Hi everyone. Apologies for the delay, have not been feeling well these last couple of weeks. Thankfully, nothing related to the pandemic, but it's been tough wanting to get on the computer. Anyway, after resting quite a bit, I finally got my way here. Hope you're staying safe and well!
keepsmiling7-
Sorry for leaving you waiting on that cliffhanger longer than intended. Were you able to guess more about Fields in the mean time?
Actually, Cal did not enjoy Max suffering at the hands of the Special Unit at all. As he said, he may hate Max, but what the Unit did was inhumane.
hehe well Kyle had a lot of pent up anger over the fact he labored over freezing that "bomb" for nothing. So now he got his release. And I'm sure all of the characters at some point have fantasized at punching these protectors.
Yeah, I think Max is with you on that too. He tried so hard to keep his alien side back.
dreamon- Thank you for your comments! I wish I could just only work on this story, but alas working in academia, I still have to work during the week. But I come bearing gifts today with Part 54! Hope you've been able to find something to do to beat the boredom. I can definitely relate to going stir crazy being home ALL the time. Thank you for the good wishes. Hope you and your family are staying safe and well.
And glad you liked the Kivar twist.
Flamehair- I can imagine! No worries on taking your time. I hope you all are staying well. Thank you too for the kind words and wishes.
He is, but he's coming the slow, scenic way.
As Cal said, it'll be years. So he's to be in the sequel. Max and the others will definitely have time to train and prepare as Cal plans to do with them.
And Parts 55/56 will go into Baby Zan's parentage.
clueless- For the Kivar twist-- I am setting the seeds for the sequel, which I had planned for this story back when I first started Scars. So rest assured, Max and the gang will get this reprieve to heal for the remainder of this story. As for the Michael-"clone" this part shall answer that!
Previously
[From The White room]
Michael’s hands were clammy as he followed Nasedo down the hall. He may have managed to alter his fingerprint, but the rest of his disguise could easily fall apart if someone looked closely at his face. Hearing footsteps coming towards them, he quickly bent over the drinking fountain. Realizing his throat was parched, he briefly revelled at the cool water, all the while hoping the agent would move on.
“Fields. You're the new agent, aren't you?”
Michael looked up, hoping this agent hadn’t actually met Fields before. “Yeah, good to meet you.” He shook his hand.
“You sure picked a hell of a time to show up,” the agent remarked with a knowing smirk.
[From Part 9]
The young agent stared through the one-way glass as the shivering occupant was prepared for transport. The tremors the ice treatment had brought on him had subsided slightly but not enough. Especially now that the blanket he had provided him had been removed. Though he was the enemy, the agent couldn’t help but feel some pity and concern. He suspected those feelings were exactly why he was sent to wait here instead of helping the other men in there.
“What the hell was that agent?” The head of their unit barked at him, startling him from his reverie.
He immediately jumped at attention and stammered out, “What was what sir?”
“You know perfectly well what I mean agent. You are to follows orders and only them. Where did I say to provide tea?” He menacingly spat out.
“I’m sorry sir, it was just that I was trying to follow your order of keeping him alive and he was going into hypothermic shock.”
He stared hard at the agent for a moment. Then with deadly calm, “That’s strike two agent. Never even suggest the possibility that thing is remotely human. It is a merciless killer, do not forget that.”
“Yes sir. I won’t. This will never happen again.”
“No it won’t. You are dismissed from the unit. Go home.”
[From Part 14]
He quickly emptied his locker and ensured his gun had plenty of ammunition; just in case. As he vacated the room, he saw a general walking in his direction. He stood in place hoping the general would do the usual curt nod and continue on his way, but instead the general addressed him. “Still alive?”
The young agent gaped in shock at the blunt question, unsure if he should answer. “I saw what you did, I admire it. Nice to know there are still some decent men in your unit.”
Not sure why he felt compelled to be honest with this general the agent corrected him, “It’s not my unit anymore.”
“Oh? Well then perhaps you’d like to help me. Here.” He handed him a card discreetly which after a slight hesitation he took. “If you believe in true justice, give me a call.”
