Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2004 1:16 am
You guys know I love you, right? Every chapter you guys rock my world. I know I promised you a part this weekend before my life really gets kinda hectic. I'm sorry it's at the tail end of the weekend, but my weekend was busier than expected. I've been working on a new board that a few friends and I are opening up. I'll eventually be posting all of my fics on this new board - so yay! One central place for all of my fics! Hehe. The board is called The Roswell Cocktail and you can find it here. I'd love to see some of your beautiful faces over there.
Anyway, I've got an early morning tomorrow (ugh) so I'm just going to leave this new chapter in your hands. So thank you for all your great feedback. I can't express how much I appreciate it. Happy writing and reading everyone, and enjoy.
Lines borrowed from episode Sexual Healing.
Chapter Eleven
Liz glanced through the slit of the door, peeking to see if Natalie was in the hallway. Her left hand cradled the cordless telephone against her ear, and her right cupped the space between her lips and the receiver. Her voice was low and whispery, every hair on her body standing at attention.
“Nat’s been in her room for like, an hour,” she murmured. “She came in here, stole a top when I wasn’t looking, and has been holed up in her room ever since.” Liz let out a quiet giggle. “And she refuses to admit it’s a date.”
“If she says it’s not a date, then it’s not a date.” Max’s voice was rich and gentle to Liz’s ear. “Tsk, tsk, Liz,” he scolded teasingly. Max raised his voice to replicate Nat’s, and said jokingly, “We’re <I>just</I> friends!”
Liz rolled her eyes. “Oh, puh-lease,” she drawled. “Just friends my ass!” She turned her back to the door and whispered quickly into the phone. “Nick is just her friend like you are just my friend!”
“Maybe she’s doing the same thing you are,” offered Max. “Trying to hide her relationship.”
“Hide!” Liz exclaimed. “I’m not hiding anything. I’m just, well – protecting her from being hurt.”
Max sighed. “Natalie isn’t a stupid kid. Don’t you think she knows about us yet? It has already been a month.” He paused, repeating the words he had shared with Liz several times in the past week. “Nat isn’t stupid – maybe she’s really okay with us but she’s too embarrassed to say anything.”
“Max,” replied Liz slowly as if she were addressing a child. “I know my sister. When she finds out about you and me, there will be explosions and rampant screaming and threats of brutal massacres.” Liz fell back onto her bed, and exhaled noisily. She reached up and rubbed her eyes tiredly. “Even if she was okay with us,” continued Liz in a soft voice, “Natalie has never done anything quietly in her life.”
“LIZ!”
“Oh shit,” exclaimed Liz. She sat up swiftly, her eyes round. “I’ve got to go, Max. I’ll call you back.” Without waiting for a reply, she clicked off the phone and threw it farther down the bed.
“Liz?” Nat poked her head inside Liz’s room, and raised an eyebrow in question. Liz sat as casually as she could on the end of her bed, giving Nat a relaxed smile. Nat shook her head and glanced at where the phone was laying. “Were you on the phone?”
“Uh, yeah.” Liz waved her off. “It was just Maria, wanting to chat. You know her,” she laughed nervously. “Chatterbox and all.” Standing up, she moved to where Nat was standing and pulled her into the light of her bedroom. Taking her sister’s wrist, Liz spun her in a circle. “You look very pretty tonight. Nick will definitely enjoy this.”
Nat slapped Liz’s hand away. “For the last time,” she replied irritably. “Nick is just a friend of mine. We’re just going to hang out.” She gave her sister a penetrating stare, and added, “Maybe you do need a life.”
It was Liz’s turn to roll her eyes at her sister. “Please, I get too much enjoyment out of ruining yours,” she joked. “Why would I want my own?” Liz pointed at Nat’s turquoise top, and gave her a pointed look. “If you get anything on that top, you’re paying for dry cleaning. Got it?”
“Yeah, yeah.” Nat waved her off, and glanced into the mirror. She puckered her lips, and smudged her lip gloss a little more. Turning to her sister, she gave Liz a nervous smile. “So I look half decent, right?”
Liz grinned proudly and swept Nat warmly into her arms. Leaning back, she gave Nat a content expression and told her softly, “You look beautiful.” Unaccustomed to the emotional closeness, she tugged playfully on Nat’s long chocolate strands, and added, “Don’t do anything I would do, kid.”
