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chapter 11.
Liz pov
I can’t help staring at him, as he lies sleeping beside me. How did this happen, how did I get so lucky.
I wish we could just stay in this bed forever. I wish we could just forget about his family and Kyle.
Kyle.
I promised I would talk about the attack today, but he doesn’t understand, between his father and the things Kyle could bring up about me I am so afraid.
If I can’t talk him out of going to the police I’m going to have to tell him the truth before he finds out from someone else.
How am I going to do this? How could he ever understand?
Very carefully I slip out of bed without waking him. I need coffee; I need to figure out how I’m going to handle this.
As I put the filter in the machine I feel his incredible hands around my waist.
“Mmm you look good in my tee shirt.”
I sigh as his hands reach around to caress my breasts. He’s not making this easy.
“But you know what would look better? You out of my tee shirt.”
Taking me by surprise he lifts me up and sits me on the counter. His fingers play with the hem of my shirt as he begins to kiss my neck.
His lips move across stomach as he lifts the offending material out of his way.
Removing the shirt and throwing it aside he falls to his knees and begins to gently kiss the inside of my thigh.
I start shaking, all of a sudden I feel like a liar.
I can’t put this off any longer.
“Max wait…we need to talk.”
Immediately he stops and cradles my face I n his hands. His eyes are full of concern.
“Did I do something wrong last night?”
He glances quickly over my body with worry.
God could he be any sweeter, how am I going to do this?
“No max this has nothing to do with you.”
Jumping off the counter I reach for his shirt and quickly pull it over my head already ashamed by what I’m about to say.
After pouring us some coffee I sit nervously at the kitchen table and begin to rip a napkin up in pieces.
Suddenly I feel his hand on my arm.
“Liz whatever it is you can talk to me about it. There is nothing that can change the way I feel about you…nothing.”
Max’s pov
“I know this is about what we have to do today. I know you’re scared but I’m going to be there with you through everything. “
“Max there is a reason I’m so afraid to do this, you see if I go down there and press charges… Kyle is going to bring up things, things that happened in our past.”
She’s starting to cry, the pain in her face is more than I can take.
“Liz its ok-
“Max there were times after the separation when Kyle would …come over in the middle of the night. You have to understand max…
Her voice is cracking she’s about to cry, god what did he do to her.
“He made me feel worthless like no one would or could ever love me again.
Everyday of our marriage would put me down find a way to make me feel …less…like I was trash.”
“Liz I am so sorry”
“No, please let me finish, when he told me that it was over. I was lost; I just kept thinking I was going to be alone forever. I believed everything he told me. There wasn’t a night that went by that I didn’t cry myself to sleep.”
She’s shaking now, god I want to kill him how could he do this to her?
“It got to the point where I wasn’t sleeping or eating. I used to get this horrible feeling in my stomach in the morning. Just the thought of another day starting …another day I had to face was just too much to bear. That’s when he started coming over.”
I feel a horrible pit in my gut just imagining what she’s going to say next.
“He would come over usually when he girlfriend was out of town or they were in a fight. He would show up unannounced and usually drunk, he would start out nice. Telling me how sorry he was and how …pretty I looked….how much he missed me. I know it sounds insane and pathetic but I was so lonely, I was in so much pain. I just needed it to stop. I just wanted for a few hours not to feel that emptiness…max I’m so embarrassed.”
“Liz please stop, you don’t have to say anymore.”
“No, you have to know because…because I think he’s going to use all this against me. If I let him sleep with me before we were separated how are they going to believe me that I didn’t let him this time? Max it was horrible. Sometimes he would…hurt me…
Oh my god…I’m going to end him.
“After it was over he would …say something terrible like…’you’re still a lousy fuck’ or ‘thanks for reminding me why I left you’…I-I know your probably thinking why would I keep letting it happen. But see that’s why he hit me that night, that’s why he wouldn’t take no for an answer…he was used to getting what he wanted. And I’m just afraid that…that he’s going to bring all this up …and …and-
That’s it I can’t hear anymore.
Within seconds I take her in my arms and carry her to the bedroom.
Passionately I kiss her as I wipe her tears away.
Carefully I lay her on the bed and continue to kiss her until she is no longer crying, till I feel her body begin to relax.
“Liz he is a monster and everything he said was a lie and nothing that happened was your fault…nothing.”
“But-
“I understand why you’re so scared, please just trust me. I will handle everything, I don’t want you to ever worry about this again.”
“But-
“Liz do you trust me?”
“Of course I do.”
“Liz l promise you, I will take care of this.”
I watch as she nods, still her eyes are filled with tears.
I whisper against her neck how much I love her.
Right now I’m going to make love to her until all her fears have subsided.
But this is far from over.
