My way (CC, M/L, All, Adult) Complete 12/10/06
Posted: Tue Sep 05, 2006 9:13 pm
Title: My way
Author: Anya
Rating: Adult (just to be safe but most likely could be less)
Disclaimer: I don’t own them. If I did the Tess baby and Alex dying thing would not have happened.
Spoilers: Up to MITC
Feedback: Love it. Hate it. Have no feelings what so ever let me know.
Summary: Happens right after MITC ended. What if Max overheard Liz talking to Maria about future Max.
A/N: This is my first fic so I’m not completely sure what I’m doing. This is what I would have liked to have seen the show go. The title is my way just because if I had “my way” the show would have gone so differently. Oh, also I’m not good a the si-fi stuff so bear with me. If any one is willing to beta read for me that would be great just let me know. Sorry for any errors I am the worlds worst speller and spell check doesn’t get everything. Well, if you are still interested let the story begin.
Something about the fact that all Liz did was stare at him when he asked if she slept with Kyle bothered Max. He couldn’t explain what it was, but it was there. He always thought that he knew her better than anyone that he could read her every expression. Right now her voice and body were screaming at him that she was lying or at least not telling him the hole truth. He just didn’t know how to prove it. Isabel told him that Liz declared her love for him to Ava, but than how could she do that to him......to them. It just didn’t make since. He knew he couldn’t ask her again because he promised he wouldn’t, but how else was he going to find out the truth. Maybe, if he could just ask her to explain why or how or something he would be able to figure this mess out. With that he turned the Jeep around and headed to the crash down.
Max quickly chimed up the ladder to Liz’s balcony but stopped when he heard the sobs coming from Liz’s bedroom through the open window. He fought against the urge to run in and comfort her. He peaked through the window and what he saw broke his heart. Maria was sitting on the bed her side facing the window with Liz’s head in her lap. Maria was running her fingers through Liz’s hair in a soothing motion, while sobs shook Liz’s small frame.
“Oh, god Max.” Liz sobbed “Why is this so dame hard? Oh, Maria you should have seen the look on his face. He....he looked so..lost.....” her voice trailed off.
“You know Liz, you could always tell him the truth.” Maria stated softly.
“NO!” Liz shouted as she violently sat up causing Max to jerk away from the window and hide against the wall.
“I can’t do that!” Liz stated as she got up to pace.
“Liz...”
“No, Maria he made me promise.”
“But didn’t you also promise Max to always be truthful with each other?”
“But, I don’t want to be the reason the world ends. I won’t.” Liz exclaimed.
“Maybe it won’t. Future Max disappeared after you pretended to sleep with Kyle, so the future has already changed. Right? So if you just go and explain things to Max..”
“But what if he wouldn’t forgive me. He would have every right not to. I.......I don’t think I could handle that.”
Liz slowly lowered her body to the bed and looked dejectedly at the ground. Max had seemed to move past the hole Kyle thing so maybe things were better this way. His destiny was with Tess. Wasn’t it?
“Liz?” came a choked voice form the window.
Liz jumped off the bed, desperately wiping at her face to remove the tears.
“Why....Why are..yo...you here?” Liz choked out.
“I wanted to talk to you.” Came the reply.
“How long have you been there?” Liz held her breath waiting for the answer she knew was coming.
“Long enough.” The emoticon in his voice expressing far more than the two words implied.
“I’m just going to go.” Maria stated “Liz call me later. Ok, chica?”
Liz turned around and begged maria with her eyes not to leave her, but with an encouraging smile Maria slipped out the door. Liz stud there staring at the door, her mind running through excuses to leave too.
“Liz....”
The pleading in Max’s voice caused her to turn around and look at him. There were questions in his eyes and confusion written all over his face. Finally she relented and began to speak.
“I’ll explain just sit down and don’t interrupt me ok?”
Max nodded his head in agreement. Liz took a deep breath and began to tell him all about feature Max. He sat there perfectly still but never took his eyes off of her. He heard how she tried to get him with Tess and then how she lied to him about wanting normal. She told him that she would die for him and wanted to be with him. Finely she got to the part about Kyle and made sure he understood that they both had underwear on. And neither saw anything of the other.
