Roswell Fanatics

Max, Me, and Zan Makes Three!!!

Author: Roslover39

Category: AU/Slash

Disclaimer: The Characters of Roswell belongs to The WB, Melinda Metz
and UPN

Summary: This short story is about a recording artist named Luna.
She's on the brink of success and critical acclaim. Max Evans
is her producer and writing partner, Zan Antar is her body-
guard and lover. Luna's world turns upside down when she
realizes that Max wants her.

This story is dedicated to The Behr Girls

Here I am again stuck in the recording studio trying to best
the success I had with my first album Just To Be With You. It's after 2am,
and I'm totally exhausted. What I wouldn't give for a few hours of rest, but my
producer and songwriting partner, Max Evans, just won't hear of it. Is it genetic
that producers always turn out to be perfectionists that border on maschicism? I
know that Max is exhausted too. He's taken off his Lennon inspired glasses to rub
his eyes several times. Those eyes, so sensitive, so warm and inviting. In those
eyes, I see myself so clearly with Max, but I'm sure that Zan, my boyfriend
wouldn't be on top of the world if he knew how I felt about Max. No worries though,
Max has no interest in me that doesn't involve fame or fortune. In fact, I haven't
seen Max with anyone since we started working together. Oh, there was Jillian, but
she seemed so needy. I guess he decided to take an emotional break when once
he was able to break away from her. But enough about Max.
I met Zan 3 years ago, at a trendy british disco. He was so hot, dressed all in black
with black hair and the most penetrating hazel eyes you'd ever want to see in your
life. He was the bouncer there. Upon entering the disco, I immediately reported to
the dance floor by myself. I mean the music was just challenging me to get on the
floor. Just as soon as I started swaying to the music, I felt someone come in back
of me, and meet each of my moves with moves of his own. I immediately tried to
turn around to see who this man was, but he held on to my hips to make that prospect unlikely. Then he started to whisper in my ear.

Zan walks up to me " Hello, hello".

"Who, are you and what the hell do you think you're doing?"I say in semi-shock.

" Sorry for being so impulsive love, but when I saw you come in I had to get next to you." Zan replies.

Yeah next to me maybe, but not on me. Hey whatever happened to a simple introduction and handshake?

So sorry love, but that's not my style. I just reach out for what I want. I was never taught how to get along with others.

As the conversation continues, he finally let's go of my hips. I'm now free to turn around and see the sexiest man I've ever laid eyes on in my life. I found Zan to be a wee bit too arrogant for my taste, but the way he made me feel in the bedroom more than made up for that character flaw. So let's get back to the studio.
I've sung Give In To Me a thousand times and the words were really starting to get on my nerves, so I do the only thing that I feel will make Max realize that I need rest ASAP!!!

Ok Max, I've had it. I can't sing, I won't sing another note for you or anyone else now. I'm exhausted. I need sleep, so If you'll excuse me, I'm out of here." Luna
walks out of the recording booth

Max runs out after her.

"Luna, No!!! We're so close to getting the sound that I want. Please, don't leave now. I know you're exhausted, I'm exhausted too, but we're close to what's gonna make this album great!!!"

Max reaches me and grabs my arm. Like a streak of lightning, Zan jumps up and pushes Max away from me:

'Look Max, I said she's through for today. I suggest you let her leave."

" Back off Zan, this is between Luna and I. Luna don't do this to me!!!"

"Sorry Max, maybe we can pick this up in the next day or two. Damn, it's not brain surgery, Luna says in total exhausion."

Max replies," Well, let me tell ya exactly what it is. Your first album was the catalyst so that peole wouldn't say "who"? when your name was mentioned. With this album, you can perch yourself high above the wannabes and the not quite theres. You know who they are. I feel the next mega mega star is gonna be a woman, and you could be that woman."

Zan chimes in " Max, give it up the party's over. Luna is going home, with me. See ya when I see ya."

Zan and I walk out the back door of the studio. As we head for the car, something Zan said starts to bother me. Why would he rub in the fact that I was going home with him? We were together when Max discovered me at a smokey Minnesota hole in the wall and decided to help me become a star. Max doesn't care anything about me other than the music, right? What's going on between Max and Zan?
I always felt that the tension I felt brewing between them was just two men being men, you know that testosterone charged "I'm better than you" thing. Now I don't know. Maybe I'm just tired.
I get home and sleep for the next 12hrs. When I wake, Zan does something totally out of character.

Glad to see you up love, What would you like to eat? I'ts 8:30pm, I can cook or If you're up for it, we can go out.

" You cook? Oh no. Let's go out. Just give me time to get myself together."

Zan takes me to a night club that also has a disco. Guess who's there shaking it up with 2 girls, Max!!! I must admit he does have a body built for the dance floor. Man he has all the moves to make a woman really hot. Damn, and all the time I thought he was an electronics nerd. Zan and I are seated and order dinner and drinks.

"Baby, you see Max whipping it up on the dance floor?"

" Yeah, so?" Zan states with a frown on his face.

" I never thought he had it in him (to myself) I think there's alot more to Max than I thought."

"No matter, he's still a nerd to me" Zan says half laughing.

After dinner and drinks, Max heads to our table. I can feel Zan tense up with each step Max takes.

I touch his thigh
" Calm down baby, what's wrong with you?"

