Storm (CC AUwA Mature) Part 24 26/06/08 [WIP]

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Re: Storm (CC AUwA Mature) Part 20 12/05/08

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Title: Storm
Author: JaqueDark
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Roswell belongs to Fox.
Summary: Yeah I know it's another baby Zan story. But it's one I couldn't get out of my head. Zan Edison is having trouble sleeping; he can't quite figure out what's keeping him up at night. He's living a happy life with his wife Marie and their two twin boys Alex and Charlie. He knows he's adopted, Marie points out that that might be the reason he's having trouble sleeping. So the young couple investigate and find more than they ever bargained for...
Pairings: CC of course. M/L, M/M, I/J and Zan with an original character Marie.
***
I didn't know exactly where everyone would be but I figured my best bet would be to head to the CrashDown.
I recalled the first time I walked into the place with Marie and I thought that the owner was a complete whack job, I never dreamed that I could be related to him through a lot of marriages.

I pulled up and cut then engine before turning to the two women who looked a little scared about where they were and the fact that despite me being biologically related to them I was little more than a perfect stranger to them
“We're here” I said as I wrapped an arm around my ribs, the pain was still there and it was difficult to turn this way to talk to them. I got out the car and helped them get out as well, they didn't know exactly how to open the car doors.
When they were out I slammed the doors shut and started for the cafe doors. They huddled close to me fearing everything and everyone that moved around them; so much for not standing out.
Kiara hung against my arm and Anju pretty much pressed herself up against me as I opened the door with my free arm before wrapping it back around my stomach. I got a few funny looks when I walked in, I looked down and I realised why. I'd been wearing the same clothes for nearly a weak and they were covered in blood and weird Antarian water and stank to high heaven.
I looked round for a familiar face but the place was pretty much deserted. I wandered over to a table and sat down. The girls squashed in close to me so that if anything happened I would protect them
“I don't feel too good” I said as dizziness washed over me. I stood up and they stood too before I gestured for them to sit back down “No. Stay here... it'll be okay I'll be right back” I wandered over the counter and the waitress who was sat behind it
“Can I help you?” she asked doing her best to be polite despite my appearance and... well stench
“Is Jeff Parker around? I need to talk to him, it's very important”
“He's in the back... I'll go get him” she said and I thanked her with a trademark smile before I sat down at the counter. I glanced over at Kiara and Anju before turning my attention to the swing door that was being pushed open.
Jeff Parker came walking out with the biggest surprised look on his face when he saw me. I stood up to meet him but my injuries finally got the best of me and I collapsed falling to the floor as everything just went black.
***
I jerked awake and the pain was still there, I was flat on my back on a really comfortable bed and Anju and Kiara were sat at the end watching me
“What happened? Where am I?”
“Jeff said you're in Liz's old room. He told me to tell you that he's calling everyone, you've only been unconscious for a few minutes” she explained, I sat up slowly and looked around the room. It looked so old fashioned like it hadn't been used in such a long time, it was definitely Liz's room; it just made me think of her.
“Where's Marie? Is she coming?” I asked but Anju just shrugged her shoulders; she didn't know. I braced my arm around my ribs and tried to climb to my feet, pain exploded all across my middle and I quickly gave up on that idea and lay back down. I'd wait until Max got here so he could heal me up.
There was a polite knock on the door and Jeff peaked his head in before coming in to stand near the bed
“Max and the others are here” he whispered, why did he look so worried? What was wrong? What had happened?
“What's wrong?” I couldn't help but demand seeing the strange look on his face
“Larek's here” he stated and I shot up then groaned in pain
“What do you mean Larek's here?” I inquired once I got the pain down to a mildly unbearable level
“He's doing his mind outreach thing on Brody. Tess managed to escape Antar” he explained and I closed my eyes tight trying to avoid the happy and hopeful look on Anju's face.
“Could you get Max to come in and heal me?” I asked trying to put all this business with Tess out of my mind for now. I wanted to get healed up so I could go and be reunited with Marie.