“.....And the look on your face. I never wanted to hurt you. I swear Max I didn’t. I only did it because you asked me to. I...” Liz trailed off at the end and waited for Max s reaction whatever it might be. She was meet with only silence.
“Max? Please say something!” Liz pleaded.
“It’s scary to know that you know me so well. You knew my variable spots and you hit them on purpose...hard.”
“I know I’m so sor..”
“Shh..” Max cut her off with a finger pressed to her lips. “It’s ok Liz. I understand. In fact I am in awe of your strength.”
He began to gently stroke her cheek. She gave him a week smile in return. After a few minutes of staring at one another he tentatively asked “Can I see?”
She gently nodded her head and just like the night he showed her that he was still him, he put his hands on each side of her face and his mind flooded with images. He could hear everything she said. He could see and feel her pain and it broke his heart to know he put her through that. There was one problem with the flashes. He couldn’t see the feature version of himself. He couldn’t even hear anything that he was sure his future self was saying. Finally he broke the connection.
“Liz?” Max questioned
“Yeah?”
“I....Wow....I can’t believe you did that.... your strength..”
“So you saw?”
“Well, everything but future me and what I...I mean he was saying. I’m not sure why but..”
“Maybe because he is from the future and since he no longer exists well....”
“It doesn’t matter. All that matters is where we go from here.”
“No where Max. I told you what he said we can’t be together.”
“No, we just can’t let Tess leave. I don’t think that will happen now. She fits in and I will make sure to be nice to her.”
“But..”
“No buts’ Liz. I want to be with you. I’m nothing without you. My future self was stupid to ever think I could survive without you. Don’t you understand what you are to me? You’re my everything Liz.”
With that Liz launched herself into Max’s arms. They kissed each other with months of built up passion, tensions and pain. They fell back on the bed with Max on top.
“I love you so much Max!” Liz whispered between kisses.
“I love you too. More than I could ever say.” Max broke the kiss and stared directly into Liz’s eyes. “Promise me no more lies. No more secrets.”
“I promise.” Liz whispered.
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TBC?
Author: Anya
Rating: Adult (just to be safe but most likely could be less)
Disclaimer: I don’t own them. If I did the Tess baby and Alex dying thing would not have happened.
Spoilers: Up to MITC
Feedback: Love it. Hate it. Have no feelings what so ever let me know.
Summary: Happens right after MITC ended. What if Max overheard Liz talking to Maria about future Max.
A/N: This is my first fic so I’m not completely sure what I’m doing. This is what I would have liked to have seen the show go. The title is my way just because if I had “my way” the show would have gone so differently. Oh, also I’m not good a the si-fi stuff so bear with me. If any one is willing to beta read for me that would be great just let me know. Sorry for any errors I am the worlds worst speller and spell check doesn’t get everything. Well, if you are still interested let the story begin.
Something about the fact that all Liz did was stare at him when he asked if she slept with Kyle bothered Max. He couldn’t explain what it was, but it was there. He always thought that he knew her better than anyone that he could read her every expression. Right now her voice and body were screaming at him that she was lying or at least not telling him the hole truth. He just didn’t know how to prove it. Isabel told him that Liz declared her love for him to Ava, but than how could she do that to him......to them. It just didn’t make since. He knew he couldn’t ask her again because he promised he wouldn’t, but how else was he going to find out the truth. Maybe, if he could just ask her to explain why or how or something he would be able to figure this mess out. With that he turned the Jeep around and headed to the crash down.
Max quickly chimed up the ladder to Liz’s balcony but stopped when he heard the sobs coming from Liz’s bedroom through the open window. He fought against the urge to run in and comfort her. He peaked through the window and what he saw broke his heart. Maria was sitting on the bed her side facing the window with Liz’s head in her lap. Maria was running her fingers through Liz’s hair in a soothing motion, while sobs shook Liz’s small frame.
“Oh, god Max.” Liz sobbed “Why is this so dame hard? Oh, Maria you should have seen the look on his face. He....he looked so..lost.....” her voice trailed off.