[From Part 21]
Michael picked up his coat that he had used to rest against, dusted it and put it on. As he put it on he noticed a slip of paper fall out. He picked it up and noticed the strange writing from the last message. All it said was, “Safety comes in numbers.”
What the hell? He was not in the mood for these messages and looking around the once again deserted highway, he didn’t understand how it got in his coat. Who was following him and were they friend or foe?
[From Part 28]
Taking Maria’s tote bag he started off towards the parking lot. Maria smiling in gratitude quickly fell into step with Paul and started asking him questions. Kyle though was left still standing by the platform with the huge pile of suitcases—all of which were Maria’s, save for the one duffle bag being crushed underneath them all.
[From Part 41]
He couldn’t help the doubt that shrouded his guilt for his part in ‘interrogating’ the prisoner. All the files he had been privy to, had been instructed to memorize, still caused his stomach to squirm with dread of alien invasions and more corpses seared by silver. This internal war had been raging within him for nine months now, and he still had found no resolution.
Perhaps if he came face to face with the alien, he would know.
But a part of him was afraid he wouldn’t live past hello. Hell, he probably wouldn’t be granted the chance to utter a word.
…
Curious, he reached for his binoculars and focused on the floating strands. Gradually the profile in the window sharpened, revealing an angelic face. She was beautiful and young, but as he continued to adjust the lenses, he noticed tears welling up in her eyes. She slowly blinked and the tears were gone, but the shadow of sorrow remained cast upon her face.
Slowly, he lowered the binoculars, his gaze already lowered in sympathy and… shame. For hours he had been thinking the worst of the ones he followed, and though he had learned time and again looks were deceiving, there was something so vulnerable on the girl’s face—something that tugged painfully at his heart.
God, how he missed his wife… his son.
He blinked a few times himself ridding his eyes of the building mist. As his sight cleared he noticed the SUV now stood before the booth, the officer approaching.
His fingers drummed against his steering wheel as he waited, his thoughts drifting to the girl’s face. She had seemed so familiar, but his mind had yet to form the connection to who she could be. A small smile briefly lit his face as he thought of his little sister, the dark eyes of the girl so similar.
The prisoner’s face flashed in his mind again. His eyes too were very similar…
Could it be?
Had he found the other… targets?
His breaths became shallow. Shakily, his hand patted his jacket checking his gun was still there. His stomach clenched and his heart squeezed painfully at the thought of causing any harm against the occupants of the car…against kids.
He had to do what was right… what was for the greater good.
The frightened eyes of the prisoner flashed yet again in his mind, followed by the tearful face of the girl in the window. Returning to the present, he narrowed his eyes at the car clock, realizing they were taking far too much time at the booth. Lifting his binoculars once more he saw the suspiciousness in the officer’s eyes.
The harsh reprimand from his ex-superior cut through his thoughts.
It is a merciless killer, do not forget that.
His face hardening with determination, he exited his car, and ignored the shouts and honks as he walked towards the SUV.
…
What happened?
“He distracted the guard. The Royals are safe.”
The officer didn’t make any calls?
The shadowed figure turned to his companion who had continued to observe all occurring by the toll booth. Receiving a slow shake of the head, he answered into the phone, “None that we saw. The others are still monitoring the lines.”
Good. When you cross the border, head to the next rendezvous point. It seems we can trust him after all.
[From Part 50]
Jim returned to the living room. They all stood with their arms crossed over their chests, their faces concerned and expectant. Jim couldn’t seem to stop fidgeting with the edge of his shirt, which had untucked itself.
Phillip prodded, “Who was on the phone?”
Looking up, his gaze somewhat bewildered, Jim uttered, “Uh…” he cleared his throat, while moving a hand through his flattened hair. Finally he spoke, “Someone who can take us to our kids.”
[From Part 51]
Isabel’s image strengthened before him and Max focused on her nonstop assurances, “I promise you they were here and… somehow they’re going to meet us. They must have been flying somewhere because Dad said something about landing.” A bright smile flashed upon her face, only belied by the shiny film of tears in her eyes.
[From Part 53]
“I can arrange for you to visit him,” Cal offered.
Max’s eyes widened in hope. “Really?”
Cal’s trademark smirk stretched upon his face. “In fact, the man who will help us do just that will be coming here shortly.”