"I just don't like that guy."

I shake my head " You have no reason to feel that way."

"Right, let's keep it that way, Zan says very smuggly."

Max makes it to the table:

" Luna, Zan. Luna may I have this dance?"

Zan raises slowly rising up from the seat "No!!!"

I step in to stop a possible fight," Baby stop it. It's alright Max. I'll dance with you. Calm down Zan . It's just a dance."

As we dance Max tries to convince me to return to the studio.

" Luna I need to get you back in the studio ASAP. How about tomorrow afternoon. I promise I won't keep you long this time."

" Ok, I'll come in and to make things easier, I'll have my mom call Zan with some work she needs him to do for her. That's the only way he won't come with me."

" Great. I'll see you at 4pm." Max says smiling.

Everything goes like clockwork, my mom takes care of Zan and I head to the studio. I'm in the middle of a session when I have trouble with a particular note. For the life of me I can't get it. Max finally comes out the booth to me.

" I know you can do this, you've done it a thousand times."

Max begins to sing my song, gets to the note and hits it:

"You have a lovely voice Max. I'm beginning to think that you're hiding alot from me about yourself, I'm in shock as to his talent.

Max looks me right in the eyes and says:

Darlin you have no idea.

He then touches my face and kisses me. If Zan was here! well if Zan was here, It wouldn't have happened. Should I feel bad about letting Max kiss me? Let me tell you I don't.

Max, what are you doing? I ask totally taken aback.

Max tells me " I've been waiting to do that ever since I met you."

" What about Zan?"

" What about Zan, I don't want him," Max says laughingly.

(laughing) That's not what I mean. You know we live together and everything.

I want you . It's up to you what moves you make. Be with him, leave him. all I know is that I have to have you tonight.

Max slowly unbottons his shirt all the while looking at me with those do me eyes. What's a girl to do? I start taking off my clothes! The room is a medium beige with brown carpeting and brown leather couches going along each wall. It's late, nobody else is here, so no one will disturb us. I called Zan earlier and told him that I'd be very late and not to come down here unless the house was on fire. When we come together and embrace, it's a feeling that I've never known, not even with Zan, like I was meant to be in his arms. Max, naked, slowly kneels down at my feet and I join him on the carpet then we take this party to a soft comfortable couch. Before we get down to business, I take off his glasses, and notice that he's much more attractive without them.

" Luna, you know I can't see without my glasses."

"Don't worry Max baby, you know what goes where and why."

When I make it home to Zan, I feel guilty but not guilty enough to regret what we did. All I wanna do now is take a shower, go to bed and dream about how tender Max was. Zan is great in bed, but he's a tad more forceful. A girl wants that, but sometimes she wants a gentle lover. I wonder how it would be with both of them.

'Hey babe, I'm home. Did you miss me?" I ask Zan as I try to forget what I just did.

"Hell yeah! I was gonna head down to the studio to check you out."

I'm glad you didn't. We got alot done today.

" Would I approve?" Zan asks with a knowing that alarms me just alittle.

Guiltily I answer, "Approve? of what?"I ask looking sheepishly to cover my guilt.

" The tracks you worked on, remember that's why four eyes wanted you down there for right?"

" Oh yeah, I think you would" I breathe a sigh of relief

" Good. Hey are you hungry? I made your favorite."Zan says beaming with pride.

" Oh baby that's so sweet of you. I know how much you hate cooking."

" I'd do anything for you love, now come over here and give me some sugar."

"Oh baby I need to relax, let me take a shower, then I'll be all yours."

While I'm showering, Max is at the studio thinking about me.

(thinking to himself) How did I get up the nerve to 1) tell Luna I wanted her and 2) actually have her. Zan is a maniac. If he were to find out what we did, he'd cut my head off, turn me upside down and let all the blood run out for good measure. I can't help myself though. I want Luna the way Zan does, to myself. What can I possibly do to get her away from him. They were together when I met her. If he were just her boyfriend, I could use business to keep them apart, but he's her f***ing bodyguard, how do I eliminate that service without doing something unethical or immoral?

Just then I call Max:

"Hey, I can't stop thinking about what we did."

" Me either. What are we gonna do now. There's no way I can't have you now."

"Max, your way of lovemaking is definitely intoxicating and I'm hooked, but Zan brings alot to the table too. I love him, not as much as he would want. I wouldn't have slept with you if we were closer. You know, I always thought there was a lover just waiting to come out of you."

"This lover as you say always wanted you luna. When can I have you again?"

Just then Zan slowly opens the door, I catch the door moving.

"Max, I gotta go. We'll be together again I promise. Bye."

" Hey love your food is getting cold. Who were you talking too?"

Coming up with a quick lie, " Mom, she wanted to make sure I'm resting and eating right. She knows from last time I made an album how grueling it can be. Hey studly, You've made it in here just in time. I think I missed a spot, wanna make sure I did a though job?"

" Love your wish is my command."

Zan throws his clothes around the large teal and white bathroom. he takes the rubber band off his hair so it can loosely flow under the water.

Zan steps into the tub:
" Oh love (embracing Luna) you're still the sexiest girl in the universe."

I suds him up " And you still make me hotter than hell!!!"

Zan's hands run to every part of my body. I'm still thinking about Max but the memory is fading slowly with each run of Zan's hands on my body.

