I'm a Lil Bit Rock N Roll... M/L, CC [MATURE] A/N 4/16[WIP]
Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 4:03 pm
Title: I’m a Little Bit Rock N’ Roll
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of the characters or the idea of Roswell itself.
Pairings: Max/Liz, Other Conventional Couples
Category: Alternate Universe Without Aliens
Rating: Mature (Might be adult later on.)
Summary: Liz and Michael are used to the finer things in life and have done things that the Roswell gang can only dream about. They also have dealt with bigger problems that aren’t even issues to the small town group. The Roswellians love the new additions to the clique, but problems will arise when the words collide.
Prologue
Not one tear slid down her bruised, scraped up face as her dad’s dead body was lowered into the ground. Her brother’s hands tightened around her fingers and she felt her friends hand grip her shoulder almost painfully. There were dozens of flash bulbs going off, a video camera set up in front of her as she fought desperately for the control she relied so desperately upon. She wasn’t going to loose it.
Part One: Mother Dearest
“Liz, you need to eat, you’ve been losing too much weight,” an elegant looking mother told her daughter as she picked at salad. “Your face looks tired and dull.”
“Sorry for being tired,” Elizabeth Parker said.
On the outside her mother looked beautiful. Her diamond earrings shone under the chandelier in the formal dining room, her hair was perfectly coifed and her personal trainer-made body was wrapped in only the finest apparel. On the inside… Well Liz wouldn’t know. To her, her mother was like the Barbie Dolls she wasn’t allowed to play with when she was young, cold hard plastic with no beating heart.
“You need to stay hydrated. It livens up the skin.”
“I’ll hook up an IV of Evian stat,” she replied sarcastically.
“Well… Michael, honey, you shouldn’t wear so much black, it makes you look depressed.”
“Just a t-shirt Mom,” he returned.
It was quiet enough to hear the wind ruffle the leaves in the large oak tree outside. The sprinkler system in the house next to them turned on and a car revved their engine on their street. Michael and Liz kept their eyes down cast the entire time, concentrating on everything else but their mother who looked so perfect but was so amiss. The soft sounds of Josh Groban coming from the speakers around the living room and dining room did little to nothing to calm their nerves.
“Well that may be, but you should really try wearing some different colors. Blue would really make all the difference in the world. You wouldn’t look so sullen.”
Liz thought for a second that maybe she heard the soft strumming of a banjo play and crickets calling out to each other across the room. Her brother couldn’t help but feel like they were in a stand off like in the old Western movies. A tumbleweed blew past the salad dressing and the infamous Parker siblings were pitted against the evil Nancy Parker, the crooked Sheriff in town.
“I like black, and I think that Liz looks great as always,” her brother defended himself and his little sister half heartedly.
“Wow, you guys must be excited! First day at a new school tomorrow! You get to meet new people, and get to start all over…” Nancy Parker’s voice trailed off when she realized that neither one of her kids were listening to her. “Look, I know you guys hated moving here but you could make the most out of a bad situation, now can’t you?” she said changing her tactics.
“This is a little more than a bad situation,” Michael muttered under his breath.
“Well you’re here now, so deal with it,” their mom said angrily. Her fork hit the china loudly interrupting the calm exterior of dinner.
Liz sighed and pushed her half eaten meal away from her. She hated rack of lamb anyway.
“Liz,” Michael warned knowing that his little sister had had enough. She brushed him off with a side long glance and stared at her Mom with a calm face before speaking. It was something Michael always admired about his little sister. She could be screaming on the inside but to everyone else she looked like everything was okay. Indifference was the only way to survive in their family.
“Mom… I love you… Really, I do,” she started without a tremor in her voice. Most girls couldn’t talk to their mothers the way she could. But most kids don’t try to raise their parents as better people.
“I love you too,” Nancy replied, her voice devoid of emotion.
“Not the point really… I’m glad that you have Aunt Ellen and Uncle Charles here to help you through Dad’s death. I’m even happy that you can start nursing again at the hospital and hell, the two of us have even agreed to volunteer there.”
“I know you did and that’s very nice of both of you,” Nancy said smiling brittle-y. “And thank you, I’m glad I can start working here too.”
