Absence Makes the Heart...(M/L,MATURE) [WIP]

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Raychelxluscious
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Hey, y'all. I'm back!

Again, so sorry for the delay. I'm terrible at this now, it seems like. But I do have a new part -- some lovely 11 pages for you to read. And I'm hoping ot finished up the next part sometime this week.

But, you know me.

Anyway, again, thank you all so much for your endless support and feedback, and for never giving up on me or this story. :) You all are so very amazing, and I love you! Oh, and welcome new readers. I'm sorry to inform you that I suck and new parts are few and far between, but I hope you'll enjoy the reading nevertheless.

Thanks!:

clueless - holy crap! thanks for all the bumps! lol!
Timelord31
begonia9508
Dream Weaver
Natalie36
raemac
- lol! many thanks to you too for the incredible amount of bumps!
Gnomie
tequathisy
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flyawayraven
Sarah_helen
BETHANN
VivaLasVegas
moon_sprite
Human-traffic-accident
JBehr'sChica
lady shal
83 AlienAngel
cassie
behralicious87
Michelle in Yonkers
- Rian and Jon know eachother through Liz, but neither of them knows how much the other knows...if that makes any sense. lol.
tinie38
pinkslipper


...now, without further ado!



<center>Part Eighteen</center>

“I think I’m going to quit at the security company.”

Riannan to look up from the TV Guide perpetually glued to her hands and stared at Alex. “Why?”

He shrugged easily and plucked the remote control from Rian’s lap. He spoke as he began to flip through the channels, “I just don’t feel like working there anymore,” he stopped on Fear Factor. “I only worked there because I wanted a job to keep me occupied rather than wanting the money. So, that I wouldn’t be thinking about them. And the company was just getting on their feet, so they needed me,” his eyes darted towards the kitchen. “But I’m needed elsewhere now.”

Rian had a sneaking suspicion that he was referring to the tall and curvy blonde baking cookies with Maria. She flipped through the pages of the TV Guide, not really paying attention to what she saw. “So, quit.”

“You don’t think it’s a bad idea?”

“The way I see it, when Liz is done playing FBI agent we all are getting the hell out of dodge, right? Why not start tying up loose ends now?”

At the mention of their missing friend, Alex’s expression turned to one of concern, and the subject was immediately diverted. “How is she?”

Flickering her turquoise gaze around the room, Rian made sure that a certain alien king wasn’t within earshot. She sighed. “Liz is fine,” she tried to sound convincing, but knew the effort was futile. “She’s still having nightmares about what happened. But she’s gaining control of her powers. Today was her first day back.”

“I really want to get her out of there.”

“Me, too,” she tossed the guide onto the coffee table, turned her attention solely on Alex. “I want to get you all out of here. The sooner all of this is over with, the better.”

Alex leaned his head back against the couch, stretched his long legs out across the coffee table, and forced his mind to flitter away from Liz and onto his current dilemma. There were plenty of reasons he could quit work. He didn’t need the money, though he wasn’t rich by any means. He could afford to not work for as long as it would take to get them all out of there, which hopefully wouldn’t be long. For a few months now his job hadn’t been fun. Save for the trip to the Special Unit, he was rarely sent out on maintenance work, and that was what he had loved about his job – the hands on part, the fixing. Sitting behind a desk, answering phone calls, setting up schedules, and ordering people around hadn’t been his idea of a pleasing job. But, then, that’s what had come with the promotion.

Isabel’s infectious giggle reached his ears, and before he could stop himself, a smile broke across his face. He would gladly give up his job if only he could stay here and see her smiling face, listen to her sweet voice, hold her hand…everyday.

“Someone should be here twenty-four seven anyway,” Rian added, with a straight face; the stifled laughter in her voice as she said it made Alex pause.

He grinned, though a slight tinge of pink did highlight his cheeks. “I don’t need your help thinking of reasons to quit, Rian,” he told her with a chuckle. “And I’m not going to be moving in here. I’ll return to my apartment every night to sleep and come here during the day.”

Rian arched a brow. “Every night?”

Alex considered her question, and then grinned. “Maybe not every night,” he murmured. “But I certainly can’t move in.”

Shifting on the couch to get comfortable, Rian slung her arm against the back and draped her legs across his thighs. “You guys getting closer?” She asked, “Or is she still kind of standoffish?”

That dopey grin spread across his face again, letting Rian know that things, indeed, were progressing well. Then, he too shifted closer, like a teenage girl getting ready to spill a secret. “When we went out to the porch last night to eat our ice cream and talk, afterwards we held hands,” Rian raised her eyebrows and cocked her head, as if impressed. “And then she kissed me on the cheek.”

The absolute excitement in his voice did her in – she burst into laughter. “You’re just making progress by leaps and bounds, aren’t you, Hot Stuff?”

Alex smiled, “You laugh, but you don’t understand,” he glanced in the direction of the kitchen again, catching a glimpse of golden hair as Isabel opened the refrigerator. “We were just starting to consider a relationship with one another when they left. It’s like we’re starting all over again. And Isabel, she,” Alex paused, and considered the beauty in the next room. He looked at Rian, hoping the eye contact would make her understand. “Isabel’s complicated. She has layers.”

“Like an onion,” Rian quipped, grinned.

Alex rolled his eyes, but smiled anyway. “Yeah. And it took me almost three years to get through those layers and into her core. Now, I have to start all over again.”

“And that doesn’t bother you?”

Slowly, he shook his head, “No, because she’s completely worth it.”

Rian smiled, and then leaned over and placed a kiss on his cheek. “I hope she realizes just how lucky she is.”

And like the dork he is, Alex beamed. “Thank you.”

She ruffled his hair and stood from the couch and stretched. Glancing at her watch, covered her mouth as she yawned. “I think I’m going to run home and take a cat nap. I’m running a little low on steam.”

“Okay,” Alex muttered his attention suddenly locked on the grotesque items being consumed on television. Then called out to her as she made her way to the door. “Hey, have Liz call over here sometime, okay? The rest of us would like to know she’s okay from her and not the messenger.”

Rian nodded, understanding. She waved, and then yelled a goodbye to Maria in the kitchen. When she stepped outside the house, she squinted against the setting sun and grabbed her sunglasses off the top of her head. She had just stepped off the porch, when a shadow stepped into her path. Looking up, she stared right into the intense gaze of Max Evans.

“Well, shit.”

Max held up his hands as if immediately trying to ward off any hostility. “Listen,” he began softly. “I know we got off on the wrong foot. I know you’re just trying to protect her.”

Rian crossed her arms, waited.

“And I know you think that you need to protect her from me, but,” Max swallowed, as if he found it suddenly difficult to speak. “I just need to hear for myself. I don’t even have to talk to her, not right now,” he tacked on. “I just need to hear her voice. To hear for myself that she’s okay. I trust you when you say that she’s fine, and that everything is going to be okay. But…”

Rian tried valiantly to remain unaffected by the way Max’s eyes fluttered shut and his arms fell helplessly to his side. She tried not to feel sympathy for his ragged appearance – his sunken eyes, his shaggy hair, and scruffy face. She tried to tell herself that it didn’t matter that this man’s heart was breaking right in front of her. She tried to compare him to slim, and bacteria-like organisms.

But she failed.

“I just – ” his face contorted, showing the pain coursing through him. And then he opened his eyes, looked skyward before he stared beseechingly at her once more. “Please.”

And like that, her resolved crumbled.

“You keep quiet, do you understand me?” Rian whispered raggedly and took three brisk steps towards him. She whipped off her sunglasses and pinched the bridge of her nose, and then she pulled out her cell phone and flipped it open. “Not one word. I do the talking, and you just listen. Do you understand all of that?”

Mutely, Max nodded. His heart started to beat faster and he took an unsteady step towards her, wanting to be as close to the phone as possible. He knew instinctively that Rian wouldn’t let him hold the phone, wouldn’t let him see the numbers she was dialing. But he didn’t care. She was giving him this, and it was more than he had expected.

The phone rang.

Sweat rolled down his back. One.

It was on speaker, so the sound was clear. He shuffled closer.

Two.

Was she going to answer? His fists clenched into balls. What if she didn’t? And what if this was the only chance Rian was giving him? She had to answer – had to.

Three.

Rian stared at him, and he saw a flash of sympathy she had for him shine through. After three rings, she didn’t think Liz would answer either.

Four.

She was probably at work. Or was something wrong? Was she in trouble? How could he find her?

Five.

Hi, you’ve reached Liz Parker….”

Max’s heart stopped.

Rian snapped the phone shut and remained quiet, watching as another piece of this already broken man shattered right in front of her. She could see the pain so visibly in his body; she nearly reached out to steady him, but at the last moment resolved herself and remained rooted in place.

“I’m not lying to you when I say she’s okay, Max.”

It was the first time she had said his name. The first time she had spoken a sentence to him that wasn’t dripping with sarcasm or malice, but was spoken softly, quietly. For that, Max was grateful. He looked up at her, and tried not to let the devastation to be revealed in his eyes, knew it was futile.

“I know,” he whispered. “I just haven’t…it’s been so long.”

Helpless, Rian opened her mouth to offer him something to ease his worrying, but the shrill chirp of her phone interrupted her. She froze; saw the unguarded hope in his eyes. She looked at her display screen.

“It’s Liz,” she whispered.

She flipped the phone open. Put it on speaker.

“Hello?”

Hey, I’m just leaving the parking garage.” Liz’s voice crackled from bad reception, but Max closed his eyes, as if relishing the sound.

“How was your first day back?”

The reception cleared and Liz’s voice came through smoothly, “Well enough,” she answered, “I was elbow deep into paper work when Sykes came in and said that Pierce wanted me back on the investigation. I worked with Agent Dawson, dusting the floors for prints. She –

Rian’s attention diverted from Max and onto Liz, onto the way she abruptly quieted. She took a step away from Max, her nerves coiling and creating a need to pace, just from that slight hesitation. Max followed her closely.

“She what?” Rian pressed urgently. “Did she find something?”

No, no,” Liz clarified, and then sighed warily. “I – Shit, I don’t know. It’s just this vibe I got from her, like she knows something. Like she looked right into my eyes and saw the truth.

Slightly more relieved, Rian stopped and Max collided into her back. “You and I both know that’s not possible, Liz,” she turned to glare at Max, almost pushed him away. “She was probably trying to wear you down. Probably hoped you slip up, give her something to run back to Pierce with.”

Yeah,” Liz conceded, and then, “Yeah, about that. She said it’s obvious that I’m screwing the boss.

Even though the disgust in her voice was evident, hearing the words obviously shifted something inside of Max. Rian gazed at him, watching in intrigue as his face went from shock, to anger, and then to impassiveness, all in the span of five seconds.

“Did you set the bitch straight?” Her eyes remained on Max, silently telling him to keep quiet.

Another wary sigh drifted over the line. “I tried. I suppose I could have tried harder, but what’s the point? I should have known my credibility would come into question when Pierce put me on this case. His infatuation with me has been evident since the moment I joined the Special Unit.

“I think I speak for everyone when I say it’ll be a damn good day when all of this is over.”

Liz actually laughed, “Yeah, I’m working on that,” she murmured. “Listen, I’m going run through Hardee’s and grab a bite. Are you coming over tonight? I gotta tell you, this sensation in my arms is –

Quickly, Rian turned off the speaker and brought the phone to her ear. Her gaze hardened on Max’s when opened his mouth in protest. The words were clear in her eyes – you heard enough.

“Yeah, I’ll be there. Give me a couple hours. Okay. Yeah. Bye,” Rian pocketed the phone, her eyes still locked with Max’s. “See? She’s fine.”

“What was she talking about? What sensation?” Max demanded; initially, he wanted to question what she had diverged in reference to Pierce. He knew from the others that Pierce had been the one in charge. But the next tidbit of information she had relinquished – the strange sensations in her arms – captured his attention like nothing else could. “Is she all right?”

“She’s fine,” Rian told herself she wasn’t lying. Not that it should matter anyway; she didn’t owe him anything. She wasn’t obligated to be truthful to him. But lying was becoming exceedingly difficult for her to accomplish. “She’s tired. She’s healing from a head injury. It’s nothing.”

She could tell by the hard-set of his jaw, the intense penetration of his gaze that he wasn’t convinced. Thankfully, he didn’t press, but took what she gave him as a gift.

“What are the odds that I can be around the next time you call her again?”

To her surprise, Rian felt the corners of her lips quirk. “Not good,” she answered honestly. “This was your one and only freebie. You’re back to being on need-know-basis only. No,” she interrupted when he opened his mouth to protest, all her hostility come back full force. “I’m picking up the pieces you guys left behind. Now give her some damn breathing room. She’ll come out when she’s ready.”

And with that, she settled her shades back on her face and walked past him.

<center>* * *</center>

Liz locked the door behind her and then punched in the security code. Immediately, the tension left her body, and her shoulders sagged with relief. Being home, knowing that four, nearly impenetrable walls surrounded her eased the knots out of her stomach and the ache from her temples. She dropped her case to the floor and toed off her black pumps, sighing with relief when her feet met the cold surface of the hardwood floor. She leaned against the door and closed her eyes.

Her second day of work finished with little to no confrontation. Pierce remained at a distance now that Liz made it a habit to ignore him. Only speak to him when spoken to and using a tone that could only be described as brusque. Gone was the politeness that she had kept constantly in place for fear of being removed from the Special Unit, and in its place was a hard bite to her every response. She wished she could say that the change was gone because she had done her part, gotten the others out safely and hidden away, but she knew that was a lie.

She was pissed off. Everyday she remembered the way it felt to be pressed against her own kitchen table by a hard, unyielding body, to be nearly violated in her own home. He didn’t deserve her politeness or her professionalism, and though she somehow sensed that this new attitude only fueled the anger inside of him, she welcomed it. She could handle his anger. It was his advancements that made her stomach coil and clench.

Liz pushed away from the door and strolled into the kitchen. She bent and opened the bottom cabinets to scoop out two cup-fills of dog chow and spilled them into the bowls. From her upstairs bedroom she heard the hastily scrapings of dog claws on the floor as her two babies clambered out of the bedroom and down the stairs. A smiled broke widely as they first rushed her to attack her face in doggy kisses, and then attacked their suppers with equal gusto.

It wouldn’t be long now, Liz knew. Soon she’d have to pack up everyone and get them on the move – get them out of Arizona. But not before she took care of Pierce and his Unit.

Her hand unconsciously clenched as she reached into the cupboard above the stove for a can of quick and easy soup. She could still feel the foreign powers coursing through her veins, but she had become so used to the sensations that sometimes she even forgot they were there.

Rian said it was a good sign; it meant her control over her powers was increasing. Liz could attest to that with last evenings “training session,” as Rian had dubbed it. She could now erect what she could only think to call a force field – a beautiful, shimmer-y red wall that surrounded her, protected her. She also knew the strength of that wall, as Rian had insistently hurled giant, green globes of energy – one, right after the other – until Liz had weakened and her wall had started to waver.

“You last ten minutes,” she had said. “That’s not good.”

Well, Liz thought it was damn good, and refused to dwell on Rian’s comment and her own shortcomings. She knew that it was something that she’d be able to maintain once she became more adept with her powers, and wished she could practice now. But she’d gotten a text, just as she was exiting the parking garage, from Rian – telling her she was called into with the team to talk down a hostage taker. After that, there would be the paper work. Liz had deftly handled both the car and the cell phone as she relayed a text back informing Rian that day of rest was in order.

It wasn’t like it was going to be a complete day of rest anyway. Liz spilled the soup into a bowl and heated it with a swipe over her hand. She could still work on the little things.

Anxious to get some food into her belly, Liz grabbed a box of crackers and hurried into the living room. She snuggled against the arm of the couch, set the soup and crackers on the side table, and then draped a blanket over her legs. She wanted to watch TV, but the remote was across the room. Shrugging, Liz turned the TV on without it and channel surfed as she ate a bite. She grimaced, still unable to completely mask the bitter taste that occurred when ever she heated her food this way. But it was starting to diminish, was in fact, diminished enough that she could consume the bowl, instead of dumping it and starting from scratch like last time.

Liz stopped on the History Channel, intrigued by a discussion about aliens and UFOs not only in her hometown, but also across the world. She smirked as one man adamantly insisted that there were no intelligent life forms out there in the universe, aside from our own. If he only knew.

She had just finished the soup and more than half the crackers when her phone rang. Before she even picked it up to answer, she knew who it was.

“Hello, Jon.”

He laughed. “Knew it was me, did you? How is that, Betsy-Ann?

She always grinned when he used the nickname he gave her. “Well, only because it’s been over twelve hours since you last checked on me.”

You know my routine now, I guess. And, yes, ma’am, I am checking on you. You do sound better, I’ll admit that.

“I feel much better,” she assured him, and knew it wasn’t a lie. “Thank you.”

Jonaphan was silent a moment, and Liz got an uneasy feeling in her stomach before he even said the words, “Are we going to talk about what happened?” He pressed quietly.

She sighed. “You know the answer to that, Jon.”

’Spose I do. I just wished you’d talk to me about it. Tell me what happened, why it happened.” he sighed, too. “But I guess you don’t have the answers to those questions yourself, do you?

No, she did. But she wasn’t about to tell him. “No,” she lied, and then tried for a more convincing tone in her voice. “But I can tell you that I am doing fine. I think Pierce has finally gotten a clue –”

Have you filed an official complaint against the bastard?” He bit out.

There would be no point in that. “No,” she murmured and then hurried on before he could throw in his angry protest. “But I’ll be leaving the Special Unit soon, anyway. There’s no point.”

Jon latched onto that segue. “Why are you leaving, darlin’? You’re not letting him run you out are you? You should stand up for yourself, don’t let him –

“I’m not leaving because of him,” she interrupted. Not entirely, anyway. Again, she sighed and pressed herself deeper into the cushions of the couch. “I just need a change. I don’t think I like playing FBI agent anymore, Jon.”

I know, sweetie, you even sound tired of it. You don’t seem to have the same spunk that you had when we were partners, though I suspect the fact that we aren’t partners anymore is why,” he chuckled. “So, - hey, I have an idea! Why don’t you come on up here to Montana? Take a nice vacation. Hang out with your favorite country boy and just relax. I guarantee you won’t ever want to go back, darlin’.

“That sounds wonderful,” she sighed. It truly did.

But?

“But, I have things here that I need to do first,” she answered. “But, why don’t you go ahead and clean out the spare room anyway? Because you better believe as soon as I have everything taken care of I’ll be taking you up on that offer.”

Jon laughed. “I’ll get right on that, sweetie.


They spoke for several minutes longer. Jon probing her for more information on anything he thought to be useful, but she stealthily dodged his every attempt. He grinned. She was a good agent, knew how to feed him line without giving him very far to go. Finally, they said their goodbyes, reminding her that he’d call her tomorrow, and he flipped shut his cell phone.

The AC felt good on his face. Arizona was damn hot. He had half hoped that Liz would take him up on his offer to go to Montana, so that he’d be back in the mountains, out of this heat. Yet, on the other hand, he had things to do here and leaving home again would just be more difficult.

He settled against the rough, itchy sheets. This sure wasn’t the finest hotel he’d ever stayed in, but he supposed he’d had worse. His mind relayed the information the mole had given him. The event of the past couple days – if interesting – were non-conclusive. It wasn’t anything that he could report back with as solid evidence to take action now. Though the test results the mole had intercepted, about blood on a scalpel, was very interesting indeed. He’d keep that to himself for now, wait and see if he got anything else and then he’d report back to the big man.

Right now, he’d continue with the strict surveillance and the blending in. Jon plucked the cotton balls from his cheeks and tossed them in the general direction of the trashcan. He’d gone through a tedious amount of trouble to ensure that if Liz – or anyone else, for that matter – saw him on the streets, then she wouldn’t immediately recognize him. The cotton balls had defined his jaw some more. The blonde dye, and his naturally tanned skin, made him look like a California surfer, but didn’t necessarily make him stand out. His blue eyes were masked behind contacts the color of muddy brown. He wore clothes that covered his lean, hard build, and drove a car that’s sole purpose was to piss him off.

He tucked his arms behind his head and stared at the ceiling, relaxed his muscles. It was all part of the job, and would all be over soon.

<center>* * *</center>

Kate Marlow had just stepped from the bubble bath, soapy water sluicing down her wet skin, when she thought she’d heard something. She stilled, cocked her head towards the closed bathroom door, and listened. Was it Ron? Coming to apologize for being such a colossal moron?

She glanced at the clock in the shape of a happy sun, hanging over the toilet. Why would he be coming over at such a late hour?

Kate grinned. Unless he had some making up in mind. And wouldn’t that be delicious? With a weeks work of vacation starting the next day, they had plenty of time to make up all they wanted.

She wrapped the robe around her, tying the sash in a loose knot and opened the bathroom door. Alvin, her cat, darted into the bathroom and leaped onto the shelf, knocking down washcloths. Kate rolled her eyes, but her smile widened. It was Ron all right. Alvin hated Ron, and Ron hated Alvin.

Leaning back to check herself in the mirror, she grinned again. Her hair was piled on the top of her head, a few tendrils falling to curve around her ears and jaw. The ends were wet from the bubble bath, and added to the careless look she had going on. She looked damn sexy if she did say so herself.

Satisfied, Kate stepped out in the hallway and looked towards the living room. A single lamplight shone from one corner of the room; the lamp she always left on. She saw a shadow move past, followed by bulky shoulders and a head of full, dark hair.

She stopped – frozen with fear. Ron kept his head shaved.

Silently, she turned, the blood pounding in her ears as she tiptoed to her room as quickly as possible. The phone was on the bedside table; she picked it up, started to dial and then heard a click as the dial tone went dead. Muffling a frightened curse she carefully replaced the receiver and looked towards the window. The four-foot drop would be her only way out. She reached for the latch. Almost had it unlocked when hard hands grabbed her from behind.

One gloved hand bit hard into her cheeks as it covered her mouth, the other pressed into her midriff, subduing her feeble struggles. Then, it roamed, higher and higher until it cupped her breast from beneath the robe. She screamed, kicked, tried to open her mouth and bite. The hand moved from her breast to anchor her back against a hard bodying, making it nearly impossible for her to move. Finally she was able to sink her teeth into a thumb, clamped hard. A deep rumble roared in her ears and then she was shoved face first into the wall. Pain exploded in her head like a sunburst. Her ears rang, her eyes watered, and then she fell on her back.

She blinked, once, maybe twice before darkness consumed her.




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Hey guys! Back right on schedule with a new part.

And I’ve come with good news. Sofia, my blessed muse, has returned and bestowed upon us three more completed parts. Here’s part 19. Part 20 and 21 are finished and ready for some last minute tweakings. Therefore, expect at least two more updates. I’ll return next Monday with part 20 and then the following Monday with 21. Maybe *crosses fingers* just maybe, I can establish some sort of routine.

Buuut, I’m not gonna jinx myself. I’m thrilled to have this much inspiration coursing through me, so I’m not gonna try to burn myself out by wishing for more. We’ll just see how it goes.

Also, this part is a little longer than I had originally anticipated. I finished it quickly, jumped right into parts 20 & 21, and then came back to reread this several more times. Each time I read it, I added a little more detail, and found one more mistake. So, hopefully, since I have no beta, this is near perfect as I can get it.

Anyway, thank you all so much for your feedback. You’re all still wonderful and I LOVE you!

clueless
raemac
Sternbetrachter
chanks_girl
Michelle
thetvgeneral
Dream Weaver
begonia9508
Buffsteraddict
tinie38
Timelord31
– nope you didn’t forget anything, because I’ve never addressed what happened to the four square while they were away. I have never intended to go into detail about it, as it wasn’t pertinent to the story. But I will, eventually, throw out some details just to paint a picture for y’all – if a vague one.
Behrsgirl77 – I think you also played a role in me getting so many parts out so fast. It’s like you gave me a pep talk the other night! Thank you! LOVE YOU! *MUAH!*
NotYourChick
moon_sprite
– nope, not Naesado. *wink*
tequathisy
behralicious87
mareli
*RebelGirl*
pinkslipper


Anywho...Here ya go! :)


<center>Part Nineteen</center>

“Hey, Fuckhead, she has to be conscious in order to answer questions.”

Agent Calhoun glared down at the woman’s prone body, as he unconsciously rubbed his aching thumb. “Bitch bit me,” he growled through a tightly clenched jaw.

“Maybe if you hadn’t felt her up, that wouldn’t have happened,” Grayson jeered. He was tall, towering several inches above Calhoun’s five-foot-nine stature, and hair so dark that it nearly blended in with the night. “Bring her into the kitchen,” he instructed. “We’ll tie her to the chair.”

Stifling an explicit curse, Calhoun grabbed her limp leg, smooth and still wet from her bath, and started dragging her carelessly out of the bedroom. Her robe came undone along the way, exposing her creamy flesh to the few agents in the living room; only one agent, Lucas, was embarrassed enough to advert his gaze. Lucas was a pansy anyway. He was young and soft, and not at all worth his badge. He damn well wasn’t an asset to the team. Not like Samson and Heitzmann had been. Those two had been damn good agents and damn good men. They had been the few in the Unit he had considered friends. Now, they were gone.

Calhoun shook the thought of his fallen comrades out of his mind and concentrated on the fallen bitch trailing behind him. Her body slid easily over the smooth linoleum of the kitchen floor and her fiery hair weaved a crimson shadow behind her.

A chair was already set up in the middle of the small kitchen. He grunted with exertion as he hefted her dead weight into his arms and then shoved her unceremoniously into the chair. His careless actions caused the wooden chair to squeak in protest and tilt backwards. The chair, and woman, would have clattered loudly to the hard floor had a large, pale hand not reached out to steady them both.

Slowly, he straightened and found himself staring into the stoic face of Agent Aaron Sykes. Calhoun knew from listening to his ex-wife read off baby names and their meanings, during the one and only time he had attempted to procreate, that the name Aaron meant “mountain of strength.” He’d have to agree; Sykes definitely resembled a large, immovable mountain. He wasn’t sure what the surname Sykes meant, but he was willing to wager it had something to do with snakes.

Swallowing somewhat uncomfortably, Calhoun maintained eye contact, and refused to allow Sykes’s perpetually angry, gray eyes intimidate him. He nodded in acknowledgement of his superior, “Sir.”

“I’d have to agree with Agent Grayson,” Sykes spoke; his voice a deep timbre of malice and controlled power. “She has to be awake in order to be interrogated. Fuckhead.” He tacked on as an afterthought, his lips twitching in a wry grin.

Calhoun flushed angrily, briefly wondering how Sykes had overheard the conversation if he had been in the kitchen the whole time, while they had been on the other end of the house. Immediately, however, he dismissed it. Sykes was known to float like a fucking ghost. He could be anywhere, at anytime, without anyone knowing.

Wisely, he nodded in answer, and didn’t try to excuse his mistake.

“Garcia, tie her up,” Sykes barked out the order, and an agent across the room jumped to wordlessly do his biding.

Black vinyl rope covered her body, knotted all the way around for security. Garcia had just taken a step back when Daniel Pierce walked through the kitchen door. Kate Marlow lived far enough away from neighbors that the head of the Special Unit himself felt secure enough to waltz into her home. And he looked very pissed off.

“Why the fuck she is unconscious?” He demanded and stared first, angrily at her limp form and then around the room at his employees.

Sykes’s eyes never left Calhoun’s. “Some of the men got rough with her, Sir.”

Daniel clenched his large hands into fists with barely restrained anger. He was all for brute force, but not at the expense of the interrogation. He was the head of the Goddamned Special Unit – couldn’t he have hired people more qualified than the imbeciles surrounding him?

“Well, God damnit, see if you can wake her up,” he glanced furiously at his watch, noting that this slight delay put a damper in his plans. He’d wanted to witness the beginning questioning for himself, but now it seemed like that would be impossible.

He paced the length of the tiny kitchen, watching as a young man nervously tried to rouse the unconscious woman. Yet, after a minute or so of shaking and calling her name, Kate showed no signs of coming out of the darkness anytime soon. Daniel didn’t have the time, or the patience, to wait around for her to do so. He cursed again and looked at Sykes, his gaze plain in intent. “When she wakes up, drill her. If she doesn’t give us the answers we want,” he paused to run a scathing look over her exposed body, his mouth twisting in a malevolent sneer. “Kill her.”

He left, leaving Sykes in charge. The large man’s lungs expanded as he took a deep breath. Then his cold, expressionless eyes met Grayson’s. “Try again.” He ordered.

With a nod, the agent shook her, harder this time. Her head began to flop back and forth against the chair, her teeth chattering together from the force. Then finally, there was combative struggle from the woman as she began to regain consciousness. Her arms flailed at her sides, thrashing about against the tight ropes. Her flesh began to redden where the rope abraded her. Her legs jerked in an effort to kick whomever was in reach. Lastly, her eyes lids began to flutter open.

“Ms. Marlow,” Sykes spoke, his voice cool and controlled, as he took a calculated step towards her. She opened her eyes upon hearing his voice – green and frightened eyes that pinned unwaveringly on his. “We’d like to ask you a few questions.”

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Her morning was off to a great start. She had woken up twenty minutes before the designated time in which her alarm would sound, and angrily rolled out of bed. Unfortunately, she wasn’t one of the lucky ones, who could roll over and fall asleep for until the alarm sounded. No, she had to be the anal type, who checked her alarm clock several times during the night, before she finally fell into a restless slumber. As if that wasn’t enough, she would periodically awaken during the night to check the time on the clock. Turning the face away from her didn’t help; she simply sat up and bed and reached until she could twist the clock around to read the numbers once again. It happened every night.

And it seriously pissed her off.

As if that hadn’t been enough, her coffee cupboard was bare, save for a box of the generic stuff that was so old her first cup had been bitter. She nearly hadn’t been able to finish it.

The first cup of coffee in the morning was an omen, capable of determining what the rest of your day would be like. Liz wasn’t looking forward to whatever was in store for her.

