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~Dom~

I walk into the hotel room just long enough to take my cameo-pattern bakini into the bath room to change. I walk back through the room calling out to Ava over my shoulder, “Be in the pool Mum if you need me.”

I walk out to the pool. The crew is lounged out with a beer in every hand. Mark who is charged of keeping the equipment clean comes up to me and asks, “So where’s Zan we ran out of weed a couple of hours ago.”

I smile at his stupidity. “He’s in jail.”

“Oh bummer. Is Ava not gonna get him out this time?” He asks and I’m sure he might be a little more concern if he wasn’t high right now.

“Nope…We decided to leave him in there.” I say.

"Bummer." Is Marks only reply.

I push past Mark leaving him in his daze. I throw my towel on a chair. Making my way to the radio I turn the music up. The band The Cult is blasting through the speakers.

I've still got your face
Painted on my heart
Scrawled upon my soul
Etched upon my memory, baby

And I've got your kiss
Still burning on my lips
The touch of my fingertips
This love so deep inside of me, baby

I've tried everything that I can
To get my heart to forget you
But it just can't seem to


I sway to the music as a shot of vodka is past to me. I swallow in one gulp letting the familiar sting burn its way down the back of my throat, blocking out the events of today. I continue dancing to the music. I dance a couple of times with a couple of the crew members until I remember the pool.

I walk to the edge and jump into the clear blue water letting the cool moisture consume my body. I come back up and grab a float. Jumping up on it I close my eyes and let the music and the vodka relax me.
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The Lyrics are from a song written by Zan about his daughter. Actually a Staind song)


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****ALSO NEW ZAN VIDEO ON MY SIGGY THAT HAS SOME INTERESTING FOORAGE ON IT
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*Max*

I start a bit at Nathaniel's announcement. I wasn't planning on talking about this in front of Micah. As much as he's family, too, it doesn't mean he needs to know all the details. Still, I'm guessing there's a good chance the kids would have told him and Anya afterwards, anyway.

"I was looking for a government facility hidden in a convenience store so we staged a robbery. They'd been hiding our spaceship there," I explain. "I was able to get in and see the ship, but when I went back later, it was gone."

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~Drake~

“Yeah we’re coming.” Ava says and climbs in after letting her daughter in. I turn on the music and start driving, knowing where she meant for the motel because I’d seen it on my way into town and thought it was the stupidest name ever.

When we arrive, I see a truck and as I pull to a stop, Ava climbs out and I do the same, watching as Ava waves to some people before heading toward a room, “This way.”

When we get inside, I note that her daughter decides to go out and then Ava seals the door. “Aright so spill.” Ava says and I smirk as she crosses her arms over her chest.

“Pops said several things when my moms wasn’t around. One of the main things was that if I’s ever saw you, I’s was to tell you that he knows he was fucked up with how’s he treated you, but he’s proud of you for getting out whiles you could. He realized when I’s was likes four that you were family and you were able to resist moms control more then he could. He also said that back when he saws you last, he wouldn’t of said it, but he was supposed to kill you the same day they killed your Zan and he went against Lonnie on that idea.”

I pause as I remember the conversation, it seemed odd now that I think of it, dad was more emotional that day then I’d ever seen him, “He said I’s was to look for you if anything happened to him cause you’s was the closest thing I had to family and to tell you that he’s sorry he brought Nikolas to you doorstep and that the Skins aren’t through yet.”




~Natalie~

“Maybe you should talk about that later. Right now I need to talk to your dad about Zan.” The first words I hear as I enter the room with Micah at my side and I can’t help but wonder as we both remain silent, just what is going on.

“Actually, the Utah trip was about Zan, too, but what do you want to say?” Dad questions the Sheriff.

“He was arrested for prostitution at 15. He’s got a long string of drug and alcohol-related arrests. Not to mention destruction of property,” Valenti says, “He’s high as a kite right now. Drugs or alcohol or both. You sure you want to get involved with this?”

“Nat and Micah!” Nate exclaims and moves a bit giving us the chance to get closer.

"Hey kids," Dad says and then glances through the window.

“I’m sure, Jim. He’s my son,” Dad says and again I’m taken by how surprised I am with that statement.

“Besides, if he's that drunk, you don't want him here causing trouble if his powers go berserk. I’d love to know how he’s managing,” I note Micah watching Zan for a moment before he glances at the Sheriff and I wonder what my cousin thinks of all of this. He was really supportive when we were in the car on the way over, but I know he’s hiding something. I’ve always known he was hiding something at different times but I refused to push him to tell me.

