses her, willing her to feel all of his love in his wordless expression. Liz kisses him back just as passionately, and their control slips away as they connect. While he is sucking on her neck, Liz skillfully removes his jacket and pulls his shirt out of his pants. Max lets out a gasp as he feels her fingers gliding over his skin.

Needing more skin contact, Max awkwardly tries to remove her coat, as well. They both laugh as it gets caught at her elbows.

Liz: Let’s just take off our tops.

Max: Okay.

Max’s shirt is easily drawn over his head, and he pulls back to watch her undress. She removes her jacket and shirt. As Liz’s hands reach behind her to unclasp her bra, Max stops her.

Max: May I?

Liz nods and lays back down. Max’s body follows, and his lips find their way to hers. He settles himself between her legs and gently rests his body on her small frame. He kisses his way down her throat and along her collar bone. When he reaches a bra strap, Max grips it with his teeth and pulls it over her shoulder. He kisses his way to her other shoulder and repeats his actions. He moves his lips lower to the delicate skin at the swell of her breasts.

Max continues his downward journey and reaches her pointy nipples. He bites gently at the nub through the satin of her bra and grins as he hears a low moan escape Liz’s lips. He sucks on the fabric-encased pleasure point until he can take it no more. He pulls the bra down over her breasts to rest on her stomach and renews his laving. He feels Liz moving her arms and realizes that she’s trapped by her bra. Max slides his arms beneath her and unclasps the scrap of fabric.

He returns his mouth to her luscious breasts, but Liz stops him. He looks up at her questioningly.

Liz: Max... Can we just... ‘cause I’m pretty set... from earlier...

Max: You’re sure?

Liz: Positive.

He returns to her lips for a moment, trying to express his gratitude and love. He kisses her tenderly until he feels a small hand cupping his straining cock. Max drives his tongue into her eager mouth and slides a hand under her jeans. Her hips rise, trying to get his fingers closer to where she needs them, and Max is more than willing to do her bidding. He continues to ravage her mouth while he unbuttons and unzips her jeans.

He tears himself away from Liz’s lips and moves down to her feet. He removes her shoes and socks, and then he slowly slides down her pants. Max reaches for her panties and waits for her to nod before removing them as well. Liz is lying before him in all of her naked beauty, and Max silently gives thanks for the treasure laid bare before him.

Liz sits up and crawls toward him at the bottom of the blanket. She smiles up at him and motions for him to lie down. She mimics his earlier actions and soon the pair is holding each other with nothing between them.
They gently caress each other and whisper words of love and hunger. Max rolls Liz beneath him and begins to thrust against her. He kneels between her thighs and directs his cock over her slick folds. He rubs his cock against Liz’s clitoris and moans loudly at the feel of her wetness on his skin. He looks up at her one last time.

Max: You’re sure?

Liz: Yes. I love you.

Max: I love you, too.

He lays himself over her again, resting on his left arm as his right brings his cockhead into position. As he feels her lips start to open, he evens his body and kisses Liz. She gasps as she feels him enter her slowly, just barely getting the head inside of her. Liz’s body begins to tremble as she feels something coming. Max begins to cautiously rock into her, letting himself barely slip inside her before pulling back again.

A beeping sound is heard. As the vision overtakes her, Liz begins to cum on the small amount of Max that is resting inside of her.

Liz: Mmmmmm... Oh, my God. Max, that's it.

Max: What?

Liz: That's the sound I heard in my vision.

Hearing her moans and feeling her walls squeezing his aching flesh, Max resists all of his instincts and pulls out of Liz. He frantically thrusts against her abdomen, and her name spews from his lips as his cum squirts onto Liz’s body.

They lay together to regain their breath. Finally, Max gets up and uses his boxers to clean Liz’s stomach.

Max: I’m sorry...

Liz: No, don’t apologize. That was... wow. Thank you.

Max: Thank you.

He helps Liz to her feet and the two dress quickly, avoiding eye contact. They head over to the clearing and unearth the alien artifact. Max meets Liz’s gaze and they share a shy smile.



Chapter Eight

Liz rolled over in bed to slap the annoying buzz coming from her alarm clock. She sat up with a sigh and rubbed her hands over her face in an effort to wake up. Realizing that it was Saturday and that Max was coming home today, Liz hopped out of bed. The air came out of her in a huff as she tripped over her cluttered floor and landed in a heap. She sat on the ground for a moment, thinking over her options. Pick up the mess? Ignore it completely? Go to Max’s house and wait for him - naked - on his bed?

Her straying thoughts were halted as she heard a tap on her window. Liz looked up and held her hand to her brow to avoid the harsh glare of the sun. It was Max. Great. Not only will he have a million questions, but there will be even more when he sees this mess. How am I going to talk my way out of this one? She got up slowly and went over to unlock the window and let Max in.

Liz: Hi, Max. I - I wasn’t expecting you back so soon.

Max: I had to get back. I had to see you. I got on a plane and... Well, I’m here.

Liz: Oh.

Max: Yeah. So, umm... how are you?

Liz: I’m... okay. How about you?

Max: Good. I’m good... Liz...

She turns to face her mirror and sees him watching her reflection.

Liz: I keep looking for some sort of change.

Max: You mean like...

Max put two fingers on top of Liz's head, as if she had alien antennae.

Liz: Yeah. Something like that... It's nice to see you smile again.

Max: I want to thank you for saving my life.

Liz: I guess that makes us even.

Max: And... I'd like to... start again... our friendship, that is. I mean... I miss it.

Liz: Yeah. Um... I miss it, too.

She turned to look at him and made brief eye contact. Oh! Those eyes. I wish he could see what is really in front of him. I wish I could show him. Hoping he would see, but fearing it even more, Liz looked away. Max, too, looked around, avoiding the heartbreak in front of him. Suddenly, he noticed his surroundings and grimaced.

Max: Liz? What happened here?

Liz: What?

Max: Your room... What happened to it?

Liz: (distractedly) Oh, umm... I was thinking about redecorating.

Max: Really? Liz, if we’re gonna be friends, can’t we at least start off with some honesty?

Liz looks up, fearing that he’s hinting around at much more than the disaster in her bedroom.

Max: Liz?

Liz: (sighs) Honestly, I don’t know what happened. I... I was in my room walking around, and the next thing I knew, I was lying on the floor and Maria was beating me with a pillow. There was this giant mess, and I was dead to the world in the middle of it.

Max: Are you okay?

Max rushed over to her and ran his hands over her body. Liz shivered, and Max realized what he was doing. He backed away abruptly and stuck his traitorous hands in his pockets.

Liz: Yeah. I’m fine, just... really confused. I - everything is so messed up! I’m so messed up!

Max: Liz? What are you confused about? Is this because of the changes? I - God, Liz, I’m so sorry for that. I didn’t mean -

Liz: No! Max, no, don’t ever be sorry. Okay? If I had to choose between dying or getting your super powers, I’d choose you every time.

Max: Super powers?

Liz: Yeah... Um, Alex’s words, not mine.

Max: So, you’d choose me over death? Good to know...

Liz: Of course I would! How could you think... oh.

Max: I don’t really know what to think about anything anymore, Liz.

Liz: I - I’m sorry. I didn’t -

Max: No, don’t be. It’s your life. You were right.

Liz looked at him out of the corner of her eye. He was standing by her desk, his head down. He looks so vulnerable. God, I wish I could make this better. I could, but that would just make things worse in the long run. I hate this!

Max: So, you don’t know what happened, but you’re okay? And nothing’s missing?

Liz: I’m okay, yeah. Umm, I haven’t really checked on everything. It’s been pretty crazy around here.

Max: Okay... Why don’t you check it out? I’ll help you clean this up. Umm, I mean, if you want me to...

Liz: Yeah. Yeah, that sounds great.

She hurried outside to check on her prized possession. The journal was safe. She let out a sigh, realizing that a safe journal meant a safe Max. As she headed back inside, she noticed Max bent over something. Why am I being tempted like this? I’m trying to be good!

Liz: Max?

Max: Oh. I, uh... I thought we should make piles... clothes, books, papers...

Liz: What’s in your hand?

Max: (blushing) It’s nothing. I saw something under your bureau and thought I’d grab it while I was down here. It’s, uh... this.

Max held up a pink scrap of lace.

Liz: Oh. Umm, yeah. I...

Max: Right. Well, anyway... Here.

Liz reached to grab the lingerie from his trembling hand. As she made contact with it, her hand lightly brushed against his. Liz felt the room start to spin. She heard a sharp inhale of breath, but she wasn’t sure if it was hers or Max’s.



Chapter Nine

Max and Liz were in the Granilith chamber. Liz was standing back, watching Max pace. When she realized that he’d probably forgotten her presence, Liz walked over to him. She gave him a gentle kiss and took his hand. They sat down against the chamber walls.

Liz: So... you wanna talk about it?

Max: God, Liz, it was awful. I felt so incompetent. Everyone knew what was going on but me. These people - my people possessed human bodies to have this conference. There were representatives from planets I’ve never heard of, and they all had over fifty years of hostilities to air. And there I was, sitting in the middle of the room without a fucking clue as to what was going on. This one man, Larek, he took over Brody’s body, and he told me that we were friends in my past life. How do I know what is true and what isn’t? And just when I was starting to get a handle on the situation, in walked Nicolas.

Liz: (gasps) But he’s dead!

Max: That’s what I thought. But I was the only one who was surprised to see him there. Tess didn’t look surprised to see him, which is worrying me. She’s the one who killed him... I should never have gone. Or I should have brought you with me. I just want to keep you safe, Liz. All of you.

Liz: You’re doing the best you can.

Max: But it’s not enough! They planned a peace treaty that hinged on me turning over the Granilith to them. Why is this thing so important? Nicolas tried to brush it off, but the representatives went into an uproar when they found out that Khivar didn’t have it and that I did. There was no one to ask what the damn thing does, just a room full of aliens hurling insults at each other.

Liz: What did you do, Max?