“You know Liz, you could always tell him the truth.” Maria stated softly.
“NO!” Liz shouted as she violently sat up causing Max to jerk away from the window and hide against the wall.
“I can’t do that!” Liz stated as she got up to pace.
“Liz...”
“No, Maria he made me promise.”
“But didn’t you also promise Max to always be truthful with each other?”
“But, I don’t want to be the reason the world ends. I won’t.” Liz exclaimed.
“Maybe it won’t. Future Max disappeared after you pretended to sleep with Kyle, so the future has already changed. Right? So if you just go and explain things to Max..”
“But what if he wouldn’t forgive me. He would have every right not to. I.......I don’t think I could handle that.”
Liz slowly lowered her body to the bed and looked dejectedly at the ground. Max had seemed to move past the hole Kyle thing so maybe things were better this way. His destiny was with Tess. Wasn’t it?
“Liz?” came a choked voice form the window.
Liz jumped off the bed, desperately wiping at her face to remove the tears.
“Why....Why are..yo...you here?” Liz choked out.
“I wanted to talk to you.” Came the reply.
“How long have you been there?” Liz held her breath waiting for the answer she knew was coming.
“Long enough.” The emoticon in his voice expressing far more than the two words implied.
“I’m just going to go.” Maria stated “Liz call me later. Ok, chica?”
Liz turned around and begged maria with her eyes not to leave her, but with an encouraging smile Maria slipped out the door. Liz stud there staring at the door, her mind running through excuses to leave too.
“Liz....”
The pleading in Max’s voice caused her to turn around and look at him. There were questions in his eyes and confusion written all over his face. Finally she relented and began to speak.
“I’ll explain just sit down and don’t interrupt me ok?”
Max nodded his head in agreement. Liz took a deep breath and began to tell him all about feature Max. He sat there perfectly still but never took his eyes off of her. He heard how she tried to get him with Tess and then how she lied to him about wanting normal. She told him that she would die for him and wanted to be with him. Finely she got to the part about Kyle and made sure he understood that they both had underwear on. And neither saw anything of the other.
“.....And the look on your face. I never wanted to hurt you. I swear Max I didn’t. I only did it because you asked me to. I...” Liz trailed off at the end and waited for Max s reaction whatever it might be. She was meet with only silence.
“Max? Please say something!” Liz pleaded.
“It’s scary to know that you know me so well. You knew my variable spots and you hit them on purpose...hard.”
“I know I’m so sor..”
“Shh..” Max cut her off with a finger pressed to her lips. “It’s ok Liz. I understand. In fact I am in awe of your strength.”
He began to gently stroke her cheek. She gave him a week smile in return. After a few minutes of staring at one another he tentatively asked “Can I see?”
She gently nodded her head and just like the night he showed her that he was still him, he put his hands on each side of her face and his mind flooded with images. He could hear everything she said. He could see and feel her pain and it broke his heart to know he put her through that. There was one problem with the flashes. He couldn’t see the feature version of himself. He couldn’t even hear anything that he was sure his future self was saying. Finally he broke the connection.
“Liz?” Max questioned
“Yeah?”
“I....Wow....I can’t believe you did that.... your strength..”
“So you saw?”
“Well, everything but future me and what I...I mean he was saying. I’m not sure why but..”
“Maybe because he is from the future and since he no longer exists well....”
“It doesn’t matter. All that matters is where we go from here.”
“No where Max. I told you what he said we can’t be together.”
“No, we just can’t let Tess leave. I don’t think that will happen now. She fits in and I will make sure to be nice to her.”
“But..”
“No buts’ Liz. I want to be with you. I’m nothing without you. My future self was stupid to ever think I could survive without you. Don’t you understand what you are to me? You’re my everything Liz.”
With that Liz launched herself into Max’s arms. They kissed each other with months of built up passion, tensions and pain. They fell back on the bed with Max on top.
“I love you so much Max!” Liz whispered between kisses.
“I love you too. More than I could ever say.” Max broke the kiss and stared directly into Liz’s eyes. “Promise me no more lies. No more secrets.”
“I promise.” Liz whispered.
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TBC?