PART FIFTY-FOUR
A few minutes before…
Fields pulled up the cul-de-sac once more consulting the address he had written down. Glancing at the street number on the quaint house before him, he exited the car.
Tugging at the edge of his shirt to straighten out the crease from driving, he paused in the driveway.
Why did the General tell him to come here?
After dealing with the border patrol, the General had called him to relieve him of his tracking duty. He had magnanimously given him a reprieve, telling him to rest at a hotel; room already paid.
And then last night the General told him he would be able to reunite with his family. There was just one last task at the address he stood before now.
Resolutely releasing a breath, he moved towards the door, briefly pausing at an odd sensation of being watched. Surreptitiously, scanning his surroundings, he did not notice anyone and so continued forward. Pressing on the doorbell twice in quick succession, the door soon opened, the latch still engaged.
But somehow the girl who answered seemed to think she knew him.
The door opened wide before him under the misbelief he was someone named Michael. He awkwardly corrected her. At her irked reaction he immediately shifted his gaze past her spying the General… and the prisoner.
His jaw slackened.
He was unsure if he was still breathing, but somehow he managed to follow the General’s instruction to come in as he beckoned him forward.
Self-conscious, he massaged his wrist blocking the scar of his three year old injury that was fully exposed by his short sleeves. For once he missed his uniform. Gulping as he stood before them, he continued to gawk at the prisoner—at Max Evans.
Perturbed at this Fields’ staring, Max looked to Cal for guidance.
Bemused, Cal stood up and clasped a hand upon Field’s arm. “You made it! Shall I do introductions?”
Minutely shaking his head, Fields began to snap out of his stupor. “You’re Max Evans,” he breathed.
Regarding him strangely, Max wordlessly nodded.
How did this man know him? The casual pastel polo and khakis the man sported gave no clue. Though, his uncanny resemblance to Michael was certainly peculiar.
With an exaggerated roll of his eyes, Cal pushed Fields into a chair, and decided to fill in the blanks.
Nonchalantly, Cal made the introduction. “Max, this is the agent who was fired for showing you kindness.”
Immediately, Max tensed. In vain, his brain urged his increasingly numb body to run. All he could focus on was that this man was an agent of the Special Unit. He had been fooled. What was Cal playing at—he cut off his train of thought as he registered the rest of Cal’s sentence.
fired for showing you kindness…
It didn’t take long for Max to place the man within his haunting memories. In there, if he wasn’t being jeered and physically injured, he was treated with cold indifference. But there was a memory that slipped at the edges of his memory. Disoriented and fighting for breath, his desperate mind had imagined Michael providing him warmth.
“The blanket… the hot drink?” His voice held a breathless quality as he thought out loud.
Fields affirmed humbly.
The tension receding slightly from Max’s body, he watched Fields’ face closely. The longer he stared, the small differences between this man and Michael became more apparent. His eyes were ever so slightly set wider apart, his face seeming fuller and rounder despite the same square jaw. Hearing Cal clear his throat loudly, he shifted his attention to the shapeshifter.
“So, I hired him. He’s been helping me set the plans to rescue you and ensure the others stayed safe.”
Fields turned to the General in surprise. That was the mission the whole time? To do literally the opposite of what his old job had required of him? Suddenly aware of agitation building in him, he dismissed his earlier thoughts and wondered why he was even upset. After what he had done, seeing Max alive and free in front of him somewhat eased the guilt that had kept his stomach twisted in knots for the past year. It never had sat well with what they had been doing to him. The words General Lang had told him in their first meeting echoed in his mind—
true justice. Realizing the other occupants of the house must be Max’s family—the youths the Unit had declared traitors— the corners of his lips lifted slightly as he silently agreed that he and Lang had achieved just that.
“It was kismet that he is the adopted uncle of… Zan.” Cal shot a meaningful look at Max.
“Xan? You mean Xander?” Fields asked, flummoxed. “What about him?”
With a slight shake of his head to gesture towards Max, “He’s the one who gave him up for adoption.”
Eyes wide, Fields dumbly asked, “Xander is an alien?” Worst case scenarios began to flash in front of his eyes.
