Roswell Fanatics

Title: Reunion of the Lost
Author: Susan
Category: AU Slash Max/Michael NC-17
Disclaimer: None of the characters are mine, I own nothing
Summary: Max and Michael are best friends and college roommates. Maria and Liz are also best friends and college roommates. Michael/Maria and Max/Liz go on vacation together. They haven’t seen each other in five years since graduation when the two couples went off in separate directions.

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Max woke up in bed alone. His sore muscles screamed as he stretched. He pulled himself out of bed and put on his swimsuit walking out to the pool where Michael is laying out on his stomach getting some sun.

“Where are the girls?” Max asked

“They are making a day of shopping and a trip to the spa. Maria said they will be back at 5:00.” Michael said not even bothering to move his head to look at Max.

Max noticed that Michael was starting to get pink. “You better let me put some sunblock on or you’re going to be hurting later.”

Michael throws the block in Max’s direction. Max catches it easily.

Max quickly and thoroughly lotions Michael’s back and the back of his legs. “You want me to do your front while I’m at it.”

“Nah, I’m good. I will take care of it later. I think I’m going to stay on my stomach for a bit.” Michael said quietly.

Max noticed Michael shifting on the chair as if to get comfortable and smiled.

“Michael look at me.” Max requested.

Michael reluctantly complied knowing exactly why Max wanted him to turn over. “It has been so long. I didn’t think I would still react this way to you touching me. I guess I shouldn’t be to surprised since that is all it ever took was one touch.” Michael whispered.

“It’s been to long.” Max said.

“Maxwell don’t” Michael pleaded.

“What? Don’t say that the moment I saw you yesterday all I’ve wanted to do is touch you. Or that I’ve missed you. And I probably shouldn’t say that I spent the night wearing both my wife and myself out to get rid of the overwhelming need to be with you. But it didn’t work because the feeling hasn’t gone away. I want you so damn much. I’m standing here harder then I’ve been in five year because I want to be deep inside you, fucking you hard and long, our balls crashing together with my hand stroking your cock until we both finally find the release we have dreamed about for five fucking long years.” Max shouted

Michael closed his eyes, his body reacting to each and every word that Max spoke. He was shaking with need by the Max was done with his tirade. Max called him on it.

“I can tell you feel the same way. Your body is screaming your desire to me. I miss you and I want you but if you can tell me you don’t feel the same way, even though I know it is a lie, I will walk away and forget that this happened. I will go into the house and take a fucking cold shower and leave you alone. But if you can’t say it then take my hand and I’ll make up for the last five years we have been apart.” Max waited patiently while Michael made his decision.

Michael looked deeply into Max’s eyes, nodded and extended his shaking hand out until it rested firmly in Max’s.

TBC….

Sorry I’m skipping the reunion nooky at this time. I want to develop a little of the story first. When I first started this it was going to be a one part smutfest but as I started writing it a REAL story came into my head. It is finished but it is all handwritten so it will take me a bit of time to type it all up.

Part 1

After four hours of blissful and satisfying lovemaking the two separated to their perspective showers to clean up before the girls got back. As Max showered he remembered how his friendship and eventual sexual relationship with Michael developed.

Second semester of their freshman year the guys, who were now roommates, started to date friends Liz and Maria, who were also roommates. One weekend they were alone as the girls decided to go on spring break together without the guys and Max and Michael decided to stay at school rather then going home. Michael refused to go and Max didn’t want to leave him alone.

Michael and Max had met in the orphanage when they were six years old. Max had been lucky enough to be adopted by a wonderful family. Michael had also been adopted but his adoptive parents were cold and distant. They were not abusive but they just did not give Michael the love he needed. They should never have adopted a child but Hank Guerin wanted an heir. They had considered using a surrogate, as Melissa Guerin could not have children, but when all was said and done they neither had the patience nor the time to deal with a baby. They decided to look at adoption instead. In the end Michael; who had lived with his grandparents, his only living relatives until their death in a car accident, unfortunately for him fit the bill perfectly.

Max on the other hand had been adopted by a set of parents who adored children. They already had a daughter of their own but after years of trying to have another successful pregnancy they finally came to realize it was not going to happen. Their daughter was seven and they really wanted to find a child near her age versus bringing a baby into the family as they wanted their children to be friends as well as siblings. The instant they saw Max playing with Michael at the orphanage they fell in love with him. Max was so gentle and kind to Michael, who was still heart broken and slightly angry over his grandparent’s tragic deaths that they knew he would get along perfectly with their slightly spoiled and sometimes difficult daughter. Diane Evans was saddened by Michael’s story and wished should could take him as well but Phillip didn’t feel they should change their family dynamics so extremely.

