Roswell Fanatics

Chapter Fifty

Music was heard pumping from the huge house as Liz and Chris made there way inside. Once they crossed the threshold of the door Chris went his separate way leaving Liz alone as he pushed his way through the crowds of people as the song "Cruel Summer" by Bananarama played.

"Hot summer streets
And the pavements are burning
I sit around

Too hot to handle, baby
Trying to smile
But the air is so heavy and dry


"Chris wait up!" Liz shouted but it was too late he was already gone. She had tried to make the best of the situation with Chris but it looked like he had other plans.

Liz sighed and scanned the room hoping to see a familiar face.

"Parker!" Jack shouted as he made his way through the crowd and gave her a huge hug. "You made it! Welcome." he said smiling.

"I could never turn down a party and besides you and your sister Andie were way to generous to have this for the cast and everything." Liz beamed.

"LIZ" Alex beamed as Isabel, Charlie, Andie, Audrey, Jen and a group of guys came over to her.

"Oh Liz these are my Sigma Ep Frat brothers Moskwitz, Brady, Blossom, and Pete Willard." Jack said as the group introduced themselves.

"Wow Nice to meet you all. I am Liz Parker. Jack I didn't know you were in a Frat! Sorry but you don't seem the Frat type." Liz said in shock.

"That's what I said but then again Jack-attack here is full of surprises." Andie chimed in laughing as she patted her brother on the back.

"No if any thing Jack is family and a brother who we all love. He has our back and we have his so it's an even exchange." Pete Willard said clinking his beer bottle to Jacks.

"Thanks. Yes these guys were so welcoming to me and didn't care that I was gay they respected me and accepted me with welcome arms." Jack smiled as his Frat brothers pat him on the back smiling.

"Oh and one thing is old Jack here knows how to throw a party!! A McPhee party is always a good time!" Blossom and Brady said smiling.

"No kidding" Dawson said coming up from behind. "I think some of the brothers party throwing techniques have rubbed off on old Jack here I have been to many a Sigma Ep party in my day and they always have been a blast!" Dawson said smiling.

"Aw our horary brother for life Mr. Leary. Good to see you man." Pete said as they shook hands.

"Well I will check you guys later I just saw some hot girls walk by check you later." Moskwitz said grinning as the rest of the Sigma Ep frat brothers followed him.

"See you guys later. Liz again amazing job tonight." Dawson yelled as he tried to catch up with the rest of the Sigma Ep brothers.

Strange voices are saying
What did they say?
Things I can't understand
It's too close for comfort
This heat has got right out of hand

"There's my leading lady. How was filming?" Max asked as he kissed Liz and placed his arms around her.

"It was intense. I am just glad it's over." Liz sighed hoping that things between her and Chris would eventually cool off and be resolved.

"Are you sure you are ok?" Max asked concerned he knew that Liz was not ok and wanted to find out why.

"Yes it's just your brother is in one of his moods but its fine." Liz said as she kissed him.

"OK I hate to break up the love fest but can we go and dance?" Alex cried.

"Alex you’re starting to sound like Maria!" Liz laughed as Alex smiled.

"Well I have to fill in while she is out with her Lover!" Alex said as Liz, Max, Isabel, Andie and Jack burst out laughing.

"I think it will be a miracle if they both make it home alive. That is if they haven't killed each other already." Max chuckled remembering how frustrated Michael was getting ready and trying to get his hair just right while Max gave him a last minute pep talk to ease his pre-date jitters.

"Well we will soon find out when they show up at the party later." Isabel said as her and Alex made there way towards the dance floor.

It's a cruel, cruel summer
Leaving me here on my own
It's a cruel, cruel summer
Now you're gone

"Well Jen and I are going to go and check out the guys. I mean after all I have to be a good host see you guys later." Andie said as she grabbed Jen arm and made their way into the crowd.

"Speaking of hot guys I think I saw some that I so have to check out for Joey and me." Audrey beamed excitedly.

"Wait Audrey Joey is dating Pacey." Charlie said looking at her.

"So she still can look and I am not about to let my roommate and closest friend miss out on some eye candy. Like Duh Charlie how clueless can you be. Oh guy in the blue shirt 10 o'clock." Audrey cried as she pointed to the far left hand corner and grabbed Charlie’s arm.

"Lets go" Audrey said as she dragged Charlie away as he rolled his eyes and waved good bye to Max and Liz

The city is crowded
My friends are away
And I'm on my own

It's too hot to handle
So I got to get up and go

"So we are alone at last." Max said smiling as he looked down at Liz.

"I believe so Mr. Evans." Liz said cloyingly

"Mmm I can think of a few things we could do." Max whispered into Liz's ear as he placed kisses along her neck line.

"Mmm...But Max what about the party?" Liz sighed as the two of them looked around at the massive amounts of people dancing, driniking, and laughing the night away.

It's a cruel, cruel summer
Leaving me here on my own
It's a cruel,
It's a cruel cruel summer
Now you're gone
You're not the only one

"Do you really want to stay?" Max asked as they looked at the display in front of them.

They then looked at one another. "You want to get out of here?" Liz asked smiling.

"Yes. Let’s go." Max said as he kissed Liz and grabbed her hand as they headed towards the front door.

"Oh look who I found some wondering Party people just like us Jo" Pacey smiled as he and Joey walked up to Max and Liz blocking their exit to the front door.

It's a cruel, cruel summer
Leaving me
Leaving me here on my own
It's a cruel,
It's a cruel cruel summer
Now you're gone

"Pacey! Joey!" Liz said smiling as she let go of Max's hand and hugged both of them.

"Max! Liz! good to see you guys." Joey said as her and Pacey hugged Max and Liz.

Pacey then placed a Hawaiian lei over Joey's neck.

"Jack and Andie really went overboard with the tropical theme. I feel like I am on Gilligan’s Island with this thing." Joey said laughing as she placed lei over Pacey's neck.

""You guys weren't leaving?" Joey asked looking at them with excitement.

"Yeah cause you are going to miss quite a show. Never a dull moment at a McPhee party." Pacey said laughing as he looked at them.

Max and Liz looked at each other not knowing what to do. "No we weren't leaving." Max said hesitating.

"We were just getting some fresh air." Liz smiled as she looked at Max.

"Fresh air. Yeah some fresh air would do me some good right about now. See you guys later." Max said as he grabbed Liz's hand and waved good bye to Pacey and Joey as they ran outside.

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Max and Liz made their way towards the back of the house by the gazebo.

"God I love how your mind works." Max said huskily as he attacked Liz's mouth in sweet passionate kisses.

"Well I had to think of something to get you alone. I missed you all day." Liz said breathlessly as she held Max close to her as she felt her back hit one of the beams of the gazebo as she kissed Max hard.
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Back inside Chris grabbed a drink and headed towards where his friends were.

"Chris Wolf." Drue smirked as he saw Chris approach.

Drue Valentine." Chris said as they clinked their glasses in a warm welcome.

"You’ve meet my girlfriend Miss Hannah Van Wining of the Barl Harbor Van Wining

"Chris Wolf well this is a pleasant surprise. How are you?" Hannah smiled as she greeted Chris in a hug.

"Never better" Chris laughed slightly as he took a sip from his drink.

"Chris here is dating the Miss Elizabeth Parker daughter of Mr. Jeff parker and owner of the Crash 47 Hotel Casino in Santa Fe." Drue beamed.

"Wow Impressive" Hannah smiled as she took a dip of her drink.

"Speaking of which were is the lovely Liz tonight?" Drue asked looking at Chris.

"We broke up" Chris said bitterly as he took a swig from his beer bottle.

"Ha ha funny Wolf." Drue laughed "This is coming from the guy who practically wrote the book when it came to getting girls" Drue said to Hannah as he looked at Chris.

Chris was silent.

"Wait your serious!" Drue said in shock.

"Yes” Chris said gloomily.

"God Chris it's bad enough your sister and that geek I mean her and Todd were a perfect match and hear I thought you finally had it together with Parker I thought you would be wiser then to make the same mistake as your sister Isabel. I expected better from you" Drue said appalled.

"I mean really the way she hangs around that freak of nature it's enough to make the historical society as well as me sick. Next thing you know that bafoon Pacey Witter will want try a grab at getting in with that charity case Josephine Potter." Hannah laughed as she looked at Isabel dancing with Alex on the dance floor.

It's a cruel, cruel summer
Leaving me here on my own
It's a cruel, cruel summer
Now you're gone
You're not the only one

Drue smirked at her comment as he looked at Chris who seemed hurt.

"Oh come on Wolf we were only kidding." Drue said trying to catch is breath.

"Pacey and Joey are fine as I am concerned! Look this is my fight leave Isabel out of it ok!" Chris spat.

"Sure but just don't be the black sheep and be the stain that tarnishes our world. We have worked to hard to get to where we are so don't go and ruin it because your sister thinks she is in LOVE." Drue said coldly.

"OK fine Drue but I am warning you if you do anything to Isabel I swear I will hurt you." Chris spat as he looked deep into Drue's eyes.

"Deal"

"Oh god there is that basket case Andie. I can't believe that Abby Morgan was friends with that psycho." Hannah sighed.

"I never understood that one. I mean I could see Jen and Abby more together but Andie not so much. Jen fit right into our group perfectly being from New York and all." Hannah said as she sipped her drink.

"Yes Jen Linely. Now she is a vixen that’s for sure. She had men eating out of the palm of her hand. Of course I never could understand why Abby ended up with you Chris when she could have any guy she wanted." Drue said as he looked at Jen dancing.

"I Abby and I were in love." Chris sighed as her face flashed into his mind as he slightly smiled.

"Oh please get your head out of the clouds did you really think that Miss Abigail Morgan would end up with you. Dream on. She was only using you so that she could move on to the next best thing that came her way" Hannah said in shock.

Chris then looked at Hannah as rage filled his eyes. "DON'T YOU EVER TALK ABOUT ABBY THAT WAY! Chris said as he grabbed Hannah’s arm.

"I loved her! But you…you don't know what love is if truth be known you are only going out with Drue because you know he can buy you things and stay in your little social circles but he doesn’t know in order to stay in your percious social circles you practically slept with all of Capeside before you were sent off to boarding school in CT. All so you could just to enjoy your wealthy rich life! But then again I am sure Drue already knew about that before he decided to go out with you." Chris spat as Drue looked at Hannah in shock as tears ran down her cheeks.

"Is it true Hannah?" Drue said as Hannah sobbed.

It's a cruel, cruel summer
Leaving me
Leaving me here on my own
It's a cruel,
It's a cruel cruel summer
Now you're gone
You're not the only one

"Alright Wolf you had your fun this time but just know this you better get your act together and fast or else next time you will be left with nothing your brother will be the one laughing at you." Drue spat as Chris left the room alone.

Chapter Fifty One

Tess and Kyle made there way into the party and spotted Isabel and Alex on the dance floor.

"Tess Kyle you made it!" Isabel and Alex cried as they hugged them smiling.

"Yeah sorry we are late but Jack called to bring more ice and drinks to the party." Kyle said as they all made their way to where the bar was.

"Hi Ice Man." Kyle yelled to a guy who was wearing a coco nut bar and holier skirt.

"Hi Kyle. Thanks for the ice and drinks." He said as he gathered the items from him.

"Oh sorry Tess, Isabel, and Alex this is the Ice Man one of Jack's Frat brother and official bar tender for tonight's event." Kyle said as he helped place the ice into the cooler.

"Nice to meet you all. Drinks are on me. Anything you want just ask, oh and I do accept trips." he said smiling as he started to fill one of the silver shakers with ice and started to finish making his drink. He then took one of the large bottles in one hand and another bottle in the other as he started to throw them into the air and spin them around like guns in an old western movie as he caught them and poured both liquids from the botteles into the shaker. He then covered the shaker and shook it.

"I see you have been watching way too much of the movie Cocktail." Isabel laughed as Ice Man poured the clear liquid into the glasses in front of him and placed tiny umbrellas into each glass.

"They don't call me the Ice Man for nothing. I am a huge Tom Cruse fan. It's how I got my frat name. Pina Colada’s on the house." He said as he handed Kyle, Tess, Isabel, and Alex there drink.

"Thanks. Stay cool man we are hitting the dance floor.” Kyle said as he handed him a large tip.

