Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2004 10:52 pm
Here it is! The latest and greatest, well maybe not greatest... but that's all relative. I just wanted to say, that I am NOT a Khivar fan but I think he was misunderstood, I mean the poor guy, so I invented a REASON why he would attack these people and I mean COME ON if Zan loved someone like Ava in his other life, then something was messed up! And anyways this is an AU FIC so I can make it anyway I want!!! But rest assured this fic is 100% dreamer!! And there might be a sequel.... I know it's soon but I just wanted to throw that out there! SHOULD I DO A SEQUEL?
Thank yous to:
purpleant
ayznshorti
roswellluver and my new reader:Angel Eyes You guys are what keep me going! So thank you and I LOVE YOU!!
Part 10:
Aline, known to her friends and fiancé as Lina, looked out the carriage window at Antar, it was her family’s favorite vacation spot. Her family… she sighed and felt tears come to her eyes. It had only been three short years since the horrible accident that had taken her parents and her memory. She felt a movement across from her.
“Are you alright, darling?” her handsome fiancé, Khivar asked her solemnly.
“Yes,” She sighed, she smiled at him, “Just thinking.” He nodded and went back to his paper. She looked out the window again. She couldn’t believe it had been such a short time, she still remembered waking up and not knowing anything. She also remembered the day Khivar had broken the news about her parents. She had moved in with him, although he had hired a chaperone so she could maintain her reputation. She smiled, he had been so gentle and so understanding. She still had not recovered her earlier memories, but she didn’t know what she would do with out him. He had told her after she had started sobbing in frustration trying to get something back, some small glimmer, that they would start making new memories. He had told her to let go of the old, and had filled in many of the blanks. She adored him, but she felt like something wasn’t right, she had held their marriage at bay for the last three years. She had been of age but Khivar had understood, they were getting married in a month. She still felt like something was off and had asked him if they could go back and he had agreed. He was the leader of Xelan, a planet neighboring Antar. It was a democracy and Khivar had won the election in a landslide a year after they had returned. He had received an invitation to the coronation celebrations for the Prince of Antar. So he had agreed that a change of pace would be good for both of them. They had left the wedding preparations to a planner that had also been hired, although Lina would have liked to do it herself. Khivar had told her that she had wanted it this way before the accident and planning a wedding might cause her undue stress. He was always so worried about her. He treated her like porcelain doll always afraid she would break. She bit her lip. Antar was beautiful, she had regretting leaving three years ago and she would regret leaving in a week. The celebration was to take place over the course of a week. They had missed the first day, but it was solely for the Royal Court of Antar, so they wouldn’t have missed very much, the later festivities, as Khivar explained to her, were for outsiders. She let those thoughts slide away and relaxed trying as she had been for three years to access the part of her brain that held her memories. Sometimes she could see things in her dreams, like shadows or blurs of people. She remembered feelings, for a man. She knew that this was Khivar, who else could it be? Those were the best dreams when she remembered him, he was kind and smart and gentle and she loved him. Sometimes, when Khivar was was short with her she wondered if it really was him, but she knew that it was. Although, something nagged at her when they were alone together, she wasn’t completely comfortable, but she loved him and she had grown accustomed to him. She smiled at that, she was excited for her upcoming wedding. She knew that Khivar was a very important man to Xelan and countless ladies had told her how fortunate she was. She smiled, they had not known her, she had apparently been a wealthy country born noble. Her father had supported and helped Khivar rise to his position, in society and she had fallen in love with him and he her. She had the mannerisms of a noble lady, so she knew this was true, but certain things confused her, like the way the ladies moved their hands as they spoke. She knew this was another language, a way to get the real conversation across, but she didn’t know it. It seemed to be ingrained in the ladies of Xelan. She wondered about this, but she had never questioned Khivar. Treason was very dangerous ground on Xelan and she assumed the hand speaking had been developed to avoid any tricky situations. She furrowed her brow, she wished that she understood that hand speaking. Why didn’t she understand it? She could remember the intricacies of all the court dances, like they were second nature. So why did the hand speaking evade her? It was obviously second nature to the court ladies. Why wasn’t it second nature to her? This was another thing that bothered her, she didn’t understand why it did or why it should, she just knew that something was off, it was in the way the ladies looked at her or spoke to her. She shook her head, she was acting like a silly girl with an overactive imagination.