Max: I refused to turn it over. I have no idea what it does or what it is, but I just know that it’s important. Too many people are going to extreme lengths to get it. That’s got to mean something. I just wish that I knew... God, something. Anything. I wanted to give it to them, renounce my right to the throne, and get out of there. But I couldn’t. I wanted to give it all up and just spend the rest of my life with you, but I kept my promise to you, Liz. If I had given them the cone, I think maybe we’d have a better chance at a safer life, but... I couldn’t be sure. And I’d rather take on their wrath by myself than accidentally pass it on in some messed-up order of succession.

Liz: Max... I think you made the best choice you could with what little information you had. This is an impossible situation. You don’t know who to trust...

Max: I know. I know. And that was the major reason for me not cutting a deal. I can’t be sure that they’d honor the terms. What if they took the seal from me, but it activated in someone else? I mean, can that be controlled? I’d hate to find out that it was passed to Isabel or you or...

Liz: Don’t! Don’t do this to yourself! You can only do so much, Max. We have to have faith in ourselves and in each other. You’ll be able to make better decisions if you’re more sure of yourself. You’ve got a lot of responsibilities being thrown at you, and I have added more than my fair share of the load, but -

Max hushed her with two fingers to her lips. He looked into her eyes and spoke.

Max: Liz, I don’t think I could do this without you. Whatever problems being with you may bring, I can handle them. It’s when we’re apart that things get so screwed up. Please don’t blame yourself for anything that’s happened. You didn’t ask to be shot, you didn’t ask me to fall in love with you... You didn’t ask for any of it, but you accepted it all in stride. I’m so proud of you, of who you are. Things will work out. With you by my side, anything is possible.

Liz: Oh, Max. I love you so much!

He wiped at her tears and pulled her in against his chest. He placed a soft kiss on Liz’s forehead and let out a contented sigh.

Max: I love you, too.

They stayed in each other’s arms for several minutes, soaking in the comfort they found there. Max looked down at her and lifted her chin toward his face.

Max: So, did you miss me?

Liz: Maybe. Did you miss me?

Max: Yes. Very much. And I think we have several days of missing each other to make up. Don’t you agree?

Liz stood up, backing away from him.

Liz: I don’t know. I’ll have to think about it.

Liz let out a surprised squeak as Max lunged at her. She ran around the small room, laughing when he reached for and missed her. Realizing that her energy was better spent in Max’s arms than out of them, she stopped at the wall near the pods and turned to him. Liz looked up at him and gestured for him to come to her. He stepped forward and stopped an arm’s length away from her.

Liz: Okay. I’ve thought about it. Let’s kiss and make up.

Max: Maybe I don’t want to anymore.

Liz, tired of this game she’d started, grabbed onto Max’s shirt and twirled him around so that he was leaning against the chamber wall. Their breaths were harsh, and all teasing was gone from their minds.

Liz stretched up to kiss him, one hand finding its way to the base of his neck while the other slipped under both of his shirts. She felt need take over and rushed to remove his button down shirt. Max was feeling the same urge and began lifting her sweater. They were getting tangled up in their hurry. Liz stepped back and pulled the sweater over her head. Max followed her lead, yanking off his t-shirt, and then slipped out of his shoes. He watched as she took off the lacy pink bra he liked so much. He was momentarily stunned by the sight of her beauty but was brought to action as she pressed her naked chest against his.

He reached down to kiss her again. Max was frustrated with the height difference and picked her up. Liz wrapped her legs around his waist and Max spun them around. Liz was surprised when she didn’t feel the wall she’d expected to be pressed against, but instead was deposited on a seat. She didn’t bother to analyze her position, distracted by the feeling of being surrounded by Max. He was thrusting against her, sending intense sparks of need out from the area he was exciting. She snuck a hand into his pants, providing them both with extra stimulation.

Max was taking possession of her mouth. She moaned as his tongue engaged hers in a game of tag. Liz could feel everything he was doing to her, but everything felt magnified. His strong scent was washing over her, his body so warm it almost burned her skin, the feel of his hands on her body sent shivers down her back. She felt, rather than heard, a low hum that seemed to be encompassing them. Liz couldn’t decide if it was coming from them or at them, and at that moment, she didn’t really care.

Liz threw her head back as Max kissed and licked his way down her throat. She felt his hands removing her shoes, but his mouth never wavered. He sucked a sensitive nipple into his hungry mouth, and Liz’s eyes flew open at the intensity this simple act provoked in her. She was surprised to find that she was sitting at the edge of one of the pods. Liz was a little weirded out by this, fearing that she was about to fuck him in one of the others’ pods.




Chapter Ten

Liz: Max?

She had to physically remove his mouth from her breast to get his attention. Even then, he didn’t take his talented hand from inside her jeans. For that matter, neither did she.

Liz: Max! Is this your pod?

Max: Huh? Yeah... what?

She gripped his cock a little harder, trying to get his attention. It did, but he answered her ploy by thrusting a second finger into her wet hole.

Liz: Oh, God...

Max: Did you want something?

Liz: Mmmmmm... Wait, wait, wait! Is this your pod, Max?

Max: Yeah. Is this okay?

Liz: O-okay. Umm, yeah, I guess...

He suddenly pulled her out of the nook, and Liz was astonished to find that she was disappointed by this. It wasn’t like the space was filled with that gross debris, as it had been when they’d first found the hidden cave. They had cleaned out the pods when they had discovered the Granilith. But he had different plans than Liz had suspected. Max took off his remaining clothes and then stripped her, as well. Liz let out a yelp as she was turned to face his birthspace.

Max leaned her back against his chest, pulling her in towards him with one arm as the other swept her hair to one side. He leaned into her exposed neck, and his mouth hovered over her excited flesh. He whispered his plea into her tiny ear.

Max: May I take you like this?

It took her a moment to respond. Everything about this situation was something new to them. The position, the alien scenery, the urgency Liz felt surrounding her, threatening to consume her.

Liz: Yes! Please, just take me!

He leaned her forward, until she was resting comfortably in the confines of the empty shell. He kissed his way down her back while situating himself and encouraging her legs to spread farther apart. Max slipped a hand down between her legs to ensure her readiness and was surprised at how wet she was. Liz turned her head to look at him just as he put the fingers coated in her secretions into his mouth. Watching him enjoy her body so openly turned her on immensely. She felt her need for him spike.

Liz: Max! Fuck. Me. Now!

Max looked up at her impassioned words and felt his own urgency rise. He led his thick member to her waiting pussy, coating it completely in her juices before plunging into her in one powerful thrust. Neither could hold in their moans. Liz felt full and wanton at the feel of Max’s cock hitting her from a different angle. She realized that he was waiting for her to move, and so she squeezed her tight walls around him.

He let out a choked breath and began moving. He started out slowly, testing this new position, making sure that Liz was enjoying this as much as he was. Max began thrusting into her harder as he felt her pushing back to meet him. He spread the cheeks of her ass, wanting to see himself plunging into her. She let out a low moan as she felt herself being pulled in this way. Liz snuck a hand down to rub at her clitoris and was amazed to feel how wet she was. Her thumb pressed against the excited nub, while two fingers spread open to surround Max’s cock as it hammered into her.

Liz shouted out Max’s name as she began to cum. Her pussy walls were tightening and releasing around him inside of her, and her fingers were squeezing him on the outside. Max pushed into her a few more times before he reached his peak. His hips continued to pump into her long after he had exploded inside of her. He rested his arms near the top of the pod while he attempted to catch his breath. He closed his eyes and felt as if he was losing his bearings. Max opened his eyes to find that he and Liz were pushing the pods out of the wall. He managed to pull Liz out of her resting place before the foursquare collapsed.

Liz: Max! Oh my God! ... What is that?

All four pods had fallen forward, leaving a square hole in the wall. On the ground, as if buried beneath the faux-uteri, was a spiral notebook made of some kind of metal, looking much like the alien book Tess had revealed to them in the spring.

Max: I don’t know...


Liz glanced up at Max, dazed by the recent vision. She looked into his eyes, trying to discern if he’d seen anything or not. His expression was unreadable. I’ve got to play this smart. If he didn’t see anything and I ask him about it... Okay, Liz, be cool.

Liz: So, umm, can I have that now?

Max: What?

Liz: In your hand...

Max looked at his hand, as if just realizing it was there, and hurriedly dropped the bra into Liz’s hands. He scratched behind his right ear, which had reddened considerably, and headed toward the window.

Liz: I thought you were gonna help me pick up?

Max: Yeah. I, uh... There’s something I need to take care of.

Liz: Oh. Well, then, I guess I’ll see you later.

Max: Yeah... Liz?

Liz: Mmhmm?

Max: There's just one thing I have to say. One thing I have to ask... and... I promise I'll never ask it again.

Liz: Yeah. Go ahead.

Max: Did you... sleep with Kyle?

Liz nodded slightly.

Max: Okay... I'll see you tomorrow.

Max climbed out the window, leaving behind a Liz that was frustrated in more ways than one. The first, of course, being sexually. All of these damn dreams and nothing to show for it. This is cruel and unusual punishment! She didn’t know where these dreams were coming from and didn’t know how to control them. She was worried about what had just happened, if Max had seen what she had. I guess the only way to find out if it’s real is to check out the pod chamber. I wonder if I can get in on my own...
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So I try to say
Goodbye my friend
I'd like to leave you with something warm
But never have I been a blue calm sea
I have always been a storm

"Storms" by Stevie Nicks
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Chapter Eleven

Liz decided that she’d try to get into the pod chamber on her own before having to explain to one of the aliens why she needed to get inside. Like any of them would just accept that I wanted to see it... As she neared the rock formation, she was not surprised to see Max’s jeep parked at the bottom. At least he’ll be more trusting than Michael would be.

She slowly climbed the short trail to the chamber door and was only slightly startled to find Max sitting outside it. Liz had hoped for more time to prepare. Great. How do I explain this?

Liz: Hi.

Max: Hey.

Liz: So... What brings you out here?

Max: I think you know.

Liz: I’m not sure what you mean.

