Re: Decisions AUwA (Mature) 9/22/2008
Posted: Mon Sep 22, 2008 5:06 pm
Back at the Evans residence, a different sort of discussion was going on.
“Max – I don’t care what you claim happened. I’ve watched you watch her since the third grade. You love her. You've ALWAYS loved her. I would NEVER believe that you would ever hurt Liz.”
“Isabel – doesn’t that itself strike you as bizarre? Third graders don’t fall in love. It’s like somehow something deep inside me has been – I don’t know – STALKING Liz all these years…”
“You weren’t stalking her … you were …well, OK, you were always kind of ga-ga over her, but Max, Liz is a great girl and … I was wrong to break you up.”
“No…no you weren’t. You weren’t there, Izzy. It would have been better if Liz and I had never met..”
“No it wouldn’t, Max. You needed Liz – I don’t know why – or how – but without Liz, I don’t know what would have happened to you. I don’t think you could have stayed here with Mom and Dad. Somehow – somehow Liz – somehow Liz made you human, Max. She made you someone who could survive in a human society.”
“Yeah, so I could stalk her – rape her – let my progeny feed on her body.”
“Max – you say you can’t even remember going in to that room – you can’t remember what happened. I can’t believe you would rape her, Max. I’ll never believe that.”
“Yeah, well you didn’t see her face as she left the room, Izzy. I’d have rather died than see her look at me with that face – that pain and regret. And now – now if I can’t talk her into getting rid of it, it’ll kill her.”
Isabel looked at her brother, tears running down her face, watching the pain he was feeling destroy him. She wanted to tell him it wasn’t like that – she thought of her own dream – feeling Alex inside her – feeling their daughter moving inside her. Even the pain of childbirth was nothing compared to the glory of carrying the child of the man you love.
“Max, this idea of a parasite – My God, Max – you’ve been seeing too many Sigourney Weaver films. It isn’t like that. If you and Liz did have sex – if she’s carrying your child – you need to talk to her, Max. If she’s pregnant, she needs you – of all the people in the world, she needs you.”
“She needs to get rid of it, before it comes tearing through her body – before it KILLS her, Izzy.”
“Max, look at me. What do you see?”
“My sister – what’s your point, Izzy?”
“So what do you think other guys see when they look at me?”
“You mean a human being? That’s just because they don’t know you better Izzy – because they don’t know you are an alien.”
“No Max, not a human being. They see these, Max,” she said, squeezing her breasts together, “ they see a pair of BOOBS Max, all except you and Alex.” That wasn’t entirely true. She could tell from his dreams that Alex noticed her boobs quite a bit himself but – somehow, coming from him – she really didn’t mind it – kind of liked it actually.”
“So human guys are insensitive chauvinist pigs. I get it. But at least they don’t plant monsters in the people they claim to love.”
“You just don’t get it, do you Max? I AM your sister. I AM an alien. And I have BOOBS Max – mammary glands. Whatever else you and I may be, we are mammals. The female bears live young and nurses them, Max. If I were to get pregnant," she said, the warmth filling her as she remembered her dream with Alex, “… I am going to bear his child and feed it milk from these boobs, Max. It is NOT going to need to burrow it’s way through my belly. We aren’t built to be parasites, Max, we are mammals – just like Liz, and unless you think her baby is someone else’s …”
“What’s in her is mine, Isabel. My responsibility… my fault.”
“Well than you’d better talk to her – you’d better take responsibility. You’d better get ready to take care of her. You’d better grow up, Max, because you are going to be a father, and you’ll be no good to either Liz or the baby unless you can pull yourself together.”
It was, in fact, an excellent argument – especially for an Ice Princess who had once turned in a research paper with references consisting entirely of Cosmopolitan and People magazine articles. Had Max been better rested – Hell, had the boy been in his right mind at all, it might well have been convincing. Unfortunately, it just wasn't getting through the sleep-deprivation induced paranoia. But to Isabel, it seemed to work, as he put his head down and nodded.
“I’ll talk to her, Isabel. I’ll take responsibility…”
“Well good, that settles it then,” said Isabel, feeling the happiest she had since Spring. ‘I’m going to be an aunt…,’ she thought, fighting back tears of joy.
As his sister hugged him lovingly, Max closed his eyes, fighting back his own tears. ‘You can do it, Max,' he told himself, 'You can convince Liz somehow. She has to abort it … while there’s still time. If she won't, you can kill it yourself, Max. You can't let it destroy her.’