"Pacey Whitter How are you!" a voice cried in delight.

"Kristy Livingstone! Wow this is a surprise. You look great." Pacey said as he hugged her.

"Thanks you don't look too bad yourself. Wow I never thought I would run into you." Kristy beamed.

"Neither did I. Good to see you Kristy." Joey smiled as she wrapped her arm around Pacey. Joey knew she had nothing to feel worried about and that Pacey was a favorite among the ladies however she still felt the need to claim her man being that Kristy was Pacey's infatuation back in high school.

Pacey smiled down at her knowing exactly what she was doing and pulled her into a quick kiss which she received willingly.

However Joey deepened the kiss pulling Pacey closer to her. "Dear god woman you’re killing me." He whispered breathlessly so that only she could hear as he looked into her eyes and smiled.

Joey smiled and shot Kristy a look as they broke away from each other.

"Oh you remember my boyfriend Ian. I am so happy we could make it to the party. He came all the way from Rhode Island to visit me this weekend." Kristy beamed with delight as Ian wrapped his arm around her.

"Doesn’t he have the most gorgeous blue eyes you have ever seen?" Kristy smiled as Ian blushed and rolled his eyes.

"Seriously those eyes could kill. Damn you have a keeper as far as I am concerned. Audrey Liddell and you are?" Audrey said as she extended her hand to the blond girl in front of her.

"Kristy Livingstone. Nice to meet you Audrey this is my boyfriend Ian Boone" Kristy said as Ian shook Audrey’s hand.

"Sorry about that my impulsive roommate is at it again." Joey said as she shot a look at Audrey.

"Hey I am the best roomie you got. With out me you would be lost Miss Potter." Audrey said laughing as she smiled at Joey.

"Oh my god did I tell you that I am singing tonight with Charlie's band?" Audrey shrieked as she hit Joey on the shoulder.

"Really wow I can't wait. Should be amazing." Joey beamed.

"Kristy you made it!" Andie cried as she hugged Kristy.

"You remember Ian from Rhode Island?"

"How could I forget. Aw my fellow ocean state man. Little Roady how I miss it so. But Capeside is not that bad. Good to see you Ian. Glad you could make it." Andie beamed.

"Me too I wouldn't miss a McPhee party for anything!" Ian smiled as he squeezed Kristy's hand.

"Hey have any of you seen Max around? I want to say hi. I know Ian wants to see him again as well." Kristy said looking at everyone.

"He went outside for some fresh air. I am sure he is around." Pacey said as he and Joey sat down on the large couch to relax.

"Ok well we will see you guys later." Kristy and Ian said as they left and made their way into the crowd.
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Max attacked Liz's mouth as if it was his last meal as he held her close. "Max...I...I can't stop." Liz panted as she engulfed him into another passionate kiss.

"Mmm...You’re so beautiful." He whispered as he placed hot kisses down her neck as his hands started to roam her body.

Liz slightly laughed when she felt his hands going up her shirt as he placed them on the small of her back as she kissed him.

"I love you." Liz whispered into his ear as she nibbled on his ear lob and placed kisses along his neck as her hands started to unbutton his shirt.

Max then placed his hand on Liz's. "Liz we can't not here not now. I'm sorry." he whispered as he ran his fingers through her hair. Liz looked into his eyes and knew what he meant. "I know." She said softly.

"When we get back I promise I am yours." He said softly.

Liz blinked her eyes and swallowed slightly. "I am" she whispered.

"Yes"

"You mean...you and me..." Her breath caught in her throat as she swallowed as her eyes looked up at him in aw.

"You want me" she said as her voice shook.

"I have always wanted you...that is if you want me." Max said softly as he lowered his eyes in a shy manner.

"Yes...Yes I want you." Liz said as she felt the tears prick her eyes as she pulled Max into a passionate kiss as they hugged each other tight.

"Max Evans is that you!" a voice said breaking Max and Liz of there thoughts as they quickly pulled away from each other and turned around.

"Kristy Livenstone Ian Boone! How are you guys." Max beamed as he hugged both of them.

"We are great. Sorry if we were interrupting." Kristy said looking at Liz.

"Wait you and Liz?" Kristy said looking from one to the other and she tried to put two and two together.

"Yes I forgot to tell you Liz and I are now dating." Max beamed as Kristy cried in delight. "I told you she would come around. I am so happy for both of you." Kristy said as she hugged them.

"Oh Ian this is Liz Parker. Liz this is my boyfriend Ian Boone."

"Nice to meet you." Liz smiled as she shook the man's hand.

"Come on lets go inside I think Charlie’s band is about to start to play." Ian cried with excitement as the four of them made there way inside.
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"Douggie what are you doing here and don't tell me it's to give out tickets for under age drinking. I have you know I am well past 21 and legal." Pacey cried as he looked at his brother in shock.

"Relax Pacey if you must know old Mrs. Dudley filed a noise complaint and I am here just trying to keep the peace." Doug sighed in frustration as he looked at his brother.

"Right Doug if truth be known you heard that this was a semi gay party and you just had to come and check out the goods. I am sure Jack’s around here some where I can get him for you. You two would made such a cute couple " Pacey smirked as he pinched Doug's cheek.

"Pacey how many times to I have to tell you I AM NOT GAY!!" Doug shouted as he got all flustered at his brother.

"Ok, ok I will let it go, but be easy on the McPhee's they spent a lot of money to have this party and I would hate to see it end early by some Capeside elite party crashers." Pacey said as he hit Doug on the back and smiled.
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Chris sat in the corner miserable as he drank the rest of his beer. He then threw the empty bottle and watched it crash into a million pieces. He then sighed he had had it up to here with everyone telling him who he was so post to be and how to act. As far as he was concerned he could care less as to what Drue and everyone thought about him.

It was no longer about the money or reputation he tried so hard to achieve. Instead it was more about his own personal heart ach. He envied his sister and how she found someone to love and love her in return. Alex was a good man despite the things he told her. He knew that he truly loved Isabel.

He just wished he could mend the gap he caused as a result of everything that had happened with her and Todd and his parent’s disapproval about Alex. He knew his parents were wrong but at the time he was just going with what he thought was right. Now he saw just how mindless the friends he had were. Tonight proved that more then ever.

He smiled as he watched Isabel and Alex dancing on the floor and how happy they were.

He then saw Max enter with Liz as he led her on to the dance floor. He watched the way he held her, the way he looked at her, and dare he say it the way he loved her.

His heart ached as he remembered the words Abby had spoke to him about how she was not the one and how he would only get hurt in the end if he persuade Liz. The truth was he had never been happier then when he was with Liz so how could she hurt him. She was pure and so full of life and love. He was convinced that there was not a bad bone in her body. So how could she hurt him?

He saw her laugh and her smile light up her face only it wasn't his face that brought her joy it was that of her brothers. Max was the one who hurt him. Everything Max did hurt Chris. He felt his heart constrict with the sharp pain of the knife he had left in his side years ago. First with Max being the good twin, unlike Chris who was the bad seed, and could never measure up no matter how hard he tried. In the eyes of his parents it was Isabel and Max who were the trophy children.

And then there was Abby. Dear sweet Abby Morgan the only woman he ever loved. His first love the one he gave his first kiss to, his virginity to, all to be taken away from him in one single moment. It was the reason why Chris slept around was to try to ease the pain and hurt of losing so much at such a young age and to try to fill up the void of not feeling loved.

It was only until he met Liz Parker that he felt his heat come to life again and fill it with the emotions of love and respect he had lost long ago. She was different and unlike other girls he had met. She listened to him and respected him and saw him for him. In the beginning he wanted to sleep with her but she held back. Something he was not used to, he learned to appreciate the more he got to know her.

There was no drought in his mind that she was a virgin and wanted to wait until she was in love and ready. How he knew this he was not sure. He only knew that it was one of the reasons why he tried so hard he wanted to better himself for her for himself he wanted to change and become a better man for her.

Now he was left with nothing just like Drue said. He was a joke who was he kidding to change, to be a better man, to finally be taken seriously, even to love. It would never happen. That he was certain. He only hoped and prayed that there would be a change of heart in her. However he knew it was not true her heart was bound to his brother instead of him. The only thing he could do now was to pray and to hope for a miracle. But he was not going to give up with out a fight.

Liz told him that he was selfish. He was going to prove her wrong and show her the man he could be. As of this moment Chris Wolf Evans life was about to take on a new turn for the better he hoped.

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Chapter Fifty Two

Maria and Michael made there way through the crowds of people as they walked deeper and deeper into the McPhee Party as the song Hungry like the Wolf by Duran Duran rang in the air.

Darken the city, night is a wire
Steam in the subway, earth is a afire
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo

"Maria Michael you made it" Alex beamed as he attacked both of them into a huge hug.

"Good to see you too Alex. Wow how much did you have to drink?" Maria said surprised by her friend’s actions.

"Only a little. Come on and dance with us." Alex said as Isabel and him danced to the music.

"Maybe later. Where is Liz?" Maria said scanning the crowd.

"She is with my brother some where. I am sure they are around." Isabel said as she twirled around.

"OK see you later." Michael said laughing as he watched Isabel dancing like a mad woman.

Woman, you want me, give me a sign
And catch my breathing even closer behind
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo

"Hi Izzy you better keep a low profile your are starting to make Drue Valentine jealous." Chris said as he walked over to Isabel and Alex.

"Sorry Chris I will try harder next time. Didn't want to embarrass you." Isabel said defensively.

In touch with the ground
I'm on the hunt I'm after you
Smell like I sound, I'm lost in a crowd
And I'm hungry like the wolf

"No keep it up. The look on his face is priceless. Good to see you Whit." Chris said as he patted Alex on the back.

"You too Wolf. You have to love the 80's this is classic Duran Duran at its best. Come and dance with us." Alex said smiling as he threw his hands up in the air.

"I better not...I" Chris hesitated as he saw Liz from the corner of his eye.

"Oh come on Chris just grow up and dance." Isabel said as she grabbed her brother’s arm as Chris laughed as the three of them danced.

Straddle the line in discord and rhyme
I'm on the hunt I'm after you
Mouth is alive with juices like wine
And I'm hungry like the wolf

"Go Jack!" Jen cried as Jack danced on top of one of the tables with his Frat brothers as they pulled Dawson up on the table with them as he started to take his shirt off.

"I told you there is never a dull moment at a McPhee party." Pacey said laughing as he watched Jack and Dawson sway to the music as they threw their shirts into the crowd.

"Aw Sexy!! Go Dawson!" Andie yelled as she caught his shirt laughing as Dawson smiled at her.

"Oh my god Joey I met the hottest guy tonight!! His name is Jake and he is from Callie like me. He is one of Charlie band members and plays drums. You have to meet him like now!" Audrey said as she grabbed Joeys arm and made their way through the crowd as Joey mouthed "I'm sorry to Pacey" as he laughed at his girlfriend being dragged towards the stage where the band was setting up.

Stalked in the forest, too close to hide
I'll be upon you by the moonlight side
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo

"Oh my god you’re alive!" Max said in shock as he saw Michael and Maria make their way towards them.

"Barely" Michael mumbled as Maria hit him. "See what I mean." Michael smirked as Max and Liz laughed.

"Stop complaining Space boy. We had a really nice time. Michael even paid for dinner." Maria said smiling.

"Wow that’s a first. You pay I never thought I would see the day."

"Shut up Maxwell." Michael snapped as Max just smirked at his friend.

"Hi Liz how are you?" Michael said smiling as he gave her a hug.

"I am great you are just in time to hear Charlie’s band play." Liz beamed.

High blood drumming on your skin, it's so tight
You feel my heart, I'm just a moment behind
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo

"Oh awesome that boy is the sweetest thing. He is so nice Charlie." Maria beamed.

"Wait I thought I was the sweetest thing?" Michael protested.

"Keep dreaming Michael." Maria said rolling her eyes.

"Oh thanks Maria and your just a peach." Michael said in defense as he and Maria started to bicker back and forth.

"I think I spoke too soon." Max whispered into Liz's ear.

"Yeah they will be lucky if they aren't dead by the time the party is over." Liz whispered back and her and Max burst into laughter.

"What’s so funny?" Maria cried as she looked at them.

