To give her credit. By the time Mariah got paraded through the doors of the Sheriff’s Department. Reality seemed to have finally returned and found its place in her brain, and she figured that she had probably done it this time, and she might not be forgiven so easily for her actions by her mother, or even by the Sheriff Department. Especially with this being strike two for her, even though the authorities would not know the true circumstances of those events of New Year’s Eve.
Or how they were keeping them the dark. Whether the Sheriff knew, it was anyone’s guess, but it was not spoken of in polite company. As they were trying to ignore and move on, until today Mariah could not help thinking,
I have done it now, have I not?
So, she knew she had really stepped into it this time.
Why? was the prevailing sentiment in asking about why she had done this. When she knew better.
Although it was answer she could not give. Because she knew it was stupid. And she was not stupid. And yet she had done it anyways.
And now one of the lowly deputies under Jim Valenti’s command was the one who escorted in, because the boss was off the clock. “Where should I put her?” came officer
Oscar Timmons as he asked his superior,
Deputy Aaron Duncan who was on duty on his day as his boss was off with his wife
or was supposed to be he thought because he had just called his boss to advise of two arrestees, one that was now coming into the station. And was told that the Sheriff would handle notification of the parents.
Duncan did not care because he was supposed to be handling the office as the Sheriff’s number one Deputy. “Put her in holding” came his response as he looked up and saw the female coming in, wearing a hoodie, and was agitated, who was clearly in shock that she was putting in the cell. “She will have company in there,” he murmured. “Sheriff Department,” he said as the phone rang.
As he went back to his assigned duties.
While Mariah was then escorted down the hallway to the holding cell and once at the set of cells, he opened the door. The walk was intimidating even though the jail was not a big one. The value of being a small-town department. While she had been fortunate not to experience it in Chicago, she knew she would have found a very different environment if she had been back in Illinois, and in Chicago. B
ut I am not there she thought.
I am here she thought as she finally having to come to terms with the fact she was no longer in Chicago, and now she was being walked down the hallway towards the few cells that were in the department, and before she knew it. One was opened. “There, you will need to wait here until we deal with you once a parent comes to collect you” he said and Mariah looked around, and hard truth of what she had finally dawning on her as she stopped her assessing as she saw
two girls in the one, she was in. Recognition was starting to set in. “Wait, I know you?” Mariah was startled because she knew one of the two in the cell with her, “You I do not know?” she said of the other teenager in her cell.
“Yes, you do, but not very well but hello Mariah,” came Jessica Ramirez Evans as she turned around as she had been sitting on the bench and reading whatever obscenities that were written on the wall, for some amusement as she waited for whoever was going to be bailing her out to show up. And she and Sierra were sitting there peacefully, amused by the whole thing, when they heard the commotion of the officer bringing someone new. And she openly laughed to see who it was, and now the other resident of their cell was behind locked bars. So, I see you did something to get you thrown in here?”
“What did you do?” Mariah muttered as she was not willing to give Jessica an answer to what she had done.
“We were trying to save you,” Jessica muttered. “Not that it helped us in the end,” she allowed. “Although you might want to thank River…”
“Why would I do that?” Mariah asked as she had known she had spent much time with her newest family member since that day in the desert. Where it had all gone badly,
yeah, a lot has gone badly she thought of these last months.
“Because we wanted to protect you, not that you wanted us too” came the
only resident of the other cell. Because the hoodlums behind the fighting had already been released, and now it was only the ones who you would not think would stay in, here, and Mariah was startled to see that her half-brother River who had been laying down taking a nap before the shit hit the fan, woke up, and sat up.
And faced Mariah. “You really done it this time, haven’t you?” River asked.
“What about you, you are in here, why?” Mariah muttered.
“Because he tangled with Roxy and her crew because he did not want you to go and get into trouble, and he was too late, wasn’t he?” Sierra muttered. “You had to go and take the challenge of whatever Roxy has dreamt up for you to do?”
