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A/N:This was done in a rush. . .only since this morning so. . .

Diclaimer: Don't own the characters or the song I'm using. . .The Roswell copyright owners are Fox and their producer Jason Katims and the rest of the official Roswell people.The song I'll Be was from EMI Music by Edwin McCain.
Rating: Probably a TEEN or higher...
Dedications:To all the readers of this fic and to tebibehr who I'm still looking forward to seeing again on this board coz' I'm starting to miss her.
Summary (This is gonna be pretty lengthly so I'd suggest that you guys just read the prolouge. It's clearer that way. . .The story will unfold from there): Max Evans had the perfect girl.Everyting went right for him until an accident claimed the live of the woman he truly had feelings for. . .how could he ever feel the same way about somebody else again? The answer lies in the next following parts to come.
A/N:Enjoy!I'll just put A/Ns for additional explanations on some of the rather confusing scenes and parts.
"I'll Be" by: Edwin McCain
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life
Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above
[Repeat Chorus]
I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, Remembered the things that you said
[Repeat Chorus]
A/N:Okay. . .here's some info on the fic. Max is a rich company boss who was born and raised in L.A. by his wealthy parents along with his sister,Isabel Evans.His company was passed along to him by his father.He is one of the well known people in the social sides of L.A. .He has a girlfriend from way back.Tess Harding. (In this fic,Tess is nice.)Also born from a rich family. They are the perfect couple,until. . .
I'll Be (Prolouge1)
Winter 2000'
Setting: It was nearing Christmas of the year 2000. The air was cool in L.A. and snow was probably expected to start pouring in a few days.
The cordless telephone rang in the lighted modern Los Angeles apartment unit of Max Evans.He,who was sitting on the couch watching the television,stood up and reached for the cordless phone.
Max pushed the 'talk' button. "Hello?"
"Max!" It was Ed Harding Tess's father.His voice was shaking.
"What is it?You seemed to be worried about something."
"It's Tess. . ." he started quietly. Max could still feel the tremor in his voice.
"What about her?" Max asked urgently. He began to pace around the room.
"S-she's gone." Ed stated to sniffle loudly on the other line.
Max dropped the phone in his haste to take in everything that Ed had just told him. He cursed loudly and shuffled around the room to get the phone from it's spot on the floor.
"W-what d-do you mean?!Did she run away?"
"Max,can you come over? I think it's better to talk about it here."
Max nodded at no one in particular.
"I'll be there in a few minutes."
He quickly turned off the phone and grabbed for his car keys that were lying on his sofa's side table.
Running to the door,Max hurriedly took his coat and ran outside. His convertible was parked right outside. He quickly got on and started the engine.
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The car swerved from side to side as Max drove as fast as the car was able to go without crashing anywhere.
He was nearly stopped by a policeman for driving through a red light.
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Inside the Harding Mansion's living room,Ed Harding hugged his wife,Jessica tightly.
"How are you going to tell Max,Edward?" came Jessica's tearful voice as she held on to her husband a little tighter.
"He thinks that she's run away." said Edward as he leaned closer to console his wife.
"If only that that were the case. . ." Jessica sobbed harder.
A loud sound came from the outside as they heard the mansion's door swing open and then slam shut.
"Ed!" Max exclaimed as he entered the living room.
He quickly sat himself down accross from Tess's parents,looking at the two of them suspiciously.
Ed watched him carefully as he was still out of breath from running around the big house.
"Winston.Get Max some water." Ed called out to the family butler.
"Yes sir." Winston immedietly scurried off to get a glass of water.
"Now what is this all about?Did Tess run away?" Max asked while trying to catch his breath again.
"Max,we have something to tell you about Tess. . ." Jessica started brokenly.
Winston brought in the glass of water and Ed quickly signaled him to leave them alone.
"S-she's. . .dead." Ed said and both parents started crying again as Max looked at them in surprise.
"N-no.She can't be!She's not dead.What the hell are you talking about?!" Max screamed as he felt the tears starting to come out.
"I'm very sorry,son." Ed reached forward and started patting Max on the back who was hunched over and crying as well.
"Tell me what happened to her."
"There was an accident. . ." Ed began dejectedly. "She came from the shopping district. On her way home,her car collided with a truck. . .She didn't make it."
Ed said the last part in a mere whisper that sounded all too awful in Max's ears.
"A-are they sure?It's not possible!" Max started to reach for his cellphone. Planning on calling his family doctor. But as he started to dial the number,Ed slowly pushed his hand down.
"We already tried. It was hopeless. She just couldn't make it."
Max put the cellphone back into his pocket. He sighed heavily and said the words that he wouldn't ever imagine saying about Tess. "Where and when will the funeral be?"
Ed started to stare into space. "At the family space." It meant that it was to be held at the family's presonal tomb. "In three days." He said it as strongly as he could muster saying.
Max stood up.
"I'll see you there." he said quietly as he started walking walking towards the mansion's front door.
Ed nodded and went back to comforting his wife.
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When Max got home,he didn't say anyhting.
He wordlessly sat back down on the couch and reached for the cordless phone and started dialing a very familiar number.
"Hello?" Isabel chirped sweetly from the other line.She was in vacation in Miami.
"She's dead." Max said bluntly. A fresh dose of tears were threatening to come out again.
"Max?" Isabel asked.Her tone returning to her normally serious voice.
"She's dead." Max repeated angrily to the phone.
"Who?"
"Tess!She's gone." Max hissed.
From the other end of the line,Isabel covered her mouth and gasped. She couldn't believe what she was hearing from her brother.
"I'm soo sorry."
"Being sorry doesn't bring her back!" Max snapped at his sister.
"I'll come over as soon as I get here." Isabel said sadly.
Max turned the phone off. And slammed it into the couch beside him.
He and Tess had come from a long way already.He was even thinking of proposing to her in the next few months ahead.But now,everything around him seemed to be cold. His life wasn't ever going to be the same again. Especially without Tess in his life.
(Prolouge TBC. . .)
How was that?