Roswell Fanatics

*Maria*

"Its ok....you can't help the way you feel. Just know whatever you decide I will be here for you I am not going anywhere." My best friend reassures me. My fear is eased for the time. Now we just need to figure out where we go from here.

I love Michael and he loves Isabel ,but there's something undeniable between us. It could be just friendship ,but we won't know for sure until we find out.

Maybe I could get someone to ask me how I feel about Aex and Michael so i can resolve this once and for all.

" That's good to hear. No one understands me like you do, Alex. I'd hate to lose that over something like this. I just wish I knew what this was."

~Alex~

" That's good to hear. No one understands me like you do, Alex. I'd hate to lose that over something like this. I just wish I knew what this was."

"I am not going to lie to you...I love Isabel but I love you to Maria and nothing will ever change that. But we can't keeping going around in circles...not when we have other people who love us and who are hurting becasue of this."

*Maria*

"I am not going to lie to you...I love Isabel but I love you to Maria and nothing will ever change that. But we can't keeping going around in circles...not when we have other people who love us and who are hurting becasue of this." Alex tells me his brow lined with worry.

"I know... I'm in love with Michael and it kills me to think I could ever hurt him. I hate this!" I cry tears running down my cheeks.

I am exhausted the days events have wreaked havioc on my worn body.

"I can't do this anymore!" I state as I run out of the room.

I have to go to Michael. He can help me figure all this out.

I reach the top of the stairs. He's standing behind the podem still grasping The Book of Shadows.

"Do you think we can make this work?" I state. Okay so subtltey is not my best quality.

~Alex~

I follow Maria up the stairs.

"Do you think we can make this work?"

When i hear her ask that question i know its time...she is going to pick...and then there is no going back.

Michael

I'm standing upstairs, hopelessly searching for a spell I know isn't in the books, when Maria comes running back up the stairs after she went to talk to Alex.

"Do you think we can make this work?" Maria asks me, a look of determination on her face.

"If you mean, this, us," I say, trailing off, before speaking again with confidence, "Then yes." I smile at her, and walk over, taking her hands in mine. I've only ever been in love once, over a human lifetime ago, and that didn't work out, but I can see this working. As long as we can get rid of Sebastian.

~Alex~

I stop midway up the stairs. The way he looks at her....he loves her. I nodd my head as if to convince myself before going back down the stairs before they see me.

*Maria*

"If you mean, this, us," he says gesturing from him to me

"Then yes." He smiles a confident and sexy smile before he walks over to me and takes my hands in his.

"Okay." I say as I bring my lips to his. Kissing him with all the passion within me I open myself up to him. There will be no secrets between us.

Especially with this stupid truth speaking thing I'm stuck with for the time being.

Breaking the smooch I leave his warm embrace. What I am about to tell him is important, and I need to be able to think clearly. Which is next to imposible when I am in his arms.

"I have to tell you something." I take a deep breath before continuing.

" Have you ever heard of the Deluca curse?" I question searching his eyes for any recognition.

Michael

"Okay," Maria says, before kissing me passionately. Right then, I know that the Maria I met is back, and that she's mine. She breaks away a moment later, an uncomfortable look on her face.

"I have to tell you something," she says, and I give her an incredulous look. Now? What else is there to tell? That is never a sentence a guy wants to hear.

"Have you ever heard of the Deluca curse?" she then asks me, and I look into her eyes, confused.

"No, what is it?"

~Alex~

I look back once I am at the bottom of the stairs and see them kissing. I smile despite my own pain....I want her to be happy. I told her i would always be here for her and I meant it.

*Maria*
"No, what is it?" he questions a not so happy look spreading across his face.

I take a much needed deep breath. " My great great great great grandmother Melinda was the first witch in our line. She was beautiful and very powerful. From what I have been told she possessed all the powers Tess, Liz, and I have."

"Unfortunately, she fell in love a with married man. They concieved a child together ,but he would not claim it nor her. She was destroyed. She ran away from her home and family to settle down here in Roswell."

"Her suffering was so great that she cast a spell upon herself so that she would never again know the pain of love. Her spell soon turned into a curse that was passed down through every Delcua woman."

"My Grandfather and my Father both died incredibly young of... mysterious circumstances..." I trail off.

"That's why Liz, Tess, and I have never got close to men... Besides Kyle and Alex and we both broke it off not long after Graduation because we knew the consequences of who we are."

I let this all sink in for a moment before I continue.

"I just... I thought you should know. It wouldn't be fair of me to let you get involved with giving you a fair chance to back out. i'd understand if you wanted to."