“We’re here,” the driver announced. Serena, her chaperone looked at Khivar, as if asking him a question. Lina stared at them. Khivar got out of the coach and held out his hand to help Lina down. She must have imagined that look, what was going on in her imagination lately? She stepped out and looked at the massive palace before her. The palace in Xelan was grand but she had never seen anything this grand before. She titled her head back trying to see all the way up.
“You’re going to have a sore neck if you keep that up.” Khivar laughed and placed his hand behind her head and rubbed her neck, gently pushing her head level. She smiled at him, “I feel like quiet the country bumpkin here.”
“Yes,” Khivar nodded, still rubbing her neck, “That’s it purpose.” He didn’t say it with any real malice but she could tell there was something, in the way he said it. Like he didn’t like it here, there goes the overactive imagination Aline. She shrugged off Khivar’s hand as the Royal family came out to greet the arriving dignitaries. She kept her head down, as she had been taught. She curtsied and stuck close to Khivar as he introduced her.
“This is my fiancé, Lady Aline of Sercha.” She curtsied again. The King looked at the woman with Khivar, she resembled someone, he couldn’t place his finger on it.
“Welcome, I am very sorry my son could not be here to greet you as well, he was detained earlier by some important business.” The King was lying through his teeth and Khivar knew it. He couldn’t have been happier, the boy apparently didn’t want the throne, or he was unhappy about something. Taking the girl away was having an added bonus, he knew, he could feel it in his bones, that she had something to do with this and now she was his. He hadn’t wanted to bring her here, it had been so much easier to make up small details in Xelan, those fools had been too afraid to argue with him and they had benefited as well since they were now making more money than they had before. But… Aline was perfect and he couldn’t deny her anything, even though he knew it was a huge risk, he had given in to her will. She didn’t even look the same, oh yes, her features hadn’t changed but she was different. Her hair was lighter, Xelan was a desert planet so her skin had darkened and her hair had lightened. Age was another factor, her features had changed as she had gone from shy eighteen year old to a graceful woman. Her mouth was fuller and redder, gone were the baby cheeks to be replaced by smooth tan skin and silky features. She looked all in all like some mysterious woman from the desert and he knew that all he had to do was keep her as far away from Zan as humanly possible. Three years was a long time and the others might recognize her but they would ignore it and call it coincidence. No one knew who he was, his last encounter with Zan having been years ago, and he had manipulated his looks then, so that Zan would remember him as a middle aged gentleman, not the young man he really was. He was a few years older than Aline but not that many and not enough that anyone would be shocked that they were to be married. Zan, however, was another story, he would not ignore his feelings about his girl he would follow through until he had figured out why she was so familiar and Khivar just couldn’t have that. He didn’t worry too much because there were hundreds of dignitaries visting, many of the nobles from his planet had been invited and he had, as was expected brought his own entourage. So he didn’t think that keeping Aline away from Zan would be too difficult, after all, many people would be clamoring for the attention of the new King of Antar. He just would make sure that Aline wasn’t one of them. He smiled as they were shown to their rooms, he even smiled as the servant shut the doors informing them that tonight’s celebration would begin at
10PM and they must arrive within fifteen minutes in order to be announced. He nodded and the servant left. He went to the door connecting his room to Aline’s, she was sitting on a large chair looking out at the palace gardens. He placed his hand on her shoulder.
“Hmmm?” She looked up, “Oh, it’s you. It’s so beautiful here.” She smiled, a quiet smile.
“Not as beautiful as you,” He murmured his hand moving to caress her cheek, she leaned away from him slightly, not enough to be noticeable to outisiders, but he noticed it and it made him angier than usual for some reason. He stormed off. Leaving Aline to think what she wanted.