I’m going to make sure that bastard never hurts her again.
Tonight I’m going to be paying Kyle a little visit.
Pieces of My Heart (AU,M/L,Adult) chpt 16 COMPLETE
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Re: Pieces of My Heart (AU,M/L,Adult) chpt 11 11/21/09
"Doubt thou the stars are fire; Doubt that the sun doth move; Doubt truth to be a liar; But never doubt I love."
Hamlet, by William Shakespeare
Re: Pieces of My Heart (AU,M/L,Adult) chpt 12 12/17/09
Keepsmiling7: Kyle is a monster, thanks so much for sticking with this Carolyn! 
angelina: I love you here sweetie, it wouldn't be the same if you wer'nt ..kisses to you1
Begonia: Max will definitely find a way around Kyle's dad. thanks so much for being here Eve!
Earth2Mama:
omg I just love your fb!!!!!! he will Ellie! I promise! thank you so much for being here!
Natalie: omg I loved this too! you guys are killing me! thanks so much Nat!
Ginger; omg you too ginger?? I love that you all want him physically hurt! you're all so awesome! thank you ginger!
Ms_BuffyAnneSummers: "Scum of the Earth"
yes he is! thanks so much for your bumps!
Ok just so you know I'm not all that educated in legal terms and the law concerning this type of thing, so if I'm way off just pretend that in this state this is how things are done.
Sorry this took so long to update.
Chapter 12.
Max Pov
“Son this is nonnegotiable, Christina’s family is very influential in this city. This merger will happen.”
“Father a marriage is not a merger.”
I watch as he slams his crystal glass full of vodka on his desk. Not a good sign.
Be strong Max think of Liz.
“Can we get back to the reason why I’m here?”
Sighing he raises his reading glasses onto his forehead and rubs his blood shot eyes.
“Oh yes, you need help with this Parker woman.”
“Her name is Liz, and she was sexually assaulted. Remember I discussed this with you at lunch?”
“Nothing has change, it’s just like when you were a boy and insisted on bringing home every stray hurt animal begging for us to take care of them. You can’t save the world boy.”
“I know that but this isn’t just any girl. She is very special to me."
“Ok fine I will help you, but you need to do something for me.”
“Whatever you want, I’ll do it. Like I told you before his father is the sheriff in this town so she’s scared to death to press charges.”
I shift in his expensive leather chair feeling extremely uncomfortable, but that’s exactly why I’m here. This is what he excels at, total and complete intimidation. I don’t care who Kyle’s father is he’ll be pissing his pants if he knows my dad is behind Liz,
“So that’s why I’m here, she needs the best and that’s you.”
Rolling his eyes at me he clears his throat lifts his feet upon his impressive mahogany desk and crosses his ankles as he leans back as far as he can.
“Don’t blow smoke up my ass Max, the offer stands, I do this for you as long as you keep up your end of the deal.”
Taking a large cigar from his desk drawer he expertly clips the end and lights it carefully watching as the smoke rises above my head.
He’s taking great joy in making me squirm, he always has.
Our firm will represent Ms. Parker, Pro Bono of course; lord knows she can’t afford me.
I’ll have Maggie draw up the papers today.
“Have her press formal charges on Mr. Valenti as soon as possible, and we will make sure she is protected.”
“It doesn’t matter who he gets to defend him as soon as they see our name attached to the case no lawyer will touch his case with a ten foot pole.”
Knowing that I am fresh out of law school there’s no way that I will be able to handle this.
I hate to have to make a deal with my dad but Kyle is going to pay for what he did to Liz. I have to make sure he never hurts her again, and this is the only way I know how to do it.
“Thank you father”
“Not so fast.”
“Now there’s still the matter we need to discuss.”
“Right, of course. What is it that you need from me.”
“Christina’s family is coming to our cabin on Lake Winapage this weekend. You will be on your best behavior, you will escort her to dinner at the club Saturday night and you will attend to whatever needs she may desire with great enthusiasm. Am I making myself clear?”
“Father, I’m in a serious relationship with Liz, I can’t do that.”
Downing the last of his vodka he glances at his Rolex stands and straightens his tie.
“Those are my conditions take them or leave them.”
“But father-
“Listen boy, you have serious obligations to this family. I plan on running for senate next year and I’m going to need the financial backing of Daniel Flanders. His daughter is his pride and joy and if you think for one second I’m going to risk the future standings of this family on some little crush you have with some whore that can’t keep her legs crossed you are sadly mistaken.”
My heart drops on the floor as I imagine punching his egotistical chauvinistic face into next Tuesday, but I can’t. I need him, and he knows it.
