Roswell Fanatics

Title: A Tale of Two Zans

A personalized fan fic is a fic tailored to a Roswellfanatics.net member, but also a story that can be enjoyed by all =)

Author:JRose
Disclaimer: I don't own anything pertaining to Roswell except for my imagination and as for the part of Sarah, her permission was given to me to write this =) Also, please note that this story is under the category Alien Abyss because it has unconventional characters, not necessarily crazy and controversial storylines.
Pairings: The usual pairings on the show. but this is a personalized fan fic written for sarah about her meeting Zan. Hope u enjoy reading about him as I enjoyed writing him lol The usual characters will stay mostly in character. While YOU may not be "Sarah" give the story a chance... and if you like the idea, request your own personalized fan fiction!
Rating: Adult- Mature(Somewhere in there lol)
Summary: When an actress auditioned for her big break she found it, in work and in love. Zan never knew taking the train would lead him to meeting the most important person in his life. I wrote a post in the fan fiction discussion section that called for anyone to respond to my form, and I will write them a personalized fan fiction.
This a personalized fan fic written for Sarah… if you’d like a personalized fan fic, just respond to my post in the fan fiction discussion section and I will gladly write you one as well…
Here is Sarah’s form so you can see what she asked for and what I wrote accordingly =)

Name: Sarah Kathleen Patrick
Nickname?: Say, Kitty Kat, St. Patrick's Day
Name of Roswellian you’d like to be paired up with?: Zan
Any special ideas for your story you’d like me to incorporate?: I trust ya! Also, could you put my sister in their? Sort of like my Maria? Except that she's 5'7", blond, blue-eyed, responsible to my wild, and unfairly skinny? Her name is Taylor, or Tay (Maxssoulmate to my Zanssoulmate08 on the site). Thanks so much!
Tell me a bit about your personality: Wild, Crazy, a little too ambitious
Any special interests?… (i.e. – Your love of playing volleyball or your obsession with catching butterflies?): Reading, Acting
Anything else you’d like to add?: Max wants me too
I figured it might help if you knew what I looked like:
Dark hair and eyes (think Selma Blair- people always say I look like her)
Curvy
5'4"

Authors Note:This fan fic takes place after Tess kisses Max, Liz has lied to Max about sleeping with Kyle and the gang has already met the dupes. Although in this fic, Zan was never killed… enjoy!

A Tale of Two Zans :

If there’s one thing you should know about Sarah, it’s that she’s a small town kinda girl with a big personality. As soon as she was able to do it, she boldly moved to New York to check out the artistic scene. Ohio couldn’t contain such a free and talented spirit as her, and as much as she hated living in a tuna can of an apartment, she loved the city. There was always a new person to meet and something new to experience and she just ate it up. Grabbing her bag on the coffee table she locked the door behind her and headed off to yet another audition.

Her auditions hadn’t been working out for her lately, and anyone else in her shoes would have given up by now. Not Sarah. She knew that half of the acting game was rejection and she kept her hopes up because hey, what if Madonna had quit after her first rejection? The only thing that was taking a toll on her was her daily pangs of homesickness. She missed her family a lot, and her sister the most. Taylor wasn’t just her sister, she was like her best friend and her sanity in this crazy world.

As she sat down on the train and opened up her book to read, the lights flickered, impairing her ability to read. She was used to N.Y.C. trains and they’re usual flickering but she was not in the mood for it today. Reading her book was supposed to make her calm and take the nervousness away from her audition, but it looks like that wasn’t going to happen.

Closing her book, she embarked on her next favorite guilty pleasure, people watching. It was always interesting to see different people and how they interact with each other in a closed space. Back home, people were neighborly and would smile and say hello… here, you didn’t even make eye contact with the person who may be half sitting on your lap due to the congestion. The sliding doors from the next car opened and she was instantly drawn to them, as was half the car. Hey, any movement is interesting when you have nothing to do but wait for your stop.

If she wasn’t already sitting down… pinned down was more like it, she would’ve had to take a seat when she saw him enter the car. He was tall, slender but muscular, and his toned arms looked amazing. His hair was spiked and his clothes was alternatively mismatched but they brought of a hint of green in his eyes. It was almost as if he walked in slow motion, and if this were a movie, a really great loud song would be playing around him. Someone like him deserved his own theme song. She tore her eyes away from him for a millisecond to see if anyone had come in behind him, but to her delight, he was alone.

It was almost fate that he sat across from her. She wasn’t normally this entranced by anyone let alone a stranger, but he just had a certain something about him that she couldn’t look away from him. Noticing, as any other person would when someone was looking that intently at them, he looked up and saw her.

Although she was usually pretty outgoing, shyness took over her and immediately she looked away. Knowing that he saw her and that the damage was done, her cheeks turned a slighter shade of pink with embarrassment. He looked at her clearly interested with a small smile pursed on his lips. She’s cute, he though to himself. He decided to have a little fun and stared at her the way she had been staring at him.

After looking away for a few seconds it was like a moth to a flame that she just had to look back. She couldn’t help it. She slowly turned her head back and looked up at him. His piercing brown eyes looking back at hers nearly made her jump. Pull yourself together damn it, she yelled inwardly to herself. Gaining her composure, she smiled at him.

At that moment the train had stopped at the next location and to her dismay it was the one she was supposed to get off. She looked at him once more, silently wishing she could talk to him, get to know him, get to anything with him… but she pulled herself away and got up quickly exiting through the shiny silver doors.

She didn’t look back for fear that she’d seem like a desperate crazy person but kept walking abruptly forward. A tap at her shoulder startled her and she turned around quickly. When she saw his face, she nearly gasped in shock. He smiled.

“ You uh… you left this.” He said holding out her book. She took it, brushing her hand over his slightly.

“Thanks… I’m sorry you had to miss your stop to bring this back for me…”

He shook his head. “Nah it’s cool , don’t worry about it.”

“Well thanks again…” she said hoping for some kind of sign.

“No problem… maybe I’ll see ya around some time…” he said with one last look, and then he was gone.

“Maybe you will!” She called after him over the he crowd of people now walking in between them. He turned around and nodded in her direction and then continued walking.

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“Next!” the overly unenthusiastic man called out among the group of people waiting for their auditions.

She walked over nervously, a million different things running through her head. The audition ahead, her missing her family, missing taylor, and the really hot guy she just brushed paths with.

“Name?” He asked dryly.

“Sarah Patrick.”

“Resume?”