Elizabeth Ann Parker, you answer the phone right this second.

Liz tiredly rolled her eyes and took another careful sip of her bitter coffee. She was onto her second cup now, as her taste buds had met their demise on the first cup.

Maria sounded a mite pissed off. Probably because she knew she was being avoided, and it wasn’t something she was prepared to tolerate. “You are not getting out of it, missy, so you might as well answer the phone so that we can talk details.

This time, Liz groaned. Rian had said that Maria was conspiring. That she had devised some hare-brained idea to get everyone together, into one small house, and to cram ten years worth of holidays – both major and minor – into one night. And to top it off, Maria wanted Liz to bake a pie. As if.

It’s Saturday night at seven. That’ll give you plenty of time to get home, get changed and get a pie baked,” Liz snorted indignantly at that. What she didn’t know was that she was off this Saturday. Maria continued, “In fact, it might be easier if you prepare the pie the night before and put it in the oven after you get home from work. Or – ”

As Maria continued to ramble on endlessly about all the ways she could get a pie baked in a timely fashion, Liz became too exasperated and tuned her out. She stood from the couch, stepped over Mulder and into the kitchen. After placing her coffee mug on the table, she turned to stare listlessly out the window, her arms crossed protectively over her torso. The morning was pale and already becoming unbearably muggy. A soft fog covered her window, blurring the outside world.

To spend an entire evening in the company of Max Evans wasn’t something that she was looking forward to. In fact, she wasn’t sure if she was even ready for such an encounter. There were too many factors to consider before she agreed to place herself into such a situation. What if he sensed her as soon as she entered the house? Sensed the change that had occurred within her – the change he had unknowingly caused? That wasn’t something she wanted to explain. Not now, not after all these years, and certainly not with it all being so new to herself.

What if he assailed her with questions? Like, why hadn’t she come to the house sooner? How long would they have to remain in hiding? What the hell was she doing in the FBI anyway? Maybe one of those questions she felt he was due an explanation.

But then, she couldn’t avoid him forever, now could she? Rian had casually mentioned the other day that Max had asked about her – again. The fact that she had shared that information with her at all meant that she was getting tired of giving him the brush off.

A cold chill beset her as she tried to convince herself that she wasn’t a coward for staying away for so long. She was doing it to protect them, after all – to protect their location and to keep them hidden. A car – trying to be inconspicuous and failing – no longer sat down the road from her house, but the tail still remained. Following her to work, from work, to the grocery store, the gas station, and any place else she dared to venture.

If she went to them and brought with her a swarm of FBI agents, she’d never be able to forgive herself.

Saturday. Seven,” Maria’s reminder broke through the foggy haze in Liz’s mind. She turned her head to stare at the answering machine. “Be there. With a pie. Or I’ll kick your ass.” Then, she hung up.

Saturday. That was four days away. In four days she was supposed to be at the house, with a pie, and ready to face Max Evans. She had only four days to prepare herself. Just four days to suddenly contract some life-threatening illness. Better make it contagious, as well.

Dejectedly, Liz walked back into the living room and picked up the phone. She dialed, waited; Rian answered on the third ring.

Kellar,

“So, what do you think?”

There was a pause, and then, “…think about what?” She asked hesitantly, confusedly.

“About this thing on Saturday,” Liz wandered back into the kitchen and plucked an apple from the fruit bowl. Then she began to rummage through the drawer until she found a paring knife. She hated the skin of the apple. “Do you think it’s safe? I still have a tail.”

Again, Rian was quiet a moment as she considered the situation and Liz suddenly felt uncomfortable. “There are ways around that, Liz,” she finally said. “We can figure something out.

“Shit, how did I know you were going to say that?” She asked on a groan, and sank into her kitchen chair. Angrily, she carved off some skin, took a bite, and then chewed in stewing silence. She’d hoped Rian, her friend, would be on her side – to tell her that it was too dangerous. That in no way should she ever try to contact the aliens. Ever. Damn it, anyway. “Okay, so, what’s the plan? I’m not committing to this without a plan.”

Meet me at Sophie’s Boutique on Wilson’s, right after you get off of work this evening. I’ll fill you in on the particulars along the way.

And just like that, it was decided for her that she’d be going to the safe house. A lifetime sooner than she would have liked.

Liz hung up the phone and shoved her apple away, suddenly no longer hungry. Tonight? Why did it have to be tonight and after work, when she’s tired and moody and just wanted to be alone?

“Well, shit, Scully,” she murmured when the beautiful dog rested her big head on Liz’s thigh, having sensed her mood. Liz rubbed affectionately, taking the love and reassurance the animal selflessly offered her. She stared into deep, brown eyes set deep into a beautiful, black and rust face. “What do you think I should do?”

The quietly posed question had Scully murmuring something Liz couldn’t possible understand – but she pretended to anyway. The dog’s rump began to tremble from the force of her stubby tail as it wagged back and forth. Liz frowned at the enthusiasm. “You don’t think it’s too soon?” She whispered urgently, knowing that it was ridiculous to be talking to a dog in the manner that she was.

This time, Scully lifted her head and gave a loud, rumbling bark. Mulder removed his head from between his legs and barked a rejoinder, obviously in agreement. Liz leaned back in her chair and sighed.

So, everyone was ganging up on her today. Maria, Rian, her dogs. Everyone wanted her to go to that safe house. Of course, everyone but her.

Damnit! Liz racked her fingers through her mused hair, feeling the tresses catch along the way. Oh, yes, with her morning, it was a sure sign the rest of the day would be shitty.

“Fine,” she muttered unhappily, and she shoved away from the table to stomp her way upstairs. “I’ll go.”

But she didn’t have to like it.

<center>* * *</center>

Kyle entered the house to the delicious aroma of bacon and eggs. His mouth immediately began to water and his stomach began to grumble yearningly. Following his nose, he found his way into the kitchen, and smiled happily at the oblivious woman who was the cause of those delicious smells. Her short hair was slightly mused from sleep and still a deep, dark color that she had changed it to only a matter of weeks ago. Finally over the shock he’d feel every time he saw her and the new color (as he was still expecting to see a blonde) he had to admit it was flattering new change.

And he knew she had done it for Alex.

“Morning, beautiful.”

Isabel spun around, spatula in hand and dripping with grease. She smiled brightly. “Hi! Breakfast is almost ready.”

“Looks like I came just in time then,” he strolled over to the fridge, opened the door, and grabbed the carton of orange juice. He was about to take a swig right from the mouth, when he tensed, and hesitantly looked over his shoulder as if searching for someone.

Isabel giggled as she noticed this and flipped another egg. “Maria’s at work,” she looked over her shoulder and winked conspiratorially. “I won’t tell.”

He grinned, and took a healthy chug from the carton before he twisted the cap back on and put it back. Isabel had returned her attention to the bread toasting next to the stove, and Kyle reached beside her for a crisp piece of bacon.

It was amazing what a couple of females could do to a house. Never, in his life, had he entered a house that felt so homey, so welcoming. Living with his dad after Mom had left, had been his crash course through bachelorhood. For the longest time, his father had been at a complete loss as to how to man the house without his woman. There had been nothing homey and warm about the house he’d left in Roswell.

Holidays weren’t something that he had particularly looked forward to – aside from the exchange of presents, of course. He wondered if what he saw in the movies really existed – the camaraderie of a family, the happiness, even the dysfunction.

It wasn’t until the death of Naesado and the unexpected housemate that they’d found in Tess Harding had all that changed.

Kyle pushed aside the memories of how things had changed after the blonde to be thought about later.

“As long as I don’t get called into work today, I’ll be the one manning the house.” He puffed out his broad chest and pounded it twice with closed fists. He very much resembled the gorilla he was trying to impersonate.

Isabel out right laughed and swatted his hand away when he reached for another strip of bacon, an admonishing expression on her face. “And let me tell you, Officer Valenti,” she smiled sweetly. “We feeble-minded, helpless women are so very grateful.”

Kyle grinned at her quip and tipped the brim of his invisible hat. “It’s my pleasure, ma’am.”

“Valenti, don’t you have your own woman to hit on?”

He turned his head to see a sleepy Alex shuffle unsteadily into the kitchen. His black hair was completely standing on end, and the right leg of his sweat pants was hiked up and over his knee, while the other remained cuffed at his ankle. He only wore one gray, thick sock on his left foot. Kyle guffawed, “Rough night, Whitman?”

Alex glared but offered his friend no response; instead he opened the fridge and grabbed the jug of milk. He didn’t take a drink until he got a nod from Isabel informing him that Maria was gone. When he put the milk back, he turned and tiredly sank himself into a kitchen chair.

“I went home last night to a flooded apartment,” he groaned out an explanation and wiped a hand down his tired face. “Some ass-wipe upstairs left their sink running all night and it leaked into my place. I’ll be stuck on the couch for a few nights.”

“Stuck,” Kyle parroted with a sly grin and an exaggerated wink. “Sure.” Deftly, he swiped another piece of bacon.

“Hey, here’s an idea: why don’t you round up the others?” Isabel interjected hurriedly, obviously wanting to get everyone up to eat before he cleaned out the entire feast. “Breakfast will be ready very shortly.”

Kyle nodded, ruffled Alex’s hair that he was desperately trying to pat down, and went off in search for the others. He had just reached the second floor landing when he ran into Tess as she was exiting the bathroom.

“Oh! Hi,” she recovered quickly from the startle, and shyly tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. She too had opted for a change – undoubtedly persuaded by Isabel. Her hair was shorter, no longer flirting with the middle of her back but with the tips of her shoulders. It was the same length he remembered, was familiar with. Though she still sported the same beautiful blonde color, her hair glowed with health and vibrancy just the same. Kyle thought he’d never seen a more beautiful being – human or otherwise – in all his life.

“I didn’t know you were coming this morning.” Nervously, Tess tried to smooth the wrinkles from her sleep shirt, all the while keeping her blue eyes downcast.

“And miss free breakfast?” He quipped, feeling the way his heart sped up just from the sight of her. Despite the fact that she, too, had just woken up, somehow she still managed to look as beautiful as ever. Kyle cleared his throat, “Hungry?”

Finally, she cracked a smile for him; he thought his heart would actually stop. “Starved,” she inhaled, a blissful expression passing her face. “And it smells delicious.”

“Well, then by all means, lets go.”

The hallway was tiny and offered little room for maneuverability for the two people. Somehow, during all the pivoting and all the sidestepping, the two ended up flush against each other. And somehow, Kyle found his hands at her waist, as it they’d never left. And, again, somehow – as he had absolutely no idea how this came to be – his lips touched hers.

Tess shuddered and tensed and Kyle wrapped his arms around her back, not wanting her to turn away. Definitely not wanting to let this moment – the very moment he’d been dreaming about since she’d returned to him – to end too quickly.

The kiss was light, and the epitome of innocence, despite the total body contact; Kyle had to make sure of that. He kept the pressure light, not wanting to startle her, but wanting to keep her in his arms for as long as she wasn’t struggling. He also tried valiantly to keep his tongue in his own mouth, but instinctively knew he was fighting a losing battle. The urge to taste her was almost more than he could tolerate. All he wanted was just a quick, fleeting little taste, to see if it was still the same. When she opened her mouth to breathe, forgetting that she could inhale through her nose, and he seized the opportunity for an immediate pass. She trembled, just like he knew she would.

Sensing that it was beginning to be too much, Kyle ended the kiss by putting several inches between them. He stared down into her face, noticing that her eyes were slightly dazed. She blinked and then they cleared. The expression in those blue eyes told him she was about to offer him any number of reasons and excuses why the kiss had been a mistake. Kyle wasn’t having any of it.

“Don’t think,” he murmured as he smoothed his thumb just under her bottom lip. “I’ve been meaning to do that since you got back. There was no stopping me.”

Tess nodded, as if she too accepted that it was bound to happen. Though, obviously, her expression said it shouldn’t happen again. Kyle narrowed his eyes, tipped her chin up a slight degree so she had no choice but to stare into his eyes. “And nothing’s going to stop me from doing it again.” He warned, and almost sealed the promise with another kiss, but stopped himself at the last second. She needed time.

He stepped completely away from her, giving her that room to walk away that she obviously needed. The distance she had to have in order to regroup and think, and analyze to pieces what had transpired between them. What it meant. Where it would go from here. “Go grab a seat,” he urged her quietly, his hand reaching out to tuck a wayward strand of silky hair behind her ear. “I’m gotta wake up the crew.”

And quickly, she was gone. Taking the steps at a rapid pace. Once she disappeared from sight, Kyle leaned against the wall and allowed a dreamy sigh to pass his lips – until he realized who he was and remembered his masculinity. Then he straightened and stared at the place where she had been standing; it was exactly as he had remembered, but even better if possible. And he couldn’t wait to do it again.

Opening the first door he came to revealed to him Michael laying on his stomach, spread eagle, with his head tucked underneath his pillow like an ostrich. Kyle grinned surreptitiously and rubbed his hands together in anticipation.

“Guerin!” He roared and flipped the ceiling light on and off for effect. “Get your lazy ass out of bed! Food’s read– ” he didn’t get the rest of the words out before Michael startled, and then instinctively swung a hand towards the door, causing it to slam in Kyle’s face. Muffled by the closed door and his own laughter, Kyle could hear several colorful curses falling from Michael’s mouth. Ready for his next victim, Kyle turned to find two other bedroom doors wide open, and another one securely closed.

It had to be Max’s, so he quietly crept over and gave the knob a silent twist. It didn’t move.

His frown was immediate, his fun successfully ruined. Damn party-pooper had locked the door. Sadly, Kyle was resigned to knocking. He did so, briskly and three times.

“Ahem, Your Highness, breakfast is ready,” he called steadily and tritely through the thick wood of the door. “The eggs are fresh and the pig was just slaughtered this morning. Would you like me to bring it to your room?”

He grinned and pressed his ear to the door, listening for any more expletives to be hurled his way. He was only met with silence. A dejected sigh escaped his lips and he finally gave the door another knock, and little more forceful this time. “C’mon, buddy, you gotta eat. Everyone’s downstairs.”

Everyone but Liz, Kyle thought, as he headed down the stairs himself. And that was the one person Max was waiting for.

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He stared out the window, seeing nothing. He didn’t notice the few, sporadic trees that marked the property’s border. He didn’t notice the grass, brown from the drought, poking up through the dry, dusty dirt. He certainly didn’t see two scrawny squirrels scuffling over a solitary food source. He didn’t see anything.

He had heard, however, Kyle’s request for him to join them at breakfast, and he would. In a minute or so.

Right now, he just wanted to have this moment to himself. He wanted to close his eyes – which he did – and reach out to Liz, which he did that as well. Liz, who had never left his mind or heart during the last ten years. Liz, who has been avoiding him since the evening she rescued them from the hell. Liz, who had been the one person he had wanted to see most during the course of his torture, but the very last person he had expected to see at all.

But she had been there. His Avenging Angel coming to his rescue in deadly, accurate silence. And she hadn’t even stuck around long enough for him to say thank you.

The change in her was evident, he recalled. She was harder, darker. Gone was the perpetual shine in her eyes that had made his heart beat a strange rhythm in his chest. When she’d first removed the mask, those beautiful eyes had been so desolate and so cold that he’d literally shivered. And he did so again at the memory.

Her body had changed, too. She was toned. As she stripped out of the white suit, revealing her black clothing underneath, muscles had bunched and shifted beneath the sleek skin of her arms. They didn’t look delicate any longer, but nor did they look too masculine – not like the body-building women he’d come across the few times he’d turned on the TV. She looked…good, more beautiful even.

Vaguely Max wondered if her skin was still as soft as he remembered. Like silk underneath his fingertips, his lips. He wondered if her hair was still angel soft and smooth and if it smelled like the strawberry scented shampoo he had picked out for her after a monumental moment in the Crashdown’s kitchen.

He wondered if her eyes would ever warm again. Wondered if they were cold only when she saw him.

Max closed the curtains, pitching his room into a darkness that matched his current mood. The urge to stay behind the closed door was intense, a gnawing need that he almost succumbed to. But after having done a bit of soul searching over the past few days, he knew he couldn’t hide forever. Refused to spend another self-pitying moment inside his deplorable subconscious, with only his bittersweet memories as company.

Because Liz Parker was going to walk through the front door, and when she did, he was going to be the first person she saw.

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Liz clocked out of work early and told herself it wasn’t because she was anxious to get into town and to the safe house. Well, in truth, that was part of it, but only because she just wanted to get it over with. To look at him, say hello, ask how’s it going, and then jet. The real reason she had clocked out early was because she had – quite literally – nothing left to do.

Pierce was gone – to where? She didn’t know and certainly wasn’t going to ask around. Dr. Cornwell resigned to himself that he was useless without the aliens, so he hadn’t even shown up at the unit at all. Dawson said she’d come in early and had completed the sweep of the floor, but she hadn’t said if she’d found anything.

That, truth be known, made Liz a bit uneasy. She wasn’t so delusional as to think that if Dawson had come across any type of clues – any clothing fiber or hair strand – that she would have disclose the information to her. Worriedly, she began to wonder if she’d left anything behind to be exposed. The tiniest of clues could be her downfall and the end of all she had achieved. And she and the others had worked too damn hard for it to come to that.

So, Liz had determinedly pushed the thought out of her mind and did some tedious paper work. But not even that had lasted her all of an hour. Resigned, Liz had played 15 games of Freecell, noting that she had completed each game in half the time that it usually took her, courtesy of alien cells in her brain. She braided her hair, unraveled it again, and gave herself a French manicure with the liquid whiteout in her desk drawer.

All in all, it had been a pretty eventful day.

The clock just turned two when she pulled out of the garage. Knowing the reception would be ideal now, Liz reached for her phone and dialed Rian’s cell.

“I got out of work early,” she spoke concisely into the phone, as her gaze steadily scrutinized the cars in her rear view mirror. “You free to meet now?”

Rian had readily agreed, told her to run to the house – careful to see if she still had the tail – change clothes, and then meet her in the corner fitting room at the boutique. She briefly informed Liz what she had in mind before she hung up.

Liz placed the cell phone in her cup holder and considered the plan Rian had devised; the nearly imperceptible twinge in her stomach told her that it was going to work. That she was going to see Max. Today. Now.

Her knuckles clenched the steering wheel. Oh, God, she so wasn’t ready. However, she had little time to dwell on that, as she noticed the tail two cars behind her.

The make and model of the car changed everyday, but the simple fact that it followed her every weave in and out of traffic was enough to convince her that it was, indeed, her designated follower. She knew that by the time she pulled down her street, the car would continue to drive ahead instead of turning off right behind her. She also knew there would be no obvious surveillance car outside her house, so she wondered how – or if they even would – know that she’d her home left again.

Obviously they were following her from somewhere near the compound. They couldn’t have known she was going to clock out early (were they somehow wired her clock out time everyday?), as Liz had had no idea herself. Just like they wouldn’t know she’d leave not five minutes after entering her house.

Another car would probably make a sweep of the street, notice her car would be gone, and radio her tail; it was the most likely scenario. She was counting on it.

Liz reactivated the alarm and greeted her dogs with a flourish. Since she wasn’t sure what time she’d be back, she hurriedly filled their bowls, knowing that they’d pick at their food if they got hungry between now and supper. Then she bolted up stairs for a quick change of clothes and to run a brush through her hair.

She wasn’t going to attempt to freshen her makeup. It wasn’t as if she were trying to impress anyone, anyway.

And exactly five minutes later she was out of the house, in her car, and driving towards the highway.

And another three minutes later, she had her tail.

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The bells chimed overhead as Liz pulled open the door to the boutique. Immediately, she was engulfed in the soothingly cool air from the AC. The air outside was muggy, suffocating, and so incredibly hot that she was certain she’d sweated off at least five pounds.

She pulled off her sunglasses, allowing her eyes to adjust to the dim lighting of the boutique. It even smelled cooler. Her eyes scanned the area. Endless racks of clothing were staggered about the spacious room. Woman of all shapes and sizes were browsing, garments of all colors draped over their arms. Nodding to the young woman behind the cashier desk, Liz headed straight for the fitting room. She opened the door to the room Rian had instructed, stepped inside.

And saw herself patiently sitting in the chair before her.

Rian had told her what the plan had been, but seeing it for herself was completely different than imagining it in her infertile mind’s eye.

“Wow,” Liz murmured as she stared into the brown eyes Rian had stolen from her. “Just…wow.”

“Yeah, I know.”

Rian even had her voice, and Liz would be lying if she said it wasn’t a bit disconcerting. Yet cool at the same time.

Rian handed Liz a pair of clothes she had obviously just purchased to fit her. “Strip. I go out first.”

They made quick work of exchanging clothing. Liz pulled her hair into a sloppy bun on the top of her head, while Rian finger combed hers to drape against her shoulders. She handed Rian her sunglasses, accepted the keys to her car, and nodded in satisfaction.

“I’ll walk around town for a while,” Rian said and eyed her reflection in the mirror, looking for any dissimilarities that would compromise their cover. “Then I’ll lose them, probably turn the tables and follow them some,” she winked. “Call me when you’re ready to leave. Then we’ll find someplace else to meet and switch again.”

Liz nodded, smiled and once again thought about how amazing this plan really was. “This was a pretty damn good idea,” her voice conveyed her obvious astonishment. “You look great. I look great, I mean.”

Rian grinned, slipped out of the dressing room, and left the boutique. Liz waited several more minutes and then followed. She looked cautiously around her upon stepping outside. No one waited for her. Butterflies fluttered their large wings inside her stomach as she began her trek towards Rian’s SUV. She had just reached the vehicle when her phone twiddled from the safety of her jean pocket.

I’ve got a tail,” Rian’s steady voice said from the other line. “Tall, dark hair. He’s not a suit. Plain clothed.

Liz’s breath caught with the realization that it was actually working. Then Rian said the words she’d been waiting to hear: “You’re in the clear.




TBC
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Hi, everyone. :)

Here’s the new part. I’m dealing with thunderstorms and the power blinking in and out, so I’m sorry I couldn’t get this to you earlier this afternoon. (That, and I also forgot. lol. It was my first day of classes, so I was mite overwhelmed. ;))

Michelle
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Behrsgirl77
– lol! Agreed. The poor guy, even I felt bad for him. And here it is…And I’m not happy with it. But, I couldn’t wait any longer, and Liz is such a freakin’ stone wall, and she wouldn’t WORK with me. But, whatever. Yeah. lol. I love you! Thanks for the pep talk! ;)
Sternbetrachter
thetvgeneral
begonia9508
tequathisy
tinie38
Natalie36
*RebelGirl*
– I have that part all worked out in my head. ;) But it’s not for another while yet. After the “epic holiday party” Maria has planned.
dreamerbabylioness
– oh, hi! lol. That was *a lot* to read in one sitting! God, I hope your butt wasn’t sore! But so glad you’re enjoying it! :) Thank you!
pinkslipper
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Moon_sprite


Thank you all so much for the feedback. :)

Here’s the next part. So, sorry for any mistakes. I re-read it, but I never catch my own mistakes, so…Yeah, please forgive me. :)

Enjoy!




<center>Part Twenty</center>

Liz stared at the house, trying to remember when it was she had last seen it. Nearly a month now, she guessed. Smiling admittedly, she recalled how no one had had much faith in Maria’s pick for the safe house. Not upon first sight, anyway. But her friend had persisted and proved to everyone that the house indeed would be an ideal place to harbor the aliens.

The aliens who were safely tucked behind those four walls. The aliens who were waiting for her to enter.

They would have heard her approach, would have recognized Rian’s car, and would be waiting for her to enter.

But it wouldn’t be Rian walking through that door.

All she had to do was open the door, but Liz gripped the steering well tighter instead, her grip turning knuckles a pinched white. She could feel sweat pulling around the brim of the baseball cap she had swiped from the passenger’s seat. Putting it on had seemed like a good idea, on the off chance that more than one tail had been assigned to her. It would have been a bit disconcerting for one agent to notice her driving another car, while a different agent was following her on foot.

Liz took a deep breath, mentally urging herself to get out of the car, but her appendages remained disobedient, as if her brain had lost all connection to her limbs. Her hands wouldn’t open the door and her feet wouldn’t step out of the car. But neither would they start the ignition again and step on the gas to get her the hell out of here. So, it seemed like, for the time being, she was going to do nothing more than sit in the car, with no air conditioning and the windows up. She was sweating already, and now she was going to suffocate to death.

“God, Liz, just do it!” She whispered furiously to herself.

There were groceries in the back that Rian had said needed to be purchased, as the refrigerator and cabinets were getting a little bare. The milk would spoil and the eggs would probably hatch if she didn’t get her ass into gear. All she had to do was take the groceries in, say a quick hello, and leave.

That was it.

Simple.

“Okay,” she breathed and her hand went for the handle of the door. “Okay. All right.”

She shoved it open and stepped out, closing the door behind her and rounding the SUV to reach the trunk. Her movements were brisk and determined as if she were afraid any hesitation would take her back a step. She grabbed two armfuls of groceries and took a step towards the house.

Her feet got heavier with every stride, but she pressed on. One step, then another, followed by another. Her shoes kicked up dirt with every step onto the dry earth. By the time she reached the porch, she wasn’t sure if she could lift her foot to the first step. But she did. Then she forced herself to take the other step. Two more and she was in front of the door.

Her stomach churned; she felt like she was going to puke.

Liz bowed her head and closed her eyes. Suddenly, it was too bright behind her sunglasses and she felt alarmingly dizzy. The heat was somehow penetrating the roof of the porch and beating down on her, making her weave slightly to the side. Or maybe it was all in her head?

She couldn’t do it.

The front door swung open then and Liz lifted her head to stare into the eyes that have been haunting her dreams for years.

“Liz.”

She heard him whisper her name, but hadn’t seen his lips move. In truth, she hadn’t torn her eyes away from his. She was paralyzed. She couldn’t move. Couldn’t speak – her tongue seemed heavy. In truth, she wasn’t even sure if she was breathing. She couldn’t get past hearing him say her name.

He said it again, “Liz?”

Finally the unmistakable note of concern in his voice startled Liz from her paralysis. She swallowed and forced the words out of her mouth:

“I left the milk in the trunk.”

Those weren’t exactly the first words she had wanted to say to Max Evans, but then again, she hadn’t really planned a speech.

“I’ll get it.” The words came from Michael, and for the first time she noticed that the others had gathered in the entry hall. She gazed upon Tess and Isabel. The taller woman beamed at her – happy to see her, maybe even grateful, while Tess kept her gaze adverted. Kyle stood behind Tess, his hand on her shoulder, but his eyes remained locked on Liz’s. He offered her his silent encouragement, as if his gaze alone would help her walk through the door that seemed to keep her out with an invisible barrier; a barrier she had erected herself.

All she wanted to do was drop the bags and run – never mind the damned eggs.

Finally, Michael pushed through the group. He brushed past her, pausing to give her a signature Michael smile – which was nothing more than a twitch at the corner of his mouth.

“Liz.”

He said her name again, damn it. In that breathless way that had haunted her dreams along with those eyes that continued to stare insistently at her. Liz closed her eyes again, took a deep breath, and struggled to maintain the control that she had fought to earn. At last, she opened her eyes and determinedly refused to allow him to have an affect on her.

She nodded, “Max.” As a greeting it was missing the kind of warmth that he was obviously expecting. The same warmth that he had bestowed upon her. He frowned slightly before the pure pleasure of seeing her shone in his face once again.

As if remembering Earthly manners, he stepped aside. “Come in,” he said and reached to take the bags out of her hands. Liz hastily stepped out of his way, straying from his touch.

“I got it,” she muttered and slid sideways past him and into the air-conditioned house. Immediately, she felt better and allowed a sigh to escape her lips. God bless whoever had invented air conditioning.

Quickly, Liz made her way to the kitchen, significantly aware that Max kept quick pace behind her. She set the groceries on the kitchen table and turned, pressing her back against the counter as she faced him. Max continued to eye her, but wisely kept his distance. No one entered behind him, and the house seemed oddly quiet to be filled with so many people.

She swept off Rian’s ball cap, her dark tresses falling in a matted heap to lie against her shoulders. What a waste it had been to run a brush through her hair, but she quickly reminded herself: she wasn’t trying to impress anyone.

Briefly, she debated on taking off her sunglasses, but at the last second decided to leave them on. Exposing her eyes would make her too vulnerable, and she didn’t want him to see her like that. She didn’t want him to affect her anymore than he already had.

Liz crossed her arms and – confident behind her glasses – allowed her eyes to rake over Max for the first time since she’d seen him at the compound. Her chest constricted. He had put on some weight, but not nearly as much as he should have. Dark shadows blemished the undersides of his eyes. His cheeks were pallor beneath the slightly dark stubble. Long arms hung limply at his sides, veins protruding, mapping a route down to the back of his hands. The clothes she had helped buy from Goodwill hung pathetically from his body.

Panicked, Liz thought back to what she had unconsciously noticed when she’d first seen the others. Isabel had literally glowed with health; she seemed happy, exuberant. Tess, though nervous at the sight of her, had also appeared healthy. With just the few moments in which she’d seen them, Liz deduced that they were in fine physical health. Even Michael had looked good. His face was bright and his muscles slightly toned. They didn’t look as emaciated as they had while living in the compound.

Yet Max, standing silently before her, showed small improvement.

Liz’s throat burned and forced her eyes shut again. Hoping that when she opened them he’d look better. He didn’t. Silently, in order to preserve her thoughts, she busied herself with the task of putting the groceries away. Immediately, Max joined her in the task, and in tensed silence they had the foodstuff put away in record time.

That hadn’t taken nearly enough time, so once again, Liz retreated to the corner of the counter. Her back pressed in hard, her arms crossed defensively over her chest once again. Still, she was unable to formulate any type of word or fragment. Nothing. And the silence was eating her.