"Nothing" Max and Liz said smirking trying to contain their laughter.

In touch with the ground
I'm on the hunt I'm after you
Scent and a sound, I'm lost and I'm found
And I'm hungry like the wolf

"Ok Izzy you had your dance I am going to get something to drink see you guys later." Chris said leaving them as he headed towards the bar.

"What will it be?" Iceman said as he looked at Chris who was scanning the crowd. "Oh um a Harvard cooler and a double O Seven." Chris said as he glanced at the bar tender and then back at the crowd.

"Coming right up." Ice man said as he started to make the drinks. Chris then grabbed the drinks and tipped Iceman.

Have a good night" Iceman said taking Chris's tip.

"Oh I intend to" Chris said as he grabbed the drinks and made his way into the crowd.

Strut on a line, its discord and rhyme
I howl and I whine, I'm after you
Mouth is alive, al lrunning inside
And i'm hungry like the wolf

"So when do you want to go?" Max whispered into Liz's ear as he started to nibble on it. "How about after Charlie's band plays and we hear Audrey sing." Liz said as she turned and looked him deep in the eyes.

"OK If I know The Creekers this party is going all night. This way we can be sure that the house will be all ours. " Max whispered.

"Mmmm...Sounds good to me." Liz said as she and Max started to kiss each other.

Hungry like the wolf
Hungry like the wolf
Hungry like the wolf

"Oh sorry am I interrupting something." Chris said as he made his way over to where Max and Liz were.

"What do you want Chris?" Max said looking up at his brother.

"I just wanted to apologize before about tonight Liz I am sorry I was so cold to you. Here I thought you might like a drink." Chris said handing Liz her drink.

"Thanks Chris that was nice of you." Liz said as she took a sip of her drink.

"A Harvard cooler you remembered." Liz said in shock.

"I have a good memory." Chris grinned as he looked at her.

Burning the ground, I break from the crowd
I'm on the hunt, I'm after you
I smell like I sound, I'm lost and I'm found
And I'm hungry like the wolf

Max then wrapped his arms around Liz as if to say to his brother she is mine as he looked at him.

"Oh Max I brought you a drink as well." Chris said handing Max his drink. As much as it hurt Chris being nice to his brother he decided that he was going to make the effort. I mean how bad could it be he thought.

"Wow you never give me anything. Thanks." Max said hesitantly as he looked at his brother a little taken a back by his actions.

"Well let’s just say that tonight I had a change of heart." Chris sighed as he looked at his brother and then at Liz.

"Well I will see you guys later. Have fun." Chris said leaving them.

Strut on a line, its discord and rhyme
I'm on the hunt, I'm after you
Mouth is alive with juices like wine
And I'm hungry like the wolf

The party raged on as Charlie and his band made the last few adjustments to their interments before they got the crowd to quite down.

"Hi everyone it's so great to be back here tonight. We have some new songs as well as some old and we have a very special guest tonight. Audrey Liddell will you come up here please." Charlie announced as the crowed cheered.

"Hi everyone are you ready to have a good time?" She said as everyone cheered.

"OK well I give you non other then Charlie’s band." Audrey said as her and Charlie’s started to sing as his band played "Overcast" by Solar Face.

Its overcast, overcast again
and love is lost, love is blown away
Hello I know it's you again
Hello I know that old familiar face

Charlie strummed on his guitar as Audrey and him sang while the crowd went wild.

"Oh my god they are amazing!" Maria cried as she and Michael head banged to the music.

"I told you they were good" Ian beamed as he and Kristy danced to the music.

Makes we want to see a doctor
Makes me want to take a pill
Where’s my yellow helicopter
Satisfy my every will

"Great all of the Capeside police with in 30 feet will be here any minute with the noise that is going on." Doug sighed as he looked at the display in front of him.

"Oh come on Douggie live a little my brother." Pacey said as he bobbed his head to the music and put his sun glasses on.

"Yeah right Pacey." Doug said looking at his brother as if he had two heads.

"Oh come on you were young once." Pacey said as he placed a lie over his head.

"I still am young Pacey! Fine I will prove to you little brother just how young I really am. Get me a drink." Doug cried as Pacey looked at him in shock.

"That’s the Douggie I know and love." Pacey said hugging him.

"I am only doing this... this one time for you ok." Doug said looking at him.

"Deal" Pacey said smiling.

And the voices shout the voices in my head
Screaming out but the words could not be said
You come you go it's all the same
Hello I show no need to know your name

Chris stood with his sister and Alex and they danced to the music.

"Chris you want to dance?" Jen asked as she saw him.

"What the hell sure Jen-a-lish delish lets go" Chris said taking her hand smiling.

"Having fun?" Andie said as she spotted Jen and Chris on the dance floor.

"Yes we are having a great time." Jen beamed as Dawson walked up to them.

Chris then switched partners and started to dance with Andie.

"Christopher Wolf Evans what are you doing?" Andie yelled in shock as Chris started to dance with her.

"Dancing with you. Is that a crime McPhee?" Chris grinned.

"No. It's just so out of the blue for you. Half of the time you are dancing with Jen or brooding in a corner or hanging out with those loser friends of yours Drue and Todd." Andie said as Chris spun her around.

"Yeah well I figured that if I am going to be working with you McPhee on Dawson movie I better get to know everyone in the cast." Chris smiled.

"Well that’s nice. It's good to see this side of you Chris." Andie smiled as they danced.

Makes we want to see a doctor
Makes me want to take a pill
Where’s my yellow helicopter
Satisfy my every will

"Oh no I knew it I just knew it." Jack said hysterical as he ran his hands through his hair in frustration.

"What? Jack what’s wrong?" Joey said looking at him.

"The cops are here Jo." Jack said as he saw a guy dressed in a police uniform.

"Oh Jack relax it's just Doug Pacey's brother." Joey smiled.

"No Jo he is going to crash the party." Jack cried.

"I won't count on it." Doug said as he made his way up to Jack and Joey.

"Joey."

"Hi Doug." Joey said as she took a sip from her drink.

"Yes old Douggie here decided to see what the night life is like here in Capseside and enjoy it instead of crashing it for a change." Pacey said as he hit his brother on the back laughing.

and life on the battle field
Spinning out from all the doubt and fear
Life with your shields up high blocking
Out the clear blue sky with tears
Oh oh oh oh

"So you’re not going to arrest me?" Jack said concerned.

"No Jack I am not here to arrest you." Doug grinned.

"Oh thank god. I was so worried there for a second." Jack cried in relief.

"You want to get a drink?" Doug asked Jack then.

"Um sure. See you later Pacey and Joey." Jack said as they left.

"Aw yes the two love birds make there way into the night. Can’t you smell the love in the air Jo?" Pacey said sighing as he watched Jack and Doug leave.

"Sure Pacey what ever you say." Joey said rolling her eyes. "Let’s go Lover boy and dance." Joey said as she pulled Pacey on to the dance floor.

Come on the battle field
Come to me, show me, show me
Won’t you show me, show me,
Won’t you show me oh yeah, oh yeah

"They sound amazing tonight" Tess beamed as she danced with Kyle.

"Yes they do Charlie worked so hard tonight. So did you get to see Courtney and Vickie at all?" Kyle said as he looked into Tess's eyes.

"Yes they actually are over dancing with some of Jacks Frat brothers. Michael missed quite a show with them all dancing on the tables he would have loved to have been a part of the action." Tess said laughing.

"Well the night is still young for old Mickey G to make an impression speaking of which it looks like he did." Kyle said as he turned Tess towards the direction he was looking in as he saw Michael and Maria making out.

Makes we want to see a doctor
Makes me want to take a pill
Where’s my yellow helicopter
Satisfy my every will


"Wow way to go Michael! I always knew he had it in him." Tess beamed as she smiled at Kyle.

"Yeah it seems that finally someone broke that stone wall of his. I am glad." Kyle said as he grinned at his friend.

"Way to go Guerin!" Kyle yelled as Michael smirked and gave him a look and then went back to kissing Maria as Tess and Kyle laughed.

"Hey Tess Kyle we are all going swimming out in the pool in the back you want in?" Courtney and Vickie yelled as they made there way with Brady and Pete on their arms as they walked towards them.

"Yes do you even have to ask twice we are so there!" Kyle yelled as he gave Tess a quick kiss as they made their way with there friends into the back yard of the house.

Want to climb the highest mountain
Break the darkest out of night
For this truth I'll be your lantern
For the truth I'll be your light

"Did I ever tell you what a great dancer you are?" Liz said smiling as she looked up at Max.

"No" he said grinning as he spun her around.

"Well you really are." Liz said as Max pulled her close to him as his lips came crashing down on her's.

"Well I had an amazing dance partner." Max whispered into her ear as Liz smiled at him.

They danced enjoying the rest of the song until the last cords of the guitar rang out and echoed into the air as the crowd cheered as Audrey, Charlie and his band took a bow and then broke out into another fast beat song.

"OK so we stayed to listen to Charlie’s band now do you want to get out of here?" Max said as he looked deep into Liz's eyes.

"I thought you would never ask." Liz said as she kissed him passionately as they two of them made their way through the crowd and into the night.
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A/N My new part will be up some time either tonight or tomorrow so check it out.

Also the song "Overcast" can be heard on solarface dot com you can listen to the whole song which is awesome! Solar face music was used in the Independent movie Shooting Livien and I got to see Solar Face in concert over the summer in NYC they were amazing!! I can't wait for their CD to come out in 2006!!

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Chapter Fifty Three

Max and Liz made there way into the dark empty house as they kissed one another in the moonlight.

"Meet me in my room in about 10 minutes." Max breathed softly as Liz looked deep into his eyes.

"Ok" She whispered as they made there way upstairs.

She then walked into her room. She wasn't sure if she should change and started to feel very nervous all of the sudden so she went to her mirror.

Liz sat down and put on some more lipstick and eye shadow. It wasn't a lot but just enough to accent her features more. Next she took her brush and started to brush her long brown hair. She then placed her brush down and looked at her reflection. She really was beautiful she thought as she looked at her mirror image looking back at her as she smiled.

Her heart along with her nerves were racing so she decided to write a little in her journal to help ease her mind. It wasn't for long however her curiosity got to her as she walked down the long hallway towards Max's room.
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"Christopher Robin How are you doing tonight?" Jen asked as she saw Chris standing outside on the deck on the McPhee house.

"I am doing alright Jen. Hanging in there." Chris sighed and then slightly smiled at her. He then leaned in and kissed Jen on the cheek.

"What was that for?" Jen said surprised as she looked up at him.

"To thank you. Look Jen you have always been a good friend to me. You always believed in me. Thanks for all the advice you have given me. Especially with Liz." Chris said as he looked at her.

"You really miss her don't you?" Jen said as she looked at her heart broken friend.

"I do but I am trying to make the best of it. But why does it hurt so much?" Chris sighed.

"Because Mr. Christopher you might actually have been in love with this girl." Jen said as she patted Chris on the back.

"I dreamed of Abby the other night... god she looked beautiful.” Chris whispered with a far off look in his eyes as he remembered Abby his angel coming up to him in her white dress.

"She told me that Liz was not the one. I was destined to be with someone else. I want to believe that is true but I can't..." Chris said softly.

"Look Chris you have just been through a traumatic break up I think you should take things easy and take it one day at a time. I know it is hard being that Liz is staying with your family over the summer but you have to try to make things work. Eventually the pain does dull. I can't say it never goes away but time helps ease it. Ok." Jen said as she squeezed his hand.

"Thanks." Chris said smiling at her.

"Come on I think you need to go into the pool with the rest of Jacks crazy Frat brothers." Jen said as she smiled.

"Well you know me how can I resist a P-A-R-T-Y!" Chris said laughing.

"There is the Chris Wolf I know and love come on." Jen said laughing as they made there way towards the huge pool.

I am color...blind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready

Liz entered Max's room and gasped at the sight she saw. There were candles ever where and the bed had white rose petals covering the sheets.

"You like it." Max said as he finished lighting a candle and looked at her.

Liz sighed in relief when she saw that Max hadn't changed it eased her nerves a little. "Yes it's beautiful." She smiled as Max turned on the stereo as soft music began to play.

"Thank you" Liz sighed as she looked up at him.