“Sure” said Jeff then he disappeared and Max and Liz came in a few minutes later. Max looked deeply saddened
“Zan” he whispered reverently then he glanced at Anju and Kiara and sighed deeply before kneeling down next to the bed. Liz put her hand on his shoulder as he began to heal me, he looked into me and saw everything. I didn't see much from him, he was much better at keeping his mind closed off during the healing. I saw happy times he'd had with his family over the years; a few brief snapshots on a life similar to mine. Max had had a good life with Liz and his family and that's what I planned to do for the rest of my life. No more disappearing off to nearby inhabitable planets or trusting aliens who shared the same genes as me.
Max sat back and Liz wrapped her arms around his neck as he panted with exhaustion, I sat up and flexed my torso grateful not to be in pain
“We have to talk” said Max staring at me seriously before glancing at Anju
“Max...” began Liz “That can wait. We'll look after them, Zan. Here take my car... go to her” she said holding out the keys. I took them from her hands and left the room quickly.
I spied Kyle and Serina in the living room holding hands and talking quietly, they fell silent when they spotted me
“Is it true?” asked Kyle
“I-I don't know... I think it is” I whispered
“Where is... your sister?” Serina added looking uncomfortable with all this. I nodded back to the room
“I promise we'll find a way to find out if we are yours, Kyle or if we're Max's children” I stated then smiled “When I get back from seeing Marie”
I practically skipped out the door and down the stairs to the car that was waiting in the alley. I got in and started it up before I realised I didn't know where Marie was exactly, no one had told me. I sighed closing my eyes before opening them, pulling out the alley and turned right.
I was connected to her so I just had to feel my way back to her. I doubt that she felt the same level of connection because she was human and I wasn't but that didn't matter; it just meant that no matter what I'd always be able to find her.
I pulled up outside a fairly bright and well kept house, there was a moving truck in front and the kids were playing on the lawn. Marie was overseeing everything whilst talking to a neighbor I'd never seen before. Moving men were moving stuff I recognized from our home in Philadelphia into this house.
I got out and walked up the lawn to hear what she was saying to the neighbor
“Yeah... I miss him. I'm just waiting for him to get back, he went off to find his biological sister. It feels like he's on a different planet”
“Not any more” I said loud enough for both of them to turn and stare at me. Marie's eyes went wide and she gasped in pure disbelief
“ZAN!” she dropped the box she was holding and ran at me. I pulled her into my arms and held her close
“I missed you so much” I whispered to her and I felt her shaking against me “I'm sorry I left, Marie”
“I thought you were never coming back. I thought you had been killed” she replied with tears shining in her eyes. She looked absolutely distraught
“Would I really let myself be parted from you? Would I let Kivar take me away from you?” I asked her rhetorically “You were what kept me alive. The hope that I would see you again”
“What was it like? Up there?”
“You weren't there with me. It was hell” I replied and she started to stroke my face
“You're covered in blood” whispered Marie “What did they do to you?”
“I'll tell you later. Not in front of the boys” I answered her as I spared Alex and Charlie a glance. I pressed a kiss to her forehead before turning round to see them watching me intently “ALEX! CHARLIE!”
“DAD!” they rushed over and I pulled both of them into my arms and hugged them tight. I was so glad to be back on Earth and reunited with them.
“Did you miss me?”
“Of course we did!” they both replied in unison before glaring at each other
“Mom says we have to live in Roswell now” Charlie stated
“Is that right?” I stood up looking to Marie for answers
“I didn't know when you were coming back and I didn't know really what to do about going back home... especially after your parents... Zan and Langley helped me find this place. They got people to pack our things up and ship them here. I was going to stay here and wait for you” she explained and I sighed before spotting the neighbor who'd been listening intently to the entire conversation. She coughed when she realised we'd cottoned on to the fact that she'd been listening in
“Everyone's meeting up later. We've got a lot to talk about and discuss... I found her. My sister”
“She's here?”
“I left her with Max, Liz, Kyle and Serina...” I told her then sighed “Let's go inside. I hope this place has a shower”

TBC...
"Would it be okay if I ride home with you after school?"
"Sure you can ride me home... I mean ride you home..." he trailed off feeling deeply embarrassed
"I'd like that" she said feeling unlike herself, he grinned and they began working although not really paying attention. - Max & Liz in Where I Follow.