“Please get him out of there,” Dad asks Valenti and the Sheriff agrees and walks out.

"Hey Natalie," Nate says and I glance over at him, "Did you know Dad was arrested when he was a kid?" I lift my brow in question as I feel a small smile light my lips.

“For what?”

"I was looking for a government facility hidden in a convenience store so we staged a robbery. They'd been hiding our spaceship there," Dad explains and I simply nod, thinking that there was more to this entire adventure too. "I was able to get in and see the ship, but when I went back later, it was gone."


~Micah~



I listen to the Sheriff, Uncle Max and then Nate and Nat as they talk, but I find myself constantly looking through the window toward Zan. When the Sheriff finally leaves and a moment later I see him in with Zan, talking to him I watch his body language and find myself wondering if he’s ever had any real tenderness from anyone.

“Well fuck me.” Zan’s words reach my ears as he steps into the room and sees all of us. I can’t keep from getting a slight smirk as I manage to bite back the words I’d almost responded with.

“Where’s Ava?" He asks next.

“The motel.” I reply keeping my gaze steady and expression from revealing anything else at the moment. “Nat and I were around long enough to hear that you’ll be in rooms seven and eight.” I wonder what he’ll think when he finds out that his daughter is on her way here with her mother.
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*Nat*

From the other side of the mirror, I hear the Sheriff talking about Zan’s parents and mentions that his mom had lived with him. When did that happen? I don’t remember mom ever talking about living with Uncle Kyle.

Turning my attention back to my dad, I ask, “I thought you said the robbery had something to do with Zan.”

“It did,” Dad says. “He was the reason I needed to find the ship.” Before he says more, Zan and the Sheriff come into the room and Dad stops his explanation. There’s something odd there. It’s like he’s embarrassed or something.



*Max

As I finish the short explanation of my arrest. So far, I haven't mentioned Liz or corrected Nat's assumption about Michael being involved. I pause, wondering how to go on and explain about Tess and Zan. Through the speaker system, I hear Jim explain to Zander that he’s dropping all the charges for respect of both his parents. Both? He still holds Tess in respect after what she’d done to us? Well, actually, we think she did die to save Zan and that does deserve some respect, if it’s true.

But dropping all charges? I hadn’t expected that. I thought he’d reduce it to ‘drunk and disorderly’ or something along those lines. I expected that I’d have to pay some manner of fine on the order of two to five hundred dollars. To get off with nothing – I hope Zan appreciates that, although I’m going to guess he won’t. He’s probably used to special treatment because of his status as a rock star.

I see Zan jump back as the sheriff touches him. I can tell he’s scared. Knowing how he’s been hurt in the past, I can’t blame him. It must be hard to believe that he’s really safe. He comes in swearing at the sight of us and asks after Ava. Micah explains that Ava went on to a hotel and he gives the room numbers.

“She’s not coming?” I ask, somewhat surprised. “Well, I’ll give you a ride then.,” I tell Zan. Then, turning to the Sheriff, I add. “Thanks for everything.. I hope you won’t have any trouble for this.”

“I’ll be fine. Don’t you worry, Max,” Jim assures me. I have to take him at his word. I know this is minor compared to some of the other favors he’s done for me and Isabel and Michael over the years – particularly covering up Peirce’s death, or losing his job over our help in Laurie’s kidnapping – but it’s still another case of him bending the rules to help us.

“Okay. Let’s go, then,” I say to the group. I would rather take Zan back to my house so we can talk, but I guess that will wait. Ava can answer his questions about Antar and I’ll explain about Tess later. But all that will need to wait until he’s more sober and I need to talk to my kids about Tess, too.
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Days before you came
Counting breaths inside me
Even crack cocaine
Couldn't start to hide me
Won't you join me now



Zan

“The motel.” Micah says. She really didn’t come and get me? I don’t believe it. Is she really that pissed at me? “Nat and I were around long enough to hear that you’ll be in rooms seven and eight.”

“She’s not coming?” Max says asking the very question I was pondering myself. Of course I’d never admit it but I’m a little hurt. Max came to get me even though he’s only known me a few hours, even if I am his…well lets not think about that right now. But still I would have thought Ava would have come to make sure I was okay. She always has in the past.

“Well, I’ll give you a ride then.,” Max says and then thanks the Sheriff. I am about to protest but then I remember this town didn’t even have a cab service when we were trying to find someone to pick us up. I think that’s what Ava was groaning about.