Nat pushed Liz away and smirked. “Well, you don’t do a whole heck of a lot, so I guess I’m pretty much set.”
Liz scoffed and reached over to flick Nat in the forehead. “Just remember who pays the rent around her, chickie.” She heard a light rap on the door and grinned at her sister. Pushing Nat’s shoulder gently, she told her tenderly, “C’mon, get out of here. Go have fun.”
Nat moved for the door, but stopped momentarily and glanced at Liz. A trace of admiration ran through her eyes, and Liz felt herself shiver from the intensity. Giving her a bittersweet smile, Nat said, “Mom would be proud.”
Liz nodded slowly but surely. “Yeah,” she agreed. “She definitely would be.”
~*~*~*~
Max rapped on the door with one hand and tucked the other into his pocket. He rocked back and forth on his heels, waiting for Liz to answer. When long, agonizing seconds passed, he knocked on the tall door again but much more forcefully. His knuckles ached from the effort, but he barely acknowledged the tingle.
“Liz?” His voice boomed through the hall, and he began to pound on the door again. Max’s heart rate began to increase irrationally. He knew that he was overreacting, but a deep ache was beginning to roar to life inside of him. He wanted to see Liz – he <I>needed</I> to see Liz. The pale rosiness of her lips or the meandering strands of hair that always fell across her delicate face – they just made him crave her until the hunger swallowed him whole.
The door suddenly swung open before him, and a sullen Liz stood in the doorway. “I’m sorry,” she deadpanned. “Do I know you?” She glared at him for a moment, and then reeled back in mock surprise. “Surely you’re not Max Evans, because that man adores me too much to awake me so rudely from a nap.”
Max stared at her and felt a current run through him. Even though Liz’s hair fell haphazardly to one side, and a faint red mark still stained the side of her face she had been sleeping on, Max couldn’t control the passion running through him. Pushing Liz against the wall, he ferociously attacked her with his lips.
“Max!” Liz squealed. He felt his craze rise even more at the sound of her voice, and he assaulted the tender skin of her neck with his lips. He moaned at the saltiness that graced his lips, and his arms wrapped protectively around her waist. He pulled her slender body impossibly close to him, his hips rocking sensually against hers.
“Max,” moaned Liz. Her hands rested on his shoulders, but she couldn’t find the drive to push him away. Before long, her hands were tangled in the mop of his hair and she arched her neck higher as he nibbled on her. Swallowing, she said weakly, “We should slow down.”
Max growled with desire, and his smoldering eyes bore into hers before they raced hungrily over her skin. He whispered hotly, “Right this minute… I can’t… not touch you.” He dragged his lips along her ear lobes, nibbling playfully. “You just make me crazy inside.”
Liz stared at him momentarily, before pushing him away. Max stumbled back in surprise, but the fire inside of him flared back to life as he watched Liz tear her top off. She reached back and unclipped her bra, recklessly throwing it away. Max’s lips curled lustfully as he followed suit, removing his own shirt.
Their bodies collided again, lips melded together. Liz’s hands caressed the prominent muscles stretched across Max’s back, as he ran his hands down her thigh. She moaned his name in passion as his hand slipped inside of her pants; her body exploded with fireworks as she felt him touch her bare skin.
“Oh, Max,” she moaned helplessly. “We shouldn’t be doing this.” Liz’s lips slid down the base of his throat as her tongue darted sensually along his Adam’s apple. “This is so…” Liz moaned again, as she felt his hands pull down her pants entirely. “… wrong…”
Max ignored her pleas, and cradled her naked body passionately against his. Swinging her legs up, he hefted her easily and carried her quickly to her bedroom. Liz fell gently onto the bed, and quickly grasped the buttons on Max’s jeans, unfastening them. Her hands were frenzied, and she mumbled distantly, “And my sister… my sister, who I love, is just going to kill me…” Her eyes widened as she stared at Max, his boxers the only thing standing between them.
“If this doesn’t kill me first,” she muttered faintly. Liz reached out for Max, and suddenly their haste to devour each other was thrown away. He intertwined his fingers with hers, and sat down besides her on the freshly made bed. His other hand rose to cup her face tenderly, and she leaned her cheek into it, her eyes focused on him.
“I know this seems crazy,” Max whispered gently to her, his thumb stroking her flawless skin. He leaned towards her, and laid a gentle kiss on her shoulders. It was sweet and affectionate, and nothing like the rough, passionate kisses had been before. He smiled amorously at her, and said softly, “I love you, Liz Parker.”