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Re: Storm (CC AUwA Mature) Part 21 19/05/08

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Title: Storm
Author: JaqueDark
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Roswell belongs to Fox.
Summary: Yeah I know it's another baby Zan story. But it's one I couldn't get out of my head. Zan Edison is having trouble sleeping; he can't quite figure out what's keeping him up at night. He's living a happy life with his wife Marie and their two twin boys Alex and Charlie. He knows he's adopted, Marie points out that that might be the reason he's having trouble sleeping. So the young couple investigate and find more than they ever bargained for...
Pairings: CC of course. M/L, M/M, I/J and Zan with an original character Marie.
***
I could hear the children playing downstairs, their laughter floated up the stairs reaching me as I stood under the hot spray of the shower. Even though Max healed me up, I still had the feeling that I was injured; I tried to wash the aches and pains I was used to feeling. The water was soothing and I felt really tired.
Marie was waiting for me when I got out, there were boxes scattered around the room and the floor was bare. The bed was the only thing properly set up in the room; there weren't even curtains on the windows yet
“What happened up there?” she asked as I sat down on the bed, I couldn't help but moan at how soft and comfortable it was
“I was put in a prison the entire time I was there. When we got there Kivar was notified, we went through the portal straight into the palace. He had me taken away and put in the prison... it was like a dungeon really. They didn't really bother with me after that, they left me alone completely; didn't even bring me any food or water. It was only when Anju broke in to see me...”
“Anju?”
“My sister... that's her name”
“It's weird” she stated honestly, her nose wrinkling up cutely
“Kivar found out she broke in... I don't know how. Probably the guard... anyway he had me beaten. Every time I passed out from the pain they would throw water on me, do anything to wake me up so they could continue and make sure I felt everything”
“Why the hell did you go there then? You must have realised that was what they would do”
“She's my sister, Marie, she'd been left with that monster and abandoned by Tess. What if you found out you had a sister? Would you really leave her with a man like that?”
“No I wouldn't but I don't have a sister. All I have in this world is you and the boys now... I can't loose any of you, I don't know how you coped when I... when I was dead”
“I didn't. I didn't cope at all, when you died I felt like all I would do was follow you. The pain was unbearable, it was like that on Antar. I couldn't sense you, I wanted to feel your soul but I couldn't and it was like you were gone from me again. I never want to feel like that again, never want to be without you. I need you Marie, I need you now. I want to... try and connect with you, please”
I scooted closer to her and put my hands on her cheeks cupping her face, I stared into her eyes and everything just clicked. She gave this little surprised gasp and her eyes drifted shut, I felt my mouth touch hers and before I knew it the world was spinning and I was falling down onto the bed with her cradled atop me.
She opened her eyes and soon I was the one dizzy and spinning, her soul was beautiful and warm and full of light and life and it was blending with my own. Everything about the moment seemed incredible until a phone rang somewhere breaking our miracle moment. I sighed as she buried her head against my chest and I suddenly realised that she'd got the towel unwrapped off me. She lay atop of me and I cradled her in my arms
“It's probably the others wondering where we are. We're going to have to deal with all this” I said and she shook her head
“I don't want to. I've only got you back and they want to stop me from having a private moment with you?”
“We'll have tonight, Marie, I promise” I told her “Tonight there will be no stopping any private moments, ok?”
“Okay” she said with a sigh
*
Alex and Charlie fidgeted in the back of the car as we drove to the CrashDown. I was dreading this because there would be a lot of talk about all sorts of things, things I wasn't sure if I was ready to hear, if I was ever going to be ready to hear them.
By the time we got there everyone else had already arrived. Anju and Kiara were sat on the couch talking quietly with Kyle and Serina, they looked pretty close and I hoped that Kyle was our father because she had already started the father/daughter bonding process and I knew it would hurt her a great deal if she found out that it had been another one of Tess's lies.
Max and Liz greeted me with a warm hug, Pippa was sat off to one side with a protective arm around Adam; he didn't look too happy. Michael and Maria were in the kitchen making food with the help of Isabel. Jesse was sat watching the TV with the children pretty much surrounding him, they all seemed focused on the box not following the high tension in the rest of the room.
“Kids” said Max “Why don't you go watch the TV in the other room?”