“Okay. Let’s go, then,” I hear Max say and everyone files out of the room and I try to concentrate on walking straight. We get out of the police station and I take a deep breath of the now cool evening air. The shirt the sheriff gave me keeps slipping off my shoulder and as I push it back up I touch the bite mark that bastard left on me. Stupid asshole, he better be glad I am drunk or he would he bleeding to death in that cell floor from ‘unknown causes’.

We eventually reach someone’s care and I’m not really aware of what’s going on around me or even the many hands helping me into the car. I just know there is a comfortable back seat that has my name all over it. As soon as the door closes I lean my head against the back of the seat and pass out…



Ava

The fact that Rath ever did anything to help me surprises me but when I think back about my life back then it does make sense. But that he apologized, now that is the kicker and I’m not completely sure I believe that but Drake seems sincere about it.

But Rath was right about us being family. We might not have liked each other but we were all we had. And now Drake is out on his own facing this threat by himself and I don’t feel very comfortable about that.

“Would you mind sticking around for a while until we figure out what the hell we’re all going to do? You are welcome to stay with us and hang out with the band and the crew if you want. Or you can just stay by yourself either way I’d feel better if you were close by.” I tell him and I mean it. We might not be blood but we are family.

"What I don't understand is why all of this is happening now? They lay quiet for almost 20 years and just pop up out of nowhere. It's strange. Almost like they were waiting on something." I say this last bit mostly to myself trying to fit the puzzle pieces together.
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*Max*

I watch Zan carefully as he maneuvers out of the station. He's unsteady as anything, wobbling all over the place. I want to reach out and help him but after seeing the way he recoiled from the sheriff, I'm guessing it wouldn't be well recieved.

"This way," I guide him gently, suppressing a sigh. Maybe he is more human than me and Michael since I don't see any sparks or anything. When he gets close, I open the door and Zan manages to pour himself into my car. I bite my lip and shake my head.

"Hey, he's here!" someone says. I look up and see some people with cameras coming around the side of the building. I'm not sure if they're reporters or fans but either way, we don't need this.

I turn to look at Nathaniel and Natalie. She came with Micah but I assume they'll all be coming with me. "Get in then," I say. "Let's get out of here."


*Nathaniel*

Zan looks like a wreak. I can't help but thinking that if it were me, Dad would be reading me the riot act as soon as I was sober. Maybe Dad will chew out Zan, too, but that would be kinda weird since they don't even know each other.

Dad says to get in. Seeing the group of people heading towards us, I hurry to do that but as get to the door, I turn to Micah. I know he came in his own car but this isn't over. His dad was supposed to be watching Drake. "Are you going to be following or are you going back to the Crash?" I ask as I get into the car.
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~Natalie~


“I thought you said the robbery had something to do with Zan.” My brother comments and I look sharply toward my dad.

“It did,” Dad replies, and I wonder what is going on even more, “He was the reason I needed to find the ship.”

Zan comes in and asks about Ava to which my cousin explains that… well, our cousin explains to him that Ava went to the hotel. “She’s not coming?” Dad seems surprised, somehow I’m not. I know how many times I read the articles where Zan was getting arrested and being bailed out by Ava. I’m certain she’s tired of it and since she realized my dad was coming, she trusted him to take care of Zan. “Well, I’ll give you a ride then.” I listen as Dad turns to Valenti, “Thanks for everything.. I hope you won’t have any trouble for this.”

“I’ll be fine. Don’t you worry, Max,” Sheriff Valenti assures dad and I simply shrug, wondering what’s going on. How much does the Sheriff know about this?


“Okay. Let’s go, then,” Dad says and I nod, prepared to follow him.






~Micah~



Uncle Max offers to give Zan a ride and a part of me wished I’d spoken up first. Granted, it was kind of a dangerous game I’d been starting to play earlier because I can well imagine how my father will react if he ever finds out that I prefer men over women. Zan seems unsteady and it makes me angry as I wonder just what all happened to him.

We all walk out and Uncle Max helps Zan into the back of the car and I also move to help, wishing I could do more but afraid of how my family would react if I did.

"Hey, he's here!" A voice suddenly shouts and I turn seeing people with camera’s. Just great. Last thing anyone needs to see right now is Zan the way he is.

"Get in then," Uncle Max says, "Let's get out of here." Natalie nods and goes around to the other side, climbing in next to Zan. Somehow her expression makes me think that she’s more then ready to take on anyone that decides to mess with him. It’s kind of cute to see her like that.