" My inspection is complete. You're clean as a whistle. Can I do anything else for you?"

" You can make mad passionate love to me." I request with lust brimming from my
eyes.

"I thought you'd never ask."

Zan picks me up as though I'm as light as a feather. He grabs a big fluffy towel on his way out. When we get to the bed, he tosses the towel on the bed and lays me on it.

" Ready or not here I come."

I'm cold baby, come on!!!

The weeks passed, the album was released to rave reviews and ends up #1 on all but the country charts. Max is estatic about the buss the album has generated. Max and I have been together for talk show and other appearances, but we haven't been alone to make love because Zan is ever present as my bodyguard. Just like a guardian angel is watching out for Max and I, 2 wonderful things happened. 1) Max and I were nominated for an Oscar because our song was used in a movie(the movie hasn't been released yet, too soon. The song was rushed into release because of the popularilty of the album) and 2) because it's the Oscars, I'm given a publicist and this publicist wants her tried and true security team to watch over Max and I. That means that Zan isn't in the budget so he can't go. This gives Max and I time to be together. We've wanted each other so much that we've decided to share a hotel room. Max and I have come up with excuses for everyone to call our cellphones and not call the hotel for our rooms. The Oscar committee puts Max and I up at the Beverly Wilshire Hotel, and unbeknownst to me, Max arranged for us to have a room with a beautiful terrace where we can have breakfast in the sunshine in the morning, and embrace under the moon and stars at night. When we get to LA, we head straight for the hotel (we tell the publicists and everyone else who needed an answer, we're jetlagged and need to rest). We were put off for the moment, I have soundcheck, so I went but look forward to coming back to the room and Max. I had no idea what would be waiting for me upon my return. The powers that be had more in store for me than just rehearsal. I was trotted to reporters for interviews, introduced to the fashion stylist that would find me a gown and turn me into Cinderella, and taken to a well known jeweler for bling. When I finally get back to the hotel it's after11:30pm, but Max had plans for us. when I entered the room, it was covered in orange rose petals that led to the terrace. I went out there, Max was in a long black silk robe. Dinner was on the table along with a bottle of wine. I start to apologize for ruining his plans:

"Oh baby, You are unbelievable. I had no idea. Let me tell you what happened to make me so late tonight."

Max slowly walks up to me and places his finger to my lips:

" Bella, you're here now, that's all that matters. Dinner is cold, but I'm still pipping hot."

Max then removes his robe to reveal hard, toned muscles. I shutter as the memory of our last sexual session streaks through my head, I touch his body with wild abandon as he starts to remove my clothes. As the moon streams into our room, I get a naughty idea.

"Max, let's make love on the terrace."

Max looks at me shocked but intrigued " But someone might catch us?"

"Exactly!!!" I respond with a devilish grin on my face.

" You wicked, wicked woman." Max is grinning.

" You sexy, sexy man." looking at that magnificent body.

We run out to the terrace and I guide him to the nearest chair. I straddle him. Max smiles:

"Woo-Hoo!!! Ride me cowgirl."

"Like there's no tomorrow studly."

Max is doing me so good that I start to howl at the moon.

He laughs as he puts his hand over my mouth. "Damn it it gets better everytime we do it."

I nod in complete ecstacy.

As my special feeling comes, I blurt out something surprising:

"Oh Oh Oh I'm leaving Zan!!!"

" What?" Max is totally surprised.

" If you'll have me." I look at Max with very serious eyes for his response.

" Isn't that what I just did?"

I glare at Max, " You know what I mean Smart Ass!"

You know I want you, I've always wanted you. Zan knew that. BTW what about Zan?

"Let me worry about that." I say stroking his face.

Max and I move to the bed exhausted and fall asleep in each other's arms.


Does Luna leave Zan?

Thanks Ladies

The next day finds me slowing awaking from a Sex-induced

haze. The LA sun is shinning it's radiance through the large picture window

in the spacious violet colored room. As I awaken fully, I find that I'm

on pins and needles because today is Oscar Nite. Before my feet hit the floor,

I pivot in bed to get full view of the gorgeous man that gave me so much

pleasure last night. Being careful not to wake sleeping studly I

risk moving a stray hair away from his eyes. I smile as I focus my gaze

on Max, but then suddenly I begin to think of Zan, the man I left at home,

the man I'm supposed to love. This thought just adds to my anxiety. What

the hell am I doing? I get out of bed and begin pacing the floor. As Max

awakens, he notices that I'm pacing the floor.


"Baby, what's wrong?" he asks.

I turn to face him, "Duh!!! Tonight's the big night for us. The Oscars."

Max starts rubbing his eyes "Oh yeah I know. Hey there's no need to get


bent out of shape Luna, let's just try to enjoy this day win or lose. Look,

I'd be lying to you if I told you It wouldn't matter if we didn't win tonight.

Hell, I wanna win just as bad as the next person, but win or lose, just

to be nominated is......."


Luna interrupts "Max, if you say that we've already won just because

we've been nominated, I'm gonna threaten you with great bodily harm."

"OK, I was gonna say that. You know that body harm stuff doesn't

sound bad, I'm being so bad. Will you spank me?he says laughingly."