“But Uncle Max...!” complained Loni, Max gave the no nonsense don't argue look and all of them got up trudging somberly to the next room. Pippa and Adam didn't move
“You two go with them” I told Alex and Charlie, they unlike the others had no quarrel about going to watch TV in Jeff and Nancy's bedroom.
I sat in the arm chair next to where Kiara sat on the couch and Marie perched on the end. Maria, Michael and Isabel came in from the kitchen bringing food and setting it down on the table. Maria disappeared off and I guessed she must have been giving the kids something to eat and checking they were all alright.
“So...” Max began and I sighed, I could tell what he wanted to know
“I don't know for sure” I told him “Tess told me... I don't believe half the things she said but I believe her about this”
“Is there any way of knowing? For sure? I mean they could be...” Kyle trailed off and Serina squeezed his hand
“We could test their blood, right?” suggested Michael “I mean Liz... you taught all that science and biology stuff and you doubled as a nurses assistant... wouldn't you be able to take some samples and compare them?”
“It's not that simple Michael” she sighed “I can compare their blood but all I would see is their cells. I don't have the equipment to do a proper test, we'd have to go to the hospital for that and I don't really think that's a good idea. We don't know how different their blood cells actually are. If they're alien then they're going to be like Max's blood cells and a dead give away that they aren't human”
“There must be something” Anju begged speaking up for the first time “All my life I've dreamt of meeting me parents! Now my father is here in this room and I don't know who he is! Please!” Kyle reached out and took her hand holding it to give her strength, I stood up and Marie slipped into the chair behind me.
I went over and knelt down in front of Anju and took her hand. I created a connection with her before closing my eyes, I knew she did the same and we tried to locate the person who matched the energy we were sharing. We both opened our eyes and saw Kyle, Kyle was our father
“You!” she gasped “You're my father!” both Kyle and Serina pulled her into a hug. I stepped back giving them time, I had had a family and now I needed to let her have hers.
I saw Adam glaring at me, Pippa was actually doing her best to hold him back. He looked furious that I wasn't his brother; after all he'd shared all those private things with me about when he was taken. I offered him a small sad smile and made a mental note to tell him about what it was like for me on Antar being kept in that little cell.
Max and Liz caught my attention, they both looked a little saddened by this revelation but also happy as well. I know what it meant for them, that Max hadn't sleep with Tess and they'd given themselves to no one else but each other. I nodded to them and they smiled back before hugging; this was good news for them.
“What was Antar like, Zan?” Pippa asked speaking up for the first time since we'd arrived
“I don't know”
“You were up there for a week!” Adam hissed “How can you not know?” Marie took hold of my hand linking her fingers with mine for strength; I didn't know if it was strength for her or for me
“When I got there Kivar had me thrown in a cell. I was there the entire time”
“So Kivar's alive?” asked Isabel, Jesse switched the TV off as Isabel made her way over to him
“Not anymore... Tess killed him” I explained “He was... he was having a guard torture me... she was posing as Anju... she must have just lost it and killed him and the guard” the anger I'd sensed from Adam completely disappeared and I knew he was comparing what I'd just told everyone to his own experiences
“What happened to her?” asked Liz from Max's arms
“I left her there, once I had Anju I came back here to Earth. Larek... he told me that I had to take Anju to Earth where it would be safe. Kiara, our grandmother, came with us to protect us”
“So... that's Tess's real mother, her alien mother?” asked Max and I nodded
“She can only speak Antarian. Anju can translate for her”
“Could you ask her to tell us how...” Michael began glancing over at Max who nodded “How we came to be on Earth”
The room fell quiet as Anju asked the question in Antarian, Kiara didn't seem surprised that she'd been asked but she asked something equally surprising
“She wants to know if she's in the presence of King Zan and Queen Elizabeth” Anju stated, Kiara became very agitated as she looked round the room trying to figure out who was the King and Queen.