Nate looks over at me as he gets to the car door, "Are you going to be following or are you going back to the Crash?" He climbs in and I laugh.

“Are you kidding? Go back to the Crash and miss the excitement? I’ll be right behind your family, man. Then, if it’s still cool, we can go hang out.” I reply toward my cousin. “I’ll catch you soon.” With that, I run over towards my own car and climb in, glad for the silence as I start driving, following behind Uncle Max.







~Drake~


“Would you mind sticking around for a while until we figure out what the hell we’re all going to do? You are welcome to stay with us and hang out with the band and the crew if you want. Or you can just stay by yourself either way I’d feel better if you were close by.” Ava replies and I really don’t know how to respond. I hadn’t expected her to accept me being around so easily or really be concerned about me.

"What I don't understand is why all of this is happening now? They lay quiet for almost 20 years and just pop up out of nowhere. It's strange. Almost like they were waiting on something." Her last words I can tell weren’t towards me.

“Of course, they’s had to wait until the heir was of a certain age to try and end things in a different way. They’s either gonna kill him or try and bring them to their side. Least, that’s what I’d be thinkin’ if I wanted a power trip like they do. Not to mention, if they’s get their hand on Max’s grandkid, they’d have a perfect pawn to get people to do what they want. Pops told me about stuff like that before.” I put in, sitting down on the bed as I look at her, “I’ll stick around, figure I owe my pops anyway. He’d want you safe and I figure I’s got a score to settle when Duke arrives. He’ll come here.”
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~Michael~

After everyone has gone I relax on the couch. The bliss of silence. Thought I soon remember I'm suppose to be keeping an eye on the new kid in town. With a sigh I stand to leave. Telling Liz bye, I jump into my truck and head for the motel.

I postion myself so I can see what's going on. It seems to me they are having a party. I notice Dom out of all of the guys. She drinks a couple of shots of vodka before dancing with some guys. I wonder where her mother could be? Obviously she's busy are she wouldn't let her teenage daughter be drunk around all these idiots that look completely high on something.

I contintue to watch the party from my car. The boy's keep passing around something to smoke. Dom has postioned herself on a lounge chair. She is laughing at something the boy beside her has said. I can't help but notice how much her smile reminds me of Tess and Ava.

I stay in my car "keeping an eye" on everything. I assume Max hasn't arrived yet because I don't see his car. I wait for him as I watch the party.
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Ava

“Of course, they’s had to wait until the heir was of a certain age to try and end things in a different way. They’s either gonna kill him or try and bring them to their side. Least, that’s what I’d be thinkin’ if I wanted a power trip like they do. Not to mention, if they’s get their hand on Max’s grandkid, they’d have a perfect pawn to get people to do what they want. Pops told me about stuff like that before.” He says as he sits down on the bed and it take me a minute to process that. How would these people even know about Zander and Jayden in the first place. Max said something about the FBI but that doesn’t explain how the skins found out about Zander. I think there is more to this story than Max has gotten a chance to tell me about.

“I’ll stick around, figure I owe my pops anyway. He’d want you safe and I figure I’s got a score to settle when Duke arrives. He’ll come here.” Drake finishes saying and I just nod still in thought. If the skins know about Zander then that means Khivar would have to know too. How would having Max’s heir on his side really help matters though. Unless it was to turn him against Max. But what would be the point? Khivar is on Antar and ruling it. What does it matter if all of us our dead and he has control of Zander? And what about Max’s other children? Drake got out alive and his parents are dead, were they planning on turning him too? I’m missing something here and I just can’t figure it out.

“Alright, I think we’ll regroup in the morning.” I say “You take this room and me and Dom will be next door if you need me…I’m glad you made it here okay.” I say finally before stepping out of the room. First thing I notice is the party is still going on full blast which doesn’t surprise me, although it will probably wind down sooner without Zander here. I hope Max got him out okay. If he didn’t he would have probably called, at least I hope so.

“Band Members!!!” I yell “You guys have a morning photo shoot so I’d suggest you get some sleep because either way your getting up bright and early in the morning!”

I’ll let them make there own decision…well except for one. “Dominique that wasn’t a suggestion for you!!! Get your ass to bed.” I yell as I make my way the room next door. I made them mover the photo shoot we were supposed to do out here so we wouldn’t have to cancel. Besides the desert seems a cool place for some pictures of the band.

I get ready for bed and climb in. Today has been exhausting and it seems to have lasted forever. Just as I’m almost asleep my cell phone rings. Damn.
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