“How would you know?” Mariah muttered as she glanced at the dirty blonde. As she and Sierra had not spent much time together over the weeks since New Year’s Eve, when she became friendly with River and eventually the whole group, because like Mariah, she had relocated the previous summer, but she had been at the other high school in Roswell
Goddard High, but she hated it there, so she was had transferred to West Roswell with her mother’s approval.
“Because I know the type,” Sierra thought, “My Dad is unreliable on his best day, always going for the big score, which is why I took my mother’s name when I transferred to school here in Roswell,” she thought. “I know the type, and you are
not the type.”
“How would you know my type?” Mariah muttered
we do not know each other as she was instantly in a combative nature. While River and Jessica let it happen, because they did not want to be the heavies when everything with Mariah’s acceptance of the family was extremely tentative and nonexistent, so they were fine with Sierra potentially making an enemy in Mariah.
“Because River tells me you are not,” Sierra said softly.
“River barely knows me,” Mariah muttered. “We are simply connected because of one night in December…”
“And because of biology,” River said finally stepping into the conversation. “Look no one is asking you to accept the fact my father was responsible for helping you come into the world. If you want to go through this world as Brady Anthony’s daughter, fine, no one is asking you accept my father or change your name to
Evans. Heck my father has not even asked you to accept him. We know you had a happy life before you came to Roswell, and now it is full of angsty moments. I know something about an angsty relationship with my father. Sure, we are trying to move past it, and will we? I have no idea. At least we are giving it a try. So, I know from what I speak. I know it’s a lot to deal with but at least you should be relieved at least a tiny part to know at least that your parents loved you. All
three of them. Sure, Dad does not know you very well, but I know for a fact that he loves that he is your father. Even if it stays in in blood only. Still though you should be happy that your parents loved each other. Which if you were to believe
any of the stories coming from their time in high school. I know for the fact that there is
no one else for my father if it were not
your mother, so, having parents who love each other even for a short amount of time is not something
I can claim,” River muttered as he will always feel the burden of being unwanted. It did not matter whether his father torpedoed his relationship for him or not.
Dad would change history if he could in a minute he muttered. “You were created in love, while for me it was because my birth mother wanted to trap our father…”
The girls in the cell could not help but wince at River’s words, because for all the unhappiness in her core. Mariah did not have a response to that.
Still, she did not know how to handle it. She hated knowing how much her mother loved another man, whether that man ultimately was responsible for creating her.
Once upon a time I had a different life she thought. “You do not know what it is like to have your life ripped away from you?” she would say as she thought that it was obvious that River had many issues that were unresolved within his relationship with his father, and even his birth mother, so why should she want to get to know a man who could not raise his son to grow up with issues?
Yes, why should I want to know the man? Why, could I not be Brady Anthony’s daughter?
“And no one is asking you to accept it,” River muttered. “You can keep your old life if you want because look Mariah, I know I am responsible for escalating your hatred of the situation. I am sorry for that day in the desert. I should not have laid it out on you like that. You did not ask for it all to be laid on you when you had only just learned the truth, but I figured knowing was half of the battle. If you knew the gritty part of our family, it would be easiest to decide what kind of life you wanted. I now know that it was too much too soon. I should have waited to let you know. Or let you come into the knowledge yourself so yeah, so I know it is a lot. Fortunately, or unfortunately if you choose to look at it like that. Jessica and I have long grown up knowing the gritty side of our family. It’s easy to forget how it would be for the uninitiated,” he muttered as he glanced at her cousin who nodded because both teenagers had long grown up knowing the warts of their family history. “So, you do not have accept us or join our little fraternity. Certainly, if you want your old life. Then you can go back at it and believe in that life. No one is asking your that you accept it,” he sighed. “Because it must be hell to think that you were only thing, only to discover something else, entirely?”