She reached into her bag and pulled it out of her folder neatly.

“Ok, dark hair, 5’4”…Down the hall, room 205, ask for Kate.” He said taking her resume and calling out for the next person.

Room 205 was packed with girls. At this point she didn’t even remember what she was auditioning for, but what she did know was that with that many people there, her chances were extremely slim. After what seemed like an eternity her name was called and she was given some lines to read. The title of the script was called “What Really happened?” She wasn’t really sure what the movie was about, all she knew was that her scene had given her the part of a lawyer. She did what she had to do, let her irresistible charm shine through and left the studio room happy that she did her best.

About an hour later she found her self throwing her keys onto the counter and pressing the button on her answering machine. One creditor, one wrong number and one very lonely message from Taylor. She picked up her phone and dialed her sister, taking a seat on her couch and flipping on the T.V.

“Hello?”

“Tay!”

“Aw Say I missed you so much today. I had one of those unbelievably bad days that just get worse even when you think it’s not possible… sorry I’m babbling. How are things over there? Tell me something to cheer me up, I really need it.”

“You sure you don’t wanna talk about your day?”

“No, never.” She responded with a laugh “Make me jealous, how was yours in the Big Apple?”

“It was pretty good, I had an audition today, I know I did a good job but if I don’t get it I won’t be surprised, there was a TON of people there. Ooohhh and I saw a REALLY hot guy. Oh my god you would’ve died.”

“Details please!”

“Well he was a complete package, tall with these… these muscles… and the hair… total bad ass…”

“Sounds like your type. You know me, I personally appreciate the more good guy types, but I usually agree with you so I bet he was gorgeous. Did you interact?!”

“Sorta…”

“What the hell does that mean?!”

“Well we kinda…” Midsentence she was interrupted by her call waiting.

“Hold on Tay, I got another call….Hello?” She said into the receiver.

“Yes… is this Sarah Patrick?”

“This is she.”

“Hi Sarah, this is Kate from KBL studios, we met earlier today.”
Sarah felt a lump rise in her throat.

“Yes, Yes of course.”

“Well I just wanted to call you personally to tell you that we’d like to offer you the lead part of Caitlyn Johnson in our movie!”

She nearly thought she would drop the phone.

“You’re not joking are you?!” Sarah asked excitedly into the phone.

Kate laughed.

“No I wouldn’t do that to you. I will call you back with the minor details but I must tell you that our filming will be taking place in Roswell new Mexico in a few weeks. I hope that this isn’t a problem?”

She was stunned.

“No, absolutely not!”

“Your expenses will be paid for and you will be permitted guest visits free of charge during your stay with us. I’ll let you go now but I will be in touch.”

“Thank you, thank you so much!”

“You’re quite welcome, and congratulations, you were the best we had seen and after you left we cut auditioning girls for that part.”

“Wow, thanks again so much.”

“Bye for now.”

“Bye.” She said and then immediately pressing the send button to return to taylor.

“Geez, took you long enough!! We were in the middle of some serious gossip here!!!..”

“Tay I got the part!”

“You did?!”

“I did!”

“Oh my god I’m so excited for you!”

“I’m excited for you too!”

“Why for me you doof?” Taylor asked laughingly.

“Because they’re filming in NEW MEXICO! And I’m allowed visitors and that means you!!!!!”

“Aaahhh that’s awesome!”

“Ok listen, try not to tell the parentals because I wanna tell them! I’m gonna go get changed and go celebrate!”

“By yourself?!” Tay asked sadly.

She had to admit it was sad not having a friend to just call up to go out with. She had made casual friends but she hadn’t been in N.Y. very long and most of her time was spent at home preparing for auditions and then going out to do them. She walked over to pick up her address list and dropped her book that she had been reading on the train onto the floor. The book opened up to the very last page. On it was a note: “Hey, I know ya felt the same connection I did when I met ya today, now all I can do is hope that I was right and that you’re a fast reader so you reach this page soon. Here’s my cell #, use it. Zan.”

“Uh, you know what maybe not… I’ll talk to you later…” Sarah said quickly hanging up the phone.

“What? Wait…” Taylor said into the dial tone. Confusedly she hung up the phone.

Now Sarah hadn’t meant to be rude to her sister but when it came to this guy, she couldn’t think straight. She had to call him at that very second in fear that if she didn’t she’d never have the nerve again. She slowly dialed the numbers.

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Zan had walked back into his “home” reluctantly. It was just how he’d left it, in one word, mess. Lonni, Ava and Rath were arguing about the usual nonsense and Zan just couldn’t take them anymore. While they were the closest thing he had to friends or family, he always had a gut feeling that neither Rath nor Lonnie could be completely trusted. Ava had been at his side but even she had gotten on his last nerve lately. He knew he could trust her always… but at this time in his life he didn’t even want to.

“Sup Zan?” Rath said turning away his focus from the other two. “You should’ve taken me with you today bro, these two are getting on my last fuckin nerve.”

Ava and Lonnie looked at each other and then back at him.
“Oh US two?!” They said at the same time.

“You’re the one who’s had a freakin bad attitude all day today!” Lonnie shouted.

“And you’re also the one who started arguing with US TWO in the first place!” Ava yelled sarcastically mimicking his words.

“Would you all just shut the hell up for once!” Zan yelled causing them to instinctively back down. He raised his hand and lowered the sound of the radio blasting around them. His cell phone was deafening in the silence.

“Hello?” He asked into the phone.

Hi voice made her squeal on the inside but on the outside she was calm.
“Hey… Zan? I just got your message.”

He smiled to himself and seeing Ava watching him, he turned right around and walked out of the sewer like palace they called home.

“Hey you, I’m surprised ya called me back.”

“I’m surprised you left me that note… “

He laughed. “Yeah it was very old school of me.”

She laughed. She loved his accent, and she loved that the rough exterior of him held a nice funny guy underneath.
“Well I don’t know much about you, but I was wondering if you’d like to go out tonight and have some fun? I have some celebrating to do and I’d much rather be with you than by myself.” As soon as she said the words she couldn’t believe how confident she came across.

“I’m game, ya know there’s a new club that just opened up on Bowery Street, it’s called uh… what’s the name… oh yeah …Promiscuous…”
“Sounds kinda slutty.” She said with a laugh.

“Well I didn’t name it!” He said sarcastically “But I would like to check it out wit chu.”

Again, that voice.
“It’s a date then, wanna meet there at 11?”