“I wasn’t done Mom. I need you to realize that it wasn’t just your husband that died, it was our dad too… and you just ripped us away from everything we knew and loved. And it isn’t like we had the easiest year to begin with. So don’t give us a lecture because we can’t jump on the bandwagon, okay?”
Michael cleared his throat several moments later. He grabbed one of the oversized ceramic jugs out on the table and poured himself some more juice.
“I know it was your father who died. And I know that you—”
“I hate to say it like this but you don’t know. You don’t know anything about my relationship with my father. You don’t know anything about me or about Michael. You don’t know because you never wanted to,” she said simply, “Your narcissistic grieving period is warranted, but it sucks for your children. Don’t make us feel bad because we can’t paste on smiley faces—”
“—Liz—” Michael tried to interrupt. He sighed and resolved to just watch the show when she sent him a scathing look. One that clearly read, “Shut up and let me talk!”
“— just to pacify you and assure you that we’re okay, when we’re going through all the pain that you are too. It’s not fair, and it’s not going to happen,” Liz concluded, her voice quickening the angrier she got. She tucked a jet black strand of hair behind her ear and stared at her mother who was busy looking at everything but her eyes.
“I’m sorry for being a bad mother I guess,” she bit out.
“That’s not what she was saying and you know it,” Michael shot out. “Your guilt trips aren’t going to work on this one.”
“Just… do us all a huge favor and give Michael and I some breathing room, okay? Besides, it’s not like you cared in California, why would you care here?” she asked flippantly.
“What the hell does that mean? I’m your mother, of course I cared,” Nancy said, here eyes widening.
“Please, you cared about page 6 and all of your other snotty friends. You wanted us to be the Kennedy’s of the corporate world and since you realized your kids didn’t fit, you brushed us aside,” letting of some steam Michael said, “and you could pretend otherwise because Dad was there. But not that he’s gone you just have to deal with the fact that you don’t have Stepford children. That must suck for you.”
Page 6 was the society pages that always had pictures of them and their friends on it. They kept up appearances even when everything was falling apart behind closed doors no matter what. It was what their mom lived for and Liz and Michael would suffer through for their dad’s sake… But now, things were different.
“That’s not true I-”
“I can’t remember a time you asked me if school went okay or how my competitions went or even how I was doing, Michael either,” Liz said standing up and tossing her white linen napkin on the table.
“That’s not true!” Nancy repeated like a petulant child.
“I can give you a long list of examples when all I wanted was a kind word from you but what’s the point? I can sympathize with you enough to realize that with Dad’s death you want to regain your lost maternal instinct, try to be June Cleaver and all that… But if you’re serious about becoming a real mom then it’s going to take time too.”
“I’m sorry that you feel that way. But I have always cared about you two… Even if you haven’t been able to see it,” Nancy said taking another bite of food, never loosing composure.
“You cared what we were wearing, what we were telling our friends about the company,” Michael retorted, “you cared about the businesses and our family’s reputation. You never game a damn about either of us.”
“And even if you feel like you did, we feel like you didn’t,” the tiny brunette said with a defeated sigh.
Michael cleared his throat after a couple moments of silence. Liz was still standing, shaking and clenching and unclenching her fists tightly. She was about to freak out and he had to get her the hell out of there.
“Well… I’m going to go unpack the rest of my room, Mom, thanks for dinner, it was great,” he said sarcastically standing up.
“I’m done eating too. See you in the morning Mom,” Liz said walking toward the stairs quickly, Michael hot on her black high heels.
“I’m going to go over to Ellen’s after I get everything cleaned up, do you guys want to come with me? You haven’t seen your cousin Alex in a long time!” she called after them cheerily.
“Fuckin’ unbelievable. Like that entire thing didn’t really happen,” Liz whispered incredulously.
“We already called him and told him we’d see him tomorrow for breakfast before school. Have fun at Aunt Ellen’s,” Michael said hurrying Liz up the plush carpeted stairs.
“You okay?” he asked gently as soon as they got upstairs into the hallway.
“No,” she said, her voice choked with tears.
He didn’t try to rub her arm because he knew his hand would be slapped away. He didn’t try to hug her because she’d probably push him down the stairs. He didn’t say that everything would be okay because she’d cuss him out. So he was just there. Because no matter how bad it was, if the chips were down and it looked hopeless, Michael would always be there for Liz.
“You have your room set up yet?” he asked.
