Re: Decisions AUwA (Mature) 12/03/10
Posted: Sat Dec 04, 2010 2:13 am
Fatigue is a progressive process – but certainly not a linear one. After a certain period of wakefulness most people start to feel fatigued. Over the next ten to twelve hours, the fatigue becomes intense. But then it may relent for five or six hours – replaced instead by what psychologists call inappropriate affect. At first that may be hyperactivity or even euphoria. But eventually – despite the best the autonomic nervous system can do to flog the limbic system to maintain consciousness, the quality of the consciousness itself will progressively erode on a downhill path toward physical and emotional collapse. Max wasn't too far from that point.
As he looked down at the map – heck as he looked out at the world – Max wasn't even processing visual images normally. The paper – like the terrain around him – seemed colorless and grainy. There had been nothing wrong with the printer that had produced the map – there was nothing wrong with the surrounding desert – Max's brain simply wasn't resolving the visual images that well. To make matters worse, it wasn't only the visual cortex of the brain that wasn't working all that well. He'd reached the point where his ability to analyze situations was almost nonexistent – which was why he was looking curiously at the map and wondering which way 'north' was. In fact, he really wasn't up to any sort of complex task, even simple awareness of his immediate surroundings was marginal, which is why the voice behind him took him totally by surprise.
“You looking for the Parker ranch” asked Abernathy.
Max turned to see a man with a rifle casually slung over his shoulder.
Despite his impaired condition even Max knew that he was wearing a dayglo orange jump suit stenciled with the words 'Chaves County Jail.' His palms went out instantly toward the man. Even in his fatigue and confusion he had no intention of letting anyone keep him from Liz, armed or not.
“I have to see Liz... Liz Parker....”
Abernathy smiled when he saw the hands go up. “You don't need to surrender to me, kid, I'm not a cop. It's none of my business what you wear or....,” he said, smiling at the police car, “..what you drive either. If you want, I'll show you the way to the Parker place.”
“You will?” asked Max. The man seemed unthreatening despite the rifle. He let his hands drift slowly down to his sides.
“Sure. Get in your car there and I'll hop in the passenger side and I'll show you just how you can get to see your girlfriend. I sort of doubt you'll find her on your own.”
Despite his concerns about the man's real intentions, all Max could really think about was Liz and the risk she was in. 'Why couldn't she have had the surgery – not just a biopsy,' he thought to himself for perhaps the hundredth time. But that wasn't what he said. What he said was, “Sure, get in. Which way do we go?”
About two minutes later Max saw the ranch house … and the OTHER police car. He looked at it apprehensively. “Oh, don't worry about them.” said Abernathy, nodding in the direction of the patrol car. They aren't going to cause you any trouble. But that guy right there,” he said, indicating Williams who was only now stepping off the porch and coming toward them, a brown paper sack in his hand,”...that's Mr. Williams, and HIM you'd better pay attention to...”
A few seconds later, Max was getting out of the car and Williams was standing next to him.
“Max Evans, you have NO idea how happy I am to see you..,” he said.
“I need to see Liz,” said Max.
“...And see her you shall, my lad,” Williams said, looking over Max to make sure he was unarmed, He waved to the ranch house where McCarthy's face was in the window. The man twisted around abruptly and Max looked up at the window to see Liz's face … with a pistol under her chin. “Now if you don't want her to die, you'll do exactly what that man wants you to do,” Williams continued.
Max looked at Liz, too confused and fatigued to think clearly. If he tried to powerblast – or anything else through that window – there was no way he could keep Liz out of the shower of fragments from the window that would break in front of her. Even if he took down the two men near him he'd never stop the third from killing Liz in the time it would take him to get inside the building … and the clock was ticking. Every moment of delay was another opportunity for Liz to die a horrible death as the monster within her burrowed its way through her flesh. He couldn't help her from outside. If he surrendered, maybe they'd take him to her....
“I'll do whatever you say... just don't hurt her.”
“Very reasonable young man. In a moment we are going to be tying your hands behind your back. But before we do that, we need you to drink this – all of it.”
Williams pulled a bottle half full of amber liquid from the bag, then carefully wiped it with a cloth and – still using the same cloth – handed it to Max. He tasted it tentatively – remembering the smell from the night Liz had thrown something like this in his face. He hesitated as he remembered that night, drawing a warning from Williams.