She hadn’t meant to move away from his touch, but it felt wrong. It felt more wrong than it ever had before, she knew she had hurt him, even if it was unintentional. She decided to go after him, she loved him. She shouldn’t shy away from his touch she wanted to be with him, she wanted to marry him, she just wasn’t prepared to be touched by a man, so… so intimately. She rushed through the halls looking for Khivar, she somehow knew her way around. In Khivar’s home, she got lost looking for the dining hall, but she knew her way around this massive palace. She knew that Khivar had probably gone outdoors, he liked to be outside when he was upset, he told her once it soothed his soul to be outdoors. She walked out into the gardens just as it started to rain. She didn’t care if she got soaked to the bone, she was going to find him and tell him that she loved him. What had started as a quiet little drizzle was now pouring on her, her skirts were soaking and her hair was hanging down her back in disgusting strings. She saw him then, sitting on a bench, getting equally soaked, she wasn’t used to this weather, it hardly ever rained in Xelan. She liked it, even though she was cold and her teeth were chattering.
“M-m-my Lor-d-d, I am s-s-sorry.” She knelt in front of him and placed her hands on his. He looked at her, “I l-l-love you! I d-d-do!” She cried, her teeth chattering. “I j-j-just c-c-can’t- I’m-m n-n-ot read-d-dy.” She looked down, “P-p-please understand.” She whispered. He titled her chin up.
“Aline, I will love you until the day I die, I’m sorry I was so rude and inconsiderate before. Why didn’t you tell me how you felt?” He asked her quietly.
She rested her head on his knees, “I was afraid you wouldn’t understand.”
“Oh…” He stroked her hair, “Darling, I want you to know that you don’t have to ever be afraid of me, I will never hurt you. I swear to you.” She looked up at him them, he was so sure of himself so passionate, he really did love her and even though she had doubts, she had never doubted his feelings for her. She nodded.
“Now, then. Let’s get out of this rain, before we catch out deaths out here.” He pulled her to her feet and wrapped his arm around her, she snuggled into his warmth. He was so protective of her, she felt safe and very loved when she was with him. That would have to be enough for now. “I hate all this bloody rain,” he muttered, more to himself than to her, but she answered all the same.
“Do you? I love it!” She exclaimed laughing and she ran out of his arms and danced a small circle in the pouring rain, she titled her head up towards the sky. “It’s so refreshing! It makes me feel so- so-“
“So wet?” Khivar mused dryly.
“No! It’s not like that.” She grabbed his hand and spun herself away from him and back agan. “It’s like a new beginning each time it rains, it’s clean and fresh and new!” She laughed. He loved her laugh, and so he decided to play in the rain with her. He had rarely seen her this happy and it was over something as simple as rain.
Thank yous to:
purpleant
ayznshorti
roswellluver and my new reader:Angel Eyes You guys are what keep me going! So thank you and I LOVE YOU!!
Part 10:
Aline, known to her friends and fiancé as Lina, looked out the carriage window at Antar, it was her family’s favorite vacation spot. Her family… she sighed and felt tears come to her eyes. It had only been three short years since the horrible accident that had taken her parents and her memory. She felt a movement across from her.
“Are you alright, darling?” her handsome fiancé, Khivar asked her solemnly.
“Yes,” She sighed, she smiled at him, “Just thinking.” He nodded and went back to his paper. She looked out the window again. She couldn’t believe it had been such a short time, she still remembered waking up and not knowing anything. She also remembered the day Khivar had broken the news about her parents. She had moved in with him, although he had hired a chaperone so she could maintain her reputation. She smiled, he had been so gentle and so understanding. She still had not recovered her earlier memories, but she didn’t know what she would do with out him. He had told her after she had started sobbing in frustration trying to get something back, some small glimmer, that they would start making new memories. He had told her to let go of the old, and had filled in many of the blanks. She adored him, but she felt like something wasn’t right, she had held their marriage at bay for the last three years. She had been of age but Khivar had understood, they were getting married in a month. She still