"I try." He said softly flashing one of his sexy shy grins at her.

I am
taffy stuck, tongue tied
Stuttered shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine

"I can't believe we have the whole house to ourselves." Liz said as she walked over to him.

"Yeah I never knew how big and empty my house is with out everyone here." Max said as he looked at her.

"So um should I sit on the bed or something?" Liz said nervously as she tucked a piece of hair behind her ear.

"Um..yeah... that might be a good idea." Max said as he sat down next to her on his bed as they took of their shoes.

I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding
I am
colorblind

"I love this song." Liz said as she finally listened to what was playing on the radio.

"Oh yeah um well normally I listen to Counting Crows when I am really upset or depressed." Max said eyeing the stereo.

"Oh" Liz said looking at him confused.

"Oh..Um...I mean I am not depressed now. No if anything I am the happiest man alive." Max said as he leaned in and kissed her softly.

"However as I was saying this is the one song from them that I love. The first time I heard Colorblind I was blown away. It was just amazing. When I hear it I am happy." Max said as he looked deep into her eyes.

"Well it's beautiful." Liz smiled as she looked deep into his eyes.

"Just like you." Max whispered as he passionately kissed her.

Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am.... fine
I am fine
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"That whirl pool was amazing." Alex beamed as he and Chris got out of the pool.
"Yeah we are lucky that we didn't all drown." Chris laughed as he wrapped a towel around him.

"You want a drink?" Alex asked as he made his way to the out door bar.

"Sure." Chris said as he watched Alex nearly fall into the bar. "Whoa Whit I think after this one I am cutting you off I can't have you all cut and bused up for my sister." Chris said laughing.

"Yeah your sister is so beautiful how I ended up with her I will never know. But then again who would have thought that you would end up with Liz Max." Alex slurred.

"Max? Alex I am Chris." Chris said grabbing hold of his arm so he didn’t fall.

"Whatever you all look the same to me." Alex said waving his arm in front of him as he laughed.

"Wow why is the room spinning?" Alex said laughing.

"OK Alex you need to sit down. Here drink some water." Chris said handing Alex a bottle of water as he drank it.

"You feel better?" Chris said looking at him.

"Yes thanks Chris you are my hero." Alex said as he patted him on the back.

"Well it's nice to think I am someone’s." Chris sighed.

"You’re so funny Chris. I can see why Lizzie likes you." Alex smiled.

"Alex you don't know what you are talking about. Liz broke up with me." Chris said as he tried to reason with Alex.

"Oh I am sorry about that. She is a sweet girl but she doesn't hate you. Lizzie could never hate anyone." Alex said as he started to lie down.

"OK Alex ok. But you can't sleep here. We have to get you inside." Chris said as he wrapped his arm around Alex and helped him up.

"Can I sleep with Isabel?" Alex said as Chris shuffled him inside.

"No Alex you can't sleep with her." Chris smirked.

"Aw why not. Come on Chris your a ladies man you can help me out." Alex grinned.

"NO Not this time Whit. First of all you are drunk and second that’s my sister!" Chris cried.

"Chris is Alex alright?" Isabel said as she made her way towards them.

"I want to sleep with you Isabel." Alex grinned laughing.

"What?" Isabel said in shock.

"He is drunk Isabel. Here help me get him upstairs and into bed." Chris said as he and Isabel took both arms of Alex and helped him upstairs as the song ‘This Years Love’ by David Grey started to play as everyone at the party danced.
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This years love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
And I've been waiting on my own too long
But when you hold me like you do
It feels so right
I start to forget
How my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Feeling like you can't go on

"Max please don't stop" Liz said breathlessly as Max kissed her as his hands made their way under her shirt. She then pulled away slightly as Liz threw her shirt off and help Max out of his as she continued to attack Max's mouth with sweet kisses.

"I love you" Max panted. "Me too" Liz moaned as they went back to kissing one another as their passion grew.

The next thing Liz knew was that Max was helping to pull her paints off her legs as he kissed her newly exposed skin as he pulled them off.

Turning circles when time again
It cuts like a knife oh yeah
If you love me got to know for sure
Cos it takes something more this time
Than sweet sweet lies
Before I open up my arms and fall
Losing all control
Every dream inside my soul

"Max" Liz said breathlessly as he kissed his way up her leg. He then engulfed her into a passionate kiss.

Liz then climbed up on to the bed and helped Max out of his paints as she kissed his chiseled chest. "Liz" Max cried as he felt her hot kisses along his body.

He then got up and threw his paints off leaving him in nothing but his black boxers as he looked down at Liz who was in a matching black bra and panties.

"Wow...You are so beautiful" Max said in aw as he slowly made his back on to the bed as he threaded his fingers through Liz's hair as she looked up at him.

And when you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet

She looked amazing lying on his bed with her hair framing his pillow as her face glowed in the candle light.

Liz then threaded his fingers through his hair as they looked deep into each others eyes.

"I love you" Liz whispered as her hand cupped his face. "I love you" Max whispered as his wrapped his arms around her and held her close as he kissed her. He then made a trail of kisses along her neck line down past her collar bone and then on to her stomach while his hands roamed her body and made their way up her leg.

Liz shivered under his touch as her desire and passion for him grew more as she hungrily kisses him and ran her hands down his back.

"Liz" He softly murmured her name over and over again while she kissed him and nibbled on his ear. Liz then engulfed him into another mind scorching kiss.

This years love had better last
This years love had better last

Max then started to make his way slowly down her neck and he gently sucked on her skin enjoying the taste and feel of her as his hands ever so slowly started to pull down her bra straps.

"Max" Liz cried in anticipation as she felt his kisses along her body.

"Max... Max...Max I can't do this." Liz said sitting up abruptly fixing her bra straps.

"What" Max said breaking out of his sexual daze as he looked up at her.

"I can't do this....I...I am so sorry." She said breathlessly as her voice shook.

"I am so sorry" She whispered as her voice shook as Max looked up at her as tears pricked her eyes.

Max swallowed slightly. "Is is me?" he said in a shallow voice.

"No...No it's not you." Liz said as her body trembled as tears fell from her eyes as she began to sob.

So whose to worry
If our hearts get torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Don't you know this life goes on

"You are so amazing...and I want you so much...but I can't" Liz said as her body shook as the flood gated to her eyes opened as she wept.

"I ruined everything! Here you did all of this for me... because you wanted it to be special... and what do I do...I...I"

"I love you" Max whispered as he took Liz into his arms as she cried into his chest.

And won't you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
This years love had better last

"Shh... you didn't ruin anything." Max said as he kissed Liz on the forehead.

"My dear sweet Elizabeth you are the most amazing beautiful woman I have ever met." Max said softly as he rubbed her back and tears fell from his eyes.

Max then took hold of Liz's chin so that she was looking up into his eyes.

"I mean it. You have to believe me. Please Liz look at me. I love you. I love you so much. You are so beautiful. When everything in my world was out of control you came and saved me you made me feel again for the first time what it felt like to be loved. You’re my savior Liz." Max whispered as tears fell from his eyes.

"Then save me." Liz whispered as Max kissed her as she kissed away his tears as he held her close in the dimly lit room.

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Chapter Fifty Four

Max and Liz had passed out in Max's bed after a very emotional night. Liz woke up around 2 in the morning and just stared up at the ceiling in the darkness. So many thoughts ran through her mind as she looked back on the night she had shared with Max.

Why couldn't she do it she wondered? Was it her nerves, was it because she was afraid, was she really ready how did she know. Was Max really ready to give up his virginity as well? He seemed to be but was he? Was he just as scared and nervous as her? What made him more ready then she was. Why was he so confident and here she so closed off? She knew she loved him but was that enough was she willing to give everything to him?

She sighed in confusion and took a deep breath as she looked down at Max sleeping peacefully as she brushed his bangs away from his forehead.

He moved slightly and murmured in his sleep as his eyes slowly opened.

"Hi" he whispered softly. "Hi" Liz said softly as she looked at him in the moonlight.

"Couldn't sleep?" he questioned as he looked at her. "You could say that." Liz said as she looked at him.

"I can't sleep either." Max sighed as he fixed his pillow and laid his head down on it.

Liz then took a deep breath. "Can I talk to you?" Liz said her voice shacking slightly as she looked at him.

"Of course" Max said holding his pillow as he looked up at her. Liz looked at him as he gave her an encouraging look as she took a deep breath and then began.

"Do you know why I keep a journal? I keep a journal because that is where my inner most secrets are kept where my deepest dreams are reveled only for me to see closed off to the world and kept safe in my heart. My journal is my heart you could say. I don't let any one in. I shut out the world by writing only about the world that on one sees." Liz sighed as she bit her lower lip.

"Max I once promised you that I would be myself around you. Those first few weeks in Capside were exciting and scary all at once but with you I felt safe. I can't describe it I felt like I was showing a side of me that only I see in my journal. No one knows this side of me not Alex or even Maria.

Max I was showing you my heart. I was letting someone in for the first time in my life I was opening up my journal and allowing some one to read the pages that I hold so dear to me.

It terrified me. I never felt this strong about a man before. The feelings, the emotions, the desire, everything was so electric. I felt like I was alive for the first time in my life and that I could actually have someone hold a piece of my heart.

Tonight I was terrified I was so scared that I was willing to give all of myself to another and I was so afraid by that thought. The emotions I was feeling were so strong and deep that I was blown away by how powerful they were and because of that I held back. I wasn't ready.

I wasn't prepared to feel and face those emotions it was all too much at once. It was the first time in my life I was letting... you Maxwell Evans into my heart." Liz said in aw as tears filled her eyes.

Max looked at her as her words touched his heart and connected with his soul.

"Liz" Max whispered softly as he pulled her close to him until they were inches away from one another’s face as they lay on the pillows staring into one another’s eyes.

"Let me be your muse then and help you write the pages of your heart." Max said softly as he gently kissed her.
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The party raged on at the McPhee house into the wee hours of the night. Chris had helped Alex get settled into Jacks room as Isabel watched over him making sure that Alex was ok.

Chris then made his way down stairs as he looked at the scene in front of him. People were dancing and laughing as the music blasted downstairs.

"Chris?" he heard a soft voice call as he turned and saw a girl dressed in a red sundress with short brown hair coming down the stairs towards him.

"Devon!" Chris said in shock. "What are you doing here?" Chris said as he gave her a huge hug.

"I thought it was you. Well Andie actually invited me. How are you?" She said as they made there way down stairs and on to the back porch.

"Pretty good actually. How is my Leading Lady if I must ask?" Chris smiled as Devon laughed.

"You actually remembered that movie that we did for Dawson years ago. How funny was that me playing the tom boy Sammy who was so Joey while you played the love sick and heart broken Wade who was so Dawson." Devon said smiling as she shook her head.

"Yeah well if you must know Dawson cast me in another on of his wild movies." Chris smirked.

"Oh know what is this one about?" Devon asked as she and Chris headed over to get some drinks.

"The roaring twenties and I play the leader of the mob" Chris said shacking his head.

"Why am I not surprised. Anyway how is college treating you?" Devon asked as she sipped her drink.

"Doing alright I graduate next year. Have an internship in Callie I can't wait to finally get out there and start my career." Chris beamed as he and Devon sat down on the deck benches.

"Wow that’s great. Yeah the life of an actor. Speaking of which I am going to be in a play next month in New York at the Winter Garden theater. You and Dawson and everyone should come and check it out." Devon said as she smiled with pride.

"Wow I envy you. You broke into the Broadway scene. That so exciting. Hopefully I can leave my mark on Hollywood." Chris said with a far off look in his eye as he took a sip of his drink.

"Yes well it was really hard. I modeled on the side and sold some of my art to make ends meet. I went to audition after audition and let me tell you the competition is really hard but someone must have seen something in me and well I am finally breaking into my own." Devon said grinning.

"Well that is good to know. I am glad to hear the real world is treating you well. So any guys in your life besides me?" Chris said as he hit Devon on the side with his elbow.

"You still haven't lost your charms after all these years I see." Devon said as she rolled her eyes at Chris and smiled. "Actually I met this really interesting guy one night at an open theater night at some club in the village. Josh is really nice. We just started dating so we shall see." Devon said hopefully as she looked at Chris.

"So what about you?"