“Yeah, it sucks” Mariah muttered, and she should be relieved to know more about her legacy that she had before that day, but it has been
yeah too much too soon. Everything was unraveling, and to know she was not completely human, or that her biological father did not come from this planet.
Too much.
“Jessica and I
do not know that feeling you know,” River said softly. “Yes. we were raised in this family with a history that would make the fiction writers a killing,” he said as he and Jessica were coding the words they were saying because they knew Sierra did not know the truth except for the fact Mariah was River’s half-sister because of a relationship in high school between their parents.
“River is right,” Jessica said as she thought of how her life could have different and was still in a way. “Although I know a little bit of what you are feeling because my biological father is dead. He was killed in a car accident right before I was born, and my mother eventually jumped into a new relationship and therefore I have a mother and a different father today, which I am fine with because at the end of the day, I still have a part of his life when I visit his mother, my grandmother,” she said softly. “She does not know all we know, and so I have to live a double life of sorts every summer when I visit because she does not know. When I go to Arizona, I have to put on a different face for my grandmother. So, yeah, I know that it is hell to have to be someone different than you are. Although there are days where I relish it, but at least I know who I am, and that knowledge started when I was a baby, but Mariah I do know that you did not know…”
“I wish I did not,” Mariah sighed as she wanted that old life she had in Chicago. “I want my old life back…”
We all want to be who we were once Sierra thought. “But acting out and going about life like this is not the answer,” Sierra murmured. “Breaking the rules is fun at times but sometimes it comes with hell of the consequences, and you play by the blurry lines long enough, you will face them, and something tells me you are better off accepting who you are,” she sighed “Even though of course I do not know all that goes on with your family, but I know by having a unreliable father, and you do not want that…”
“You do not know what I want,” Mariah muttered.
“No, I do not…” Sierra agreed.
“That is enough,” came the loud voice of the law as a man walked into the room. Jessica knew him well because he was her grandfather. “Grandpa…” she said in a warm voice even though given the predicament she was in; she should not be happy to see him.
“Jessica,” Jim said. “I hear there was quite the commotion at the park?” he asked as he did not think his granddaughter was capable of it. Although from the little he knew, it all started because they were trying to get Mariah out of trouble.”
“Can you let us out of here?” Jessica asked…
“Your parents may have something to say about that,” Jim said as he focused on River and Mariah in particular “
All of them…”
*
And those parents, were
all starting to arrive at the office. Which was located down the hall. Isabel and Kyle were the first ones there, due to their proximity to the office when they received the call from Jaime to saying that there was a message from the department on the answering machine. Which she had overheard once she got back to the house. Knowing she could not wait until her father and Isabel returned home. She reached out to the adults. Isabel and Kyle who were shopping for a wedding venue even though they had not narrowed down the date yet, but they were thinking of sometime in the near future, but they still felt no rush.
After all, they had been together a long time, so they were waiting for the perfect moment. But they needed to be looking at possibilities because Isabel wanted it to be different from her first wedding. Her inner planner nature was coming out, and she wanted to make sure they had plenty of time to plan. “Where is my daughter?” Isabel asked as she walked into the department and stopped in front of
Deputy Duncan. “Is the Sheriff in yet?”
“He’s down in holding, dealing with the teenagers we pulled in.” the Deputy Duncan muttered as the office was starting to feel full.
“Which would be my daughter, Jessica Ramirez Evans?” Isabel asked as she held her fiancé’s hand. “And my nephew, River Evans?” she asked as on the drive over the station. She and Kyle had been apprised of the situation of which was now taking both her daughter and nephew into its spell. There had been some kind of incident at the park, and both were swept up into the chaos.
She did not know how serious it was.
“Yes,” Deputy Duncan nodded as her confirmed those facts. “We are waiting for his father, and Ms. Anthony’s mother?”
Surprised to know that Mariah was in the mixed.
