Roswell Fanatics

Isabel/Calypso

I step back when I hear his words,it's like a slap in my face,a mockery of everything I have felt and started believing in

"SHARE...are you crazy or something...a wife shouldn't have to share her husband with a former lover...FOR ONCE THUNK OF WHAT YOU'RE SAYING AND ASKING OFF ME."

I want to throttle him but instead I turn around,put on my bra and blouse and walk out of the room

*Maria*

"What if by telling him how you feel you are saving him from a life time of saddness and regret? You never know until you try."

His intentions are good, but he doesn't realize the situation that we are in. Alex and I can't toy with the hearts of the people who care about us. It's not fair to them or to us.

"Okay, let's play this hypothetical game where I go to his house and tell him all these things and then he tells me that he's sory but he is in love with another woman. Not to mention then Isabel would beat my ass for messing with her baby's daddy. Do you see the conflict here?"

~Alex~

She walks out of the room and the first time in years I allow myself to cry. I would always try to be stronge for Liz, Tess, and Maria but I can't hold it in....so much emotion. Love, saddness, happiness, regret.

~Max~

"Kind of....but you would know for sure that its over. And if he were to say he loves you too you could handle everything and everyone together."

Isabel/Calypso

The sound of Alex crying brings me back into the room,I do not feel like comforting him right now...I am way too angry and hurt...all I feel like doing is yelling at him but instead I try to keep my tone steady,taking a deep breath I say

"I am going out for a while...I can't be anywhere near you right now...go to her if you want...but then don't expect to ever have anything to do with me...I am not blackmailing you,that's just the way things will be.Get your priorities straight."

~Alex~

Her..Maria...her name repeats itself in my mind over and over. Do I love her...who do I love? Getting out of bed I get dressed and go outside. I stand in front of Maria's house. if I go in I end whatever I had with Isabel...am I willing to do that?

Isabel/Calypso

I decide to go find Michael and Remus...at least they'll cheer me up.They're probably at his motel

I set out at a brisk pace,arriving there I ask the manager for Remus' room number "Which room is Remus Nyx in?"

"102" comes the reply
"Thanks!"

Upon reaching his room I find it locked "Damn it...well I'll just have to wait then." Sliding down to the floor I wait,trying to be patient

It occurs me that I can call Michael telepathically but I don't want to interupt their reunion.

~Alex~

I am so sorry Izzy but I have to do this. I say through the connection.

Taking a deap breath I ring the door belle to the manor.

*Maria*

"Kind of....but you would know for sure that its over. And if he were to say he loves you too you could handle everything and everyone together." Max says and I don;t know if his hope is for me or for him.

The door bell rings disrupting my attention.

"Oh sorry I should get that."

I run down the stairs and fling open the door.

"Alex?"

~Alex~

"Alex?"

"Hi...I am sorry...but I just had to do...this." I say before pressing my lips against hers hoping this is the right thing to do because at the moment I am not sure.