"Oh um...well there was this one girl her name is Liz we dated for a while but she is now dating my brother." Chris said as he drank more of his drink.

"Oh ouch. I am sorry." Devon said as she winced in pain.

"Yeah I am trying the best I can but some times I feel like Wade I now understand what Dawson meant when he told me it was complete agony." Chris sighed.

"Wow she must of had a powerful effect on you being I remember that you were such a player when I met you. But then again I saw a said that was really caring. It was fun the night we went for pizza to talk." Devon said as she looked at Chris.

"Thanks Devon. Yes that was a fun night. I am glad we bonded over our passion for acting. You a pretty cool girl. It's just that it's hard Liz was the first person I opened up to since Abby I really love her." Chris sighed.

"Look Chris this might not be the best advice but what I learned that in love if you really love someone you will let them go. If they come back to you then it was meant to be if not then it never was. But you have to set them free and allow then to spread there wings." Devon said as she slightly smiled.

"Thanks Devon I am trying but it's hard." Chris said looking at her.

"No one ever said that love was easy. Just be open to new things. I mean look at me. I never thought I would find anyone and then Josh appeared. So just keep on searching and you will find what you are looking for." Devon said as she stood up form her seat as Chris stood up as well.

"It was nice to see you Chris if you are even in New York give me a call who knows maybe on day you and me will do a movie again." Devon said as she gave Chris a huge hug.

"You too knock’em dead in the Big Apple" Chris said smiling.

"You too break a leg in LA. I have a feeling I will be seeing your name in lights some day." Devon said as she smiled and winked at Chris before she left.

Chris then finished his drink and looked at the time. It was already 2:30 in the morning.


"Chris there you are. We are staying over you in?" Isabel asked as she looked at her brother.

"No Izz that’s ok. I am going to head out. See you tomorrow." Chris said as he quickly gave his sister a kiss on the cheek before he left.

He didn't feel like going back to the party. He had enough of the whole scene. He needed to think and be by himself for a while so he decided to head to his favorite spot the beach and watch the sunrise.

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Chapter Fifty Five

Chris watched the sunrise as capseside came to life with the golden rays the sun cast on the sandy beach.

Sleep was coming fast to him as he looked up at the beautiful sky. It felt good to be by himself for a while as he sighed and walked back to the docks as he made his way home.

He entered the dark house and made his way to his bedroom ready to pass out in his comfortable bed. Once he was inside his room he undressed and got ready for bed.

He pulled the covers down as was taking off his watch when he noticed the draw by his bed side was slightly open. He looked at it puzzled but was too tired to do any thing about it so he fell into bed and soon was in a deep sleep.

Liz woke up and stretched as she reached over to where Max lay. However all she found was a note. She sighed at the lose of him not being next to her and opened up the note as she began to read.

Dear Liz,
They say that good things come to those who wait.
So I guess the longer we wait the better we will be.

I Love you.

Love,
Max

PS "Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find You and I collide"

Liz smiled and snuggled into her pillow as sleep graced her eyes. Max then walked over to her and kissed her on the forehead as he climbed back into bed.

"Where did you go?" Liz asked sleepy as she looked up at him with doe eyes.

"I had to take care of a few things and make sure the front door was open for when everyone came home." He said as he kissed her.

"I love you thanks for your note." Liz smiled dreamily as she snuggled closer to him.

"Thank you." Max whispered as he kissed her before they both drifted to into a deep sleep.
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"Oh my head" Alex groaned as he opened his eyes to the harsh sun.

"Here drink this." Isabel said softly as she handed Alex some water and some medicine.

Alex slowly sat up and took the pills and water Isabel gave him. Once he was finished he sat back down and lay of the pillows.

"Did you stay here the whole night?" Alex asked concerned as he looked at Isabel.

"Yes I wanted to make sure you were ok." Isabel said softly as she kissed Alex on the forehead.

Isabel had sat vigil all night watching Alex to see if he was ok. She was so concerned that he would need to go to the hospital or would get very sick. However Alex passed out right away and slept most of the night.

"I am so sorry." Alex sighed as he looked at her knowing the worry he caused her.

"It's ok I am just glad you are ok. You really should be careful Alex you are such a light weight when it comes to drinking." Isabel said as she ran her fingers through his hair.

"I know that is why I rarely drink. I am really sorry Izz. I will be more careful next time. I promise." Alex said as he smiled at her.

"Just tell me I didn't say anything to embarrassing last night did I?" Alex asked concerned as Isabel bust out laughing as a small blush graced her cheeks.

"Well you did announce to Chris and practically everyone at the party that you wanted to sleep with me." Isabel said as she laughed remembering how mortified Chris was.

"Oh I am so sorry. I didn't want to embarrass you." Alex said trying to apologize for his actions.

"It's ok you should of seen the look on Chris's face it was priceless. I didn't care I thought it was really sweet and endearing in an odd sort of way." Isabel said laughing as Alex smiled at her.

"Thanks Mr. Smooth that's who I am." Alex said laughing.

"Oh you are smooth alright. It's why I love you." Isabel said as she kissed Alex.

"I love you too." Alex said smiling as he rubbed his head.

"I will let you sleep. Jack and everyone are going out for breakfast later on. If you want to come." Isabel said as she rubbed his arm.

"Oh I will be there I could never turn down food no matter how sick I feel." Alex grinned.

"OK. I will see you later. Sweet dreams." Isabel said as she kissed him on the forehead. In a few seconds Alex was out like a light as Isabel left him to sleep.
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"AW how can you drink coffee black it's disgusting!" Joey said as she looked at Dawson as the group sat at the local diner.

"Oh and like putting 20 packs of sugar in your's is any better." Dawson said laughing.

"Oh come on lay off of her Dawson Jo was only trying to make a point." Pacey said as he kissed her cheek.

"Speaking of which how do you drink that stuff?" Pacey inquired as he looked at Dawson and smiled.

"Can we just drop it or else I will force you to watch endless hours of horror movies until you beg for mercy." Dawson said in defense.

"Did he just threaten us?" Joey said looking at Pacey. "I believe he did Jo. Alright Leary we will let it go because Jo and I are so scared." Pacey said as he cracked his voice and waved his hands as his body shook as he smiled.

"Well this is coming from the master mind of celebrating Friday the 13th so don't mess with him." Jen piped in as she laughed.

"OK so what do you guys want to do today?" Jack asked as he looked at everyone.

"How about sleep." Michael groaned as he drank more of his coffee.

"Yeah sleep sounds good to me considering we didn't get any last night." Maria chimed in as she looked at Michael.

"Ok I am eating here I didn't need that much information." Isabel said in disgust.

"Relax nothing happened." Maria said as she ate more of her breakfast.

"Speaking of nothing happening did any one see Max and Liz last night?" Alex asked as he looked at everyone.

"I saw them leave early after Charlie’s band played." Joey said as she drank more of her coffee.

"Oh do you think they went back to the house?" Andie said as she drank her orange juice.

"Probably" Alex said shrugging his shoulders.

"I am sure they were fine. Knowing my brother nothing happened that boy is scared of his own shadow sometimes." Isabel said laughing. "Sorry I am sure they are fine." Isabel said trying to compose herself she hated that she had said that about her brother but sometimes she couldn't help it being Chris and she would always joke around about him being the shy one in the family.

"Speaking of your brother where is Double O Seven?" Pacey asked as he looked at Isabel.

"Oh you mean Chris he went to the beach to watch the sunrise." Isabel said as she took a bit of her eggs.

"The beach that sounds nice how about we all go to the beach and hang out for the day?" Charlie suggested.

"We could go surfing. Jo you would love surfing I so could teach you!" Audrey beamed.

"Ok sounds good to me." Pacey said laughing as Joey rolled her eyes at her bubbly roommate.
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Chris made his way downstairs into the kitchen surprised to see Max sitting there reading the paper.

"Where's Liz?" Chris asked as he eyed his brother.

"Sleeping" Max said as he looked up at his brother.

"Mind telling me what happened to my stash?" Chris said as he held up a line of condoms.

"You actually keep track of those things?" Max said shocked as he looked up at Chris in aw.

"What you didn't think that I wouldn't notice with my draw slightly open. How stupid can you be?" Chris said in disgust.

"Look I am sorry, your acting like it's the end of the world your not going to die if you are missing one" Max said as he placed the paper down and stared at his brother.

"Fine Maxwell have it your way." Chris sighed. He then grew silent as he looked at his brother. "So how was she?" Chris said softly holding his breath as he looked at his brother.

"Sine when do you care about my sex life?" Max cried as he looked at his brother in shock.

"Sorry I was just wondering considering you did break into my room and stole stuff from me. I think I have a right to know." Chris said firmly as he looked at Max.

"It was amazing Chris!" Max cried he rolled his eyes in pleasure as he looked at his brother.

"It was" Chris said in distress as his heart broke and cried out in pain as an image of Liz and his brother together came into his mind.

"No Chris nothing happened." Max said as he got up from his chair frustrated.

Chris let out the breath he didn't know he was holding and opened his eyes.

"You mean you didn't?" Chris sighed relieved.

"No Chris nothing happened. Liz went to sleep that's all. We didn't have sex so you can go on living in your fantasy world. But just know this Liz and I are Real her heart belongs to me so you can get out of your head the idea that she is coming back to you because that will never happen.

I saw how you acted at the party last night. The act you put on. You think you can change Chris you can't you will always be the Wolf that you are." Max spat softly as he whispered into Chris ear before he left the room.

Chris drew in deep breaths and threw the items on the counter on to the floor in a rage. He was trapped no one would ever believe him or take him seriously maybe Max was right maybe he would always be the bad seed and would never change. However he prayed that Liz would see him for the person he was.

"That's right Max I am a Wolf and if I am a Wolf then you are a Sheep. However Sheep eventually get lost and can't find their way home. And you know what they say about the boy who cried Wolf no one believed him until it was too late. We shall see who they believe.

It's only a matter of time until your true colors shine through. Run little sheep run. You will get what's coming to you in the end." Chris whispered as he made a solum vow in the name of his grandfather Zander Evans.

Hi everyone,
Here is my new part Sorry if this part seemes rushed for some reason I am not sure if I like how it came out. I was suffering from a little writers block so it took a while to get the ball rolling. But I think it is ok, still not sure but oh well.

Anyway here is my new chapter. Enjoy and please leave feedback!!

Thanks Hope all is well. Keep on writing and dreaming.
Love,
Erin aka Roswell 10/2/00
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Chapter Fifty Six

Liz woke up and made her way towards her bed room to change being she was still in her bra and panties from the night before. She froze in the hallway when she came face to face with amber eyes.

"Oh sorry Liz." Chris said as he tried to turn his head as his eyes pried her body.

"Chris I didn't think you would be home so early?" Liz said as she tried to cover herself.

"I didn't either." he said as he felt his cheeks redden.

"Well I will see you later." Liz said as she bolted into her room and shut the door.
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A few minutes later Liz emerged changed in a t-shirt and shorts as she made her way down stairs.

"Liz I am sorry about before." Chris said as he walked up the stairs.

"Oh it's ok." Liz said as she blushed in embarrassment. "So did you have fun at the McPhee party?" She said as she looked at him.

"Yes it was a lot of fun. Look I am really sorry about last night. I hope you can forgive me." Chris said as he lightly touched her arm.

"Look Chris we both had an emotional night. I think that it would be best if we had a working relationship being we are working together on Dawson's Movie. I don't want what happened between us to interferer with our filming." Liz said as she swallowed feeling Chris's hand on her arm.

"Ok I think I can deal with that Parker." Chris said as he let go of her arm.

"Well I better go Max is waiting for me." Liz said as she looked up at him.

"OK well have fun." Chris said as he flashed her a bright sexy smile before he turned and walked the rest of the way up the stairs.
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"Morning." Liz said as she wrapped her arms around Max's neck and kissed him.

"Morning. Did you sleep well?" Max asked as he wrapped his arms around her waist. "Yes thank you for letting me sleep longer." Liz said as she smiled up at him.

"Are you ok?" Liz said as she felt Max's body tense slightly.

"Chris and I got into kind of an argument this morning. I think I said some things to him I shouldn't of." Max sighed as he slid his arms away from Liz's and took hold of her hand.

"Like what?"