felt like something was off and had asked him if they could go back and he had agreed. He was the leader of Xelan, a planet neighboring Antar. It was a democracy and Khivar had won the election in a landslide a year after they had returned. He had received an invitation to the coronation celebrations for the Prince of Antar. So he had agreed that a change of pace would be good for both of them. They had left the wedding preparations to a planner that had also been hired, although Lina would have liked to do it herself. Khivar had told her that she had wanted it this way before the accident and planning a wedding might cause her undue stress. He was always so worried about her. He treated her like porcelain doll always afraid she would break. She bit her lip. Antar was beautiful, she had regretting leaving three years ago and she would regret leaving in a week. The celebration was to take place over the course of a week. They had missed the first day, but it was solely for the Royal Court of Antar, so they wouldn’t have missed very much, the later festivities, as Khivar explained to her, were for outsiders. She let those thoughts slide away and relaxed trying as she had been for three years to access the part of her brain that held her memories. Sometimes she could see things in her dreams, like shadows or blurs of people. She remembered feelings, for a man. She knew that this was Khivar, who else could it be? Those were the best dreams when she remembered him, he was kind and smart and gentle and she loved him. Sometimes, when Khivar was was short with her she wondered if it really was him, but she knew that it was. Although, something nagged at her when they were alone together, she wasn’t completely comfortable, but she loved him and she had grown accustomed to him. She smiled at that, she was excited for her upcoming wedding. She knew that Khivar was a very important man to Xelan and countless ladies had told her how fortunate she was. She smiled, they had not known her, she had apparently been a wealthy country born noble. Her father had supported and helped Khivar rise to his position, in society and she had fallen in love with him and he her. She had the mannerisms of a noble lady, so she knew this was true, but certain things confused her, like the way the ladies moved their hands as they spoke. She knew this was another language, a way to get the real conversation across, but she didn’t know it. It seemed to be ingrained in the ladies of Xelan. She wondered about this, but she had never questioned Khivar. Treason was very dangerous ground on Xelan and she assumed the hand speaking had been developed to avoid any tricky situations. She furrowed her brow, she wished that she understood that hand speaking. Why didn’t she understand it? She could remember the intricacies of all the court dances, like they were second nature. So why did the hand speaking evade her? It was obviously second nature to the court ladies. Why wasn’t it second nature to her? This was another thing that bothered her, she didn’t understand why it did or why it should, she just knew that something was off, it was in the way the ladies looked at her or spoke to her. She shook her head, she was acting like a silly girl with an overactive imagination.
“We’re here,” the driver announced. Serena, her chaperone looked at Khivar, as if asking him a question. Lina stared at them. Khivar got out of the coach and held out his hand to help Lina down. She must have imagined that look, what was going on in her imagination lately? She stepped out and looked at the massive palace before her. The palace in Xelan was grand but she had never seen anything this grand before. She titled her head back trying to see all the way up.
“You’re going to have a sore neck if you keep that up.” Khivar laughed and placed his hand behind her head and rubbed her neck, gently pushing her head level. She smiled at him, “I feel like quiet the country bumpkin here.”
“Yes,” Khivar nodded, still rubbing her neck, “That’s it purpose.” He didn’t say it with any real malice but she could tell there was something, in the way he said it. Like he didn’t like it here, there goes the overactive imagination Aline. She shrugged off Khivar’s hand as the Royal family came out to greet the arriving dignitaries. She kept her head down, as she had been taught. She curtsied and stuck close to Khivar as he introduced her.
“This is my fiancé, Lady Aline of Sercha.” She curtsied again. The King looked at the woman with Khivar, she resembled someone, he couldn’t place his finger on it.