Phillip, a lawyer, was approached by his clients the Guerin’s after the adoption of Max went through. The Guerin’s told Phillip that they were also interested in adopting a child and after meeting their charming new addition wanted advice on how to proceed. Phillip instantly thought of the boy they’d left behind and told the Guerin’s of him. The Guerin’s soon adopted Michael and enthusiastically encouraged the continuation of the friendship Max and Michael had made in the orphanage. The Guerin’s, who really did not have a place in their lives for a child, traveled a lot and often left Michael in the care of the Evans. The Evans treated Michael as a son but Michael could never forget that they had not taken him as well as Max and he was always resentful of the love Max was given from them and he was denied from the Guerin’s.

The Guerin’s had taken yet another trip over spring break and advised him to stay with the Evans once again but Michael was tired of it and said he was just going to say at school. Max had always felt guilty for the Evans picking him instead of Michael and blamed himself for Michael’s situation. He tried to always make it up to Michael by showing him how much he cared. He showed Michael that he was important to him and tired to give him the love he didn’t get from his adoptive parents and wouldn’t allow himself to receive from the Evans.

The last night of the break the boys were bored and decided to steal some of their suitemates porn. They soon discovered that Kyle had a little secret the he had not shared. Kyle’s porn was actually gay porn. Max was shocked but neither of them shut off the DVD and continued to watch the action on the screen, neither saying a word, until the “movie” ended.

“Have you ever thought about what it must be like?” Michael asked.

“Sex with a guy?” Max asked to clarify.

Michael nodded and Max thought about it for a minute and said. “Not really but I guess it must feel good. I mean, why would they, do it, if it didn’t. You know what I mean?”

Michael shrugged. “Yeah I guess for someone to actually want to receive it must feel at least a little bit enjoyable I guess but you know there are plenty of guys out there who don’t care who they get a blow job from or how they get off.”

“Very true. You know I’ve never understood the whole just getting off thing though. I’ve never had a one night stand or random sex for that very reason. I guess I have to actually like the person to even think about being so intimate.”

Michael snorted. “You are such a woman Maxwell.”

“Maybe but I have no regrets. Can you say the same?” Max said defensively.

Michael, being unloved at home, seemed to always seek out connections with other people and as he reached high school his connections came in the form of sex more times than not. Michael had slept with so many girls and even older women that Max had stopped counting.

Michael shrugged but did not say anything.

Max saw that he’d made Michael uncomfortable and decided to change the subject. “Have you ever been hit on by a guy?”

“No. I guess I must broadcast my sexuality pretty clear either that or I’m just not very attractive to gay guys. You?”

Max blushed. “Yeah, unfortunately a lot of times. I just can’t figure it out. I mean even when I’m obviously with a girl I’ve gotten suggestive looks from guys. I just don’t understand it.”

Michael laughed. “What’s not to understand? You are such a pretty boy. Hell even Kyle asked me two days into the school year whether you were gay or not.” Michael winked at Max. “I guess we know why now. Ha ha. Seriously though you’re a very sensitive guy. Everything you say and do makes that abundantly clear. And everyone’s gaydar screams when you enter a room. Why do you think girls are all over you, besides the obviously, they want to be the ones to straighten you out.”

Max flipped Michael the bird and said “You are so full of it Guerin.”

Michael laughed again. “You think I’m making it up then ask Maria or even Liz whether they though you were gay the first time they met you. I can tell you Maria’s answer already. She told me that one of the reasons she was so attracted to me was my acceptance of your sexual preference. Most manly guys, such as myself…” Michael ignored the look Max gave him and continued, “wouldn’t be so comfortable being friends with someone who preferred guys. She was actually horrified that she had been so wrong and I think that is why she tried so hard to hook you up with Liz that and after getting to know you she knew the two of you would be perfect together.”

Max was shocked. “I can’t believe Maria thought I was gay. This really sucks Michael.” Max said in frustration.

“I hate to tell you this; but being your best friend, knowing your since forever, I kind of wondered about it myself.” Michael admitted.

“What? You thought I was gay.” Max shouted. He was horrified.

Michael nodded “At the very least I thought you might be bi-sexual. Come on Max no guy is as sensitive as you without being seriously in touch with his feminine side.

Max was utterly shocked and couldn’t believe that Michael and obviously everyone had judged him so incorrectly. “I can’t believe this.” Max looked at the TV screen and then asked “Is that why you asked me about whether I’d ever though about it.?” The last word was shouted.

Michael looked very guilty. “Kind of. Ok truth, I knew that Kyle was gay. I also knew he had gay porn. I’d walk in on him watching it a couple weeks back. I guess I had the idea that maybe you were so in the closet that you couldn’t admit it even to yourself but if I had you watch the porn and made you think about it then maybe it would help you finally be honest with yourself. I thought I was helping you. I’m really sorry Maxwell.”

Max was shocked and knew he should be furious at Michael but he knew Michael honestly thought he was helping Max even if he was completely wrong.