“I’ll be there… hey wait, you never told me your name.”

“It’s Sarah, most people call me Say.”

“I’ll see you at 11 Sarah… I aint most people.”

She smiled into the phone and hung up excitedly.

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While she always was secretly jealous of her sisters blonde hair, super long legs and unfairly skinny physique, she was not looking too shabby standing outside Promiscuous, waiting for Zan. She wore heals that she knew she’d regret later, but hey it made her just tall enough so that maybe she could look into those big brown eyes. Her hair was pulled back so as to avoid a frizzy mess inside the hot club, and if her shirt could talk it would say “look at me look at me! I aint no slut, but I’m definitely hot!”

“Well look at chu.” He said walking up from behind her.
He looked incredibly sexy. The alternative grungy, classic urban clothes he was wearing looked great on him.

“You look awesome.” She responded.

He motioned for them to enter the club. After the usual I.D. check and stamping of the hands they went inside and situated themselves in a corner of the main room. The place looked enormous with green strobe lights and great music.

“So what are we celebrating anyway?” He asked over the loud music bopping his head with the music.

“I had an audition for this part in a movie and I got it today!”
“That’s awesome… I think that means that we should be dancing.” He said grabbing her hand and moving closer to the dance floor. It didn’t take long for them to get a rhythm going, and he was a great dancer. The suave sophistication he had surrounding him made him a sight to see, never losing his cool. After dancing for a moment with her he held her close swaying their hips together dangerously close. It was as if with each song their bodies were instinctively melting with each others, it was the perfect feeling.

“So this audition…” He began in her ear so that she could hear him. “Does that mean you’ll be too busy to hang out with me again?” He asked.

Suddenly it hit her that she would be leaving in a few weeks for New Mexico.
“Actually, I’m going to be on location… are you someone that would visit someone like me halfway across the country?”

“Hmmm I could be that someone… money is kinda tight though.”

“Oh well that’s the best part… it’s on them.”

“Then I am definitely that guy… it’s weird, I feel so comfortable wit chu.”

“I feel the same.”

It was the perfect moment for a kiss. The room was seemingly spinning around them and she could feel his hot breath on her cheek.

“You wanna get outta here?” He asked disrupting her day dream. She desperately wanted him to kiss her but she nodded yes instead. They left together, both sharing the amazing feeling you get when you like someone, and you know they like you as well. He had expertly hailed them a cab to her place.

Looking out the window she saw the all too familiar blocks leading to her house.

“I don’t want this night to end.” She said poutty with a laugh.

“It doesn’t have to… I’m wide awake.” He offered widening his eyes for emphasis. She smiled at his rare sillyness.

The cab stopped in front of her apartment.

“You want to come in with me? It’s not much but we can watch a movie or something?” She asked innocently and nonchalant, secretly and intently hoping that he would say yes.

“Or something?…” He asked with an eyebrow raised. “I’m just teasing you, sure I’ll come up.” He handed the money to the driver, and followed a now blushing Sarah to her apartment.

“I’m sorry If I embarrassed you.” He said walking over to her after closing the door.

Oh god, my face is so warm, I know I’m turning beet red, she though, silently willing herself to stop changing colors like a chameleon.

“No, no… I’m not… no…” He silenced her by putting his pointer finger to her lips.

“Your cute when you babble.” He said lowering his finger. She smiled.

“You wanna see whats on T.V…. or we could just…”

With that he took two steps closer and crushed his soft lips onto hers.


Stay tuned for part 2... feedback is ALWAYS APPRECIATED!!!!!!! =)
and again if you'd like you're own personalized fan fic, message me or respond to my post in the fan fiction discussion section.

Also, you can always check out my ongoing story "Everywhere this love goes... I will follow... I will follow" in the canon section or my other Personalized Fan Fics in the Alien Abyss section.

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Part 2 enjoy!
just some basics again first...
Authors Note: This a personalized fan fic written for Sarah… if you’d like a personalized fan fic, just respond to my post in the fan fiction discussion section and I will gladly write you one as well…
Here is Sarah’s form again so you can see what she asked for and what I wrote accordingly =)

Name: Sarah Kathleen Patrick
Nickname?: Say, Kitty Kat, St. Patrick's Day
Name of Roswellian you’d like to be paired up with?: Zan
Any special ideas for your story you’d like me to incorporate?: I trust ya! Also, could you put my sister in their? Sort of like my Maria? Except that she's 5'7", blond, blue-eyed, responsible to my wild, and unfairly skinny? Her name is Taylor, or Tay (Maxssoulmate to my Zanssoulmate08 on the site). Thanks so much!
Tell me a bit about your personality: Wild, Crazy, a little too ambitious
Any special interests?… (i.e. – Your love of playing volleyball or your obsession with catching butterflies?): Reading, Acting
Anything else you’d like to add?: Max awnts me too
I figured it might help if you knew what I looked like:
Dark hair and eyes (think Selma Blair- people always say I look like her)
Curvy
5'4"

Authors Note: This fan fic takes place after Tess kisses Max, Liz has lied to Max about sleeping with Kyle and the gang has already met the dupes. Although in this fic, Zan was never killed… enjoy!

Part 2!


Startled for a moment, her lips quickly responded back just as urgently . He put his left hand on the back of her head guiding her gently back and forth to his lips while his right held her waist. Her left arm latched around his neck pulling him deeper to her for each second their lips parted to positions. Her right hand slowly grasped the shirt he was wearing above his hard chest and a slight moan escaped her lips. After a few minutes, she attempted to speak between kisses.

“Zan… I… mmm… I … don’t want you to … to think that I just … make out with random guys… at my apartment…”

“I don’t think… that…” he tried to respond as well, not parting his lips.

With her reputation now in tact, at least to the best of her ability…she felt completely relaxed and caught up in the moment with him. She had never been kissed so deeply before and it was an amazing feeling. It was as if each touch was their last and they made the most out of it. She started to lead him backwards to her couch but it was not close enough. He cleared the few papers of the table beside them and prompted her onto it. He laid gently over her as they kissed each other intensely.

At that exact moment, she was lost in a trance that sent her spinning. She began to see things, only it wasn’t an illusion it was real. She wasn’t quite sure what was happening but she began to see him in multiple situations. One short visual showed him with three others arguing, another talking to an exact replica version of himself and lastly she saw herself from his point of view, smiling up at him from the train. Suddenly she returned to her normal state and retracted her lips from his.

