Posted: Thu Dec 09, 2004 8:26 pm
OOC: ok, it's late and I really need to sleep, but hopefully this will work
~Liz~
Maybe it’s the wrong thing to do, but I can’t help it… I see the green sparks and I can only think of one person that might be able to help… “Max…”
I don’t know what’s happening…nothing like this has ever happened before and I can’t say that I’m not scared because I am… I’m supposed to be normal, a human…I’m not supposed to have powers…
Although I didn’t know it was there before, there’s something about the energy I can feel crackling over my skin that tells me it was always there…it was just waiting for an opportunity to escape…
Well I guess it’s got that… It’s rough and uneven, completely out of control and I don’t have a clue what to do about it.
Looking down, I watch my hands for another moment before I sense that I’m no longer alone. As I look up, I find myself looking into Max’s dark eyes and less than a moment later he takes my hands in his.
I can feel the energy flowing through me, and strangely enough, I can feel it going through him too…I can sense that he;s trying to make a connection and after a few moments I feel a familiar flow open up. Flashes of his past flow through my mind as they have done on previous occasions… Sharing of images isn’t the purpose of this connection though… The energy inside me is still flighty and uneven and I can feel Max struggling as he attempts to bring it under control.
Reaching inside myself, I try to remember what he has said about his powers in the past… They’re related to his emotions… I guess that would make sense…I wasn’t exactly in the best state when he walked away…I guess that was what was needed to lose control.
For the moment all questions about why I would need control…about what has happened to me, are put on hold and I concentrate on trying to do the only thing I can think of to help Max. Reaching deep inside, drawing on the familiarity of the connection which is active between us, I try to centre myself, trying to regain control of this energy that I didn’t even know existed.
A few moments later, I could tell you whether I helped at all, or whether it’s all down to his efforts, but it’s done… My hands are no longer crackling and although I can feel the energy inside me, it’s contained once more…
Perhaps that’s something to do with the way I feel though…as soon as Max started up his connection, I felt as though I was home and its just so right… Before, I didn’t know what I was doing, I was lost, but now, I’m found, in him… I knew this before, but my conviction is now even stronger. Max makes me whole…
As he pulls away slightly, closing his eyes and ending the connection, I feel like I’m losing something and I can feel my body crying out to try and stop it happening. All too soon it’s over though and I’m looking down at my hands…nestled inside those of Max…
“Are you ok…?”
I look up, hearing his voice and find myself getting lost again in his eyes. I can’t allow that to happen though and I fight to keep centred and focused. Slowly I nod and chew my lip nervously. “What happened there…?” I ask him softly. I know that he’s probably as much in the dark as me but I can’t help it…I need to ask…
~Liz~
Maybe it’s the wrong thing to do, but I can’t help it… I see the green sparks and I can only think of one person that might be able to help… “Max…”
I don’t know what’s happening…nothing like this has ever happened before and I can’t say that I’m not scared because I am… I’m supposed to be normal, a human…I’m not supposed to have powers…
Although I didn’t know it was there before, there’s something about the energy I can feel crackling over my skin that tells me it was always there…it was just waiting for an opportunity to escape…
Well I guess it’s got that… It’s rough and uneven, completely out of control and I don’t have a clue what to do about it.
Looking down, I watch my hands for another moment before I sense that I’m no longer alone. As I look up, I find myself looking into Max’s dark eyes and less than a moment later he takes my hands in his.
I can feel the energy flowing through me, and strangely enough, I can feel it going through him too…I can sense that he;s trying to make a connection and after a few moments I feel a familiar flow open up. Flashes of his past flow through my mind as they have done on previous occasions… Sharing of images isn’t the purpose of this connection though… The energy inside me is still flighty and uneven and I can feel Max struggling as he attempts to bring it under control.
Reaching inside myself, I try to remember what he has said about his powers in the past… They’re related to his emotions… I guess that would make sense…I wasn’t exactly in the best state when he walked away…I guess that was what was needed to lose control.
For the moment all questions about why I would need control…about what has happened to me, are put on hold and I concentrate on trying to do the only thing I can think of to help Max. Reaching deep inside, drawing on the familiarity of the connection which is active between us, I try to centre myself, trying to regain control of this energy that I didn’t even know existed.
A few moments later, I could tell you whether I helped at all, or whether it’s all down to his efforts, but it’s done… My hands are no longer crackling and although I can feel the energy inside me, it’s contained once more…
Perhaps that’s something to do with the way I feel though…as soon as Max started up his connection, I felt as though I was home and its just so right… Before, I didn’t know what I was doing, I was lost, but now, I’m found, in him… I knew this before, but my conviction is now even stronger. Max makes me whole…
As he pulls away slightly, closing his eyes and ending the connection, I feel like I’m losing something and I can feel my body crying out to try and stop it happening. All too soon it’s over though and I’m looking down at my hands…nestled inside those of Max…
“Are you ok…?”
I look up, hearing his voice and find myself getting lost again in his eyes. I can’t allow that to happen though and I fight to keep centred and focused. Slowly I nod and chew my lip nervously. “What happened there…?” I ask him softly. I know that he’s probably as much in the dark as me but I can’t help it…I need to ask…