“He’s human,” Max declared. “It’s the main reason I gave him up. He deserves to live a full life, free from danger… free of persecution.” Max’s last few words were edged with anger at the unfairness of all he and his loved ones had faced. And especially at the idea that because of him a young child—a baby really— would be equally mistreated.
Abashed by his role in all Max had faced and what he had just thought about his nephew, Fields could not hold Max’s gaze.
“And that’s why I asked you here, Matthew. We need you to take us to Zan.”
~~~~~
Minutes earlier
Michael hovered between the kitchen and living room. Despite Cal’s attempts to keep things sotto, Michael caught every word. His mind spun at the thought of fighting a full-fledged alien army.
And who had Cal enlisted to help him? Were they Courtney’s gang? They were the only slightly friendly aliens they had come across.
Michael’s thoughts were interrupted at whatever Maria had started to nag him about. She looked at him expectantly. But having no idea what she had said, he could only respond blankly, “What?”
The doorbell rang, saving him from her wrath. As she angrily strode to the door, he chose to exit out the back and swing around to the front to see who was at the door. Spying a man dressed in decidedly casual clothes, Michael feared the worst. Clearly the agents had finally learned to be covert and had found them. How long did they have before the rest of the Unit descended on them? He had to warn everyone.
Upon hearing the agent’s reply to Maria though, Michael stopped himself. Why did that name sound familiar?
Eyeing “Fields” carefully, he searched his memories. And then it hit him. His disguise to rescue Max the first time. He had been the new agent Michael had pretended to be. Studying him more closely, Michael was amazed at how similar they looked. No wonder that other agent believed he had been Fields. Perhaps his lineage was connected to the Duprees. Though that was something he could worry about later.
He quickly snuck back to where he had left the others. Maria was in mid-rant, “Ma’am, is he for real?”
Liz had her intentionally patient face on, but kept glancing out to the living room. Catching her eye, Michael silently communicated that he would go and check things out directly.
Entering the room, he heard Cal announce that this guy would take them to Zan. Quickly intervening, he grabbed Max’s arm and hauled him into the guestroom.
“Are you seriously going to trust this guy? He was an agent!” Michael bit out in a taut whisper.
Max, in an equally low voice replied, “
Was being the operative word.”
Michael eyed Max incredulously.
Quick to pacify, Max added, “Just because I believe he’ll help me meet Zan, doesn’t mean I trust him.
Uncomprehendingly, Michael asked, “Why do you need to meet Zan, anyway? I thought you wanted to keep him as far away from you… us…” Michael gestured around them. “…this.”
His head bowed, Max feebly admitted, “I unintentionally marked him with the seal.”
Michael blinked; his face blank. A myriad of questions fought to be asked, but he didn’t know where to start. Finally, he stuttered out, “Wh-what?”
A wry smile would have appeared on Max’s face if he wasn’t so sick with concern over what that innocent child could be facing. His eyes still downcast, he slowly shook his head, “It doesn’t matter. I’m going to remove it. Then the boy will be safe.”
Michael placed a hand heavily on Max’s shoulder. “You think a young kid is going to be able to handle that?” His voice was laced with the remembered searing pain of Max taking back his seal.
“It’s just a memory I need to remove,” Max murmured.
Still uncertain, Michael regarded Max. Seeing the layers of guilt weighing on Max’s frail frame, Michael relented. “Okay.”
Shooting his head up, Max’s astonished gaze roved over Michael’s face. Seeing the steadfast support in his expression, Max let loose a sigh of relief. With a curt nod, he expressed his thanks non-verbally.
Stepping back to the living room, Max noticed Michael was still at his side. Having briefly met the concerned gazes at everyone else, Max quietly urged Michael to fill them in. With a half-hearted glare, Michael stubbornly refused. He was going to listen to Cal’s full plan and make sure Max didn’t naively agree to anything.
With slight exasperation, Max pointedly ignored his new bodyguard and addressed Fields. “Would you be willing to let me meet Zan?”
Understanding in his gaze, Matthew answered, “Yes. Cal filled me in. I’m sorry you didn’t have a chance to say goodbye to him before. I’m sure my in-laws won’t have a problem.”