Liz smiled back, her eyes suddenly moist from the tidal wave of emotion washing over her. She lay down on the bed, her head resting on the pillow. Looking at him, she reached for his hands and pulled him down with her. Liz wrapped her arms around his neck as he knelt above her.
“I love you too, Max Evans.”
~*~*~*~
“It’s okay, Natalie. I don’t bite.”
Nat glanced up from her cherry cola, where she had been fretfully sucking on her straw. She blushed and gave Nick a weak smile. “I’m sorry,” she told him. “I guess I’m just rusty at this whole friend thing.”
Nick waved it off, grinning easily. “Don’t worry about it. I just really wanted to get to know you better.” He leaned back in the booth, his arms stretched across the cushioned seat behind him. “Tell me about yourself, Natalie.”
Nat sighed, her eyes looking elsewhere. “What do you want to know?” she asked. She swirled her straw in the glass, watching the cola whirl around. Glancing up, she shrugged, telling him, “I’m not very interesting.”
Nick leaned forward, propping his elbows up on the table and leaning his head into his hands. “I beg to differ!” he exclaimed. “I think you seem like a very interesting person. Otherwise we wouldn’t be here tonight.” He reached over and lifted her chin up with the tip of his finger. “Tell me anything. Parents? Your sister? What do you like to do? Anything that concerns you, Natalie.”
Nat watched as Nick leaned back again comfortably. Did it mean that he was comfortable with her? Did it mean that she was supposed to be just as comfortable with him? She sighed, and her lips softened into a smile.
“Well, for starters, people call me Nat for short,” she informed Nick. “For the longest time I hated the name Nat. It just sounded so masculine.” Her eyes drifted away, the corners of her lips dipping slowly. “But just the way it rolled off my mom’s lips, Nat was anything but masculine. It was… beautiful. She made me feel beautiful.”
“You are beautiful,” Nick told her softly. He placed his hand over hers, giving her a sympathetic smile. Nat stared at his hand, unsure whether she was uncomfortable or just unfamiliar with the physical touch. For the most part, she wasn’t a touchy feely type of person. Swallowing, she pulled her hand away from his as inconspicuously as she could.
Nick straightened when he realized Nat had pulled her hand away. He studied her for a moment, and Nat began squirming under his eyes. Shaking his head quickly, Nick spoke up again. “So your mom? What’s she like?”
“Dead,” replied Nat quickly.
“Oh.” Nicked blinked, his lips moving for a moment without sound. “I’m sorry to hear that,” he added. “We don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want. We can -”
“She was really pretty,” interrupted Nat. Her arms were folded on top of the table, her eyes sparkling but distant. “She had this red hair that was nearly impossible to keep neat. It was always frizzy and curly.” Nat laughed softly. “She loved Elvis Costello and stand up comedians. Even through the chemo, she’d find a way to laugh.”
“Chemo?” echoed Nick.
“She had breast cancer.” Nat swallowed thickly, and shook her head. “Lets talk about something else.” She tried to give Nick a grin, but it fell short. “What about you? Family? Sisters or brothers? Pets?”
“Both parents, kind of simple people. One sister who is way older than me. No pets. They shed too much.” Nick shrugged. “That’s pretty much all there is to me, so I guess it’s your turn again.”
Natalie laughed. “My turn?” She sat back, and pondered momentarily. “Well, I live with my sister, Liz. You know about my mom and I don’t really know my dad nor do I like him.” She shrugged. “And that’s all there really is to me.”
“What’s the deal with your dad?” Nick questioned.
“There is no deal,” she said distantly. Her glazed over eyes were focused on the saltshaker to the right. “Gerald wasn’t around when I was kid. He had better stuff to do.” Nat began to twirl a strand of hair around her finger, avoiding Nick’s eyes.
“So really, you don’t know where you come from.” Nick’s statement startled Nat, and she stared straight at him, her eyes round and questioning. “Well,” explained Nick, “your mother died and you don’t know your father. Seems to me that you’re missing all your family roots. How do you even know where you come from?”
Nat reeled back, momentarily shocked by his words. Her surprised quickly wore off as her lips slowly pressed together, and a clear expression of anger crossed her face. She shook her head, unable to form words. She began to move out of the booth, obviously insulted by what Nick had said. He grabbed her arm as she started to stomp away from him.