“Oh my god Zan… this is gonna sound crazy but I just saw…”

“I know.” He said still out of breath. He had felt the vision coming on but he couldn’t hold it back, not from her.

“What do you mean you know?… It was like a day dream only real…”

He leaned back down and kissed her passionately. Although she was extremely confused and curious, she was no fool. She returned the kiss feverishly. After a moment he parted his lips, still hovering over her.

“What was that for?” She asked.

“I wanted to kiss you one last time before you knew…”

She sat up.

“Know what? What’s goin on Zan?”

“This is crazy… I should just get going… I shouldn’t have involved anyone…” he said losing the calm and composed aspect of his personality that she was falling for.

“No, please…” She said grabbing onto his arm. “What is it?… I wouldn’t look at you differently… what is it? How did you know what I saw?”

He sighed heavily. He had been with Ava for basically his whole life, and yeah he wasn’t the most loyal person at all times. He knew something was missing from his life and that she wasn’t the key to it. He’d been with girls before, but never fell for them. He knew what problems that could bring, and seeing his double Max recently proved that to him.

“Listen, we just met… and I really like you… I just aint ready to talk about this… if you can respect that, then I’ll know I can really trust you and I swear I’ll let you in…”

She nodded respectfully.

“You’re amazing Sarah… I just have so much goin on in my life… I don’t want to scare you away…”

“I don’t know you very well , but unless you’re a psycho I’m pretty sure whatever you have to tell me won’t shock me as much as you think.”
He wanted to say “yeah right that’s what you think now”…but held it in.
They were both silent for a moment.

“So do want to stay and watch tv? Maybe there’s a movie on pay per…”

“Nah, I should get going.” He said and looked down at her. Seeing the disappointed look in her eyes he held her chin up gently so that she could meet his eyes.

“This isn’t goodbye, I just have to figure some stuff out, I’ll talk to you soon.”

She smiled. She couldn’t explain it but she knew that this wasn’t over. She couldn’t shake the feeling that her life was about to change.
She walked him to the door and he hailed a taxi quicker than she had even seen happen.

“I’ll call you.” He said guardedly and kissed her softly. It was now abundantly clear that a kiss between the two of them would never be short and sweet. She held him so deeply to her that they both gasped for air when they parted, both more than just turned on.

She watched him drive away and held his gaze in her mind for a moment alone before walking back inside.

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It had been over two weeks and she still had not heard from him. Her mind raced with many different possibilities, which only left her exhausted at the end of the day before moving on to the next.

The phone rang. She put her last item into her suitcase and answered it.

“Hello?”

“Hi it’s Tay.”

“Hey What’s up?”

“All ready for your flight tomorrow? You excited?!”

“Yeah I’m finishing right now actually… yeah I guess so…”

“Oh come on now are you serious?!!!! I know You’ve been upset about this whole Zap thing…”

“It’s Zan, not Zap.”

“Zan, Zap who cares, he hasn’t called and you’re a freakin mess because of it. You need to empower yourself woman!”

Sarah smiled into the receiver.

“It’s not about that kind of stuff… it’s too weird to talk about, he will call… I’m just worried about him.”

“I know, I know you keep saying that… I’m sorry I’m being so pushy, I just don’t understand because you won’t explain and I’m so worried about you. I don’t want you to mess up this new bigtime job of yours.”

“I won’t I promise, I’ll be alright. I’ll see you tomorrow at 9?”

“Yup, I’ll be at the airport waiting at 9.”

“Ok ill see you tomorrow.”

“Have a safe flight t.v. star!”

“Thanks, bye.”

“Bye.”

She looked at the late time and decided to get some sleep for her early flight the next morning. She looked over at the phone, then to her bed, then once more back to the phone. She picked up the note he had once given her and dialed his cell phone number. Wincingly she press send and waited anxiously.
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Zans cell phone rang loudly from under his pillow.

“Did he leave that stupid thing here again, god he’s so fuckin annoying lately.” Rath mumbled under his breath and answered it.

“Yo, Zans phone, If you wanna leave a message make it quick I aint his secretary.”

He was met with silence.

“Hello out there?! Any sign of intelligent life?!” He laughed to him himself.

“Uh yeah… could you leave Zan a note for me?”

“And who might you be?”

“It’s Sarah… I just wanted to tell him that…”

“Sarah huh? Interesting, he never mentioned any Sarah to us.”

“Could you just give him my address and number on location?” She asked ignoring his rudeness.

“Location huh? Whateva, shoot.”

“It’s 86 Wexford Place in Roswell… the number is 843 555 8787”

“Got it, you have a nice day there uh Michelle.”

“Its Sarah.”

“Yeah whateva peace.” He said pressing end call on his cell and replaced it back under the pillow. He placed the note on top and left the room.

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She scowled into the phone and went to bed not only upset, but now angry as well.

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Zan roamed around aimlessly not knowing what to do or who to go to. For a brief moment he thought about calling Max but decided against it. Thinking of calling he just remembered that he had left his cell phone at home and was then also reminded of his absence in calling Sarah. No doubt she’d have gotten over him by now and he felt awful for not keeping in contact. His life was a mess, he felt alone and without purpose.
A part of him was angry that he had even let his guard down around a human, but he wouldn’t let himself think that for too long. He was never happier than the day he had met her at that club, and her kiss… her lips…

“Hey watch where you’re going!” A woman shouted at him as he bumped into her by accident.

“Sorry.” He said putting his hand on her arm. She instantly became itchy and started to scratch feverishly. He smiled to himself and walked on. He’d call her soon, only he hoped that he wasn’t going to be too late.

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The days had passed as well as can be expected in her social life, but her work life was amazing. She instantly was in love with her castmates and she was so proud of the work she was doing. It was a movie about the supposed alien landing in Roswell New Mexico, and the location was just perfect for the movie. Her sister had visited with her for the first week but sadly had to return home to get back to work. She was still upset with what had happened with the one guy that gotten so deeply into her brain but had begun to ignore it for the time being. She knew in her heart above all explanation that things would work out when they were ready to. Her thoughts as she walked down the lonely street in the direction of her hotel caused her to bump into someone. She knocked his backpack onto the floor and it opened up revealing some clear colored rocks and some sort of charm necklace.

“I’m so sorry.” She said immediately kneeling down and grabbing them to help.”

“No that’s alright.” He said scooping them into his backpack and standing up with her.

She looked into his eyes and immediately hugged him.

“Oh my god it’s you!” She said into his neck.

