Thank you all for your fb. I'm glad you liked the last chapter.
Sure, why notTrixie wrote:Kyle can have Ava. She isn't evil, right?

Okay, this chapter is just setting things up for the next one, plus i added a bit for all the Alex lovers out there... alright, it was to fill space, but still. Its just as imortant. We can't just have this entire story being Max and Liz making out, even though i know you would possibly love that even more.
So yes, nookie in the next chapter.

Enjoy:
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~Liz~</center>
“So you and Max are really back together now?” Alex asks and I nod.
“And that bitch is really brain dead?”
Another nod.
“And I’m not going to keel over and die?”
Another nod. “Max said that you were all healed. But he wants to check every now and then. All of us actually. We don’t know how long Tess had been mind warping us for,” I say quietly, looking down at my hands and biting my lower lip.
“Liz…” Alex sighs next to me and pulls me in for a big hug. I hate that I can never feel guilty or nervous without someone realising. Damn it. Why do I always have to bite my lip? It’s unfair that I can never keep anything to myself.
You don’t see Maria running around biting her lip, and she has more guilt than anyone I’ve ever known. Of course, her guilt is mostly to do with lies she told her mother or something related to Michael and what she did/didn’t do.
“I’m so sorry Alex.” I cry, trying to hold the tears at bay but failing miserably. “This is all my fault. I’m so sorry.”
“Shh, its okay.” He runs a soothing hand up and down my back and I cling onto him for life, burying my face against his chest. He may not be as well defined and may not have that old spice smell like Max, in fact, his hugs may be completely different from Max’s, but being wrapped in Alex’s arms makes me feel just as safe and just as lucky. It always has.
“Its all my fault.” I say again, taking deep breaths and trying to calm myself down. This was supposed to be a happy time, just the three of us sitting here and hanging out like we used to do, but no, of course I have to ruin it.
“How do you figure that one?” Alex asks from above with me a small smirk. I don’t see what's so funny.
“If I hadn’t have frozen that day in the Crashdown and gotten shot, Max wouldn’t have had to heal me, you wouldn’t have found out and all of this crazy alien shit wouldn’t of happened. We would all still be innocent 17 year olds and,” I take a deep breath in between my babbling and look up with teary eyes. “… you wouldn’t have almost died. We almost lost you Alex!”
He lets out a small chuckle and places a soft kiss on my temple. “Liz, do you have any idea how ridiculous that all sounds? If it wasn’t for your alien boyfriend we would still be bored out of our brains. I mean come on, we live in Roswell, how much entertainment can we get? Not to mention that if Max didn’t ever come along, you and Kyle would probably be married by now and expecting your first all American Cowboy child. Ugh.”
I can’t help but crack up laughing through my tears when Alex shivers from the thought of Kyle and I married. I let out a small smile and wipe away my tears, wrapping my arms back around Alex and hugging him tightly.
“I’m so happy your back and okay. We were so worried about you.” I tell him truthfully. I don’t think anyone could grasp just how frightened we all were that Tess had done something to him; that we would never see him again.
We sit in silence, both of us turning our attention back to the television that’s showing re-runs of Rocky and Bullwinkle. Best show of all time. It still amazing me how a moose so stupid can outsmart the Transylvanians so many times without even realising it. Kinda like how such a small town girl like me with nothing to offer managed to have not only the two best friends in the world, but a sexy boyfriend with superpowers.
“I leave for five minutes to get ice cream and somehow you manage to make her cry. Some great friend you are Alex.” Maria says with a smile as she walks in with three tubs of ice cream and three spoons, handing one to each of us. I wipe away the last of my tears with a soft smile.
I’m so pathetic.
“It’s not my fault Liz is like a tap.”
“Hey! I take offence to that.” I smile, crossing my arms over my chest and try to pretend I’m offended.
“Yeah well at least she didn’t cry on the ninth grade when they ran out of Snapple in the cafeteria.” Maria replies, sticking her tongue out at Alex and dodging a pillow as it goes flying past her head.
“I did not cry!” Alex defends himself.
“Did so!”
“Did not!”
“Oh, you so did. Just admit it Alex and I wont have to go out and ask all the witnesses…”
A small smile graces my lips as I watch Alex and Maria argue about something or other. I tune out after a while and just stare at the TV screen. I miss Max, I haven’t seen him all day, but right now I’m content with Maria and Alex, having a girls night in.
Uh, don’t tell Alex I said that.
“You know what really sucks about this entire thing?” He asks as Bullwinkle tries to pull a rabbit out of his hat, once again pulling out Rocky.
“What?” I mumble, to engrossed in the cartoon show.
“I didn’t even get to go to Sweden. No wait, what's worse is that I didn’t even leave the fricking state.” He grumbles, spooning a lage amount of peppermint choc chip into his mouth.
“But look on the bright side.” Maria says from her spot on the end of my bed. “If none of this did happen, would you still have Izzy the Ice Princess throwing herself at your feet, ready to give in to your every wish and command? I think not.”
“Hmm… you do have a point there.” I agree knowingly. “Although, if you just gave it some time I think she may start to see things Alex’s way after a while.”
“See, Liz knows exactly what she's talking about. I’m irresistible!” Alex says with a cocky smile.
Maria and I both share a glance, looking back towards him and cracking up laughing at the way he’s dusting his knuckles against his shirt with an overconfident air about him. His smile falls and he glares at both of us, pouting in that very Alex like way.