"That he was playing a game to win you back by changing his ways. And how he could never change." Max sighed.

"But Max what if Chris really is trying to change for the better? Can't you believe that he actually could?" Liz said as she pleaded with him.

"I can't believe him after everything he put me and my family through I don't trust him." Max said in defense as his frustration grew. How could Liz possible know the hurt and pain Chris caused him over the years between the inheritance and blaming him for the death of Abby.

"Well maybe that's what your problem is Max, learning to trust people." Liz said trying to make him see the light.

"So you don't think I trust you?" Max cried in defense as he stared at her.

"No Max I know you trust me and I trust you I trust you with my life. If you are worried that I am going to fall for Chris again, you’re wrong. I am in love with you. I give my heart to you. Not Chris. You." Liz said softy but firmly as she kissed him.

"But Max you have to learn to trust your family they are all you got. Look if Isabel can change then way not Chris. You have learned to trust Isabel can't you learn to trust Chris as well?" Liz said as she tried to make her point clear.

"I guess but my parents I can't trust my parents. I never learned to trust them after what they did to me, Isabel, and Chris. I don't think I will ever forgive them." Max said as he tried to swallow the lump in his throat as he felt the tears pick his eyes.

"OK so if not your parents then can't you start with your brother and sister and learn to forgive them." Liz said as she squeezed Max's hand.

"For you I will try Liz." Max said softly as he looked deep into her eyes.

"Don't do it for me. Do it for yourself." Liz whispered as she looked into his eyes and walked away from him leaving Max to his thoughts.
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"We are home." Isabel yelled as Maria and Alex entered the house.

"Oh how was your day?" Liz beamed as she hugged Isabel Alex and Maria.

"We went to the beach." Isabel said as she placed her sunglasses on top of her head.

"Oh my god Lizzie Alex surfed. It was so funny." Maria said laughing.

"Really you Alex surf? You never seas to amaze me." Liz said in shock.

"Yeah Audrey taught me. It was so much fun." Alex beamed with pride.

"Well speaking of the beach we are going to take a drive in the Jetty and hang out before we head over to Joey's B&B for dinner. You want to come?" Isabel said as she smiled at Liz.

"Sure. I would love to." Liz beamed with excitement.

"Where are Max and Chris?" Alex asked as he looked around the house.

"Well Max just left for work and Chris has been sleeping for most of the day." Liz said as she gathered her things into her bag.

"Ok awesome. We can stop by the ice box later and pick up Jack and Max from work and I will give a call into Chris when we are leaving." Isabel said as the four of them made their way outside and piled into Maria's car.
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The car drove down the long road along the ocean as the four of them listened to the radio and talked as they enjoyed the view in front of them.

They then parked the car and walked down to the beach.

"It's so beautiful to see it at sunset. I so could get used to living here." Alex said as he ran into the crashing tied.

"Yeah it is beautiful. Thanks you Isabel for inviting us." Maria said as she sat down on the cold sand.

"No problem after all what are friends for." She smiled as she ran after Alex as they chased the ocean tied bare foot allowing the waves to crash on to their legs.

Maria and Liz laughed as they watched the two of them scream and run away from the cold water laughing.

"Who would have thought that those two would end up together? Never in a million years did I see that one happening." Maria said as she shook he head.

"So speaking of people who would never end up together what happened last night with you and Max. Pacey and Joey told me you left early. So I want details." Maria said smirking as she nudged her best friend with her arm.

"Maria" Liz laughed as she felt herself blushing.

"Oh he was that good. Damn I knew it too bad I am taken I so would of done him. I mean that boy is so fine who could resist him." Maria said as she rolled her eyes in pleasure.

"Maria get a hold of yourself." Liz said as she pushed her friend laughing.

Liz then stopped laughing and looked at her friend.

"Wait your taken? You mean you and Michael?"

"Yeah last night he asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend so I said yes. Why I have no idea. I must have been on drugs or something when I answered him" Maria sighed as she rolled her eyes.

"Wow congrats." Liz beamed.

"Thanks but enough about me what about you? Come on you can tell me. So you and Max..."

"No Maria nothing happened we fell asleep I mean really fell asleep in Max's bed." Liz said as she tried to make her point clear.

"Damn girl you fell asleep in his bed. Aw I bet it smelled so good. I can't believe you guys didn't do it. Can I have him them? We could share" Maria said nudging her friend smiling.

"Maria Deluca are you trying to steal my boyfriend." Liz said shocked.

Maria laughed "Your so easy to tease. No Liz I am just surprised." Maria said as she smiled at her friend.

"Well I wanted to but it was all too much and everything between us was happening so fast that I just wasn't ready." Liz said as she bit her lower lip.

"So I take it that you are still a virgin?" Maria said looking at her best friend.

"Yes. I mean I know I will be ready someday. I just hope that when that someday comes that my first time will be with Max and that I share that gift with him." Liz said glowing.

"Wow you really love him?" Maria said shocked to see how much deep emotion her friend held for this man. She had never seen Liz this taken with anyone before in her life.

"Yes I would give my life for him." Liz whispered almost like a silent prayer as she looked up at Maria.

"Liz do you know what you are getting yourself into I mean with the Evans and all." Maria said cautiously. Maria knew about how Isabel parents treated her and the rival between the siblings over the years. It's not that she didn't trust the Evans she just knew that her friend would have a hard road ahead of her and she didn't want to see her get hurt.

"Yes Maria don't try to talk me out of this I know all about the Evans and their family history." Liz said defended by what her friend was saying.

"I know but Liz you jumped awfully fast into this whole relationship with Max did you ever give any thought as to what Chris feels. I mean it almost feels like the stung him along." Maria said concerned.

"Oh no Maria don't you say that. I never strung anyone along. Yes I liked Chris but you know as well as me that the relationship was going no where. Your not going to talk me out of this one. I LOVE Max. Maria I love him and I am not going to give him up because of what his brother thinks. God Maria you out of all people I thought would be supportive of my decision." Liz said frantically as tears pricked her eyes.

"Look Liz you’re my friend and of course I will support you in what every decision you make even if I don't agree with it. Look Max is a wonderful guy and I am happy for you but I just don't want to see you get hurt that's all." Maria sighed as she looked at her friend.

"I am tired of everyone telling me what to do. I am a grown woman and if I do get hurt then that is my choice. I am not about to give up on the one thing that makes sense in my life. I meant what I said when I told you that I would give up my life for Max because that is how much I love him.

I am sorry if you haven't found that deep mind altering earth shattering love but don't go and shatter my dreams because you haven't been able to live yours." Liz cried in rage as she stormed away leaving Maria to her thoughts.
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Liz took deep breaths trying to calm down as she walked along the beach. Maria was right in someways about the Evans they did have their problems and their secrets but then again what family didn't. She knew that she was only trying to protect her and was being a good friend.

The relationship she had with the Evans family was complicated especially when it came to the twins. However she knew who her heart belonged to and she was going to try to make it work between the two of them despite the fact that they both were in love with her.

Liz then walked back and sat down next to Maria pulling her into a hug.

"I am so sorry. I shouldn't of yelled at you what I said was cruel and mean. You weren't trying to shatter my dreams Maria you were just trying to be a good friend to me and I was too stubborn to see that. I am so sorry." Liz siad softly as she rubbed Maria's back.

Maria then looked at Liz with tears in her eyes. "I am so sorry I know you are able to make your own decisons about your life and who you choose to love I guess I was just worried being I know that both Chris and Max love you." Maria said as she wipped the tears from her eyes.

"Look the Evans are really nice people deep down inside. I was so blessed to have Isabel as a roommate she is one of my clostest friends and both Chris and Max are great guys it's just their parents expect so much from them and put so much pressure on them that I know it has caused them alot of pain over the years with the death of their Grandpa and everything that I don't want to see you get hurt as well by falling into their trap." Maria said softly as she held Liz's hand.

"Maria I am not going to fall into their trap. I am stronger then that and if truth be know I am trying to make Isabel,Chris, and Max heal their relationship with each other and make them see how special they really are despite all of the pain their parents caused them." Liz said as she smiled at her friend.

"Your a beautiful person Liz for wanting to do that and I know that they are all blessed to have you in their life. Max is so lucky to have found such an incredible woman as you. I am so happy for you. I see the way he looks at you and it's amazing a year ago he was so closed off and shy but you shinned your light on to that dark and mysterious man Max Evans and he has never been the same.

If truth be know I think he did the same to you as well. I never saw you so happy. You glow when you see him and when you talk about him your eyes light up with this sparkel I have never seen before. You really do love him and I am so happy for you Liz. I really think you found your soulmate. the man you always told me about and dreamed about finding." Maria said as she smiled at her friend pulling her into a hug.

"Thank you" Liz whispered as tears fulled her eyes. "Maria you will find yours as well and when you do it's an amazing thing. who knows maybe Michael is yours?" Liz said as she slightly laughed.

"Yeah right Liz. That boy is more like the soul of death then soul mate." Maria said annoyed.

"Ok or more like the death of your soul. I know you like him." Liz said laughing.

"Ok ok. Truce." Maria said as she held out her hand. "Truce" Liz said smiling as they shook hands and watched the sunset.
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A/N Hi Everyone just to let you know I did a little editing to this chapter my muse came back all of the sudden and I Love how it came out!!! So enjoy and leave feedback. Thanks

Hi Everyone,

They say dreams do come true and one of my dreams came true this weekend. I can't even put into words the emotions I am feeling. It is still all so surreal to me. I never thought I would ever actually meet a celebrity or someone famous, let alone some one from the cast of Roswell. I remember watching Roswell and thinking how amazing it would be to meet the cast some day. Well I finally did meet a member of the cast of Roswell and I met my first actress Shiri Appleby.

I arrived in Boston on September 9,2005 and met up with Jen,Crystal,Kristin and her friend Molly we all checked into the Double Tree hotel in Boston to begin our Adventure. It was great to see and meet everyone. We had a blast watching Jen's music videos and talking about our favorite especially from Roswell and Shiri related things. Afterwards we went to get some pizza in honor of Shiri at a place called New York Pizza in Boston by the Theater the film was going to be at. It was pretty funny because fate must have been on our side because there was a Pizza box with the poster for Shiris movie Pizza My Heart on it. I thought Kristin was going to die she was in shock and begged the guy to have it. But alas it did not work but we got pictures of it. Then we went back to the hotel and ate pizza and talked about the day ahead of us.

The next day we got up and met up with Carol and Carolyn . It was awesome to see everyone. The Dreamer Guardian Angel sisters Me, Jen and Carolyn were reunited for our 3rd Annual "Up North" Boston trip. In honor I made everyone who came a Dreamer CD of all songs I enjoy as well as others from past Up North Trips. Everyone loved it.

After that we went and picked up our tickets for the Boston Film Festival for Shiri's movie When Do We Eat and got some Boston Film Festival booklets. After that we went out to breakfast and of course starbucks. We then went and toured around Boston for a while went to Quincy Market saw the Up North street sign and did some shopping. After that we took the T line to Cambridge to meet up with Mai and Loretta for dinner at John Harvard’s. It was awesome we saw Harvard in honor of Liz Parker and a jeep that looked like Bob from Roswell. We then met up with Mai by some open circle where there was a guy playing the guitar and singing John Lennon "Strawberry Fields Forever" How ironic is that I was dying. It couldn't have been more perfect for our weekend trip. We then went to John Harvard’s for dinner which was a great time.

After that we then took the T line back to the Hotel to get ready for the 7:30 showing of the movie. It was hysterical on the way there the street walk signs beep to let you know it is safe to cross but it sounds like the beeping at the end of destiny with the orbs so every time we would hear it we would quote Howie from the Backstreet Boys and the last quotes from Destiny "It has begun" and "What do we do now Max" I was dying.

We then arrived at the theater and got our seats in the front. It was so funny we ran into other Shiri Roswell fans who went to BU and the guy sitting behind us turned out to be a long time college film school friend of the director Salvador Litvak. Then some one called out Jen's name and it was Joe aka Mr.G and we were yelling out Mr.G It was great seeing everyone and talking about the fan forum sights and about Shiri. It was funny Kristin’s friend Molly was like "Oh god there are more like you out there" In reference to Kristin and her obsessions.