The boys got over their night of watching gay porn and discussions of sexuality and the rest of their freshman year went smoothly. The topic of Max’s sexuality did not come up again until the next semester when Max and Michael went partying with Kyle. Kyle convinced the guys to go with him to a gay dance club. Kyle desperately wanted to go but was scared to go alone and worried about not having anyone to watch his back. To keep the guys away from Michael and Max Kyle suggested that the two act like a couple. Hesitantly they agreed that his idea albeit uncomfortable for both of them was a sound one.

Kyle went crazy from the moment he stepped through the door of the club. He danced, groped and made out with any guy who approached him while Max and Michael uncomfortably sat on the sidelines watching out for their friend. Last call of the night was announced and the DJ said everyone had to be on the dance floor and Max and Michael reluctantly obeyed as they didn’t want to make a scene. Unluckily for them it was a slow song and since the floor was so crowded they were forced to dance extremely close to one another. It was a new experience for both and surprisingly not as unpleasant as they both assumed it would be. In fact, Max had difficulty hiding just how much he did like it. When the song was over Max rushed off the floor and out of the club and would not even respond to Michael who shouted after him. After checking on Kyle, who was being well taken care of by a guy he’d spent most of the night with, Michael rushed after him.

Michael finally caught up with Max at the dorm where he found him sitting silently in the dark with a bottle of Jack Daniels in his hand.

Michael was concerned. He’d never seen his friend act this way. For one thing Max hardly ever drank. He was such a light weight that one drink was usually his limit. But it was the look on Max’s face that worried him the most. He looked devastated.

“Maxwell?” Michael approached concerned

“Stay away from me Michael. Just leave me alone.” Max whispered in a controlled authoritative voice.

“I can’t. What’s wrong? Tell me.” Michael asked fear lacing his voice.

“I was wrong. Everyone else in the entire world was right and I was wrong.” Max said disgustedly

Michael was confused and Max was beginning to really worry him. “About what?”

Max shouted “About me. I am fucking gay.”

“What are you talking about Max? I thought we already talked about this last year. I don’t understand.”

Max wanted to throw the bottle in his hand at his friend he was so frustrated. He didn’t want to talk about this especially not now with him feeling so raw and so very stupid but he knew Michael wouldn’t let it go. “Last year I didn’t think I was but tonight obviously proved me wrong. You don’t get a fucking hard on from dancing with a guy without being gay or bi-sexual at the very least. Fuck.”

“Oh.” Michael whispered. He really didn’t know what to say. He had been so busy watching out for Kyle to even notice Max’s reaction. When Max rushed out of the club the way he’d done he thought someone had touched Max or something and it freaked him out. He didn’t know how to feel about knowing his best friend had gotten hard by dancing with him.

“Yeah. Oh. Isn’t it just super? At least I know the truth now. I can stop lying to myself and everyone else.” Max said defeat evident in his voice.

Michael pulled the bottle out of Max’s hand and sat on the corner of the bed beside him. “Stop it Max. It doesn’t have to mean anything. So what you go a hard-on from dancing with a guy. I mean it was very crowded and we had to dance real close. You know friction and all. That’s all it probably was.”

Max looked into Michael’s eyes hopefully. “You think?”

Michael nodded. “Yeah absolutely.”

Michael wasn’t so sure that was all it was but he couldn’t take the look of devastation on his friends face and he had to say whatever Max needed to hear to make it go away.

“Ok it was jus the friction. That’s all. I mean I didn’t react to anything I saw at the club or even to any of the groping I got while we were there.”

Michael looked at Max surprised. “You were groped?”

Max blushed. “Well yeah. I lost count how many guys grabbed my ass and other parts as we were standing off to the side.”

“Where the hell was I? I never saw any of it. Damnit no one groped me.” Michael said with a hit of disappointment in his voice.

Max laughed. “Remember you broadcast straight I on the other hand scream gay. Anyhow, you were keeping an eye out on Kyle. He definitely needed it. Kyle was like a kid in a candy shop with all those guys.”

Michael snorted. “Very true. He went to breakfast with that one guy he was hanging on most of the night. He seemed decent. For Kyle’s sake I hope he is.”

“You’re a good friend Michael. The best a guy could have.”

Michael didn’t say anything he just nodded hoping that Max would know he felt the same way about him.

“I need a favor Michael. I swear I’m only asking because I really need to know. This whole thing is killing me.”

Michael didn’t hesitate at all before answering. “Anything Maxwell. You know that.”

Max looked very uncomfortable. “You may not say that in a moment.” Max took a deep breath and continued. “Can I kiss you?”

“What?” Michael shouted as he jumped off the bed and away from Max.

Max got up as well rushing towards Michael. “Listen to me before you go nuts. You may be right about the friction stuff but I have to be sure. You’re the only one I trust enough to do this.”

“What about Kyle? He IS gay and is used to kissing guys.” Michael said anxiously.