“Yeah, I was doing that while you slept through lunch,” she teased even though she still sounded like she was about ready to cry. “Just some cloths and things to unpack.”
“Let’s hang out in yours then. I barely got my CDs unpacked,” he said opening her door. They were closer than most brothers and sisters. They hadn’t had a real fight in years and they were tied together by whatever pain the other had.
The death of their father had been hard on both of them, especially because it left them defenseless against their mother. Liz and their dad had been driving back from San Diego after one of her surf competitions at night when a drunk driver had hit them. Liz had suffered some major injuries, but after a couple weeks in the hospital and over three hundred stitches she was okay. She hadn’t even talked to Michael about that night but when the paramedics came Liz was holding onto her dead father. It took her a week to speak, Michael had never been so scared in his life.
“You want to watch a movie?” Michael asked as they entered her spacious bedroom.
It would have been the master bedroom if their home wasn’t remodeled before they moved in. There was a door cut into the wall at the other side of Liz’s bathroom to give Michael access and the balcony that once stretched the length of Michael’s room was remodeled to give Liz benefit too. The wall was knocked down between two bedrooms to make a small apartment sized bedroom for their mother down stairs. It was one of the biggest homes in Roswell to begin with, but their Mom had to be the best.
“Yeah, let’s see if we can get an accurate body count on Braveheart,” Liz said popping in the DVD and going to her desk while the previews played. She produced a frosted white bong and then carefully packed a bowl of chronic.
“If there were any doubts that you were my sister,” Michael laughed as she broke up the sticky plant.
“I cannot deal with our mother unless I’m blowed,” she told him simply. A grin spread across his face as his little sister took a big hit and handed it to him. She could out smoke pretty much every guy he knew. And that was saying something.
Living in Santa Monica, summering in Honolulu and having Manhatten brown stone definitely exposed them to a lot of things.Their mother didn't care what time they got home and their dad was always too busy with the company to notice. It seemed like every socialite with a chip on their shoulder did it, so soon enough Michael and Liz started partying too. As far as chips go, they had the biggest.
They were drinking at bonfires before they got into high school and doing hard-core drugs by their sophomore year in clubs in New York City. Compared to most of their friends they were pretty tame, but they knew compared to the small town purity in Roswell they were going to be big news. Everyone loved a scandal.
“Man I missed this when I was in training,” she laughed letting out her smoke in tiny little Os. “For high school sports, we can probably do alright as long as we only smoke three or four times a week,” she said getting ready to take another hit. “As long as we get 24 hours notice before a drug test, we’ll be fine.”
“And as for the other stuff, we really got to keep that down to weekend use till we get situated. And we should keep this under wraps,” Michael added thinking about the drugs in his room and somewhere hidden in hers. “We don’t know what kind of friends we’re going to make here, and we don’t want to freak them out.”
“That’s true,” Liz said seriously, her eyelids heavy already. She took another hit and let out the smoke slowly watching it rise into the air.
“Feeling better?” Michael asked when the white cloud had finally dissipitated.
“Sure am,” she said coughing a couple times. She took out her water bottle and took a long swig before she handed it over to Michael.
“Hey, open the window, if Mom smells this she’s going to go nuclear,” Michael told her. Liz went to her large bay window and let out all the smoke and took a big breath of clean air. She sat down on the bench her window made and looked outside.
“I can’t believe we live here,” she sighed. “No ocean, no friends, no shopping malls…”
“No bonfires, no Jacob and Smitty, no Shack,” Michael continued. “Maybe we’ll get lucky and get abducted by aliens or something.”
Michael pressed play on the remote and Liz went into the bathroom to change into her pajamas. He heard the soft sound of her laughing behind the door and knew that she must be stoned. She came into the room looking chagrin in a wife beater and pink spandex pants.
“You alright?” he asked laughing a little too hard at her. He grabbed his Zippo and lit the bowl again.
“Yeah, why?” she asked taking the last hit of the bowl. He ashed it out in her trashcan and handed it back to her. She put it back in her hiding spot and then grabbed two pipes out of her drawer and packed each bowl. She handed him his gently and then took out a thick leather bound journal.
Every so often one of them would take a hit or exchange a couple words with one another. Most of the evening was spend with her scribbling away in her journal and him enthralled in the movie. Comfortable silence. Even when the entire world was changing and going crazy they always had each other.