That is a new one Isabel murmured. “What was Mariah Anthony doing?” Isabel asked as she knew it was hard not to pull the family rank or spell out that the girl was now family because she knew the girl had yet to accept her new standing within the family, and it made wonder what kind of situation had enveloped her
niece. Because the whole clan knew that Mariah was shaken, and had taken the news of her paternity badly, and was looking for trouble. The deputy only shook his head and refused to give out any information when the door opened, and a red head walked in with Phillip Evans a moment later, and Isabel looked surprised to see her father but then knew it her brother must be in the know and was the one who would have made the phone call to their father. “Dad?”
“Isabel, Kyle” Phillip said as he had rushed over the station as soon as he received the call from his father. Unaware that his granddaughter Jessica was in the mix. Thinking that his daughter was coming to the station to deal with whatever that was going on with his growing family. “You are here because of River?”
“No,” Isabel shook her head, as she took her boyfriend’s hand for support. “Jessica got swept up in the mess.”
Phillip could only shake his head of the fact
all of his grandchildren were now in the mix,
this family he thought. Although he was still getting over the fact, he now had an additional grandchild.
That is some kind of occurrence. So, the fact the granddaughter he had known of, was mixed up in something was oddly reminiscent of the past. “That is a surprise, your brother did not mention it.”
“Max might not have known,” Isabel murmured as she could not help but glance over at the newcomer to the room. “And you are?” she asked of the woman who was looking like this was the last place she wanted to be in. Isabel knew that feeling of course, but she was too much of a veteran not to take this in stride.
“We spoke outside of the station for a moment. She said she was needed here, that she was called to come in?” Phillip would say to the room as even he was not giving out the stranger name.
“And you are here for?” Deputy Duncan asked as he trying to take some control of the room. As it was now becoming inundated with parents coming in trying to seek out information on their kids.
“Sierra Cruise,” the woman next to Phillip would murmur as she took in the grouping and did not care for fact her daughter had been dragged into this. “She is my daughter,” the woman said. “My name is Kate Cruise, maiden name as her father is not in the picture right now,” she said
he could be dead for all I care she thought of her ex-husband as she took out her wallet and showing her identification to the officer. “Can I please see my daughter?”
“Right,” Deputy Duncan nodded as he accessed the identification. “The Sheriff will be able to speak to you on that, should not be too much longer.”
“I am the legal representative for River Evans and also Mariah Anthony,” said Phillip murmured. “And you can add my other granddaughter, Jessica Ramirez Evans,” he said having to add on another one of his grandkids as he wanted to make it sound like he would be handling the three kids. Still unsure of the situation with the kids. Because his son had not informed him of what he would be needing to handle. “I think you can say that we are all a little in the dark. Could you please fill us in on what went down in the park?”
“Three of the teenagers. River Evans, Jessica Ramirez Evans, and Sierra Cruise are charged with the same altercation.” Deputy Duncan murmured. “One that was started in an unpatrolled section of the park. A group of teenagers were in the beginnings of an unwise party. The Sheriff will be able fill you in on the rest, but Ms. Anthony was involved something different as she broke into the high school, which will make her breach more serious” he was saying as Liz and Max came rushing into the Department.
Amazingly arriving at near the same time.
You would think they came in the same car?
They did not.
“Where is my daughter?” Liz demanded. “I want to see her right away.”
“And my son…” Max braced for what was going to happen as he did not dare say that Mariah was also his daughter, because he knew only certain people knew the truth.
*
Twenty minutes later,
Isabel and Kyle were dragging a released Jessica home. Because fortunately for them, the three charged in the park mayhem were being given a slap on the wrist and being released into the custody of their parents without any action being pressed against them. Which Jessica was grateful for the fact nothing would be held against her because she knew it was stupid to get into the fight at the park but then Roxy and her crew were extremely annoying at times, and on this day, they were bad news, and it was not like they were even at fault right, because Sierra had every right to throw the first punch which was told the authorities, and that is why Jim was able to allow his granddaughter to head home with her relieved parents without processing her into the system.
