Posted: Sun Mar 25, 2007 12:14 pm
OOC: I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I know this sounds like a broken record, but seriously, my life is crazy right now. I'm doing very very little outside work, last weekend I was home for a couple of days, but then I was seeing my parents of course, and prior and since that I'm still doing lots of overtime at work. I'm just sooooo tired at the moment, and I'm really sorry for not posting. This doesn't actually do anything, except catch up again for Anya and Liz. I know I'm not pulling my weight on here, and I'm so sorry, I thought I had things under control, but then I found out otherwise :-S.
~Liz~
I know how hard this has to be for Max, and I only wish there was more that I could do. It's hard on everyone I guess - the kids because they're finding out something huge, and the rest of us because it brings back so many memories... I can't even imagine how we're going to begin to explain it all as Nate says that they want the whole story soon, but I know it's something that we need to do. We've left it far too long as it is, and the time to put off doing it is fast disappearing...
Swallowing, I look up at Max, feeling his hand on my shoulder, feeling his inner turmoil and knowing it only mirrors my own. It'll be okay...I'm here...I try to convey my thoughts through my eyes, but I only wish at this moment in time that he could hear me...
Then, before we have chance to say anything more, Ava interrupts with the new that Zan has been...arrested...? A part of me wonders if I've misunderstood, but I don't think so, especially not from Max's reponse as his focus immediately shifts to this new development.
"Sure..." I respond with a swift nod as he asks me to unseal the door, watching as he heads out through the door, Nate following him quickly without a word as Ava steps forward and hands me a business card. Her comment about the partying causes me to chuckle, before nodding as she tells me which rooms they're staying in. "Okay, I'll tell him..." I smile softly and reach to hug her again. "It's good to see you again, even under the circumstances Ava...I'm sorry I didn't write more often..."
Stepping back, I now move towards the door Max sealed earlier, pressing my hand against the lock and concentrating for a moment, before the pushing it slightly, allowing it to swing back and forth just to demonstrate it's been sorted, before then turning back to the remainder of the group.
Before I can say anything, Micah and Natalie are heading out too, I'm not sure where too, although I'm guessing maybe they're following Max. I think for the moment there's going to be enough people there, and really I can't leave the diner compeltely without explaining rather more than I really want to. Besides, what good am I really going to do right now. To say nothing of how am I going to get there... No, it seems I'm stuck here until later... With a sigh, I slide down into one of the chairs, shaking my head slowly.
"Aunt Liz..."
I look up, not having realised that Anya was still there, which could be because it's so unusual, sitting around, staying quiet isn't her usual style, but I think this has taken everyone by surprise, and I guess that makes different people act in different ways... Forcing a smile, I stand and walk over to her. "I thought you'd have gone with Natalie and Micah..." I comment softly.
She shakes her head, for once it seems at a loss for words. "How come you and Uncle Max never tried to find Zan...?"
The way she asks it is so simple, and yet the answer is anything but... I swallow and shake my head. "Zan's mother told us he was normal sweetheart...and if he had been with us he would have been in danger... Your Uncle wanted him to be safe...and he thought that giving him away was the best way to do that... He wanted him to have a normal life...something that we couldn't have given him..."
"Do you think it was the right decision...?"
"Do you know how much like your mother you sound right now...?" I respond, putting off answering for just a moment. So blunt and to the point... Maria's not always like that I know, but there have been times and sometimes it's very much like mother like daughter..." I see her continuing to look at me, and I know she's not giving up - another trait she gets from her mother. "I don't know honey...we did what we thought was right at the time... And from the way it turned out, maybe the answer is no, it wasn't the right decision, but we can't change that now, only move forward..."
She seems to think a moment and then nods. "So...I'd really like to get to know Zan more...and I'm sure Nat would too...maybe you could ask Ava about some tickets for the concert...?"
I raise an eyebrow as I realise what she's doing, apparently over the whole drama for the moment, and back to the subject that she and Natalie have been begging Maria, Michael, Max and I about for well over a month. "This would be the concert that you'd have to miss school for...I thought your mom had already answered that one, and your dad for that matter..."
Anya gives a wry smile. "Just thought it was worth a try..."