“I know you wont make anything of it besides what it is. Kyle I’m not so sure would do the same.” Max blushed beet red “I think he kind of has a thing for me.”

Michael had to agree with Max on that point. Kyle was an open book for the most part and it was pretty clear he did have a crush on Max even if he hadn’t said so.

Michael shook his head and took a deep breathe. “Ok so let’s say I agree with you about Kyle. Why can’t you go to a club or something? You definitely wouldn’t have a problem finding a guy to kiss there.”

Max stepped closer to Michael and put his hand on Michael’s arm. “You’re my best friend and I trust you. I know this is a huge favor but you know I wouldn’t have asked if I wasn’t desperate. I have to know the truth one way or another. Please.” Max begged.

Michael took a deep breath and said. “Can I have some time to think about this?”

Max nodded his head enthusiastically “Absolutely. Thank you Michael. You don’t know what this means to me. I really love you man.”

Michael shot Max a look letting him know he was pushing it. “Shut up and go to sleep Maxwell.”

Max quickly got ready for bed and with much difficulty tried to calm down so he could get some sleep.

Sometime later that night Max was awoken by Michael who had agonized for hours over Max’s request. He’d finally come to a decision. “Ok I’ll do it but I swear to god Maxwell if you ever breathe a word of this to anyone I will hurt you.”

Max hugged Michael. “Thank you so much. I swear I won’t tell a soul. You’re the greatest and I meant what I said earlier I love you.”

Michael rolled his eyes. He wasn’t comfortable with displays or even words of affection since he wasn’t at all accustomed to it. “Damnit Maxwell you are killing me here. Let’s just get this over with.”

“Sure. Sure. Ok I guess I will just kiss you.” Max leaned in to kiss Michael but pulled back quickly frowning.

“What?” Michael asked annoyed.

Max frowned. “This is harder than I thought it would be. Ok how about you close your eyes. I can’t do it with you looking at me.” Max suggested.

Michael rolled his eyes again. “Whatever. Just do it before I change my mind.”

Michael closed his eyes and waited. Max finally found his courage and leaned close to Michael lightly placing his lips against Michael’s. Max found that it wasn’t unpleasant at all. Michael’s lips were fuller and firmer then Liz’s or even any other girl he’d kissed. Michael also had a spicy taste to him. After a moment, Max decided to experiment more by moving his lips against Michael’s. Michael’s lower lip was especially full and Max couldn’t resist rubbing his tongue against it. Michael gasped which allowed him to further his explorations by pushing his tongue into Michael’s mouth rubbing it against his teeth and then finally touching Michael’s tongue with his own. Someone groaned. Max wasn’t sure which of them had done it and he didn’t care. He wanted to hear it again so he pushed his tongue more firmly against Michael’s. Max was so shocked to feel Michael’s tongue move against his that he pulled back gasping for air.

Max couldn’t quite grasp that he had just French kissed his best friend and more surprising he found that he enjoyed it A LOT. In fact he was very much aroused from the experience.

Michael’s eyes flew open when Max pulled away. He had no words for what just happened between them. He got up off of Max’s bed quickly and moved to his own.

“Favor complete. Don’t ask me to do that again Maxwell.” Michael said huskily.

“Uh huh.” Max mumbled still in a state of shock. He was more confused now then he’d been before. One thing he was sure of was he was hard as a rock and desperately wanted to kiss Michael again. He’d never felt anything like it before. It was electric. He’d nearly come on the spot when he felt Michael’s tongue move against his own. Max’s only thought as he tried to go to sleep was ‘What did it all mean?’

Thanks all. Sorry it took me so long to get the next part out. RL got in the way as usual. I hope this part makes up for it.

Part 2

Max and Michael were uncomfortable around each other for awhile, after the kiss, but gradually they were able to move on as if nothing had happened until Spring Break that same year. Once again the girls had gone on break together and Michael and Max stayed at school.

The second night into break they were already bored and Michael joked that they could always hit the gay dance club again. Over the past year Kyle had dragged them along more than a few times but Michael and Max always left before last call neither wanting to get stuck dancing together again.

Max didn’t really know if it was a good idea but said he would go. Michael was surprised but decided there was nothing else to do so what the hell.

As usual Max was groped a number of times but he was use to it by this point and secretly maybe even enjoyed it a bit. Michael, who didn’t have Kyle to watch over, noticed for the first time the attention Max received and didn’t like it.

“Maybe this wasn’t a good idea. We should go.” Michael suggested

“Nah it’s all good. I’m having a good time.” Max said and ordered another drink.

A little before last call and another drink later Max was more than a little tipsy, so much so that when a good looking guy came up to him and asked him to dance Max said yes.