While Sierra and her mother had been the first ones to leave. “Come on Sierra, you have a lot to explain,” she muttered as she dragged her daughter out of the office. Followed by Isabel and Kyle.
Which only left a few people in the office. Including Max and Liz in the office of the Sheriff. While it was easy to deal with River’s situation and like the others, he was indeed released, but he was sticking around because Mariah still had to be dealt with, and he was curious to know how it was going to go, and he knew his parental unit was not going anywhere, because he was also Mariah’s father.
But Mariah was still behind bars because Liz did not know how to handle this. Jim was of the opinion that she needed a scare, and Liz knew this was true. As she was reminded the last time Jim was of the opinion of giving a teenager or
teenagers plural a scare, when back in the beginning, he was not his most enlightening of selves and had not yet been allowed into the fraternity that had been their secret.
Only a few people were allowed in back then, but then as time dawned, more would come in, and they were better for it.
Still, to the majority of society, they lived a closed off life. But Liz could only remember how back then, being in jail even for a few hours had allowed Alex to come into the secret because she had finally caved and told him because she could not bear how angry and pissed off with her secretive nature.
Her and Maria’s new life. Once the shooting happened, and they closed ranks once she told Maria, and they knew by then the weight of the secret. So, telling Alex did not seem like the right move because it brought more people in, and that made Max and Michael paranoia come out.
Which was never a good thing, especially Michael’s, she told himself.
Liz did not blame them.
How could I? she asked herself.
It was an incredible burden and a secret.
And I want my daughter in this life? she was asking herself now.
But she did not have a choice. The boulder was too far down the mountain to stop it. She just had to pray it would not cause damage.
But that was then, and it was not her secret. She just had the benefit of knowledge, but Jim was on their scent and when circumstances happened, at a high school party, that seemed tame in comparison to life today, still, it had ended with her and Alex in jail.
And she had caved and told Alex.
And therefore, he had come into the mystery. And ended up dead. Not that she thought that could have happened by telling Alex the secret, but time would bring that to be, and she was forever sorry for it.
She knew back than Jim claimed it was about scaring them straight, because they had been caught holding a beer
that really was forced on them by another teenager, but in the case of the Sheriff. It was really a way to see whether she or Alex would tell him what they knew, and at that moment in time. Alex had known very little, but she knew too much.
Now her daughter was repeating old moments. But with more consequences attached to them even if they had a town Sheriff in their back pocket. She would never allow Jim to compromise his job for her daughter.
Because she knew how much it cost him once upon a time. Fortunately, he was back in the job he loved, and that was his calling.
To serve their town and protect it.
No matter how much she wished her daughter could be home right now, planning her birthday or getting into a fight with her over what she might want to do for her birthday, but that was not to be, so she was allowing Mariah to stew behind locked bars.
As she now paced the office. “I hate this…” she thought. “Maybe I should I go talk to her?” she asked the room. River knew he could not go and talk to her, because Mariah did not want to hear from him, and really, his half-sister needed to deal with on her own before turning to him for any advice, whether that would actually happen, well, River did not know.
“I do not think she will want to talk to you,” River said honestly. “She’s still mixed up, and distrustful of everyone.”
“Well, she is going to have to talk to someone” Max muttered.
Are you one to talk? River wanted to talk.
Not talking is something you do best he thought. “If her mother is a bad choice, then you are even worse Dad,” he though. “The last thing she wants to be is reminded of what is true about her life right now.”
“River is right Max,” Liz said softly. “Mariah needs to accept what is going on in her life at her own pace, and it should not be forced up on her, and talking to you is probably not going to help the situation.”
