Roswell Revisited Part 4 (AU/CC Mature)

KarenEvans · Post by **KarenEvans** » Fri May 12, 2006 3:14 pm

Isabel

"To be honest Iz, I haven't really thought about it...I mean, it's been years, and we've never heard anything." he admits honestly

"Oh." that's all I can say because that leaves so many things unanswered
I don't want to make demands on him,after all we've barely been a couple for twelve hours but if he leaves something in me will die

"Would you leave if you were given the chance?I mean what if someone from your planet came here with a ship and said 'let's go home'.It is a possibility.Someone must know you three are here." I can't help but ask that

Fehr'sBear · Post by **Fehr'sBear** » Fri May 12, 2006 3:24 pm

Alex

"Oh." Isabel's response isn't a very positive sounding one, so I look over at her carefully. Why is she worrying about all of this now? I mean, I don't know anything about my life, would I just up and leave this one?

"Would you leave if you were given the chance?" She asks, mirroring my thoughts, and I sigh.

"I don't know. I mean, I'm happy here, but if Michael and Liz were going to go, I probably would. I mean, they're my family..."

KarenEvans · Post by **KarenEvans** » Fri May 12, 2006 3:28 pm

Isabel

"I don't know. I mean, I'm happy here, but if Michael and Liz were going to go, I probably would. I mean, they're my family..."

That is what I dreaded he'd say.

I sit up quickly so that he doesn't see the lone tear that seeps out from the corner of my right eye.

"I understand."

Fehr'sBear · Post by **Fehr'sBear** » Fri May 12, 2006 3:34 pm

Alex

"I understand." Isabel says quickly, sitting up. I can tell that was what she was expecting, but that she isn't happy about it. I mean, honestly though, what would she do?

"Isabel, listen. Just...we don't need to think about this now, do we?"

KarenEvans · Post by **KarenEvans** » Fri May 12, 2006 3:37 pm

Isabel

"Isabel, listen. Just...we don't need to think about this now, do we?" he asks me and I turn to look at him not bothering to hide the tears now

"If we don't talk about this now,we'll only be sweeping the issue under the carpet and it will just lie there.It'll always be at the back of our minds...at least my mind."

I get up hastily,"I can't do this Alex...I'm sorry,I want to so much but I can't."

Fehr'sBear · Post by **Fehr'sBear** » Fri May 12, 2006 3:53 pm

Alex

"If we don't talk about this now,we'll only be sweeping the issue under the carpet and it will just lie there.It'll always be at the back of our minds...at least my mind." Isabel says, crying openly. This is so sudden. I mean, one minute it's the best day ever, and now she's worried about me leaving?

"I can't do this Alex...I'm sorry,I want to so much but I can't." She says, getting up quickly.

"No. Isabel..." I reply, getting up just as fast. Before she can turn and walk away, I grab her arms gently, hugging her.

"We can. We can do this. Because we both want to. You don't think that I worry about it every day?"

KarenEvans · Post by **KarenEvans** » Fri May 12, 2006 3:58 pm

Isabel

"We can. We can do this. Because we both want to. You don't think that I worry about it every day?" he tries to reassure me and for one moment I let myself relax against his tall frame before pulling away

"You'll leave and where will that leave me...I couldn't bear it.I'll fall in love with you and you'll go 'coz they are your family." I say in a choked voice

"It'll break my heart Alex...I'm not as strong as you,I will not be able to take the disappointment.I'm not like Maria."

Fehr'sBear · Post by **Fehr'sBear** » Fri May 12, 2006 4:08 pm

Alex

"You'll leave and where will that leave me...I couldn't bear it.I'll fall in love with you and you'll go 'coz they are your family." Isabel pulls away from me, her voice choked up. Why is she doing this now, why is this whole thing blowing up in my face? I never should have told her.

"It'll break my heart Alex...I'm not as strong as you,I will not be able to take the disappointment.I'm not like Maria."

"I know you aren't like Maria Iz, but what would you do in this situation? Would you leave if your mother asked you to? Woulc you leave me here? It's not that I want to leave, it's just that I want to find out about my family."

KarenEvans · Post by **KarenEvans** » Fri May 12, 2006 4:13 pm

Isabel

"I know you aren't like Maria Iz, but what would you do in this situation? Would you leave if your mother asked you to? Woulc you leave me here? It's not that I want to leave, it's just that I want to find out about my family."

"I know I am probably sounding selfish Alex" I wipe the tears from my cheeks with the back of my hand "but how can I ever let myself go with you...if I know you are going to leave one day.I know that I already love you...and that I am in danger of falling in love you...what's the point?"

Fehr'sBear · Post by **Fehr'sBear** » Fri May 12, 2006 4:16 pm

Alex

"I know I am probably sounding selfish Alex but how can I ever let myself go with you...if I know you are going to leave one day.I know that I already love you...and that I am in danger of falling in love you...what's the point?" Isabel asks, and I just stare at her, stepping back.

"Isabel, if you don't know what the point is, then maybe we shouldn't be dating. And besides, it isn't definite that I'll ever leave."