But the silence suited Max just fine. He looked his fill of her. Taking in her defensive posture, remembering the quick and fluid way she had moved – lifting and crouching to put products in their specific area. He hadn’t dared venture over to her; instead he had contented himself with stocking the perishable foods. Michael had entered quickly with the milk, and then, just as quickly disappeared. Max had put that away, too, watching Liz out of the corner of his eye.

Now, they were at a standoff again, but despite the tension in the room, he couldn’t deny how good she looked. Beautiful, vibrant – even with the lack of warmth radiating off of her, she still called to him like a beacon. But he knew that if he got too close, she’d bolt.

And she had only just gotten here; he’d do anything to keep her for as long as he could.

Words escaped him as well. There were so many things that he wanted to say to her – confessions dying to be spilled from his very soul. He wanted to tell her how much he’d missed her. How there hadn’t been a sunset or sunrise – both tinted with amazing hues of rich purples and blues, spreading like water color – that he hadn’t thought of her. How he’d whispered that he loved her every night in inane hope that she’d hear him. How he cried with despair when he realized his spontaneous choice had been a mistake.

He should have never left her – duty or not.

But all of that seemed futile now. As if the years had formed a gap too vast to bridge. But damnit, he was going to try.

“You look good,” he finally said. His voice sounded rough, and the words so mundane that he immediately wanted to take them back.

Max watched as the corner of her lip twitched before she offered him a sarcastic smile. “I wish I could say the same about you,” she murmured.

He knew how he looked, had even told himself that morning that he needed to take better care of himself, for he knew that he’d see Liz again. He just hadn’t known it was be so soon – today. Suddenly, he felt self-conscious.

He plucked at the ill-fitting t-shirt that nearly engulfed him and smiled lightly. “It’s been a rough couple of weeks.”

Liz said nothing, only nodded. He wanted to hear her voice again, so he asked, “How are you?”

This time she shrugged. “I’ll be better once all of this is over,” she confessed.

Max did take a step towards her then; a tiny, hesitant step that shortened the distance between them. “And when will that be, Liz?” He inquired softly.

Liz’s shoulders tensed and her spine straightened. Max couldn’t see beyond the dark tint of her glasses – couldn’t read the expression she was hiding. When she finally spoke, her voice was hard, tight, and determined. “It’s over when I take down the Special Unit, and with it, Daniel Pierce.”

Max felt suddenly chilled all over. He wanted to ask how she meant to accomplish that, but knew that the answer would involve putting her life at further risk. It wasn’t something he wanted to hear.

“You can’t do that, Liz.”

His softly spoken words had her brows rising above the rims of her sunglasses. “Oh?” She questioned, her tone not losing that hard edge. “What exactly to you expect me to do then?”

“Run.” The simple answer had Liz tensing all over.

Run. It was what she’d wanted to do for the past several weeks. Run from the Unit, run from all that she’d seen and done. Run from the lies she had told and people she had betrayed in order to get to where she’d only just arrived.

Run? She couldn’t. Running was no longer an option. And when the Unit was no more, and Pierce was six feet below the ground running wouldn’t be necessary.

“Run,” he whispered again and closed the gap between them so quickly that Liz had no time to react. Max was right in front of her. His eyes penetrated the protection of her glasses and peered into her own. He was close but he wasn’t touching her. However, Liz realized, that didn’t stop her skin from tingling and her breath to quicken.

“Liz,” he licked his dry lips. “We can just run. Forget about this place. Forget about them. We can just – ”

“Run?” Liz supplied for him, suddenly angry. “You want to run after what they did to you? After what they did to Isabel and Michael? What about Tess?” She shook her head, clenched her fists. “No, I won’t run. And there will be retribution.”

“Liz – ”

“No,” she bit out forcefully. She took a deep breath, urging her voice not to crack. “No, Max, running is what you’re good at. Not me. I’m going to fight. And when it’s over, there will be no need for you to run.” Not from me, she silently added.

Liz pushed away from him then and walked around him to exit the kitchen. Max stood rooted in place as the distance between them grew. She paused before she entered the hallway and looked over her shoulder.

“Welcome home.” And then she turned and left.

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Leading the agents on a wild goose chase had been fun, Rian admitted perversely. Forcing them to follow her every move, through the thick, afternoon crowds, as she weaved in and out of little shops, had given her a thrill she had never experienced before. It was fun making them wait outside or in some corner of the store as she browsed through clothing, accessories, and feminine products. It caused her throat to tickle with laughter as she spied on said agents from the deep shadows of a building, watching as they cursed when they lost sight of her, and whipped out their cell phones to report their status. And then, just like that, she’d appear again and lead them across the street and into another shop.

But eventually she grew weary of the game and decided to lose them for good. The final building she ducked into was a little ice cream shop with a restroom at the back corner. She went inside as Liz and came back out as herself – clothed in a pair of dark blue jeans and a simple white t-shirt that she had purchased at one of the shops, while Liz’s clothes were stowed inside the bag she carried.

An agent had seated himself at a tiny table in view of the restrooms. She grinned at him as she came out, flipping her auburn hair over her shoulder. He grinned back, gave her a head nod, and checked out her ass as she walked past.

She wondered how long it would take him to realize that Liz wasn’t coming out.

The sun was beginning to make its slow descent in the sky. She wondered what she was going to do next. Liz had her car, so she couldn’t very well go anywhere. Using Liz’s car was not an option as there were agents posted across the street from where she parked, waiting for her return.

Rian grinned as she started down the sidewalk. Liz had really ruffled some feathers in order for the Unit to put out so much manpower on one woman.

Having no idea what to do or where to go until Liz called her, Rian took out her phone and called Alex. She couldn’t remember if he was at work or trying to clean out his apartment; hopefully it was the latter and he wanted some company.

Hello?

“Hey, it’s me. Whatcha doing?”

Just quit my job as a matter of fact and I’m getting ready to head over to my apartment pick up a few things, and then see if I can’t convince my landlord to speed up the cleaning process.

“Quit?” Rian asked. “You didn’t hand in your two weeks notice?”

Nah. Just said I won’t be coming in tomorrow. Not very professional, I know, but I can’t say that I really care.

Rian shrugged. “Well, then come get me. I’m tired of playing decoy for the agents following Liz, and I’m lonely. I’ll go with you to your apartment.”

After initial questioning from Alex, Rian promised she’d fill him in once he got her. He was to pick her up at the bus station in front of the Walgreen’s. She took a seat on the bench next to an elderly woman who wore a plaid skirt and stockings, and was undoubtedly sweating bullets underneath.

Rian leaned back against the bench and relaxed. Her eyes darted over the faces in the crowd. She spotted an agent across the street, talking furiously into his cell phone and she smiled. It was difficult to follow someone when you didn’t know where he or she disappeared. Maybe she could convince Alex to sit on the bench with her and watch the suits bustle around in a panic, looking for their target.

She continued to watch and saw another agent approach. The two spoke angrily to one another with a lot of gestures and frowns and head shaking. Movement to the right of agents caught her eye, and Rian watched as a tourist with sandy blonde hair and a deep suntan took a picture of the oblivious agents with an older model camera. When he removed the camera from his face she stilled.

Immediately, Rian straightened and stared hard across the street. She only caught a glimpse of his profile before the bus pulled up to the curb, obstructing her view. Launching to her feet, Rian walked briskly down the sidewalk until she reached the end of the bus. She saw the tourist, his head down as he strolled leisurely down the sidewalk.

Her eyes narrowed and she was about to cross the street after him when Alex pulled up to the curb as well. He wound down the window when she didn’t immediately get inside.

“Hey,” he called, a concerned frown pleating his brow. “What’s wrong?”

Silently, Rian got into the car; the cool air dried her moistened skin and continued to stare fixatedly across the street. “The man in the gray t-shirt,” she said succinctly. “Follow him.”

Wordlessly, Alex complied. Rian had to sit tall in her seat as she peered out Alex’s window, her eyes following the dart-y movements of the tourist. She saw him pause at an intersection, look both ways before he crossed and then finally disappeared down a one-way street.

“I can’t follow him.”

It didn’t matter. She knew why the face called to her. Knew why for a moment she had felt what she could only describe as panic, a feeling only humans should feel. Despite the lengths at which he had gone through to disguise himself, Rian had recognized him almost immediately.

The tourist was Jonaphan Calder.

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Liz glanced at her watch. She’d been here for just longer than twenty minutes, which was exactly twenty minutes longer than she had intended to stay. She had almost left after her tense conversation with Max, but knew she couldn’t do so without at least asking how the others were doing.

She found them all sitting demurely in the living room, feigning interest in some television program. Michael had stretched himself to take up the whole length of the couch, save for the very end. Isabel sat there, her hands folded neatly in her lap. It was then Liz noticed that Isabel had drastically changed the style and color of her hair. No longer was she the long-haired blonde, but now, she sported a shorter, cuter style. The color was slightly lighter than her own.

Impressed, Liz’s lips twitched and then continued to gaze around the room. Kyle was lounging on the floor with his back pressed against the heavy coffee table and his fingers laced across his chest. His eyes were riveted on the TV and the corner of his lip was caught between his teeth. The only person who was openly looking at her was Tess, who sat in the oversized chair in the corner of the room. She too had changed her hair, however slight. When Liz met her gaze her blue eyes shyly dashed to the floor.

Liz cleared her throat as she entered the room. Kyle did a mock startle and shifted to pin at her with a huge grin. “Liz, hi! Would you like to join us? We’re watching – ” he had to look back at the TV for the answer. “The Barefoot Contessa. She’s making something with butter.”

“She always makes something with butter,” Michael quipped and reached for the remote. “Everything she makes has at least a pound of butter in it. Bad for your arteries.”

“No, I think that’s Paula Deen.”

Liz rolled her eyes and sat cross-legged on the floor, next to Kyle. Her eyes looked pointedly first at Michael, then Isabel, and finally Tess.

“How are you?” She asked softly, genuinely interested.

Michael was the first to answer. He shrugged, his eyes never leaving the television, his thumb pressing down on the remote as he channel surfed. “This place’s a dream compared to our last digs.”

She accepted his answer, only because she knew from Maria that he was doing well enough. Her gaze shifted to Isabel then, waited.

Isabel smiled a smile so softly, that Liz was taken aback at first. Never had she ever thought that Isabel Evans was capable of a soft smile. “I’m doing much better. It was hard in the beginning,” she confessed and then she, too, shrugged at a loss of words to describe. “But I’m just happy to be alive and grateful to you – all of you – for what you did.”

Liz nodded but didn’t offer her any words of her own. Max entered the room just as she was about to quiz Tess. Immediately, the petite blonde’s gaze sought out Max’s and Liz felt the familiar twinge of hurt burn through her stomach. The hurt that had never really gone away, even when they were younger and Max had promised her that Tess would never mean anything more to him than a friend. That she was all that would ever matter to him. Lies, she suspected.

She wondered what had happened between them. Wondered what the meaning was behind those looks they shared. Wondered why, after ten years, the ache it caused still gave her pause.

“Nice of you to join the land of the living, Maxwell,” Michael’s jibe was rewarded with a hit on the legs with a rolled up TV Guide. Michael obliged him by sitting up and swinging his legs over the side.

Max settled into the couch beside of Isabel, his eyes trained on Liz. She ignored him and refocused her attention on Tess.

“Tess?” Her blue eyes strayed from Max to meet Liz’s gaze. “How are you?”

She swallowed, nodded, and then answered on a whisper, “I’m fine.”

Sensing that she wasn’t going to get anything more out of Tess, she returned the nod and stared down at her hands. Silence fell over the group as Liz struggled to find something else to say.

Kyle cleared his throat and leaned up to rest his arms on his knees. “Did Maria tell you about the epic holiday party she has planned?”

Liz snorted and smiled wryly as she looked up at her friend. “She wants me to bake a pie,” her tone was bland. “I don’t bake.”

“She wants me to wear a vest,” Kyle rejoined. “I don’t own a vest.”

She laughed this time and looked around the spacious living room with a small grin. “I’m just glad I’m not the one who has to help with decorations.”

Kyle’s face fell as he considered the angle Liz had mentioned. “Shit.”

Isabel straightened. “I’ll help!” Her enthusiastic offer threw Liz into a time warp, remembering the holidays and occasions when Isabel Evans had been avoided like the plague. “And Tess, too, right?” The girls exchanged looks. Tess nodded hesitantly, though she was smiling.

“Sure,” Kyle groused. “You’ll guys put them up and everything, but guess who has to run out and buy all that shit and haul it over here,” his hand raised like a school child’s. “Me. Where the hell am I supposed to find Christmas and Thanksgiving and Halloween and Easter decorations, anyway?”

Liz shrugged, much more relieved that it wasn’t something she had to concern herself with. “Not my problem.”

Kyle glared, though the corners of his lips twitched as he fought a smile. “Bitch.”

She didn’t hide her smile. “I’m sure Maria will be willing to share some of her decorations,” she said, hoping that it would ease her friend’s mind some. “But considering the rest of us have never really decorated aside from a few strings of lights and things, it looks like you’ll have to hit the yard sales,” she frowned, give Kyle a pointed look. “There’s no need to string up lights anyway. Remind her of that. We don’t need any unwanted attention.”

Kyle nodded, and once again the room fell silent. Liz took that has her cue to leave. She was standing and just about to say her goodbyes when Isabel stopped her by bolting up from the couch.

“You can’t leave yet,” she insisted with an easy smile. “I’ll make us all a late lunch. You should stay.”

She was about to open her mouth to protest when Tess stood up as well, slowly and with considerably less enthusiasm. But it surprised Liz nevertheless. “Please,” she said softly, almost inaudibly. “You saved our lives. Fixing you a meal would be the least that we could do.”

Liz looked at her, unsure of how to interpret Tess’s invitation. She could feel Max’s eyes on her, waiting for her to respond, and her stomach knotted.

God, she couldn’t do this. She closed her eyes, and thought for a minute. And for the life of her, couldn’t think of a reason not to stay.

Finally, she nodded, a fleeting smile touching her lips. “Lunch would be nice, thank you.”

And that was how she had ended up staying longer than she had originally planned. A quick hello, immediately followed by a quick goodbye had been stretched into sociable lunch filled with reminiscing conversations. They briefly talked about the memories they shared as teenagers, which mostly consisted of their years at West Roswell. However, they carefully avoided conversation about the night all their lives changed ten years ago. They didn’t talk about the months and early years that followed. They didn’t talk about the aliens’ tour of duty of sorts on Antar. They didn’t talk about the Unit or when they’d be able to lead some sense of a normal life. All conversations were censored. Kyle had been the only one willing to share some minor details of his new life. He spoke of how he joined the police department and later the SWAT Team. He talked about his Dad, which prompted him to speak of the night – not very long ago – that he and Riannan had ended up in Roswell, and she had met his father.

Liz recalled quite bewilderedly, as she climbed into the driver’s seat of Rian’s car, that Tess had averted her attention from Kyle when he mentioned Rian. The woman’s reactions were a mystery that Liz couldn’t figure out. When she looked at Max there was an obvious connection there; something had happened on their home planet that forged a bond between them. Again, her stomach ached and burned. She didn’t want to think about it.

But when she looked at Kyle – there was something there, too. She smiled more readily for him even. Her looks varied between each man, and Liz couldn’t read them and wasn’t sure if she wanted to.

She headed down the dirt road, utterly ready to get home, and was about to call Rian when her cell phone rang.

When’s the last time you spoke to Jonaphan Calder?

Liz’s brows furrowed. There was no greeting, no questions on how her time at the house had gone, just business.

“Uh, yesterday, I believe,” she answered carefully, suddenly wary to the bone. “Why?”

Rian’s next words chilled her, “He’s here. He’s here in Arizona and he’s incognito.


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Hi everyone.

Sorry I didn’t get this part posted earlier today. I had a bit of distractions, but here it is, just as promised. I really hope you enjoy this update, as I’m only marginally happy with it. And, remember, I’m cutting down the sizes of my chapters, so this part would have been tacked on to the previous.

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<center>Part Twenty-One</center>

“That’s impossible.” Liz’s breath quickened and her hands clenched tightly on the steering wheel. She broke to a stop before she even reached the main road, and focused her concentration onto what Rian was saying to her.

I saw him,” she declared, impatiently. There was a muffled voice in the background, and then Liz heard her distinctly say, “Shut up, Alex.”

Valiantly trying to keep the panic from seeping into her voice, Liz asked, “What’s he saying?”

Nothing,” Rian answered tersely. “Shut up!” She ordered more forcefully and directed the mouthpiece away.

Suddenly Alex’s voice was clear, as if he had grabbed the phone and brought it closer to his mouth to speak. “I said that Rian’s not certain she saw Jon. The man she saw was tall, with blonde hair, and may have resembled him in the face. That’s –

The rest of Alex’s words were cut off as Rian came back on the line. “I’m telling you it was him!” She sounded very pissed off at this point, and Liz could just imagine the look of sheer anger marring her features.

“Okay, okay,” she interjected before anything else could be said. Liz struggled to think of how to handle the situation, as the knot in gut twisted tighter and tighter with apprehension. Jon? In Arizona? She couldn’t believe it – it just seemed too unlikely. Surely he would have told her if he had any reason at all to be in Arizona at all, let alone in Safford. And incognito? Why would he need to shield his identity? Liz had no possible answer for that, which made her want to throw up.

She began to inch the car back down the dusty road, needing to get moving. Rian had to have seen someone else. “Okay. I’ll call his house. If he’s there, then he’ll answer.”

But he won’t,” Rian insisted through clenched teeth. “Because he’s not there. When he doesn’t answer you’ll call his cell phone, you’ll ask him where he’s at, and he’ll lie and say he’s doing his little cattle ranch shit that he does all the time. But he’s not, because he’s here. In Arizona. I saw him, Liz.

Liz sighed and ignored the twinge of desperation that had unknowingly tinted Rian’s voice. She knew her next words wouldn’t help Rian’s mood in any way. “How certain are you it was him?”

One hundred percent,” she bit out after the slightest hesitation.

“Listen, Rian, all I can do is call. If he doesn’t answer his phone at the house, then I’ll be more inclined to believe that it’s possible that he’s here,” she paused, waiting to see if her friend said anything. “And if that’s the case, then we’ll have to be more careful. If he’s here, and that’s a big if, then it means he’s hiding something from me. As often as we’ve spoke during the past month, he’s never mentioned being in Arizona. At this point, it’s all I can do, okay?”

There was a brief, tense pause where all that could be heard was Rian’s breathing. Finally, she muttered, “fine,” and the line went dead.

Sighing again, Liz dialed Jon’s house phone number, praying that he answered, that he wasn’t here in Arizona, that he hadn’t been lying to her.

It rang twice. “Hello?

Liz frowned, the voice was feminine and definitely not Jonaphan’s. “Oh, I’m sorry,” she murmured in confusion. “I must have the wrong number.”

Well, that depends on who you’re calling for,” the woman replied, easily and brightly. “Are you wishing to speak to Mr. Calder?

Her frown deepened. “Yes, I am. Is he available, please?”

He certainly is, can you hold a minute?” Liz said “yes” and heard a distinctive click over the line, telling her she had been put on hold, and she contemplated in silence.

It was unusual for a woman to be answering his phone. Jon didn’t have a regular girlfriend, had in fact confessed to Liz that he never brought a woman to his home. When he was feeling lonely he always opted to stay at her place. It made the leaving in the morning easier, for him at least.

The woman had also called him Mr. Calder. She must be some kind of employee. The thought released a knot from between her shoulder blades and she relaxed a fraction.

The line clicked again, “’Lo?” His lazy drawl flowed into her ear and she found herself smiling.

“Jon?”

Hey, darlin’!” His grin was evident in his voice, which prompted Liz’s smile to widen. “To what do I owe the pleasure? I intended to call you in a few hours, during my regular check in time, that is. Is everything all right?

Liz found herself relaxing further. “Oh, yeah, everything’s fine,” she answered, feeling abundantly relieved. He couldn’t be in Arizona, not if he was there, not if he was talking to her from home. She grinned and continued the conversation, “I was just doing some shopping and I saw an incredibly good-looking cashier who looked strangely like you. Made me think of you, so I thought I’d call.” The lie flowed so easily from her lips that the knots returned. Hadn’t she just been questioning Jon’s honesty, and here she was committing a lie herself?

Well, that’s funny Betsy-Ann, because I’m looking at someone with eerily similar dark eyes, flowing dark hair, and who has a mean back kick,” he chuckled deeply. “I’m willing to wager that I would have gotten a few broken ribs had I not jumped back in time.

Her glower was playful, even though he couldn’t see her, and her smile remained in place. “Why do I get the feeling you’re talking about a horse, Calder?”

Maybe because I am, Parker

She laughed, all tension draining from her body in rivers. He wasn’t in Arizona. He was on his ranch, in Montana, taking care of a new mare that was giving him some trouble. Liz felt certain, her trust in him higher than most, that if he ever came to Arizona, he would tell her.

Rian had made a simple, honest mistake.

They talked a few moments more. Liz had found out the woman who answered indeed worked for him, and was a house cleaner who came once every couple of weeks. Jon confessed that he had some serious domestic issues, as in he’s allergic to domestic duties. He asked her how she was feeling and when she thought she’d be up to see him.

You should bring that spunky red-head.” He added.

Liz laughed. “Rian? That’s funny, because Rian was with me when I saw the cashier. She thought he looked like you, too.” She ignored the twinge of guilt at the effortless way in which she lied to her former partner.

I’m sure she was about ready to spit tacks. She never did like me much, did she, darlin’? What did I do that was so wrong?

“Nothing,” she assured him. “Rian just doesn’t trust people. Especially not the pretty boys.”

Ohh, so she thinks I’m pretty?” He laughed and Liz envisioned him with that huge, egotistical smile of his and couldn’t help but laugh as well.

“She hasn’t come right out and said it, but I’m willing to guess so. But Jon, there’s also a clash of two, very strong personalities that makes her weary of you all together.”

Definitely bring her, and I’ll show her just how well we’d mesh together.

Liz was still laughing when she hung up the phone.


Sir? I traced the call. Target is in Whitefield, Arizona, driving south towards Safford.” The woman’s voice relayed the coordinates, incase Jonaphan wanted to punch them into the GPS navigation unit on his cell phone.

“Thank you, Linda,” he spoke softly as he eyed the car across the street from him. “How did she sound when you answered?”

I intercepted the call immediately. She thought she had the wrong number and sounded a bit wary to hear my voice on the other line.

“You did, well. Thank you, again.”

Jon hung up and slipped his phone back into his pocket. He could see Rian, with steam all but flowing out of her ears, sitting in the tiny Audi with Alex Whitman. She had just hung up the cell phone, probably with Liz, and was angrily instructing Alex to pull out into the street.

He kept his head low and his mouth behind his cup of coffee as they pulled into traffic and crept past him on the busy street. It had taken him a moment to realize that he’d been tagged, and by Riannan Kellar of all people. He had been following the agents who were tailing Liz when he had spotted her across the street. He could never mistake her russet colored hair or bright turquoise eyes – not even from the distance that separated them.

It was interesting; Liz had gone into the ice cream shop and then minutes later Rian had walked out. For an instant he had thought about following her, wondering how he had missed her going in as well, but knew he needed to stick close to Liz and the suits. Now, he wished he had followed her instead, because Liz hadn’t exited the building at all. The agents had gone berserk.

And it got more interesting; Linda had informed him Liz was driving right towards him, despite the fact the red dot on his GPS system told him that her car hadn’t moved from where she had originally parked it.

So, how had she done it? Somehow not only had Liz managed to dodge a handful of agents, but she had managed to escape him, too. And Jonaphan Calder prided himself in being an excellent shadow.

He didn’t doubt that Rian had something to do with. What? He wasn’t sure. But he knew damn well he was going to find out.

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Liz had called Rian back and arranged for a place to meet in order to switch places again. The rendezvous point was a video store a few blocks down from where her car was parked. She pulled up to the curb, checked her reflection in the mirror, and adjusted the sunglasses and ball cap. Hoping the simple accessories would once again shield her identity from any agents who were near by, Liz entered the video store.

Rian had said to meet her in the room in the back of the store, closed off by the blue curtain. Liz pushed aside the rough fabric and entered the darkened room. And froze.

“Rian!” She hissed, her eyes wide and her mouth agape in horrified mortification. “This is where people watch porn!”

Rian, who had already shifted back into her original form, handed her the clothes she had been wearing. “It was all I had to work with. The agents are on the opposite street, but they’re closing in. Did anyone see you?”

Liz shook her head and, shoving aside modesty once again, began to strip in front of her friend. The lights from the multiple television screens danced in different colors across her body. The porno music and the guttural moans made her a bit uncomfortable to be loosing her clothes.

“Did you talk to Jon?” Rian questioned heatedly.

“Yes,” Liz buttoned her jeans. “He was at home.”

Rian’s frown was incredulous; she really hadn’t expected him to be there. “He answered?”

“Yes, no,” she corrected and began to slip on the white tank top she had worn under her blue t-shirt. “His house maid answered, but he picked up the phone shortly after.”

The answer didn’t seem to reassure Rian, and Liz knew better than to try and suggest that she had been mistaken after all. “Listen,” she said as she handed over Rian’s ball cap. “We’ll keep an eye out. If you see him again, call me. We’ll get to the bottom of this. I swear.”

Rian put on her cap with a jerk. Her eyes grew greener and brighter with anger, despite the darkness of the crowded room. “You still don’t believe it was him, do you?”

Liz chose her next words carefully, “It’s hard for me to accept that someone I have trusted for years would lie to me,” when Rian opened her mouth to interject, Liz forced herself ahead. “I’m not saying that I don’t believe you. I’m saying that I want some more proof – to see for myself – before I blame him of something that could be very bad for me. For all of us.”

Her friend remained quiet, her eyes staring unseeingly over Liz’s head. Finally, their gazes met again, and she knew she’d be pissed for a very long time. “Call me when you get home,” she said, her voice calmer, yet still hard. “I want to make sure you got there safely.”

Liz nodded and watched as Rian brushed past curtain, bright light cutting through the crack she created and casting a silhouette, before she disappeared from sight. With a sigh, she leaned back against the wall and closed her eyes.

Suddenly, she began to question everything she ever knew about Jonaphan Calder. The sheer adamancy that Rian had portrayed gave her pause. Liz curled her hands into fists. He couldn’t be in Arizona. He wouldn’t have anything to hide from her. He was her friend.

Liz didn’t know what she’d do – or who to turn to – if she ever found out Jonaphan Calder had deceived her.

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Rian and Alex hadn’t been able to make it to his apartment before she had spotted Jon and then put in the urgent phone call to Liz. They were making their way now – in very tense silence.

Alex kept glancing over at her, watching as she seethed in barely restrained anger. Liz hadn’t believed her, not entirely, and that’s what had her so pissed off. Though, he guessed, some of her anger was directed towards him as well, considering he hadn’t backed her up one hundred percent like she felt he should have.

But damnit, Alex had met Jonaphan Calder and couldn’t believe that his friend’s former FBI partner could be a bad guy. But to Rian, something was amiss. She saw Jon Calder across the street and there was nothing anyone could do to convince her otherwise.

They pulled into his apartment complex parking lot, and quietly exited the vehicle. The walk up the three flights of steps was also made in uncomfortable silence. Neither of them spoke when they reached his door or when he slipped the key inside.

The door swung open and they took two silent steps inside before Rian halted him with a rigid hand on his shoulder. He snapped his head around to look at her, his mouth opening in question when she used her other hand to cover his mouth, hard.

Her gaze was sharp, her face impassive as she stared though the tight entry way and into the area where the living room and kitchen split. On the wall, just ahead of them, hung the large, golden-framed mirror that Maria had insisted that he purchase. She had said it would give the room character. Never in the thousands of times that he opened his door, did he notice that horrendously expensive mirror, until now. Because now, through that mirror, he could see the profile on a tall, deadly looking man rummaging through the contents of the closet in his living room.

“Oh, shit.”

His curse was muffled behind the pressure of Rian’s hand. Slowly, she pushed him out of the apartment as she struggled not to alert the intruder of their presence. Her eyes never left the mirror. Neither did his until she swung the door to a silent close.

She turned to him then, obviously having an internal struggle. Was she to send Alex on his way and go in and catch the guy off guard by herself? Or should she leave with him – safer in numbers?

Alex decided for her. “I’m not leaving without you,” he whispered furiously, his blues eyes intent and fearful.

Rian nodded, looked over her shoulder at the door, and then grabbed his arm and made a beeline for the stairwell.

“Was that FBI?” He asked breathlessly, once they pushed through the heavy door and began a rapid descent down the stairs.

“Shh,” she ordered, her eyes darting up and round, checking out corners and doors. Someone could be lurking in any corner, waiting for him to show up. Her grip tightened on his arm, her steps sure as she led them towards the side door of the building. She was just about to push out of the door and into the parking lot when she came to another abrupt halt.

“Shit!” She spun them away from the door and pushed him against the wall.

His teeth clattered from the hard impact and he blinked past the discomfort. “What?” The blood was pumping furiously through his ears as he stared worriedly into Rian’s hard face.

“There’s an agent at your car,” she answered shortly and racked a hand through her hair, struggling to formulate some kind of plan.

Alex inched his way over to the door to get a peek through the window. He’d just gotten a glimpse when Rian wrenched him away with a strangled curse.

“Holy shit!” He was breathing heavier now, his eyes as wide as saucers. “It is the FBI. What the hell do they want with me?”

She didn’t know and she couldn’t stick around to try and figure it out. Not now. She needed to get him out of here, but she wasn’t familiar with the design of the building.

“We need a way out quick, Alex,” she told him urgently. “How do we do that?”

He took a deep breath, bringing up the layout of his apartment complex in his head. There were emergency exits at each end of the building; he told her.

“No good,” she muttered gravely. “Chances are they’d have someone posted at each.” Maybe not, but she wasn’t going to risk it. If there was one thing she learned about the Feds today, it was that there are a fucking lot of them.