“Well, maybe she needs to see me make an effort” Max said softly. “I am not going to be pushing her into anything. It would be foolish to even try. She does not even have to accept me, but she needs to know that she is not alone anymore. That she has people who do want to help her, and that at the end of the day, that is not the worst thing in the world” he muttered i
t is always better to have people on your side and I know this because for so long, I kept people out he thought.
And River knew this.
Yeah, you are one to talk he muttered to himself. But wisely stayed mum this time.
Max decided to take the leap and left the office and went down the hallway towards the cells. And being left behind, Liz was fearful of this making this worse.
But something needed to get through to her daughter. As Phillip was observing from the back of the room. Because it still stunned him to know he and Diane had another grandchild. Someone who at his point was not accepting their biology. Or family claim. It had stunned them when Max had come to them with the news.
The fact his son had a child with Liz Parker, and her fifteen-year-old daughter was his granddaughter still yes, stunned him and he watched as his son walked down to try to get through to his daughter.
*
Mariah was not seeing how anyone could get through to her as she paced the cell. Now it was empty, and she was alone. And she knew it was only because her mother was teaching her a lesson.
All I did was simply break into a closed school, she thought.
It is not like I betrayed national secrets she thought. But she also knew deep down she had been stupid to do what Roxy wanted, all to get the admittedly bad girl to notice her so that she could have a group to belong. Because she knew those type from back in Chicago, when they were even worse than anything Roswell could offer, and she had not run in that crowd. She had stayed on the right side of the tracks and spent time with Talia and Josh, but that was then, and this now.
Right, this is now she thought. She was in a brand-new town even though it had been her home for more than four months now, still, she felt like a newcomer and with acceptance to be wanting even though she knew people would want to accept her if she wanted them too, but she did not and that was not wise.
Because now she was pacing in a jail cell of her own making. Because she should not have gone there. But she had been on the kick of proving people wrong. Or that she was not who they thought she was, because of course that was what she was finding herself to be,
not who I thought I was.
She wished it were as simple as growing up, and into a different person.
But nope, because it was because
dear old mom did not get out of this town fast enough, she thought.
Or did not question it enough to make sure I knew who I was she thought as she did not know what kind of life she would have had if her mother had questioned her baby’s paternity, because all she had to do was look at River’s life and see what kind of life, he had been given by growing up with their mutual biological father.
A pretty uneven and shitty one she thought as she paced the cell. On one level she loved her family and the life she had lived in Chicago. It was nice and normal, and
it was the perfect one she thought.
But it was all a lie.
Because I am not one of them, she thought, as she could only look at the skills, she had to be able to deploy in her little crime spree that day. She would never have gotten through the window if she had not had those abilities, nope, she muttered to herself even if she knew she had set off one of the silent alarms.
Now, she was someone completely different she thought.
I am like Mom she though as the flashes came of those little blips of abilities she had seen and largely overlooked, and then she read her mother’s journal and knew why.
And why she was like this,
because Mom slept with the wrong guy she thought, and that man was coming through the door, and looking at her with sadness in his eyes, and a for a second, she felt disappointed that s
he was disappointing a man she did not even know she thought.
Why am I thinking this because I have the father any girl should have in Brady Anthony, and his memory stays in me, but this man is why I am here on this earth.
Because he loved her mother so much that it allowed it to destroy the rest of his life, and her half-brother’s formative years.
So, she was aiming to keep her distrust of the man to her very core. “What do you want?” Mariah asked as she stopped pacing, and just looked at the man who was the reason she was this way, or why her mother had to leave this town in the first place and stay away from it until now. “I do not want to talk to you.”
“Too bad,” came a sadden Max because no father, whether it was only on paper, and by a biological link because you did not have a role in how the child you helped create was raised, not as a baby, and not as she was able to turn sixteen. So, yeah, no father wanted to walk into the room and see their child in a jail cell.
Even though I probably should have been in more jail cells over those three years he thought than the one he had found himself in senior year, but quickly relieved of the burden of being in there
but Liz had spent more time in it he thought,
and barely by the skin of her teeth did she get out of it, and he did not want that life for his daughter, or his son.
