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Posted: Sat Dec 10, 2005 9:31 pm
by FaithfulAngel24
*Maria*
"But thats the thing...I can't give her the time she needs...I can't bare to be away from her. I know I am being selfish...but."
I place my hands on the bed in an attempt to steady myself. Something is going on with Alex. I can feel it. Something big.
"NO!" I pratically scream. "You love him. I mean her."
I catch my own slip up and frown. "You are not selfish because you love her. You would be selfish if you denied her your true feelings."
Posted: Sat Dec 10, 2005 9:35 pm
by dreamer393
~Max~
"who's him?" I ask confused.
Posted: Sat Dec 10, 2005 9:41 pm
by FaithfulAngel24
*Maria*
"who's him?" Max asks clearly confused.
I let out a sharp breath before plopping back down on the bed.
My hands cover my face while I mumble, "I meant her."
Posted: Sat Dec 10, 2005 9:43 pm
by dreamer393
~Max~
"You don't just go saying your sister is a male." I say with a small laugh.
"You haven't let go completley have you." I ask putting my hand on her shoulder.
Posted: Sat Dec 10, 2005 10:00 pm
by FaithfulAngel24
*Maria*
"You haven't let go completely have you." He inquires placing his hand softly on my shoulder.
"Sure I have." I answer trying to convince myself just as much as I am him.
"The past just has an awkward way of creeping up on ya." 
Posted: Sat Dec 10, 2005 10:03 pm
by dreamer393
~Max~
"No you haven't. I can tell. I can feel what you feel remember..i am your whitelighter. "
"What if it isn't too late? What if he hasn't let go either?"
I try my best to comfort the younge witch but find it hard. Nothing can make losing someone you love easy.
Posted: Sat Dec 10, 2005 10:09 pm
by FaithfulAngel24
*Maria*
"What if it isn't too late? What if he hasn't let go either?"
Max is soo sweet. Here he is in a great deal of pain himself and he's still trying to help me. How does Liz not see how wonderful he is?
"It is." I admit sadly.
"I have always been able to feel him. The Empath power and all. He feels happy. I can't disrupt that. He deserves a happy normal life ,and thats just something I don't have to give."
Posted: Sat Dec 10, 2005 10:12 pm
by dreamer393
~Max~
"There has never been a moment....just one moment he has shown some sign or a sense of doubt or saddness you felt from him to make you think he still loves you." I ask.
Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2005 1:02 am
by FaithfulAngel24
*Maria*
"I am actually trying to block him right now. It just hurts to bad. I can't deal with his joy while everything crumbles around me. My whole world is falling apart and all I want to do is go to my best friend and have him tell me it's all going to be alrght, but I can't."
I clear my throat unhappy with my current situation.
"He has something now that I can't be a part of. I have to accept that and move on. He has."
Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2005 1:15 am
by dreamer393
~Max~
"Are you sure he has moved on? You know what they say first loves are never over."
~Alex~
"I know." I whisper. I lean in to give her a soft kiss but stop when I feel a deep saddness over take me. Not my saddness either...Maria.
"Maria" I whisper her name not noticing it trying to figure out why she would be upset.