Michael was shocked. He’d thought Max had gotten past his confusion. He’d never mentioned it to him again after the kiss. But now there on the dance floor Max was bumping and grinding with some guy he’d just met. It was so uncharacteristic of Max that he naturally blamed it on the alcohol and proceeded to rescue him before he did something he would later regret.

Just as Michael was cutting in the last call was announced and the customary slow song started to play. Michael started to pull Max towards the exit but Max shook his head and slurred. “Can’t its last call. You know the rules. Everyone has to dance.”

With resignation Michael stepped closer to Max and as the dance floor filled with people they were forced even closer together. Michael tried not to think about how Max’s body felt rubbing against his. He was actually doing a pretty good job of ignoring it until Max leaned his head against Michael’s shoulder, his breath blowing against his neck. Michael tensed and then shuddered when he felt wet lips against his neck. He tried to pull away but Max pulled them closer together until Michael could feel all of Max including the very hard erection resting on his thigh. Michael knew he should be disgusted but instead he was remembering the sensations he’d felt when they’d shared that kiss. At the time Michael had been utterly shocked when his own body reacted to the touch of Max’s tongue against his own. Back to the present Michael was once again shocked to realize that his body was reacting to the evidence of Max’s arousal against his leg. Michael’s arm unconsciously pulled them closer together.

This time it was Max’s turn to be surprised as he felt Michael’s own erection. Max was pretty sure he was slightly drunk but feeling Michael’s hard cock against him instantly sobered him up just in time for the song to end.

The two separated and quickly headed back to their room neither of them saying a word. Once they go back to the room Michael went into the bathroom shutting the door soundly behind him.

Max plopped down on the bed not knowing what else to do. This was new territory for him. He’d never had to deal with anything like this before.

A few minutes later Michael came out of the room. His face and shirt wet. Michael had obviously felt the need to throw cold water over his face.

“Michael.”

“Not a word Maxwell. Not one damn word. Go to sleep. We’ll talk about this when you’re sober.” Michael said through clinched teeth.

Max tried to comply but his mind and body were too fired up. After about an hour of tossing and turning he decided they needed to deal with this now, not later. It could not be ignored this time.

Max sat down gently on Michael’s bed and put his hand on Michael’s shoulder to wake him up but pulled it back quickly when Michael mumbled. “I’m already awake.”

Michael turned to face his life-long friend. Max had been the one constant in his life from the day they had met at the orphanage. He’d known from day one that he could always count on him and they’d always be best friends no matter what but after tonight he didn’t know anything at all. He was utterly confused over his feelings. He loved Max that was a given. Nothing would ever change that. It was his body that he was now unsure of. On that dance floor, he’d wanted Max, desired him as he’d never desired another guy before. And it scared the hell out of him.

“Can I kiss you again?” Max finally asked after what felt like an eternity of silence.

Michael did not vocalize his answer instead he put his hand on the back of Max’s neck and pulled him towards him until their lips touched. Michael instantly opened his mouth to Max’s seeking tongue and groaned out loud when it met his own. It soon became clear that this kiss was going to end differently then the previous one. Michael rolled over on his back pulled Max with him. He gasped when their bare skin touched for the very first time. Michael had never felt anything like it before.

Max’s hand could stay still no longer as he desperately wanted to touch Michael’s body. He’d dreamt of them being in this position for months. Ever since the kiss he’d woken up many times drenched in sweat and his own come from a very graphic and explosive wet dream. But nothing in his dreams compared to the actual reality. The feel of Michael’s hard muscular body rubbing fiercely against his own was driving him mad. He had to have more. Max’s hand found its way in between them and he cupped Michael’s erection firmly in his hand.

Michael moaned and then took Max’s hand in his own and guided it beneath his boxers so there was no barrier between them.

Their breathing was harsh and ragged. Their hearts were beating frantically. Their tongues dueled fiercely against each other. Finally Michael pulled his hand between the two of them and gripped Max’s hard cock. Max gasped and moaned Michael’s name.

Michael pulled away slightly so he could look into Max’s eyes. He saw clearly the love and desire Max felt for him and it increased his own passion. He wanted to see Max come as he found his own release.

“Come for me Max.”

Max gasped, his body tensing, as he moaned Michael’s name as he found release. Michael was right behind him.

Max fell on top of Michael. His body sated and limp as well as sticky with the combination of their semen. He didn’t want to move but he needed to talk this out. To find out what this all meant.

“Michael.”

“Not now Max. Showers and sleep first. We’ll talk in the morning.”

Max nodded and reluctantly moved off Michael’s chest. The lack of warmth felt wrong but he didn’t say a word but instead did as Michael asked.

They took turns in the shower and silently went to their own beds to sleep. Sleep didn’t come easily for either of them but before long it was morning and time to deal with last nights events.

“You awake?” Max asked already knowing the answer.

“Yeah.”

“We have to talk.”

“I know.” Michael whispered sighing heavily.

