Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2005 8:36 pm
Hey Guys! MY beta hasn't replied back yet and I feel bad because I haven't posted in a while so I decided to posting without it being Beta-ed so if there are any mistakes, I'm sorry!!
I just want to say thanks for all the feedback...its really appreciated!!
Chapter 10
The past two weeks had been extreme hell for Max and Liz. Jason still hasn’t woken up, and paparazzi were going crazy with pictures, and articles on the ex-actors recent tragedy. The harder Max tried to keep his personal life intact, the harder the people tried to interfere. It was getting restless, and so hard to deal with, Max didn’t know how much more he could deal with. As if the issue with Jason and the tabloids wasn’t enough, the police had found evidence to believe that the robbery was just a ploy and that the man who had shot Jason was hired to do so. With everything going on, Max now had to worry about keeping himself and his family alive.
“Max.” Max, who was currently seated in one of the hospital chairs, staring out the window, turned around to find his ex-wife holding two cups of coffee in her hands. She brought one hand out offering him the coffee. “Thanks.” He took a sip from it and continued to face out the window.
Liz took a seat next to Jason’s bed, grabbing his hand; trying to keep her tears from falling. Jason was her life, he was her everything. She had already lost one of the most important things in her world 4 years ago, and she wasn’t about to loose him too.
“I’m so sorry Liz. This is all my fault.” Max brought Liz out of her thoughts and she turned around to see him looking down on the floor as tears rolled down his face. It broke her heart to see him like that.
“Oh, Max.” Liz sighed. She didn’t want him to think that, there were just psychotic people in the world, who felt happiness from harming a little boy, but that was not Max’s fault.
“No, as much as you can say it isn’t, it is. All of it is. Please, I just need you to hear this. I just..need you to understand.” Max forced himself to look up and bring himself to look into her soulful eyes. It was time that he told her everything that he had held in for the last 4 years.
Liz nodded at him and listened to him as he went on.
“I never should have left that day I found out you were pregnant. The whole reason that you lied to me was because you wanted me to be happy, with my career, and you felt it was necessary. You thought once I knew I would take that plane back home and leave everything, and you were right. You were my everything Liz, I’d do anything for you. I never understood why you felt that you had to lie to me, because as long as I was with you, nothing else seemed better. Then when I saw you pregnant, you expected me to stay with you. I should have stayed with you, but instead I left. I left with Tess, I left you alone, pregnant with my child. God, Liz, I can’t even say it. I was so wrong, and it’s all my fault. I barley even called you, I was gone for months, and I knew you were pregnant. I knew it, I could have dropped everything, but I didn’t. I don’t know why, and I wish so much that I did, I wish it so much. I love you so much Liz. I don’t even know what I was thinking. I wasn’t even there for Jason’s birth. I wasn’t there, and I can never forgive myself for that. I’m a horrible person, I’m so sorry Liz, I’m so sorry for everything.”
Liz watched as he cried and couldn’t take it no more and got up and wrapped her arms around him. At that moment something awoke in both of them. Max wrapped his arms around her tight. It was the moment they were both waiting for, they were together, in each others arms, after so long, and it felt so good; it felt like they were finally home.
“It’s ok Max, It’s ok. It’s not only your fault, I never should have lied to you in the first place. I never should have kept him from you. I never should of lied. I should have known, you’d be happy. I’m sorry too. I never should have asked for that divorce Max, I never should have asked for it. I was so in love with you, I still am. I was just so hurt.” Liz cried into his shoulder.
“I’m so sorry I hurt you Liz. I never wanted to ever. That was the last thing I ever wanted to do, and I did it. That’s why I filed for the papers Liz. I failed myself, I failed you. You’re my everything, I love you so much it hurts me so much. I hurt you so bad, and I don’t let myself forget it. Not one day has gone by that I didn’t think about you, and how happy we could of been, how perfect our lives would have been, but I had to mess it up.” Max hugged her tighter against him. Liz closed her eyes tight.