Luna responds to Max's overtly sexual question " I can't believe sex is on

your mind after the workout you gave me last night. I guess you're like

the typical male in respect to sex."


"I thought I proved to you that there's nothing typical about the way
I work out. Hey, what time did the publicist say we had to be
ready today?"

" She said 3pm, the hair, makeup, and wardrobe people will be here
to make us presentable for tonight's festivities. Why?" Luna asks.

Mr. happy is telling me he wants to continue what we did last night.
Now how can you say no to Mr. happy? We have plenty of time,
Come to me Bella!!!

I quickly decide that Max's idea is exactly what I need to release some

nervous energy that's flowing through me like an electrical current. I run

and jump on the bed. I look at Max, smile, and proceed to run my fingers

through hisglossy dark hair. As I gaze into his eyes, I immediately start to feel better, but

not as good as I will feel. Max tosses back the black colored covers that

were hiding his beautiful nakedness and procedes to overtake me. He's

lying on top of me, showering me with kisses on my lips and neck. With every kiss and caress,

he is making my nervousness and anxiety fade like a distant memory. I know
that the subject of "what will I do with Zan" will come up, but I can't be concerned
with that now. Max is making me feel so good, what did I ever do to deserve such
a caring, and attractive man. He considers me in everything he does, and I'm
feeling him like I never thought I could. I want to be fair to him and Zan,
first things first. All I want is in this room at this moment in time. I'm
gonna put any decissions on hold and let Max take care of my body. He's s
such a wonderful lover!!!

On top of thatMr. Happy is informing me that Max is ready to take w
what i'm feeling to the next sensuous level. Now I'm totally with that.

I thought the sex we had last night was yummy, OMG!!! Max really

took it to heights unknown. My body is just one big tingle as max spoons me.

He's stroking my hair and whispering "You are so beautiful" in my ear. The first

thing I do is turn to face him and start to kiss a line down his chest. He finds that

so enjoyable that I immediately tell him that "the bar is

closed" just in case he took that as an invitation for round 3. I did that because

I just love how sculpted, toned, and muscular max's torso is, I just couldn't help myself.


As I make my way out of bed to prepare for the onslaught of people who

will make Max and I Oscar worthy, he pats me on the ass, my GOD, he is insatiable!!!



Looking at Max "You could go all day right?"

" Baby with you I could. It's just something about you. Mr. Happy
just can't get enough."

"Well studly,( speaking in-between kisses) that last session is gonna have to do. "Hey, (glancing at my watch) it's 2:30pm. Everyone will be
here at 3pm. We need to jump into the shower. Can I trust you not to
try anything if we shower together?


"Scouts honor" Max answers.

We jump in the shower, I make sure that Max is in front of me so that I can

watch him, we don't have time to waste (not that making love to him is

ever a waste of my time) I just would hate to be in full sexual activity and

we get that inevitable knock on the door.

As I watch Max suds up his body, I get so hot!!! He's just so beautiful on

so manylevels, emotionally, physically, spiritually, but I have to stay in control of the situation


"Max, Will you let me wash you?"

And before I can say no, his hands are caressing the sides of my body

and on their way to my ass. I love the way his hands feel on me but I

let this continue.

Now i'm breathing hard in repsonse to what Max is doing "Max baby we can't get out of control. We have got to finish up here and get dressed.
Please, let's finish this tonight."

" Damn it,"
he says disappointedly, " I just can't not touch you but we have guests coming to the room. Ok, but I warn you, I'm gonna be in full body-
rocking mode tonight. Win or lose, I'm a winner because I have you."


I go on to Kiss Max warmly. We then finish up our showers and run around

like chickens with our heads cut off in order to be ready for the Oscar on-

slaught. We get dressed just in time. As soon as Max puts on his black

socks and shoes. there's a knock on the door.

Just like a discription in a romance novel, the hair, makeup, and wardrobe

people invade Max's and my room. My head is spinning while looking at

these people go through the motions to make us look like hollywood stars.

While gowns galore are being wheeled into the room, I'm watching a very

feminine acting man gives Max one compliment after another. Among other things, he's trying to suggest that he get "his hair cut just a touch".

Max gazes in my direction, and I immediately shake my head NO!!!!

He's well aware of the fact that I love his hair just the way it is.

After the smoke clears, and all the people have left but the publicist, I

see Max standing by the big gothic looking mirror in our room in all

his gorgeous glory. He's in a tuxedo that looks like it was made just for

him. The way the jacket enhances the width of his shoulders is enough to

make me tear off my black strapless silk gown and beg him to make love to me right now!!!! He notices me looking at him in total rapture. He
winks at me.


"Baby do you look gorgeous, I know I shouldn't say this but I'm gonna
be thinking of nothing this evening but getting you out of that gown."

" Nice try studly, but your mind is gonna be on if we get an Oscar or
not, but please let me return the compliment. You look good enough
to eat, and It's gonna be all about you when we get back here."

"So, you don't believe what I told you?" Max asks," Well, that just means that you're really gonna get it later."

All the while our erotic conversation is going back and forth, Max and I

forgot that the publicist is in the room with us and listening to everything

we say.It seems like she got lost in the bathroom.

She finally re-enters the room red faced.

"Oh I'm so sorry to interrupt your love fest, but we will be leaving here
in about half an hour. I must say, you two look are very attractive to-
gether."