“Fire escapes? We go up and then down again?” He suggested warily.

It too was risky. She inched over to the door, pushing Alex behind her as she did, and took a quick look outside. The agent was reading off Alex’s plate into his phone, obviously confirming ownership. Next, he’d alert the agent in the apartment, if he hadn’t already.

“Lets go,” she decided, “I lead.” And she set a steady, grueling pace up the stairs. She tuned her ears to pick up any sounds that didn’t come from them – other foot steps in the stairwell, doors opening, steady breathing. Anything that would alert her that something was off.

They made it to the second floor landing; one floor to go. She stopped him and then paused to listen. She knew the agent had two options: he could wait for Alex inside the apartment or he could try and intercept him before he got there. Rian hoped for the first but was prepared for the second.

“Slow, quiet,” she urged and once again led the way up the steps. She kept Alex close behind her with a vise-like grip on his wrist. Her steps were silent and calculated while his produced a faint squeak from the soles of his sneakers.

They reached the door and she stopped them again, directing him to stand at the wall flanking to the door. Then, she peered through the vertical window and down the hall towards his apartment. The door opened. The agent stepped out – tall, broad shouldered. He turned his head and sa–

Rian jerked back and pushed him towards the next level of stairs. “Up! Go!”

Alex barreled ahead of her until Rian regained speed and muscled past him. They made it the fourth floor and – agent or no agent – they were taking it without hesitating. She threw open the door; her hand poised to the ground, ready to use as her only means of defense.

The floor was empty, silent.

Alex kept close, steadying his breathing as they walked at a brisk pace down the hall. He could hear the blood pumping in his ears more steadily now. “At the end of this hall and to the left there’s a window. It has a fire escape.” He whispered.

A door opened on the right. They tensed and Rian shoved Alex behind her.

A woman walked out, gripping the hand of a tiny toddler. She paused to close the lock the door behind her, and smiled warmly as she walked past them and towards the exit.

Rian stopped to catch her breath. She waited until she heard the door close behind the woman and child, before she swiped a hand over the doorknob of the apartment that had just been vacated – hopefully. God, she prayed there was no husband inside, watching TV in his underwear.

The door unlocked and she silently pushed Alex inside. The apartment was quiet – empty.

Shutting the door behind her, Rian barely registered the faint smell of Johnson’s baby lotion and grilled cheese sandwiches. Alex, having immediately known what she intended to do, began looking out the windows for the fire escape.

“There’s one here in the kitchen!” He called, which was difficult, when he was trying to keep his voice below a whisper.

Rian pressed her ear against the door and closed her eyes, listening. She heard the steady hum of the air conditioning unit as it flowed cooling air throughout the hallway. Heard the indistinctive chatter of a woman across the hall. Heard laughter of a sitcom coming from the television two doors down. Then, she heard the almost inaudible click as the stairwell door opened and closed again.

She pushed back from the door, uncertain if it was the woman returning for something she’d forgotten, or if it was an agent combing the floor. She wasn’t going to wait to find out.

When she got to the kitchen Alex was preparing to wedge his tall form through the window. She knew it wasn’t going to be an easy squeeze for her height either.

“I should go first,” she told him. “In case someone’s down there.”

Alex opened his mouth to protest, but then thought better of it. He swung his leg back inside and stepped away. Rian eyed him, silently telling him what he already knew: stick close.

She squeezed out and stood on the landing. The rickety metal squeaked from the pressure. Slowly, eyes constantly moving, she took the stairs. Alex followed her, his steps matching hers as they made their way quickly and efficiently down the fire escape and in the alley way.

Once they were on the ground, Rian grabbed his arm and propelled him forward, heading towards the open mouth of the alley and onto the busy walkway. Her eyes darted left and then right, before she fluidly steered him to the right and into the crowd. The shops would be beginning to close, but until then, they still had the cover of the mingling citizens.

Carefully, she watched the crowd on the opposite side of the street. No one conspicuous caught her eye. She looked behind her and saw a flash of a black suit. Her steps quickened.

“We left your car at the video store,” Alex pointed out. They were walking in the opposite direction.

“I know. We can’t turn around, though. We’ve got company,” Rian dug her fingers into his arms when he tried to turn to look. “Don’t. Just keep looking straight ahead.”

Rian reached out and deftly swiped a suit jacket that a man had draped across his chair outside one of the many food joints.

“Put this on,” she instructed and tugged off her hat to hand to him as well. “And this.”

Alex donned the jacket that was too small for him and that hat, too, with little protest. He was sweating bullets as it was and the jacket only served to make him hotter, yet he prayed they would offer him cover.

“Why are they after me?” He asked again. The question had been circling both their minds.

“I don’t know,” Rian answered. Her eyes narrowed when she saw a bus approach. Glancing over her shoulder, she saw that an agent had momentarily lost sight of him from the cap. He was tall, though, so it wouldn’t hold for long. She dragged him towards the bus, a half-assed plan forming in her rapidly moving mind.

“You need to take this bus to – ”

“No,” Alex interrupted immediately as he whirled on her. She cursed and swung him back around, hoping they hadn’t seen his face. Spoke out of the side of his mouth, since he couldn’t face her, “Where I go, you go.”

“Alex –”

“You’re the only one who can protect me,” he hissed out, his own grip tightening on her wrist. “And I’m the only one who can protect you from doing something stupid. Like going after them.”

Rian glared at him.

“Now,” he took a deep breath and glanced at the bus as it began to slow to a stop. “If you want me to get on this bus, which seems like a pretty damned good idea to me, then you’d better get a seat on it with me. Comprende?”

Her glare intensified, but she remained wordless. Finally, she released another expletive and shoved him towards the bus, following right behind him.

When they found a seat, with him away from the window, she made him slouch down as much as could. Which proved to be difficult due to his long legs and torso. More people continued to file on, crowding the bus with bodies. Good. It made hiding in plain sight easier.

Out of the corner of her eye, Rian saw the agent begin to walk by. He wasn’t the same one from the room. He was tall, but leaner, and craned his neck to see over the crowds of people ahead of him. Then, he spotted the bus and slowly began to examine each person in the window, getting closer and closer to the one she sat beside.

Slouching did little to shield Alex. It was like hiding a giant amongst midgets, and a knot twisted in her gut. Acting on impulse, she shoved him out of his seat and right at the feet of an elderly gentleman.

“Are you okay?” The man’s voice quivered with age as he tried to bend down and assist him.

Alex groaned against the cool, hard floor of the bus but remained prone.

“He’s fine, sir,” Rian answered and leaned over a little to examine him. “Why don’t you take a seat? The bus is moving.”

And it was, thank God, it was. The agent hadn’t seen him, had in fact started to retrace his steps, and now they were pulling away.

Satisfied, Rian helped Alex back to his seat and gave him an apologetic smile. “Sorry about that.”

He rubbed his shoulder and grimaced. “It’s okay. I think.”

Rian leaned back in her seat and sighed. Her car was at the video store, being as she had decided to ride over with Alex after all, instead of just driving home.

And if she hadn’t?

“Rian –”

The same thought had just occurred to him. “I know,” she whispered and grabbed his hand in for a reassuring squeeze.

The stakes had just gotten higher. It wasn’t just four aliens who needed her protection. Now, a mere human, who had grown to become an important fixture in her life, needed his to be protected. And Rian would see to it that it was.


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Hi lovely readers. :)

Thank you all so much for the feedback. It was...amazing, interesting, enlightening…It was just, wow.

I understand a lot of your issues with Liz. I’m not surprised that some of you view her as your least liked character right now. In fact, it would have been silly and naïve of me to hope/think that everyone would like Liz in this story. And to those of you who do, very much like Liz, thank you for that as well. I’m sure she’d appreciate the support system. Though, I do appreciate the differing opinions you all seem to have. :)

Someone mentioned – and I forget who now (and I good author would go back and reread the feedback to find out, but…meh) – that Liz’s back-and-forth personality is very consistent to her personality on the show (or something like that). And all I can say to that is: Yay! I’ve created Liz to be true to her character on the show. That makes me happy.

I'm sure some of you were disappointed with the first, true interaction between Max and Liz. I've got the next one already written up for later, so hopefully you'll be happier with that one. Also, note that Liz wasn't avoiding him as much as she was staying away to keep the FBI off of them. Remember, she knew she was being followed -- the last thing she wanted to do was lead the bad guys right to them.

Also, I just want to stress that only so much of S1 has happened in this story (up to Four Square). I know there was a discussion about it, and that the discussers realized this already, but just in case it caused any sort of confusion. So, the White Room didn’t happen either. ;) (Though, I'm not discouraging you guys from discussing anything pertaining to the show and this fic. Discuss away! I just wanted to clarify.)

Um, gosh, what else can I say? Jon…Jon, Jon, Jon. I really wish I could answer your questions, put some of your worries at ease. I mean, I could. But…Eh, I’m not. ;)

And, I think that’s it. :) Thanks for the feedback, everyone!



blueballjumper Hm…all good questions. You’ll just have to wait and find out!! :P Thank you for the feedback.
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Good question! That answer won’t come until later; I was wondering if y’all forgot about that. ;) Thank you for the feedback.
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Thanks for the feedback. Max and Liz interaction is in the works, sorry it’s so slow going.
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Hi, Ellie! :) I’ll be bugging you, soon. Thanks for the feedback! (Answers on Jon…eventually)
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Thanks for the feedback! Honestly, I never considered the co-workers angle (should I have admitted that??) Maybe I can weasel that into the parts waiting to be posted. ;)
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Umm, I couldn’t think of anything to say, as we have differing opinions, and that’s okay! And on the JC front…Could they possibly be using him *because* he’s so close to Liz?? ;) Thanks for the feedback. (And yes “Jonaphan” is a real name; it was the name of my first boyfriend. *sigh* Aw, kindergarten, how I miss those days.)
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<center>Part Twenty-Two</center>

They got off the bus a block away from the Police Department. Alex could feel the steely strength behind Rian’s tight hold on his arm. She hadn’t let go of him since gripping his hand on the bus when they had both come to the same realization, at the same time. He surely would have been in FBI custody – or worse – had Rian not accompanied him to his apartment.

His stomach cramped. Why were they looking for him? Had they somehow discovered his connection to Liz and were looking for implications that she was involved with the aliens’ rescue? How much did they already know?

So many questions, so little answers.

The jacket was killing him and the ball cap was squeezed tightly around his head. He didn’t dare take them off, however, at the risk of exposing himself. It wasn’t lost on him the way Rian kept glancing over her shoulder, her movements quick and precise. Every time she looked ahead, her face remained impassive, revealing nothing. He wasn’t entirely sure if that was a good thing or not. Did she see someone behind them? It was considerably less crowded at this end of town, after all. If there were agents prowling the area, then they’d be easy to spot. Considering she kept her pace steady, Alex was inclined to believe that they’re in the clear for now.

They began to climb the stairs to the precinct. Once they pushed through the glass doors, Alex felt immediately protected by the dozens of police officers and officials milling around the department. He relaxed slightly, and noticed that Rian did the same.

Though her hand slipped from his arm, her steps remained brisk and determined. He followed her through the maze of people, hearing the quick greetings being called out to her, as they walked down a wide hall that led to her office. She opened the door and stepped aside to allow him to enter first. As soon as he stepped over the threshold, he began to wrench off the stifling jacket and the way too tight ball cap.

“Jesus Christ,” he muttered, heartfelt, and sank into the hard chair opposite Rian’s desk. The air inside the office was considerably cooler than outside, but it still wasn’t as cool as he’d like it. He began to fan himself with the collar of his t-shirt, as he watched his friend seat herself behind her desk and pick up the phone.

Wordlessly, resolutely she dialed a number in a series of quick, decisive punches. She sat back in her seat and waited.

“Liz,” she spoke, her tone even and grim. “We have a problem.”

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Daniel raised his head from the notes in reference to the ongoing investigation when the door to his office swung wide open. Aaron Sykes entered the room with predator-like movements. His presence had been one of the deciding factors for Pierce to hire the undeniably deadly man. That and the fact his background check had produced an interesting insight into the man’s past life.

There was no telling how many different aliases Sykes had had one time or another. There was no telling how many people he’d met and subsequently killed. No telling how many lies passed his lips, or what his gray eyes have seen. Pierce was not only impressed by what he had read in his files, but also by the mere fact that his people were able to find anything at all on the man standing tall before him.

If Pierce was a trusting man, which he wasn’t – not entirely, anyway, he was willing wager that he could put that trust into Aaron Sykes. And he couldn’t afford to be wrong.

“What do you have for me, Sykes?” Daniel promptly got down to business and leaned back in his chair, fingers laced together and laid across his chest. “Did you take care of the Marlow woman?”

Sykes inclined his head and Pierce took that as his answer. Knowing the woman was dead offered him little sense retribution. It still angered him that after hours of interrogating her in her own home, his agents had been unable to get a solitary bit of information out of her, aside from the address to Alex Whitman’s apartment, which they already had. He had listened to the exchange himself, as was protocol for every interrogation.

Her cries of pain had echoed throughout his office from the digital recorder on his desk. His agents’ questions had only been answered with tears and pathetic, mewling pleas for her life. Maybe she hadn’t known anything about the camera that had been tampered with, like she had said continually, earnestly, desperately. Pierce shrugged off her death, as if her life had been meaningless. To him, it was.

“Alex Whitman has disappeared.”

Daniel’s eyes narrowed and he leaned forward to rest his hands on his desk. Well, this was interesting. He arched a brow, silently ordering Sykes to continue.

“One man was inside his apartment, looking for evidence, while a two man unit were staked out across the street,” he began, his tone dry and level. “Yates and Rogers saw him pull into the parking lot, along with another woman. They radioed Darcy, who was in the apartment, informing him that the target would be on his way up.”

“He never showed,” Daniel supplied for him, his hands clenching into angry fists.

“Somehow he got out undetected, and our men lost him on the streets,” Sykes explained succinctly.

Pierce was quiet as he absorbed the information he had just been given. Maybe Kate had been innocent, indeed, but Alex Whitman had just confirmed his guilt. Obviously he had known he was being stalked and had disappeared beneath the radar. No matter, he would be found; Pierce was sure of that.

“I want every available agent on this case,” he ordered through suddenly clenched teeth. His anger nowadays struck him out of nowhere, consuming him so rapidly that he barely had enough time to control it. “He will be found, is that understood, Agent Sykes?”

Sykes remained silent for a moment. “What about Agent Parker?”

The question struck him, and just as quickly, his anger dissipated. Guiltily, he hadn’t invested as much trust in her as she deserved. The agents that were assigned to track her every move have come up with nothing incriminating. For the most part, every minute she wasn’t at the compound, she was sitting in her home. She had nothing to hide, and nothing to do with the aliens’ extraction from the complex.

“Take the agents off her,” he decided, and briefly wondered if he should plan an unscheduled appointment to see her today, before he quickly retrained his thoughts. No, he had other things to do – like performing a personal, in-depth background check on their current target. “Put all the man power we have on locating Whitman.”

Daniel nearly missed the imperceptible way in which Sykes hesitated. His mouth had opened just a fraction of an inch before he shut it and remained silent. He narrowed his eyes, “Something on your mind, Agent?”

“No, sir,” he answered quickly, unhesitatingly, and with not a hint of intimidation in his tone. “I’ll keep you informed, sir.”

And with that, he left.

Sykes walked out of the room with the same determined steps he had used to enter. When he was halfway down the hall, elevator in sight, he reached into his pocket and retrieved his cell phone. Within moments he had an outgoing text relaying new and deviating plans.

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Liz clenched the column of her steering wheel, and she unconsciously began to decelerate. Realizing she was on a busy highway with cars following her closely, she quickly sped up and fought to the urge to close her eyes in despair. She needed to focus. She needed to figure out what to do next.

“Is he all right?” Liz barely got the words out, her throat was so tight. Alex? Oh, God. If anything happened to him – she gave herself a quick mental shake. Rian just told her he was fine, shaky, but fine.

How had they found him? What had happened that made him a person of interest? Somewhere something had gone very, very wrong.

She needed to get to him. She needed to make sure, for herself, that he was all right. As well as Maria and Kyle. If Alex was a target, what about them?

“Shit!” She exploded. Fear gripped her stomach muscles so tightly that she felt like she was going to puke. She glanced in the rear view mirror – her shadow was still there, seemingly the only constant in her life. “Rian, I can’t –”

I know,” she interrupted. “I’ll keep you informed. Right now I gotta call Kyle and get him over here so we can take Alex some place safe.

“To the house,” Liz ordered, knowing that it was the only place they had. “Safer in numbers. If it looks like you’re being followed, then take him someplace else, but let me know immediately.”

They were both quiet for a moment, thoughts racing at incredible speeds. “I’ll,” Liz swallowed, her mouth dry. “I’ll find a way to get there as soon as I can. I have to lose this guy –”

Don’t do anything until I call you.” A twinge of concern escaped Rian’s control.

“Okay, just,” Liz took a deep, shuddering breath, and braced herself against the hot tears that were threatening to spill. “Take care of him, Rian. I can’t lose Alex, I can’t.”

The silence that followed lasted so long, that Liz worried she’d lost connection, but then, Rian’s thick response came through, “We won’t.

She hung up then, and once again all was quiet. Liz needed an alternate plan. If things were shot to hell – and it looked like it was going to come to that – she had to think of some way to protect them. There had to be someway to get them all out and to safety.

And she knew just who to call when the time came.

<center>* * *</center>

Rian hung up the phone, and darted a quick glance at Alex. He was chewing mercilessly on his thumbnail. He had remained silent during her conversation with Liz, and now she wondered if he wasn’t suffering from a bit of shock.

She eyed him more closely now, her hand still firm on the phone, where it rested on its base. His complexion was good, if a little pallor. His eyes were clear and vivid, and though they were fixed on the area in front of him, exuded nothing that she would deem worrisome. His muscles were tensed too, but Rian noticed the subtle way in which he would try to relax, only to unconsciously tighten again. His leg bounced up and down like a jackrabbit, which caused the sole of his shoe to squeak against the floor with every thump.

No, he wasn’t in shock, but he was terrified. Understandably so.

Somewhat reassured, and wishing there was something she could do to reassure him, Rian picked up the phone and dialed Kyle’s cell phone.

<center>* * *</center>

Kyle felt everyone’s eyes on him, anxiously awaiting some kind – any kind – of response from him. Sweat trickled down his spinal column, and he doubted it was from the heat.

He swallowed, listened to the voice in his head, and laid down his cards.

“Two pair.”

Michael released a volatile curse and flung his cards across the coffee table. Tess and Isabel giggled asininely at this, while Max calmly began to collect the cards as a tiny smile played on his lips.

“I knew you were bluffing!” Michael roared and pointed an accusing finger in Kyle’s face. “I knew it!”

“And you believed me,” Kyle pointed out equably, as he began to collect the pot. He paused, grabbed a colorful piece of his earnings and popped it into his mouth. “Mm, Skittles.”

He dumped the rest of the assortment of Skittles onto his paper plate, while Michael stewed in silence. He noticed the slight way his jaw ticked, as if he were only sitting there because of his amount of control. Max began to shuffle the cards, preparing to deal again, his mouth stretching in a wider grin as he too noticed the stiff control Michael had placed himself under.

“It’s just a game, Michael,” Max said softly, easily, and carefully kept his eyes averted. “It’s not like he cheated.”

“He lied,” Michael pointed out in such a way that caused the girls to giggle a bit more avidly.

“Heaven forbid someone lies in Poker,” Kyle quipped with mock horror, his eyes wide as he stared at his offended friend. “I should be flogged!”

Michael glared and shook his head, though he, too, was beginning to smile. Which, of course, was just a tiny twitch at the corner of his mouth. “Tarred and feathered.”

“Could you imagine Kyle in feathers?” Isabel forced out between choking laughs.

Kyle puffed out his chest, “I’d look sexy, I’m sure.”

Before Michael had a chance for a rejoinder, Kyle’s phone rang and he quickly answered it, a triumphant expression settling on his face for having the last word.

“Valenti.”

The group settled in companionable silence. Isabel and Tess began to straighten up what was left of their Skittles, while Max shuffled the cards and Michael sulked.

“What?” Kyle’s croaked question had everyone stilling. Sweat began to bead on his forward for reasons entirely different from the Arizona heat. “I’ll be right there.”

As soon as he hung up, Max surged to his feet, his expression panicked. “What’s wrong?” He asked desperately. “Is it Liz?”

All he could do was shake his head as he tried to wrap his mind around what was happening. Finally, he met the intense gazes of his old friends newly found. “It’s Alex.”

A strangled sound escaped Isabel’s throat. Tess latched onto her hand, offering her friend comfort, as she undoubtedly thought the worse. “Is he –”

“He’s fine,” Kyle answered quickly and scurried around the living room in a maddened search for his shoes and socks. Briefly, he filled them all in on what he had just learned. “He’s at the police department with Rian. I have to go get them.”

“What about Maria?” Michael asked, following Kyle’s hurried steps as he located his shoes. “If they’re after Alex they could be after her, too.”

Kyle nodded, as if he’d thought of that. “Rian’s calling her now.”

“Oh, shit.”

He wasn’t sure who had uttered those words – for all he knew he could have said them. Kyle couldn’t get past the idea that someone had targeted Alex, that he had almost –

He shook the idea out of his head and bent down to tie his shoes. When he straightened his expression only relayed a portion of the frenzy that was coursing through his insides.

“I’ll be back as soon as I can,” he began as he made his way to the door, feeling. “Keep an eye on the monitors. If you see a car you don’t recognize, hide. If they come in, make to the tunnel and to the car. The keys are inside. Don’t worry about directions, just drive.”

The group had followed him to the door; he paused a minute before opening, his eyes locking on Isabel’s stricken face.

“He’s fine,” he reminded her, softly, reassuringly, and hoped he wasn’t about to lie to her, “and I’ll bring him back safely.”

She nodded shakily, placing all her trust him. He twisted the knob, walked out, and started to sprint to his car.

“Wait!”

He turned, and saw Tess racing out of the house and down the steps. Kyle only had a split second to brace himself before she launched herself into his arms from three feet away, her tiny body nearly knocking him down from the force.

“Be careful,” she whispered urgently into his neck. Her arms were wrapped around him so tightly that he was half afraid he’d have to take her with him. Then, she pulled away from him, and gave him a second shock to his system in a span of ten seconds. She kissed him.

Just a quick, fleeting, press-of-the-lips kissed that still somehow managed to make him forget what he was meant to do.

Then, she was out of his arms and walking backwards to the house. “Be careful,” she said again, her eyes looking suspiciously bright. Kyle watched a second more before she spun around and entered the house just as quickly as she had exited.

Still reeling from her first open display of affection, given freely on her part, Kyle eyed the house once more, before turning and sprinting to his car. His phone beeped, signaling a text. He opened it, sighed:

Maria’s fine.

<center>* * *</center>

Rian shoved her cell back into her pocket, leaned back into her chair, and closed her eyes.

She had to think. Somehow during all the planning and re-planning, and then the swift action they had taken they had screwed up. Somehow, Alex was a target. They had been so busy trying to keep Liz safe and off of the Unit’s suspect list that they somehow miscalculated and now Alex was in trouble.

But when? Where? How had everything gone to hell?

“Kate.”

Rian’s eyes snapped open and she pinned Alex with a questioning gaze. Her stomach knotted. “What?” She asked hesitantly.

“Kate,” he said again, his face suddenly so pale that she feared he’d pass out. His eyes were wide and fearful when he met her gaze. “We used her name and mine when we went to the Unit. If they somehow got video feed of me tampering with –”

Rian’s mind was already reeling. That had to be it. When she had accompanied Alex to the unit, her guise as his co-worker Kate Marlow, the company Alex worked for had issued the Unit their names. It was protocol. Of course both of their names would be on file. Of course they would be investigated when not very long after they had been and gone that the aliens were extracted from their custody.

Of course, they hadn’t fucking thought of that.

Rian buried her face in her hands, her curses muffled as she berated herself for not having the foresight to think of something like this. Now, because they had over looked some miniscule little detail her friend was in danger, and possibly another innocent woman.

“We have to go to her. See if she’s okay.”

She removed her face from her hands, no longer deserving the protection she had found from hiding behind them. “We can’t,” she murmured softly. “Not right now.”

“Let me call her then,” Alex was already rising to take the phone from her desk. Rian stopped him by slamming her hand down before he could reach it.

“What if her place is bugged?” She asked him, her eyes pinning him. “What if her phone is tapped with a tracer and they find us here?”

Slowly, Alex sank back into his chair, his face paling even more if possible.

“I know you feel responsible,” Rian began and watched as his eyes met hers and then adverted almost immediately. “Hell, I feel responsible because I am responsible, Alex. But I’m also responsible for you. Right now, my top priority is you. To keep you safe. To keep you hidden. And to keep those bastards off your six. I’ll find out about her as soon as I –”

“She’s dead,” Alex mumbled, his eyes downcast and a shadow of pain. He buried his face in his hands, too, muffling his words. “I know she is.”

The sickening clench in Rian’s gut told her she knew it, too.

<center>* * *</center>

Maria knelt next to the blood splatter marring the pristine white of the kitchen floor. She took a picture and then eyed the distance between that splatter and then one across the room. Finally, she stood, camera in hand as she did a slow circle in the kitchen.

Blood was everywhere. Not a lot, just small traces all over. The island in the middle of the kitchen, the wooden chair, the floor – who could be sure where else?

The placement of blood puddles seemed too…planned. Too coordinated. It didn’t fit – didn’t make sense.

Maria frowned as another realization, that had been bothering her all afternoon, came to mind. There was one key element missing in this crime scene, an element that made her job a whole hell of a lot harder.

“It’s hard to determine the cause of death when the body’s missing, eh DeLuca?”

Maria whirled around at the sound of Detective Kurt Haines’s voice. He was standing over the threshold of the kitchen, his green eyes gleaming as he studied the scene before him.

“Incredibly hard,” she murmured – more to herself than to him. She was pulled from her thoughts when her phone twiddled from her belt. She flipped it open and frowned as she read the text. Quickly, she typed back her response and pocketed her phone. Finally, she focused on Kurt. “What do you have?”

“Home is registered to a Kate Marlow,” he began, and Maria listened intently, wondering why the name sounded so familiar. “Her boyfriend, a Ron Delaney, stopped by late morning. He found her car in the garage but she wasn’t answering the door. He went around back, to where she kept her spare key beneath a bag of potting soil. He noticed the kitchen door was open. He walked in and found this.”

“But no Kate,” Maria surmised, trying to wrap her mind around the tickling sensation that named caused her. Why did she know that name?

Her phone twiddled again. She had a new text from Rian, this time her stomach clenched in sudden fear. FBI is on Alex’s tail.

Alex. Suddenly, the name clicked. Kate Marlow worked with Alex. Rian had acquired the woman’s DNA so she could get into the compound with him, in order to sabotage the cameras. And now, the woman was missing or dead.

Something had gone very wrong.

“My bet is the boyfriend did it,” Kurt continued, oblivious to her thoughts, his tone holding grim acceptance.

“No,” Maria spoke the word before she thought to stop herself. Kurt pinned her with a curious gaze, waiting for her to explain. She cleared her throat. “I mean, you could be right, but I doubt it.”

“Why’s that?”

“He doesn’t look the type.”

Kurt scoffed. “Doesn’t look the type, DeLuca, did you see him?” She had seen him or she did if the man she’d seen standing with the police, his eyes red-rimmed and frightened was him. “He oozes the type.”

Normally, she would agree. Ron Delaney was tall, muscular, and had a series of tattoos with meanings Maria didn’t want to decipher. Undeniably he’d have the ability to kill if he wanted to, but Maria knew for reasons she couldn’t explain to the detective in front of her that Ron Delaney was not the murderer.

“He’s crying,” she pointed out, inanely.

Kurt shrugged, “That’s just good acting.”

Remembering the text, Maria quickly typed back where she was and what she thought. She sent it and continued to look around the crime scene, her keen eye hoping to catch something that would prove to Kurt that Ron hadn’t done it. Hoping to offer him something in order to get his nose on the right track, her eyes scanned the room intently.

Remembering what Kurt had said, Maria carefully stepped through the kitchen door. The air outside was beginning to cool, thanks to the setting sun. Yet with the descent of the sun would mean the end of natural light. She squatted, looked hard.

“Detective,” she called, her voice carrying a tone that informed him she found something. He walked over to her, careful to step where she had. “What shoe size would you say Mr. Delaney is?”

Kurt grunted, and tried to stare at the dirt to see what she obviously did. “Big guy,” he muttered, and then spouted off his guess.

Maria traced an invisible line around the tiny shoe indention in the dirt with her pen. “What size would you say that is?”

Kurt squinted, blinked, and what he saw gave him pause. His silence was answer enough for Maria, and she stood and re-entered the house. Once again her phone twiddled.

“Ron Delaney is not the guy,” she informed him as she read the text.

She left him then, left the kitchen entirely and found her colleague, Benjamin Spencer, in the bathroom. “Can you handle things here for me?” She asked him. “I have an emergency I have to take care of.”

Behind thick glass lenses, Ben pinned her with his bright blue gaze. Dark bushy brows furrowed as he regarded her carefully, concern in his cherubic face. “Everything all right, DeLuca?”

She nodded briskly, eager to leave and talk to Rian freely. “Yeah, you’ll be okay, though, right?”

He nodded, returned his intense gaze back to the carpeting. “I have everything under control,” he glanced at her once, picked up a fiber with a pair of tweezers, and deposited it in a clear baggy. “You go.”

“Thanks, Spence.”

Quickly, methodically, she left the crime scene, careful not to tamper with any evidence. Once she was in her car and pulling away from the house, she dug out her phone and called Rian’s cell. Her friend answered on the first ring, “We are so fucked.



TBC


Sorry, this piece was just a transition-y part. :roll: More excitement later. :)

Hope you enjoyed!
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All right, folks.

