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Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2005 12:43 pm
by dreamer393
~Alex~
Just believe me when I say I care about you and never meant for this to happen. But I can't take it back.
Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2005 12:48 pm
by KarenEvans
Isabel/Calypso
Fine!...even in my head I could make out the hurt and betrayal in my voice
I feel having a good cry but I refuse to be so weak
Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2005 12:50 pm
by dreamer393
~Alex~
Isabel please....
I stop and think for a moment. Glancing down at Maria I stroke her hair in an attempt to comfort her.
I did not mean to hurt you.
Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2005 12:54 pm
by KarenEvans
Isabel/Calypso
But you did...and I had promised myself a long time ago that I would never let another man hurt me the way Scott did.
I pause,considering whether to go on or not
Then you came along and in less than 24 hours you made me doubt all the barriers I had put up to protect myself but I was stupid to do that...coz in the end I did hurt.
Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2005 12:59 pm
by dreamer393
~Alex~
I really don't want to but I know she needs to hear it.
"In highschool Liz, Tess, Maria, and I were best friends. We did everything together. But outside of everyone else Maria and I were the closest and we quickly fell in love with eachother. After two years of dating she broke it off and I still have no idea why. So you see I couldn't tell Maria no...not when I still have feelings for her."
Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2005 1:06 pm
by KarenEvans
Isabel/Calypso
Anger starts rushing through me again...Are you deliberately trying to hurt me? I start rubbing my temples as they begin to throb
Then go tell her you love her and STOP playing games with me.I don't give a damn what you do anymore.You're not the person I thought you were and I cannot let myself feel for you again...it just hurts too much.
Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2005 1:11 pm
by dreamer393
~Alex~
bad move.....
Isabel I love you but this is for the best. Its easier this way.
I wanted to say it was best this way but I couldn't bring myself to...not when deap down I know it isn't.
Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2005 1:16 pm
by KarenEvans
Isabel/Calypso
DON'T TELL ME YOU LOVE ME!!
In spite of my resolve a few tears find their way down my cheeks
This isn't love...I may not have loved anyone for a long time but I still remember what it feels like and it doesn't bring only pain.
Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2005 1:20 pm
by dreamer393
~Alex~
Her words are like a needle to my eye. She does not think this is love. She doesn't love me.
Despite what you believe I do love you.
Without as much as a goodbye I break the connetion and return my attention to Maria who continues to cry.
Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2005 1:25 pm
by KarenEvans
Isabel/Calypso
'IDIOT!' I mutter to myself as I lie back down on the sofa 'Next time I 'll know better than to think that one of them can be different.'
'Love me...what a load of BS!'