"Thank you" Max says walking across the room to put his arm around me.
"I'm so glad that I have luna to share this day with me. Win or lose
tonight, because of her, I've already won all that I could desire."
He bends down and plants a sweet kiss on my lips.

I'm overcome by the warmth the kiss produced and find myself fumbling

with my gown in order to compose myself for this evening. As the publicist gets the call on her cellphone that the limo is stationed in front of
the hotel, I look up at my Max, yes I said it, my Max!!! Do I have the right
to feel that way when I have someone at home waiting for me? Well the
only thing I can do now is try to enjoy the festivities at hand and let the
chips fall where they may.

The publicist motions with her hands that it's time to go, Max takes my
hand in his, and we make our way out of the room.

Max and I are so excited about tonight's festivities at the Oscars.

As we get out of the platinum colored limo, he gently squeezes my hand

reminding me that we're in this together. As we walk the red carpet, we are

in awe of all the famous people in attendance. I get so overwhelmed by the

excitement of being at the Academy Awards and being seen with such a sexy

man as Max, that I forget that this shindig is being televised all over the world.

As I reach up and give Max a smouldering kiss, the image is being transmitted

right to the tv that Zan is watching me on. It didn't even occur to me that kissing

Max would ever be a bad idea, hell I've been doing that and so many other

delightful things to him since we got to LA. I will find out soon enough that there

will be hell to pay for my pleasure.

As soon as my lips leave Max's, the cellie in my purse rings:


"Luna, I can't believe you. Have you been f***ing around with
Evans since you left me?" Zan is very upset.

(Lying)" Zan? Oh no, I haven't been messing around with Max, I just
got carried away with all the excitement going on around me." Motioning Max not to say a word while I'm on the phone.

"Do you take me for a fool?" Zan asks "The kiss you gave max wasn't a
"I'm so excited to be here kiss. That was a "I can't wait to get back i your pants" Kiss. right? RIGHT?


" Zan you know I can't reason with you when you fly off the handle, so
I'm gonna table this discussion til I get back. Ok?bye now."

" Luna don't you dare hang up on me. Luna! Luna!"

Max looks at me, but doesn't say a word. I know just what he's thinking.

He'swondering if he can trust me with his heart, since witnessing first hand how I'm pushing Zan asside figuratively. I want to reassure Max
that he's my future, but now is not the time or place for this. I gaze at him.


"Max, I know what just happened has made you more confused about
me and my feelings for you then you were before, but please trust me
baby, (touching max's face) with me, it's all about you. I wanna enjoy
tonight's festivities now, can we do that?"

"What can I say Luna? There's nothing I can do, I put my cards on the
table some time ago. In the end, either you're gonna pick me or Zan.
Look,I just wanna salvage the rest of this evening and worry about
everything else later. Let's just be together."

" We're gonna do that studly. Let's just enjoy each other."


Max and I go into the massive theatre and take our seats. There are alot of music

and entertainment tonight, but the stand out group of the evening are this

new group called The Order Of The Cuff Girls: BehryDreamy, Jasmine, Aure, Allegra, Shaerian, Shiyale,Aria, Claire, Kristy, Limor and
Jasonia.These girls are singing and shaking it up on stage.
While watching the performance, I do something naughty. I gently lay

I do something naughty, I gently lay my hand on Max's thigh and I squeeze it oh so gently but firmly. My touch makes him jump. He faces
me with a lusty Oh now you didn't look. My hand is now traveling straight
to his well endowed cock.

Then to add insult to injury, I blow so breathlessly in his ear "I want you now"!!!

Max is now very excited by what I've done to him "Luna what are you trying to do to me baby? you're driving me insane!"

"I just wanna remind you of what's to come tonight." I respond.

Max grins at me and says " OMG!!!!"


While we're busy flirting with each other, the magic hour arrives. The

category that our song has been nominated. Hearing the announcement

snaps us out of our lustful daze. It seems to take Usher forever to announce the winner of the Oscar for Best song featured in a movie.


Max gently squeezes my hand "Breathe baby breathe."

" OMG Max, what if we don't win?"

"Don't worry about that baby."

As soon as those words come out of Max's mouth, Usher calls Max

and I to the stage to collect their prizes.


I'm too excited for words as we take in the fact that we've just won Oscars. "Oh My GOD Max, did I hear correctly? did we just win an Oscar?"

"Yes baby, we've got to head to the stage now."

While on the stage, I dedicate my award to Max and he dedicates his to me.

We embrace each other for what seemed like an eternity. I never tire of feeling his

body oh so warmly pressed gently against mine. My mind is spinning again, I just won

an Oscar, I'm here with the man I think I love, but I have loose ends to take care

of when I get back home to Zan. Zan, what am I gonna do with him? I have to

shake these feelings and live in the moment, this glorious moment.



We decide to attend the afterparty at the Mondrian Hotel. The decor is soft lighting,

azalias, tulips and birds of paradise scent the room. The tables are made of glass,

and the chairs are black draped in huge golden ribbons.


" We did it studly!!!" I say breathlessly.

"This is just the beginning baby. You are gonna be in such demand from
all the A-list producers, songwriters and arrangers. The world is yours." Max states that fact smiling brightly at me.