“Natalie!” he called. “Wait! I’m sorry. Just listen -”
Nat spun around, wrenching her arm away from his fingers. She leaned over Nick as he sat in the booth, poking him roughly in the chest. “No, Nick, you listen. You have no idea who I am. We barely know each other. I may not know my father and maybe I didn’t get enough time to know my mother fully, but there is one thing I do know. I know who I am.” Her voice lowered, the words falling in a menacing tone. “I come from a wonderful, giving woman who taught me manners and when to mind my own business!”
Nat turned and stormed away. Her fury and rage were boiling so hot that she could practically feel it bubbling up into her throat. How dare he insult her like that – how dare he insult her mother like that. She felt like a kettle, the anger inside of her body growing hotter and hotter until she was on the brink of exploding.
Nat stomped her way past the exit of the Mexican restaurant. She was already halfway down the block when she heard Nick calling her name. She refused to turn around, and even considering breaking out into a run. She didn’t want to deal with him or any of the stupid, wrong presumptions that he had of her.
“Natalie!” Nick came running behind her, wheezing slightly. “Just slow down and talk to me!”
“Talk to you?” Nat repeated incredulously. She halted and turned to him, her eyes blazing. “I can barely stand to look at you! Why would I want to talk to you?” She was about to turn away again, but he reached for her wrist.
“I’m sorry, all right? I have this bad tendency to shoot off my mouth without thinking things through.” Nick inhaled deeply, trying to regain his breath. Dropping her wrist, he gazed at her with pleading eyes. “I’m sorry if I offended you in any way,” he apologized sincerely.
Nat’s temper began to deflate. She looked away and heaved a heavy sigh. She wanted to be angry still, but suddenly she felt too tired to conjure up the emotions. Crossing her arms over her chest, Nat glanced back at Nick. “You can’t just say things like that,” she told him in a low voice.
“I know and I really am sorry,” Nick replied. He gave her a boyish grin. “I guess I’m not so good at the friend thing either.”
Nat laughed softly. She began to relax, and let go of any residual ill will towards Nick. “I guess not,” she replied. Noticing the dark sky above, she glanced down at her watch. “Damn, it’s pretty late,” she announced. Glancing at Nick, she jerked her head to her right. “C’mon, you can at least walk me home.”
Nick grinned momentarily, and nodded. “So we’re cool?” he asked.
“Yeah, we’re cool,” Nat confirmed. She glanced over at him, and smirked. “Just don’t piss me off on the way home.”
Anyway, I've got an early morning tomorrow (ugh) so I'm just going to leave this new chapter in your hands. So thank you for all your great feedback. I can't express how much I appreciate it. Happy writing and reading everyone, and enjoy.
Lines borrowed from episode Sexual Healing.
Chapter Eleven
Liz glanced through the slit of the door, peeking to see if Natalie was in the hallway. Her left hand cradled the cordless telephone against her ear, and her right cupped the space between her lips and the receiver. Her voice was low and whispery, every hair on her body standing at attention.
“Nat’s been in her room for like, an hour,” she murmured. “She came in here, stole a top when I wasn’t looking, and has been holed up in her room ever since.” Liz let out a quiet giggle. “And she refuses to admit it’s a date.”
“If she says it’s not a date, then it’s not a date.” Max’s voice was rich and gentle to Liz’s ear. “Tsk, tsk, Liz,” he scolded teasingly. Max raised his voice to replicate Nat’s, and said jokingly, “We’re <I>just</I> friends!”
Liz rolled her eyes. “Oh, puh-lease,” she drawled. “Just friends my ass!” She turned her back to the door and whispered quickly into the phone. “Nick is just her friend like you are just my friend!”
“Maybe she’s doing the same thing you are,” offered Max. “Trying to hide her relationship.”
“Hide!” Liz exclaimed. “I’m not hiding anything. I’m just, well – protecting her from being hurt.”
Max sighed. “Natalie isn’t a stupid kid. Don’t you think she knows about us yet? It has already been a month.” He paused, repeating the words he had shared with Liz several times in the past week. “Nat isn’t stupid – maybe she’s really okay with us but she’s too embarrassed to say anything.”
“Max,” replied Liz slowly as if she were addressing a child. “I know my sister. When she finds out about you and me, there will be explosions and rampant screaming and threats of brutal massacres.” Liz fell back onto her bed, and exhaled noisily. She reached up and rubbed her eyes tiredly. “Even if she was okay with us,” continued Liz in a soft voice, “Natalie has never done anything quietly in her life.”
