Sciencegirl35@parkwaycable.com
Science Girl
Sounds like Maria was set to go and you blew her out of the water. Hahaha LOL.
Well, my time with Tess just escalated. She asked me to come over to her house. When I got there, Tess was all business. She took me by the hand and led me back to her bedroom. I was informed that her parents were out for the weekend. Tess sat me on her bed and handed me a condom. “I am giving you this condom this time but I expect you to have at least one in your wallet from now on.” With this, she pushed me back. I guess all I can say is that we made love. I am not sure what I was expecting, but it was midnight before I got back home. I saw the light on in Isabel’s room. As I was getting ready for bed, Isabel just stuck her head in my room and smiled.
I am a bit confused.
Alien
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Alien41@roadrunnerway.com
Alien
I hope your relationship is all that you are looking for. I was warning you about how you felt about her. Now Maria is convincing me that not all girls feel like I do about love. So I guess I just will say be careful about yourself with Tess.
I am back at the library. The lady here was scowling at me last time. I think I was a bit over my time. I will type this fast.
Well, Maria is back talking to me again. She quit trying to make dates for me and made them only for herself. She did find another college man who took her out. Maria told him she was 20. I guess she could pass for that. Usually, Maria is very detailed about what happens on her dates, but this time, she just smiled and said it was very good. I am not sure what she meant.
I met a boy the other day. He is a senior at the local high school. We went to several museums and spent the rest of the day at the aquarium. It was late when we went back to his house. He still lives with his parent of course. They must be wealthy. Their house is large. They had a guest house in the back. Jamie, that is his name, cautioned me to be quiet. When we got to the guesthouse, Jamie and I made love. It was my first time after several aborted attempts. Jamie was very tender and he made me feel special. I am glad it was with him instead of any of the others. I do not know what to say. I think I may be in love with Jamie.
Science Girl
Sciencegirl35@parkwaycable.com
I am glad you found a nice person like Jamie. What are your plans as, I assume, you are at home or will soon be? How is Maria? Do you consider your summer a success? The reason I ask is because I am trying to come to grips with my summer. True, my time with Tess has been educational. I am still asking myself if I love her? I just do not know. We date every week and sometimes go out in the middle of the week. We both work so the days we work, we can’t stay out very late.
Tess’s folks are gone a lot during the summer. Tess says they go to resorts and to conventions that have to do with her father’s business. When they are gone on Saturday night, we stay at her house. As she demanded, I always have several condoms in my wallet. When her folks are at home, Tess usually has creative ideas. Once we went to a motel registering as Mr. and Mrs. … oops I almost gave it away. Well, anyway we had several empty suitcases and the motel didn’t ask questions. Tess just said she didn’t want to be interrupted by the morals police.
School starts this week. I will be a senior as I assume will you. This year promises some interesting challenges. I am starting to consider colleges. I assume we won’t divulge where we each go to keep our friendship. Write soon. Sometimes your email is the only sane thing in my mixed up world.
Alien
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Alien41@roadrunnerway.com
Alien.
We are still in Florida. This will probably the last time I anger the librarian. We will soon leave to get back. It will be nice to get back to… Hahaha you thought I would give it away.
Maria had a wonderful time. She is gone almost every night. There is one date that must be serious. That doesn’t stop her from other guys. The serious one I speak of, because she won’t tell me anything about it. The rest of her dates are just like before. Maria’s description of a date can be very disturbing. She is a real drama queen. I mean this in a nice way. if she should decide to be a writer, she could make novels that would smoke just sitting on the shelf.
My time with Jamie was very intense. We finally, after a lot of discussion, parted as very good friends. Neither of us knows what our senior year will bring. We make no lasting commitments to each other except to remain friends. He will never eclipse you as a friend. I would never tell him the intimate things I tell you. Do you know that, except for Maria, I have never told anyone about our letters. My parents were told that I wanted to keep my email so old friends could keep up with me. I do not know how I would explain you to someone like Jamie. I do not think they would ever understand.
Sometimes I do not completely understand it either. I just know that having you to write to helps me get through my life.
Science Girl
Sciencegirl35@parkwaycable.com
Science Girl
Maria sounds like a fast girl. I mean that as a complement, but I do not think I could keep up with her. It is good, maybe, that she found someone to be serious about. I think that Isabel might like to read one of her novels if you ever talk her into writing one.
I would ask you what you asked me. Are you in love with Jamie? What do you intend to do about the winter and the school functions etc.?
Tess’s parents are home more often now that school has started. One of her mother’s friends had to go out of town on an emergency. She asked Tess’s mother if Tess could house sit for a month. I go over there almost every night after school. We study together and do other things. We are pretty intense.
School is pretty hard. I am taking all Advanced Placement classes. I should have a lots of college credits when I graduate. Tess isn’t happy that I spend so much time studying.
Like you, the only one who knows about my emails is Isabel, I do not think she would deliberately ever do anything to hurt me. We fight a lot, but we are pretty close.
I sometimes wonder what Tess would say if she knew about you. I asked Isabel one time if I should tell her. I wanted to be truthful with her if we were going to have such an intense relationship. Isabel said something funny. She said, “There are some things that should be treasured just to yourself.”
I think that was funny because Isabel was the one who set me up with Tess. I have always trusted Isabel in things that mattered, so I never mentioned our emails.
I am looking over several colleges. I will respect the rules and not tell you which ones they are. I think I will need your letters even more in the future. I do not know why, but it feels like everything is going to go wrong sometimes soon.
Alien
Alien41@roadrunnerway.com
Alien
Maria found someone to be serious about yesterday. That has nothing to do with today or tomorrow.
What Jamie and I had this summer. It was special but I think it is destined to fail. We come from very different worlds. I could never run with his crowd. I will never forget him but I wrote him thanking him for such a wonderful summer I told him that we probably won’t see each other again. He wrote back and said he understood, but I made his summer worthwhile.
Hahaha I told Maria what you said, she said that if she met you she would change your mind in a minute. Maria says, she could have you eating out off her hand in a minute. I do not think I want her to meet you. Maybe, I want you all to myself. Hahahah LOL.
I did tell her also what you said about her writing novels. That seemed to strike something in her. When she went back home she was talking about writing the great and, I mean great, American novel.
I am also taking Advanced Placement classes. I do not know what colleges I will be looking at. With all of these colleges to prepare for, I do not think I want a serious relationship this year. I do hope I can go to the prom this year.
Alien, something that Isabel said, strikes me. Be careful with your girl friend. I do not want to see you hurt.
Science Girl