" Only if you're coming along for the ride baby. Speaking of rides,
remember when I rode you like there was no tomorrow? Well I'm feeling really good tonight." I reply as I'm running my fingers through my hair.


Max starts to laugh "I get the feeling this is gonna be my last day on
earth, but what a way to go." He grabs me by the waist and plants a
spine tingling kiss on my neck.


After a sumptious meal of Medallions of Filet Mignon, Potatoes Au Gratin,

Asparagus Spears, and Chocolate Creme Brulee for dessert, Max and I
decide to get naked ASAP, so we ditch the rest of the party to start our own party. Thank goodness the limo was at our beck and call all evening I don't even think the publicist knew we had left. When we saw her last,
she was busy getting Jason Behr's autograph. We head for the limo. Max
tells the driver "To the hotel, and step on it!!!"

Max and I are in the platinum limo, the driver is coming very close

to breaking speed limit records thanks to max and his "step on it" commmand

As for me, I'm feeling no pain. From all the Dom Perignon Max and I

drank to the dancing, (you might as well say sex standing up) that we did, I'm

ready to get naked. Once again my hand has found it's way on to Max's thigh.

Just as I get ready to venture north of the equator, my thoughts

immediately go to Zan, at home, mad as hell over seeing me kissing Max on

national tv. I can just imagine all the phone calls he received from friends and

family. What was on my mind? Why would I do that? While I'm pondering Zan and

his feelings, another thought materializes in my mind, who do I really want, Max

or Zan? While my thoughts are suddenly whisked millions of miles away from Max

and the limo, Max notices how quiet I've become:

" Luna, what's wrong? You're so quiet."

" Max, I'm feeling so many things right now."

"I think I can quess what it's all about. You're thinking about going
home and facing Zan right?"

" Yes, that and getting you mixed up in something that could blow
totally out of control. As you know, Zan isn't the "let's sit down and
talk this out" kind of man."

Max starts stroking my hand " I know i'm just gonna confuse you further by saying this but i mean every word. Don't go back to Zan, stay with me."

" Max, I would just love to never let go of what we've shared together,
but I have to come clean and discuss my plans for the future with
Zan. You know I have no idea what my plans are"



" You may be confused about the future, but I'm not. I want you, I always have. I know I can't force you to choose me, but if you did, I'd do everything in my power to make and keep you the happiest woman in the universe."

All the thoughts going through my mind have exhausted me, I don't wanna talk, I just put my head on Max's shoulder and gently I caress his
hand as a form of

distraction. Max gazes down at me with his beautiful hazel eyes and tilts his head

so that our temples are touching. It's so amazing how the lust we feel for each

has turned to something more meaningful, more intimate.

When we get to the hotel, we walk through the lobby very slowly hand in hand.

The hotel decor is magnificent, full of golden chandeliers, antique chairs that Max

and I were scared to sit in, and oriental carpeting and runners in colors of cream,

red, and black that put you in the mind of high end chinese restaurant design.

The carpeting and runners all have a black dragon motif in them. The dominant

color of the lobby and the adjacent alcoves is brown. This particular shade

puts me in the mood to be in front of a fireplace everytime I see it, even though

I'm in 85 degree weather LA. There are scarlet love seats and black leather

couches. The front desk is made of the most beautiful dark mahogany wood.

It's polished to such a high luster, that I can see how studly max is in it. As we

head for the elevator, I start to stroke Max's back, and just then the fire that was

quickly extinquished with thoughts of Zan, has reignited. I think Max can feel my

vibe because he is now invading my personal space and gazing down at me with

the most lusty smirk on his face. We are still silent as we head out of the elevator,

and head down the cream colored corridor to our room. Max takes the white card

key out of his pocket and unlocks the door. He then does the unexpected, he picks

me up and carries me into the room. I kick the door closed. Max then goes to the

bed, and sits on it while i'm still in his arms. He gently places me on his lap and

starts to rock me like I was a child that just had a nightmare. He's trying to

comfort me. As his head touches the side of my neck, I reach around and start to

stroke his face. He starts to speak:


" I meant what I said in the limo about you not going back to Zan."

" I know Max, but I don't wanna think about this. I only want you to do one
thing for me tonight Max, I want you to make love to me. I don't wanna think
about anything but how you make me feel, then I want to go to sleep totally
exhausted , too exhausted to dream about anything. Can you do that, will you do
that."

"Darlin, your wish is my will."

As I scoot out of Max's lap, he follows me to the head of the bed. We meet and

join in the middle, as Max is kissing my lips and neck, I'm caressing his firm,

toned ass. I find a way to remove his bow tie and unbotton 2 bottons on his white

tuxedo shirt. Max assists me by rising so that I can see his complete torso but I can

still feel his body is still connected to mine. He slowly undoes the buttons I left

buttoned and takes my hand and gently uses it to caress his chest. I feel my hand

going lower, much lower than I thought It would at this moment in time. It's much

warmer and moister there. Being the little devil that I am, I quickly move my hand

back to his chest to see if I get a look of disappointment. He doesn't let me see his

face because it's now buried in the hollow of my chest, he's managed to pull the

bodice of my strapless black gown down. I'm now becoming hotter and annoyed

by the clothing that's coming between our bodies so I whisper in max's ear:

I have to take off this dress, I want to feel all of your nakedness

right now!!!