“Max – I don’t care what you claim happened. I’ve watched you watch her since the third grade. You love her. You've ALWAYS loved her. I would NEVER believe that you would ever hurt Liz.”
“Isabel – doesn’t that itself strike you as bizarre? Third graders don’t fall in love. It’s like somehow something deep inside me has been – I don’t know – STALKING Liz all these years…”
“You weren’t stalking her … you were …well, OK, you were always kind of ga-ga over her, but Max, Liz is a great girl and … I was wrong to break you up.”
“No…no you weren’t. You weren’t there, Izzy. It would have been better if Liz and I had never met..”
“No it wouldn’t, Max. You needed Liz – I don’t know why – or how – but without Liz, I don’t know what would have happened to you. I don’t think you could have stayed here with Mom and Dad. Somehow – somehow Liz – somehow Liz made you human, Max. She made you someone who could survive in a human society.”
“Yeah, so I could stalk her – rape her – let my progeny feed on her body.”
“Max – you say you can’t even remember going in to that room – you can’t remember what happened. I can’t believe you would rape her, Max. I’ll never believe that.”
“Yeah, well you didn’t see her face as she left the room, Izzy. I’d have rather died than see her look at me with that face – that pain and regret. And now – now if I can’t talk her into getting rid of it, it’ll kill her.”
Isabel looked at her brother, tears running down her face, watching the pain he was feeling destroy him. She wanted to tell him it wasn’t like that – she thought of her own dream – feeling Alex inside her – feeling their daughter moving inside her. Even the pain of childbirth was nothing compared to the glory of carrying the child of the man you love.
“Max, this idea of a parasite – My God, Max – you’ve been seeing too many Sigourney Weaver films. It isn’t like that. If you and Liz did have sex – if she’s carrying your child – you need to talk to her, Max. If she’s pregnant, she needs you – of all the people in the world, she needs you.”
“She needs to get rid of it, before it comes tearing through her body – before it KILLS her, Izzy.”
“Max, look at me. What do you see?”
“My sister – what’s your point, Izzy?”
“So what do you think other guys see when they look at me?”
“You mean a human being? That’s just because they don’t know you better Izzy – because they don’t know you are an alien.”
“No Max, not a human being. They see these, Max,” she said, squeezing her breasts together, “ they see a pair of BOOBS Max, all except you and Alex.” That wasn’t entirely true. She could tell from his dreams that Alex noticed her boobs quite a bit himself but – somehow, coming from him – she really didn’t mind it – kind of liked it actually.”
“So human guys are insensitive chauvinist pigs. I get it. But at least they don’t plant monsters in the people they claim to love.”
“You just don’t get it, do you Max? I AM your sister. I AM an alien. And I have BOOBS Max – mammary glands. Whatever else you and I may be, we are mammals. The female bears live young and nurses them, Max. If I were to get pregnant," she said, the warmth filling her as she remembered her dream with Alex, “… I am going to bear his child and feed it milk from these boobs, Max. It is NOT going to need to burrow it’s way through my belly. We aren’t built to be parasites, Max, we are mammals – just like Liz, and unless you think her baby is someone else’s …”
“What’s in her is mine, Isabel. My responsibility… my fault.”
“Well than you’d better talk to her – you’d better take responsibility. You’d better get ready to take care of her. You’d better grow up, Max, because you are going to be a father, and you’ll be no good to either Liz or the baby unless you can pull yourself together.”
It was, in fact, an excellent argument – especially for an Ice Princess who had once turned in a research paper with references consisting entirely of Cosmopolitan and People magazine articles. Had Max been better rested – Hell, had the boy been in his right mind at all, it might well have been convincing. Unfortunately, it just wasn't getting through the sleep-deprivation induced paranoia. But to Isabel, it seemed to work, as he put his head down and nodded.
“I’ll talk to her, Isabel. I’ll take responsibility…”
“Well good, that settles it then,” said Isabel, feeling the happiest she had since Spring. ‘I’m going to be an aunt…,’ she thought, fighting back tears of joy.
As his sister hugged him lovingly, Max closed his eyes, fighting back his own tears. ‘You can do it, Max,' he told himself, 'You can convince Liz somehow. She has to abort it … while there’s still time. If she won't, you can kill it yourself, Max. You can't let it destroy her.’