“LIZ!”
“Oh shit,” exclaimed Liz. She sat up swiftly, her eyes round. “I’ve got to go, Max. I’ll call you back.” Without waiting for a reply, she clicked off the phone and threw it farther down the bed.
“Liz?” Nat poked her head inside Liz’s room, and raised an eyebrow in question. Liz sat as casually as she could on the end of her bed, giving Nat a relaxed smile. Nat shook her head and glanced at where the phone was laying. “Were you on the phone?”
“Uh, yeah.” Liz waved her off. “It was just Maria, wanting to chat. You know her,” she laughed nervously. “Chatterbox and all.” Standing up, she moved to where Nat was standing and pulled her into the light of her bedroom. Taking her sister’s wrist, Liz spun her in a circle. “You look very pretty tonight. Nick will definitely enjoy this.”
Nat slapped Liz’s hand away. “For the last time,” she replied irritably. “Nick is just a friend of mine. We’re just going to hang out.” She gave her sister a penetrating stare, and added, “Maybe you do need a life.”
It was Liz’s turn to roll her eyes at her sister. “Please, I get too much enjoyment out of ruining yours,” she joked. “Why would I want my own?” Liz pointed at Nat’s turquoise top, and gave her a pointed look. “If you get anything on that top, you’re paying for dry cleaning. Got it?”
“Yeah, yeah.” Nat waved her off, and glanced into the mirror. She puckered her lips, and smudged her lip gloss a little more. Turning to her sister, she gave Liz a nervous smile. “So I look half decent, right?”
Liz grinned proudly and swept Nat warmly into her arms. Leaning back, she gave Nat a content expression and told her softly, “You look beautiful.” Unaccustomed to the emotional closeness, she tugged playfully on Nat’s long chocolate strands, and added, “Don’t do anything I would do, kid.”
Nat pushed Liz away and smirked. “Well, you don’t do a whole heck of a lot, so I guess I’m pretty much set.”
Liz scoffed and reached over to flick Nat in the forehead. “Just remember who pays the rent around her, chickie.” She heard a light rap on the door and grinned at her sister. Pushing Nat’s shoulder gently, she told her tenderly, “C’mon, get out of here. Go have fun.”
Nat moved for the door, but stopped momentarily and glanced at Liz. A trace of admiration ran through her eyes, and Liz felt herself shiver from the intensity. Giving her a bittersweet smile, Nat said, “Mom would be proud.”
Liz nodded slowly but surely. “Yeah,” she agreed. “She definitely would be.”
~*~*~*~
Max rapped on the door with one hand and tucked the other into his pocket. He rocked back and forth on his heels, waiting for Liz to answer. When long, agonizing seconds passed, he knocked on the tall door again but much more forcefully. His knuckles ached from the effort, but he barely acknowledged the tingle.
“Liz?” His voice boomed through the hall, and he began to pound on the door again. Max’s heart rate began to increase irrationally. He knew that he was overreacting, but a deep ache was beginning to roar to life inside of him. He wanted to see Liz – he <I>needed</I> to see Liz. The pale rosiness of her lips or the meandering strands of hair that always fell across her delicate face – they just made him crave her until the hunger swallowed him whole.
The door suddenly swung open before him, and a sullen Liz stood in the doorway. “I’m sorry,” she deadpanned. “Do I know you?” She glared at him for a moment, and then reeled back in mock surprise. “Surely you’re not Max Evans, because that man adores me too much to awake me so rudely from a nap.”
Max stared at her and felt a current run through him. Even though Liz’s hair fell haphazardly to one side, and a faint red mark still stained the side of her face she had been sleeping on, Max couldn’t control the passion running through him. Pushing Liz against the wall, he ferociously attacked her with his lips.
“Max!” Liz squealed. He felt his craze rise even more at the sound of her voice, and he assaulted the tender skin of her neck with his lips. He moaned at the saltiness that graced his lips, and his arms wrapped protectively around her waist. He pulled her slender body impossibly close to him, his hips rocking sensually against hers.
“Max,” moaned Liz. Her hands rested on his shoulders, but she couldn’t find the drive to push him away. Before long, her hands were tangled in the mop of his hair and she arched her neck higher as he nibbled on her. Swallowing, she said weakly, “We should slow down.”