“I guess there is no such thing as a perfect life.” Liz whispered. She finally realized it. For so long, she wished her life to be perfect, but there is no such thing as a perfect life. What’s life without some mistakes? How would you learn things, if you never made any mistakes?
“I just wish things could go back Liz, I just wish that so much. Could they go back?” Max asked.
“I don’t know anymore Max. Things have changed so much, I’m not sure that they can.” Max nodded, not letting her go. That was good enough for him; to know there was some hope left.
A knock on the door interrupted the couples little reunion. Hesitantly, they pulled apart. They wiped their tears and called out to come in.
“Detective.” Max said getting up once the detective working on Jason’s case walked out.
“Evening, Mr.Evans, Miss Parker.” He said nodding in their direction; a manila folder under his arm. “Have you got some news?” Liz asked getting up as well.
“Actually, yes I do. I got an anonymous letter this morning, a long with these pictures. The letter said, it was the key to your investigation. I was wondering, do you know these people.” He grabbed the folder from under his arms and placed it on the table, opening it up. Max and Liz’s eyes widened as they saw the pictures. Max grabbed the pictures and shuffled through them; Liz peering from behind him.
“This was my manager, Kyle Valenti, I fired him right before I retired. The woman is Serena Walker.” The pictures were of Serena, Kyle, and the man who shot Jason. The two were handing what seemed like a picture; probably Jason’s, and an envelope; that probably held money. Liz looked at him.
Serena Walker That was the woman she had seen Max with all those years ago.
“I’ll put a warrant out for their arrest. But, would you happen to know, why this Serena Walked would want to be involved?” The detective asked.
Max ran a hand through his hair and sighed. “I haven’t seen her in over 3 and a half years. She was my old make-up artist for my first movie. We were really close while I shot my movie. She was like my little sister, I told her everything. I guess she took it wrong, and tried to sleep with me. I refused to, and she went psychotic. She threatened me that she’d get back at me, and after that I started receiving, weird letters. I wasn’t sure if it was from her or a fan. I was going to report it, but out of no where they stopped coming.” Max explained. Liz stared at him wide-eyed and then turned around looking down at the ground. She was breathing heavy, and she felt very dizzy.
“Liz!” She heard Max’s voice but it seemed so far away. She was so wrong about everything. She just assumed the worse, she was so wrong.
“LIZ!” She tried to reach out to him but her world went black around her.
***
Liz had been out cold for the last hour and Max was starting to get worried. The detective had put out an arrest for Serena and Kyle, but none of that mattered. Right now, he was to worried about Liz.
Liz slowly opened her eyes and looked around her surroundings. She was no longer in Jason’s room but in a different hospital room, and she was laying on one of the bed. She turned to her left and found Max talking to himself.
“Max?” She asked weakly. Max jerked his head up at her voice.
“Oh thank god your ok!” He cried out.
“What happened?” Liz asked.
“You fainted.” He answered stroking her hair soothingly.
“I..” Serena Walker. She remembered why she fainted.
“What happened?” Max asked worried when he felt her drifting away.
“Serena, I know her. I mean I don’t know her. But I saw her. With you.”
“I don’t understand.”
“It was after Jason was born. I was just so upset, and I went for a walk I think. I was thinking about us, and I had been so wrong to ask for a divorce. I wasn’t thinking rationally, and I wanted to give us another shot. Then I saw you with her. God I’m so stupid.” Liz ran her fingers through her hair sitting up.
“Wait you thought I was with her?” Liz nodded her head.
“Your hand was on her knee, and I just didn’t know what else to think. Then the papers came and I just signed our love away. I’m so stupid.” Liz banged her head against the wall behind the hospital bed.
“Hey hey, stop that. I don’t want to black out again. God knows, my poor little heart can’t handle it again.” Liz laughed and looked down at her hands. She had been so wrong about a lot.
“People make mistakes. I’ve made a lot, and it was only instincts for you to think that. I don’t blame you. I just, can we try to work things out. Since we’ve laid all our cards on the table. Do you think that we can try to work things out. I’m not saying jump into things, I’m just saying, can we just try to be friends again.”
