Wait for me (CC,A/I,CHILD,1/1) {COMPLETE}
Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2004 9:42 pm
Author: Milena aka Candygurl2088
Disclaimer: *sigh* no I dont own them...
Category: Alex/Isabel
Rating : CHILD
Summary:isabel thoughts about Alex in her letter.
A/N:At Alex's funeral,Isabel wrote a letter to Alex and threw it with a rose on his grave.I always wondered what she wrote so here it is, 'a la Milena!'
Dear Alex,
I still can't believe you're gone. I still see you and it feels so real but then I wake up, realizing it was all a dream. But you and I both know what dreams are right? It's a wish our heart makes. I admit it Alex. I want you back here, beside me. Gosh, I miss you so much Alex. I feel like everything goes wrong now that you're not here. You can't just leave us like that! I need you Alex, I realize that now.
You are everything to me. I feel like I can't breathe without you. There was a hole in my heart and you filled it up when you came in my life, even before you knew about whom or what I really am. No one will ever replace you, you are unique. When I met you, you brought me to life. You could make me laugh, even when I was angry or sad. No one had this affect on me except you Alex. You have a way with me that nobody else has, even my brother Max. Like Maria said, you made the 'ice princess' melt. You sure did...
I don't regret our love, but I regret pushing you away, like I did during the summer. Oh God, I shouldn't have. I should have opened up to you. I never told you that I loved you Alex. I will regret this all my life. Liz said to me that I even if I never said, you knew. That doesn't stop me from regretting it. Maybe If I would have kept you closer to me, you wouldn't be gone. I wish...I only wish.
I wish you wouldn't be gone forever. I wish Max could have brought you back to life that day. We all stood there, frozen in fear of losing you as Max was in the truck with you. When he got out and saw you weren't, we understood. I thought my life had been tarred apart when Max was captured by the F.B.I, but what I felt is nothing compared to what I feel now.
I hope you know that I love you Alex. I began to fall for you hard from the moment I entered your dream and that we danced on 'Let me in' by Save Ferris. I loved you then, I love you now and I'll always love you. I really believe you are the only one meant for me. In a way, you'll always be there, but in my heart and dreams only. I said to Topolsky one day that I usually get what I want, but not this time. I can't have what I want because the only thing I want Alex, is you.
I'll love you 'til I die Alex. After that, I'll come join you wherever you are up there. Wait for me Alex, my angel. My soul...my everything.
Your girl for eternity,
Isabel
Disclaimer: *sigh* no I dont own them...
Category: Alex/Isabel
Rating : CHILD
Summary:isabel thoughts about Alex in her letter.
A/N:At Alex's funeral,Isabel wrote a letter to Alex and threw it with a rose on his grave.I always wondered what she wrote so here it is, 'a la Milena!'
Dear Alex,
I still can't believe you're gone. I still see you and it feels so real but then I wake up, realizing it was all a dream. But you and I both know what dreams are right? It's a wish our heart makes. I admit it Alex. I want you back here, beside me. Gosh, I miss you so much Alex. I feel like everything goes wrong now that you're not here. You can't just leave us like that! I need you Alex, I realize that now.
You are everything to me. I feel like I can't breathe without you. There was a hole in my heart and you filled it up when you came in my life, even before you knew about whom or what I really am. No one will ever replace you, you are unique. When I met you, you brought me to life. You could make me laugh, even when I was angry or sad. No one had this affect on me except you Alex. You have a way with me that nobody else has, even my brother Max. Like Maria said, you made the 'ice princess' melt. You sure did...
I don't regret our love, but I regret pushing you away, like I did during the summer. Oh God, I shouldn't have. I should have opened up to you. I never told you that I loved you Alex. I will regret this all my life. Liz said to me that I even if I never said, you knew. That doesn't stop me from regretting it. Maybe If I would have kept you closer to me, you wouldn't be gone. I wish...I only wish.
I wish you wouldn't be gone forever. I wish Max could have brought you back to life that day. We all stood there, frozen in fear of losing you as Max was in the truck with you. When he got out and saw you weren't, we understood. I thought my life had been tarred apart when Max was captured by the F.B.I, but what I felt is nothing compared to what I feel now.
I hope you know that I love you Alex. I began to fall for you hard from the moment I entered your dream and that we danced on 'Let me in' by Save Ferris. I loved you then, I love you now and I'll always love you. I really believe you are the only one meant for me. In a way, you'll always be there, but in my heart and dreams only. I said to Topolsky one day that I usually get what I want, but not this time. I can't have what I want because the only thing I want Alex, is you.
I'll love you 'til I die Alex. After that, I'll come join you wherever you are up there. Wait for me Alex, my angel. My soul...my everything.
Your girl for eternity,
Isabel