“Damnit Michael. You’re not making this any easier.” Max shouted as he got out of bed

Michael’s eyes remained closed but his breathing increased. Tension practically vibrated off of him. “I don’t know what you want from me Maxwell.”

“I want to feel your hard cock in my hand again. To watch you come like I did last night.” Max answered honestly.

Michael’s breathing became hard the sheet lying over his body suddenly tented from his obvious arousal but still he didn’t open up his eyes.

“You want it to. Don’t you?” Max asked

Finally Michael looked at him and Max gasped at the desire he saw in his eyes. “Yes. Damnit. I do.”

Max wasted no time and fell on the bed on top of Michael, his mouth and hands roving him passionately. Michael was consumed by Max’s passion as well as his own. It was not very long before they were both shouting out their release.

A little while later, Max still resting his head against Michael’s chest whispered. “I can’t stop this Michael. Once, twice, a million times is not going to be enough. I crave the feeling I get when I am kissing you, touching you. It feels like I’m addicted.”

“Me to. I don’t understand it. You’re my best friend. Until you kissed me earlier this year I’d never thought of you this way. Now it is all I can think about. We’ll never be able to go back. You know that right?” Michael asked

“Yeah I know. But after this do you honestly want to.”

Michael learned down and kissed Max gently on the lips. “No.”


Over the break Max and Michael spent hours in bed, in the shower, on the desk, basically against any flat surface kissing and touching each other. They both came more times then they could count by their hands and finally their mouths. They enjoyed every moment they had together and did not want it to end.

One night after the girls came back from break Max and Michael had a long heated discussion about their nocturnal adventures.

“We can’t keep doing this Maxwell.” Michael groaned as Max’s lips came very close to his painfully hard cock.

“Doing what Michael?” Max asked innocently. “You mean this?” Max asked before taking the tip of Michael’s cock into his mouth.

“Shit. Fuck. Max, don’t fucking stop.” Michael moaned.

Max laughed and the vibration triggered Michael’s orgasm. Max swallowed what Michael offered him greedily, licking his lips clean when he finally released Michael’s now flaccid cock.

“Damnit Maxwell. I’m serious. We have girlfriend, who we love, we can’t keep doing this every night. It’s wrong.” Michael shouted in frustration.

Max fell back on the bed and sighed. They’d had this conversation every night for a month and still nothing changed. They couldn’t stop. How could something so wrong feel so good? That was the question of the century.

“I know you’re right Michael. Fuck I feel as guilty about this as you do. I love Liz. I know in my heart that she is the woman I’m going to marry. But god I can’t stop wanting you. I look at you and I get a hard-on. I spend the afternoon making love to Liz and should be sated and empty but I get one look at you lying on the bed or coming out from the shower and I’m as hard as a rock wanting to come with you again. It’s out of my control. I can’t stop.”

“This is crazy. I’m going crazy. Maria would die if she knew how we spent our nights. It would kill her man. I can’t do that to her but I don’t want to give you up either. You’re all I’ve ever had.”

“I’m not going anywhere Michael. Never.” Max promised as he gently kissed Michael’s lips.

Michael groaned. “Fuck. This is what I’m talking about. You made me come just a minute ago and I’m already hard again.”

“I want to fuck you Michael.” Max declared.

Michael closed his eyes as Max’s words went directly to his already painfully hard cock. He wanted it as bad as Max but once they crossed that line there would be no stopping again.

“I want you Maxwell. I want you so much. But we are damned forever if we do this. You realize that.”

Max shook his head “I don’t believe that Michael and deep down neither do you. Nothing that feels this good and this perfect could ever be considered wrong. Please Michael, let me, I need you.” Max begged

Michael nodded his head in agreement and fell back on the bed.

“Just give me ten minutes and I will have you begging for it. Trust me.” Max said with a mischievous glint in his eye. He then became very serious. “I love you Michael. I promise this isn’t wrong. It is meant to be.”

Max worshipped Michael’s body with his hands and mouth from head to toe. He placed feather lite kisses on Michael’s hard cock and then gently sucked on each of his ball before finally reaching his final destination. Max felt Michael stiffen when his tongue rimmed Michael’s opening.

“Trust me Michael. Relax.” Max whispered.

Over the past month Max and Michael had experimented using their fingers to stimulate each other but nothing prepared Michael for the feel of Max’s wet tongue as it worshipped his hole. He nearly came when he felt it dip into the tight opening. The sensation was beyond compare. Max spent wheat felt like an eternity tonguing him and when he thought he couldn’t take any more Max replaced his tongue with a wet lubricated finger.

“Fuck yes Max. Fuck me Now.” Michael begged.