This is the last completed part that I have written. I’ve been so far ahead that I’ve just been amazed with myself (and a mite proud, if I do say so). However, that has come to an end. But I *do* have a rough outline for the next part, so hopefully I’ll be able to write throughout the week and keep this awesome schedule going.

But, if not, please keep loving me. And I’ll get the part out as soon as I can.

This fic is nearing a finish (every time I say that, something happens and it gets even longer!). I’m kind of sad, kind of relieved. Sad, because this is my baby. Relieved, because, well, this is my baby and it really needs to grow up now. So, thank you all so, so, so much for your endless support and feedback. And for putting up with my long – unmerited – absences, and just being awesome readers and people in general. You’ve made this an incredible experience.

Here I am, getting all mushy, and I haven’t even completed this story yet. *sigh* I hate being a girl.

Anyway, oh! And for those of you imploding my inbox with questions about “Coffee…”, yeah, I’ll get that one out of D&B and up and running again. Right after I finish this. I’m not going to make the same mistake again and overwhelm myself. So, once this is finished, and I’m able to revise the old parts of “Coffee…”, you’ll see it active again (I could use something light after this, anyway).

As per usual, thank you for the tremendous feedback. :) I *LOVE* you!

Timelord31
raemac
behralicious87
– I’ll say that we definitely share a very similar perspective. :) Thanks for the feedback!
tinie38
thetvgeneral
– I totally agree!! And I’m working on f-ing up the Unit (er, Liz is working on it), so to speak. ;) Thanks!
Rowedog – Happy endings? Oh, geez…Hi, I’m the type of person that reads the last page of every book I own – just to insure a happy ending. If there is none, then, I don’t complete it, lol. Terrible, I know, but that’s the way it is. So, yeah, that was just my roundabout way of saying that there *will* be a happy ending – for all. ;) Thanks for the feedback!
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How are they going to cover up the fact that they are all friends of Alex?
That question is answered in this part. ;) Thanks for the feedback!!
tequathisy
Michelle in Yonkers
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begonia9508
How many groups are behind them bc I get lost with all these people....
I understand completely! I’m getting lost, and I’m the writer! Oye! Thanks for the feedback!
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moon_sprite
Liz DOES NOT want him, he cant be a very good FBI agent if he is that thick!
Right? Get the hint, already. But, alas, Mr. Pierce is quite crazy, delusional, and might I add, a bit psychopathic. So…yeah, lol. ;) Thanks for the feedback!

All right folks, here it is! I hope you enjoy…And I hope to return very quickly. :)

(PS: I don’t know when internet via cell phones came out, so I just pretended. You all should, too! ;))




<center>Part Twenty-Three</center>

“What happens now?”

Rian closed her eyes and considered the question softly posed by Maria. Other questions imploded within her mind. What was she supposed to do now? How was she going to rectify the situation? How, exactly, had everything gone to hell and back?

She sighed, opened her eyes, and regarded the five people standing before her. The kitchen was too small of a place to be congregating, but nevertheless, here everyone met. Rian had gone into the kitchen to get a glass of water and to clear her head, to figure out what to do next, and, more importantly, to be alone for a few moments. However, everyone had followed her, and she had thus lost the space she’d needed to think.

Instead of answering right away, Rian stared at Alex until he met her gaze. Silently, he communicated with her that he was hanging in there, despite that his appearance might be interpreted otherwise. She took it all in – feeling that unwanted, painful hollow settle into her gut. His blue eyes were tired and his face still held the twinge of pallor to it, his body was tensed all over, but he was functioning. He was alive. And that was all that mattered to her at the moment.

She took in his stance – the way he was half leaning on the counter, half leaning his weight into Isabel, to which she accepted eagerly. Her arms were wrapped around him, supporting him effortlessly. Her head was on his shoulder, tilted up at an angle so that she could see into his face and no one else. Rian quickly averted her gaze, feeling as if she were infringing upon their moment.

Thinking back to that blessed moment when they had reached the safety of the house, Rian recalled Isabel’s vivid display of emotion. The way she had choked on a serrated sob, and then flung herself into Alex’s outstretched arms had left Rian dealing with unaccustomed emotions. Upon seeing that, it was as if that was all the encouragement the others had needed, and had begun to pair off. Tess to Kyle. Michael to Maria.

Leaving only Max and herself.

Rian’s gaze darted to his then. He hadn’t asked her if Liz was all right, not verbally at least. He hadn’t needed to, for she had answered it for him with a slight nod of her head the very moment she had seen him. Immediately, Max had relaxed and hadn’t press her for anymore information since.

Begrudgingly, Rian admitted that maybe Max wasn’t so bad after all.

“We need to call Liz,” she finally answered, her gaze once again flitting to Alex’s and holding. “She’ll want to know you’re okay.”

Alex managed to keep one arm wrapped around Isabel, while he outstretched the other in Rian’s direction. “I’ll call her now,” he voice was low, tired with a tiny trace of a tremor. It made Rian’s gut clenched uncomfortably. “I’ll explain to her what happened.”

Rian reached into her pocket for her cell phone, and then it was passed down a long line of hands until it reached Alex. Slowly, reluctantly, he disengaged himself from Isabel and started for the living room, obviously wanting to have the conversation in private. She stopped him with a hand on his arm and a questioning expression in her eyes. Alex only stared at her blankly for a moment, before he finally smiled softly, gripped her hand, and pulled her into the living room along with him.

Heaving a deep breath, Rian relished in the silence for a moment longer, before she finally met Maria’s gaze. She gave her a small, sad smile. “Your holiday party is off, I’m afraid.”

Maria’s shoulders lifted imperceptibly beneath the weight of Michael’s heavy arm slung over them. “It doesn’t seem so important now.”

“It is a shame, though,” Kyle spoke. He stood beside Tess, and though they weren’t embracing each other like the other two couples, he kept their fingers laced together between them. It was intimate contact enough. “I was actually kind of looking forward to it.”

“Later,” Maria said, with a promising tone in her voice. “When this is all over we’ll have the party.”

Only no one knew when it would all be over. No one had any idea.

Rian fidgeted, crossing her arms over her chest only to uncross them again. She had that feeling again – that my-skin-is-pulling-me-in-a-dozen-different-directions feeling.

“Why do I feel so…” she paused, brows furrowing as she tried to come up with the word, and failing, she heaved a sigh. “So….”

“Helpless?” Kyle supplied, and she nodded. He shrugged, “it’s because you are. What can we do but sit and wait for Liz to do whatever it is she has to do, so that we can get the hell out of here?”

“What is it, exactly, that she has to do?” Max spoke for the first time since they’d arrived, garnering everyone’s attention. He was standing on the opposite side of the kitchen, leaning against the wall with his arms crossed over his lean torso. His eyes met Rian’s and held for a long time. “What does taking down the Unit imply?”

Kyle, Maria, and Rian glanced uncomfortably amongst each other for a moment. Kyle swallowed and fidgeted a bit – scratching his ear, eyebrow, and cheek before his hand finally found solace in the depths of this pocket. Maria kept her gaze averted, her tiny hands ringing together as she concentrated on anything other than the question asked. Rian was the only one to silently meet Max’s gaze, full on.

“The Special Unit is a rogue organization that most of the head honchos in the FBI don’t know about, or, if they do, have just turned a blind eye. The plan, regardless of whether or not we found you there, was to have the organization terminated.”

Max was quiet, taking in her explanation, before he swallowed and calmly asked his next question, “And, so, she’s going to do that by writing a nice letter listing all the Unit’s improprieties and request a full-fledged investigation. Right?”

Rian took another deep breath, and for the first time her gaze wavered. “Had she not found you there, then yes, that’s exactly what she would have done,” she answered honestly, quietly. “But, now…Now, there’s no way she’s going to let that happen.”

There’s no way she’s going to let Pierce go unpunished.

“And you’re just going to allow her to do that?”

Max’s question stilled her, stilled all of them. He was essentially asking them why they don’t bodily remove her from the Unit, make her disappear, and allow her to go on with her life – allow all of them to go on with their lives. Why not allow someone else handle it? Why allow her to put herself in danger?

“Max,” Maria spoke up this time, her voice calm and soothing. “Liz isn’t exactly the same person anymore. She kind of just does her own thing.”

Rian knew Max wasn’t pleased by her answer. She also knew that Liz would have been more receptive to just resigning – however reluctantly – and allowing the agency to do with the Unit what they pleased. But not now, not after what Pierce had done to her. Not after what Pierce had made her do to Max and the others. She had seen inside Liz’s thoughts that night, when her friend had been laying broken and weeping on the floor. She had seen everything she had been subjected to inside and outside of the Unit – both at the hands of Daniel Pierce. There was absolutely no way that Liz was just going to let that go.

But Rian couldn’t tell Max that. It wasn’t her secret to tell.

Max opened his mouth to say something else, when Alex called his name from behind. He turned to see Alex’s hand outstretched towards him; in his hand was the cell phone.

“Liz wants to speak with you.”



Max didn’t remember excepting the phone or walking into the living room in search for privacy. He barely remembered moving after hearing Alex utter those stilling words. But here he was, standing alone in a quiet room, staring down at a phone that had Liz on the other line, waiting.

Ridiculously, he noticed how much Earthly technology had changed in last ten years. The phone he held was small, barely fitting in the palm of his hand. He knew that if he flipped it open, there would be a miniscule keyboard inside. He remembered seeing Alex one morning, type away with this thumbs, and completely absorbed in whatever it was he was doing. After asking him, Max had learned he was checking his email.

From his phone. Amazing.

Suddenly realizing where his thoughts had wandered, Max put the phone up to his ear. “Hello?” He grimaced, wondering if there was something else he could have said – something more meaningful, something that produced a bigger impact.

He was met with silence. His heart began to beat faster and his forehead broke out into a sweat. He brought the phone away from his ear, noticed the tiny bars that revealed the signal. Was God that cruel? Would He finally have Liz willingly speak to him – reach out to him – only to have the moment ruined by technology?

“Liz?” He hated the way his voice sounded panicked, but could do nothing to disguise it.

I’m here.

Thank God. The relief he felt was huge, rolling off of him in waves. She was there, on the other line, and she sounded fine.

Now, if only he knew what to say. Naturally, he wanted to promptly launch into an in-depth conversation, but knew that it was something that needed to be done in person. Not on a tiny phone that he didn’t particularly trust not to be crushed in his hand.

I really need to talk to Rian,” Liz rushed out in one breath, “but I just wanted to say….

He waited. She just wanted to say…what? That she loved him?

That I’m sorry.

Oh. Max tried not to feel defeated. It was juvenile for him to think that she’d say those words to him – yet, anyway. He took a deep breath, telling himself that before all of this was over, he’d hear her say those words to him once again. Then, he concentrated on the words she had just uttered.

“Liz – ”

I’m sorry for what I said to you earlier today,” she continued, hurriedly. “It was insensitive and bitchy, especially after all you’ve been through, and…And I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said any of those things to you,” she paused to take another deep breath. “And I know that as far as apologies go, this one sucks, and I’m sorry for that, too. I also know you want to talk about things, but I just….

She sounded defeated herself, and it took all of Max’s control not to interject. “I just can’t right now. I have so much on my mind right, that to talk about– about what we should talk about, it would just…It wouldn’t be conducive.

Max took a deep breath, considered what she told him. He knew that she was right. He sighed, “Okay.”

Liz was silent, and then, “…Okay? That’s it? Why was that so easy?

He actually cracked a smile, one of his firsts. “Trust me, Liz, there’s nothing easy about this for me,” he confessed. “I really want to talk to you. I need to talk to you, but I’m not going to pressure you about it. Not right now. Soon, though. We’ll talk soon.”

Liz was quiet for moment longer, as if she were wondering if his statement were a threat. “Okay,” she finally agreed, and let out a long sigh. When she spoke again, her tone was much softer, “Will you start taking care of yourself, please? After everything, it’s really not fair for you to –

She immediately stopped, having caught herself. She paused again, and Max waited for her to continue. “You need to take care of yourself for the others,” she finally managed. “If not for yourself, then for them.

It wasn’t lost on Max the way she excluded herself from the others, but he didn’t mention it. “I’ll take better care of myself, Liz,” he said softly. “I promise.”

And almost as soon as it had begun, the conversation was over. She quietly, determinedly, asked for him to give the phone to Rian, obviously ready to get down to business. He asked to her to hang on, only to remove the phone from his ear and to stare at it. Maybe if he stared at it long enough, it would magically conjure up Liz’s face – like it did Alex’s email.

For some reason, Max highly doubted that.

He couldn’t quite wrap his mind around it; Liz had called him to apologize. It made him a bit uneasy. Especially knowing that she intended to pursue the termination of the Special Unit by herself. Was it some kind of omen? Apologize now, in case there was no chance later? He felt the familiar ache in his stomach whenever he thought of Liz in danger. More than anything else, he wanted her safe.

He wanted to protect her.

And he didn’t care if she thought it was cowardly – running was the only way he could think of to protect her. He wanted to begin a new life with her. He wanted to start new, fresh, with a clean, solid foundation to rebuild on. He could even handle being her friend. For right now. Eventually, he expected to pick up exactly where they had left off – with rings and promises of forever.

Max’s gut tightened, and the phone was nearly crushed as his hand curled into a fist. He resisted the urge to press his hand to his throat. He felt naked without the chain that had held the tiny ring he’d planned to present to her at the alter. His eyes burned, causing him to blink rapidly to keep the sudden tears at bay.

It had been the only thing he’d had of her while on Antar, and he’d lost it. He remembered the painful panic he felt as he watched the golden ring fall into the rushing currents of water, tinted with rich hues of purple and orange. He also remembered the small, soft, and surprisingly strong hands that kept him from diving into the water, and to his own sure death.

He felt the loss of that ring even now. A constant, dull ache that served as a reminder of all he’d lost.

Realizing that his thoughts had run away with him again, Max glanced back down at the phone, and then finally made his way into the kitchen. It was just as quiet as it had been when he’d left. He extended the phone to Rian. When she accepted it, he left again, this time to step outside and onto the front porch. He took a deep breath. The cool night air felt good in his lungs. The smell of dirt and dissipating heat assailed his senses. He liked Arizona, what little he saw of it, but he was ready to leave. Ready to start new.

The sun had finally sunk beneath the horizon, leaving behind a few hues of orange and pink, melting away into the inky blackness. Soon, even those colors would fade away. Max stepped off the porch, and tilted his head back to peer above. The stars, nestled in the deep blanket of the sky, began to blink awake. He spotted the dead sun belonging to his now, equally dead planet with ease.

Within a few billions years, he supposed, the star would blink out for good. Right now, anyone looking up at the same night sky probably wouldn’t wonder if that star was actually alive or not. Only he knew differently. What he saw now was but the residual haunting of his home planet. A ghost.

Guiltily, he felt relief in that.

Never again would duty to another planet force him to leave the only home he had ever wanted.

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Rian hung up the phone. Leaning against the counter with exhaustion, she pinned Kyle and Maria with her tired gaze.

“Liz would like you two to move into this house permanently.”

And, just as she had expected, they said in heartfelt unison, “No.”

“I am not going to let some assholes in black suits run my life,” Kyle explained determinedly.

“And I have a job to do,” Maria added, equably. “It would be inconvenient for me to drive from here to work every morning.”

“Well, fuck inconvenience!” Michael exploded from beside her, and he twisted around to better pin her with a fuming glare. “You will stay –”

His words were halted by Maria’s hand slapping audibly over his mouth. “Baby,” she purred sweetly. “Our relationship has been perfect this time around, and I’ve figured out why. It’s because you don’t open your mouth. Now, lets not ruin a good thing by talking, okay?” She removed her hand and kissed him quickly. “Just let me handle it.”

The expression on his face went from dumbfounded to enraged in a span of three seconds. It was really quite amusing to watch, despite the circumstances of the situation. Michael remained quiet, but the look in his eyes promised Maria that she hadn’t heard the last of his objections.

“I knew you guys would say that,” Rian interjected before anyone else could express protests. She scrubbed her face with her hands. “So, how about you guys stay at least for the night. We’ll all stay here tonight, and we’ll be prepared on the off chance that something happens.”

Kyle and Maria nodded in agreement.

“And will you guys at least consider alternating staying at your apartments and here? Kyle you stay one night, then Maria you stay the next.”

Again, they nodded. Rian released a sigh, deciding to keep the part of the plan where she stays with them, at their apartments, during their nights away to herself. She wanted to make her job easier, after all, and if they knew then they’d surely protest.

“We need to remain in contact with each other at all times,” she continued. “Frequent text messages to check in – probably on the hour. And neither of you need to be by yourselves. And since I can’t be at two places at once, you two need to stick together when I can’t be there. Kyle, follow Maria around wherever she goes –”

“Most of the investigation will be conducted inside the lab from now on,” Maria interrupted. Her building was separate from the PD, but it was still close. “I won’t be traveling anywhere between here and the lab, and the my apartment of course.”

Rian nodded. “Good, that’ll make it easier. Someone needs to stay here, as well, but we’ll work all of that out in the morning.”

“You don’t think that this isn’t a little excessive?” Kyle asked, obviously disliking the notion that he may have a babysitter. It didn’t quite fit in with his masculinity. “There’s no way they can link us with Liz or to each other. You handled that.”

He was referring to the way she had altered their backgrounds, essentially wiping out any proof that they knew each other. She had done that long before Liz had been formally accepted into the FBI. Yeah, she had handled it, but she had also handled a lot of other things, too, that didn’t seem to be working in her favor.

Rian couldn’t erase the image of seeing the agent in Alex’s apartment from her memory. Couldn’t remove Kate Marlow’s face from her mind. “No,” she whispered quietly. “I don’t think this is excessive. I think it’s being careful.”

Kyle wisely opted to remain silent. Maria, uncomfortable under the sudden tension, waltzed over to the refrigerator to begin to make dinner.

And without another word, Rian left the kitchen and sought solitude outside.

She didn’t find it, for apparently Max Evans had had similar ideas.

He turned when he heard the screen door slam shut. He stood in the middle of the yard, arms crossed over his chest, and he had been staring up at the stars. Instead of joining him, Rian maintained her distance and plopped down on the steps.

It was quiet, save for the melodic chirping of a mass of crickets. A lightning bug blinked brilliantly in front of her face, and she wafted it away. The air was cool and light, nothing like the heated tension that had consumed her all day. Rian inhaled deeply, and then released.

This is the kind of environment she needed in order to clear her head, decipher these alien feelings, and to regroup after a stressful day. Nice, uninterrupted silence.

“Our planet is dead, you know.”

And naturally, she had to share the space with Mr. Chatterbox.

“Yes, I know,” she bit out impatiently.

His head whipped around to study her, surprised that she knew that Antar no longer existed. “You know?”

Rian rolled her shoulders back, trying to expel the tension. “I suspected,” she amended, her voice softening by a very slight degree. “I knew it was dying. I knew it was only a matter of time. So, no, I’m not surprised that I no longer have a home.”

“What about here? Don’t you like it here?”

She shrugged, “Planet’s nice, but the people in general suck.”

And blissful silence fell upon them once again. Rian breathed deep and closed her eyes.

“Why did you pick Earth?”

Rian muffled her exasperated whimper behind her hands. Burying her face deeply into her palms, she gave up on her seek for peace, and finally raised her head to look at him. He had turned to face her, his expression quizzical.

“Almost everyone else chose the surrounding planets,” Max pointed out. “Why Earth?”

“It wasn’t as if the space craft had said, Leaving for Earth, All aboard, and I jumped on,” Rian explained, trying to keep the irritation out of her voice. “It was a ship. It was leaving. I got on it. That’s it.”

He was quiet, considering her answer.

“There’s more of our people here than you think, Max,” she added quietly. “We’ve been coming and going for years, or did you not know that?”

He nodded. “I knew.” Had probably learned from their people still remaining on Antar.

“I’m certain the population inflated when that star right there died.” Needlessly, she pointed, and Max turned to stare. They were both quiet for a long time, before an uneasy realization entered her mind. She rubbed her jean-clad thighs to dispel the clammy feeling. “Did they not tell you about me?”

Max turned back to look at her, his expression once again quizzical as he considered her.

“The others,” Rian clarified succinctly. “Did they not tell you about me? How we met? Why I came? Etcetera, etcetera.”

Realization dawned on him, and Max knew the reason she was asking. He smiled. “I’m sure they did,” he answered honestly. “But I’ve never made myself available to listen.”

It angered her that his answer made her feel better. And she told herself it wouldn’t have mattered if her friends had opted not to tell them anything about her. Not one way or the other.

“They really care about you.”

Rian rolled her eyes, because she couldn’t help herself – literally had no control over her actions at the moment. “Of course they do, I’m a wonderful person.”

Max actually grinned, but said nothing else. And once again Rian dared to relish in the silence.

“Thank you.”

This time, Rian couldn’t bring herself to be angry at the break in the peaceful night. Instead, she stared at him. Her keen eyesight noticed the naked emotion in his eyes, despite the darkness that had settled over them. She didn’t have to ask what he was thanking her for. She already knew.

It always came back to Liz. Though, she suspected he was thanking her for taking care of the others as well. But mostly, he was thanking her for Liz.

Rian nodded, and then wrung her hands uncomfortably in her lap. Finally, she blurted, “Look, I’m not so good with this whole bonding thing, so if you could just…” she tilted her head towards the house in an obvious gesture. “That would be awesome.”

Max grinned again, showing a flash of his white teeth, but he nodded. Wordlessly he entered the house and left her to her thoughts.

Finally, Rian heaved a sigh and allowed her eyes to drift slowly shut. And immediately, a memory she had acquired from Kate Marlow’s subconscious assailed her. She grimaced, and fought to keep the rest from surfacing. She dreamed about this woman’s memories at night. She would even dream about the dreams that Kate had stored in her mind. She’d learned that Kate’s favorite color was yellow, and that she had an irrational fear of clowns.

Rian never expected that she’d be the last person to know this woman’s secrets and fears.

She wasn’t supposed to die. She wasn’t supposed to be involved.

Hindsight is 20/20. In retrospect, there were so many different ways in which Rian could have handled the situation. She should have gone by herself. She should have shape-shifted into anyone else. Should have merged the facial and body features of everyone she has ever been and created her own new form.

But she hadn’t done any of those things, and now Kate was dead.

How many other mistakes had she made? How many other lives would be lost because she had done this instead of that?

Rian folded her arms atop her knees and buried her face into the crook of her elbow. If she lost any of the four people who have become so very important to her, then she’d never be able to forgive herself.


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Hey guys! I’m back with another update…and this time, it really is the last one I have finished. I don’t have next Monday’s piece finished, so I’m not entirely sure when I’ll be back with another update. I gotta find the time to sit down and really write, but between classes and work, and just everyday life, that’s kind of hard. But I plan to come back as soon as I possibly can. I have no intention of letting this fic lag behind like I did all those other times before. That was just ridiculous, huh?

I had a beta! Yay! She is nice. We like, lots. :) So, big thanks to thetvgeneral for offering up her magnificent services. She has promised to bug me to death in order to get these parts out sooner. ;)

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<center>Part Twenty-Four</center>

She felt like she was back at start. She was still sitting around, still filing tedious paperwork, and still waiting for the opportune moment to carry out her plan. Only this time, she had no plan. Oh, she had a general idea. All of which were so graphic that they even scared her, but she had no detailed, surefire plan.

And to move forward without any sort of plan would be suicide.

The words blurred in front of her. The computer screen shimmered before her eyes as they began to water from staring for so long. Liz blinked the wetness away, rubbed her eyes, and shut off the computer monitor.

She needed a plan. She couldn’t just waltz into his office on her day off, shove a gun into his face, and end it there. She was berating herself for not coming up with one sooner – for being so unprepared. Damnit, she had to think.

Her stomach growled loudly, then. Obviously, she needed some food first.

Her movements were hurried and precise, as she gathered her belongings, shut off the light, and locked her office door behind her. The five minutes it would take her to get to her car seemed like an eternity. Her energy level was incredibly low, and she knew it was from that lack of both adequate food and sleep.

Rian would not be pleased. She had told her not to fall into her old patterns again – it was too dangerous. Yet, Liz found it impossible to eat when her stomach was in knots, or sleep when her mind was racing. And they’ve been doing both lately.

The mere thought of dinner last night made her nauseous. So, she had crawled into bed, permitting Mulder and Scully to join her for the first time since they were puppies, as she had really needed the companionship they offered her. Sleep, however, had been elusive.

Alex. Her mind kept bringing up terrifying worse case scenarios. The what if? Scenarios played in her mind in an endless circle. Her thoughts had kept her tossing and turning to the point her dogs had decided they’d find a more restful sleep on the floor.

He was a target. Her best friend since grade school. The boy who had been her first kiss in middle school during the juvenile game Seven Minutes in Heaven that had turned into 6.5 minutes of blind rock, paper, scissors. She couldn’t imagine her life without him. She couldn’t imagine not seeing his bright blue eyes or hearing his infectious laughter. She couldn’t imagine him not competing against Kyle in Dance, Dance Revolution. She couldn’t imagine him gone, buried. Dead.

Mentally shaking the horrific thoughts from her mind, Liz tiredly pressed the down button to the elevator. The doors opened, she stepped inside, and punched the ground floor. She sifted through her bag until she pulled out her ID card.

It had to end soon.

And it had to end in a way that insured that the Unit would never rise again. Maybe had things been different – had she not been an alliance in the testing, had she not been one to help subdue Max and the others during their entrapment, had Pierce not violated her to the point she was just a shell of who she used to be – maybe then she could let it go. Just walk away from the Special Unit. Simply resign and allow someone else to handle it.

But she knew she couldn’t do that now. Retribution was a long time coming, and she’d die before she let it continue.

Liz finally made it to her car and climbed inside. Her stomach grumbled very noisily and she felt relieved that no one was in the car with her to have heard that embarrassing sound. There would be no waiting at a nice, sit down restaurant with plenty of time to consume her meal. No, she needed a fast food joint that would give her the meal in minutes, so that she could scarf it down in less time than that. And she needed to get there quick.

She pulled out of the parking garage and was on the main highway within minutes. The highway was nearly empty save for a few cars passing her by in their own haste to be somewhere else. Liz glanced in her rear view mirror and noticed right away that her usual shadow was missing.

Odd, since no matter what time of day she left the compound, someone was always immediately behind her. Maybe they’d missed her? Not that she was disappointed that she was no longer being followed, of course. That meant she was – hopefully – in the clear. But still, she was a bit apprehensive and made sure to keep one eye on the mirror at all times. Just in case her shadow did decide to show up.

Again, her stomach growled vehemently, causing Liz to refocus her attention on finding someplace to eat. The next exit advertised a McDonald’s, Burger King, and Taco Bell. All of them sounded good, so she took that exit. Burger King was straight ahead, so that’s the one she chose.

Food was food. As long as it went into her mouth, down her esophagus, and quieted her raging stomach, then all was good.

Liz nearly groaned at the line she saw for the drive-thru. Glancing inside, she noticed that the line at the counter was considerably smaller. Quickly, she parked her car, practically jogged across the parking lot, and into the air-conditioned building. Immediately, she got in line behind a taciturn old man, and gazed up at menu.

A large number one with a frothy cup of Sprite sounded delicious.

She waited anxiously. Her mind no longer ran rampant with thoughts of Alex or the others. She no longer fretted over the fact that she had absolutely no plan in which to follow. Instead, her mind was focused on the food she’d soon be able to devour. Her senses were going into overdrive. The delicious aroma of salty, greasy, mouth-watering food wafted to her nose, and nearly caused her to push to the head of the line.

She blamed the sudden aggression on her alien cells. They obviously took food very seriously.

Finally, it was her turn. She rattled off her order before the young girl behind the counter had enough time to ask for it. Within moments, money was exchanged and she was handed her drink and meal, balanced carefully on a plastic tray. Within another few moments, she was in the back corner of the restaurant and attacking her food. All etiquette flew out the window.

That first bite of a juicy, tender, really-bad-for-your-arteries hamburger calmed her rioting cells and began to soothe the ache in her stomach. Was this what it was like all the time? Is this what Rian felt like? The woman ate like a pig. Is this what she had to look forward to for the rest of her life?

Liz stuffed a handful of way too salty fries into her mouth with absolute no regards to what the people around her may think. She took a deep gulp of Sprite, wincing is the cold liquid burned on the way down. Suddenly remembering manners, she plucked a napkin from the dispenser and daintily wiped her mouth. She caught movement beside her, then, and she glanced up quickly enough to see Agent Dawson walking right towards her.

Well, shit.

Swallowing slowly, Liz averted her gaze to the table. With more calculating movements, she picked up a fry and placed it in her mouth. She sent up a tiny prayer to God, asking Him to direct her away – far, far away – from her table.

“Agent Parker.”

Promptly she pinned an enthused smile on her face. “Agent Dawson,” she greeted coolly. “Please join me.”

Dawson was sitting down before the words had even completely exited her mouth. Liz tried valiantly to keep the smile from falling from her face. “Aren’t you going to get something to eat?”

She shook her head, dark ponytail swishing back and forth in the air. “I was on my way to work and saw your car pull in,” she explained. “I wanted to talk to about the investigation.”

Liz glanced around the crowded room and at all the people enjoying their meals. She arched a quizzical brow. “Here?”

She, too, looked around the room, as if just noticing how many people were surrounding them. A wry smile touched her lips, but her eyes remained carefully blank. “Okay, so maybe not here,” she conceded. “But we can talk about other things.”

Intrigued, Liz stopped herself from taking another bite of her burger. “Like?”

“Like Daniel Pierce.”

Liz didn’t know what kind of reaction Dawson was expecting from her. But she did know she wasn’t about to give her the satisfaction of any type reaction. Carefully, she kept her face blank, and plucked a fry from its designated box and popped into her mouth. She chewed thoughtfully, and then swallowed.

“What about Agent Pierce?”