Max jumps up to let me remove my gown, I hurry to remove the gown because

I've been hiding a big surprise for him. The surprise is a scarlett bustier, with

matching thong, stockings and a black garter belt. I walk to where Max is standing

in awe, I take his face in my hands and whisper to him "get naked studly". Clothes

start to fly everywhere as he undresses. I begin to think to myself, It doesn't

matter how many times I see Max's body, it's just so magnificent. It looks like

he was in line to get physical blessings like the rest of us, but unlike some of us

someone kept pushing him back in line when he was supposed to exit.

He grabs me by the ass as he hoists me up on his manhood(man is he strong). He

then returns us to the bed. I tell him I don't wanna do it on the bed:

" Let's go get wet!!!"

Max's eyes are glistening as he says " I'm right behind you babe."

We run into the teal and white massive bathroom and I turn on the water. I can feel

Max as he squeezes his manhood into my ass, and caresses my breasts with his

hands. When the water is warm enough Max jumps in and takes my hand and

guides me into the tub, we go on to make the warm water very hot!!!

As promised, Max wore me out, we made love 2 times, once in the tub and

once on a huge warm beige bath towel. When we make our way to the bed, we

spoon and in a matter of minutes i'm totally unconscious.

When I wake, I feel totally refreshed but then realize that today is the day I return

to Zan to explain what the hell I was doing with Max in LA. I know that heads will

roll, and I turn to look Max in the face while he sleeps. The motion I made

has woken him up. He looks at me like he too realizes that the party is over and

we have to go back to our real lives. We start to hold each other really tight

without saying a word.

There's a definite sadness in the room as we pack for the trip back home.

Max takes my black leather luggage off the bed and places them on the cart that we

called for along with the Louis Vuitton luggage his owns. As I watch him help the

bellman place the luggage on the cart I notice how Max's white silk shirt and

blue-black shorts contrast with the confederate gray top burmuda shorts the bell-

man is wearing. Max grabs my hand as we walk out the hotel room, I try with all

my might to gain a mental picture of the room so that I don't forget the time I

had with Max, just in case this time is the last time.


I found the plane ride coming home much faster than it was when we were heading

to LA. Max and I just gazed into each other's eyes and held hands throughout the

trip. When we made it to our hometown airport, we hugged each other like we were

both on our way to the gas chamber, tears welled from my eyes and I could see

the pain and a tear trying to form in Max's. I tried to reassure him that we would

be back together, that I would find a way. I also told him that I knew how to take

care of Zan and that I would try to call him before the day was over. The last image

I have of Max is burned in my memory, he kisses me on the cheek and forehead,

gazes down at me and says "If you want me, I'll be there." I felt like I was

in a celluloid love story, as I watched Max walk to his black mercedes and then

drive off, he honks while exiting the lot. Yes, he wanted to drive me home, but I

figured under the circumstances It would be best if I just got a cab home. Home,

that sounded so strange, so foreign. As I entered the brick apartment building, it was

almost like I've never been here before, I stare at the lavender colored walls and

the tarnished bronze mail box that has mine and Zan's names on it in total dis-

belief. As I make my way up the dark wood staircase, it's like it's gonna take me

years to get to the front door. I'm then reminded of the temper that Zan has, OMG

what he must think of me, what I did and who I did things with behind his back.

When I make it to the dark blue door with 645 on it, the door opens and takes me

by surprise. Zan looks at me, I can't read the look on his face as he motions me

into the apartment without saying a word. I don't know what to make of this, he

usually shouts his displeasure at me, but then again there's plenty of time for that,

all night if I choose to stay here with him. It's comforting to know that I can call

Max and he'd be here in a flash if I chose to, but right now I choose to face the

music, Zan motions for me to take a seat on mauve colored couch:

" Look love, I'm not gonna beat around the bush, I know you've been
messing around with Evans in LA, hell as far as I know, you probably were doing
him before you left town, but all of that is irrelevant now. All I wanna know is if
we have a chance of staying together. Luna you ripped my heart out of me chest
when I saw you kiss Evans, and I wanted to be able to tell you to sod off, but I
still love you, even you sleeping with Evans can't change that. I wanna move past
this and get on with our lives. Let's go into the den, I've got something for you."

When I make it to the den, I can't believe what Zan has done. He's turned the den

into a haven of love and romance. There's champagne on the glass end table,

the lights are low in the blue-gray colored room and my favorite romantic music

is playing. When I tell you Zan isn't the romantic type, I mean it. It seems that

my being with max has forced him to reevaluated how he treats me.

" Come sit down, I hope you're hungry." He holds my chair out for me.

"Thank you. I...I thought you would be very upset with me" Very unsure of what's gonna happen next.

" Oh make no mistake, I am, but not enough to jeopardize what we
have, what we still can have if you let us." Zan conveys with much emotion, more emotion than I've ever seen.

" Zan, I don't know what to say", I'm so uncomfortable that I feel the
need to arrange the collar of my green silk blouse and smooth my matching silk
skirt.

" Don't say a word love, let's just enjoy this evening, there's no rush
to figure everything out now. I knew you would be tired from the plane ride so I
took the liberty of making your favorite dishes for dinner, I hope you're hungry."

Zan will it offend you if I eat this delicious meal later? I'm too nervous
to eat, you understand, right?"