“All of it – drink it down and we'll take you to see her. You don't and that man will put a bullet into her brain.”
Max looked at Liz and saw the terror in her eyes, He didn't blame her. She probably remembered what he'd done to her that first time. But the man with the pistol under her chin would kill her if he didn't – it wasn't like he really had any choice at all....
As he looked down at the map – heck as he looked out at the world – Max wasn't even processing visual images normally. The paper – like the terrain around him – seemed colorless and grainy. There had been nothing wrong with the printer that had produced the map – there was nothing wrong with the surrounding desert – Max's brain simply wasn't resolving the visual images that well. To make matters worse, it wasn't only the visual cortex of the brain that wasn't working all that well. He'd reached the point where his ability to analyze situations was almost nonexistent – which was why he was looking curiously at the map and wondering which way 'north' was. In fact, he really wasn't up to any sort of complex task, even simple awareness of his immediate surroundings was marginal, which is why the voice behind him took him totally by surprise.
“You looking for the Parker ranch” asked Abernathy.
Max turned to see a man with a rifle casually slung over his shoulder.
Despite his impaired condition even Max knew that he was wearing a dayglo orange jump suit stenciled with the words 'Chaves County Jail.' His palms went out instantly toward the man. Even in his fatigue and confusion he had no intention of letting anyone keep him from Liz, armed or not.
“I have to see Liz... Liz Parker....”
Abernathy smiled when he saw the hands go up. “You don't need to surrender to me, kid, I'm not a cop. It's none of my business what you wear or....,” he said, smiling at the police car, “..what you drive either. If you want, I'll show you the way to the Parker place.”
“You will?” asked Max. The man seemed unthreatening despite the rifle. He let his hands drift slowly down to his sides.
“Sure. Get in your car there and I'll hop in the passenger side and I'll show you just how you can get to see your girlfriend. I sort of doubt you'll find her on your own.”
Despite his concerns about the man's real intentions, all Max could really think about was Liz and the risk she was in. 'Why couldn't she have had the surgery – not just a biopsy,' he thought to himself for perhaps the hundredth time. But that wasn't what he said. What he said was, “Sure, get in. Which way do we go?”
About two minutes later Max saw the ranch house … and the OTHER police car. He looked at it apprehensively. “Oh, don't worry about them.” said Abernathy, nodding in the direction of the patrol car. They aren't going to cause you any trouble. But that guy right there,” he said, indicating Williams who was only now stepping off the porch and coming toward them, a brown paper sack in his hand,”...that's Mr. Williams, and HIM you'd better pay attention to...”
A few seconds later, Max was getting out of the car and Williams was standing next to him.
“Max Evans, you have NO idea how happy I am to see you..,” he said.
“I need to see Liz,” said Max.
“...And see her you shall, my lad,” Williams said, looking over Max to make sure he was unarmed, He waved to the ranch house where McCarthy's face was in the window. The man twisted around abruptly and Max looked up at the window to see Liz's face … with a pistol under her chin. “Now if you don't want her to die, you'll do exactly what that man wants you to do,” Williams continued.
Max looked at Liz, too confused and fatigued to think clearly. If he tried to powerblast – or anything else through that window – there was no way he could keep Liz out of the shower of fragments from the window that would break in front of her. Even if he took down the two men near him he'd never stop the third from killing Liz in the time it would take him to get inside the building … and the clock was ticking. Every moment of delay was another opportunity for Liz to die a horrible death as the monster within her burrowed its way through her flesh. He couldn't help her from outside. If he surrendered, maybe they'd take him to her....
“I'll do whatever you say... just don't hurt her.”
“Very reasonable young man. In a moment we are going to be tying your hands behind your back. But before we do that, we need you to drink this – all of it.”
Williams pulled a bottle half full of amber liquid from the bag, then carefully wiped it with a cloth and – still using the same cloth – handed it to Max. He tasted it tentatively – remembering the smell from the night Liz had thrown something like this in his face. He hesitated as he remembered that night, drawing a warning from Williams.
“All of it – drink it down and we'll take you to see her. You don't and that man will put a bullet into her brain.”
Max looked at Liz and saw the terror in her eyes, He didn't blame her. She probably remembered what he'd done to her that first time. But the man with the pistol under her chin would kill her if he didn't – it wasn't like he really had any choice at all....