Max growled with desire, and his smoldering eyes bore into hers before they raced hungrily over her skin. He whispered hotly, “Right this minute… I can’t… not touch you.” He dragged his lips along her ear lobes, nibbling playfully. “You just make me crazy inside.”
Liz stared at him momentarily, before pushing him away. Max stumbled back in surprise, but the fire inside of him flared back to life as he watched Liz tear her top off. She reached back and unclipped her bra, recklessly throwing it away. Max’s lips curled lustfully as he followed suit, removing his own shirt.
Their bodies collided again, lips melded together. Liz’s hands caressed the prominent muscles stretched across Max’s back, as he ran his hands down her thigh. She moaned his name in passion as his hand slipped inside of her pants; her body exploded with fireworks as she felt him touch her bare skin.
“Oh, Max,” she moaned helplessly. “We shouldn’t be doing this.” Liz’s lips slid down the base of his throat as her tongue darted sensually along his Adam’s apple. “This is so…” Liz moaned again, as she felt his hands pull down her pants entirely. “… wrong…”
Max ignored her pleas, and cradled her naked body passionately against his. Swinging her legs up, he hefted her easily and carried her quickly to her bedroom. Liz fell gently onto the bed, and quickly grasped the buttons on Max’s jeans, unfastening them. Her hands were frenzied, and she mumbled distantly, “And my sister… my sister, who I love, is just going to kill me…” Her eyes widened as she stared at Max, his boxers the only thing standing between them.
“If this doesn’t kill me first,” she muttered faintly. Liz reached out for Max, and suddenly their haste to devour each other was thrown away. He intertwined his fingers with hers, and sat down besides her on the freshly made bed. His other hand rose to cup her face tenderly, and she leaned her cheek into it, her eyes focused on him.
“I know this seems crazy,” Max whispered gently to her, his thumb stroking her flawless skin. He leaned towards her, and laid a gentle kiss on her shoulders. It was sweet and affectionate, and nothing like the rough, passionate kisses had been before. He smiled amorously at her, and said softly, “I love you, Liz Parker.”
Liz smiled back, her eyes suddenly moist from the tidal wave of emotion washing over her. She lay down on the bed, her head resting on the pillow. Looking at him, she reached for his hands and pulled him down with her. Liz wrapped her arms around his neck as he knelt above her.
“I love you too, Max Evans.”
~*~*~*~
“It’s okay, Natalie. I don’t bite.”
Nat glanced up from her cherry cola, where she had been fretfully sucking on her straw. She blushed and gave Nick a weak smile. “I’m sorry,” she told him. “I guess I’m just rusty at this whole friend thing.”
Nick waved it off, grinning easily. “Don’t worry about it. I just really wanted to get to know you better.” He leaned back in the booth, his arms stretched across the cushioned seat behind him. “Tell me about yourself, Natalie.”
Nat sighed, her eyes looking elsewhere. “What do you want to know?” she asked. She swirled her straw in the glass, watching the cola whirl around. Glancing up, she shrugged, telling him, “I’m not very interesting.”
Nick leaned forward, propping his elbows up on the table and leaning his head into his hands. “I beg to differ!” he exclaimed. “I think you seem like a very interesting person. Otherwise we wouldn’t be here tonight.” He reached over and lifted her chin up with the tip of his finger. “Tell me anything. Parents? Your sister? What do you like to do? Anything that concerns you, Natalie.”
Nat watched as Nick leaned back again comfortably. Did it mean that he was comfortable with her? Did it mean that she was supposed to be just as comfortable with him? She sighed, and her lips softened into a smile.
“Well, for starters, people call me Nat for short,” she informed Nick. “For the longest time I hated the name Nat. It just sounded so masculine.” Her eyes drifted away, the corners of her lips dipping slowly. “But just the way it rolled off my mom’s lips, Nat was anything but masculine. It was… beautiful. She made me feel beautiful.”
“You are beautiful,” Nick told her softly. He placed his hand over hers, giving her a sympathetic smile. Nat stared at his hand, unsure whether she was uncomfortable or just unfamiliar with the physical touch. For the most part, she wasn’t a touchy feely type of person. Swallowing, she pulled her hand away from his as inconspicuously as she could.
Nick straightened when he realized Nat had pulled her hand away. He studied her for a moment, and Nat began squirming under his eyes. Shaking his head quickly, Nick spoke up again. “So your mom? What’s she like?”
“Dead,” replied Nat quickly.