Then a guy who worked for the theater came in to sell drinks and snakes before the show started. Let me just say this guy was a riot!! :lmao: he was hysterical. It was great talking to him. Then Carolyn aka Roswool pulled out her handprint stamp and started stamping everyone's hands with a silver hand print. She also was so kind to make us all copies of Shiri picture from when she met her the first time at the BAT for us to have for her to sign. I also brought a special gift for her I had an extra Dreamer CD that I made for everyone and Carolyn stamped the CD with a silver hand print. So I could give to her.

All of the sudden I turned and saw a guy wearing a hat and a girl wrapped in a dark black shawl with long brown hair I knew it was Shiri. Everyone was like I think that is her. I wasn't really nervous my heart was pounding a little but I figured she was a human being after all who is just like us and wanted to show her support for her work on the film. Then some one said her name Shiri. She smiled and was really grateful we all showed up she came right over and started talking to us. I was really taken back by how grateful and sweet she was to everyone. She was shy and nice in a very humbling down to earth sort of way. I was really blown away by how sweet and nice she was. She came over to where I was sitting and started talking to Carolyn and signed her picture from the Bowl- A- Thon. She then came over to me. As strange as it sounds it felt like seeing an old friend who I saw over the years with Roswell and everything. I was so moved by how sweet she was. And started talking to her even though in the back of my mind I was like "Your talking to Shiri Appleby" but I just kept on saying she is human just like you and me. So it eased my nerves and her calmness was very soothing. She was so easy to talk to. I asked her if she would mind signing the picture of her for me and she said not at all and asked how to spell my name.

After that I handed her my Dreamer CD she asked me if she wanted her to sign it and I said "No. This is a gift I made this for you." She then looked at it amazed and was really touched and said "aw you are so sweet. You made this wow." Then I told her how I made it for everyone and how we try to get together once a year in Boston. Shiri was so cute she then smiled and said "Do you watch Roswell related things." I told her yes. Though for some reason I was slightly embarrassed and hope she didn't find me odd or weird but I found it funny as well. And Carolyn explained to her about the "Up North" Trips. But she smiled and laughed and thought it was really sweet. She then thanked me for the CD and told me how thoughtful it was. She then went down the line and met the rest of us.

After that she told us how excited she was about the movie and how proud she was with how it came out and that she would be more then willing to stay and hang out with us afterwards for pictures and what not.

Then the director and Shiri came up and were announced and how there would be a Q&A after the Movie When Do We Eat . The movie was hysterical I was dying. I never laughed that much in my life. It was very good and very well done. The director’s wife wrote part of the script. It was very endearing and sweet at the end. The director Salvador Litvar and Shiri sat in the typical directors chairs (I love those chairs they are so cool) and started the Q and A most of the questions were asked by us. I even asked the director some questions being I found the film so interesting. Both him and Shiri were great but I felt kind of bad with the amount of camera's going off I was even blinded so I can't see how they could hold a thought with out seeing anything. But I am sure they are used to it but I can how stars are annoyed by it but they seemed fine with the flashes and pictures. I guess so being the director even asked it we could post them on the website so I guess we did well in his book.

It was pretty funny when we asked if any other cast members were going to be there and the director said that Ben Feldman was going to be there but couldn't make it at the last minute. Mai your reaction was priceless with you saying how upset you were he wasn't there.

The director told us that the movie When Do We Eat is coming to all Theaters in either march or April when ever Passover is, being the movie is about a family's Passover meal. They said that the movie is in the tradition of movies like my Big Fat Greek wedding so right away you know it is going to be good and how grateful he was for taking a risk and making this movie being religion and Hollywood don't really mix to well but trust me I am glad he did take on the challenge it was hysterical and very touching so I am very happy it is going to be out in theaters soon.

After that we then waited in the Lobby and waited for Shiri. She was so sweet taking photos and talking and fooling around with us she felt like one of the group which was awesome. Mai that was great when she took off her shoes to see how tall you two where and how she and Kristin had on the same dark red nail polish you so pegged it Kristin

I then forgot I didn't sign her CD so I told of "Oh I forgot to sign your CD" and she was like oh you don't have to I should be the one signing it. I was like no really you sign autographs all the time the least I could do was to trade places with you. It’s no problem." She laughed at that and I signed her Dreamer "Up North" CD. I sighed it To Shiri Thanks for everything. God Bless. Keep on Dreaming. Love Erin I then handed it back to her she was so happy. But the best was talking to her about Jason Behr her costar also Max Evans on Roswell. She was going on and on about how sweet and hot and gorgeous he is.

It was hysterical she even made a comment on how great a kisser he was. We then told her the story about seeing the Pizza My Heart Box at the pizza place by the theater she that she should stop by and how we showed her the picture she then said how her costar love interest was nice and a great kisses but nothing like Jason and she rolled her eyes in bliss and her face lit up. It was too cute.

We then got a group picture with her. It was great being it was only a very small group of us and there was no press or security so we really got a chance to talk and hang out with her. She was telling us how she was in New York for two days before she came to Boston and how she has been on vacation just relaxing being she has been working she much. She was so gracious that we all came to the showing of When Do We Eat and hoped we liked it. We then walked out of the theater with her talking and laughing all the way. She then said how touched she was we all came and that it was nice meeting us all. She then went into the black car waiting to pick her us along with the director. It was funny when she got into the car she pulled down the window and said goodbye to us all and that it was great meeting us all.

It felt like a dream the whole experience meeting her. She has to be and I am not just saying this because she is famous and a star or actress and what not the sweetest nicest down to earth person I have ever met. It was such a pleasure to meet her. I wish her only the best in life. She truly is a wonderful good natured kind caring soul and probably the nicest person I have met. God bless her in all that she does. I wish her nothing but the best. She truly loves what she does and it shows. She is very passionate about her work yet very humble when it comes to fans. That in itself I feel is a true gift and quality that so many actors and actresses lack they believe that it is all about them when in reality you lose sight of the fact that acting is very much a craft and collaboration of team work and learning and working with all different types of people on so many levels. So it touches me to know that there are people out there who truly are moved by the support they get and love their craft and what they do.

Meeting Shiri was such an honor it felt like she was one of us because she is. To be honest towards the end of the night when we were saying goodbye to her I felt like I was saying goodbye to an old friend. It was a great day and one I will treasure forever. Shiri if you are lurking which rumor has it sometimes you do. I just want to say thank you. Thank for a wonderful time and for being you. Oh and I hope you enjoy the CD. It was an honor. God bless.


Afterwards we all went to Finally’s for dessert. Mai Thanks for the recommendation it was amazing!! Oh and that was so sweet of you to give Jen a birthday cake to take home It was awesome getting together to talk about the movie and to celebrate Jen Birthday and everyone’s good news in there lives!! We had an amazing time. After that we went back to the hotel and got ready to go home the next day and went to bed.

In the morning we said goodbye to Kristin and Molly and checked out of the hotel.

Kristin it was great meeting you!! We had a blast oh and tell Molly I hope her voice is feeling better and I hope we didn't scare her too much this weekend hanging out with us. She is really sweet.

After that Me, Jen, and Crystal met up with Loretta and Carolyn and Carol and her mom for breakfast. I went and got my film developed which was funny everyone was shocked as to how much Shiri and I look like we could be related. Loretta was like you two could be sister's and Mai was like yeah it's scary. Even my mom agreed when I told her :lol:After that we went and got some coffee at Starbucks and then we said our goodbyes.

Over all it was an amazing weekend and one I will never forget. I was getting a little teary eyed writing this because it is all starting to sink in as to just how wonderful and fun this weekend was. Thank you everyone for an amazing weekend it is one that is definitely going in the history books.

I never thought in my wildest dreams that I would meet someone from the cast of Roswell or met my first and might I add one of my favorite actresses up close. It was just amazing. But then I guess that is one thing that life and the show Roswell has taught me is to never give up on your dreams because if you believe enough in them they might just come true.

Love,
Erin aka Roswell 10/2/00


Me and Shiri

The Group shot inside the Theater with our Ultimate Dreamer

Audographing my gift to Shiri: Her very own Dreamer "Up North" CD
(notice the silver hand print special thanks to Carolyn )

Mai's Birthday Cake to Jennifer
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The 2005 Boston Film Festival was a dream come true!!
9/10/05 my life and Boston will never be the same!

Sorry my new part is a little bit later then expected but I was really busy this weekend with school work and what not. Pulse my muse was a little off being I am working on a new story that has been brewing in my mind. Anyway I want to thank you for all of your comments.

NorafanofMaxandLiz I will tell Liz if she ever wants to share the twins that you are more then willing to take one or both

Begonia9508 Yes Shiri was so sweet and totally blew me away with now nice and down to earth she is. I am now even more of a fan of her's then I was before. It was a wonderful experience meeting her.

Smileeuk Meeting Shiri was an experience of a life time. I hope you all get to meet her some day she is a joy to be with!

Lazza Yes Shiri was so gracious when it came to Roswell which I am so thankful for. I mean I love her new work but as the saying goes you learn from the past and hope for the future so I am glad she enjoys the past as much as the present. She was a doll. As far as a movie goes no mention as of yet if we will have one. But rumor was that she would do it if it ever was made.

Martine Next time if any of us meet Jason we would ask him about Shiri. Heck I will even ask him that is if I am able to speak if I ever do meet him. One can only dream. I did meet Shiri which I never thought would happen so who knows stranger things could happen. But I would so love to see Jason and Shiri working together again on the big screen.

Anyway I had a wonderful time in Boston at the Film Festival and who knows some day you might just get the chance to meet a member from the cast of Roswell. I never thought I did and here my dream came true and I met Shiri so you never know. One thing I have learned is to not give up on your dreams and to keep on dreaming because it might just come true!!

Anyway I give you my new chapter enjoy and please leave feedback it makes my day. Thanks hope all is well.
Love,
Erin aka Roswell 10/2/00
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Chapter Fifty Seven

Kyle, Tess, and Michael drove down the long highway as they went for a joy ride in Michael’s car as he blasted Black Sabbath Paranoid on his radio.

"Mickey G where the hell are you taking us?" Tess cried as the sound from the speakers blasted into her ears.

"We are picking up Max from work remember?" Michael said as he glanced at her in the rear view mirror.

"You mean more like kidnap him." Tess said laughing.

"Right what ever same thing." Michael smirked as he turned up the volume on his radio.

"About time I haven't seen Maxie in ages." Kyle yelled as the wind whipped through his hair.

"Yeah well he spends all his time with Parker." Tess said as she bobbed her head to the music.

"Yeah I mean she is hot an all but we were his first love!" Kyle smirked as the three of them laughed.

"Damn straight" Michael yelled. "I mean I have a woman now but I still find time to see my friends." Michael smiled as the increased his speed.

"Yeah you and Maria who would of thought. I thought I would never see the day when Michael would be tied to a woman." Kyle said shacking his head.

"Shut up Valenti like you should be the one to talk" Michael said sending him a glare.

"Hey I am right here in case you didn't realize." Tess cried.

"Sorry" Michael smiled.

"Anyway were are we going tonight?" Tess said as she rolled down the window allowing her curly blond hair to blow in the breeze.

"You will see project kidnap Romeo is underway." Michael said as he put his sunglasses on this face and smiled.
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"Hey you going to Jo's tonight?" Jack said as he finished whipping down on of the tables at the ice box as he looked at Max.

"Yeah I was planning on it. Why are you?" Max asked as he finished up closing the cash register.

"Are you kidding Joey would have my neck if I wasn't there." Jack laughed as Max smiled.

All of the sudden three people came barging into the Ice Box and stormed up to Max. As two of the guys took hold of both of his arms.

"You are coming with us!" Tess cried as Kyle and Michael started to drag him out of the ice box.

"Whoa wait Michael I am seeing Liz tonight and..." Max protested as they pulled and dragged him along the floor.

"Not to night. We will send Liz a note yours ours tonight." Michael said smirking as Kyle blind folded him.

"Hey guys stop I can't see" Max wined.

"That’s the point Einstein." Tess said smiling as she followed the three of them outside.

"See you later Jack. We will return him safe and sound tomorrow." Tess yelled as Jack sat there cracking up at the display he just saw.

Once they were all outside they dragged Max into Michael’s car and slammed the door. The three of them then jumped into the car as Michael started the car and blasted the radio to ACDC Highway to Hell.