“Tell her that it's me and Liz, and that we don't go by royal titles anymore. We're not a king and queen, we're not in charge of anyone”
“Kiara...” Anju got our grandmother's attention and relayed the message. Apparently it didn't work as well as Max hoped; the poor woman struggled to the floor to bow down in front of Max and Liz. They exchanged glances then Liz knelt down to help the woman up
“You don't have to do that” she said as she helped her back onto the couch “Thank you for looking after Anju while she was on Antar”
“It... no problem. She family” she said in weak English “Zan, Anju family...” she said something else that no one could understand
“What'd she say?” Michael asked impatiently
“She said that she's sorry that she didn't do a better job protecting my brother. She couldn't really do anything because Zan was Kivar's prisoner, if she could have gotten you out she would have”
“Let her know that I don't blame her for what happened to me. I was pr... no, I wasn't prepared for it but I knew it'd happen, it wasn't her fault and I'm just glad that she protected you all this time” Kiara cracked up when Anju told her that, she got up off the couch and held me in her arms. She seemed deeply proud of me and I couldn't help but hug her back
“Get her to tell her about why we're on earth” Michael demanded
“I can't get her to do anything!” she snapped back and he looked surprised, she'd played quiet translator so far “She's not some toy that you can wind up! If you don't mind we've had a very long journey indeed and she's finally been reunited with her grandson; you're lucky she's told you anything at all! You've waited this long for the story, you can wait a little longer”
“She's right” Maria agreed with a nod of her head, Michael opened his mouth to complain but she gave him a look as she moved into his arms, whispering quietly to him. I had a feeling they would talk later
“Yeah I think that this would be a good time to call it a night”
“Wait, where are we going to go?” asked Anju as she held her grandmother's hand
“Anju... Kyle and I... your father and I want you to come with us home” said Serena
“What about my gramma?” she added “Can she come too?”
“We don't have enough room” said Jim finally saying something
“Gramma can stay with me” I heard myself speaking up “That's if... she doesn't mind staying with me. I can't speak Antarian or anything but I'd like the chance to get to know her”
“I'm sure she'd like that” she nodded, I glanced at Marie. She looked a bit perturbed but said nothing. Anju told Kiara the plans, I hugged my sister and watched as she went off with our... well parents. That would take some time getting used to, but I decided there and then that night that Anju should spend more time with Kyle and Serina; I had had parents, she hadn't so it was only fair.

TBC..
"Would it be okay if I ride home with you after school?"
"Sure you can ride me home... I mean ride you home..." he trailed off feeling deeply embarrassed
"I'd like that" she said feeling unlike herself, he grinned and they began working although not really paying attention. - Max & Liz in Where I Follow.
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Re: Storm (CC AUwA Mature) Part 22 27/05/08

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Title: Storm
Author: JaqueDark
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Roswell belongs to Fox.
Summary: Yeah I know it's another baby Zan story. But it's one I couldn't get out of my head. Zan Edison is having trouble sleeping; he can't quite figure out what's keeping him up at night. He's living a happy life with his wife Marie and their two twin boys Alex and Charlie. He knows he's adopted, Marie points out that that might be the reason he's having trouble sleeping. So the young couple investigate and find more than they ever bargained for...
Pairings: CC of course. M/L, M/M, I/J and Zan with an original character Marie.
***
It was hard with the language barrier between us but we managed to show her that she would be sleeping on the fold out couch; I had to chuckle when she saw me fold the couch out. It made me realise how we take simple things for granted. I just felt bad that she couldn't sleep on a proper bed since more of our stuff was still packed up in boxes after Marie had everything shipped here. We managed to find her a blanket and some pillows and she got to sleep on her magic fold out bed.
I found Marie already lying in bed when I got to the bedroom. She looked like she had a lot to say so I stripped down to my shorts quickly and joined her in bed, as soon as I was in she scooted over and pulled me into her arms.
“You can show me what they did to you right?” she asked so quietly I barely heard her “With your powers?”
“Marie...” I began, I didn't want to show her because then I was sure that she would feel everything. It was just far too intense and I'd already put her through so much, I didn't want her to feel what it was like for her soulmate to be tortured
“Please Zan, just show me” she interrupted me and I sighed reaching out my hand to take hers. I looked in her eyes as those memories came to the surface; she gasped then began struggling like she was experiencing this herself. I jerked my hand away from her but she kept rolling and thrashing
“Marie! Marie!” it took me a while for me to get her attention but when I did she stopped and stared up at me with such fear in her eyes
“Oh God Zan!” she sobbed and I pulled her into my arms while she cried. That night was one of the longest nights I've ever had.