“Welcome, I am very sorry my son could not be here to greet you as well, he was detained earlier by some important business.” The King was lying through his teeth and Khivar knew it. He couldn’t have been happier, the boy apparently didn’t want the throne, or he was unhappy about something. Taking the girl away was having an added bonus, he knew, he could feel it in his bones, that she had something to do with this and now she was his. He hadn’t wanted to bring her here, it had been so much easier to make up small details in Xelan, those fools had been too afraid to argue with him and they had benefited as well since they were now making more money than they had before. But… Aline was perfect and he couldn’t deny her anything, even though he knew it was a huge risk, he had given in to her will. She didn’t even look the same, oh yes, her features hadn’t changed but she was different. Her hair was lighter, Xelan was a desert planet so her skin had darkened and her hair had lightened. Age was another factor, her features had changed as she had gone from shy eighteen year old to a graceful woman. Her mouth was fuller and redder, gone were the baby cheeks to be replaced by smooth tan skin and silky features. She looked all in all like some mysterious woman from the desert and he knew that all he had to do was keep her as far away from Zan as humanly possible. Three years was a long time and the others might recognize her but they would ignore it and call it coincidence. No one knew who he was, his last encounter with Zan having been years ago, and he had manipulated his looks then, so that Zan would remember him as a middle aged gentleman, not the young man he really was. He was a few years older than Aline but not that many and not enough that anyone would be shocked that they were to be married. Zan, however, was another story, he would not ignore his feelings about his girl he would follow through until he had figured out why she was so familiar and Khivar just couldn’t have that. He didn’t worry too much because there were hundreds of dignitaries visting, many of the nobles from his planet had been invited and he had, as was expected brought his own entourage. So he didn’t think that keeping Aline away from Zan would be too difficult, after all, many people would be clamoring for the attention of the new King of Antar. He just would make sure that Aline wasn’t one of them. He smiled as they were shown to their rooms, he even smiled as the servant shut the doors informing them that tonight’s celebration would begin at
10PM and they must arrive within fifteen minutes in order to be announced. He nodded and the servant left. He went to the door connecting his room to Aline’s, she was sitting on a large chair looking out at the palace gardens. He placed his hand on her shoulder.
“Hmmm?” She looked up, “Oh, it’s you. It’s so beautiful here.” She smiled, a quiet smile.
“Not as beautiful as you,” He murmured his hand moving to caress her cheek, she leaned away from him slightly, not enough to be noticeable to outisiders, but he noticed it and it made him angier than usual for some reason. He stormed off. Leaving Aline to think what she wanted.
She hadn’t meant to move away from his touch, but it felt wrong. It felt more wrong than it ever had before, she knew she had hurt him, even if it was unintentional. She decided to go after him, she loved him. She shouldn’t shy away from his touch she wanted to be with him, she wanted to marry him, she just wasn’t prepared to be touched by a man, so… so intimately. She rushed through the halls looking for Khivar, she somehow knew her way around. In Khivar’s home, she got lost looking for the dining hall, but she knew her way around this massive palace. She knew that Khivar had probably gone outdoors, he liked to be outside when he was upset, he told her once it soothed his soul to be outdoors. She walked out into the gardens just as it started to rain. She didn’t care if she got soaked to the bone, she was going to find him and tell him that she loved him. What had started as a quiet little drizzle was now pouring on her, her skirts were soaking and her hair was hanging down her back in disgusting strings. She saw him then, sitting on a bench, getting equally soaked, she wasn’t used to this weather, it hardly ever rained in Xelan. She liked it, even though she was cold and her teeth were chattering.
“M-m-my Lor-d-d, I am s-s-sorry.” She knelt in front of him and placed her hands on his. He looked at her, “I l-l-love you! I d-d-do!” She cried, her teeth chattering. “I j-j-just c-c-can’t- I’m-m n-n-ot read-d-dy.” She looked down, “P-p-please understand.” She whispered. He titled her chin up.
“Aline, I will love you until the day I die, I’m sorry I was so rude and inconsiderate before. Why didn’t you tell me how you felt?” He asked her quietly.
She rested her head on his knees, “I was afraid you wouldn’t understand.”
“Oh…” He stroked her hair, “Darling, I want you to know that you don’t have to ever be afraid of me, I will never hurt you. I swear to you.” She looked up at him them, he was so sure of himself so passionate, he really did love her and even though she had doubts, she had never doubted his feelings for her. She nodded.
“Now, then. Let’s get out of this rain, before we catch out deaths out here.” He pulled her to her feet and wrapped his arm around her, she snuggled into his warmth. He was so protective of her, she felt safe and very loved when she was with him. That would have to be enough for now. “I hate all this bloody rain,” he muttered, more to himself than to her, but she answered all the same.
“Do you? I love it!” She exclaimed laughing and she ran out of his arms and danced a small circle in the pouring rain, she titled her head up towards the sky. “It’s so refreshing! It makes me feel so- so-“
“So wet?” Khivar mused dryly.
“No! It’s not like that.” She grabbed his hand and spun herself away from him and back agan. “It’s like a new beginning each time it rains, it’s clean and fresh and new!” She laughed. He loved her laugh, and so he decided to play in the rain with her. He had rarely seen her this happy and it was over something as simple as rain.