Roswell Fanatics

*Maria*

"Hi Blair. It's nice to meet you. I just wish it was under better circumstances." Tess shoots me a meaningful glance telling me she doesn't think it's my fault. Of course she doesn't. She's too sweet to realize how completely horried I am.

"Right ..do you mind if i get something to eat ,i haven't had time to in like 2 days and im just about out of energy ,which i need to heal this thing which has decided to bleed all over my shirt..damn" Blair asks indicating to her poor shirt which has just been dubbed a lost cause.

"Sure, I think there's still some stuff that Kyle made earlier. He's a great cook. Without him the Deluca sisters would starve."

I wince realizing I am going to have to tell everyone about Liz.

"Um.. as for clothes anything in my closet is open to you. Except for a pair of red leather pants and a black off the shoulder top. Don't worry they way back in the back. I'm going to um... use those later."

I recall the shocked expression on Michael's face when he saw evil me in that outfil. Let's just say it bares repeating.

~~~~~LIZ~~~~~
"Life sucks huh!...well you can rest here for a while.I don't think Isabel should mind...but if she does I'll explain to her.Don't worry...no one's going to force you to do anything you aren't ready for,here."
I smile at hime. "Th...thanks"
"And this Max fellow...is he an idiot?How can he not love you?"
I scoff....hes as bad as they are!
"Tell you what...I'll get us some coffee and we can sit and talk or just sit in silence...either works for me,especially the latter considering I've been pretty much on my own for many years now."
I smile at him as he goes to get coffee....
They would have found out ive gone by now...
I feel awful about it....after saying sorry to Maria....I do it again.
I look at the floor..God why do I always go this!
I sigh..."Ill be back later...just need to go for a walk...a walk" I send to Maria and Tess.
I sigh....God no wonder Max hates me.

*ZARIFA*

"Sure, I think there's still some stuff that Kyle made earlier. He's a great cook. Without him the Deluca sisters would starve."

"Um.. as for clothes anything in my closet is open to you. Except for a pair of red leather pants and a black off the shoulder top. Don't worry they way back in the back. I'm going to um... use those later."

i wiggle my eyebrows at Maria

"right i'll keep my hands off those!" i say and head off to the kitchen.

*Maria*

"right i'll keep my hands off those!" Blair says in a voice that makes me giggle. She heads off to the kitchen leaving Tess and I alone in liz's bedroom.

Trying to keep from crying, i pick up an old photo of Liz, Tess, and I at the drive in. Liz had just broke up with Kyle, and I had walked away for Alex, so tess had took us as a surprise girl's night out.

I smile as my mind recollects how we threw popcorn at each other and made silly dares that we had to do. Tess looks at the picture a sting of pain in her eyes like I recogonize instantly.

Then I hear Liz's voice,"I'll be back later...just need to go for a walk...a walk"

My eyes meet Tess' I know she heard her too. Trying not to let my expression betray me, I look away as I set the frame back down on her dresser. Things will never be the same.

~~~~~LIZ~~~~~
Then I realise....
Ive done magic.
I sent them a message....magically.
"CRAP! DAMN IT DAMN IT!"
I hit my bandaged up arm hard on the armchair, causing my cuts to start to bleeding slightly again.
Its stings like hell, but Im too pissed off with myself to care.
God Im an idiot.
No magic! I must not use magic!
God poor Maria...and Tess...
But they dont reply....
Maybe they hate me too. Maybe there annoyed I ran away, and they now hate me like Max does...

*Maria*

Coming up with an acurrate responce to her statement proves to be disconserning. Accepting them all to be lacking I just say the simplest thing.

"We'll be here when you get home." I tell Liz with my mind. There. Simple. Direct. Says everything without the tears.

Turning to Tess I realize the days events have weakened me tremendously. "I'm going to go get some sleep. Tommorrow is going to be rough."

With that I exit Liz's room and open my door softly. Michael lies slumbering his gentle snore echoing the walls.

Carefull not to laugh, I pull off my jeans and top and throw on an old Def leppard Tee shirt on.

Being extra quiet so i don't wake him, I slip into the bed pulling the covers under my arms. His body shifts in his sleep so that we both lie facing the door with his arm draped over me.

I smile and let the sleep take me.

(ooc : hope this is ok with all)
~~~~~LIZ~~~~~
"We'll be here when you get home."
I feel a tear trickle down my cheek. It would have taken a lot for her even to speak to me...she must really hate me....hell I hate me...
I yawn..God Im exhausted.
I curl up in the chair Im sitting in and let myself nod off.

I walk down the dark corridor leading to the dark door...
I reach for the handle and open it.
The room is dark.
I switch on the light switch.
My room.
With Maria in it. With Tess. With Michael. With Isabel....
With Max.
"Do magic Liz....join us....spell with us" they say together as they create beautiful magic.
I open my hand...
and darkness leaks out of it.
Max strides infront of me.
"You idiot. Your a useless Wiccan...I hate you Liz. I HATE you. I only said I love you to get into your pants. Your a horrible person and I HATE you."
I watch in horror as they all begin to chant "HATE! HATE! HATE! WE HATE YOU!"

I scream a blood curdling scream and fall on the floor.
I sob on the floor.
Im so utterly alone, and I dont know how to get out.

I bite my lip as I spot some paper and a pen on a table.

I pick it up and write on it. "Going home. Thanks"
I leave the note before walking out of the house and walking back to mansion.

Its really dark out now.
I can hear them still...chanting in my head.

I cant have them hate me...I have to find a way out of this mess.

I climb back up the pipe, since the doors locked, and lie on my bed.
I touch the pillow softly.
"Max..." I whisper quietly.
I let the tears trickle down my cheeks as I eventually fall asleep.

Michael

I finally fall asleep, and no more images come, which is comforting. Sleeping like a rock, I don't hear, feel or see anything until the next morning. The light from the nearby window wakes me, I slowly open my eyes, feeling like I've been hit by a hundred pound rock.

The first thing my eyes see is a head of hair, directly in front of me. On further inspection, I realize that it's Maria, and a smile lights my face. She must have come up and joined me while I was dead asleep.

Carefully untangling myself from the sheets and Maria's arm, I roll off the other side of the bed a little clumsily, then, when I still feel like shit, decide against it and just lay there. I feel a movement, and realize that Maria seems to be waking up, so I roll back over, brushing some hair of her eyes.

"Morning."

OOC That was great Mad!

*Maria*

Something jars me from my peaceful sleep. I open one eye skeptically leaving the other closed. There better be something really good like pancakes otherwise I'm going back to sleep. Nope not pancakes I smile as alluring man brushes a stray stand of hair out of my face sweetly.

"Morning." he states causing both of my eyes to open.

I raise up only to realize that my hair is a mess. Desperately I attempt to pat it down but to no success. Giving up the losing battle, I give him a concerned look.

"Good morning. How are you feeling?"

(ooc: Thanks )
~~~~~LIZ~~~~~
I don't sleep very well...the dream haunts me most of the night.
I need to try and do something for Maria and Tess....and well...everyone.
Pancakes.
We always use to make pancakes when we were little. Maria would always mix the batter and then I would cook it...
I smile at the memories...that was good times...
I quickly get up and throw on a skirt and a red lacey top. I give my hair a quick brush before heading down to the kitchen and grabbing the things I need out of the cupboards. I quickly mix up the batter and start to cook them.
The smell use to fill the house when we were little...Maria always joked that she could practically eat the smell....
I get out lots of plates and lay the table, getting out orange juice and making some toast.
I then turn my attention back to the pancakes, humming the "sunshine" song.