OOC (again): Assume that Liz would send Max a text, maybe with the numbers of the rooms in the Tumbleweed (which I know he doesn't need thanks to Micah) after this, which is way before what the others are currently doing now anyway. Sorry, I just waited too long to involve them with the rest I though, so I'm doing what I can...
~Liz~
I know how hard this has to be for Max, and I only wish there was more that I could do. It's hard on everyone I guess - the kids because they're finding out something huge, and the rest of us because it brings back so many memories... I can't even imagine how we're going to begin to explain it all as Nate says that they want the whole story soon, but I know it's something that we need to do. We've left it far too long as it is, and the time to put off doing it is fast disappearing...
Swallowing, I look up at Max, feeling his hand on my shoulder, feeling his inner turmoil and knowing it only mirrors my own. It'll be okay...I'm here...I try to convey my thoughts through my eyes, but I only wish at this moment in time that he could hear me...
Then, before we have chance to say anything more, Ava interrupts with the new that Zan has been...arrested...? A part of me wonders if I've misunderstood, but I don't think so, especially not from Max's reponse as his focus immediately shifts to this new development.
"Sure..." I respond with a swift nod as he asks me to unseal the door, watching as he heads out through the door, Nate following him quickly without a word as Ava steps forward and hands me a business card. Her comment about the partying causes me to chuckle, before nodding as she tells me which rooms they're staying in. "Okay, I'll tell him..." I smile softly and reach to hug her again. "It's good to see you again, even under the circumstances Ava...I'm sorry I didn't write more often..."
Stepping back, I now move towards the door Max sealed earlier, pressing my hand against the lock and concentrating for a moment, before the pushing it slightly, allowing it to swing back and forth just to demonstrate it's been sorted, before then turning back to the remainder of the group.
Before I can say anything, Micah and Natalie are heading out too, I'm not sure where too, although I'm guessing maybe they're following Max. I think for the moment there's going to be enough people there, and really I can't leave the diner compeltely without explaining rather more than I really want to. Besides, what good am I really going to do right now. To say nothing of how am I going to get there... No, it seems I'm stuck here until later... With a sigh, I slide down into one of the chairs, shaking my head slowly.
"Aunt Liz..."
I look up, not having realised that Anya was still there, which could be because it's so unusual, sitting around, staying quiet isn't her usual style, but I think this has taken everyone by surprise, and I guess that makes different people act in different ways... Forcing a smile, I stand and walk over to her. "I thought you'd have gone with Natalie and Micah..." I comment softly.
She shakes her head, for once it seems at a loss for words. "How come you and Uncle Max never tried to find Zan...?"
The way she asks it is so simple, and yet the answer is anything but... I swallow and shake my head. "Zan's mother told us he was normal sweetheart...and if he had been with us he would have been in danger... Your Uncle wanted him to be safe...and he thought that giving him away was the best way to do that... He wanted him to have a normal life...something that we couldn't have given him..."
"Do you think it was the right decision...?"
"Do you know how much like your mother you sound right now...?" I respond, putting off answering for just a moment. So blunt and to the point... Maria's not always like that I know, but there have been times and sometimes it's very much like mother like daughter..." I see her continuing to look at me, and I know she's not giving up - another trait she gets from her mother. "I don't know honey...we did what we thought was right at the time... And from the way it turned out, maybe the answer is no, it wasn't the right decision, but we can't change that now, only move forward..."
She seems to think a moment and then nods. "So...I'd really like to get to know Zan more...and I'm sure Nat would too...maybe you could ask Ava about some tickets for the concert...?"
I raise an eyebrow as I realise what she's doing, apparently over the whole drama for the moment, and back to the subject that she and Natalie have been begging Maria, Michael, Max and I about for well over a month. "This would be the concert that you'd have to miss school for...I thought your mom had already answered that one, and your dad for that matter..."
Anya gives a wry smile. "Just thought it was worth a try..."
OOC (again): Assume that Liz would send Max a text, maybe with the numbers of the rooms in the Tumbleweed (which I know he doesn't need thanks to Micah) after this, which is way before what the others are currently doing now anyway. Sorry, I just waited too long to involve them with the rest I though, so I'm doing what I can...