“Oh.” Nicked blinked, his lips moving for a moment without sound. “I’m sorry to hear that,” he added. “We don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want. We can -”
“She was really pretty,” interrupted Nat. Her arms were folded on top of the table, her eyes sparkling but distant. “She had this red hair that was nearly impossible to keep neat. It was always frizzy and curly.” Nat laughed softly. “She loved Elvis Costello and stand up comedians. Even through the chemo, she’d find a way to laugh.”
“Chemo?” echoed Nick.
“She had breast cancer.” Nat swallowed thickly, and shook her head. “Lets talk about something else.” She tried to give Nick a grin, but it fell short. “What about you? Family? Sisters or brothers? Pets?”
“Both parents, kind of simple people. One sister who is way older than me. No pets. They shed too much.” Nick shrugged. “That’s pretty much all there is to me, so I guess it’s your turn again.”
Natalie laughed. “My turn?” She sat back, and pondered momentarily. “Well, I live with my sister, Liz. You know about my mom and I don’t really know my dad nor do I like him.” She shrugged. “And that’s all there really is to me.”
“What’s the deal with your dad?” Nick questioned.
“There is no deal,” she said distantly. Her glazed over eyes were focused on the saltshaker to the right. “Gerald wasn’t around when I was kid. He had better stuff to do.” Nat began to twirl a strand of hair around her finger, avoiding Nick’s eyes.
“So really, you don’t know where you come from.” Nick’s statement startled Nat, and she stared straight at him, her eyes round and questioning. “Well,” explained Nick, “your mother died and you don’t know your father. Seems to me that you’re missing all your family roots. How do you even know where you come from?”
Nat reeled back, momentarily shocked by his words. Her surprised quickly wore off as her lips slowly pressed together, and a clear expression of anger crossed her face. She shook her head, unable to form words. She began to move out of the booth, obviously insulted by what Nick had said. He grabbed her arm as she started to stomp away from him.
“Natalie!” he called. “Wait! I’m sorry. Just listen -”
Nat spun around, wrenching her arm away from his fingers. She leaned over Nick as he sat in the booth, poking him roughly in the chest. “No, Nick, you listen. You have no idea who I am. We barely know each other. I may not know my father and maybe I didn’t get enough time to know my mother fully, but there is one thing I do know. I know who I am.” Her voice lowered, the words falling in a menacing tone. “I come from a wonderful, giving woman who taught me manners and when to mind my own business!”
Nat turned and stormed away. Her fury and rage were boiling so hot that she could practically feel it bubbling up into her throat. How dare he insult her like that – how dare he insult her mother like that. She felt like a kettle, the anger inside of her body growing hotter and hotter until she was on the brink of exploding.
Nat stomped her way past the exit of the Mexican restaurant. She was already halfway down the block when she heard Nick calling her name. She refused to turn around, and even considering breaking out into a run. She didn’t want to deal with him or any of the stupid, wrong presumptions that he had of her.
“Natalie!” Nick came running behind her, wheezing slightly. “Just slow down and talk to me!”
“Talk to you?” Nat repeated incredulously. She halted and turned to him, her eyes blazing. “I can barely stand to look at you! Why would I want to talk to you?” She was about to turn away again, but he reached for her wrist.
“I’m sorry, all right? I have this bad tendency to shoot off my mouth without thinking things through.” Nick inhaled deeply, trying to regain his breath. Dropping her wrist, he gazed at her with pleading eyes. “I’m sorry if I offended you in any way,” he apologized sincerely.
Nat’s temper began to deflate. She looked away and heaved a heavy sigh. She wanted to be angry still, but suddenly she felt too tired to conjure up the emotions. Crossing her arms over her chest, Nat glanced back at Nick. “You can’t just say things like that,” she told him in a low voice.
“I know and I really am sorry,” Nick replied. He gave her a boyish grin. “I guess I’m not so good at the friend thing either.”
Nat laughed softly. She began to relax, and let go of any residual ill will towards Nick. “I guess not,” she replied. Noticing the dark sky above, she glanced down at her watch. “Damn, it’s pretty late,” she announced. Glancing at Nick, she jerked her head to her right. “C’mon, you can at least walk me home.”
Nick grinned momentarily, and nodded. “So we’re cool?” he asked.
“Yeah, we’re cool,” Nat confirmed. She glanced over at him, and smirked. “Just don’t piss me off on the way home.”