That was enough.
It had to be.
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of the characters or the idea of Roswell itself.
Pairings: Max/Liz, Other Conventional Couples
Category: Alternate Universe Without Aliens
Rating: Mature (Might be adult later on.)
Summary: Liz and Michael are used to the finer things in life and have done things that the Roswell gang can only dream about. They also have dealt with bigger problems that aren’t even issues to the small town group. The Roswellians love the new additions to the clique, but problems will arise when the words collide.
Prologue
Not one tear slid down her bruised, scraped up face as her dad’s dead body was lowered into the ground. Her brother’s hands tightened around her fingers and she felt her friends hand grip her shoulder almost painfully. There were dozens of flash bulbs going off, a video camera set up in front of her as she fought desperately for the control she relied so desperately upon. She wasn’t going to loose it.
Part One: Mother Dearest
“Liz, you need to eat, you’ve been losing too much weight,” an elegant looking mother told her daughter as she picked at salad. “Your face looks tired and dull.”
“Sorry for being tired,” Elizabeth Parker said.
On the outside her mother looked beautiful. Her diamond earrings shone under the chandelier in the formal dining room, her hair was perfectly coifed and her personal trainer-made body was wrapped in only the finest apparel. On the inside… Well Liz wouldn’t know. To her, her mother was like the Barbie Dolls she wasn’t allowed to play with when she was young, cold hard plastic with no beating heart.
“You need to stay hydrated. It livens up the skin.”
“I’ll hook up an IV of Evian stat,” she replied sarcastically.
“Well… Michael, honey, you shouldn’t wear so much black, it makes you look depressed.”
“Just a t-shirt Mom,” he returned.
It was quiet enough to hear the wind ruffle the leaves in the large oak tree outside. The sprinkler system in the house next to them turned on and a car revved their engine on their street. Michael and Liz kept their eyes down cast the entire time, concentrating on everything else but their mother who looked so perfect but was so amiss. The soft sounds of Josh Groban coming from the speakers around the living room and dining room did little to nothing to calm their nerves.
“Well that may be, but you should really try wearing some different colors. Blue would really make all the difference in the world. You wouldn’t look so sullen.”
Liz thought for a second that maybe she heard the soft strumming of a banjo play and crickets calling out to each other across the room. Her brother couldn’t help but feel like they were in a stand off like in the old Western movies. A tumbleweed blew past the salad dressing and the infamous Parker siblings were pitted against the evil Nancy Parker, the crooked Sheriff in town.
“I like black, and I think that Liz looks great as always,” her brother defended himself and his little sister half heartedly.
“Wow, you guys must be excited! First day at a new school tomorrow! You get to meet new people, and get to start all over…” Nancy Parker’s voice trailed off when she realized that neither one of her kids were listening to her. “Look, I know you guys hated moving here but you could make the most out of a bad situation, now can’t you?” she said changing her tactics.
“This is a little more than a bad situation,” Michael muttered under his breath.
“Well you’re here now, so deal with it,” their mom said angrily. Her fork hit the china loudly interrupting the calm exterior of dinner.
Liz sighed and pushed her half eaten meal away from her. She hated rack of lamb anyway.
“Liz,” Michael warned knowing that his little sister had had enough. She brushed him off with a side long glance and stared at her Mom with a calm face before speaking. It was something Michael always admired about his little sister. She could be screaming on the inside but to everyone else she looked like everything was okay. Indifference was the only way to survive in their family.
“Mom… I love you… Really, I do,” she started without a tremor in her voice. Most girls couldn’t talk to their mothers the way she could. But most kids don’t try to raise their parents as better people.
“I love you too,” Nancy replied, her voice devoid of emotion.
“Not the point really… I’m glad that you have Aunt Ellen and Uncle Charles here to help you through Dad’s death. I’m even happy that you can start nursing again at the hospital and hell, the two of us have even agreed to volunteer there.”
“I know you did and that’s very nice of both of you,” Nancy said smiling brittle-y. “And thank you, I’m glad I can start working here too.”
“I wasn’t done Mom. I need you to realize that it wasn’t just your husband that died, it was our dad too… and you just ripped us away from everything we knew and loved. And it isn’t like we had the easiest year to begin with. So don’t give us a lecture because we can’t jump on the bandwagon, okay?”
