Roswell Fanatics

~~~~~liz~~~~~
"I'll be right back. Don't worry. I'm going to take care of you." she says patting me on the shoulder after dropping her little idea of going away on me....
I don't want to go away. I want to hide in my room.
"Im tired...gonna have nap" I say quietly and quickly before leaving the room and going to my room. I lock the door....the manual way.
Im about to put myself to bed....when I see flashes of what I had been doing on that bed with Max.
I sit in the corner of the room, the corner furthest away from the bed. I curl up sideways, my head on the floor.
"Oh Max" I whisper to myself. "Why dont you love me?"

Michael

"Sure just a second." Maria says, then launches into a spiel abou tgoing on vacation. So she really is leaving. Liz is looking a bit under the weather, and with all that's going on, maybe it's good that everyone's taking a break, I can deal with my father alone. As long as I can talk to Maria first.

I stand there, waiting as she tells them to think about it, and then seh comes up, speaking emotionlessly. "Let's go to my room." I follow her to the room and stand awkwardly inside as she shuts the door.

"Sorry about earlier," I say, feeling like such an idiot. "I know it wasn't your fault how you acted when you were...evil-ish."

*Maria*

"Sorry about earlier," he appoligzes, "I know it wasn't your fault how you acted when you were...evil-ish."

My eyes meet his and as afraid as I am to approach the subjecy I am even scareder still of holding it all in and letting it manifest.

"Do you really?" my words sound cold even to me.

"I mean you had to have known it wasn't me when you were with me. Surely someone who loves me would have seen that my eyes were vacant and the The Source had occupied my body."

Taking a deep breath, "You didn't even seem to notice, and then when Tess and Liz saved me I go back to rescue you and i get locked in the cell with you. What do you say to me? Not hi I miessed you. Or I'm glad your alive. You don't speak to me at all. Instead when it's over you shimmer me back the the maynor and then you take off. I don't have a clue where you've been or what you've been doing ,but you could have at least said something in my mind. Like Hey thanks for trying to save my ass."

The anger increase as I continue my rant. "That's not the best part, Then we you finally do decide to show up it's not to see me! It's to beat the crap out of Alex. Which you KNOW I will never let you do!"

"Say something!" I demand. "Tell me I'm being unreasonable and that its not true.!" I cross my arms issuinf my challenge.

Michael

"Do you really?" She says, and her voice is like ice. "I mean you had to have known it wasn't me when you were with me. Surely someone who loves me would have seen that my eyes were vacant and the The Source had occupied my body." She pauses for a moment, taking a deep breath, but not allowing me to speak.

"You didn't even seem to notice, and then when Tess and Liz saved me I go back to rescue you and i get locked in the cell with you. What do you say to me? Not hi I miessed you. Or I'm glad your alive. You don't speak to me at all. Instead when it's over you shimmer me back the the maynor and then you take off. I don't have a clue where you've been or what you've been doing ,but you could have at least said something in my mind. Like Hey thanks for trying to save my ass."

Her voice escalates, and I stand there, allowing her to let it all out, formulating what I'm going to say as soon as she gives me a chance. "That's not the best part, Then we you finally do decide to show up it's not to see me! It's to beat the crap out of Alex. Which you KNOW I will never let you do!"

"Say something! Tell me I'm being unreasonable and that its not true.!" She finishes, crossing her arms.

Immediately, I start in, worried that she'll cut me off again. "Yes, I really. And for your information, I did know, but I sent my mind into denial with all the hope I had that my nightmare hadn't come true. I knew you shouldn't have tried that spell, but you didn't anyway, and I was just praying I was wrong about what would happen."

I pace about the room, continuing, my eyes on the ground. "And in the cage, I was too busy trying to keep you from getting hurt, to even think to talk to you. Sebastian was about to kill Liz and you, and all I have to show from it is this," I ramble, holding out my hand, "And an old friend out of hiding. Sorry if I was a little bit mad at you for not listening to me, and sorry that I wanted to catch up with someone I hadn't seen in...you know what? I can't remember the last time I saw him! But thank you, for, in your haste to save me, getting stuck in a cage and endangering your own life. All I could think about in there was that Sebastian was going to kill you and I couldn't do anything about it."

I lean against the wall, punching the doorframe violently, and finish up my speech. "Yes, I did come to beat the crap out of Alex earlier, but only because he asked Isabel to marry her than came back here, leaving her alone with her baby to be, and no other words of encouragement. She's like a sister to me, and there she was, telling me he walked out on her to come see you. You who I thought loved me. You know Alex and I don't get along, and I was just a little bit angry that he came to you instead of the woman he supposedly loved!"

With that over, I shut my eyes and took a deep breath, trying to calm my temper down. "Quietly, I mutter, "So yes, I think you are being a tiny bit unreasonable."

*Maria*

Finishing his speec he turns to me and whispers, "So yes, I think you are being a tiny bit unreasonable."

Deciding not to yell at him I take a seat on my bed.

"First of all that spell I did. I don't regret it. I'd do it again if I thought it would help my family. I'm sorry that evil me is a slut and a bitch ,but there's not really alot I can do about that."