Max heard what he needed to hear and he quickly lubricated his cock and placed it at Michael’s opening. He looked at Michael, whose eyes were closed, a light sheen of sweat lying on his body, his hands clenched in the sheet on the bed and Max knew that the time was here. It was now or never. Max’s hands grabbed a hold of Michael’s cock as he pushed his way gently through the tight muscles. Michael was so tight and hot he thought he would come right then and there but a glance at the pained expression on Michael’s face brought him back from the edge.

“Are you ok?” Max asked as he tried to remain still but he desperately wanted to bury himself deep in Michael. Max started to stroke Michael’s cock slowly hoping it would help ease any pain.


Finally Michael groaned. “God Max. You feel huge.”

“I am huge.” Max laughed and as he felt Michael’s muscles relax started to thrust gently in and out. He pushed himself all the way in and Michael gasped.

“Shit Max. Right there. Do it again. Fuck.”

Max duplicated his action and received another gasp and moan from Michael. Michael also started to return Max’s thrusts. Max took this as a good sign and started moving faster and he was able to penetrate even deeper.

“Yes fuck. Harder Max. Harder. I’m almost there.” Michael shouted.

Max complied with Michael’s request and began to fiercely pump into Michael. Max was almost there himself so he starting pumping on Michael’s cock in the same rhythm as his thrusts. Michael soon was shouting with release and Max followed chanting Michael’s name over and over.

Michael took a deep breathe and exclaimed. “Holy shit. That was…”

“Amazing.” Max finished Michael’s sentence.

“Oh yeah. Shit Max you fucking destroyed me.” Michael declared.

Max became concerned. “God Michael, did I hurt you? I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have done it so hard.”

Michael turned and faced Max his hand caressing Max’s cheek. “Stop Maxwell. That isn’t what I meant. Yes it hurt and it still stings a bit but what I meant was I’ve never come like that before. It has never been that powerful. I knew if we did this that there would be no stopping but I didn’t know it would be like this. My god I’m hard again just thinking about it. It was fucking amazing.”

Max sighed in relief. The thought of hurting Michael killed him. “Well I think you may be to sore for an encore but I think I have ways that will take care of this.” Max grasped Michael’s cock in his hand once again as his lips found there way down Michael’s chest until the tip of his cock was in his mouth.

Michael moaned when he felt Max’s wet mouth surround him. “I love you Max. Fuck I love you so damn much. Make me come.”

It didn’t take long before Michael’s come shot down Max’s throat. Max licked his lips and crawled up Michael’s body where they shared a fierce passionate kiss.

A little while later Max finally asked. “So are we done with the nightly discussions about stopping?”

Michael sighed. “Yes. I don’t want to stop, ever. I need this Maxwell. I need to feel the way that only you can make me feel. You said once that you felt addicted. Well I do to. You are my addiction.”


Their relationship continued for two more years. They shared their days with the girls they loved but the nights were theirs and theirs alone as they made love almost every night. Sometimes Michael took control but more times then not Max was the dominant one of the two. They both loved it that way.

But as graduation approached they both felt like the clock was ticking against them. Their time was almost up.

TBC…

Thanks all for reading. This part will not be as smut filled but will be full of angst and a few surprises.

***
Part 3


Back to present…

Max stepped out of the shower with a heavy heart. Remembering the past, especially the last few weeks before graduation, was heart-breaking. It was the most difficult time of his whole life and it still felt like it was yesterday.

The girls returned from their day of shopping and the spa glowing and refreshed. The two friends were obviously elated to be reunited once again. The past five years had been difficult for them all.

They went to dinner and reminisced about the past and caught each up on their lives.

After graduation, Michael and Maria headed to California while Max and Liz were New York bound. Communication between the two couples was constant at first but after a year the calls and emails came less frequently. When Michael and Maria were married Max was in the middle of his internship and could not take time off and when Max and Liz finally tied the knot Maria was on tour with Michael as her bodyguard and neither could get away. It was devastating for both couples that they couldn’t share the most important days of their lives with the most important people in their lives but they promised when things settled they would take a month long vacation together, just the four of them. Five years later, they were now reunited in Hawaii at a private villa that Maria’s record company had found for them.

Max laid in bed, next to his sleeping wife, restless and unable to sleep. His mind would not let him forget the last night that he and Michael had shared together at college.

***

“All packed?” Michael asked, his face clearly trying to mask the pain that they both felt.

“Yeah.” Max said as he crossed the room and laid his hand on Michael’s shoulder.

“I don’t want to go.” Michael whispered.

“Yes you do. You want Maria to be happy and this is what she needs to do.” Max stated.

“Can’t you for once not be so damn sensitive or so damn right.” Michael said in frustration before crashing his lips against Max’s.

There was desperation to their lovemaking as they tore at each other’s clothes and joined together. Max was not gentle as he entered Michael nor was Michael hesitant when meeting Max thrust for thrust. It was a fierce and passionate explosion for them both and it took them a long time to calm down from their orgasmic highs.

“I love you Michael. Forever. No matter where you are always know that. I’ll always be yours.” Max declared.