Max stood up abruptly and was face-to-face with Liz in seconds. She started to take a step backward, but Max anticipated her retreat and stopped her by putting his hands on her shoulders.

Max: You’re lying to me again! Damnit, Liz, it hasn’t even been an hour and you’ve lied to me twice!!

Liz: Wh-What are you talking about?

Max: If you’re here... then you saw what I saw. Now, I know that what we saw didn’t happen, but I think you know why we saw it. I know it wasn’t a fantasy because you’ve never seen the granilith, but it was in the vision we saw - an exact copy. And I know... that you think you need to keep this all from me, but I’m telling you right now that you don’t.

He dropped his hands and began to pace. Max frustratedly ran a hand through his already disheveled hair.

Max: Liz, that’s the first flash I’ve gotten from you in months. And I felt... I felt how you were feeling as we watched it. You want that. You want me. But something is keeping you from that... from being with me. Why won’t you tell me, Liz? Don’t you know how much I love you? After everything... I must be a fool, but I do. I love you.

Max walked over to her again. He took Liz’s face in his hands and looked her in the eyes.

Max: There is nothing you can say or do that will make me hate you or turn away from you, Liz Parker. Please. Please, tell me what this is all about.

Liz turned away from his tear-filled eyes with a sob. Her shoulders started to shake and she began to fall on legs weakened by months of guilt. Max caught her beneath her shoulders and knees before she could hit the ground and pulled her into his chest. He walked her into the pod chamber and sat down with Liz still cradled in his arms. Max stroked her hair and whispered soothing words to her until her sobs had been reduced to the occasional shuddered breath.

Liz: I want to tell you, Max. I do... but...

Max: But...

Liz: I’m so scared.

Max: Of what? Of who? Is someone threatening you?!

Liz: No, no... not really. I... I can’t do this anymore. Not to me, and especially not to you. I know I made a promise, but this can’t be the way that things were meant to be. I... I’m gonna tell you now, Max. Just... just give me a second, okay?

Max: I’ll give you eternity.

Liz: Oh, Max. It’s things like that that have made this so much harder...

She got up and began to pace the length of the outer chamber.

Liz: This is going to sound unbelievable, but I need you to just listen to me. Okay? Please don’t interrupt. I... I don’t know if I’ll be able to get the courage to continue if I stop. (sighs) Max, when I first got home from Florida... I was trying my hardest to do what I thought was right, but you were just making it so hard. The, uh... the night that you sang to me? With the mariachi band? Well, see, I wasn’t alone when you showed up. I was with you -

She looked up at him sharply, giving Max a look that told him to keep quiet.

Liz: I got a visitor earlier that evening. He was you. Just from fourteen years in the future. I didn’t believe it at first, either, but... I’d know you anywhere, Max. After I got fooled by Nasedo, I just... I learned to trust my feelings. And it... he was you. You came back through time in the granilith. See, the singing and the concert tickets? They would have worked if he hadn’t showed up. Oh, Max, we would have made love the night of the Gomez concert. But... but that’s what we did where he was from. And our love, it blinded us to a lot of what was going on around us. We - I guess we ignored Tess or treated her badly... and she left. Which was okay for a while, but... but the Skins and Khivar’s army came to Earth and brought a war with them. He... he said that it wasn’t enough, just you and Michael and Isabel. You needed Tess. You need Tess. Without the foursquare, we - you just weren’t strong enough. Oh, God, Max, I tried so hard to make you let me go. He said I had to make you fall out of love with me. I tried, but you were just so damn stubborn! I wanted to give up, and then he told me about... the casualties. He, um, he said that Isabel had died two weeks before he left, and Michael had died in his arms just before he came. I just... I couldn’t let that happen. Not if I knew a way to stop it. So when you didn’t listen to me when I basically called you a freak and told you all of those horrible lies... I was desperate. So I went to Kyle. He, uh... he has no idea why he was there. We didn’t... we didn’t consummate, Max. Oh, God, I could never imagine myself with anyone but you.

Max: Liz... I - I don’t know what to say...

Liz: Max, that’s not even all of it. I mean, I know that I helped to save Isabel and Michael, but he told me things... wonderful things that will never happen now. Max, we would have formed an incredible bond that night, so much stronger than what he have now. And... we would have eloped at nineteen. And now... Now I’m getting flashes of that other time line, I guess. And it’s just so perfect there and so damn rotten here... And now I’ve told you and ruined everything. I did it all for nothing. They’re going to die anyway...

Max stopped her mid-stride and pulled her into a hug.

Max: Liz! Liz, listen to me. Okay? What you did? I... I don’t even know how to thank you. I mean, I can’t say that it didn’t hurt, that it hasn’t hurt for months. But... but, God, Liz, only you could do something like this. I don’t know of anyone else that selfless. I... We’ll make sure that Tess stays. We’ll find a way. I promise you.

Liz looked up at him then and saw the hope shining in his eyes. She just wanted to lose herself in his arms one more time. She knew this was wrong, but her body was crying out for his. Liz felt an energy traveling through her body, joining with the force coming from Max’s, and it was exhilarating. She felt her senses come to life. Her hearing and taste increased. She could smell every subtlety of Max’s body, could see his emotions surrounding him. His hope and his love were breaking through the haze of hurt and distrust that had hovered around him for months. Her skin felt charged. Everywhere he touched her sent shivers through her body. The slightest caress left her in rapture.

They stood on shaky ground, aware of what the repercussions of their actions might be, but trapped in bodies throbbing with desire. It was possible that the fate of the world rested on their lips.



Chapter Twelve

When Max brought his talented lips down to hers, Liz couldn’t resist. She had missed him so very much. Just one more kiss, and then I’ll stop him. But one kiss from Max was never enough. Their mouths opened over one another’s with force, tongues welcomed in for exploration. They kissed with the passion of long-separated lovers, at first tentatively, relearning the territory. Within moments of these first brush-ups, they had resumed the ease they had once enjoyed.

Liz could feel her body trembling, consumed with an ache she hadn’t felt in a very long time. Her body began to shake, needing much more from Max than what he was currently giving. She began to unbutton his shirt, teasing him into action. While her hands were busy between their heated bodies, Max’s hands slid under her shirt to stroke the soft skin of her back.

With the removal of Max’s outer shirt, Liz buried her hands under his t-shirt to caress the contours of his shapely chest. As her hands made their way around to touch his back, Max’s hands made their way to her front. He cupped a breast in each hand, tentatively molding them to his palms. Liz looked up at him when he began stimulating her sensitive nipples. He felt her watching him, and Max opened the eyes he’d closed in ecstasy at the feeling. They stood in silence as they gazed into each other’s dilated eyes.

Liz: Max... I... this isn’t right.

Max: I know.

Liz: But... I don’t want to stop. I can’t stop.

Max: Me, either.

Taking advantage of their slight distance, Max began to lift her shirt over her head. She replaced her hands at his waist and pulled his shirt up, as well. Their lips found each other before their shirts had touched the floor. He reached behind Liz to remove her bra, stopping when he couldn’t figure out the contraption. He kissed his way down her neck and towards her shoulder, opening his eyes in an effort to remove more of her clothing.

Liz: It hooks in the front.

Max sheepishly looked up at her and nodded his head. He resumed kissing her lips and brought his hands between her breasts. He fumbled with it for a while, eventually removing his lips to get a look at the complex mechanism masquerading in white cotton. Liz had to hold in her laugh as he looked up at her with a pitiful pout on his beautiful lips. She brushed his hands away to remove the bra herself. She had only the chance to open the clasp before Max’s hands had found their way under the cups.

She rolled her shoulders until the hampering fabric was at her feet. Liz’s hands found their way to Max’s head and neck as his mouth kissed its way down her throat to her waiting breasts. He kneeled before her, groping her tender flesh with both hands. He attached his mouth to her right breast, and the hand that had previously occupied that space slowly wandered down her side. Max lightly trailed his fingers up and down her right side, delighting in the raised skin, her increased trembling, and the tightening pull on his hair.

Liz whimpered when he removed his hot mouth from her tightened nipple, only to release a moan as he blew on the momentarily neglected skin. Max sucked the firm bud back into his mouth and slowly pulled back, drawing her nipple out as far as it could go. He released it from his mouth and then went to work on her left breast. By the time he’d finished administering his oral affection, Liz was itching to feel his skin against her own.

She pulled him up by his shoulders and sighed as she felt her sensitive nipples brush against the heated skin of his chest. His arms surrounded her, bringing her in closer to his needy body. Max buried his face in her neck, sighing in contentment as Liz’s nose nuzzled his cheek. He whispered to her.

Max: I love you, Liz. So much...

Liz: I love you, too, Max. I... I know we shouldn’t... but... just this once. Just this once I need to have you.

Max: I-I know...

They looked into each other’s eyes, and the tender moment was over. Desire swept through their bodies. Their lips fused as their hands swept urgently over skin that was both exposed and clothed. Max walked her backward until he reached a corner of the room where they kept some emergency supplies. He pulled away from her and retrieved a blanket from the scant pile behind them. He lay it out on the ground and returned to Liz’s waiting lips.

Max: We don’t have to, umm...

Liz: I know. I... I want to. Please?

He didn’t answer her. He drew her to him again, leaving room between them to place his hands on her jeans. He unfastened them and slipped a hand inside. Liz quickly followed suit, sliding a hand under his pants and through the flap on the front of his boxers. Max inhaled sharply at her gentle squeeze. He took her lips again and couldn’t prevent himself from thrusting into her when her hand started to stroke his covered cock. His own hand made its way under her panties, and Liz swivelled her hips in response.

Max backed away again. He kneeled before her and began removing her shoes and socks. Her jeans and underwear were quick to follow. Max stayed there for a moment, taking in the sight of a naked Liz Parker - something he never thought he’d see again.

Liz: Max... Your clothes... umm, should I? Or... did you want to...?

Max: Oh. Right. I, uh...