Maintaining a poker face, Max did not reveal the lie Cal had clearly told the ex-agent. Instead, he thanked him sincerely. After shaking hands with the man, he turned to Cal. “When do we leave?”
Holding up a finger, Cal stepped into the kitchen and asked everyone else to join them.
It didn’t take long for everyone to settle in the room, each one eyeing Fields uncertainly.
“Ah right, everyone meet Matthew Fields. He’s been helping me—well all of us,” Cal commented offhandedly.
Fields sheepishly waved his hand at the gang. His eyes kept darting to the fellow who looked so much like himself—Michael… Guerin, he surmised. He gulped slightly at the hardened edge of suspicion in the man’s eyes.
Clapping his hands together, Cal quickly got everyone’s attention again. “Now, I have assured this place is safe, but arrangements need to be made on how you’ll live out the rest of your lives,” Cal paused giving each of them a meaningful look.
Max’s chest tightened at the confirmation that his presence was once more irrevocably altering everyone’s life. But Liz, who had come to stand by him, grabbed his hand; her steady grip warm and comforting.
“So as safe as this place is, it’s best you all come stay at my place in Vancouver. Your parents are already there waiting.”
That got everyone’s attention. Kyle and Maria shared a glance, wondering if Amy had officially joined the ‘I know an alien’ club. Max looked at Cal with equal parts hope and fear.
Sympathy flickered in Cal’s eyes as he took in Max’s expression. Deciding to get things moving, he summarily announced, “So get packing. The plane is ready to go as soon as you all are.” Turning to Fields, he confirmed, “did you bring your things?”
Fields affirmed with a curt nod.
Everyone moved to their respective rooms to collect their things. Only Max remained standing in the living room looking lost. It’s not like he really had any belongings.
Liz quickly came to his rescue. Linking her arm around his, she reassured him, “We’ll make sure you’re packed. Go take a shower.”
Smiling at Liz with fondness and gratitude, he leaned down for a quick kiss.
Moments later as he trekked upstairs, Max heard Cal speak to Liz. “I have something for Max to wear when he sees Zan.” Darting an apologetic gaze to Liz, Max silently conveyed he would explain to her later. Thankfully, she gave a subtle nod in affirmation.
Having noticed Max listening in, Cal addressed him directly. “We’ll get you a proper wardrobe once we reach my place. But for meeting Zan, I strongly suggest you wear what I got you.” Eyebrows furrowed, Max gave Cal a wary nod before recommencing his trek upstairs.
Twenty minutes later
The first to be ready, Michael strode back into the living room; his backpack slung over one shoulder. Cal was leisurely pacing in the kitchen as he spoke into a cell. The agent sat in the living room nervously drumming a random beat on his knees. With a quick glance upstairs to confirm it was just him for now, Michael sat facing his approximate doppelganger.
“All ready?” Fields asked amiably though his voice was strained by his lingering fears.
Ignoring the question, Michael openly studied the agent with a stony expression.
“Did you hurt Max?” Michael’s voice was a low growl.
“I…” Fields mouth went dry as he struggled to come up with a response.
A thunderous anger flashed in Michael’s eye as he repeated menacingly, “In there, did you hurt him?”
With a heavy sigh, Fields decided to be forthcoming. “My role was mainly to restrain and guard. Though I did not initiate any intentional infliction of pain, regrettably, I most likely did.”
Michael was slightly taken aback by Fields’ honesty. But it wasn’t enough to dispel his suspicions. “Will you hurt him?”
“No. I promise you, I am no longer a part of the Unit. I am not interested in joining it or anything like it ever again.” Matthew’s eyes widened in a beseeching gaze for Michael to believe him.
For the moment Michael accepted the answer choosing to continue his interrogation of the former agent.
“How did you manage to slip notes in my pocket without me noticing?”
Not expecting the question, Fields owlishly blinked a few times. Then with a self-deprecating laugh, he answered, “Sleight of hand. I used to do magic as a hobby. She’ll tell you differently, but I know it’s how I got my wife to love me.” On autopilot, Fields did an odd motion with his hands before producing a business card for Michael to take.
Eyebrow arched, he took the proffered card, noting that it said LANG. As he looked back at Fields, the question already on the tip of his tongue, Fields explained, “That’s General Lang’s card. He gave it to me when I was let go by the Unit.”