"Second of course I came down to the Underworld looking for you. I. I was scared he would hurt you." Catching a glimpse at his scared hand I visabl flich.

"And apparently I was right. I didn't mean to get stuck in the cage with you, but to be honest if that was going to be the end. That's where I would want to be. Beside you."

"Thirdly, i had no clue you were with an old friend. In fact i didn't know you had friends. I don''t know cause you didn't tell me. You just vanished."

"And last but cerainly not least Alex made a mistake. We was confused and was haing a hard time with everything that was going on. He is my best friend and we have a complicated past, but thats all it is a past.I didn't know he proposed to Isabel. He just came to the door and kissed me."

"Alex doesn't want me like that. He was upset and he needed a friend. We've been close for years and there for awhile him, Liz, and Kyle were all I had. We have come to depend on each other ,and in our tiny tightly knit group it's hard to let others in. Alex loves Isabel and I do not condone nor will I make excuses for what he did, but he is my best friend ,and I will not let anyone hurt him. Not if I can stop it."

"I don't know what else to say Michael. I'm completely in love with you, but I'm afraid it's not enough. The odds are already stacked against us. You half demon. Me witch. I need to know now if It's going to be worth the fight. Or even if you still want something with me."

Michael

I listen as Maria responds to everything I said, understanding all of her reasons. Okay, so maybe we both overreacted a little. At the mention of a kiss between Alex and her, my temper flares up, but I control it, listening to the rest of what she has to say intently.

"I don't know what else to say Michael. I'm completely in love with you, but I'm afraid it's not enough. I need to know now if It's going to be worth the fight. Or even if you still want something with me." Maria says, before going silent. It's all so much, I can hardly think of anything to say, except the truth.

"Of course I still want something with you. I love you, would I be here right now listening to you verbally attack me if I didn't?" I jokingly ask, trying to lighten the mood, a smile on my face again.

Walking towards her, I try to analyze her face. "But the question is, do you think its worth it?" I ask seriously, standing about a foot away from her.

*Maria*

"Of course I still want something with you. I love you, would I be here right now listening to you verbally attack me if I didn't?"
He teases bringing a smile to my face. I really do care about him. I just wish things weren't so strained between us.

He walks toward the bed, but stops about a foot away.

"But the question is, do you think its worth it?" he inquires his eyes looking for a sign of doubt in mine.

Without hesitation I answer, " I know it is."

There I said it. I told him the truth leaving myself completely vulnerable. Deluca women are infamous for a lot of reasons. Leting themselves appear weak in front of men is not one of those things, but at this point in time I don't care. If we both love each other and can't be together. What is it all for?

Michael

"I know it is." she says without pausing. I'm glad that was her answer, because, I hadn't any idea what to say if she'd said something else. I know it won't be easy, but I'm ready to work hard for this relationship.

Smiling, I close the space between us and kiss her briefly, before going to sit on the bed.

"So what is all this about a vacation?" I ask; I hadn't really been paying attention while she'd been talking.

*Maria*


The grin plasted across his handsome face tells me it's all going to be okay. He erases the space between us and kisses me softy on the lips before taking his place beside me on the bed.

"So what is all this about a vacation?" He inquires his eyebrow rasied in a seemingly question pose.

"Oh Liz is really having a rough time. She is convinced Max hates her and she screams anytime anyone does magic. To be honest i think she needs a break. There's no way we could go up against Sebastion with Liz in the state she's in. So... Vacation. Maybe she just needs to recharge her batteries you know."

Suddenly I realize that Michael and I are finally alone. In my bedroom. And we aren't fighting!

Hmmm A plan begins to take shape in my mind.

"But we'll discuss that more later. There's something I need to tell you." I lean forward so that are lips are only inches apart.

"Evil Maria and Good Maria are very very differnet, but they do have a common goal." I smirk devilshly.

"They both want you out of your pants." I inform him as I place a not so innocent kiss upon his lips.

madroswellfan wrote:~~~~~SEBASTIAN/THE SOURCE~~~~~
"Caly?"
I swiftly turn to face the onslaught from the man. On a reflex I immediately send three fireballs one after another at him, hitting him straight in the chest.
I look back at Calypso. "This doesnt seem like the best time...catch ya later" I say grinning before shimmering back to Charlotte. "Miss me?" I ask.

Isabel/Calypso

"REMUS!!!!!" I scream rushing over to his fallen body,sitting down besides him I cradle his head in my lap...there is so much blood everywhere
"Just hold on...YOU'RE NOT GOING TO DIE...i WON'T LET YOU."


Remus

"I...can't breathe Caly." I manage to say haltingly,I can barely keep my eyes open


Isabel/Calypso

"Don't close your eyes...LOOK AT ME,LOOK AT ME." I shimmer us over to the Manor
As soon as I am in their living room I scream "MAX...WHOEVER IS HERE COME DOWN,I NEED THE WHITELIGHTER'S HELP RIGHT NOW."

Silently I contact Michael "Michael hurry,I think...I think we might be losing Remus...I'm in the Manor."

(Be back in a bit)