Neither child should have an ounce of the path their parents had gone through when they were younger and going through the battles to be stronger today than they were back then when everything was so new.
“It’s none of your business,” Mariah muttered.
“Maybe that is true, but it is your mother’s, and you are currently breaking her heart” Max murmured as she thought of the pain his ex was feeling over what was going on with their daughter.
“Well, she broke my heart by not being the person I thought she was, or allowing me to live a lie,” Mariah murmured as Max could see the pain on the teenager’s face, and he wished he could relieve it.
“She gave you the only life she knew she could give you,” Max murmured.
“How can you say it given I was kept from you?” Mariah asked. “If only she had come back and told you, then maybe things would be different. But she did not, and she allowed my dad to raise me thinking I was his…”
“Yes, she did not tell me, but I believe her when she did not know, and the circumstances of the time allowed for her to believe the man who has raised you could be your father, and not me,” Max said. “I know how much that time cost your mother, and how she needed to walk away from it, and from me.”
“She would have stayed if not for River,” Mariah asked.
“Which might be true, or she might still have left. I do not know the answer and she also probably does not know but at the time I needed to raise my son, and your mother knew I had too, and because of the way River came into the world, it would have been a disservice for your mother to stay and help me raise him,” Max said softly
even though I wish she had stayed he thought. “I would never have wanted that for her. Because I know how much I hurt you mother by what I did. At the end of the day, it is all a mess and I wish she had stayed, even though River’s mother was not in the picture, still the reality of him was too much for your mother at eighteen. Or probably any woman. So, I do not blame your mother for walking away, and taking you with her, even though neither of us knew the truth,” Max said. “She was given a chance at a normal life for herself and yes, for you. Because a life being here with me, might not have been given that for you. You should not think I that I would not have loved to have been your father, because I would have but I was not the man I should have been back then, and you might not have been given a chance you might have had if you had stayed here and had me for your father.”
“You only were who you were to River because of my mother, and because she left you?” Mariah asked.
“That might be true,” Max said. “As I said, I would have loved to have known you, but I know you had a chance at a normal life, which is something I would want for you and for River. But life was not like that for River, but it has been for you, and therefore I am not trying to snatch you from your life as an Anthony. And even though I did not have the luxury of knowing your father, Brady, and none of us know how he would have reacted if he were to have known, but something tells me he would have accepted you…”
“How do you know that?” Mariah asked as she felt the pain in her heart over the loss of the father she had known. “You cannot possibility know that?”
“No, but I know he loved your mother. And I know for a fact how special your mother was, and if he fell for her, and wanted her even though she was reeling, and was in no condition for another relationship that quickly, then he probably was willing to handle whatever life would bring to your family.”
“Well, I cannot possibility know that because he cannot tell me, because after all he is dead,” Mariah spat.
“And I know how painful that has got to be for you” Max said. “It is never easy losing someone you love. No matter the manner it happens in but acting like this is not the answer,” he said softly.
Yes I know I am a hypocrite to be speaking these words “Yes, you are young, and you are angry with how life is treating you, and you probably should be because we all want life to be easy, or different from what it is giving us, but something tells me, that the man you knew as your father would not want you to be acting out in this way, and yes, breaking your mother’s heart with your actions. And by rejecting her when she wants nothing but to help you…”
“She cannot help me,” Mariah muttered. “No one can…”
“But she can. She was once the novice in unbelievable life. A life I gave her to her when I saved her life. And brought her into a world she did not ask for and could not explain. I did not tell her before that day and the shooting that rocked your grandfather’s restaurant. She only found out after a bullet flew into her,” Max murmured, and Mariah winced at the knowledge that her mother could have been shot. It was in those pages of the journal that she read.