He was taken aback.

“I’m sorry I don’t…” He started. He was interrupted by her pulling his lips to hers quickly. They were soft and urgent.

“It’s ok, everythings ok, I don’t care how long it took, we’ll talk later, now is the time for making up for lost time…”She babbled and reached up to kiss him again but he held her back.

“I’m sorry but I don’t know you…”

She was startled.

“But Zan I…”

It was then that it hit him.

“My name is Max, Zan is um, my twin brother from New York.”

It made sense, his kiss was much gentler than Zans and there was a major difference in style.

“I’m Sarah, I’m so sorry! He never mentioned a brother… then again I didn’t know him too well...”

“Hmm well that kiss said otherwise.” He said jokingly.

“I’m sorry about that too.” She gushed turning red.

“Its alright, I’m actually having like the worst week in the world so a kiss from a pretty girl didn’t make it worse.”

“Sounds like we have a bit in common, not my week but mostly this month.”

“Well anyway it was nice to meet you.”

“You too.” She smiled and walked away. He didn’t give her the butterfly feelings that Zan did, but he wasn’t sore on the eyes. She was grateful for the possible open line of communicational possibilities. Two Zans huh?

He lifted a finger up to his lips and retouched them gently.

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That night was the first time she slept soundly since meeting Zan. As crazy as it was, and although nothing was resolved, she encountered the most erotic dream of her life.

In the place between dreaming and consciousness…

…Zan kissed her passionately and laid her down onto a large comfortable bed, while Max tied her hands behind her onto the headboard. Zan continued to kiss her as he undid the buttons of her button-down crisply ironed shirt slowly. Reaching the last button he released both sides and kissed her neck. Max maneuvered her shirt off of her through the rope and slowly touched her arms, leading his fingertips up and down towards her body. As Zan kissed her neck softly, Max unhooked the back of her strapless bra and slid it off of her, exposing her breasts to the crisp cold air. She moaned into Zans mouth as her nipples hardened, willing someone to touch them. Max complied as he caressed them gently and replaced his kiss with his hand at every opportunity. She thrashed her hands against the ropes but couldn’t free herself. Zan released her lips causing her to cry out loudly. With just the sound of her voice she could feel both of them instantly turned on and they moved up and down her body faster with more urgency. Max relieved her of this problem by kissing her softly as Zan undid the button and zipper of her jeans…
She awoke from her ecstasy to the sound of her alarm clock. Sweating and breathing heavily she lay there for a moment before getting ready for work.

After a half hour of getting ready she grabbed her coffee mug and opened the door. Reaching the lobby doors her heart nearly exploded into her chest at the sight of him.

“Zan?!”

He stood at her door looking disheveled and tired.

“I’ve missed you, you got time to talk?”

She felt a wave of relief excitement and nervousness all at once. She pointed at the limo and the script in her hand.

“Off to work huh?” He responded with the first smile he had cracked in a long time.

“Yeah, listen I’m late… stay here and relax till I get back ok?” She said handing him her spare key.

“Thanks for being so nice with me all showin up like this…”
She hugged him.

“Please, Thank you for keeping your promise… got to go, I’ll see you later!” She called out after him breaking into a jog to the limo.

“You’re blushing!” He yelled with a smile.

“I had a nice dream last night!” she responded closing her door and the limo drove off.

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Max had gone for another long walk because he wasn’t able to stop thinking about the mysterious girl who somehow knew Zan and had bumped into him. Not quite a bump actually, a kiss. His love life was in shambles and it was a well received distraction.
Being an alien hybrid with a lack of direction in life was hard enough as it was, dealing with his duplicates from New York had made it harder, dealing with the drama in his love life, now that had been the hardest.
The love of his life, a human named Liz Parker had betrayed him by losing her virginity to her ex-boyfriend. His alien match, Tess Harding had been there for him, but he didn’t want her and it caused a major rift in his group of friends. The pressure of meeting his duplicate alien hybrids Zan, Ava, Lonnie and Rath through his views into a tailspin and he couldn’t handle being him anymore.

“Hey Max.” Tess said noticing him across the street and walked over. She grabbed his hand and before he could retract it she got a vision of his kiss with Sarah.

“Who the hell is that?!” She asked angrily, not able to hide her true feelings.

“Leave me alone Tess you don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“Like hell I don’t!”

“NOT NOW TESS!”

She backed off instantly and walked away.

His thoughts immediately returned to Sarahs urgent lips. Wondering internally if he was thinking about her because of her or because he wanted to want someone who wanted him back. It was then that he saw her. What were the odds to see her again? She had just gotten out of a limo and walked into a hotel. He stood there frozen, not knowing if he should follow her or walk away. Doing what he always strived for, he did the right thing and began walking back home.


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She turned the key and opened the door excitedly.

“Zan?” She called, closing it behind her and setting her keys on the table.

He came out from the bathroom.

“Hey, I bought ya something to eat, I didn’t know when you’d be home so it’s a little cold but…”

“I’m not hungry.” She said taking off her light jacket. She still had not gotten used to the dramatic changes in weather in Roswell. No sooner than she had put it down she walked towards him and crushed her lips with his. He seemed reluctant at first, clearly having something he wanted to talk about, but she couldn’t control herself. She had longed for this moment since the day at her apartment and after that dream she was in no state of mind to wait for anything.
Between breaths he tried to speak.

“Sarah … I have to… talk…”

“No…please don’t…” she answered back, the sound of her voice getting to him and taking over his better judgment. She held his neck roughly and walked backwards towards the couch. Pulling him onto her she moaned at the feeling of his tight muscles surrounding her. He kissed her back firmly, getting lost in the moment he knew that he should be stopping.

“God… I’m so attracted to you…” she said taking in air. She couldn’t understand her animalistic magnetism to him, but it was nothing to complain about. She had never felt more at ease or as erotic as she did when he was near her.

“So am I…” he responded kissing her so roughly now that she felt a bruise could already be present. She reached up and pulled off his shirt, exposing his incredible arm and chest muscles that shone through his wifebeater. Her hands reached within his shirt and she touched his bare skin lightly.

The feeling of her fingertips were too much for him and before he could hold it back another vision happened unwillingly.

“No!” he cried out, unable to move. She held onto him knowing all too well what was coming.

She saw him walking in a crowded street in New York, ten she saw a girl with platinum blonde hair and streaks trying to kiss him as he turned away from her. She then saw him and Max together, not seemingly arguing but not talking calmly. The vision jolted her and she fell back.