“Forever.” Michael whispered as he tried to keep his overwhelming emotions at bay. If he let go now he wouldn’t be able to stop.

“And you’ll always, always be my best friend.” Max added

Michael nodded in agreement. He knew that even if he made other friends in his life there would be no one that would mean the same to him as Max did. Max was special and not only because of the relationship they’d developed the past two years.

“We’ve got to get ready. The girls will be here shortly.” Max said

Silently they got dressed and finished getting all their things together. The Evans would be there shortly for graduation and to help Max and Michael load up their vehicles. Michael’s parents once again were out of town and out of Michael’s life. Max and Liz and Maria and Michael had decided to head out in there separate directions after graduation.

The girls arrived a few minutes before the Evans with red rimmed puffy eyes. Both Max and Michael were envious that the girls were able to express their grief over separation when they could not do the same.

Graduation was over in a blink of an eye. The Evans said there goodbyes to both Max and Michael and for once Michael accepted the love he received from them. He had let go of his anger the past few years and was deeply touched to know that they genuinely cared for him.

The girls hugged for a long time before finally they tearfully separated. Michael and Max briefly hugged and shook hands but their eyes expressed the love they felt for each other.

When they drove away in separate directions it felt like something had been ripped out of each of their bodies, the pain was so overwhelming.

***

Years later remembering the pain that he felt took his breathe away. After hours of trying to sleep Max gave up and walked out to the pool where he found Michael with his feet hanging into the water.

“Couldn’t sleep?” Max asked

Michael smiled. After all these years he could still feel Max enter a room. “Nope. To many haunting memories I guess.”

“Graduation?” Max asked

“Yep. It nearly destroyed me. It nearly destroyed Maria and I. We were both devastated.” Michael admitted.

“It wasn’t easy for Liz and I either. She cried a lot. I drank a lot. Eventually we got over it but I don’t know if I can do it again. Not after today.” Max said hoarsely

Michael took a deep breath. “So what do we do now?”

Max looked deeply into Michael’s eyes for a moment and then looked at his feet. “Tell them. I can’t see anyway around it. Liz is my wife and I love her but you’re my soul. I can’t be torn apart from you again. It will kill me.”

Michael sighed. “I feel the same way. From the moment I saw you at the door when we arrived I felt like I was finally coming home.”

“We understand how you feel.” Liz and Maria holding hands, tears in their eyes stepped out of the shadows to join their husbands.

TBC…

I'm so sorry it took me so long to finish this story. I wanted to do some more to it but my muse decided to take a vacation. So I decided to end it how I originally wrote it a few months ago. Hope you all enjoyed the story and I will make up for the lack of smut in the next one I write.

Part 4

The four stood facing each other speechless until finally Max found his voice. “We need to talk. Michael and I, we’re or should I say have been… lovers.”

Maria and Liz looked at each other and Maria nodded to Liz to speak for them both. “We know. We’ve known for years. We saw you once. It was beautiful. You two were beautiful.”

Michael was utterly shocked. He couldn’t believe they had known all this time and not said a word. “Why didn’t you say anything?”

It was Maria’s turn to talk. “We had our own secret. If we told you we knew yours then we would have to admit that we were also together. I love her Michael, with all my heart.” Maria declared as she pulled Liz closer to her side needing the comfort she could only give.

“You two?” Max’s asked shocked. He’d never guessed. But he supposed if he looked back many thing became clear. Maria and Liz never wanted to spend the night and often went away together on trips. And today’s day of shopping and the spa where they came back with no packages and looking overly relaxed and happy even for a half a day of spa treatments.

“You were together today.” Max stated

The girls blushed and nodded. Liz then said. “And so were you, right?”

“Yeah.” Michael and Max said at the same time.

“So what now?” Michael finally asked.

“Maria and I talked about this today. Her agent was approached about her doing Broadway.” Liz finally said.

“I’m going to say yes. If it is ok with you. I want us to move to New York.” Maria separated herself from Liz to stand in front of her husband who she adored.

“I know this is crazy. I know it’s not normal but I don’t care. I love you both and I’m tired of hurting. Can you understand? Can we find a way to work this out?” Maria pleaded

Michael pulled Maria into his arms, his eyes meeting Max’s over her head. Max slowly nodded.

“Yeah everything is going to be fine. It will be perfect.” Michael whispered

Max smiled knowing that Michael was talking to him as well. Max held his arms open for Liz.

***
Two weeks later…

Vacation was over and it was time for them to go back to the real world. The four had spent the remainder of the vacation talking things out, shedding lots of tears and sharing even more hugs. In the end they think they have come up with an understanding they can all live with. They would share a home, the four of them, and share the love they have for each other openly. In their hearts they knew that everything would be fine, if not always easy or uncomplicated, because in the end they know that finally the lost have been reunited.

The End