Liz looked up at him and into his pleading eyes.
“Yeah. I think we could.”
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Chapter 10
The past two weeks had been extreme hell for Max and Liz. Jason still hasn’t woken up, and paparazzi were going crazy with pictures, and articles on the ex-actors recent tragedy. The harder Max tried to keep his personal life intact, the harder the people tried to interfere. It was getting restless, and so hard to deal with, Max didn’t know how much more he could deal with. As if the issue with Jason and the tabloids wasn’t enough, the police had found evidence to believe that the robbery was just a ploy and that the man who had shot Jason was hired to do so. With everything going on, Max now had to worry about keeping himself and his family alive.
“Max.” Max, who was currently seated in one of the hospital chairs, staring out the window, turned around to find his ex-wife holding two cups of coffee in her hands. She brought one hand out offering him the coffee. “Thanks.” He took a sip from it and continued to face out the window.
Liz took a seat next to Jason’s bed, grabbing his hand; trying to keep her tears from falling. Jason was her life, he was her everything. She had already lost one of the most important things in her world 4 years ago, and she wasn’t about to loose him too.
“I’m so sorry Liz. This is all my fault.” Max brought Liz out of her thoughts and she turned around to see him looking down on the floor as tears rolled down his face. It broke her heart to see him like that.
“Oh, Max.” Liz sighed. She didn’t want him to think that, there were just psychotic people in the world, who felt happiness from harming a little boy, but that was not Max’s fault.
“No, as much as you can say it isn’t, it is. All of it is. Please, I just need you to hear this. I just..need you to understand.” Max forced himself to look up and bring himself to look into her soulful eyes. It was time that he told her everything that he had held in for the last 4 years.
Liz nodded at him and listened to him as he went on.
“I never should have left that day I found out you were pregnant. The whole reason that you lied to me was because you wanted me to be happy, with my career, and you felt it was necessary. You thought once I knew I would take that plane back home and leave everything, and you were right. You were my everything Liz, I’d do anything for you. I never understood why you felt that you had to lie to me, because as long as I was with you, nothing else seemed better. Then when I saw you pregnant, you expected me to stay with you. I should have stayed with you, but instead I left. I left with Tess, I left you alone, pregnant with my child. God, Liz, I can’t even say it. I was so wrong, and it’s all my fault. I barley even called you, I was gone for months, and I knew you were pregnant. I knew it, I could have dropped everything, but I didn’t. I don’t know why, and I wish so much that I did, I wish it so much. I love you so much Liz. I don’t even know what I was thinking. I wasn’t even there for Jason’s birth. I wasn’t there, and I can never forgive myself for that. I’m a horrible person, I’m so sorry Liz, I’m so sorry for everything.”
Liz watched as he cried and couldn’t take it no more and got up and wrapped her arms around him. At that moment something awoke in both of them. Max wrapped his arms around her tight. It was the moment they were both waiting for, they were together, in each others arms, after so long, and it felt so good; it felt like they were finally home.
“It’s ok Max, It’s ok. It’s not only your fault, I never should have lied to you in the first place. I never should have kept him from you. I never should of lied. I should have known, you’d be happy. I’m sorry too. I never should have asked for that divorce Max, I never should have asked for it. I was so in love with you, I still am. I was just so hurt.” Liz cried into his shoulder.
“I’m so sorry I hurt you Liz. I never wanted to ever. That was the last thing I ever wanted to do, and I did it. That’s why I filed for the papers Liz. I failed myself, I failed you. You’re my everything, I love you so much it hurts me so much. I hurt you so bad, and I don’t let myself forget it. Not one day has gone by that I didn’t think about you, and how happy we could of been, how perfect our lives would have been, but I had to mess it up.” Max hugged her tighter against him. Liz closed her eyes tight.
“I guess there is no such thing as a perfect life.” Liz whispered. She finally realized it. For so long, she wished her life to be perfect, but there is no such thing as a perfect life. What’s life without some mistakes? How would you learn things, if you never made any mistakes?