“Are you alright?” He asked quickly.

“Ok we do need to talk.” She said sitting up. He moved and sat beside her.

“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have let…”

“It’s ok… Zan, what is it that I see when I’m with you?”
And then he told her. It was the most innocently sincere way he had ever spoken and the hardest thing he had ever done but he let her into his life. He didn’t want to endanger her, but he couldn’t live his life knowing that he’d pushed away love. He would do all he could to protect her from the knowledge she now had. He told her about Max and the others, and about Ava.

He ended off his little impromptu speech with a wave of his hand, changing the physical shape of the pillow behind them and making it hard. Her yes widened in disbelief. Surprisingly she took this well, better than how Michael had described his first meetings with Maria.

“I know this is hard ta take, and I understand if you don’t ever want to see me again…”

“It is more than hard, it’s crazy… but I appreciate you telling me. I’ll do whatever I can to ‘get over it’ but it is a lot to take.”

“I know, listen I’ll stay somewhere else in the hotel, or I’ll even go back home…”

“No, please stay with me, how are we gonna get through this if we’re apart again?”

“We?”

“We.”

He leaned over and kissed her gently. “You know, It’s quite possible that I won’t attack you with visions the next time we… well I mean I think it happened because I held back form you…”

“Then I guess all you have to do is not hold things back from me, alien.”
He smiled.

“I’m half human you know.”

She looked at him intently, her desire growing with each word they spoke.
“So what happens, ya know if we…”

“It’ll be out of this world.” He joked and she hit his arm playfully.

“Seriously.”

“I am serious, chu don’t know what you’re missing… you won’t turn into a alien or anything, you’ll just get the benefit of some extra heightened senses.”

“Heightened huh?”

“Heightened.” He whispered; now dangerously close to her lips.
She weighed the info she had just taken into her brain and thought for a moment. She then looked into his beautiful sinful brown eyes, and made a decision that would change her life forever. She traced his jawline with her finger and gently guided his lips to hers.

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Zan felt a sigh of silent relief as she kissed him. His secret was out and she took it better than he could have even hoped for. Nothing was there to hold them back now from each other and he felt himself smile his half smile into her mouth. Sarahs eyes fluttered open and caught his gaze trustingly. He retracted his lips and got up from the couch. Reaching out for her hand, he helped her stand next to him.

“Ya sure ya wanna do this?” He asked sweetly in a deep low tone, unable to hide the complacent desire that escaped his facial expression.

“Eh… well theres nothing on t.v. so I figured what the hell, I might as well get in a little excers…Ahhhhhh!” She squealed as he picked her up and flung her over his shoulder playfully. He carried her in the direction of her bedroom as she banged on his back.

“Ahh let me down!!!” She shouted between gasps of laughter.

“Ya want me to let ya down? Shit, I dunno If I can do that…”

“Zan!”

“Mmmm I like it when you say mah name…”

“Zan stop!!!” She laughed.

“Aight aight aight.” He said laying her down onto the middle of the cushioned mattress.

She pushed her hair back into place and looked up at him playfully.

“You’re gonna get it for that.” She said with a raise of her eyebrow.

“Mmm really?” He said bending down and hovering over her as his hands held up his upper body. “I was just thinking that maybe you would be the one who would want ta …get it.” His face was less than an inch from hers, and his voice always stirred up something inside her when he was that close.

“Are you seducing me hybrid?” She said trying to keep a straight face.

“Maybe. It workin?”

“Maybe.”

He lifted one leg off the floor and knelt above her. With the slowest of movements he used his lips to lightly touch her check and made a trail of this barely there touch up to her ear. His mouth enveloped her ear slightly and he made a conscious effort to let out a quiet groan. The sound sent shocks of electricity throughout her body. He retracted the trail just as slowly back to her mouth as his lips suspended in mid air above her.

“Ok not maybe.” She said no longer able to take his teasing. She tilted her chin up to meet his lips and moaned into his mouth urgently. She pulled his head towards her with both hands as he lifted his other leg off the floor and balanced himself over her on the side of the bed. She deepened the kiss willingly and rolled circles around the tiny stud on his tongue with her own. Her body moved under him, conforming to his body as his hands roamed her neck and shoulders.

She reached up blindly and ran her fingers across his bare chest underneath his wifebeater. Becoming increasingly annoyed with the thin fabric that separated them, she grabbed the neckline and tore it straight down the middle. He tore his lips from her in shock and looked down.

“Damn girl, I figured you the type for tha slow foreplay…” He said with a smirk through deep breaths.

“Mmm, just your voice this close to me is foreplay enough.” She replied breathily and she recaptured his lips with hers. He complied for a few moments before reclaiming his mouth. He pulled her to him and gently maneuvered her onto the middle of the bed and prompted her head onto the soft pillows. He sat above her torso and looked down at her, taking in her body.

“Zan, please..”

“Please what babygirl.”

“Don’t stop touching me…” she barely spoke as her eyes looked at him half closed.

“Not a problem.” He replied as he positioned himself closer to her body and pulled down each strap of her tank top before removing it entirely. The cool air felt good on her skin and the sporadic touches of his chest to her stomach felt even better. He leaned her head upward and kissed her collarbone seductively as his right hand began undoing the clasps of her bra. He removed it in a quick fluidic motion. Her head leaned back against the pillow as her chest heaved upwards in response to her exposed breasts against his chest.

He continued to kiss her neck and shoulders, holding onto her arm for support with his right hand. His left hand trailed her body slowly from her collarbone to the arch of her breasts as his thumb rested on her aroused nipple, circling, cupping and flicking it. She shuddered with pleasure and her lower body began to move upwards towards him without any thought. She reached down and unbuckled his belt anxiously.

What followed after was a blur of mouths, hands and clothes. He was soft and attentive but rough and animalistic when given the opportunity. Foreplay wasn’t a good enough word to describe what they were doing to each other. Not a single thought of his half human status entered her mind, her only thoughts were of his lips and skilled hands. Reaching a breaking point, they could no longer take this anymore.

She pulled her lips from his and silently begged him with her eyes and withdrawn breaths to end her suffering. Seeing him reach one handedly for the condom that was in the back pocket of his jeans that now were tossed to the side, made her smile. He was considerate and thought things through. His rugged looks and demeanor were a plus, but it was the surprisingly thoughtful ways about him that captured her heart. He rolled it onto himself and his movements stifled all her thoughts. His body…his ENTIRE body, was the epitome of perfection.