Michael cleared his throat several moments later. He grabbed one of the oversized ceramic jugs out on the table and poured himself some more juice.
“I know it was your father who died. And I know that you—”
“I hate to say it like this but you don’t know. You don’t know anything about my relationship with my father. You don’t know anything about me or about Michael. You don’t know because you never wanted to,” she said simply, “Your narcissistic grieving period is warranted, but it sucks for your children. Don’t make us feel bad because we can’t paste on smiley faces—”
“—Liz—” Michael tried to interrupt. He sighed and resolved to just watch the show when she sent him a scathing look. One that clearly read, “Shut up and let me talk!”
“— just to pacify you and assure you that we’re okay, when we’re going through all the pain that you are too. It’s not fair, and it’s not going to happen,” Liz concluded, her voice quickening the angrier she got. She tucked a jet black strand of hair behind her ear and stared at her mother who was busy looking at everything but her eyes.
“I’m sorry for being a bad mother I guess,” she bit out.
“That’s not what she was saying and you know it,” Michael shot out. “Your guilt trips aren’t going to work on this one.”
“Just… do us all a huge favor and give Michael and I some breathing room, okay? Besides, it’s not like you cared in California, why would you care here?” she asked flippantly.
“What the hell does that mean? I’m your mother, of course I cared,” Nancy said, here eyes widening.
“Please, you cared about page 6 and all of your other snotty friends. You wanted us to be the Kennedy’s of the corporate world and since you realized your kids didn’t fit, you brushed us aside,” letting of some steam Michael said, “and you could pretend otherwise because Dad was there. But not that he’s gone you just have to deal with the fact that you don’t have Stepford children. That must suck for you.”
Page 6 was the society pages that always had pictures of them and their friends on it. They kept up appearances even when everything was falling apart behind closed doors no matter what. It was what their mom lived for and Liz and Michael would suffer through for their dad’s sake… But now, things were different.
“That’s not true I-”
“I can’t remember a time you asked me if school went okay or how my competitions went or even how I was doing, Michael either,” Liz said standing up and tossing her white linen napkin on the table.
“That’s not true!” Nancy repeated like a petulant child.
“I can give you a long list of examples when all I wanted was a kind word from you but what’s the point? I can sympathize with you enough to realize that with Dad’s death you want to regain your lost maternal instinct, try to be June Cleaver and all that… But if you’re serious about becoming a real mom then it’s going to take time too.”
“I’m sorry that you feel that way. But I have always cared about you two… Even if you haven’t been able to see it,” Nancy said taking another bite of food, never loosing composure.
“You cared what we were wearing, what we were telling our friends about the company,” Michael retorted, “you cared about the businesses and our family’s reputation. You never game a damn about either of us.”
“And even if you feel like you did, we feel like you didn’t,” the tiny brunette said with a defeated sigh.
Michael cleared his throat after a couple moments of silence. Liz was still standing, shaking and clenching and unclenching her fists tightly. She was about to freak out and he had to get her the hell out of there.
“Well… I’m going to go unpack the rest of my room, Mom, thanks for dinner, it was great,” he said sarcastically standing up.
“I’m done eating too. See you in the morning Mom,” Liz said walking toward the stairs quickly, Michael hot on her black high heels.
“I’m going to go over to Ellen’s after I get everything cleaned up, do you guys want to come with me? You haven’t seen your cousin Alex in a long time!” she called after them cheerily.
“Fuckin’ unbelievable. Like that entire thing didn’t really happen,” Liz whispered incredulously.
“We already called him and told him we’d see him tomorrow for breakfast before school. Have fun at Aunt Ellen’s,” Michael said hurrying Liz up the plush carpeted stairs.
“You okay?” he asked gently as soon as they got upstairs into the hallway.
“No,” she said, her voice choked with tears.
He didn’t try to rub her arm because he knew his hand would be slapped away. He didn’t try to hug her because she’d probably push him down the stairs. He didn’t say that everything would be okay because she’d cuss him out. So he was just there. Because no matter how bad it was, if the chips were down and it looked hopeless, Michael would always be there for Liz.
“You have your room set up yet?” he asked.
“Yeah, I was doing that while you slept through lunch,” she teased even though she still sounded like she was about ready to cry. “Just some cloths and things to unpack.”