Those parts were not edited for content she thought. But still it was another thing to hear them out loud. And now she flinched at the thought of her mother dying. “Yes, Mariah, think about it. Your mother was a few months younger than you are now, and she was leading a different life. And then that day, and she was shot, and I jumped in, and took her into a new world. One she did not ask for but one that was inflicted on her because she was now in different world. And of course, she had to know why certain things were, and I had to tell her, and it all had to be kept a secret. She could not tell anyone…”
“She told Maria,” Mariah murmured.
“Yes, and I am grateful she did. As she needed someone to be there for her because I was leading a different life than she was, and I never could be able to think of it in the way she was, someone coming into it from the outside, unaware of everything was happening. Sort of how you are looking at it. Sure, you were born with some of it, and away from it, but you have led a different life, just like your mother. You have a different outlook for yourself. I look at River, and he has an outlook that is extremely different because he was raised in this life. He did not have any choice. But you do, because you have a chance to understand what you are doing with whatever choice you are going to make for your life.”
“Some choice,” Mariah murmured.
“Yes, it is.” Max murmured. “I am not asking you to pick me as your father or to accept me. I would love if you did but if you want to have Brady stay your father, then I am fine with it, because it sounds like he was a good man.”
“He was the best,” Mariah said mournfully as she desperately missed her dad.
“I am glad,” Max said softly as he looked at the young woman his daughter was today.
So beautiful even with the dark makeup and the hoodie. Because as much as he would love to find out Brady was an ass, but he knew that would not serve either Liz or Mariah, but the knowledge that Brady Anthony was a good man and a fantastic husband and father, well, it allowed him to be content even if he had wished he could have been part of Mariah’s life.
But sometimes life does not give us what we want from it he muttered. “But I could be a help. Because even if do not want me as your dad. Although anyone could use more than one Dad, but that cannot be decided now, but I can help you.”
“Why would I want your help?” Mariah muttered.
“Because you are sitting in a life you do not know. Yes, I know River did tell you some of it and I wish he had waited” Max muttered because he
had not been happy to know River had laid what he did on his half-sister out in the desert. And it had led to one of their biggest fights, that would fester for days before peace started to win out, because he knew it had to be gentle in the way Mariah learned her heritage. It could not be done all at once
because it will only make her run, he had told his son, and it has to this day where she was standing pacing in a jail cell. “But it is only fraction of what you should know,” Max said. “It is all in your court, so if you do not want to know, you do not have to. But I would love to help you understand.”
“I do not know,” Mariah said even though she was tempted because there was so much, she did not know,
how could I know she thought.
Mom kept me away.
“Then how about you say you are sorry, and we can get this cleared up, and you can go home and celebrate your birthday tomorrow and start fresh. I am not pressuring anything on you, nor is your mother. All we want is for you to be happy. You are growing up, and it is not going to be easy because it was not for either your mother or me, but you can look at your birthday tomorrow as a fresh start.”
Mariah did not know if she wanted to have a fresh start.
“Max is right,” came a voice from behind him, and neither of Max nor Mariah had known they had been watched for nearly the totality of their conversation.
“Mom,” Mariah asked.
“Yes, it me” Liz said as she had been watching as she stood with Phillip staring at the conversation taking place, because she had been worried about how it would go. And she had been standing along with Max’s father as they both were trying to see how Max was going to be able to defuse the moment. And amazingly it was working.
Sure, she saw the weariness on her daughter’s face. As if she did not trust Max. But she could see that it was not downright hatred. Sure, she did not know where her daughter would go from this moment on, but at least she knew she had Max’s support.
“Can you get me out of here?” Mariah asked as she wanted to forget the glances between her mother and the man who was her biological father. She was not ready to acknowledge how much it looked like her biological father still loved her mother, or how her mother was looking at someone who was not the man who had raised her.
“We will see about that,” was all Liz could say as her eyes drifted away from Max, and towards their daughter.
Anyone in the room could not help but notice.
Especially not the
not couple’s daughter.