“I just wish things could go back Liz, I just wish that so much. Could they go back?” Max asked.
“I don’t know anymore Max. Things have changed so much, I’m not sure that they can.” Max nodded, not letting her go. That was good enough for him; to know there was some hope left.
A knock on the door interrupted the couples little reunion. Hesitantly, they pulled apart. They wiped their tears and called out to come in.
“Detective.” Max said getting up once the detective working on Jason’s case walked out.
“Evening, Mr.Evans, Miss Parker.” He said nodding in their direction; a manila folder under his arm. “Have you got some news?” Liz asked getting up as well.
“Actually, yes I do. I got an anonymous letter this morning, a long with these pictures. The letter said, it was the key to your investigation. I was wondering, do you know these people.” He grabbed the folder from under his arms and placed it on the table, opening it up. Max and Liz’s eyes widened as they saw the pictures. Max grabbed the pictures and shuffled through them; Liz peering from behind him.
“This was my manager, Kyle Valenti, I fired him right before I retired. The woman is Serena Walker.” The pictures were of Serena, Kyle, and the man who shot Jason. The two were handing what seemed like a picture; probably Jason’s, and an envelope; that probably held money. Liz looked at him.
Serena Walker That was the woman she had seen Max with all those years ago.
“I’ll put a warrant out for their arrest. But, would you happen to know, why this Serena Walked would want to be involved?” The detective asked.
Max ran a hand through his hair and sighed. “I haven’t seen her in over 3 and a half years. She was my old make-up artist for my first movie. We were really close while I shot my movie. She was like my little sister, I told her everything. I guess she took it wrong, and tried to sleep with me. I refused to, and she went psychotic. She threatened me that she’d get back at me, and after that I started receiving, weird letters. I wasn’t sure if it was from her or a fan. I was going to report it, but out of no where they stopped coming.” Max explained. Liz stared at him wide-eyed and then turned around looking down at the ground. She was breathing heavy, and she felt very dizzy.
“Liz!” She heard Max’s voice but it seemed so far away. She was so wrong about everything. She just assumed the worse, she was so wrong.
“LIZ!” She tried to reach out to him but her world went black around her.
***
Liz had been out cold for the last hour and Max was starting to get worried. The detective had put out an arrest for Serena and Kyle, but none of that mattered. Right now, he was to worried about Liz.
Liz slowly opened her eyes and looked around her surroundings. She was no longer in Jason’s room but in a different hospital room, and she was laying on one of the bed. She turned to her left and found Max talking to himself.
“Max?” She asked weakly. Max jerked his head up at her voice.
“Oh thank god your ok!” He cried out.
“What happened?” Liz asked.
“You fainted.” He answered stroking her hair soothingly.
“I..” Serena Walker. She remembered why she fainted.
“What happened?” Max asked worried when he felt her drifting away.
“Serena, I know her. I mean I don’t know her. But I saw her. With you.”
“I don’t understand.”
“It was after Jason was born. I was just so upset, and I went for a walk I think. I was thinking about us, and I had been so wrong to ask for a divorce. I wasn’t thinking rationally, and I wanted to give us another shot. Then I saw you with her. God I’m so stupid.” Liz ran her fingers through her hair sitting up.
“Wait you thought I was with her?” Liz nodded her head.
“Your hand was on her knee, and I just didn’t know what else to think. Then the papers came and I just signed our love away. I’m so stupid.” Liz banged her head against the wall behind the hospital bed.
“Hey hey, stop that. I don’t want to black out again. God knows, my poor little heart can’t handle it again.” Liz laughed and looked down at her hands. She had been so wrong about a lot.
“People make mistakes. I’ve made a lot, and it was only instincts for you to think that. I don’t blame you. I just, can we try to work things out. Since we’ve laid all our cards on the table. Do you think that we can try to work things out. I’m not saying jump into things, I’m just saying, can we just try to be friends again.”
Liz looked up at him and into his pleading eyes.
“Yeah. I think we could.”