Kneeling over her he smiled and winked before using his hand to guide his member slowly into her. She gasped at the feeling and sighed with relief as he filled her completely. One thing she quickly realized was that he knew exactly what he was doing. He pulled out quickly and slowly reentered her over and over again until their pace finally quickened. Feeling her release she moaned loudly and held onto his back. It was all he needed to let go and he emptied himself into her.

Heightened. It was just a normal word not really overused by Sarahs vocabulary. Now she knew exactly what he meant when he said that this experience with him was going to feel heightened. Never in her life had she experienced an orgasm so intense or long lasting. She hadn’t even noticed him looking down at her with his intense eyes. He kissed her softly before moving to the side and laying next to her. They exchanged no words, only lust filled eye contact. It wasn’t long before sleep overtook them both.

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“Sarah?” He whispered into her ear as he shook her shoulder gently. She awoke suddenly sitting straight up looking confused.
He laughed and sat down next to her. She slowly became aware and was puzzled by his dressed state. He looked as if he had been up for hours. Thought raced through her mind in a millisecond of real time. How long had she been sleeping? What time was it? Is it time to get to work? Why didn’t he wake her?

“Shh, it’s ok.” He said with a smile at her confused face and half naked body that she had yet to realized was not covered. She looked down and bashfully covered her exposed upper body with her white sheet. “I’m sorry to wake up, but your sister is here.”

Her eyes widened.

“My who? She didn’t’ say she was coming! What time is it?!” she said frantically maneuvering herself out of the bed with her sheet and looking for some clothes. He laughed quietly to himself. It was almost like watching a comedy routine.

He looked over at his watch.

“It’s 3… and she said it was a surprise. She got here about an hour ago, but ya looked so peaceful, I didn’t wanna wake ya just yet. Besides, we had a lot to talk about.”

While listening to him she put on her underwear and grabbed a tank top and sweatpants which she put on frantically.

“Oh god a lot to talk about?” She asked embarrassedly as she pulled her hair back. “Like showing you embarrassing naked childhood pictures of me kinda talk?”

He walked over and kissed her lips, instantly calming her down. He was apparently extremely sexy at 3am. At any time really.

“No, more like about the fact that Max is also in ya livinroom, and I aint the one who invited him… I’d explain who Max is, but apparently ya’ll already met…” He said teasingly with a raise of an eyebrow. She blushed instantly.

“Wait what?! Max is here? Tay is here?! Ok now I’m curious…I mean why would he…” She said as she left the room quickly heading towards the livingroom, only to find her sister entangled with Max making out heavily. His Zanlike appearance was still unreal to her, but she totally understood why her sister would be attracted to him. Her voice trailed off and her confused expression was quickly met with an amused one. Zan followed after her and smiled.

“Ahem!” Sarah said clearing her throat loudly. Taylor and Max parted immediately.

“Sarah! Surprise!” She said running into her sisters arms. Sarah peeled her sister off with a laugh.

“Surprise? Its 3 am, you’re making out with Zans twin brother…” She instantly realized that Max’s half human status but kept it to herself for the time being. “Do explain! …and hi Max by the way.”

“Hey, long time no see” He replied with a small laugh.
Taylor and Max sat back down on the couch as Zan and Sarah sat on the love seat across from them.

“Ok so I got a flight to surprise you, but it kept getting delayed so I ended up in town at like THE most random late time, so I didn’t know what to do. I walked around a bit with my extremely heavy luggage … by the way nothing in this town is open after 11, just a lil FYI… anyway, so I see this guy walking around aimlessly too. Long story short, we made a lil joke, stumbled upon our mutual knowledge of both you and Zan, talked about his horrific relationship triangle and ended up here. Although it’s not really fair that you kissed Max and I didn’t get to kiss Zan, but I’ll let it slide. I can’t believe you met Zan again last night and kissed a random stranger and didn’t call me!” Taylor joked.

“I was a lil preoccupied.” She responded coyly.
Taylor looked Zan up and down.

“Hmm, I’m sure you were.”

“Ok so that explains that I guess.” Sarah said changing the subject. “What it doesn’t explain is how you guys are like making out on my couch… how long have you known each other? 2? 3? 4 hours?”
Taylor through a pillow at her sister.

“You’re one to talk Say… I don’t remember a 4 month courtship between you two before he ended up at your apartment.”

“Touché.”

“Ok well listen, I should be heading back… Taylor you want to hang out a bit, I’m still awake and there ARE some places still open in this town if you’d like to check em out with me.” Max asked sweetly.
He was just like Zan, only more hometown guy next door.

“That would be great… I’ll leave my stuff here If you don’t mind Say… and I’ll come by sometime tomorrow?” She asked as Sarah nodded. She handed her sister a spare key and hugged her and him before they left. Watching Max and her sister leave together, she felt instinctively that one day she’d be at their wedding. She smiled after them and then turned to Zan. She was a bit perplexed by their not so extremely loving brotherly love, but she could tell that there must be some history involved. She had lots of time to figure out things like that.

“Hmm, looks like we have a bit of a Jerry Springer relationship now. Two sisters, two brothers… half aliens…”

“Relationship huh?”

She was instantly embarrassed. What if this wasn’t a serious thing… what if she wasn’t that good last night…

“I… I’m sorry, I just mean , you know that we…”
He laughed.

“Relationship, sounds good… it suites us.”

“It does?”

He moved closer to where she was standing.

“Mmm… it does. I’m in this, for real.”
With that, he bent down and took her lips with his softly. After a few moments she pulled away.

“Whats wrong… you have sumin on ya mind, I can tell.”

“It’s just that… you’re so bad ass on the outside, but so different with me last night. It was so sweet and perfect and soft...”
He laughed.

“Are you calling me a pussy?”

Her eyes widened and she laughed loudly.

“No! I’m just saying that you…”

“Cuz I aint no…” He responded with an amused smirk but couldn’t finish because her laugh made him laugh as well. “Oh so you want the bad ass in me huh, you want a bad ass, I can give you a bad ass…That’s one thing I’m definitely good at.” He said reaching up and arranging his arm over her shoulder powerfully. He moved so close to her that if she breathed their faces would touch. She instantly stopped laughing and was completely turned on by him.

“Is this more like it?” He asked in his deep serious voice. He had never been sexier.