“Hey! You two are supposed to be on my side!”
“Oh yeah, what side is that?” Maria asks once we calm down a bit. “Your irresistible side?”
And with those few words we’re back to rolling around on my bed in a fit of giggles.
I think things are finally going back to normal. Well, as normal as it can get living in Roswell.
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Maria, Kyle and I all sit on Michaels lounge, huddled under the warm doona cover with our eyes fixed to the TV screen. Its fucking freezing outside. So cold that it’s snowing. Granted the snow is only light, but I still feel like I’m an icicle.
You would think that Michael would have a heater or something that actually works to keep people warm, but no. The only thing he has is this crappy like box that doesn’t work in freezing cold temperatures.
Cheap bastard.
Speak of the devil. He walks in from the front door, shutting it behind him quickly and looks at all three of us huddled together trying to fight off the cold winter air. Maria and I glare at him when he smirks at us and takes off his coat.
“What?” He asks nonchalantly.
“What? Michael, we’re fucking ice blocks here and all you can say is ‘what’!” Maria barks. One thing I’ve learnt, don’t piss her off when she's either cold, hungry, hot, tired or has PMS. Actually, it’s probably safer to just not piss her off in general.
“So turn on the heater.” He shrugs like it’s the simplest thing in the world.
“Have you seen the damn heater? This thing is lucky to work for more than five minutes before exploding, you ass!”
He lets out a frustrated sigh, his piercing gaze set on Maria as he extends his arm towards the small heater. In an instant the air around us is turned from minus 100 degrees to a nice warm temperature. He sends a sarcastic smirk in Maria's direction and walks into his kitchen, emerging seconds later with a cup of steaming hot chocolate and sitting on the floor at our feet.
All four of us sit engrossed in some pathetic soap opera where everything is overacted and something tragic happens each week, until a disturbance decides to weasel its way into my subconscious.
“Michael.” I say when the knocking on the door gets louder. From the way that everyone is staring at the screen I’m guessing I’m the only one who noticed the noise. I nudge him on the back of the head with my blanket-covered foot and yell his name once again. I get a reply this time, even if it is only a grunt.
“Max, Isabel and Alex are at the door.”
Without even taking his eyes off the screen he lifts his hand, palm parallel to the door of his apartment. It flies open with a small bang that reverberates around the room, leaving a surprised looking Isabel and Alex; and Max with an expression that I can’t quiet decipher.
“You could have just used your powers and opened the door yourself.” Michael mumbles, taking a sip from his drink.
“I would have if my hands weren’t frozen.” Isabel replies, stalking in and throwing the videos on Michaels lap.
Max looks at me heatedly, still standing in the doorway. The cool winter air blows in through the apartment and I snuggle in closer to Kyle who has his arm wrapped around Maria and I under the blanket. Something flashes through his eyes as he watches me, but just as fast as it came, its gone before I have the chance to tell what it is.
“Maxwell, shut the fucking door.”
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“Liz?”
“Hmm…” I mumble, half asleep against Kyle’s shoulder.
“Can you help me with something in the kitchen.” Maria asks and I glare up at her with half open eyes.
“You can’t be serious.” I’m too tired for this. “Can’t Alex help you?” I complain. I was just about to fall asleep and have dreams about Max.
“No. Now Liz.” She says, stalking into the kitchen. I let out a low groan and push the blankets off me, shivering from the sudden cold and walk into the kitchen, dragging my feet the entire way.
“We’re never letting Isabel choose those movies again. They’re so boring. I think even she's’ fallen asleep.” I say, plopping myself down onto the stool and glaring across at the fridge.
In fact, the only two people who seem to be awake right now are Maria and Max. Maria because she's a sugar junky and doesn’t need sleep, and Max because ever since he walked in his eyes have not left my face the entire time. He’s just been sitting there, staring at me, his gaze burning the side of my head for the last two hours.
“Please tell me that you’re not so naive that you can’t see those heated jealous looks Max keeps throwing towards you and Kyle?” Maria says, whirling around to face me with her fiery green gaze.
Well, looks like I’m not the only one who noticed.
“Yeah, he’s been staring at me, but what are you talking about Maria? Why would Max be jealous of Kyle?”
Forgive me for playing the dumb blonde but I really don’t see what Max would be worried about? Kyle and I have made it clear that we’re just friends and we have no intention of being anything else. Why would I even think about giving up Max anyway?
“Let me take you back to the time where there was a mind warped version of Max from the future who made you allegedly sleep with your ex-boyfriend, who you now just happen to be snuggling with as your current boyfriend shoots daggers with his eyes from across the room. And believe me, soon he’ll be shooting fireballs instead of daggers if your not careful.”
Oh God, you can’t be serious. That’s what this is about? Max still thinks that… no, it’s not possible. Please tell me its not possible.
“Max knows that nothing happened between Kyle and I. He knows that it was all a set up Maria.”
I try to defend myself even though my mind is screaming out to me that she is in fact right. It kind of hurts that Max has so little trust in me, but who came blame him? I’ve broken his heart on more than one occasion. It’s only fair that he feels like I’ll reject him again.
Maria sighs and leans across the bench top, taking my hands in hers and staring me dead in the eye.
“His head may know that nothing happened, but that doesn’t mean his heart knows that. And his heart is more important right now. Liz, you have to show him that you’re his forever. You have to convince his heart.”