Max hastily stood up to step out of his shoes and socks. His hands went to his pants, but Liz stopped him. She copied his earlier actions and kneeled before him. Liz pulled down his jeans and boxers in one quick shove and briskly removed his feet from the last of their clothing. She peeked up at him from her position, taking in the vision of masculine perfection standing before her. She couldn’t help her reaction; she leaned in towards him and closed her mouth over his glistening cock.

His body reacted immediately, pushing his hips forward before he was really even aware of what she was doing to him. Max looked down at her and took in a deep breath. Liz was kneeling before him, naked, and her pouty lips were wrapped around his erect member. It took enormous strength, but Max managed to remove himself from the incredible suction her mouth was generating.

He got down on his knees, as well, and took her mouth in a passionate kiss. He dragged Liz’s body toward his, not letting up until she was settled over his thighs. Max thrust his tongue deeply into her mouth, encouraging her to respond in kind. He pulled her in closer to his body, raising himself up a bit to thrust against her wet folds. Max let out a loud groan that vibrated through her mouth, and she replied with a murmur of satisfaction when she felt his thick cock slide against her aching pussy.

Max: I... I can’t... I want to please you, Liz, but... God, I’ve got to be in you now!

Liz: Make love to me, Max. I - I need you, too...

Their eyes connected, transferring without words all of the things they wanted to say. I’m sorry. I love you. I need you. I want you.

Max held her in his arms as he lay them down on the blanket. He settled himself in her embrace, feeling her skin brush against areas of him that hadn’t been touched since the night they had found the orb. She trembled as she felt his body move over hers, wanting to savor the moment, but also wanting to be in the moment. He felt Liz’s trembling and took her face in his hands while looking in her eyes.

Max: Is... is this okay? We don’t have to -

Liz: No! Max, no... please. Don’t stop... I-I need you. So much...

Max understood her meaning and leaned down to kiss her. He grasped his erection in his hand and led it to her waiting body. He’d just barely pressed into her when he suddenly stopped. Liz looked up at him worriedly.

Liz: Max?

Max: Liz... I, uh... I don’t have anything.

Liz: Shit.

They both closed their eyes, trying to forget about the urgency that was overtaking their bodies and minds. Liz looked up at Max with a wry smile on her flushed face.

Liz: Wait. Umm, Max...? You know about those dreams I’ve been having?

Max: Yeah...

Liz: Well, I got the impression that we didn’t need to... I guess we can’t, um, breed...

Max: Oh. I... I don’t know what to say...

Liz: Can we talk about this later? (smiles) I’d really like to finish this.

Max was still apprehensive and was about to pull out of her when he felt Liz’s feet pushing against his ass. He fell forward a bit, pushing himself deeper into her slick pussy. He looked up to see a satisfied smile on Liz’s face and couldn’t suppress a grin of his own. She reached her arms around his neck and pulled his face down towards hers. As she kissed him, she urged him forward again with her feet. Max didn’t need any more prodding than this to start again.

He moved her feet so that they were resting on his lower back. Max began moving forward inside of her, thrusting his tongue in her mouth slowly in time with the gentle rocking of their bodies. Liz began to suck on his tongue as it reached the back of her mouth. As she grew more accustomed to his presence in her body, she began to move her hips, urging Max to move faster.

Max finally slid all the way inside of her and stopped, lost in the feeling of one of his dreams coming true. He didn’t have long to revel, though, before Liz’s hips had started to move against his. She wrapped her legs around his waist, trapping his body in her cross-legged embrace, and began to thrust herself up and out. Neither had time to think how she knew this maneuver. Or how he knew instinctively to support her lower back with a splayed palm. They were too caught up in their pleasure.

Liz had never felt so alive. Her entire body was on edge. Every place that her skin contacted Max’s was ablaze with feeling. She could feel what seemed to her like mini-climaxes occurring all over her flushed body. As Max crawled up onto his knees, Liz could feel the climax she’d been headed towards approaching faster. He lifted her hips and began frantically plunging into her. She could feel his balls slapping against her, and something about this really turned her on. She began to squeeze her pussy walls, hoping to bring on her orgasm.

She succeeded in bringing them both to completion with this muscular contraction. His name was on her lips as her world began to spin. She distantly heard Max cry out her name and then felt jolts of energy and awareness flow through her sated body. They clung to one another as they recovered from their love-making and the emotional drain that this day had brought.

Max rolled to the side, carrying Liz with him. They lazily trailed hands and lips over the other’s body, occasionally emitting a sigh or a whisper of love.

As they fell asleep, each had very different thoughts on what had just happened between them. Liz knew that they needed to talk, but she was simply too tired to deal with it just then. The last thing she heard before she fell into a troubled sleep was Max’s distressed voice.

Max: Why are you still lying to me? I’ve barely slept since I saw you with Kyle. Liz, I thought I knew you, and I didn't believe that you would do that to me. You just told me that you didn’t sleep with him, but... God, Liz, I know this wasn’t your first time. It doesn't make sense. Please, tell me what happened. Please...



Chapter Thirteen

Max shows up with the Gomez tickets in hand, just like Future Max had predicted. He sees Liz and Kyle in bed together and is stunned. He drops the tickets and leaves. His voice overlays the scene.

Max: I haven't slept since I saw you with Kyle. Liz, I know you, and I don't believe that you would do that to me. It doesn't make sense. Tell me what happened... Liz...

His name was on her lips as her world began to spin. She distantly heard Max cry out her name and then felt jolts of energy and awareness flow through her sated body. They clung to one another as they recovered from their love-making and the emotional drain that this day had brought.

Max: Why are you still lying to me?


Liz shot up from her frightening dream and wildly looked around. She felt cold without Max’s arms surrounding her, and she wondered where he was. She threw her blankets off of her sweaty body and swung her legs to the side of her bed. It was then that she realized that she was not in the pod chamber. She was in her bedroom.

She held in her tears and made her way to the bathroom. On her way, she noticed that her room had been picked up. When the hell did I do that? Forget that, when... how did I get home last night? Liz shook her head and continued towards her morning routine. She was almost finished with her shower when she realized that she had washed away what might have passed for evidence of last night’s actions.

Finding no clues to her whereabouts the previous night, Liz rinsed her hair and turned off the water. She dried herself off and wrapped a towel around her wet head. Slipping into her robe, Liz went over the events of the past few days in her mind. She paced in her de-cluttered room, desperately trying to recount her words, actions, and dreams. This is useless. I’ve got to try to work this out on paper. Maybe I’ll catch something this time...

Liz rushed to put on some clothes and ran a comb through her wet hair. She went out onto her balcony and got her journal. Wanting to stay warm, Liz brought the book back inside with her and settled down in her bed.

November 25, 2000... No.
November 26, 2000

I’m Liz Parker, and I’m not really even sure what day it is. I checked on my computer, and it says it’s Sunday. I’m going to go with that.

Why the confusion? Well, the dreams I’ve been having are getting ever-more realistic. I’m not sure about anything I’ve done in the past few days, but yesterday in particular. I have no idea what went on in my life yesterday. Nothing is making sense anymore, and I’m not thinking clearly enough to sort things through without having some sort of evidence in front of me. So I’m going to try again to figure something out.

Things that I’m sure have happened:

Future Max ruined my life (as I knew it).
The duplicate set showed up (minus Zan) last week.
Max went to New York with Tess to attend the Summit.
Something alien is happening to me -- I’m getting powers.
Ava left, and I didn’t even think to ask her any questions.

Things that I’m sure have not happened:
Max and I making love, period.
Or in any of the following places:
My bedroom
Max’s bedroom
Brody’s office
The pod chamber
The granilith chamber
Me telling Max the “truth”.

Things that are too questionable to categorize elsewhere:
Did Max visit me yesterday?
If so, did we share a flash? (And then make love in the pod chamber?)
Is there another “destiny” book hidden in the rocks?

I’m Liz Parker, and all I know... is that I don’t know much of anything anymore.


Liz looked up from her writing when she heard a knock on her door. She placed the pen on her night stand and shoved her journal under the mattress.

Liz: Come in!

Maria: Girlfriend, we need to have a talk. You got a serious problem.

Liz: What?

Maria: A...very vicious rumor is going around about you in school, and I shouldn't make a bigger deal about it than it is, because I know we can take care of it, but it's just that, like, everybody's talking about it, and I just overheard Pam Troy talking about it downstairs...

Liz: Maria.

Maria: Ok. The word is that you and Kyle slept together. I know. It's so humiliating. I know. I just can't imagine who made it up.

Liz hesitated for a moment, wondering if Maria was the person who could help her. God, Maria, I hate lying to you... But I just don’t think that you can handle this. If I’m going to tell someone, I owe it to Max to tell him first. Which I simply cannot do. Ever.

Liz: (sighs) Um... it's true.

Maria: What? No, Liz, the rumor is that you and Kyle Valenti slept together as in, like, sexually.

Liz: I know. And... it's true.

Maria: Huh. Ok, you lost your virginity to Kyle. I mean, that is a revelation, and I don't know what that's about, but why didn't you tell me?

Liz: I was embarrassed.

Maria: That is such a completely unacceptable answer for you to give to me, your best friend in the entire world...

Liz: I didn't want to talk about it.

Maria: Why? Why didn't you want to talk about it? Why, did he hurt you or something? Was this like a date rape?

Liz: No! No, it was nothing like that, ok? I was just upset about Max... and Kyle was there for me, and we were close at one point... and one thing just led to another, and we...

Maria: And you didn't tell me.

Liz looked down, avoiding Maria’s penetrating gaze. She concentrated on her hands and didn’t look up again until she heard her door slam shut.

Liz: (whispers) I’m so sorry...



Chapter Fourteen

Liz sat in her bed for a while after Maria’s surprisingly quiet exit. She was too overwhelmed to cry. She longed to feel tears fall down her face, hoping to find some relief, if only for a moment. I’m numb. I can barely feel, and I’m going crazy. Maybe it would be better for them all if I just stayed away...

She forced herself from her reclined position, searching for a distraction. Liz noticed the pen she’d earlier placed on her night stand and remembered that she’d hidden the journal beneath her mattress. She took it out and perused its contents. Making a quick decision, Liz made herself comfortable leaning against her bed and flipped to the front of the book. Maybe I can at least try to control what I think... or see... or dream...