" Oh sure. Do whatever you like." Zan is very understanding of the way I'm feeling.

" I'd like to lie down if that's alright with you, I'm so tired."

" Ok love, whatever you want, I'll leave you alone."


As soon as I make it to the bedroom and close the door, I call Max:

" Baby, oh I'm so glad you called, are you alright?"

" Yeah, guess what, he's mad but he's treating me with kid gloves like
he cheated on me? I don't know what to think of this. I do know this, it isn't gonna
be easy.I love Zan, but I'm falling in love with you. Max, if I could have you both
could I?"

" Luna, if you were any other woman, I'd say no I'm not gonna share,
but I want you so bad that I guess I'd take you any way I can get you. Are you
gonna pose this question to Zan."

"Yes!!! Hey I think I hear him, I'll call you back as soon as I can. Just
remember whatever happens I love you."

" Oh I wish I didn't but I love you too bye."


Zan is at the bedroom door:

" Love, I know you're tired and want to rest, but could I please lay
here and hold you while you sleep, the time you were gone seemed like an eternity. I need to feel you in my arms. If you don't wanna make love with me
I'll understand. Just let me hold you, please!!!"

" Ok Zan." I respond.

Zan gets in bed with me and we spoon. It's amazing just how fast I went to sleep

being that I'm still uneasy in zan's presence. When I wake I find that Zan has

changed out of black jeans and a black turtleneck into black boxer briefs with no

shirt, he's takes off his white gold watch, places it on the cherrywood dresser in

the room and turns to gaze at me. It's 12AM when I wake up. I had no idea I was

so tired. When I made it home from the airport it was a quarter to 4pm.

Zan is the first to wake up and speak "well well well you're up. I thought you were gonna sleep right through.
I'm sure you're hungry, let me heat your food and bring it to you."

When he returns, he has my favorite meal, salmon in dill sauce, baby peas, and

long grain and wild rice. He knows me so well, I am starved. In between bites I

decide to clue him in on what I told max I wanted, to have a relationship with both

men. I have no idea how he's gonna react, but I feel the best way to do it is for the

three of us meet face to face and come to some kind of agreement. I explain to

Zan what I want and he reluctantly agrees to meet and talk things out. We decide to

meet at a neutral place, the recording studio. Just looking at Zan, and thinking bout

how long we've been together,I feel so guilty about not making love to

him, thank goodness he hasn't tried or asked. I still feel so uneasy with him. I

know that will change when I get the chance to clue him in on what I want and how

I want things to be. He just gets into bed with me and we sleep.

The next day happens to be a slow day at the studio, we won't be disturbed.

I arrive with Zan on his ducatti, Max is already there:


I go on to give Zan instructions on how I want this discussion to go "Now Zan you promised me you won't blow up at Max while we're here
I'm gonna hold you to that."


" Love, I'll surely try to be on my best behavior, for you."

As we walk in the studio and run into Max in the long corridor of the recording

studio, I can feel and see the uneasiness he is experiencing. Max leads us to a

empty studio and motions for us to have seats:

" Luna, Zan, I'm glad we could agree to meet and talk things out."

" Let's get to brass tacks Evans, it was your intention to have my girl
all along wasn't it?" He's trying to remain calm for my sake.

" You wanna be real Zan?" Max asks "Let's be real. You knew all along I wanted to be
with luna, and you cock blocked me every step of the way. You never gave her a
chance to see if she felt anything for me."

" Look bloke, I didn't and still don't give a damn how you feel about Luna
she's my girl, or at least she was before you snuck and f**ked her behind my back."

" It seems we're in agreement, I don't give a damn about how you feel
about me being with her, and let me tell you something I was gonna have her in
your face, under your nose, or behind your back, how you would feel never crossed
my mind. I got the chance and took it."

Zan is about to explode " You nerdy motherf*****, I'm gonna tear you apart!!!"

" Bring it on A** hole!!!" Max says ready for action.

Trying to hold on to Zan "No, No, No look if we can't come to an calm
agreement, I'll leave both of you. I know what I want, you two just have to agree
to it."

" And what is that?" Zan asks with a bewildered look on his face.


I can't make up my mind which one of you I want, then I started thinking why should I choose. I tell both guys as I warm up the my revelation. "You both want me right?"

"You know I want you love, but......"

"No butts, if you want me, you got to share, yes or no. Max, yes or no?"

Max decides to go along with my plan. " Luna, I told you I'd take you any way I could have you. If it means
sharing you, so be it."

" Zan look I can't see myself being away from either of you. With you
both I can have my cake and eat it too. come on Zan, just for alittle while please?"

" I know I'm gonna regret this, but I love you, so if you wanna be with
us both ok. Will you want to have us.....together sometimes?"

" I don't know, It's a possibility, but we'll figure all that out as we go
along. Believe me guys, I'll try to make this as painless for you as I can. Thank you
for agreeing to try this arrangement."

" So Zan, do I get her on Mondays, Wednesdays, Fridays, and every
other Sunday?"

" Watch it Evans, I'm still trying to wrap my brain around this GOD for-saken idea."

I motion for Max and Zan to come to me, I wrap my arm through

their arms, smile and say:

"Open your minds gentlemen, this is just the beginning of a beautiful affair!!!"


The End