Returning the card, Michael wondered out loud, “How did they not try to kill you?”
Fields’ eyebrows rose at the brash question. With a small shake of his head, he sighed. His mind already replaying that moment in the observation room, he swallowed thickly. With a low voice, he admitted, “Felding owed me.”
Under Michael’s glower, Fields mentally warred with himself on whether he should divulge further details, but finally he realized it didn’t really matter. His tenure with the Unit was something to be forgotten. His voice lacked his natural affability as he slipped into the default briefing mode when working for the FBI. “I was on medical leave at the time Pierce had the Unit disbanded. My lack of active involvement allowed me the freedom to help with transfers and ensure no one else was ruined by the scandal.”
Michael processed the information for a few minutes, grateful at the coincidental timing that when he masqueraded as this guy he had been sick. Though how did the system not make some mention of it when he and Nasedo entered the secure area? His face now softer as curiosity gradually took over his suspicion, “May I ask, why were you on sick leave?”
With a grimace, Fields answered, “Basketball injury. Fractured my wrist; had to get emergency surgery. Happened the day before I was set to show up. Don’t even think I met most of the team until a year ago.” As he spoke, he revealed the scar he had been trying to hide earlier.
Though much had faded over the years, Michael could still see the odd paired dots on either side of a somewhat jagged line.
“Looks painful,” Michael remarked without thought.
Fields tucked his arms into a defensive pose across his chest. “Yeah,” he reluctantly affirmed.
The two lapsed into silence. Fields averted his gaze, uneasy with how much he had shared already. Michael, on the other hand, felt his tension recede with how forthcoming Fields was.
Not known for his tact, Michael pointedly asked, “Are you related to the Duprees?”
Fields scrunched his face in bewilderment, his hands dropping to his sides. How did this kid know that name? “Uh… I’m second cousins with Laurie. Do you know her?”
“We’ve met.”
Fields waited a beat for Michael to continue, but upon realizing he wasn’t going to he commented, “I’ve only ever talked to her when she discovered we shared a great grandparent. Seemed like a sweet kid, but well wedding, a kid and then job relocation…”
“Yeah,” Michael commented in understanding. His features became serene as he remembered Laurie; his stonewall crumbling.
Fields’ eyes widened as his mind finally put two and two together. Sputtering, “Are we related?”
Michael barely held back an eye roll. But taking in the building panic in the former agent he decided to take pity and answer seriously. “I share the same DNA as Laurie’s Grandfather.”
“So does that ma—”
“I wouldn’t worry about the technical term. Just know there’s no alien DNA in the Dupree family or yours.”
Fields visibly relaxed though his eyes still held many questions.
Before he could ask any, Michael spoke quietly, “Thank you for watching out for me. For helping us get Max back.”
Fields bowed his head, shoving his hands in his pockets. He didn’t feel deserving of the gratitude. Shaking his head, Fields quietly stated, “It was the least I could do.” It seemed he was about to speak more, but his shame silenced him.
The conversation did not pick up again due to Isabel coming down the stairs dragging a suitcase. Michael got up swiftly to help her. As he brought down her case, the others quickly filed into the room with their respective bags. He noticed Max’s shoulders were slightly slumped and that he was avoiding Liz’s concerned gaze. But before he could ask them what happened, he was distracted by Maria’s voice.
As she entered the room with Cal, Maria professed her gratitude, “Thanks for getting all of my things in your car. If I had known we’d be flying, I’d have packed lighter.”
Kyle and Michael shared a look, both biting their tongues.
“Don’t worry about it. The jet can handle the weight.” Turning to everyone, he announced, “Let’s go!”
Author’s Note: For those interested in my writing process—I actually had originally planned to use Fields’ wrist scar as his identifier, sort of like the Man in the Yellow Hat in the Curious George book series. But I had forgotten to include it and when I realized it, I had already posted quite a few parts with his character so I decided not to go back and edit it in. However, for the story itself, I had always planned on explaining Fields’ absence in the White Room episode. Hope you all found it plausible! Also: A tiny shout out to my friend who has that kind of scar, though due to a different reason.