Her attention was drawn to a picture near the front of the journal. It was a sketch of the radio tower where she and Max had found the orb. Liz settled back and began to read the thoughts of her younger self, one who was surrounded by love, understanding, and a much larger sense of clarity than her current incarnation.

February 26, 2000

I’m Liz Parker, and although just barely, I’m still my mom’s little girl. A lot has changed in my life... in me in the past five months, but I’m essentially the same person underneath it all. And I’m not sure how I feel about that. I wanted - want to be with Max so very badly. The need is not as all-consuming as it was earlier this week, but it’s still there, simmering.

We both know that it’s possible that us... joining... could have any number of unforeseen consequences. But there’s got to be a point where we decide that it’s worth the risks. We were so close the other night. If the orb hadn’t decided to make its presence known, or if Max didn’t have the patience of a saint, I wouldn’t be a virgin. As it is, I think that, technically, I’m not... I mean, Max was inside of me. And while he was there, I had this intense vision/orgasm.

As much as I respect Max and his consideration, a part of me wishes that he would’ve just pushed forward instead of pulling out. Maybe I’m not the same person after all. There’s this big part of me that just wants to run to Max’s and finish what we started. If I did, he wouldn’t be able to feel like he was using me. Because I know that’s the major reason that he stopped. He didn’t want my first time to be about anything other than the two of us. I appreciate this, I do...

But all I have to do is concentrate a little, and I can feel his body pressing down into mine. I can feel his arms clutching me to him, his lips traveling over my face and neck, and his body trapped between my arms and legs. Most vividly of all, I can feel his body inside of mine. The way it felt when he pressed himself into me, parting my willing flesh for his entrance. I want to feel all of him buried in me...

So I may still be my mother’s little girl, but - with any luck - I won’t be for long. These feelings that are simmering inside of me? They’re strong... dangerous, undeniable. It's like I have no choice. It's like... chemical. And it’s only a matter of time... before they boil over.


Liz rested her head against her bed and sighed. What I wouldn’t give to do that night over again. I’d make him make love to me. I’d... Oh, what does it matter now? It’s not like I can go back in... time...

Deciding to stay away from such a dangerous train of thought, Liz got up from the floor and threw the journal onto her unmade bed. As her gaze traveled around her room, she absently took in its details. When did I move my desk? She was distracted from her thoughts when she caught sight of the reflection of something glowing in her mirror. Liz walked to the dresser, moving her collar to the side as she approached. It had disappeared by the time she got across the room. Great. Now I’m seeing things that were once there, but clearly aren’t anymore. This is just wonderful...

She looked up when she heard a knock at her window. It was Max. Liz waved him in. He slowly climbed into her room and walked over to her. He stood behind her for a moment, unsure how to begin. Liz started for him. It’s not like we haven’t done this already...

Liz: I keep looking for some sort of change.

Max: You mean like...

Max put two fingers on top of Liz's head, as if she had alien antennae.

Liz: Yeah. Something like that... It's nice to see you smile again.

Max: I want to thank you for saving my life.

Liz: I guess that makes us even.

Max: And... I'd like to... start again... our friendship, that is. I mean... I miss it.

Liz: Yeah. Um... I miss it, too.

Liz watched Max as he backed away from her. Didn’t we do this thing yesterday? Oh, wait, he has to ask me about Kyle again... then he can leave.

Max: There's just one thing I have to say. One thing I have to ask... and... I promise I'll never ask it again.

Liz: Yeah. Go ahead.

Max: Did you... sleep with Kyle?

Liz nodded slightly. Okay, obviously I’m the only one who remembers having this conversation less than twenty four hours ago... which means that he doesn’t know the truth... This is just getting to be way too much to handle...

Max: Ok. I'll see you tomorrow.

Max climbed out the window and left. Liz watched him leave with a pensive look on her face. When will this be over? She shook her head and decided to put it out of her mind. She sat down at her desk and started on some homework.
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So I try to say
Goodbye my friend
I'd like to leave you with something warm
But never have I been a blue calm sea
I have always been a storm

"Storms" by Stevie Nicks
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Chapter Fifteen

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Chapter Fifteen

Liz tossed and turned in her bed that evening. She simply could not get a grasp on what
was happening to her. Not only am I exhibiting extra-terrestrial powers, but I’m going
nuts, too. Maybe insanity is a prerequisite for hybridization. It makes sense... Just look at
Tess.
She got out of her bed and stood looking out her window.

A flash of light instantly grabbed her attention, and she trembled with fear at its possible
implication. Liz had to hold back a cry of relief when she realized that it was a flickering
street light, and not the portent of doom she had expected. This is it. I can’t do this on my
own anymore.


Making a quick decision, Liz picked up her phone and called Maria in the dead of night.

Maria: Hello?

Liz: Look, we need to talk in person.

Maria: It's three in the morning!

Liz: Please, Maria.

Maria: Where?

Liz: The place by the thing that we went that time with what's-her-name.
Maria: I'm there. Bye.

Liz and Maria met at a fountain in the park. They sat on a bench and shivered in the cold. Liz worried
over where to start and if this was the right thing to do, but one look at Maria’s face had
her jumping into the story head first.

Liz: So, umm, back in September... when Max was...

Maria: On you like white on rice?

Liz: Yeah... Uhh, well, see... another Max showed up... from the future.

Maria: I see...

Liz: I'm sorry. I know this all sounds really crazy...

Maria: No, please. Crazy is sleeping with Kyle Valenti, so, please... get to that part.

Liz: Ok. So, um... right, Max... Future Max... tells me that the reason that the world
comes to an end is because... get this... he and Tess weren't together when their enemies
came to Earth. And the reason they weren't together was because Max and I got married.

Maria: Oh.

Liz: I know it's really confusing.

Maria: No, no, no. I'm with you. Keep going.

Liz: Future Max tells me that I have to find a way to get present day Max to fall out of
love with me.

Maria: So you slept with Kyle.

Liz: No, no. Not really. I arranged it so Max saw Kyle and I in bed together, but nothing
really happened.

Maria: So Max thinks that you and Kyle...

Liz: I'm sorry I lied to you.

Maria: No. I'm so sorry that I got so mad. I should have known that it was, you know, an
alien thing. Are you still a virgin?

Liz: I’m not sure.

Maria: Ok.

Liz: Ok.

Maria: Wait, wait, wait. WHAT?!

Liz: Oh, I, uh... I guess I didn’t get to that part yet...

Maria: Start talkin’.

Liz: This... this thing is... it makes even less sense than what I just told you. So, I’m gonna
need you to just... just hear me out, okay? Even if you don’t believe me, please... just
listen. Okay?

Maria: Okay.

Liz: Right. So, Kyle and I never slept together, but Max thought we did...

Maria: Hold on a sec. Is this what you were talking about that day in the UFO Center?
With the thing that kind of happened but didn’t, but maybe it did with Max, but you
weren’t sure...?

Liz: Yeah... Umm, anyhow...

Maria: Right, sorry. I’ll shut up now.

Liz: Okay. So, everything was pretty fucked up for a while, just between me and Max, you
know? And then... I started to have these dreams. Of... well, I guess of what happened in
that other timeline. Which was killing me, but... in a weird way, kind of comforting. Like,
yeah, it was totally in my face that I can never have that, but... in some way, it felt like a
reward for all that I’d given up. ‘Cause Future Max was pretty tight-lipped...

Maria: So... these dreams...?

Liz: Yeah, they, uh... they’ve been pretty vivid. Some have been just plain bizarre and
made no sense at all, but... some have been things that actually happened. Or did happen
after I had the dream. So, now I’m seeing the past, an alternate reality, and possibly the
future. And all of it is just driving me mad. I mean, it’s not just while I’m asleep anymore.
I’m getting flashes from people and objects and... It’s getting so hard to tell what’s real...

Maria: Oh, God, Liz... You... this isn’t fair! You need to talk to Max about this -

Liz: NO! Maria, no, I can’t! And... and you can’t, either. Promise me, Maria!

Maria: I... (defeated) Okay, Liz... I promise. Go on.

Liz: O-okay. So, everything’s getting so confused. I mean, I can’t tell him what happened.
And what’s worse is... I’ve had a few dreams where I did tell him, and then we made love,
and it was so wonderful. But then I wake up and think it was real, and when I run into
Max, I get hurt all over again when I realize that it wasn’t real after all.

Maria: What can I do to help?

Liz: Just... just be there for me? And maybe help me sort things out? ‘Cause, I mean, I
have no idea what happened to me on Saturday. I thought Max came to visit me, and then
we shared a vision, and then we made love in the pod chamber. But... but then, today, he
came to my room, and we had the exact same conversation... And... I mean, I still don’t
know how my room got so messed up, or when I picked it up, or where I was on
Saturday...

Maria: Well, I guess I can help you out a bit there. On Saturday, you worked from
opening until six... And Max and Tess came back this afternoon. But what are you talking
about with the room? It was a mess? That doesn’t sound like you, Lizzie.

Liz: Oh... God, no. No, no, no... It was real! Even if the part with Max wasn’t, I know
that you and Michael saw it all messy... Didn’t you?

Maria: I’m sorry, honey, but I’m pretty sure I’d remember something like that.

Liz: This just keeps getting worse and worse... Oh, God, Maria, what do I do?

Maria: I don’t know... But I promise I’ll be there for you. Okay?

Liz: Yeah, okay... (sniffles) Thanks, Maria.

Maria: Anytime, chica.

They left the park, and the girls went their separate ways. Maria fretted over her best
friend’s welfare and wondered what she could do to help... and if there was anyone she
could get to help without breaking her promise to Liz. A few streets away, Liz fell into an
exhausted sleep, too tired to dream on this night.
So I try to say
Goodbye my friend
I'd like to leave you with something warm
But never have I been a blue calm sea
I have always been a storm

"Storms" by Stevie Nicks
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Chapter Sixteen

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*Lyrics belong to Wyclef Jean and Carlos Santana*


Chapter Sixteen

Monday morning dawned and brought with it a new hope for Elizabeth Parker. Her life, her mind were falling apart, but she had an ally. A kooky ally who was perhaps better inclined toward hare-brained schemes than philosophical consultation, but Liz would take what she could get.