***
I came down into my new kitchen and saw boxes scattered everywhere. Alex and Charlie were sat at the cook top island with bowls of cereal listening to Kiara talking; she seemed a joyful dear old woman and I felt a swell of pride knowing she was related to me. They couldn't understand a word she was saying but they were enjoying themselves none the less, I had a feeling that she was talking to them about the bowl of cereal they'd given her.
“Good morning Gramma” I said using the name Anju had for her, I don't know why I did, it just felt right to use it
“Zan” she smiled then said something else gesturing to my boys that I didn't understand. In the end she gestured to herself “Kiara...” before pointing at me “Zan...” then pointed at the boys
“Oh I see” I stated and I moved to stand behind my two boys “Alex. Charlie”
“Ahlllex Chhhaaaarleeeee” she nodded then ruffled there hair
“Dad, who is she?” Alex asked me before shoveling another mouthful of cereal into his mouth

“She's your great gramma. My real mother's mother” I explained
“Is she from that other planet?” Charlie asked, he seemed to be watching a lot closer than his brother did
“Yes she is. She's from Antar” I replied. Charlie decided to take it upon himself to teach his great gramma all about earth culture via the TV; Alex got annoyed that Charlie wasn't playing with him.
I reached for the coffee and poured myself some just as Marie came down the stairs. She looked worse for wear so I handed my mug to her and poured one for myself
“We don't have to talk about it” I said as I sat down opposite her “It's in the past for me, I know it was scary and a terrible thing but I went through it, I'm fine and I'm back where I belong. I knew nothing they would do could harm me because I had you to come back to”
“But I felt what you went through... I felt it Zan. You were so scared and you thought you were going to die”
“Marie!” I pulled her to me “I wish I had never shown you. Please, love, let's talk about it later. I'm back now and I'm alive, I want to spend my time with you and the kids”
“Okay” she replied “I'll make breakfast then we'll unpack”
We all sat down to breakfast together, Gramma pulled a face when she tasted what Marie had made, I just slide a bottle of Tabasco to her. She doused her plate with it then there were no more complaints.
After breakfast Charlie went back to teaching Gramma while Alex helped us unpack. We started with the boys room, Marie unpacked their clothes while I set up their bed. We worked in silence for most of the day, we lost track of time.
Charlie came bursting into the room we were unpacking at the time and announced that it was dinner time
“Gramma and I made dinner” he said with a big grin, I glanced at my watch and saw what time it was. I couldn't help but smile at his enthusiasm
“Oh you did, did you?” I asked as I scooped him up in my arms. I carried him downstairs tickling him as I went, as soon as I saw the kitchen I stopped in my tracks. Everything was laid out pretty much exactly like it was before all our stuff was moved here. I put Charlie down and looked round in wonder
“I showed Gramma what it looked like before and we unpacked. Then we made dinner, I showed her how to make pasta” he said with a triumph. I saw Gramma standing near the table that was laid out with a very formal meal. She looked down waiting for me to say something
“It's wonderful!” I said not really believing they'd unpacked the whole floor of our house while we'd only managed two rooms; something told me that alien powers had helped. I called Marie and Alex down and they too got the surprise of their lives “Gramma and Charlie unpacked and made dinner”
We sat around in messy old house clothes eating dinner, it was a bit spicy and Marie wasn't used to it but apart from that it was delicious.
“Tomorrow we'll see about getting you two into school” said Marie, the boys groaned
“Do we really have to go to school?” Charlie complained “Can't we stay here with Gramma?”
“No” I replied, agreeing with my wife “You need an education and besides, you'll make loads of new friends!”
“We'll have to find jobs too” she mused “We might have to commute” I nodded. Once dinner was finished Marie, Gramma and the boys wandered into the living room to watch TV while I cleaned up.

TBC...
"Would it be okay if I ride home with you after school?"
"Sure you can ride me home... I mean ride you home..." he trailed off feeling deeply embarrassed
"I'd like that" she said feeling unlike herself, he grinned and they began working although not really paying attention. - Max & Liz in Where I Follow.