This time, Agent Dawson’s smile was wider – the fact that Liz had called him by title instead of his first name was not lost on her.

“I wanted to apologize,” she began. “For what I said in the hallway that day. About you and Daniel.”

The way Dawson and called him by his given name instead of title was not lost on Liz either. She arched a delicate brow and regarded her pensively.

Dawson chuckled at Liz’s unspoken question, “Guilty,” she murmured. “Daniel and I had a thing on the side. It ended about a year ago. And…anyway, it’s obvious he’s interested in you and –”

“Is it obvious I’m not interested in him?”

This time, she laughed right out. “Yes, I think the more I’m around you, I can tell Daniel isn’t your favorite person. He can be a little overwhelming sometimes,” she cleared her throat, seeming suddenly uncomfortable. “Anyway, I haven’t quite let things go. So, seeing his interest in you kind of made me –”

“Jealous.”

“Right. And when I get jealous I get—”

“Bitchy.”

Again, Dawson cleared her throat, a delicate flush spreading her face. Was it from embarrassment or anger? “Ah, no, I was going to say territorial.”

“Oh,” Liz grabbed her Sprite and took another long drink. When she set it back down again, she looked the woman pointedly in the eyes. “There is nothing going on between Pierce and me. Things are strictly professional.” On my part, anyway, she silently added.

Dawson nodded, accepting her answer. “Anyway, I just wanted to apologize. Because even if you two were involved –”

“Which we are not,” Liz felt the inane need to stress again.

“—it wouldn’t have been any of my business anyway.”

Liz eyed her silently. Though, she seemed sincere, there was something about this woman that Liz didn’t trust. Something that told her that – in all likelihood – she wasn’t being entirely truthful. Something that made her very, very wary.

“Apology accepted,” Liz finally answered, hoping that would be the end of the conversation, and she’d leave.

No such luck. Agent Dawson promptly turned into a sniveling little girl, reminiscing about all the good times she and Daniel had shared. He was a good guy, she kept saying. Very possessive – which was such a turn on, she’d added. In the bedroom, he controlled every little –

Liz had trouble controlling her stomach. It wanted to lurch the food she had ingested right back up. She pushed away her tray and took a sip of her drink, hoping the soda would settle her stomach. Feigning interest, she smiled meekly behind her straw. Then, the smile fell and she averted her gaze when Dawson started talking about some kind of birthmark on his ass.

Her eyes fell onto her ID tag, clipped to the lapel of her jacket in a similar fashion as her own. The color picture showed Dawson’s stoic face. Blank eyes, blank face, no smile. At least Liz was smiling a bit in hers. It was kind of a like a driver’s license – you smiled because you didn’t want to look like an idiot when the picture printed out. You didn’t want to hand the ID over to some bank teller or police officer with a blank face and no smile, or worse – an opened mouth.

Though, she supposed, the blankness matched Dawson’s personality. Or, it usually did. She was a little too lively today, a little too animated – a little too everything.

Liz forced another smile and continued to examine her ID. Dawson. S. Dawson.

It occurred to her that she didn’t know this woman’s name. She didn’t know a lot of the agents’ names, and was damn sure a lot of them didn’t know hers – save for a select few. Everyone was always addressed by their last names – it kept things impersonal.

Impersonal was good. Liz sure as hell wished things between herself and S. Dawson had remained impersonal. She didn’t want to know what kind of noises Daniel made in his sleep, or what she’d do to him to get him to stop.

Impersonal was damn good.

“Well,” Liz said suddenly, brightly, hoping to thwart anymore of the intimate details. “I’m full, so, I think I’m going to head back to work.”

Dawson nodded and eyed what was left of her food with interest. “I think I’m going to stay and grab something to eat myself.”

Good. Liz nodded her acknowledgement and stood to gather her trash. Her tray was piled high with her extra napkins and condiments when she ventured over to the trash. She set her drink on top of the trash receptacle, dropped the contents of her tray, and took one final pull from the straw, before the empty cup went into the trash, as well.

Finally, she turned, gave a small wave to Dawson, who was still sitting at the table, and left the restaurant. Within minutes, she was in her car and pulling out of the parking lot.

Dawson waited until she could no longer see Liz’s SUV through the giant bay window. Then, she stood and made her way to the trash receptacle. Uncaring to anyone who may see her, she reached inside and grabbed the paper cup that had held Liz’s drink. She pulled out the straw and pitched the cup. Then, she stepped outside into the hot, early afternoon sun.

As she made her way to her car, she reached into her pocket and pulled out a zip lock baggy and carefully placed the straw inside, and marked it for DNA evidence.

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The TV was on, but the usual comedy that monopolized the screen was absent. Instead, Alex stared listlessly at the video feed. He carefully watched the outside world around him, half expecting to see some type of federal car speeding down the driveway, a bunch of agents spilling out, their guns drawn.

But nothing like that was happening. Life had continued as normal. Except for the fact that he hadn’t slept last night, and usually he slept like a rock.

He hadn’t been able to get Kate out of his mind. He’d dreamt of her smile, her laugh, her bubbly personality. She had been a friend to him, though not the kind that he’d spend a lot of his time with, but she’d been a friend just the same. They’d chatted and laughed together on their lunch hour. They’d share amusing and embarrassing stories. He’d even gone out on a date with her in order to make her ex-boyfriend jealous.

Alex leaned his elbows on his knees and pressed his face into his palms, trying desperately to erase his guilt. He tried to erase her face from his mind, but to no avail. Though, Kate Marlow was dead, a piece of her would always live within him.

“Alex?”

His head snapped up, and he peered into Isabel’s worried gaze. He tried to smile, but failed miserably. Knowing this, she seated herself beside him on the long couch, her arms curling around his, her head resting against his shoulder.

She was quiet, having said everything that she had needed to say the night before. He had lain in her bed, staring unseeingly at the ceiling with Isabel curled on her side – facing him. Her hand had been pressed against his chest, right over his heart, and she’d talked to him throughout the night. She had apologized for Kate. She tried to convince him that he wasn’t at fault. She’d told him what an amazing person he was.

Then she had cried as she apologized for knowing him. She had apologized for who she was, and for getting him involved. She had apologized for inadvertently putting him in danger.

And just like that, their roles had reversed again. Alex had pulled her into his arms and he was the one comforting her. As he soothed her to sleep with gentle fingers running through her hair, he’d wondered himself if he would’ve changed things given the opportunity.

He wondered that even now…If he had known that outcome of becoming a member of the coveted “I Know an Alien” Club, if he had known all the trials he would face – all the lies he would have to utter – would he have gone through with it? Would he have walked away from Liz and allowed her to attend with the aliens herself? Would he have given up his chance to get to know Isabel Evans – despite the little difference between them, such as their species?

Alex wrapped his arm around her, and together they snuggled deeper into the couch. She was still quiet, offering him all the strength and love she possessed. He bent down and kissed the crown of her head, knowing that if he had it all to do it all again…he would.

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She wasn’t good at cooking. Had never been good at cooking. She had been an imposter the whole time she’d lived with the Valentis. They thought she’d made the meals by scratch. Those meals that they’d ooh-ed and awe-ed over had been nothing but take-out on pretty dishes.

She hadn’t been able to use her powers – they left a metallic after taste. She certainly couldn’t use them now….

Tess groaned and turned the heat down on the stove. The pot was brimming with frothy bubbles, so it was safe to say that it was boiling. She glanced around, looking for the sheet of directions Maria had left her. She’d promised that spaghetti was going to be easy. Cook the noodles. Cook the sauce. Put them together, and presto!

So, why was it turning into a disaster?

“Well, this is funny,” Tess whirled around at the sound of Kyle’s voice, wooden spoon in hand as a meager means of defense. She calmed when she saw him and put down the offending utensil. Kyle seemed to be unafraid of the spoon-wielding alien and entered the kitchen fully. “I remember you to be a lot better cook.”

Her face twisted into a half scowl/half grimace. “I’m a fake. I don’t know how to cook.”

Kyle chuckled and ventured over to the stove. The hamburger meat was getting a little to brown. He moved it off the heat and glanced at her over his shoulder. “So why don’t you use your powers?”

Tess shook her head, her blonde curls bouncing. “It makes the food taste funny,” she explained and handed him the directions that Maria had written up for her. “Will you help me, please?”

Kyle filched some noodles from the pot with a fork. They slung from the prongs of the fork for a minute, before breaking off and falling back into the water with a slosh.

“I think you’ve killed the noodles.”

Defeated, Tess sagged against the counter. “I suck.”

“No, no, we can salvage this,” Kyle said hurriedly, though a frown formed as he regarded the noodles more closely. “Maybe not the noodles, but the meat for sure. Look in the cabinet. I think we have Sloppy Joe mix.”

“Maria said to make spaghetti.”

“Well, Maria isn’t here cooking dinner, now is she?” He motioned for her to do as he ordered as he grabbed the pot of noodles and removed it from the stove. “Sloppy Joes are a kick ass meal, anyway. And real simple.”

She handed him a packet and Kyle went to work. The hamburger meat wasn’t a lost cause after all. “Will you make sure we have some buns?”

Tess checked the cabinet closest to the fridge. “We only have Wonderbread.”

“That’ll do.”

Grabbing the bread, she returned to his side and watched him stir the meat until it was thoroughly browned. “You’re pretty good at this.”

He winked, but said nothing. They fall into a comfortable silence. He cooked, while she watched. It was nice, just sharing this moment with him.

“So, I have a question,” he said abruptly and reached for the packet mix.

“What’s that?” She asked him, a bit hesitantly.

Kyle paused in his efforts for a moment, and stared pointedly into her blue gaze. “Are you only going to show how much you love me when I’m charging off into danger?”

Immediately, her gaze fell to the floor. Kyle put the spoon down and turned down the heat, not wanting to ruin this second round of food while his attention was diverted.

“You know, Tess,” he said softly, cautiously. “You really know how to make an otherwise pretty confident guy feel really insecure.”

Her eyes snap up to his, and her mouth opens to comment but nothing comes out. Kyle frowns and crosses his arms over his chest. “Are you in love with Max?”

“No!”

Her vehement response calmed him immediately, and he refocused his attention onto the meal unsure of what else to say.

“I was never in love with Max,” she admitted quietly. “It wasn’t like that for us. I thought it was supposed to be, but….”

Kyle remained quiet, silently urging her to continue.

Tess released a shaky breath and hopped up onto the counter. Her legs swung back and forth, the heels of her feet hitting the cabinet doors. Nervously, she nibbled on the corner of her lips as she watched Kyle methodically prepare their meal.

Closing her eyes, Tess took a deep breath and released it, before she finally opened her eyes again. “There was only one guy that I’ve ever fallen in love with,” she confessed shakily. “And it wasn’t Max.”

Kyle turned and pointed the spoon at her face, his expression serious. “That guy had better be me,” he said carefully.

For the first time, a full-fledged smile broke across her face – reaching all the way to her sparkling eyes. She laughed, grabbed him by the back of the neck and pulled him to her for a kiss. Kyle settled himself between her knees, his hands coming up to fist in her hair, and he held her there for a long, plundering kiss.

Tess pulled away first, and rested her forehead against his to catch her breath. “I’m sorry,” she whispered, their breaths mingling. “For being so standoffish and….”

“Skittish,” Kyle supplied with a grin.

She nodded. “It’s always been hard for me to trust people. To rely on anyone other than myself. And then suddenly, here you were and it just screwed up everything,” she groaned. “And it’s always been particularly hard for me accept when things don’t go according to the plan. There was never supposed to be anything between us. I wasn’t supposed to fall in love with you, and –” her brows furrowed suddenly, and she scowled at him. “And you love me, too, right?”

“Well, I mean, you’re cute and stuff – Ow!” He rubbed his sore nipple. Why was it that all the women in his life liked to pinch him there?

“Answer the question, Valenti,” she picked up the spoon, and this time she looked much more menacing with it than she had before.

He plucked the spoon from her hand and put it back in the forgotten skillet. Then, he cupped her face in his hands and planted a quick kiss on lips, before uttering the words he knew she needed to hear, “I love you, too.”

She beamed and kind of melted against him. “Even if you are a horrible cook,” he added.

Tess buried her face into his shoulder and laughed, really laughed for the first time in she couldn’t remember how long. After a moment, still warm from the affect of Kyle’s words, she began to tense a little. Here they were, sharing a care-free moment together while everything surrounding them was so grave.

Kyle kissed her forehead, having sensed this. “I think we’re entitled to this, Tess,” he whispered against her hairline. “It doesn’t make us selfish.”

“It sure as hell does if you’re not going to finish making that food!”

Tess jerked away from Kyle, only to be pulled back into his embrace. Over his shoulder, she saw Michael standing in the entrance of the kitchen, looking very disgruntled.

“I’m hungry,” he growled. “Now stop the PDA and finish whatever it is you’re making. There are other people in this house, you know.”

Tess sighed when he made an exit, and then started to giggle. She felt better than she had in a long time. And though, it had been instilled in her since “birth” that humans were beneath her, she couldn’t help but think that it wasn’t the case at all. That this particular human was exactly what she needed.

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With a muffled curse, Daniel unceremoniously cast the print off through the air and watched as they fluttered to the ground in a silent heap. The background check on Alex Whitman had been fruitless, and it pissed him off.

He had lived a mediocre life, with a mediocre family. The only interesting thing he had ever done – which would serve no purpose to their investigation – was the year he studied in Switzerland as a foreign exchange student.

Desperate, Daniel committed a background check on his parents. Though their physical address hadn’t changed, it would appear that they were on an extended vacation. They had decided to travel the United States, followed by the world, once their son had graduated.

Son of a fuckin’ bitch.

Daniel pushed away from the desk and stalked across the room to grab his suit jacket. His movements were jerky as he pulled on the jacket. The damned investigation was not going well. They had absolutely nothing. And the longer they went without the aliens, the more likely the benefactors were to stunt the funding.

He hadn’t told them that they were dealing with something bigger than a rogue warrior rescuing test subjects for exactly that reason. If they had found out another alien had helped them escape, the Unit would be halted all together.

And that pissed him off even more. Another alien? Undoubtedly it meant there were more of them out there than he had originally anticipated. He wanted to rid the planet of aliens, one measly parasite at a time, but it was becoming exceedingly difficult when he couldn’t find them.

Daniel stomped out of his office and into the empty corridor. He took a deep breath, needing to calm down. It wasn’t good for his blood pressure. He needed to get his mind off the subject at hand – for now at least.

Liz Parker’s brown eyes flashed before his eyes, and he smiled. He hadn’t seen her in a while. Perhaps now would be a good time for a little visit.



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Hi, everyone. (:

I wasn’t sure that I was going to get to this before my winter break was over. I go back Monday, and I’ve been so busy with writing and editing “I’ll Be Home For Christmas,” causing me to have little time to write for my baby.

But, Michelle in Yonkers had a great idea, and whether she knows this or not, challenged me, lol. My little Christmas story is complete, save for a few more scenes I’m trying to work in at the end, so I decided it was safe for me to take a break from that for a day or two. I wrote extensively, writing a new chapter for this story to be posted in time for my Author’s Chat, at Roswell Heaven, tomorrow (at 9, y’all should come). And I was going to wait and post it tomorrow morning, along with my other fic, but, I’ve decided you all are patient enough, that I might as well spoil you a bit.

You deserve it. (: So, here it is.

Thank you all so much for the feedback!

Tears_of_Mercury – you’re always so full of questions! I love it!
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He hadn’t told them that they were dealing with something bigger than a rogue warrior rescuing test subjects for exactly that reason. If they had found out another alien had helped them escape, the Unit would be halted all together.
Why would the special unit get shut down if there were more aliens? I would think they would get $ hand over fist.
That question probably won't be answered until closer to the end...whenver that is! :roll: thanks for the feedback!

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*phew*

All right. And of course, many thanks to Steph for beta-ing this part in such a timely fashion. She was sick to boot! Everyone, send her hugs!

And now...Here it is. (:
Part Twenty-Five
An hour after she had eaten lunch at Burger King, Liz was starving all over again. She suffered through the last three hours of work on what had to be an empty stomach, and with a feeling she could only describe as excruciatingly annoying. By the time she was able to clock out, she was already fantasizing about what she’d have for dinner that night.

Steak and potatoes, with some mushrooms, she had decided, and a nice colorful salad. She’d stopped at E-Claire’s and bought a German Chocolate cake for dessert. The freshly made dessert created an aroma so rich that she nearly ate it on the drove home. Luckily, she had contained herself. When she finally sat down to eat, she prayed that this new change would not force her to eat herself out of house and home.

The steak was delicious – tender and juicy – and she moaned appreciatively behind a huge bite. The sound swiftly garnered her dogs’ attention, and they scampered into the kitchen. Simultaneously, they plopped their butts on the floor, directly beside her chair, and pinned her with pleading, puppy-dog gazes.

Liz wagged her fork at them in warning. Normally, she didn’t mind sharing, but she was far too hungry to give up even the tiniest of morsels to her pets. She took a healthy swig of her milk.

Mulder and Scully began to salivate as they avidly followed another piece of streak from plate to mouth. Liz watched them curiously as they licked their chops, anxiously waiting for her resistance to crumble.

An idea came to her, then. She regarded her dogs inquisitively, silently. Then, she closed her eyes. She concentrated. And when she opened her eyes again, Mulder and Scully were licking the floor enthusiastically, hungrily consuming food only they could see.

Liz put her fork down, and watched attentively. After another moment or two, her dogs lifted their heads, eagerly awaiting her to throw them another scrap. This time, she didn’t close her eyes; the mindwarp happened effortlessly. They gobbled down that invisible scrap of steak as well.

Liz’s stomach cramped, and she pushed her food away. This time, when they pinned her with pleading gazes, she pointed to the living room and softly ordered them to “go.” Obediently, the dogs retreated to the living room while she stared down at the space they’d occupied.

She had just mindwarped her dogs, and she felt oddly conflicted by that. What she had done would render them no harm, she was certain, but why did she feel so guilty? Yet at the same time, she was impressed with her new abilities. It had come easily for her. She saw the image in her head, and then projected it. But maybe because the task was trivial. Certainly, if she were to try the same task on something different – say, a human – she wouldn’t have had the same effect. Definitely it would require more effort.

Either way, it was weird.

Liz leaned her elbows on the table and ran her fingers through her hair. She was becoming an alien. In all the years since Max Evans had gripped her from the brink of death, she had never once imagined that this would be a repercussion.

Running for their lives from FBI Agents and other aliens popping up here and there, sure, but never this.

And now, she had one more power to add to her arsenal. It was a good thing, really; it would prepare her for the final showdown with the Unit she had yet to devise. But something felt wrong as she watched her dogs react to that mindwarp, sufficiently dousing her desire to practice that particular skill any longer.

Knowing she had to eat, Liz brought her plate closer and picked up her fork again. She needed to think. She needed to devise that aforementioned plan. She needed all of this to be over soon.

She had no idea where to begin. But there was one thing she’s absolutely certain: she’s not going to enlist the aide of her friends. Not this time. She was flying solo on this one. There’s no way she’s going to endanger Alex, Maria, or Kyle any further. Rian, she could probably use, but she wasn’t too inclined to do that, either. She needed Rian to be with the others. Liz felt it deep inside of her – a hard knot in the pit of her stomach – this was something she had to do alone.

After it was over – after she’d put a bullet through Daniel’s skull – then she could move on. She could start over and, hopefully, begin a new, relatively normal life. And then she’d know that everything she’d done for the past ten years wouldn’t have been for naught.

In silence, with her mind wandering, Liz finished her meal in record time. She had just placed the plate in the sink, and reached for the cake in the refrigerator when her security system released punctuating, shrill beeps. Her hand on the cake platter, she whipped her head around and tensed, knowing immediately who was on her property.

The dogs began to bark in a frenzied manner, howling and snarling at the door as they paced back and forth. Crossing the kitchen and living room, Liz deftly punched in the code and the beeping ceased. A loud, determined knock followed immediately after.

Briefly, she flirted with the idea of not answering the door, but swiftly disposed of that thought. She had to let him in, because he’d expect it. And she would. Then she’d tell him to leave. With no other choice, she quickly grabbed her dogs by their collars, and began to usher them into the safety of the bathroom. As she closed the door behind them, they began to bark louder and more persistently, and soon they were clawing at the door. She grimaced, wanting them with her as much as they wanted to be with her, needing the protection and strength she knew they’d offer. But Liz didn’t doubt Daniel’s ability to whip out his gun and shoot them right in front of her. She didn’t doubt that he was that crazy.

Ignoring their pathetic mewling, she shored up her fears and nerves, determined to get this over with as quickly as possible. Pierce knocked again just as she reached the door.

With her hand on the knob, Liz took a deep breath. She was not going to let him affect her the way he always had in the past, she mentally declared. She was stronger now. She was smarter. She was ready.

The door swung open wide. He stood tall and dark before her. His eyes fixated on her, filled with heat and lust. Liz shivered uncomfortably.

“Sir,” she greeted, her voice steady and hard. “Good evening.”

Daniel’s lips curled into a seductive smile, and wordlessly, he walked past her and into the living room.

The urge to grab her gun and end it all now was intense. Determinedly, Liz shut the door and turned to face him. She watched as he slowly took in the contents of her living room, as if he were seeing it for the first time. The bookcase that supported her readings and DVD collection. Family pictures, which were carefully devoid of any photographs with her friends and alma mater. The information on her background given to Pierce was carefully contrived, so that there would never be anything to link her to the others.

She remained quiet. Not wanting to initiate any sort of conversation, but at the same time, wanting desperately for him to leave. She was careful to keep her posture relaxed, and not guarded. There was no need for him to read into her like he usually did. For Liz noticed he took sick pleasure in her discomfort.

Finally, Daniel turned to her. That seductive, easy smile still on his face, as he crossed the room to stand before her. Just as he reached her, his hand lifted to cup her cheek. She took a firm, decisive step backwards, effectively falling out of his reach. Her gaze was pointed as she stared at him.

His eyes darkened, and Liz knew he took pleasure out of her obvious resistance to him as well. He thought it was game.

She turned and headed steadily into the kitchen. “Would you like something to drink, sir?”

He followed her, his steps slow and methodic. He ignored her question. “Is there something wrong, Elizabeth?”

Liz heard the intrigued note in his voice, and the underlying determination as well. She shook her head as she brought down two glasses from the cupboard. “Nothing at all,” she answered easily. Glancing over her shoulder, she began to fill his glass with water from the spigot. “I’ve just had a lot on my mind. I’m very troubled by the circumstances surrounding the specimens disappearances.” Liz turned and handed him the glass, just in time to see his eyes focus on an object behind her, and burn with anger.

Blindly he accepted the glass, but made no effort to take a drink. “Yes,” he finally murmured. “It’s a very troubling circumstance, indeed.” Finally, he took a steady sip, his eyes cooling and refocusing on her. He smiled behind the glass, and then, once finished, he placed it on the counter beside her. “I’ve always noticed startling similarities between you and I.”

Liz arched an inquisitive eyebrow, but said nothing.

“Your work ethic. Your beliefs,” he took a step towards her, and Liz had to lock her knees to keep from stepping backwards. “They mirror my own. You want those beings found as much as I do,” he whispered with malice, his hands coming up to catch her face in his hands. “And we will find them, I promise you.”

He leaned closer, and the panic began to set in. His breath brushed her lips as he continued, “And when we do. We’ll destroy them.”

His head tilted at an angle and he prepared to swoop down for a revolting kiss. Breaking from her panicked state, Liz gripped his wrists and pulled down at the same time she leaned away. Her eyes were hot with barely controlled anger as she stared carefully at him. “I believe you’re about to step over the line again, sir.”

Daniel blinked at her, his hands poised in mid-air, as if he still held her face in his hands. Then, he laughed. He took a step towards her again, the same time she took another step back. Soon, she knew, she’d be barricaded in her own kitchen. It was too small and he was too big to maneuver around. Briefly, she flirted with the idea of attempting a mindwarp on him, but immediately rejected the thought. He had a keen sense about him; if there were even the slightest tickle in his subconscious during the warp, then he’d feel it. And it could mean the end of her.

“Why are you resisting? Why are you denying what we have?” He asked, that damnable condescending smile on his face. “Don’t you see? You and I are the same person – we mirror each other. We’re soul mates.”

Liz cringed at the term, and looked away. Immediately, he stepped into her line of sight, taking up her space, invading her privacy.

“We belong together,” he whispered.

Before she could think, he was advancing on her. And just as she was prepared to spring out of the way, he was halted by the sound of his beeper.

He stilled, gazing curiously at her as if he couldn’t quite understand why he’d stopped. Then, with a muffled curse, he reached for his side and snatched up his beeper. When he glanced down at the number, his expression hardened.

“I have to go.”

Liz had to keep from sagging with relief against the counter. She remained cool and aloof, allowing no emotion to enter her eyes when he gazed at her. They stared at each other for several moments, before he made his way to the door and let himself out.

This time, Liz did sag. Thankfully, she found the strength to stay up right, resting all of her weight on her arms as she leaned against the counter top. Her eyes drifted shut as she mentally congratulated herself for not crumbling beneath him. For not falling to a broken, mindless, tearful heap on the floor.

She was stronger now. She was sturdy. And when she opened her eyes, she knew that he wasn’t going to win.


Daniel started the ignition the same time he pushed the send button on his cell phone. His call was answered before the first ring had even finished.

Sykes’s voice rang loud and clear in his ear. “I have something you might find interesting.
* * *
Jonaphan Calder picked up the television remote, and pressed the off button with a disgusted grunt. The weatherman said the temperature would reach record highs tomorrow afternoon, something he wasn’t looking forward to. He tipped back in his chair, and lifted the dingy fabric that hotel manager called drapes, and peered at the beauty that was the setting sun. No doubt that any sunset in any state was a magnificent sight to see, but he’d take a Montana sunset over a southwestern sunset any day.

Then, again, maybe he was a bit biased.

Allowing the drapes to fall back into place, he placed his chair back on four legs and stared blankly down at the objects before him. It was hard to focus on the job sometimes, because of the circumstances that surrounded it. If it were any other case, he would have been relieved of his duties due to conflict of interest. But Jon wasn’t stupid. He knew why his boss had assigned him to the case, and it was because of his relationship with Liz Parker specifically.

He had earned that tiny bit of trust that she shared with very few people, and they wanted him to manipulate it – and her – to their advantage.

And damn if he didn’t feel like scum because of it.

Jon feathered the black and white photographs out on the table, and peered down at five familiar faces. He’d only met her friends once, but he knew their faces, and had their background information committed to memory.

Alex Whitman, 28, graduated high school in a small town in Arizona. He was salutatorian, and voted class clown and most likely to marry a supermodel. Later, he attended an ITT Technical Institute in Arizona, where he obtained his degree in computer programming and security.

Maria DeLuca, 27, graduated from a high school in Phoenix. She won the annual talent show three years in a row, and was voted most likely to become rich and famous. She attended Arizona University, and obtained her degree in forensics pathology.

Kyle Valenti, 28, is from Albuquerque, New Mexico. He graduated high school, and went to college to pursue a career in law enforcement like his father, who passed away when he was 12. He was raised by a single mother, Shelia, until she passed away from ovarian cancer right before he graduated college. Later, he moved to Arizona and joined the SWAT team.

Jon gazed down at the image of Rian he had captures. She was staring out the window of Alex’s car, that perpetual look of anger and displeasure on her face. He grinned, wishing he had been able to capture the color of her eyes in the photograph. He was willing to bet they got brighter with intensity the angrier she got. Grinned, he ran a finger down the glossy surface of the photo. Now, she had an interesting background.

Riannan Kellar, 30, born in Brooklyn, New York. Abandoned to foster care at the age of 3, and by the time she was 12, she’d started acting out and rebelling against her foster parents. At sixteen, she traveled cross-country with a boyfriend, where he, too, abandoned her in California. She ended up in juvie, where she was rehabilitated and given a second chance at life. She obtained her GED, got a degree in criminology and law enforcement – with a specialty in negotiating, and then picked up and settled in Arizona.

And now, finally, Liz Parker, 28, graduated from high school in a small town in Northern California. She was valedictorian, and voted most likely to succeed. She attended Stanford University, with a degree in criminology and molecular biology. She joined the police department for a few years, in order to obtain a recommendation for the FBI.

And the rest was history.

Jon leaned back in his chair, chewing on the cap of his ballpoint pen as he stared down into each one of their faces. He was beginning to wonder if anything he had on them was true. They had all grown up in different places, with differing lives, but somehow they’d all migrated to the same place, at the same time, and quickly became friends. Aside from what he’d learned from Liz, he knew very little about how they all met.

Liz trusted those four people more than she trusted anyone. Definitely more than she trusted him, and that put him at a disadvantage.

With a weary sigh, he rubbed his hands over his face and raked his mind for anything he could have missed. The bug he’d planted in the house had died within twenty-four hours of being used, when an impressive archetype like it was, it should have lasted several weeks. To top it off, the quality was poor, and he’d been able to obtain very little information. Yet he diligently reviewed his findings over and over again, recorded detailed notes, and then sent them off to the boss.

And he had not been happy.

He had expected more from him. He’d wanted solid evidence so that he could move the team in. He wanted him to plant another bug.

Jon snorted. It was damned impossible. He’d made a night trip out to the house. Having parked his car 1.5 miles from the house, and walked the rest of the way, hiding himself in the shadows of the night. When he’d spotted the house, he noticed that the lights were on, and two vehicles sat in the driveway.

When he’d returned a few days later – there was another car. And after careful investigation, he identified them as belonging to Liz’s friends.

Someone was always there. The house – and its occupants, whoever they are – were never left alone. And even though he had a damn good idea what was going on, he couldn’t report back to the man with just an idea, or just a feeling. He needed solid evidence, and he needed it now.