Liz stood outside the Crashdown this chilly November morning and waited for her reality mentor to arrive. I’m depending on Maria DeLuca to keep me grounded. What has the world come to? She groaned as she climbed into the little red car. Maria was blasting her new favorite song through the tiny car’s speakers and trying to simultaneously have a conversation with her.

Maria: Mornin’. She reminds me of a west side story. Growing up in Spanish Harlem. So... How’s it going?

Liz: Fine!

Maria: See as the rich is getting richer. The poor is getting poorer. Good. Good.

Maria looked over and noticed that Liz was perhaps not quite as enthused with the tunes as she was. She quickly turned down the volume, but murmured the lyrics as she thought through what she wanted to say to Liz.

Maria: I said a la favella los colores. The streets are getting hotter. There is no water to put out the fire. Mi canto la esperanza. Liz?

Liz: Yeah?

Maria: So... I was thinking about what you said last night. And... What if we talked to Isabel or Michael?

Liz: What?! Maria! No! We can’t tell anyone! You promised...

The friends made brief eye contact, each trying to convince the other to go her way. They were both too stubborn to be swayed, so they soon looked away. God! I knew I shouldn’t have told her. What have I done?! She’s gonna ruin this for me...

Liz had become lost in her inner monologue and was startled from her reverie by several sharp blasts of car horns.

Liz: Maria, why is everyone honking at us?

Maria: Oh, my Mom got a new bumper sticker...

Liz: Okay...

Maria: It says ‘Honk if you’ve been probed!’

Liz: Nice. So... have you?

Maria: Have I what?

Liz: Been probed!

Maria: (snorts) Unlike some people, I’m very much aware of my probe sessions... or lack thereof.

Liz: (looks away) Oh...

Maria: Oh, chica, I... I’m sorry. I was just trying to cheer you up.

Liz: (sighs) I know. It’s just...

Maria: (suggestively) Hard?

The two girls shared a glance and burst into laughter. They passed the remainder of the ride in comfortable silence and the occasional chuckle. Maria parked the Jetta in the school’s parking lot, and they were still giggling as they emerged from the vehicle.

Alex: What’s got you two laughing so hard this early in the morning?

Liz and Maria burst into laughter again at Alex’s unwitting use of the morning's buzz word. Each slid an arm around his neck and tried in vain to suppress their giddiness.

Alex: (mutters) I guess you had to be there...

Maria: You just need to probe a little deeper.

Alex groaned as he caught on to the girls’ meaning, if not the actual subject.

Alex: Aww, never mind... (rubs hands greedily) So! Christmas is just around the corner...

Maria: Alex, I’ve still got tofurkey making its presence known in my lunch. I don’t want to hear about chocolate or ham or candy canes until at least December first. Got it?

Alex: Okay, okay. Geez... Can’t blame a guy for wanting in on the present scene.

Liz: Oh, Alex, that reminds me! Should we get you sweaters and mittens and winter stuff for your trip to Sweden?

Maria and Alex looked at each other and shrugged. Alex turned a bewildered gaze to Liz, while Maria remained unusually quiet.

Alex: Uhh... Liz? Did you go turkey crazy, too? ‘Cause I have no idea what you’re talking about.

Liz shook her head slowly and ducked out of Alex’s attempted embrace. She started to back away from them

Liz: Ohh, no. Oh, no, no, no...

She looked up at Alex again, with tears shining brightly in her eyes. Liz noticed his sincerity and his concern and didn’t know what to do. She turned and ran into the school.

Alex: What the hell?

Maria: Oh, God, not again... Liz! Wait up!

He grabbed her arm before she, too, disappeared.

Alex: What’s going on? Maria?

Maria: Later! I gotta find Liz!

She took off after her baffled friend, leaving a confused Alex Whitman in her wake.
So I try to say
Goodbye my friend
I'd like to leave you with something warm
But never have I been a blue calm sea
I have always been a storm

"Storms" by Stevie Nicks
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Chapter Seventeen

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Chapter Seventeen

Liz dodged her way through the crowded hallways with no clear destination in mind. She only wanted to escape the madness that was taking over her life. As she approached her locker, her eyes were so fixed on her goal that she did not make use of her peripheral vision. This resulted in the abrupt collision of her person and that of another. Isabel. And close on her heels were Tess, Michael, and Max.

She looked up, surprised to see anyone in her path, and stunned to see the looks of concern on their faces.

Michael: Parker! You alright?

She stared at him, unable to find her voice. Her upset was intensified when she caught Max’s heated perusal. His mouth was set firmly, his forehead creased with worry, and his eyes were melting Liz from the inside. He reached out a hand toward her, and Liz backed away.

Having earlier lost her orientation, she was primed for disaster. Liz stepped backward into a steady stream of people and lost her balance. Michael and Max sprang forward to catch her, but it was Max who was able to set her on her feet. Liz shivered at his touch and shifted her wide-eyed gaze to his when she felt a spark jump between them. Knowing what might come of this, Liz shook herself free of Max’s warm hands and took off down the hall. As she ducked into the girls’ bathroom, she could still hear him calling out for her.

Max: Liz! Wait up!

She locked herself in a stall and sat on the seat, giving no thought to putting down the lid or if the bathroom was empty. She needed to collect herself. Liz felt Max approaching her hideout and prayed that he wouldn’t come in.

Max: Liz! Liz, are you okay?!

His voice remained constant in her mind as her scenery changed.

Liz is walking down the street. Max calls out to her and then runs up to her.

Max: Liz! Liz, what are you doing? We agreed none of us would go anywhere alone.

Liz: Fine.

Max: Wait.

Liz: Max, look. There's just... there's nothing left to say.

Max: Except the truth.

Liz: We have already been through this!

Max: So far, all I know is what I saw, and what I saw can't be true, because it means everything I felt in my heart for the last year is a lie! Now, you owe me an explanation, and I want it right now!

Liz: Please quit shouting, Max. You're scaring me.

Max: That's a lie, too! You're not scared. You're hiding something.

Liz: I'm not.

Max: What the hell is going on with you, Liz? We never lied to each other, never kept a secret from each other.

Liz: You know, you have got me up on this pedestal, Max, and... I'm not this perfect person. I made a mistake. Look, Kyle and I made love. The end. I'm sorry.

Max backs up and walks away without a word. Isabel appears out of thin air and approaches Liz from the left.

Isabel: Hell-o-o!? Liz? Snap out of it! I don’t got all day!

Liz: I-Isabel? What are you doing here?

Isabel: Max sent me in. It was me or Tess...

Liz: I... What?

Isabel: (sighs) You passed out in the ladies room. You need to wake up if you want Max off your back.

Liz: Right. I... Yeah.


Liz groaned as she felt reality set in once again. She raised her head and had to tightly clamp her mouth shut to prevent herself from vomiting on either of the two Isabels that were floating in front of her. She quickly brought her head down between her knees and inhaled deeply.

Isabel: You okay now?

Liz: Umm. Yeah... I’m fine.

Isabel: Well, good. I’ve gotta get to class.

Liz: Isabel?

Isabel: Yeah?

Liz: Wh-what did you see?

Isabel: You and Max in a screaming fight. Why?

Liz: N-no reason. I... Umm, thank you. For helping me just now.

Isabel: Just doing my job...

Liz: Right. But, still... thanks.

Isabel: Whatever. Later.

Isabel left the room then, leaving behind a perplexed and slightly woozy Liz. She got out of the stall and walked over to the sinks. She splashed her face with some cold water and then cupped some in her hands to bring to her mouth. Gross! This must be unfiltered... It tastes like pennies.

Liz dried her face and fished a piece of gum out of her backpack. Popping it into her mouth, she felt slightly fresher, but more on edge than she had been just fifteen minutes earlier. She emerged from the bathroom and headed left, intending to go to the office to get a late pass, when an arm reached out and grabbed her.

Liz: Oh, it’s you!
So I try to say
Goodbye my friend
I'd like to leave you with something warm
But never have I been a blue calm sea
I have always been a storm

"Storms" by Stevie Nicks
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Chapter Eighteen

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Chapter Eighteen

Alex: Yeah, it’s me. Max was hovering out here in the hallway and stopped me. He wanted to wait for you, but he had a quiz to take this period. So... here I am.

Liz: Oh. Umm, thanks, Alex, but I’m okay. Nothing to worry about.

Alex: Liz, you’re the most level-headed person I know... and in less than ten minutes, I saw you go from hysterical laughter to outright despair, and I have no idea what caused any of it.

Liz quickly searched for a reasonable excuse, going for something true, but not necessarily pertaining to the situation at hand. It’s not an out-and-out lie this way...

Liz: I... I just... I’m going through these changes, you know? And... I guess I’m not dealing with them as well as I’d thought. I’ve been getting a lot of flashes lately, and I guess I’m a little mixed up right now. But... I’ve got a plan, you know? To work through it, I mean.

Alex: Flashes. Like with the orgasma-orb?

Liz: ALEX! Honestly, where do you come up with these things?

Alex: Maria. Who else? (pauses) Nice try, though, Liz. What are these flashes about?

Liz: I’m not sure. I just... I want to deal with it on my own for now. If... if I feel like I’m in over my head, I’ll come to you, okay?

Alex: (sighs) Alright. I’ll give you the space or whatever else you need... but if I see another outburst like this, you and I are having a long talk. Long.

Liz: Thank you.

They walked down the deserted hallway, Liz headed for the Main Office and Alex the Computer Lab. As they neared the fork in their paths, Liz was overcome with a feeling of apprehension.

Liz: Alex, could you do me a really big favor?

Alex: Depends...

Liz: Could you not mention this to Max?

Alex: Max doesn’t know?