Living easy, living free
Season ticket on a one-way ride

"Guys unfair you are so dead when I get this thing off of me!" Max yelled as Kyle, Tess, and Michael laughed.

"Easy Maxwell a little frustrated are we?" Kyle said as he hit his cheek.

"More like sexually frustrated." Michael retorted as Max squirmed.

Asking nothing, leave me be
Taking everything in my stride

"Hey that's non of your business." Max yelled in defense as they all laughed.

"OK guys you had your fun now please let me go." Max cried in protest.

"OK un blind fold him Tess." Michael said as Tess ripped off the blindfold.

"Your all bastards all of you." Max sighed and then started laughing.

Don't need reason, don't need rhyme
Ain't nothing I would rather do


"Got ya Maxie. Good to see you man. It’s been far too long I was missing that Max lovin" Kyle said as he hugged Max.

Going down, party time
My friends are gonna be there too

"Whoa easy there Kyle." Max said laughing. "Oh its ok I know you two have been having an affair behind my back for years." Tess laughed as Max looked at her.

I'm on the highway to Hell
on the highway to Hell

"Wait the only one having an affair is you and me. Shh don't tell Kyle." Max whispered.

"Oh I won't dream of it Max it will be our little secret." Tess said as she kissed Max on the cheek.

"Damn it Tess I knew it. I knew you would take Maxie over me.” Kyle smirked.

highway to Hell
I'm on the highway to Hell

"Aw Kyle you know you will always be # 1 in my book." Tess said as she wiggled her eyebrows and then kissed him. "Max could never come close to the Buddha boy." Tess whispered as she passionately kissed Kyle.

"Aw ok enough you two." Max said breaking them up.

"Yeah don't make me stop this car" Michael threatened as he glanced in the back of the car as he speed up along the open road.

No stop signs, speed limit
Nobody's gonna slow me down

"Seriously guys were are we going?" Max asked as they drove down the highway.

"To the beach where else. We are going to go for some night swimming." Michael said smiling.

"Awesome we haven't done that in like forever." Tess beamed happily.

"Are we going skinny dipping?" Kyle asked as his eyes grew wide.

"No Valentie I backed the suits in the trunk so you can get your mind out of the gutter." Michael said.

"But my mind is always in the gutter." Kyle smirked as everyone sighed.

Like a wheel, gonna spin it
Nobody's gonna mess me round

"So Evans you in Love?" Kyle said as he wrapped an arm around Max.

"Yes" he said looking at Kyle.

"Really so have you done her yet?" Kyle asked as he wiggled his eye brows.

"KYLE JAMES VALENTI HOW DARE YOU! That's non of your business!" Tess said in shock. "WOULD I WANT YOU TALKING ABOUT ME THAT WAY!!" Tess said as she gave him a treating look.

Hey Satan, payed my dues
Playing in a rocking band

"No sorry Max" Kyle said softy as he hunched his shoulder.

"It's ok and to answer your sick and twisted question no." Max said as he felt himself blush.

Hey Momma, look at me
I'm on my way to the promised land

"Well that’s good. See Kyle some people actually don't go and sleep with everything they see." Tess said as she reprimanded him.

"I am really happy for you both." Tess beamed as she smiled at Max.

"Thanks." Max said smiling.

"Tess I wasn't saying that Max slept with everything he sees I know Evans better then that." Kyle said looking at her and she huffed.

I'm on the highway to Hell
on the highway to Hell

"Damn it I can't believe you are mad at me over some stupid little comment." Kyle sighed.

"Stupid really Kyle then if it is stupid then I guess I didn't mean anything to you." Tess said as tears filled up in her eyes.

"That's not what I meant." Kyle said frustrated as tears rolled down Tess's cheeks.

highway to Hell
I'm on the highway to Hell
(Don't stop me)

"Really then what did you mean Kyle that I am not worthy because I didn't sleep with you!" Tess spat as tears filled her eyes.

Max gulped as he sat in the middle between the two as they started to fight. He prayed that Michael would stop the car soon so that he could be realized from the touchier.

I'm on the highway to Hell
on the highway to Hell

"No Tess you are worth its just Damn it forget it" Kyle yelled as he hit the seat in front of him.

"No we are talking about this now!" Tess cried in between sobs.

highway to Hell
I'm on the highway to Hell

"Come on you two let's just say we are sorry and forgive each other." Max said as he tried to keep the peace.

"Yeah Max is right I mean we don't need his night out with us to be full of the two of you bickering." Michael said as he and Max shared a sympathizing look as he stopped the car shot hoping to make his point clear and then speed up again on the open highway.

on the highway to

"Tess I am so sorry. Please you are the most precious thing in my life." Kyle said as he leaned over Max's lap and touched Tess's cheek.

highway to Hell
highway to Hell

"I am sorry I was a jerk." he whispered as he wiped her tears away.

"I am sorry as well for over reacting. I know you think I am worthy. I love you." She whispered.

"I love you too." Kyle whispered as the two of them started to passionately make out with one another as Max sat in the middle.

and I'm going down all the way
on the highway to Hell

"OK break it up. Why did I have to sit in the middle?" Max sighed as he pushed the two of them apart as everyone laughed.

The car then slowed down as they made their way to the beach.
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"Dawson Andie you made it." Joey said as she hugged the two of them as they entered the Potter B&B.

"Good to see you Jo. Pacey around?" Dawson said as he placed the bottle of wine on the table.

"My chief is in the kitchen." Joey smiled with pride as she helped Andie put away the gifts they gave them.

"Hey Jack where is Max?" Alex said as he saw Jack walk in. "Um lets just say he was abducted." Jack laughed as he sat down on the couch and made himself comfortable.

"Abducted?" Maria questioned. "Kyle,Tess, and Michael kidnapped him." Jack laughed as he remembered the comical scene.

"What ashame." Chris murmured as he looked at Liz.

"Oh well that’s nice he gets to spend some time with his friends." Liz sighed disappointed.

"Hey cheer up Parker your with us." Chris said as he smiled at her.

"Thanks Chris." Liz said as she slightly smiled at him.

"Liz later if you want to leave early just let me know." Dawson smiled as he winked at her. Dawson knew too well where Max was with his friends and would be more then willing to go and spend some time with Max and his friends for a change. Besides he had grown to like Liz and enjoyed working with her on his movie so it was no problem.

"Thanks Dawson." Liz smiled.

"Joey it's so nice for you to have us all over." Andie beamed as she took a sip of her drink. "Oh no problem I love having you guys over and you know Pacey he loves cooking so why not." She beamed as Pacey came in and wrapped an arm around her.

"What was that you were saying about me Miss's Potter?" Pacey asked as he looked into her eyes.

"Only how you are an amazing cook." Joey smiled.

"Damn straight woman." Pacey said as he passionately kissed her.

"So what are we having?" Alex asked as he looked up from the TV which had the red sox game on.

"Oh I am having a BBQ. It's going to be amazing I went all out on this one." Pacey beamed with excitement.

"Hmm sounds good." Jen smiled as she poured herself a drink.

"Oh trust me it will be." Pacey smiled.
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"Damn that’s cold" Kyle yelled as he emerged from the water.

"You just have to get used to its perfect." Tess said as she floated on her back.

"Shut up Miss Polar Bear Club." Kyle smiled as he jumped on top of her as she shrieked as the wave’s crash over her.

"yeah me and Tess 3 years and going strong as far as the Polar bear club goes you should so do it next year Max!" Michael said as he swam in the cool waves.

"Your both insane who goes in negative degree water in the middle of January anyway? Not normal people that’s for sure." Max said as he treaded water as the waves crash around him.

"Who said we were normal?" Tess and Michael cried as they laughed.

"My point exactly." Max said as he rolled his eyes and smirked at them.

"It's great to see you guys again. I missed you all." Max sighed as he swam against the waves.

"Yeah we missed you. Since Liz came into town we really never really get a change to just hang out between Dawson’s movie and work and parties and all." Michael said as he looked at his friend.

"How is she?" Michael asked as he looked at Max. "She is great. I have never been happier. I think I finally found the one I was looking for Michael." Max said as he looked at him.

"Are you serious?" Michael said in aw as a wave crashed over them.

"Yeah I love her." Max said as he shook the water from his hair.

"Really? Max are you ready to pull Liz into your world with your family history and all?" Michael said concerned he knew that the Evans had their problems and Liz was a sweet girl he didn’t want to see her get hurt.

"Yes Michael I LOVE her I don't care about my family. Liz wants to try to help me rebuild my relationship with Chris and Isabel. Isabel is slowly coming around. It's Chris that is more of the problem. But I can handle it." Max said as he started to swim.

Michael swam after him. "Maxwell are you sure? I mean lets face it Chris did go out with Liz who's to say he won't try to get her back in order to get back at you?" Michael said concerned.

"Look Michael I appreciate the advice but I trust Liz and I know she would never hurt me she LOVES me and would do anything for me." Max smiled as Michael shook his head in agreement as he and Max swam against the current.
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The dinner party waged on into the wee hours of the night. The BBQ had been amazing Pacey was a master when it came to the grill and everyone had really enjoyed their meal. They were just finishing up the blueberry pie that Joey had made when Joey's sister Bessie came in.

"Hi Joey Pacey and everyone it's so good to see you all." Bessie said as she came inside and gave a kiss and hug to Joey and Pacey.

"There are plenty of left-over’s Bess if you want anything." Pacey offered as Bessie smiled.

"Oh good I am starving. Thanks." She said as she made her way into the kitchen.

"Well I am going to head out. Liz you want a ride?" Dawson said as he eyed Liz.

"Oh that would be wonderful Dawson." Liz said as she smiled at him.

"I can drive you home Liz." Chris said as he looked up at her.

"Chris I appreciate it but I am really tired and I want to get to bed early. But thank you." She said smiling at him.

"OK you sure?" Chris said looking at her.

"I am sure Chris. I will see you later." Liz said as she grabbed her things.

She then thanked everyone for a lovely time and practically ran out of the house and jumped into Dawson’s car.

"Thank you so much Dawson." Liz said as she hugged him. "No problems, if anything I could go for a midnight swim myself." Dawson said as Liz looked at him confused.

"We all usually go swimming at the beach at night sometimes." Dawson said as he turned his car on and put it into drive.

"Oh awesome. That sounds wonderful." Liz beamed as they drove down the highway.

On the way there Liz and Dawson talked about the movie Double Vision and bonded over movies. Dawson was pretty impressed with the amount of knowledge Liz had about films.

"I am not just a huge science dork as some believe I do know more besides how chemicals bond." She laughed as Dawson smiled. "That's great. I am glad you are enjoying working on my movie. You have been amazing and a pleasure to work with. Thanks for all of your help even behind the scenes with cleaning up and helping taking care of props with Jen. You have a great work ethic which is nice for a change." Dawson said smiling.

"No problem thank you for the opportunity. I am having a great time." Liz smiled. "Good I am glad." Dawson said as he parked the car. They then made their way down to the beach.

"Dawson is that you!" Tess cried as she saw him walk towards the water.

"Yes it is me and I brought someone." he said smiling as he ran into the water.

"Liz!" Max said as he bolted out of the water and ran towards her. He then wrapped her into his arms and kissed her. "What are you doing here?" he said in shock. "Dawson knew where you guys were going to be and offered to drive me here." She smiled as she kissed him again.

"Well come on the water is fine." Max said holding out his hand to her.

"Wait I will be there in a second." Liz said as she quickly stripped down to her bra and panties. She then grabbed Max's hand and joined the rest of the group in the water as they swam as the moon light shinned above them.

"Liz you made it!" Tess and Kyle cried as they swam towards her. "Yes thanks to Dawson." Liz beamed as Michael came over to Liz and gave her a huge hug. "Hey Liz good to see you." he beamed. "You too." Liz smiled.

"Thank you for making my best friend so happy." he smiled as he looked at her.

"And thank you for making my best friend so happy as well." Liz smiled as she began to swim in the cold water.

The rest of the group swam and enjoyed the coolness of the waves.

"I love you." Max murmured into Liz's ear as he kissed her. "I love you too." Liz said as she engulfed Max into a deep and passionate kiss as the waves crashed around them.