As he began to devise a plan involving even more lies and betrayal, Jonaphan wondered if Liz would ever forgive him.
* * *
Liz crawled beneath the cool sheets, not believing that she was trying this again. Mulder and Scully lay curled up in balls on the opposite side of her bed, already snoozing contentedly. The last time she’d allowed them to sleep with her, they had gotten severely annoyed with her inability to fall asleep, and her subsequent tossing and turning, that they’d ultimately left.

But, truth be known, she liked having them with her. They gave her a sense of peace and security, especially after this evening. She hated the cold fist that wrapped itself around her heart and lungs as she shut the door to the bathroom. She had been literally alone when she’d done that – and more than anything she wanted to open the door again, and let her dogs tear Pierce to pieces, just like she knew they wanted to do. Just like she knew they could.

But she knew that it wasn’t the way it needed to be handled. It was the way he needed to be handled. So, she’d chalked it up, and after all was said and done – she had survived.

Once again, the powers that be had intervened and removed him from her home before things escalated to the point she was defenseless. Whoever had paged him obviously had precedence over her, and Liz wasn’t sure if she should be thankful, or sympathetic.

Sighing tiredly, she settled into the mattress, resting her head on her fluffy pillow and closed her eyes. She stared at the darkness behind her lids for several minutes, listening to the occasional loud snore from her dogs that the rotating fan could not drown out. She tried to clear her mind, urging sleep to come, for exhaustion to assail her and take her away. But nothing happened.

Agitated, she opened her eyes and stared at the white ceiling above. Her nerves were shot, her mind was racing, and to top it off, she was getting hungry again.

Blindly, she reached a hand out and picked up her cell phone. She dialed the number and then brought the phone to her ear. Rian answered on the second ring.

“How in the hell do you live like this?”

I’m used to it.” Came Rian’s easy response.

“I’m becoming a fat insomniac.”

You are not. I don’t even think that’s possible for average humans, let alone someone with your…circumstances,” Liz heard the grin in Rian’s voice. “Your metabolism has increased significantly. That’s why you’re hungry all the time. That’s why you’re not going to gain any weight. In fact, that’s why you’ve lost weight. Now just get with it already.

Liz groaned. It was too easy for her. “And how do you handle it? Do you just ignore the hunger? How do you fall asleep?”

I eat all the time, Liz. I eat big meals. I have trail mix in my car. Carrots and celery in my mini fridge at my office. I’m constantly buying stuff from the snack machines, and my kitchen is always stocked,” she explained. “As for the sleeping, I work until I can’t keep my eyes open anymore. And then, I only need a few hours before I’m up and ready to go again. You’re tired, right? But you can’t fall asleep?

Liz muttered, “Yes,” broodingly.

So, work through your tiredness. Find something to do to expel the energy still lurking. Work out. Do paper work. Write a freakin’ novel. Anything. I promise you, you’ll be able to sleep then.

“That seems like an awful lot of work to do just in order to fall asleep.” She groused.

Rian laughed, “Yeah, well, that’s because it is. You’ll get used to it, though. Hell, it may even level out, and you’ll go back to normal. Just like the others. But if it doesn’t, then that’s how you deal with it.

“So, is that what you’re doing now? Working through the tiredness?”

Actually, I’m stuffing my face.

Liz smiled, and settled deeper into the covers. It might be easier for her to fall asleep if she had someone to talk to, rather than going downstairs and working up a sweat on the elliptical machine.

“Are you at the house?”

Rian didn’t answer right away, needing to chew and swallow whatever she’s consuming. “Actually, I’m at Kyle’s. Maria and Alex are at the house, Kyle insisted on coming home for the night,” she elaborated. “And he keeps nothing in his refrigerator, so I’m eating a PB&PBK sandwich.

Liz blinked. “What?”

Peanut Butter and Pickle, Banana, Ketchup sandwich. It’s delish.

Liz was disgusted with herself – because it did sound delicious. Her hand went to her stomach and she felt it grumble. “I hate being hungry all the time,” she whined.

I kind of like it. Being hungry is a good excuse to eat.

Irritated that now, she too, had an undeniable urge to eat, Liz threw off the covers causing Scully to lift her head and pin Liz with sleepy eyes. Reaching over, she rubbed Scully’s head before she got out of bed and made her way out of the room.

“How is everyone holding up?” She asked, and flipped on the overhead light above the staircase. “How’s Alex?”

Alex is doing better. I look at him and know that he’s still thinking about her,” Liz didn’t need to ask for clarification. Kate was on all of their minds. “Michael and Maria are starting to argue. He wants her to stay. She refuses to let the FBI run her life. They yell at each other, and then start making out. It’s revolting.

Liz laughed as she withdrew the chocolate cake she had been unable to eat earlier. Her stomach growled louder as she retrieved a butter knife and said, “Yeah, but they’ve always been like that. The next thing you know, Maria will be wearing turtlenecks to hide the hickeys.”

Rian groaned. “It’s too hot for a turtle neck,” she complained.

Liz had to agree. Everyday it got a little hotter outside. But then, heat hadn’t stopped Maria from wearing a turtleneck before, she recalled, and laughed at the memory. “Doesn’t matter,” she said and nestled the phone between her ear and shoulder so that she could plop a hefty piece of cake onto her plate. “She’ll wear one anyway, if she has to.”

We’re all adults here,” Rian said. “There’s no need for her to hide her love bite.

Forking a piece of the cake, she brought the bite up to her mouth, and then paused to say, “So, you’re not going to tease her mercilessly if you see her with a hickey?”

Of course I am,” Rian insisted, sounding very indignant at the question. “As will Alex and Kyle. What I meant by that statement is that, we’re all adults; she can handle it.

With a shake of her head, Liz took a bite and immediately felt her stomach settling. She reached across the table and grabbed the salt and pepper shakers, and added a liberal amount on top of her slice of cake. “This is really annoying,” she muttered behind a full mouth.

Max is okay, too, you know.

Liz stilled in mid chew, staring down at her plate and fork, poised and ready for another bite. She swallowed. “That’s good,” she said carefully.

Listen, I’m not trying to switch sides or anything, and I’m not trying to make this any harder for you than it already is,” Rian clarified quickly. “I’m just saying…He’s done better since he was able to talk to you. We can all tell, just by looking at him. And I think, that if you make an effort –”

“I don’t have a tail anymore,” Liz hurried and cut Rian off. “Not an obvious one anyway. I was thinking about stopping by this weekend and seeing everyone.”

Rian was silent, and then, “Really?

She cleared her throat. “Yeah,” she lied. “With the FBI looking for Alex, I kind of want to be with him for a while – with everyone – just so that I can see for myself. Even though, it’s not really safe for me to be out there right now. The last thing we want is for me to lead the Unit right to them, and Alex.”

We’ll be careful,” Rian insisted. “Just let me know when and where, and I’ll be there.

“Okay,” she murmured. “I’m going to finish this cake and then go to bed. I’ll call you later.”

All right,” she replied. And when Liz was about to say good-bye and hang up, she Rian again.

I think seeing him has been really good for you, too.

* * *


Dawson adjusted the lens on the microscope. The cells came into focus, and she stared. Stoically, she straightened and removed the slide and then carefully stored it in a container.

“Well?” Aaron Sykes said from across the room.

Dawson turned. She stared impassively at him, taking in his tall, brawny form and hard face. His arms were crossed over his wide chest, muscles bugling beneath his suit jacket. He was an attractive man, but even more than that, he was frightening.

She held up the container for him to see, and then tossed it unceremoniously at him. He filched it, one-handed.

“The cells are alien.”

Aaron looked down at the container, and read the label. Parker, Elizabeth. It also had her birth date and Unit badge number. In all the years she had known Aaron he smiled only sparingly. He smiled now.

“Excellent,” his impossible deep voice carried throughout the room as he pocketed the evidence. “He will be pleased.”

She arched an eyebrow. “Maybe not,” she said. “This does put a crimp in the plan.”

Aaron crossed the room, and stopped directly in front of her. At five-foot-nine, Dawson had to tilt her head back to look at him. She watched as he lifted a hand, and shivered as he tucked a wayward strand of her silky black hair behind her ear.

“I think this accentuates the plan perfectly,” he murmured. Something sparked in his dead, gray eyes. Something that sent another pleasurable shiver down her spin.

Suddenly understanding what he meant, she grinned. “Should we report it to –”

He shook his head, effectively cutting her off. “Pierce is out of town,” he whispered, and bent down to brush his lips, ever so lightly against her. “He will be for a while.” His lips brushed against her cheek, traveled down to follow the line of her jaw. “There’s no need to inform Daniel just yet.”

Serena’s dark eyes glittered as she stared up at him. “Where did you send him?”

Another smile formed on his lips as he recalled the information he had fed him, and then said, “A wild goose chase.”



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Re: Absence Makes the Heart...(M/L,MATURE)AN, 9/25, pg 5

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Here you go.

Rachel has it right - send many cookies to Steph & Alex. Cause they rock. (=

Enjoy.

See you in six months!!! ;)


Part Twenty-Six
The weekend had arrived. Usually, such an event bloomed joy within Liz. It made her think of lazy mornings, sitting at the table while she sipped her coffee. It made her think of equally lazy afternoons and evenings, icy lemonade and trips to the dog park. Nowadays, however, the weekends were filled with exhaustion, oftentimes dread, and lots of questions with elusive answers. Sometimes, she wished the weekend would never come. And today was no different.

She knew the frosting on the store bought cake she clutched in her hands was probably melting, but for the life of her, Liz couldn’t bring herself to move. Once again, she stood rooted in her spot, utterly unable to take the steps that would lead her to the front porch and into the safe house.

Behind the dark tint of her sunglasses, she watched as the sun began its lazy descent in the sky. It was blistering hot. Sweat trickled down her forehead to curve into her eye and she blinked at the stinging sensation. Her hair felt heavy and hot against the back of her neck, and all she wanted to do was pull it up high on the top of her head. But she didn’t. This afternoon she’d taken great pains to achieve her appearance. She spent hours in front of the mirror, holding garments of clothing up against her body – trying to compare the colors to her skin tone, as well as the makeup that she was determined to dust on her face. The whole ordeal had nearly made her late, but she was proud of the outcome.

It made her wonder just who she thought she was trying to impress? And why was she was allowing it to go to waste, as she melted away in the hot sun?

The sound of tires on the dry dirt met her ears, and she turned to look over her shoulder just in time to see Kyle’s car slow to a stop. He got out, his aviator sunglasses glinting in the sunlight. In his hands he carried two twelve packs of beer – his contribution to tonight’s dinner. Liz looked down at the cake, and hoped that Maria would be pleased.

“How long have you been standing out here?” Kyle asked, amused.

“I don’t know,” she answered honestly. As soon as she had stepped foot out of her car, time had become irrelevant.

He came to stand next to her. “I saw you prancing ‘round main street, looking for people to follow you.”

She glanced at him, a wry smile on her lips. “Rian likes to pretend to be me,” she said, and hoped that her friend was being careful. “A little too much, maybe.”

He grinned at her, and she knew his eyes were sparkling mischievously behind his glasses. “Yeah, she likes to pretend she’s a couple cup sizes bigger than she is.”

Liz coughed, trying to choke back her laugh. “My boobs are not that much bigger than hers, Kyle.”

“You’re right. She just doesn’t have any to begin with.”

This time, Liz did laugh and she felt the tension slowly ebb from her body. “You are so dead when I tell her.”

Kyle didn’t look worried. His grin only widened before he tilted his head in the direction of the house. “Well, shall we?” He offered her his arm, weighed down by the heavy twelve pack, and she knew that he was offering her the strength of his friendship.

Liz looped her arm through his and forced a smile as she felt the nerves return. Her gaze went to the house as well, knowing what awaited her inside and dreading every moment of it. Finally, she forced herself to nod briskly and said,

“Let’s do it.”
* * *
Alex’s head snapped around when his door slammed opened. He was in the middle of buttoning up the remaining buttons on his shirt, when he saw Max leaning against his door, a panicked expression in his eyes.

“Alex,” he breathed, and Alex slowly lowered his hands to his sides, wondering what was happening now – and how soon they had to leave. “Do you have that – that –” Max made a helpless gesture and then waved his hand under his arm pits as if he were spraying something. “That stuff?”

It took him a moment, but then realization dawned on him, and he expelled a sigh of relief. He leaned his hands on the dresser and sagged his shoulders. Even though his heart was pounding in his chest, and his throat had constricted, he found enough sense of humor to offer Max a smile. Nothing was wrong. Picking up a can of Axe Body Spray, he tossed it in the air; deftly Max caught it.

“Thanks,” he muttered quickly, and began to turn, then stopped suddenly. Having belatedly noticed Alex’s reaction to his barging in, Max grimaced. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you.”

Alex chuckled and waved him off. “It’s fine. Rank pits are a scary thing, Evans,” he murmured as he continued to button the last few buttons.

Max grinned and then pointed over his shoulder. “It’s just that Liz is going to be here any minute, and I want – but I needed – ”

“I get it,” Alex insisted with a laugh. “Just go. Fix your hair.”

Max touched a hand to his head. His hair was much shorter now, having convinced Maria to cut it for him. But it was long enough to look a mess untreated. He started to leave again, but stopped a second time. “Hey, does my breath –”

Alex countered Max’s step forward with a step backwards. “Sorry, dude, I draw the line at smelling people’s breath. You’re just gonna have to ask someone else.”

Surprisingly, Max grinned before he finally turned on his heel and left. Alex shook his head, laughing quietly to himself, even as he gauged his appearance in the mirror. This evening was special. It would be the first time they were all in the same house together in ten years.

Tonight, they were trying to for a sense of normalcy. Although Maria’s Holiday Extravaganza wasn’t going according to plan, he thought she was happy just to have everyone together again. They didn’t need gift exchanges or fancy china. As far as Alex was concerned, tonight was the beginning of the last nights in Arizona.

Alex’s eyes narrowed. Because he damned well intended to talk Liz out of being the martyr she planned to be. If he and the others had anything to do with, they’d be leaving very soon, and very quietly.
* * *
Rian kept a keen eye out as she lazily licked her pistachio flavored ice cream. For nearly an hour now, she’d been wandering the streets – guised as Liz – hoping to catch the eye of the FBI, but to no avail. Her tail was gone – or if not, hiding very well.

She probably could have left for the safe house a half an hour ago. If she couldn’t identify a tail after fifteen minutes, it would grow more and more likely that she didn’t have one. Yet she had stayed. Because she wasn’t only looking for the suits; she was looking for Jon Calder, as well. Despite the fact Alex and Liz had no faith in her or what she saw, Rian was sure that he was here, in Arizona, just days ago. Granted, she hadn’t caught sight of him since, but that could have been because he’d spotted her. He’s a smart man – he would have changed his cover again.

But this time, Rian would be ready. If – when – she saw him, she’d go after him. And then proceed to ask him just what the fuck he was doing here. Thereby, proving to the others that she wasn’t a complete fuck up.

She licked the creamy, melt-y substance as it slid down the waffle cone. She was starving, and the ice cream did little to satisfy her hunger. The scent and texture of the ice cream was wonderful, but it was missing some very vital condiments. Though, she couldn’t have very well asked for mayo or mustard at the ice cream parlor – she would have been laughed at. So, now, her favorite dessert was only mediocre and leaving her more hungry than when she started.

The heat was killing her as well. A little tired, she sat down on a bench and watched the businesses aligning the streets begin the process of closing up shop. She watched the people as they came and went into the stores. Since arriving on Earth, Riannan loved to people watch. The human species was such an intriguing race, and the best way to learn about them was by watching.

She had learned so much from her human friends, and was continuing to learn from them by each passing day. Rian stilled in the act of biting into the cone when she saw a young, high school aged couple walk down the street holding hands. The young, red headed girl was looking up adoringly at the taller, lanky boy, her eyes sparkling. And he was returning the expression.

Not for the first time since her arrival, Rian wondered what it felt like to be in love; what it felt like to feel, really. She knew what others felt, for she was constantly picking up on the emotions of her friends, of strangers, but she wondered what they felt like first hand. Oftentimes she’d tell herself she was lucky to not have emotions. It was easy for her to just to clog up the pores that devoured the humans’ emotions around her, but she was willing to wager it would be a bit more difficult to do that if they were coming from her directly.

Emotions got you in trouble. That was every reason why Antarians weren’t an emotional race. They didn’t show love, anger, or sadness, which made it difficult to fit in among Earthlings. They had to gauge the reactions of others, and then respond accordingly and in a way that was acceptable. Otherwise, you were considered a sociopath. But sometimes, sometimes she yearned to feel what they felt – especially when she saw vivid displays of love.

She supposed, in her own way, she knew love. She certainly loved her friends “with all her heart.” Though, she wasn’t entirely sure the expression should apply. It seemed to apply more to the romantic sense. The type of love she supposed she felt was that of kinship. She wanted to protect and defend her friends, to make them happy and to make them laugh. Just being in their presence was enough to keep her content. Momentarily, she wondered if they felt the same.

Yet, what about that soul-crunching love? The kind that left you weakened and broken if you were without the object of your affection. The kind that made your stomach hurt and your heart burst all at the same time. The kind that left you feeling empty and unhappy unless you were with that person, breathing them in, touching them. At least, that’s how it’s explained in those mushy books Maria reads all the time. What of that kind of love?

Rian stood, walked a short distance and pitched her melted ice cream. To be that vulnerable to another person – no matter their species – seemed like one helluva bad idea. As she darted into a clothing boutique to shape-shift, she once again felt grateful she had the emotional depth of a jelly fish.
* * *
Jonaphan grimaced behind his cup of too-sweet coffee and kept his eyes downcast. Thanks to Rian, he’d been forced to change his appearance – again – and now he was more uncomfortable than ever.

His eyes were green, and his hair was matted with sweat beneath the skull cap that gave the illusion that he was bald. His jaw itched from the stickiness of the glue holding his full beard in place. He had long ago opted to get rid of the mustache; it made him sneeze too much.

For nearly an hour he had been inactively following Liz Parker’s every move. Though he had only gotten up from his seat once, and that was to take a leak, he was still privy to every move she made. He had men, more skilled at the act of tailing than any FBI agent assigned to the case could have been, rattling off her location in his ear. The earpiece was cleverly designed as a hearing aid and therefore was thoroughly inconspicuous.

Yet once again, his Liz had thrown him and his men for a loop. After venturing downtown, partaking in an ice cream, she had walked into a clothing boutique, and had yet to walk out.

No, in her place was Riannan Kellar. Again.

Jonaphan knew without a doubt that it was no coincidence. Somehow Liz had gotten past them – and he prided himself in the fact that his men were the best in the field. It was on the tip of his tongue to instruct his crew to follow her, Rian, but he stopped. It didn’t matter. He knew where she was going, and he knew who would be there. And following her there, while there was still daylight, would be detrimental to their cover.

His superior was breathing down his neck, and getting more and more antsy with every coming day. Jon knew he’d have to act soon, or at least hope something happened that sparked the snowball.
* * *
It took a minute for her eyes to adjust to the sudden contrast in brightness. Her arm tightened almost imperceptibly around Kyle’s arm, yet he was so in tune with her he felt the squeeze anyway. He nudged her lightly with his elbow and continued to almost drag her blindly down the hallway and into the kitchen.

She smelled lasagna and Italian bread, and her stomach growled in greeting.

Liz lifted the glasses off her face, blinked a couple of times, and then smiled.

“Hi.”

Maria grinned and dusted her hands on her checkered apron, looking very much like a traditional housewife. “You brought a cake!” She squealed in delight and took the pastry box from Liz’s pale, nervous hands.

“I brought beer,” Kyle pointed out excitedly.

Maria ignored him and quickly rushed to the counter and opened the box to display the dessert. Liz glanced over her shoulder, saw no evidence of Max, and – ashamed of the relief she felt by that – joined Maria’s side at the counter.

“It’s hot. The icing started to melt.”

Her friend shrugged, “it’s okay. I’ll have Michael do his Samantha-Genie-Alien thing to make it all nice and cool again.” She swiped a finger through the icing and sampled the sugary substance. “Delicious,” she murmured. Then, she dusted off her hands again and eyed Liz with a speculative gleam. “You okay?”

Liz nodded, resisting the urge to cup her stomach in an ill-attempt to calm the ball of nerves twisting inside. “I’m good.”

Unconvinced, Maria tucked a strand of Liz’s dark hair behind the shell of her ear. “It’s going to be okay,” she whispered.

She started to nod, felt like she was going to puke. Then Kyle was there, his hand out stretched, holding a gleaming bottle of beer. “Here. Drink this.”

She usually didn’t enjoy his taste in beer, but Liz took the bottle without a word and brought it to her lips. It was more bitter than she remembered as it slid across her tongue and down her throat. She grimaced, her eyes watering a little as she squinted. Wordlessly, she gave back the bottle, her head growing cloudy.

“Feel better?” He asked.

Liz’s tongue felt heavy and she rubbed it lazily against the roof of her mouth. Odd. She shook her head. “Not really.”

Kyle shrugged as he took another swig. He sighed in appreciation. “Want some more?”

This time, she shook her head rapidly. “I’m okay, thanks.” Then, she pinned Maria with a questioning look.

“He’s upstairs.”

Liz nodded, but said nothing else for several moments. Then, she sighed and looked around the kitchen. “Do you need any help?”

Maria had everything under control, but she also knew that Liz needed to keep busy in order to calm her nerves. She glanced over her shoulder and at the stacks of plates on the counter. “You can help me set the table,” she suggested.

Nodding, Liz sidestepped Maria and grabbed the stack of plates. As she turned, out of the corner of her eye, she caught Kyle making a quiet exit, obviously not wanting to be of much help. It made her grin despite her nerves.

Maria followed Liz into the dining room with the glasses. The bright blue place mats were already strategically placed on the table. In the middle of the table was a pristine white vase holding an abundance of colorful wild flowers. The curtains were pulled open, offering a breathtaking view of the evening sunset. As she began to set the table, Liz conceded that Maria really knew how to set the mood.

“You did great in here,” she complimented, trying to sound at ease instead of a ball of nerves.

Maria beamed. “Thanks. Isabel and Tess helped.”

“Where are they? And Alex and Michael?”

“Isabel, Tess, and Alex are getting ready I’m sure,” Maria answered. “Michael is probably just wasting my time,” she rolled her eyes at that. “When do you think Riannan’s going to get here?”

Liz glanced at her wrist watch, and then positioned another plate. “It depends on if I have a tail or not, and how long it takes her to lose him,” she explained quietly. “She’s fully prepared to stay out all night if she has to.”

Maria frowned, not at all liking the idea. “I don’t want her to miss this. She’s just as much a part of this as everyone else.”

Nodding in agreement, Liz promised to call Rian right before dinner, if she hadn’t arrived. They continued to set the table in silence. She had just positioned the last plate, when she heard the slow footsteps of someone coming down the stairs, and into the kitchen. Her stomach knotted and beads of sweat started forming along her spinal column. She wasn’t ready for it to be Max. Suddenly, she wanted Kyle’s beer again, and she wanted to down in it one gulp. She wanted to be mind-numbingly drunk for this experience.

Unable to help herself, she turned towards the window and closed her eyes. She needed more time. She needed be in control – something that was elusive whenever it came to Max Evans.

She heard him enter the dining room, say her name, “Liz.”

Liz shoulders slumped with relief. She turned and gave Alex the largest smile she could muster. “Hi.” Then she crossed the room and wrapped her arms around him.

Alex hugged her tightly and dropped a kiss on her forehead. “How are you?”

“Fine,” she replied, her dark eyes studying his face. “How are you holding up?”

He gave her a solemn nod, his eyes darkening with the memory of Kate. Helpless to make him feel better, she could only offer him a sad smile and gentle squeeze. Though, she too felt remorse for the senseless loss of Kate’s life, Liz couldn’t prevent the relief that had coursed through her, knowing that Alex had been spared.

“I’m glad you’re okay,” she whispered.

Alex was quiet for a moment, and then smiled lightly. “And I’m just glad you’re here.”
* * *
She was here. He didn’t hear her voice, couldn’t smell the scent that was exclusively her own, he couldn’t even see her, but Max knew by the way every cell in his body hummed within him that Liz Parker was here. Just like he knew the connection had never been severed.

He couldn’t move. His gut knotted painfully and his hands became cold and clammy. As he looked at himself in the mirror, Max knew that outwardly, he appeared in control – very much the King he had been destined to become. Yet on the inside he was a train wreck.

For tonight, he knew, he would talk to Liz. Not just a few polite words as if they were some old acquaintances. No, tonight, he was going to sit her down and explain – everything. Even if he had to tie her to the chair to do so.

He gathered strength from the knowledge that this would be the first step in making amends, and that every step hereafter would be easier; or so he hoped. Max wasn’t expecting her to rush into his arms and tell him all was forgiven. He knew that she had changed too much to be so forgiving, but he was confident that within time things would return to the way they used to be.

And he would see her out of harm’s way once again.
* * *
Rian didn’t go the safe house right away. Instead, she drove out of town and kept driving until the already sparse trees dissipated completely. Then, she veered off the road, her tires kicking up sand all around her, and drove – quite literally – to the middle of nowhere.

She stopped her SUV, got out, and lay on the hood of her car, watching the sun’s slow descent in the clear sky. Soon, very soon, everything would come to an end. She knew this, just like she knew that with the end, Max and Liz would get back together again and everyone would continue to blissfully pair off, and begin their lives together anew. She knew this, just like she knew once that happened, they wouldn’t need her anymore.

Rian ignored the irritating, inexplicable twinge in her gut and crossed her legs at the ankles. She wondered where she would go from here. Naturally, everyone would head back to California, get new identities and start over. But she couldn’t do that. It seemed too final to her.

Maybe she should travel. When on Earth, do as the Earthlings do. Everyone was always traveling the world, seeing what there is to see. She could do that. Jet set to Europe or Asia. She wondered how she’d like the cold, bitter air of Antarctica or Iceland, or the blistering heat of the Tropics.

She’d become a nomad. She’d become anything or anyone she wanted to be. She’d never have a care in the world, for whatever she wanted, she could have. That was just one of the perks of being alien; nothing was out of her reach. There was almost nothing she couldn’t do.

Except, perhaps, belong.
* * *
“Dinner’s about ready,” Maria called as she shut the door to the oven. “Would someone call Rian and ask her if we need to wait?”

Liz stood from the table, already grabbing her cell phone from her pocket. “I got it,” she muttered quickly, and sidled past Tess and Isabel, who had joined them briefly after Alex, and into the hallway. From there, she made tracks to the front porch, the screen door shutting behind her.

Relieved to be alone, she easily punched in Rian’s number and brought the phone to her ear. With the sun having fallen completely past the horizon, the air was now considerably cooler. It didn’t feel as sticky or suffocating, and was definitely Liz’s favorite time of the day.

Rian’s phone went directly to her voicemail. Liz frowned and dialed it again. When she got her voicemail the second time, that tiny ball of anxiety in the pit of her stomach doubled.

She was just about to try calling a third time, when the screen door creaked opened and then slammed shut. She didn’t need to turn around to know who had just come outside. Every fiber in her body was now on alert. Her fingers tingled and her heart rate increased.

Liz inhaled silently and held her breath. With controlled movements, she dialed Rian’s number for the third time but waited a moment before hitting send. When finally she did, she was relieved by the sound of her phone ringing on the other side.

I’m on my way.

Liz cleared her throat; tried to ignore Max. “How long ‘til you get here?”

5 minutes,” Rian answered. “Everything okay?

“Yep, just fine,” she answered easily. “I’ll see you in a bit.”

She ended the call. As soon as her hand came to rest at her side, he spoke her name.

“Liz.”

Something about the way he said her name had tears springing to her eyes. Maybe it was the soft, yet husky timbre of his voice. Maybe it was the inflection of blatant longing she heard. Maybe it was because her resolve was finally cracking.

Regardless, the tears could not fall, and thus she blinked them away.

She was even able to manage a smile when she said his name in return. “Hi, Max.”

He looked better. He’d put on a little more weight, filling out the baggy clothes a little better. The shadows beneath his eyes were barely noticeable, and while his hair was still shaggy at least it wasn’t matted and unkempt. Gone was the emaciated victim she’d rescued from the tight grasp of the FBI. In his place was the eager, yet shyly hesitant young man she’d fallen in love with years ago.

“You’re here,” he finally murmured after several moments of silence. “I wasn’t positive you were coming.”

The good-natured way in which she rolled her eyes was forced. She needed to act at ease around him, even if all she really wanted to do was run the other way. “Of course I came. Why wouldn’t I?”

Max looked down, and toed the dirt with his sneaker. “I know you’re busy,” he answered softly. “I know you’ve got people following you –”

“It’s safe now,” she assured him, quickly. “I wouldn’t have come if it wasn’t safe.”

“I know that. I didn’t mean to imply –”

Liz held up her hand to ward off the rest of his apology. She smiled. “It’s fine.” Silence befell them a moment longer, and then she said, “you look good, Max.”

He grinned at that – the boyish, impish grin that she loved. “I tried.”

And Liz knew the truth in his statement. Maria, and Rian it would seem, went to great pains to keep her abreast of his recovery attempts. He’d eat everything on his plate, and Maria wasn’t stingy with the serving portions. He didn’t hole himself up on his room all hours of the day. Rian had even caught him outside – in the daylight. He was making an active effort restore his health.

“Listen,” Max hedged, and Liz’s eyes averted briefly before meeting his gaze once again. She knew what was coming and tensed. “I uh, wanted to talk to you about – you know – what happened.”

In the distance, Liz could hear the sound of Rian’s car approaching. She couldn’t do this. She couldn’t have this conversation while there was a house-full of people waiting for her. She couldn’t have this conversation with Rian moments away. She couldn’t have this conversation right now, period.

“Max,” she interrupted him when he was about to go on. “Now really isn’t a good time.”

He took a step towards her then; the first deliberate movement he’d made to dwindle the physical distance between them. His eyes were darker, expressing his intent. “When is a good time, Liz?”