Liz: No... Yes... I don’t know. Let’s go with no for now, okay? Listen, just... just let me talk to him about it.

Alex: Liz...

He was shaking his head, intent on denying her, but he made the mistake of looking up at her. Liz was silently begging him for his help.

Alex: Alright, you’ve bought my silence. For now. Is there any way I can help you that isn’t passive?

Liz: No... (quietly) No one can help me.

Alex overheard her mumbled words and was alarmed by her hopelessness. He chose to let it go, knowing that pushing Liz would not accomplish anything.

Alex: Okay, then. I guess I’ll see you later.

Liz: Yeah. Later.

Liz finally made it to the office. There were only a few people there, so she was quickly on her way to her first period class. She knew he was there before she even turned the corner. Max. He was waiting outside her classroom.

Liz: I thought you had a quiz?

Max: Yeah. It was short. Listen...

Liz: Not now, Max.

Max: Then when, Liz? Something’s going on with you... I just want to make sure you’re okay.

Liz: If I say I’m okay, will you leave me alone?

Looking up, Liz realized how harsh her words had been and cringed at the defeated look on Max’s face. He quickly covered it, but Liz knew better.

Liz: Look, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean that... (pauses) Okay. Let’s just get this over with right now.

Max: Right now?

Liz: Uh, yeah...

Max shook himself from his apparent reverie and pushed off of the wall he’d been leaning against. Out of habit, he placed his hand on Liz’s lower back, guiding her along the corridor. Her body went on auto-pilot, following the suggestions of his hand as her mind frantically searched for what to say to him. This is ridiculous. Just... I'll just tell him what I told Alex. That’ll make what I told Alex even less of a lie.

She looked up when she felt Max come to a stop. They were at their tried and true meeting place: the Eraser Room.
So I try to say
Goodbye my friend
I'd like to leave you with something warm
But never have I been a blue calm sea
I have always been a storm

"Storms" by Stevie Nicks
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Chapter Nineteen

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Chapter Nineteen

Liz: Oh.

Max: I-I... I just thought... we don’t have to talk here if you don’t want...

Liz: N-no. No. It’s fine.

Max nodded his head and opened the door, ushering Liz in before he entered the room and sealed the door shut behind him. Liz made a seat for herself on a box and waited for Max’s questioning to begin. Max paced around the room for a few minutes until finally coming to rest on a box beside her.

Max: Liz, I... I know that things are still kind of... weird between us, but... I-I want us to talk to each other. Please, just... let me in.

Liz could feel Max’s searching gaze traveling over her down-turned face. She avoided looking at him, knowing that she was already walking a pretty thin line. Oh, Max, I wish I could tell you everything... I know you would think that you could make everything better, but I don’t think you could.

Her hands and forehead were sweating, and Liz was feeling restless. She jumped up and began walking around the small room. Okay, Max, it’s like this, I want to jump your bones, but if I do, the world will end. Oh, God, when did I turn into a drama queen? And a horny one, no less? She shook her head and continued to pace, muttering under her breath as she again shook her head and flailed her arms. When did it get so hot in here? I wonder if Max is hot, too. Well, of course, he’s hot... Mmmm... Maybe he’ll take off his shirt... and then mine...

Liz was stopped mid-fantasy when she heard Max’s soft voice call to her.

Max: Uh, Liz...

Liz: Oh! I, uh...

She made eye contact with him and saw how much he wanted - no, needed to help her, to understand what was going on with her. Her mouth opened and closed several times, but no words passed her lips. Liz began to shake mildly, which Max noticed immediately.

Max: Liz! What’s wrong?

Her teeth began to chatter and goosebumps broke out all over her body. The earlier hot flashes had quickly become bone-deep chills. Max started toward her.

Liz: I... I... Max...

She felt her world spin just as Max put his hands on her shoulders. Her body began convulsing, and Liz heard him calling to her as her scenery faded to black.

Liz was desperately trying to push down her desire, knowing that there could be dire consequences if they were found out. She searched for the right words to say, which was not an easy task, as Max’s mouth was caressing her throat and his nimble fingers had already undone almost all of her shirt’s buttons. She gently pushed him away, and he looked up at her immediately.

Liz: Max! What if we get caught?

Max: What if we do? We’re just... doing a little inventory.

His hands went back to her shirt, undoing the remaining few buttons. He pushed the cloth to her sides, taking a moment to appreciate the view before his hands made their way to her shoulders. He lightly trailed his fingers down over her collar bone, stopping to linger at the swell of her breasts and then briskly running them back up to her neck.

Liz: But... but what if Tess finds out?

Max pushed her shirt down off of her arms and carefully placed it over the back of a nearby chair. His arms went around her back as he pressed her up against him, and his mouth began trailing light kisses down from her forehead, pausing to whisper in her ear.

Max: She won’t.

Liz: But -

He silenced her protest with a short, sweet kiss. Liz shivered as his fingers danced up her spine. He captured her face in his hands and rested his determined gaze on her lust-filled eyes.

Max: Shh... Liz, I melted the locks and the hinges on the door, and I sealed the frame to muffle any... (smirks) noise. No one’s gonna know.

Liz opened her eyes and noticed that his attention was fully focused on her. She lowered her mouth and seized hold of a thumb that had been framing her face. She looked directly into his heated eyes and rolled her tongue around the stolen flesh. She opened her mouth and made a show of accepting the entirety of his digit, slowly closing her lips over a newly-exposed sensitive spot on his body. Max’s lids slid shut in ecstasy as Liz’s lips tightened their hold, and she sucked the pad of his thumb up to the roof of her hot mouth. She flicked the tip of her tongue back and forth at the base of his finger and moaned as his feelings began to transmit to her through their forming connection.

He removed his thumb from her molten orifice, realizing that there were many better things they could be doing with their bodies. She looked up at him, her eyes half-closed, and then she sprung into action.

Liz fisted her hands in the material of his shirt and pulled his mouth down to hers for a fiery kiss. Her fingers hastily worked at his buttons while his were busy unhooking her bra. Max was pulling the lingerie down her arms as she finished with his last button. They dropped their arms from each other and removed their own articles.

Max pulled her to him then, reveling in the feel of her soft skin pressing into his own. One arm surrounded her lower back and brought her closer to him, and the other buried itself in her silky mane. He leaned his face into the crook of her neck as he hugged her even closer.

Max: This feels so good. You feel so good! I love you, Liz.

Liz: I love you, too.

She massaged his neck and lower back while they held each other close. He began to place open-mouth kisses on her shoulders and throat. Liz tossed her head back to enjoy the sensation. She kept one hand on his neck while the other surreptitiously snuck around to trace the contours of his defined chest. She smiled as his body jerked back slightly in response to her cold fingertips.

As his mouth enclosed a sensitive earlobe, Liz’s hand made its way down over his firm abdomen. She stopped at the waistband to Max’s jeans and dipped a finger in between cotton and flesh. She wagged her digit back and forth, exciting the tender flesh and making the sparse hair on his lower abdomen stand up. His hands briefly stopped moving over her breasts as he noticed her hand’s position.

She suddenly dipped her entire hand beneath the denim and slowly dragged her nails up from his matted down hair to the top of his pants. Her knuckles lightly caressed the back of his hardened cock, which would have received more attention if it had not bent its growing self to the left. He groaned as she pulled her hand free.

Liz brought down her other hand and made fast work of unbuttoning and unzipping his jeans. She pushed them down past his knees and massaged his thighs and butt with her teasing hands.

He pulled her back up to him. Max’s open mouth was nipping at her ear, occasionally slipping out his tongue to tease the delicate flesh behind it. His breath became harsh as Liz slipped her hand beneath his boxers and delicately palmed his balls. He kissed his way down to her breasts, needing to use his hands to help kick off his shoes and pants. Max lightly bit down on the nipple in his mouth when Liz’s wandering fingers began pressing on the nerve-riddled inch of skin hidden behind his hanging sacs.

Liz: Ohhhhhh...

Max looked up at the noise, worried at her possible reaction. He’d never bitten her before, and he hadn’t even meant to this time. He wasn’t able to voice his question, as Liz’s grasp on his balls tightened and she articulated her approval.

Liz: Mmmmmm... Max, do that again!

He kneeled before her upright form, forcing her to release her hold on his body. His hands worked at removing her sandals while his mouth returned its attention to her waiting breast. After Liz’s shoes were taken off, Max trailed his hands up over her calves and thighs, intending to reciprocate her earlier ploy.

He kissed his way down from her breasts as his hands made their way up. He undid the two buttons that held her skirt in place and leaned his face in to nuzzle her trim stomach. Max looked up at her then with adoration gleaming in his eyes. She began to tear up as she witnessed his wordless expression of love, but her attention was quickly directed to the situation at hand. He placed loving, teasing kisses above the top of her panties, his mouth following down as he lowered them. Finally, they cleared her thighs and pooled at her feet. He helped Liz climb out of them and then braced her body for his assault.

She brought her hands up over her head and anchored herself in place by hooking her fingers in the slats of the wall vent. She leaned her shoulders against the wall and spread her legs. Liz was surprised when Max did not immediately join her. She looked down just in time to see a still-kneeling Max lean forward.

Liz licked her lips, giddy with anticipation and slightly unnerved, not one hundred percent sure where Max was going to take this.

Liz: Wh-what’re you doing?

He nibbled at the smooth skin of her inner thigh and then pushed out his tongue to lick at the crease between her leg and where he knew Liz wanted him most.

Max: Oh, I think you know.


*This is the end of my daily posting phase. School begins tomorrow, so I have to cut back. I'll definitely get something out on weekends, and I'll try for something during the week if time allows. Thank you for reading and all of your encouragement.
-Jen*
So I try to say
Goodbye my friend
I'd like to leave you with something warm
But never have I been a blue calm sea
I have always been a storm

"Storms" by Stevie Nicks
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Chapter Twenty

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Chapter Twenty

Liz did know exactly what he was about to do. He was going to enact one of her fantasies. She didn’t know how this particular fantasy had come about, but Liz was sure that she would enjoy it. It wouldn’t be the first time he went down on her, but this position... She felt powerful.