“Let’s hang out in yours then. I barely got my CDs unpacked,” he said opening her door. They were closer than most brothers and sisters. They hadn’t had a real fight in years and they were tied together by whatever pain the other had.
The death of their father had been hard on both of them, especially because it left them defenseless against their mother. Liz and their dad had been driving back from San Diego after one of her surf competitions at night when a drunk driver had hit them. Liz had suffered some major injuries, but after a couple weeks in the hospital and over three hundred stitches she was okay. She hadn’t even talked to Michael about that night but when the paramedics came Liz was holding onto her dead father. It took her a week to speak, Michael had never been so scared in his life.
“You want to watch a movie?” Michael asked as they entered her spacious bedroom.
It would have been the master bedroom if their home wasn’t remodeled before they moved in. There was a door cut into the wall at the other side of Liz’s bathroom to give Michael access and the balcony that once stretched the length of Michael’s room was remodeled to give Liz benefit too. The wall was knocked down between two bedrooms to make a small apartment sized bedroom for their mother down stairs. It was one of the biggest homes in Roswell to begin with, but their Mom had to be the best.
“Yeah, let’s see if we can get an accurate body count on Braveheart,” Liz said popping in the DVD and going to her desk while the previews played. She produced a frosted white bong and then carefully packed a bowl of chronic.
“If there were any doubts that you were my sister,” Michael laughed as she broke up the sticky plant.
“I cannot deal with our mother unless I’m blowed,” she told him simply. A grin spread across his face as his little sister took a big hit and handed it to him. She could out smoke pretty much every guy he knew. And that was saying something.
Living in Santa Monica, summering in Honolulu and having Manhatten brown stone definitely exposed them to a lot of things.Their mother didn't care what time they got home and their dad was always too busy with the company to notice. It seemed like every socialite with a chip on their shoulder did it, so soon enough Michael and Liz started partying too. As far as chips go, they had the biggest.
They were drinking at bonfires before they got into high school and doing hard-core drugs by their sophomore year in clubs in New York City. Compared to most of their friends they were pretty tame, but they knew compared to the small town purity in Roswell they were going to be big news. Everyone loved a scandal.
“Man I missed this when I was in training,” she laughed letting out her smoke in tiny little Os. “For high school sports, we can probably do alright as long as we only smoke three or four times a week,” she said getting ready to take another hit. “As long as we get 24 hours notice before a drug test, we’ll be fine.”
“And as for the other stuff, we really got to keep that down to weekend use till we get situated. And we should keep this under wraps,” Michael added thinking about the drugs in his room and somewhere hidden in hers. “We don’t know what kind of friends we’re going to make here, and we don’t want to freak them out.”
“That’s true,” Liz said seriously, her eyelids heavy already. She took another hit and let out the smoke slowly watching it rise into the air.
“Feeling better?” Michael asked when the white cloud had finally dissipitated.
“Sure am,” she said coughing a couple times. She took out her water bottle and took a long swig before she handed it over to Michael.
“Hey, open the window, if Mom smells this she’s going to go nuclear,” Michael told her. Liz went to her large bay window and let out all the smoke and took a big breath of clean air. She sat down on the bench her window made and looked outside.
“I can’t believe we live here,” she sighed. “No ocean, no friends, no shopping malls…”
“No bonfires, no Jacob and Smitty, no Shack,” Michael continued. “Maybe we’ll get lucky and get abducted by aliens or something.”
Michael pressed play on the remote and Liz went into the bathroom to change into her pajamas. He heard the soft sound of her laughing behind the door and knew that she must be stoned. She came into the room looking chagrin in a wife beater and pink spandex pants.
“You alright?” he asked laughing a little too hard at her. He grabbed his Zippo and lit the bowl again.
“Yeah, why?” she asked taking the last hit of the bowl. He ashed it out in her trashcan and handed it back to her. She put it back in her hiding spot and then grabbed two pipes out of her drawer and packed each bowl. She handed him his gently and then took out a thick leather bound journal.
Every so often one of them would take a hit or exchange a couple words with one another. Most of the evening was spend with her scribbling away in her journal and him enthralled in the movie. Comfortable silence. Even when the entire world was changing and going crazy they always had each other.
That was enough.
It had to be.