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Re: Storm (CC AUwA Mature) Part 23 07/06/08

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Title: Storm
Author: JaqueDark
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Roswell belongs to Fox.
Summary: Yeah I know it's another baby Zan story. But it's one I couldn't get out of my head. Zan Edison is having trouble sleeping; he can't quite figure out what's keeping him up at night. He's living a happy life with his wife Marie and their two twin boys Alex and Charlie. He knows he's adopted, Marie points out that that might be the reason he's having trouble sleeping. So the young couple investigate and find more than they ever bargained for...
Pairings: CC of course. M/L, M/M, I/J and Zan with an original character Marie.
***
It was like nothing had changed, that I'd just moved from one place to the other and everything had stayed the same. But it wasn't the same, not really, I had found out who I was and who my parents were. I was an alien with an equally alien twin sister, I had been born on another planet because several decades ago some guy made a deal with another guy and some girl decided to follow through and hand us over. We could have been killed as babies and I would never have known this life. But we'd lived and I'd had a life, I had a family and I was happy sure enough. But Anju? She was in her mid twenties and she'd never been to school, never made friends, never went to a dance or held hands with a boy or rode a bike. Thanks to Tess, Anju was alive but she hadn't lived.
“Penny for your thoughts” I looked up and I saw Marie standing in the doorway
“I was thinking about everything... Anju and the fact that I'm not human. All this... stuff”
“Reflection” she nodded bringing her psychobabble into it “You have time to think about it now. You're not running for your life or worrying about us or going to alien planets, you can actually sit down and process all that's happened. I'm sure there's a lot for you to think about and work through” she said, I dried my hands and pulled her into my arms
“You went through it all too” I pointed out and she stiffened against me “There's a lot for you to process and work through as well. You were dead Marie, that is a really big thing to deal with”
“I don't want to talk about that” she snapped
“Why? Because of Aimee?” I whispered, she shook her head
“I don't want to talk about it” she repeated
“You'll never be free of it if you don't. I was completely destroyed when I lost you, I want to talk about the time you were gone from me” she pulled away from me
“Why?”
“So I can process it, deal with it then move on. I have a lot to go through and I want to go through it so I can move on. I'm not saying things will be as they were, there's no way that could happen. But I want us to have as close a normal life as possible, I want to have more kids with you... I want to see Alex and Charlie graduate and get married. I want to surprise you with stupid vacations when we're in our late fifties. I want that, I don't want to go through all this alien crap anymore. I may be alien but that doesn't mean that I want to go along with all the crap I've been through in the past two weeks... and I don't want you dwelling and agonizing over it when you shouldn't be. I want you to be happy”
“I have you Zan. I have the boys. I'm alive, I'm happy” she said dully, I didn't believe her
“Then why can't I sense your happiness? You're my soul mate Marie, I know you as well as you know me. You're not happy”
“Don't pull that alien reading crap on me” she hissed without emotion
“I'm not pulling any alien crap or voodoo or anything like that on you. I'm pulling completely human crap on you” I said with a smirk as I moved closer and pulled her into my arms. She was close to loosing it completely “I think we should go to bed” she nodded looking away.
I padded into the living room and saw the boys were doing their best not to fall asleep, Gramma had already unfolded out her magic couch bed and was trying to stay awake to watch the TV.
“Come on boy's it's time to go to bed” I ordered, they groaned but came over. I hugged them goodnight and they wandered off upstairs to bed.
“Goodnight” Gramma said as I turned the TV off, I was surprised by her knowing the proper term in English
“Goodnight Gramma” I replied not bothering to hide my shock. She rolled over and I killed the light before wandering into the kitchen.
Marie was still standing there near the cook top island looking completely lost, I could see she'd been crying and I had a feeling there would be lots more crying to come. I scooped her up in my arms and carried her up the stairs bridal style to our room.

TBC...
"Would it be okay if I ride home with you after school?"
"Sure you can ride me home... I mean ride you home..." he trailed off feeling deeply embarrassed
"I'd like that" she said feeling unlike herself, he grinned and they began working although not really paying attention. - Max & Liz in Where I Follow.
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