This was awesome, he was like two separate people available for what ever fantasy mode she felt like being in that day. Sure she had to wake up in a few hours, but whatever he seemed to have planned looked extremely worth it. Maybe it was lust, maybe it was a deeper love growing between them, maybe it was just curiosity. Whatever it was, she was in this… so was he.

He took her chin with his left hand and guided her lips to his quickly. Their lips crashed together and their breaths were loudly staggered. She began slowly leading him backwards towards the bedroom but he quickly made it clear that he was in charge. The bedroom was not where they were heading.

“Uh uh.” He said into her mouth before parting his lips from hers. “You want the otha side of me, I’m gonna give it to you.” He retook her mouth and led her to the kitchen, his hands roaming her body hastily along the way. With one small wave of the hand, he cleared the kitchen table of all papers and small objects. With another wave the table lowered, giving him an easier access to her body. He prompted her up on top of the table as her legs entangled around his waist at the edge of the table.

Zan pulled off her tank top and began kissing her up and down the side of her neck, using his silver studded tongue as a guide. Her head leaned back in response. He unclasped the back of her bra and pulled down the straps leaving her breasts exposed and her bra tossed to the floor. Her back arched, aching for his touch, but he just continued kissing her neck. He made a very conscious effort to not even allow his body to come into contact with her naked torso. He liked teasing her.

She reached out and pulled at his shirt but he grabbed both of her hands with his left hand and put them in the hair straight above her head.
“Lay back.” He commanded into her ear. Sarah complied, completely at his will. With her laying down, he easily slid off her sweatpants and watched as her body writhed with anticipation and a deep longing for his body to return to hers. Her head leaned up to see him but she kept her arms together above her head. Unable to reach for him, she held tightly to the edge.

He slowly took off his shirt. His eyes burned into hers as he unbuckled his belt and took off his jeans. He undid the leather-studded band on his wrist and lowered his black boxers an inch. He lowered his upper body over her and trailed kisses from below her belly button to the top of her thighs. Feeling her squirming around and breathing heavily, her reached upwards with his left hand and cupped her breasts. The feeling of his hands on her after the lack of his touch caused a slow moan to escape her lips. Her arms tensed and her head arched backwards as he cupped her breasts and continued to kiss her inner thighs.

He removed her underwear and stood between her legs abruptly parting them. He bent down and as his left hand continued to pay attention to her hardened nipples, he ran his tongue across her clit teasingly. He flicked his tongue back and forth rapidly, causing her moans to become high pitched whimpers. He used his right hand to enter two fingers inside her as his tongue moved feverishly and his left hand played with her overly hard nipples. He did this 3 man show for over 20 minutes. She could no longer take the teasing but could barely speak what she wanted to tell him.

“Uhhhh…Zan…please…”

He stopped everything all at once and looked over at her in silence. He knew just as well that if all of that touching was too much to handle, that the absence of it would be just as worse.

“Uhhh…please…oh god… I need you… inside…”

He smiled for the first time, only it was more of a satisfied smirk.

“Ok… but only cuz I can’t hear ya beg like that and not be touching you.” He said as he took of his boxers and put on a condom. He slid into her from the edge of the table deeply. The force made her gasp out loud.

Without taking himself out of her he maneuvered his body on top of hers and held her hands over her head with one hand. He used his other to support his weight as he slid in and out of her deeply and rapidly. She orgasmed 3 times before joining him as he finally filled her with his juices. He groaned and shook with the same pleasure that she had been privileged to feeling 3 times already.

He exhaustedly fell onto her and she held his head to her and she softly ran her fingers through his slick hair. Looking around she smiled.

“Hey… you gotta get up.” She said to him softly.

“Hmmm… whats wrong… you wanna go again?” He asked half dead but completely willing to muster up some new energy.
She giggled.

“No, but look around, it’s light out. I have to get ready for work.”

“What?” He looked around and saw the light coming through the windows brightly. “Oh… I’m sorry, you didn’t even get to sleep…”

“Hey… don’t you be sorry at all… I’ve missed sleep for much more boring reasons.”

He lifte himself off of her and she climbed off the table.

“Oww…yeah that’s gonna hurt soon.” She said with a laugh and then turned to him.
His perfect body stood there slowly as he began putting on his clothes.

“Are you trying to make me stay here with you… I have to get to work… stop looking all hot just for a second, can you do that?”
He smiled.

“Hey, I am what I am.”

“Ok there… lets not get that head too big.”

“I didn’t hear any complaints about anything to do wit size just a lil while ago…”

She hit him playfully on the arm and went into her room to change.

“Ya look beautiful naked in the morning!” He called out after her.

“So do you!”

She smiled and got dressed. For the first time in a long time she was completely relaxed, completely satisfied… and completely in love.

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2 years later…

Zan and Sarah waved as Max and Taylors flight took off to Hawaii for their honeymoon. She smiled to herself as she remembered their first meeting and how she knew shed go to their wedding some day.

The two years that had followed were amazing. Her acting really took off after her big movie break. She used the money she earned to buy a luxurious apartment in NYC. Zan moved in, and for the first time got to enjoy the good in life. Her fame was enjoyable, not too crazy, just perfect. Most of all she enjoyed being a part in Zans life that heped him for the better. He no longer was a sewer rat, he was a guy that lived in an upscale apartment with his beautiful fiancé.

Sarah wasn’t too keen on having Lonnie or Rath in their lives after meeting them and hearing many stories but she did her best to keep them at a safe distance. They were miserable people that Zan no longer associated with very much. Ava and Zan brought their tumultuous relationship to a great level as friends and she visited often. Sarah helped pay her first few months rent in an apartment nearby as she got herself together. Ava became Sarahs best friend after her sister.

Regarding Max’s triangle, Tess was pretty much banished from their group of friends back in Roswell after a huge aliens only ordeal. Sarah always wondered if Max would have ended up back together with Liz if Taylor never came into the picture. These thought never lasted too long though because every time she saw them they were completely happy. Their wedding was beautiful.

As for the alien abyss that her life had now become… it wasn’t much different than the life of a normal couple… just the occasional run ins with the law and botched alien summits…no biggie.

“So what now beautiful?” He asked holding her close as the plane was shifting out of sight.

She smiled into his arms.

“Mmmm I dunno… what do you feel like doing.”

“That’s a loaded question.”

“Maybe so…maybe I wanted a loaded answer.”

“Oh really.”

“Really.”

“Lets go straight home.” They both said at the same time. They smiled at each other and began heading for the door to catch a cab.

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