Though the inflection in his tone hadn’t changed – it had remained very light, soft even – Liz still found herself tensing, as if he’d spoken the words in anger.

She took another deep breath, smelled the dust in the air getting stronger at Rian’s impending approach. “It isn’t now,” she said evenly.

Rian was there. Her car slowed to a stop. The engine died and the driver’s door opened. All the while, Liz and Max maintained eye contact. Only when the door slammed shut did Max avert his gaze.

Rian approached the two, then. She eyed them curiously, before her expression changed to boredom. And with a heartfelt, “I’m starved,” she led the way to the house.
* * *
Liz wasn’t entirely sure how they all fit into the small dining room. She couldn’t believe that they had been able to fit a table and nine chairs in the room to begin with, let alone fill those chairs with individuals. She’d rubbed elbows with both Michael and Alex, and her feet kept brushing Rian’s beneath the table. When the claustrophobia had started to close in, the only thing that kept her seated in the seat was the pleased look on Maria’s face.

As it was, to curb the feeling of being crowded Liz drank a beer and was thus beginning to feel effects of the bitter alcohol. Usually, she held her alcohol pretty well. She could drink with the best of them, she liked to think. In the early years, she and Kyle would have competitions, and sometimes, she’d come out the victor.

But tonight, that single beer had nearly done her in.

Rian reached across the table and gently pried the second beer bottle from Liz’s lax fingers. “I think you’ve had enough,” she murmured.

The look in her friend’s eyes gave her pause. She didn’t try to get her beer back, instead she sat quietly listening to the stories her friends were telling, and ignoring Max’s gaze on her. She tried to clear her mind; tried to shake fuzzy haze from her head.

Her eyes darted up, recognized the concerned, knowing look in Rian’s eyes, and it hit her.

The beer, while generally mild, was more potent to her alien cells. She only had to recall the autumn evening Max had practically declared his love for her while under the influence – after one sip. And Rian had nearly exposed herself as an alien when a guy – who was equally intoxicated – and a little too friendly.

Now, it seemed, she too would forever remain a lightweight.

“So, it was two-fold, you know?” Kyle’s voice drifted to her ears, and Liz made an effort to refocus her attention on the story. “Alex and I got to look at, and touch, women’s lingerie. And we get to embarrass Rian in the process.”

Rian rolled her eyes, and Liz realized what story he was talking about. She, too, couldn’t help the grin that spread across her face at the memory.

“I think we even documented the occasion on our cell phones.” Beside her, Alex shifted his weight on one hip and dug out his phone from his pocket. Michael leaned over Liz, trying to catch a glimpse of the photos.

“Don’t be so eager, Michael,” Rian advised him. “Not unless you want to stimulate your up-chuck reflex.”

Liz recalled the Christmas two years ago Kyle was revisiting. They’d done a secret Santa. Alex had drawn Rian’s name, and had requested Kyle’s help in finding her a gift. Naturally, Kyle had suggested a trip to Victoria’s Secret – the one place Rian swore she’d never visit. From what she remembered them telling her, they had spent a better part of two hours looking at bras and tiny panties. At one point, Kyle had donned a bra – deep purple and lacy.

“Sexy, Valenti,” Michael snorted, and Kyle beamed.

“Wait, look at this one,” Alex chuckled. The next picture was Kyle trying to pull up a pair of leopard print panties, as the sales rep watched on in amused disapproval. Alex and Michael laughed.

Kyle frowned. “My thighs are too big.”

Alex passed around the phone so everyone could bear witness. When it was Rian’s turn, she passed it along without a glance and stabbed a piece of broccoli with her fork.

“When she opened it, she didn’t say a word,” Kyle resumed his story. “Then, she got up, went to the back porch, and lit them on fire.”

“150 dollars. Up in smoke,” Alex added dejectedly.

Liz giggled at the memory, despite the uncomfortable way in which Rian shifted in her seat. Feeling sorry for her friend, she cleared her throat and nudged Rian with her foot. “Why don’t you tell everyone what you got them for Valentine’s Day?”

Alex and Kyle quieted, and their faces paled collectively.

Rian grinned as she eyed her friends mischievously. “Penis pumps.” She answered simply.

Glasses clinked as Michael slapped his hand against the table and roared with laughter. At the other end of the table, Isabel giggled behind her napkin and Tess buried her face behind her hands.

“Not only that,” Liz continued, ignoring the traitorous glares Alex and Kyle were sending her way. “But she had the pumps FedExed to them – at work.”

Michael gripped his stomach, and Liz swore she saw him clench his thighs together.

“What’s that human saying?” Rian asked, and pretended to ponder the question. “Revenge is sweet?”

“No, it’s a bitch,” Kyle murmured and pushed his chicken across his plate. “And so are you.”

Rian stuck out her tongue, and then grinned.

While everyone laughed, Liz’s eyes scanned over the smiling, happy faces of her friends. Her family. For the first time in years, they were all together and the tension was nearly nonexistent. She couldn’t wait for the time when all of this would be over. Soon, they wouldn’t have to look over their shoulders, or peer through their rear view mirror. Soon, it would all be over.

Liz’s gaze met Max’s. A tiny smile played on his lips, but his stare was intent. She knew his patience was wearing thin. He wanted to talk to her, and he wanted to talk to her now. And with every attempt she sidestepped, he grew more and more restless.

While she knew that there were issues they needed to address, she also knew that she didn’t have the strength to deal with any of them now.
* * *
Max stared out his bedroom window. The sky had been long ago blanketed by the night. The stars winked brilliantly, promisingly. The house was silent, everyone had gone to bed. Instead of returning to their homes, Maria and Kyle had opted to stay the night as well. Rian left.

Liz had bolted.

Dinner had begun and ended too quickly for his liking. Liz had barely spoken a word. What she had said, she was careful to generalize and not to address him specifically. She’d gone through great pains to avoid him – barely making eye contact with him, never allowing herself to be alone with him.

Because now was not the time, she’d said.

Max turned away from the window and headed towards the door. His steps were brisk and determined. If she had it her way, the time would never come. He was sure of it.

He silently made his way down the stairs and towards the front door the house, his stride never wavering. When he pulled open the heavy oak door, pushed through the screen and stepped into the cool, night air Max knew he’d just set in motion a chain of events that would change everything.

Because regardless of what Liz said, the time was now.


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Re: Absence Makes the Heart...(M/L,MATURE)PT 26, pg 6, 9/25/08

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Hi everyone.

I'm back with a new part.

First, allow me a little disclaimer. Some of you are going to like this part, others of you will not. Those in the latter group will think Max (and Liz) were stupid, irresponsible and childish. And I agree with you, however, it's imperative to the rest of the story. So, I had to keep it.

In fact, I wrote this part 3 years ago. It was one of those parts that I knew I *had* to have, and I *had* to write it immediately, lest I forget. And with that said, I haven't read it - in it's entirety - since. I'm way too insecure about this part.

In case you're confused, this part it a little...mature. So, if you're opposed to that kind of material, then, you might want to skip the latter portion of this post.

I'm writing the beginning of the next part - again. And lemme tell you people, when I finally get it finished, it will be the product of enormous love for you all. I've started writing part 28 not one, not two, but *three* different times. And each time, what I had written was deleted, lost, no where to be found. Needless to say (and Alex can attest to this) I've been pissed off all day. And when I get like this, I do *not* want to write. I don't even want to think about writing or stories or even the flippin' English language. I get that miffed.

But, I've started writing it - again. I'm trying to remember what I had already written, and I'm focusing on where I want to go next. So, hopefully, I'll get that finished as well.

Thank you all for your support and encouragement. As always, thank you Stephanie for being a fantabulous beta. And Alex for her not-so-empty threats. (= I needed that.

And thank you all so much for your feedback.

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<center>Part Twenty-Seven</center>

The taciturn old man beside him was quite. And that suited Max just fine. He relished in that quiet, hearing only the low, steady hum of the relic of a truck’s old engine, his thoughts wandering.

Despite the cool evening air, his skin was perspiring. The fabric of his clothes was damp and sticking to his skin. The walk had all but exhausted him. When he wanted to turn around, he pushed himself farther ahead – knowing what he had to do.

Max felt the connection – he felt it growing stronger as the distance dissipated. It meant that she was – if not immediately close – then closer than she had been hours before.

When the old man had pulled to the side of the road, and asked where Max was heading, his response had been, “I don’t know.”

The mad had nodded, as if he’d just heard something profound, and then leaned over the seats and shoved open the passenger door with a tired groan. Max still wasn’t sure if the sound came from the car or the man.

“Reckon I can get you there faster,” the man had offered.

And that had been the last thing he’d said.

The cab of the truck smelled of dog, pipe smoke, and a hint of pine aftershave. Garbage littered the floor and a film of dust had settled on the console. It was also muggy, and the window only rolled down part way – both of which added to Max’s discomfort. At least his feet were no longer aching, nor where his calves burning, he realized. And most importantly, he was gaining more ground more quickly. And that was his goal, after all.

Max found himself lost in thought. He didn’t know how long they’d traveled before his breath quickened and his hands furl into fists at his sides. He inhaled, and swore that he could almost smell her; she was so close.

And just as quickly, the sensation began to dull. Max blinked rapidly and noticed that the old man had just taken an exit off the interstate.

Liz was in the opposite direction.

“Stop here.”

The old man blinked owlishly at him, almost as if he’d completely forgotten he had a passenger. But wordlessly, he began to slow the truck and pull off to the side of the road.

Max jumped out as soon as the truck stopped. He stood in the open door, facing the cab of the truck. He patted his empty pockets, a helpless expression on his tired face. “I didn’t bring any money with me.”

The man shrugged, one side of his face shadowed. “No skin off my nose, I don’t guess. Didn’t waste any gas on ya, son.”

Max nodded, grateful, and shut the door. It gave a low groan, and this time he was sure it was the door. Through the crack of the window, he heard the man call to him. He turned.

“I hope you find who you’re looking for.”

Without a word, Max turned back around and followed the connection like a bloodhound on a trail.

He would.

* * *

The alarm reverberated loudly throughout her entire household. The sound had not only startled Liz awake, but her two dogs as well. She could hear the scratching of their paws against the floor as they circled the downstairs, yelping and barking at the ceiling with distress. Her mind fuzzy with sleep, Liz slowly sat up right in her bed. She was confused and tried to blink past the cobwebs of her subconscious in an effort to make sense of it all.

And then it occurred to her what was happening. The alarm system within her house had been activated, which meant someone had either entered her home, or was prowling around the perimeter.

With no regards to her skimpy apparel – consisting of a thin, black camisole and black panties – Liz darted out of bed with renewed awareness. She paused for the briefest of moments to grab the handgun stored in her night stand drawer.

She crept across her bedroom until she met the door jam. Just across the hall was her security system panel; it blinked orange. Slightly at ease with that knowledge, Liz silently walked out of her room. Orange meant there was a prowler outside; red meant that there was an intruder inside. She reached the security panel and punched in her code. Though the shrilling of the alarm ceased with the promise of her sanity returning, the barks of her dogs continued.

Liz wasn’t worried, however, for no sounds penetrated the walls. Which meant that whoever was outside had no idea that the alarm had gone off and had awakened the occupants of the house. She liked it that way, because it put the element of surprise back in her hands.

The wooden stairs didn’t make a sound as Liz descended them. Her gun was clutched in both her hands, and poised to point at the ground readily. She watched as Mulder, filled with an abundance of energy, darted back and forth between the front door and the living room his barks low and menacing, while Scully stood tensed at the door, her head bent and her teeth bared. Her growl was ferocious and warning.

Liz reached the landing and released one hand’s grip on her gun to deftly snap her fingers. Immediately, her dogs flanked her and waited patiently for her next command.

“Sit,” Liz muttered quietly as her eyes remained fixated on the door. Then she heard the soft unison plops of their butts hitting the floor. “Stay.”

Her body was tense with preparation as she slowly made her way to the front door. She heard slight shuffling outside and then a tentative jiggle of the handle. If she had had any doubt, Liz promptly knew it wasn’t Rian making a late night trip over. Whoever it was had crossed the outside beam located on her front porch, which had caused the alarm to sound.

Rian would have disengaged the alarm already.

This person was either very clumsy or very stupid – which didn’t immediately scratch FBI agents off the list. Not all of them were too bright.

Liz heard the locks on her door disengage and she narrowed her eyes. Apparently this person was very good at lock picking – too good, in fact, for her liking. Her gun slowly rose as the handle turned and the door began to creak open. Mulder stood with a low growl, and then promptly seated himself. He knew not to interfere, not matter how badly he wanted to.

The door swung open completely and a head, darkened by the shadows, poked inside.

“Don’t move,” Liz uttered the words lowly. Her voice was altered just slightly so the venom in her tone wouldn’t be mistaken. Instantaneously, the figure froze. “Are you armed?” She clicked off the safety of her gun, and sound ringing loudly in the silence. “And don’t lie to me.”

The figure shook its head. Liz sidestepped in order to get out of the line of fire, in case the person was lying. “Enter, slowly. Shut the door behind you, there’s a draft.”

The person did exactly as Liz had instructed, and she smiled wryly in approval. This person, now easily identified as male, effortlessly towered over her by at least half a foot. She squinted through the shadows in order to get a better look at him.

“Who are you?” She asked quietly. Her grip on her gun was unwavering. “And what are you doing here?”

It seemed like a small eternity before he had the nerve to speak. “I’m Max.” His voice was thick and familiar, and Liz’s mouth fell open in sheer shock. Her arms – which poised her gun with deadly accuracy – began to fall to her sides. “And I’m looking for Liz Parker.”

Hurriedly, Liz reached a hand out to the wall beside of her. She anxiously searched for the dial that would turn the lights on dim. When she found it, the soft glow was cast on Max’s form.

“Max?”

His back was to her, and upon the sound of her voice, he turned and studied her in confusion. “Liz?” The voice he had heard giving him orders just a few moments ago hadn’t sounded like Liz at all. The voice held authority and malice, while he remembered Liz’s to be soft and benevolent.

To say she was surprised to see him standing there before her would be an understatement. Her shock soon turned to absolute anger and she aimed her gun at him again, her arms shaking with restrained violence. “You’re stupid.” She hissed.

For the third time since she had found him, Max was staring down the deadly end of a gun and at Liz Parker. He swallowed; utterly certain that the middle of the night was definitely not a good time to seek her out, and slowly raised his hands. It was instinct whenever someone aimed a gun at your face.

Then, he noticed her apparel. Or, lack thereof.

“Oh, Jesus.”

“I could have shot you!” Liz yelled, oblivious to the tension that stiffened his body completely unrelated to the gun she still had pointed at him.

Max nodded almost imperceptibly, his eyes flitting down her scantily clad body and then away nervously. He cleared his throat. “Let’s be happy you didn’t,” he muttered softly, and tried for a small smile. “Do you always walk around in the middle of the night with a small handgun? Half naked?” He tacked on as an afterthought.

His words halted her. She nearly looked down at herself, but she knew the urge to shield her body as if she were a Victorian maiden would be too intense to resist. Instead, she narrowed her gaze at him and flipped the gun’s safety on. “Do you always break into people’s houses?” She retorted angrily, and pretended she didn’t notice the way his eyes fell to her chest and lingered.

He frowned, and then his gaze refocused on her face. He took a hesitate step towards her. “I didn’t break in, Liz,” Max stopped himself from moving any closer when he noticed the faint way in which she squeezed her gun.

“God, Max,” Liz all but bellowed and turned away from him. She raked a shaking hand through her mused hair and tossed a glare over her shoulder at him. “How can you be so stupid? What are you doing here?”

“I had to talk you,” Max answered with an almost pleading tone in his voice. He urged himself to keep his eyes on her face, and not to linger down her body. He swallowed. “You wouldn’t talk to me, so I had to find you.”

“Max,” Liz groaned; she felt as if she were talking to a child. “I don’t care if I wouldn’t even look at you! It was dangerous for you to come here!”

“You told Rian you were no longer under surveillance.” He frowned as he pointed that out. “I thought it would be okay.”

“Well, it’s not,” Liz immediately clarified. The fury in her voice was evident. “I’m no longer under obvious surveillance, Max. Just because they aren’t following my every move anymore, doesn’t mean they aren’t watching. They could be staked out anywhere near by and watched you come here, Max! If they catch you and take your sorry ass back to the facility, I won’t be saving it again. Trust me.” She then threw her head back and let out an annoyed groan. “Ugh! You’re so stupid.”

“Liz, I had to talk to you.” At this point, Liz was definitely trying his patience. For far too damn long he has been waiting for her to make the move; she had to talk to him eventually. But when it became apparent she wasn’t going to take initiative, he had to take matters in his own hands. “You have been avoiding me.”

Liz wasn’t even going to bother denying his last statement; it was true. Instead, she shook her head at him. “There’s nothing to talk about.”

“I beg to differ.”

She rolled her eyes and began to stalk past him. “Differ all you want. This was a stupid stunt you pulled, Max,” The glower in her furious gaze was intense. “I’m going to change and then drive your ass back home.”

Before she could fully get by him, Max grabbed her arm in a firm grip. “I’m not going anywhere until we’ve talked about this.” He declared defiantly.

Liz jerked her arm ruthlessly from his grasp and stared up at him with equal defiance. “I’ve told you,” she uttered pointedly – enunciating each word slowly to insure comprehension. “There is nothing to talk about.”

She went to sidestep him once more, but he grabbed her again, this time with both hands firmly gripping her upper arms. Frustration and anger caused him to shove her against the door and lean his body into hers to subdue her. The low, menacing growls of Liz’s dogs might as well have fallen on deaf ears. His eyes were dark with impatience and something else Liz hadn’t seen in a long time. There was no ignoring the feeling of his body so tightly pinned against hers; it was too familiar to deny. Just like there was no denying the fact she was practically naked, and the entire length of his body was pressed intimately against hers. The rapid, angry heaves of her chest brought continual contact of her breasts to his broad torso. Liz glared at him, and ignored the flush the rose up her neck.

“The hell there isn’t,” he finally growled. Max didn’t even pretend to be unaffected by their close proximity, or her lack of clothing, or the look anger in her eyes that only made him want her more. His lungs heaved – his breathing was just as labored as hers.

Liz lifted her forearms to her chest – her arms bent at the elbows – and then shoved them outwards, dislodging Max’s hold on her. Yet his body still acted as a firm barricade.

“Get away from me.” She ordered heatedly. Her breath came out in heavy spurts, warm and enticing where it hit the sensitive skin just below his chin.

“No.” His answer infuriated her, but before she could react, he was already grabbing for her again. This time, his hands curled forcefully around her slender neck, and her eyes widened in fearful shock. Then, he roughly pulled her to meet the downward caress of his lips.

The kiss was angry and hot, and Liz was promptly lost in it. She couldn’t formulate a rational thought; all she was aware of was the stroke of his fingers on the skin of her neck, and the movement of his smooth lips over hers. His tongue darted out, seeking entrance, found it, and then plundered the recesses of her mouth until her mind exploded like a starburst.

They both groaned, and it became obvious that Liz had no control of her body when she curled her arms around Max’s neck and jumped to wrap her legs around his waist. Oblivious to all else, they continued to rapaciously devour one another’s mouths.

From the floor, confused and concerned whimpers sounded, but were drowned out by the heated moans.

Max broke the kiss first, but only to consume her from a different angle. He ruthlessly stole her breath and swallowed her sighs. His body was crushed against hers, and Liz relished in it. It had been too long, far too long, since the last time she had kissed him, felt him pressed so intimately against her, or even held him in her embrace. She wanted this memory to last forever.

The door from behind left her, and she shrieked in his mouth when he hefted her high into his arms. His strong arms were fastened tightly around her middle, and his hands were splayed on her back for support. The kisses never ceased, and his tongue continued to chase hers as he blindly made his way to the staircase.

Max climbed the steps with surprising ease. He stepped onto the second floor landing and turned towards her bedroom as if he had roamed the rooms of her house for years.

Her bedroom was silent, save for the soft hum of her rotating fan, and the heavy breathing emanating from their mouths. When Max’s knees met the low edge of the mattress, he descended Liz into the soft blankets and pillows; he followed her down.

He tore his lips from hers, not at all to either of their likings, and took in her appearance. Her dark hair was spanned across the silky white of her sheets, and appeared so soft and inviting; he ran his fingers through the tresses. Her eyes were black and her lids were drooping with desire; he bent his head and gently kissed her lids. Her lips, the lips he had spent the past ten years dreaming about, were supple and swollen from the savage ministrations of his lips; he leaned down and lightly nibbled at them.

Both her hands were curled at either side of her head. She still held the vicious looking handgun loosely, unknowingly in one hand.

Max swallowed convulsively and slowly reached for it. Realization dawned in her eyes, and Liz allowed him to take it without protest. He gently placed the lethal weapon on her bedside table; with it safely out of the way, he molded his body against hers, his weight supported by his arms.

He stared into her unwavering, shadowed eyes. Even now, when she was beneath him, undeniably aroused, she couldn’t look at him with the warmth and love as she had once done so long ago. There was so much he wanted to say, so much he needed to get out. The longing to chase away those shadows in her eyes was nearly unbearable. An explanation was necessary. It wouldn’t be easily given – or received – but he had to explain. Everything.

He had to explain why he left. Why he couldn’t say goodbye. How he resented the gesture, and would resent it for the rest of his life. Liz had to know that she had been on his mind, in his heart everyday that he was gone. She had to know…

“Liz,” He breathed huskily, and his fingers traced the curve of her delicate chin. Where to begin?

Her breathy sigh garnered his attention – focused it right on her lush, parted lips. “Max,” She whispered as she wrapped her arms around his neck, and pulled his head down to hers. With their lips a mere breath away, she spoke, “Kiss me.” Her lips caressed his teasingly with every uttered syllable.

Unable to resist the softly spoken plea, Max set mouth firmly over hers. The taste of her, the soft heat of her mouth, had never left his mind. The remembrance of the moist heat of her mouth and the silky softness of her lips tormented him for years. Having gone so long without this, it was as if it was the first time. Her tongue darted to caress his, and he groaned in sweet agony. God how he’d missed this.

Liz’s fingers threaded through his hair, curled around the strands at the nape of his neck. Her hands slithered down his back, feeling the tense muscles ripple beneath the soft fabric of his shirt. When her fingers skirted over the hem of his shirt, they grasped and pulled. Max was forced to break their heated kiss. He sat up and allowed her to lift the shirt completely off him. He barely gulped in a lungful of air before he was once again attacking her mouth.

His skin was hot and smooth beneath her roaming hands. Liz had nearly forgotten what his flesh felt like. What it felt like to be pressed so familiarly against her own. Still, there was too much between them. She wasn’t close enough and was reaching for the hem of her camisole. Max’s thoughts had wandered in the same direction and assisted her in the removal of the garment.

She wore nothing beneath the shirt, and the feel of her naked breasts pressed firmly against his chest caused a moan to escape from both their lips. Her skin felt like satin; it was heated against his own skin. Max leaned his forehead against hers; his breath came out in labored puffs. He was so aroused that he didn’t know how long he’d be able to wait. But he wanted to make this moment last – for as long as he could.

His hands slithered up her smooth sides, ascending the latter of her delicate ribcage. His thumbs caressed the silken skin at the undersides of her small, perfectly formed breasts. Her nipples were pebbled and stabbed enticingly into his chest. When his hands folded completely over her breasts, Max watched her lips part wider and he felt the warm expel of her breath as it brushed his skin. The rough pads on his thumbs grazed erotically over the puckered nubs, and aroused a throaty moan to pass from her lips.

He kissed her chin, and then lower. Liz’s neck arched and Max laved the strong cord of her throat with his tongue. Still, he continued with his descent, kissing the sweet skin at the base of her throat, licking the valley just between her breasts. Then, in order to put them both out of their misery, his mouth closed over one, flushed pebble and he suckled. Max felt the sweet vibrations of her moan through her chest. He continued to love her breast, nipping and licking at her pert nipple; all the while her other breast received gentle, kneading ministrations from his strong hand.

Liz was overwhelmed with an onslaught of sensations, and she couldn’t prevent the keening sound of pleasure from breaking the quietness of the bedroom. Her fingers knotted in his hair, tugged at his scalp until Max was forced to lift his head and cover her mouth with his. Liz began to drown in the voraciousness of the kiss. His tongue did things to her mouth that made her mind swim in delicious pleasure. His mouth left hers suddenly, and she inhaled a deep breath - just in time for the attack on her other breast.

His lips closed fiercely over her nipple and sucked. He flicked his tongue over her, loving the feeling of her sweet breast filling his mouth. Max hadn’t forgotten the feel or taste of her in his mouth, and he relished in the memory. His erection strained achingly against his jeans. The unconscious shift of his hips ground his arousal continually against her hip. He felt ready to explode. If he didn’t have her soon…

Her tiny hand slipped through the waistband of his jeans and boxers and cupped him sweetly in her grasp. The warmth of her hand shocked him, and his mouth tore from her breast with a strained groan. Max buried his head in the crook of her neck, his labored breathing puffing against her skin. He fought for control as she enticed him with her gentle fondling and stroking. Pleasurable shudders rocked his body, and Max knew he was close; it was too soon to end.

“Liz,” He ground her name out as he stilled the maddening ministrations of her hand. He regretfully withdrew it from his body and placed it at her side. There was still too much of her he hadn’t begun to re-explore yet.

Max kissed a trail up the side of her neck, and then down the delicate curve of her chin, until he once again found the sweet softness of her lips. Their tongues met in erotic caress that sent heated shivers down both their spines.

Liz’s legs widened in surrendering welcome, and Max shifted to slide into the cradle her thighs provided. They swallowed one another’s moans when the jean clad hardness of Max’s erection pressed intimately to her flesh. She felt every heated pulse of him through the thin cloth of her panties; she became reckless, and shifted agitatedly in an effort to sooth the ache that had steadily grown from the moment he first kissed her.

Aware of her blissful agony, for he felt it too, Max placed open mouth kisses along her quivering flesh as he traveled down her body. His grazed his teeth along her flat, trim stomach, and then delved his tongue into the slight recess of her navel. Liz’s breath hitched and her stomach reflexively jerked upon the assault. Her fingers laced through the cool threads of his hair as she lifted her head from the pillow to look down at him.

Max kissed her skin just above the elastic strap of her panties, before he dipped his fingers into the sides of the garment and began to tug them down her shapely body. Liz twisted and tried to aid him in the removal of her underwear – she felt as if she’d die at any moment. The years that had passed without this contact settled heavily over them, fueling their already insatiable desire. It had been far too long…

“Max,” that pleading tone in her voice caused his fiery gaze to rise. As Max stared into the dark depth of Liz’s passion-filled eyes, he knew that he’d finally found home. “Please.” She whispered and gently cupped his jaw in the cup of her hand.

Swiftly, Max jack-knifed to his knees. The mattresses barely shifted upon his movement, and remained motionless as he wrenched open the button of his jeans and lowered the zipper. He hadn’t felt this kind of desperation to fill her since the night they’d lost their virginity to each other after the Gomez concert. And he hadn’t fumbled as much either.

Finally, after what seemed like a small eternity, Max freed himself of his jeans and boxers. Naked, he leaned over her bracing his weight on his forearms and finding home in the cradle of her thighs. Liz’s firm, slender arms wrapped around his back and embraced him. Max framed her delicate face in his large hands and peered into her hungry eyes. With that single look he relayed every emotion rallying inside of him.

Desperate to taste her lips again, he pressed a hot kiss against her mouth and she sighed in gratification. Her tongue teased his lips with light forays, until his fingers fisted in her hair and he forced the kiss to deepen. Liz’s hips lifted impulsively which spurred Max to groan deep into her mouth. The throbbing was intense at this point; he couldn’t wait.

An audible gasp passed between Liz’s lips and her back arched appreciatively as Max pressed deep. The smooth invasion of her body was almost too perfect to be borne, and with a frightening realization, Liz felt the burn of tears behind forming behind her closed lids.

Max groaned loudly and nestled his face into the crook her neck, breathing air into his taxed lungs. The heated clasp of her body as it surrounded him was almost his undoing. Though, he shouldn’t have been surprised. It was like this with Liz every time. Sheer perfection.

He began to tremble as Liz gingerly stroked her fingers up and down the column of his spine with her left hand. Her right remained motionless, pressed against his heated skin of his upper back, feeling the muscle beneath. With one last, gentle trail of her fingers Liz stopped. Puffs of warm breath wafted his temple. “Max?”

She was ready. She had been, but Max had needed that moment to compose himself – to make sure that it lasted, that it was perfect. He lifted his head and stared adoringly into her brown depths. And with a tender brush of lips, he began to move inside of her.

His gentle thrusts were met with the upward stroke of Liz’s hips. Max pressed kisses all along her neck and jaw, trailing his lips over her cheeks until their lips meshed once more. Their breath mingled in warms puffs as they shared in each other’s air. With every movement between them the friction intensified. Soon, Liz’s back was arching once more as her hips lifted. Max increased the pace of his thrusts with renewed vigor; the urge for completion too much to be restrained.

So intuitive with her body, Max knew she had peaked even before her body tensed in delicious rapture. Her arms tightened instinctively around him, holding him securely in her embrace. And when his name left her lips in sublime gratification his chest tightened convulsively.

Max’s climax came swiftly, and his shudders racked his entire body as he collapsed atop Liz’s sated body. Even before his tremors had completely ceased, Max uttered the words that he had been tormenting him for ten years; the words that were dying to be expressed.

“I love you, Liz.”

The whispered words were heartfelt, and nearly shattered Liz’s invincible resolve. Her eyes fluttered shut, as her body slowly relaxed from all tension, and her mind drifted into blankness.

Max rolled to Liz’s side, wrapped his arms around her, and pulled her body flush with his. He was pleased when she didn’t resist. However, his heart ached brokenly as he heard the reverberation of what he’d vowed, and the stinging silence of what she hadn’t.


TBC
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