Max: Just let me know if you get uncomfortable, okay?

Having said that, Max picked up her right leg and bent it at the knee, placing it over his shoulder. He pulled himself in closer to her pussy. One of his hands held her leg firmly on him, while the other grasped her butt to pull her towards his face.

He kissed her inner thigh, taking care to cover all of the skin before him with tiny kisses. Liz began to thrust her pelvis forward, hoping to urge Max to hurry up. He let out a small chuckle at her impatience. His laughter ceased when he felt a sharp tug on his hair.

Liz: Max… Please…

Max enjoyed hearing her beg and decided to show her some mercy. He inched forward until his nose was pressed up against her pubic hair. He used his nose like a finger and gently pressed her lips apart, wholeheartedly taking pleasure in the evidence of her arousal. He pressed lightly against the bud hiding at the top of her womanhood, eliciting a moan from Liz.

The hand that was supporting her leg reached over to pull at the skin just above his busy nose. Max brought his right hand up to open her more, taking extreme pleasure in the sight of her wet pussy. He blew softly over her moist flesh and felt her shiver slightly.

Liz let out a little whimper, and Max could deny her no longer. He flicked his tongue at the exposed skin of her outer lips, kissing the pink skin as he would a soft serve ice cream cone. His lips surrounded the wet flesh and suckled it, barely drawing it into his mouth before releasing it to move on to another section.

He soon changed his method, his tongue massaging the soft skin. Max firmed his tongue and began making short strokes at the sides of her clitoris. He darted his attentions to the left and right, never coming into contact with her pleasure nub. He abruptly moved his mouth down over her pussy and stopped when he reached her wet hole. He plunged his tongue deeply into her, imitating the action his cock would soon be taking.

Max thrust his tongue into her, varying the depth and speed with no pattern. He felt Liz’s thighs squeezing towards each other, putting a great deal of pressure on his neck. He took her leg off of his shoulder and pulled back. He stood up and hastily stepped out of his boxers. Max pressed the full length of his naked body up against hers. Liz started to rub up against him, and this sent him into action.

Max: Hold on tight.

Liz barely had time to bring her arms down from the vent before she felt herself being lifted. She wrapped her arms around his neck as her legs surrounded his waist. She felt Max pull back a bit and let out a soft whimper of protest. He silenced her with a kiss and a deep thrust of his hips. She inhaled sharply, enjoying the pleasure of being filled with his first plunge.

He captured her lips in a heated kiss and groaned as he felt her tighten herself around his cock. Max kept one arm against her lower back, holding her to him, as his other arm snuck between their frantic bodies. He rubbed at her clitoris, wanting her to cum when he did.

Max: I’m… Oh, God!

He heaved his body towards hers, shouting out her name as his cock throbbed and his fluids burst into her hot flesh.

Liz: Max… Yes!

Liz cried out his name as she felt him expand inside her slightly. Max continued to pump into her, rubbing her nub until she came. He thrust into her a few more times before stilling his hips and burying his face in her neck.

Her thighs dropped from his waist, but she held onto Max for a moment, unsteady on her trembling legs. He straightened himself out and pushed away from the wall. Max noticed her sway and was quick to gather her up in his arms. He settled her on a box and kneeled in front of her.

Max: Oh, God, Liz! How could I… I wasn’t thinking… Are you okay?

Liz: Max! It’s fine. I’m fine. I’ve just been fucked very well and need some time to recover.

She grabbed his down-turned face and forced him to look at her.

Liz: Max. Everything is okay. You shouldn’t do this to yourself. What you – we – just did is nothing to feel guilty about. Believe me.

Max looked up at her with a small smile, properly chastised and equally sated.

Max: So… What you’re saying… is that I’m the best you’ve ever had?

Liz: The best, the only. And don’t you forget it!

He sobered at her words, wanting to reassure her that she was it for him. No one would take his Liz away from him. No one.

Max: Liz, you’ll always be my only. I… nothing could ever take me away from this, from you. And… it’s not just some weird feeling of obligation. I’ve always loved you, and I always will.

She looked up at him with tears in her eyes.

Liz: Oh, Max, I know… I don’t mean to have doubts, but…

Max: But you’re afraid of how Tess will react.

Liz: Not just of her reaction, Max. I’m… I’m scared of her. I… I can’t put my finger on it, but…

Max: Listen, Liz. I’m here to stay, and I’ll always protect you. All of you. I won’t let her… or anyone else hurt you. Ever.

Liz: I… Okay. Let’s… let’s just get dressed and talk more later. Okay?

He leaned forward and pressed a gentle kiss to her forehead. Max helped her to stand and went about collecting their clothes. They helped each other dress, and Max unsealed the door.

Max: Everything will be okay, Liz. I promise.

Liz: I…Max! Did you hear that?

Max: I think so… Is that Michael?

Liz: We’d better check it out. How do I look?

Max: Ravished.

He let out a light chuckle at her exasperated sigh and reached out a tender hand to heal her swollen lips.

Liz: Thank you.

Max: Any time.

Max opened the door just as the bell rang, and the halls crowded with students. Seeing this opportunity, he grabbed Liz’s hand and ushered her into the corridor. He had just closed the door when a hand grabbed his shoulder and spun him around. His stomach dropped at the look on his friend’s face.

Michael: The shit’s about to hit the fan, Maxwell.



*Ugh. Why is it that the shortest weeks seem the longest? Anyhow, I hope you enjoy(ed) this, and I should have another part out relatively soon. *
-Jen
So I try to say
Goodbye my friend
I'd like to leave you with something warm
But never have I been a blue calm sea
I have always been a storm

"Storms" by Stevie Nicks
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Chapter Twenty One

Liz opened her eyes and found Max hovering over her. She was lying on the ground, and he was thrusting into her semi-conscious body. When did this happen? Liz took stock of the situation and discovered that she had all of her clothes on. Her sweater and tank top had been pushed up over her breasts, which Max’s hands were currently groping. Her skirt was up around her waist, and the strange sensation she felt in her butt and thigh indicated that her underwear had been hastily pushed to the side.

She ran her hands over Max’s body and found that he, too, was fully clothed. His shirt had bunched up, and Liz could feel the smooth, firm flesh of his butt and lower back. She could feel his pants rubbing against her bent knees.

Max began pounding into her forcefully and moved his mouth down to suck a sensitive nipple. The hand his mouth had replaced found its way between their writhing bodies. Liz felt her body responding to this and closed her eyes in pleasure. She cried out hoarsely as she came, and she could distantly hear Max calling her name as the darkness enveloped her.

When she opened her eyes again, Liz found that she was still in the Eraser Room with Max, but they were both properly dressed, and Michael had joined them. She heard their hushed voices and decided that she needed to listen in on their conversation. Liz closed her eyes and feigned sleep.

Max: I don’t know what’s wrong with her. I can’t connect if she’s not awake.

Michael: She doesn’t look good.

Max: Yeah. I’d noticed.

Michael: Umm… This is probably as good a time as any to tell you… After this morning… I kept an eye on her…

Max: Working on your stalking skills again?

Michael: Damnit, Max! She was walking down the hall talking to thin air.

Max: What do you mean? Like, to herself? She does that all –

Michael: No. She was talking to Alex. But there was no one there. She even hugged him goodbye…

Max: But… Alex isn’t even in the country!

Michael: Yeah… So I thought I should keep following her, y’know? Something’s not right here.

Max: (quietly) No…

Michael: And when I saw her walk off with you, I figured you could keep an eye on her. But… When did you and Parker get back together?

Max: What are you talking about?

Michael: You were keeping more than your eye on her in there, Maxwell.

Max: No… no, we were just… talking. I… She doesn’t want to be with me that way. And… after she was with Kyle… I don’t know if I want to be with her anymore, either.

Liz had to hold back the scream of rage building inside her. She was not crazy. She did not sleep with Kyle. But did I sleep with Max? This has got to stop!

Max: What has to stop?

Liz shook her head and groaned as she felt her world spin. Max and Michael rushed to her. Michael stood back, but Max kneeled down next to her. She could smell Max all around her, and she suddenly had an overwhelming need to vomit. Liz sat up quickly and covered her mouth with a sweaty hand. She scrambled out of Max’s embrace and got up on shaky legs. Liz had stumbled only a few steps before she couldn’t hold back. She flung herself towards the small sink in the corner and proceeded to violently retch into the basin.

She felt someone pull her hair back from her face and rub her back. Max. The combination of the mess in front of her and the cloying smell of leather and Max’s cologne forced more vomit from her heaving stomach.

Liz finally managed to stop the unwelcome purge and stepped back from the sink. Tears were streaming down her face as she wiped at her mouth with the sleeve of her sweater. She heard a noise behind her and flushed red in mortification.

Michael: I’ll just be going now. Feel better, Liz.

She couldn’t even look up at him, not wanting to see the pity she imagined would be evident on his face. Liz nodded her head and went back to the sink. She turned on the water and waited for it to come out. She’d been staring at the rusty nozzle for several minutes before she heard Max clear his throat behind her.

Max: I, uh… I can help you… if you want?

She nodded her head at him and looked down at her shoes as he approached. He gently pulled her hair back and loosely tied it with the elastic she’d taken from her wrist. He ran his hands over her face, taking care to remove all signs of her recent illness. She smiled up at him gratefully when she felt a tingle in her mouth. He had freshened her breath.

Liz: Thank you.

She headed to the wall where she’d left her backpack as Max had turned to the sink. With a wave of his hand, all evidence of her sickness was removed. Liz walked toward the door, but was stopped by the hand that loosely grasped her upper arm.

Liz: Max?

Max: Are you gonna tell me what that was about?

She closed her eyes and drew in a deep breath. Haven’t we been here before? How can I explain something I don’t understand? She turned to face him and saw the determination in his clenched jaw. Fuck.
So I try to say
Goodbye my friend
I'd like to leave you with something warm
But never have I been a blue calm sea
I have always been a storm

"Storms" by Stevie Nicks
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