My father is an expert at reading people; it serves him well in court. He’s famous for never losing a case; I know that if this goes to trial he’ll make sure she won’t be cross-examined, which I know is her biggest fear.
Just as I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket Maggie pokes her head in the door.
“Excuse me Mr. Evans but you're expected at the club for six. Mr. Flanders just confirmed the time.”
Looking down at the txt I just received I look up at my father and nod.
Max, please come to my apartment. Kyle just left. I’m ok but I’m so scared.
“Fine, I’ll do it.”
“Excellent! Maggie, make sure Max has everything he needs before he leaves. My signature is on the appropriate document.”
“Very good sir.”
“Standing with him I’m shocked and confused.”
“You already signed? What if I said no?”
Slapping me on the back my father grins at me as if I’m five years old.
“I didn’t get where I am today by mistake Max.”
Winking at me he throws his coat over his shoulder and yells back at me before exiting his office.
“See you this weekend Maxwell.”
~~~~~~~~~~~~
I try as hard as I can to concentrate as the line between right and wrong begins to blur.
Looking over at the passenger seat at the stack of legal papers I grin knowing how panicked that bastard will be when he realizes even his daddy can’t get him out of this one.
Sitting outside his apartment I fix my tie and pick up the papers holding them very tight in my hands.
I’m not a violent man, but just the thought of his hands on her making her feel like she’s trash scaring her yet again makes me want to kill him.
My eyes widen as I listen to myself in my head.
This must be love, normally I even hear of a fight breaking out and I run the other way.
Taking a deep breath I knock on his door and wait as I try to place an intimidating expression on my face.
Coming to the door in his boxers and a beer in his hand Kyle isn’t even phased to see me.
“Yeah, what do you want?”
“We need to talk.”
Burping Kyle wipes the beer slobber off his chin with his tee shirt and holds the door open for me as he keeps his eye on some ultimate fighting championship on television.
I cannot believe Liz was married to this asshole for so long.
Clearly intoxicated he sits down on his stained ripped black leather recliner and stares at the two men wrestling on the ground with their legs wrapped around each others necks.
Nice entertainment there Kyle. I’m sure Freud would have a field day with you.
"I’m afraid this is going to acquire a moment of your attention."
Leaning back he takes another swig of his beer and sighs.
“Oh Maxie, what you don’t know about little lizzie could fill a book.”
My voice becomes sterner as my patience begins to wear thin.
Getting up I turn the TV off and stand in front of him holding the documents in my hands.
“Are you out of your fucking mind?”
“Listen Kyle, I understand you’re a little slow so I’m going to make this very easy for you to understand.”
Tossing the paperwork on his lap I lean in closer.
“Tomorrow morning we will be pressing charges against you for battery and attempted rape. These documents prove that Liz has secured representation from our law firm.”
I can see him start to quickly sober up.
“Do you know who my dad is?”
I laugh in my head, what are we in the third grade?
“Do you know who my father is Kyle, because that’s who you will be going up against.”
His eyes widen, even Kyle is smart enough to know how much trouble he’s in.
“Take my advice, you’re already up to you neck in shit Kyle. Don’t make it any worse for yourself. Stay away from Liz! Don’t call her, don’t show up at her apartment or her work, in fact if you see her walking down the street turn around and walk the other way.”
Stunned Kyle is speechless as he tries to decipher the legal documentation in front of him.
Keeping my cool I turn and walk out the door in time to hear him yell out to me.
“She’s a fucking whore Max! She will never fit in with your perfect little family. She will always be white trash!”
Taking a deep breath I remind myself how important this is that I remain calm.
I want him to suffer.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Liz’s Pov
God I can’t stop shaking.
I can’t believe he came here again. Maybe he’s right. I’m the last person in the world Max's family wants him to be involved with. What if he has to chose between them and me. I can’t do that to him.
Kyle’s right what kind of person sleeps with someone who clearly doesn’t care about them.
I have no self-respect.
I am pathetic.
I stare at the clock knowing it’s been over an hour since I sent him that txt.
I hope he didn’t do anything stupid.
“Liz honey, it’s me open the door!”
Relief washes over me as I run to the door only to be lifted up into his arms and kissed passionately by the man I love.
Giggling like a schoolgirl I look up at him as he cradles me in his arms and walks me into the bedroom.
Laying me gently on the bed he pulls a singe white rose from under his over coat and feathers it across my cheek and over my lips.
“God you are the most beautiful woman in the world.”
I watch as he begins to loosen his tie and removes his coat.
“Max did you get my txt?”
For a moment his face becomes serious.
“Yes, did he touch you?”
Shaking my head quickly I look away ashamed remembering his words.
“No, he just yelled through the door. Threatened me not to go to the police again. That’s really it. He tried to knock the door down, but a few of the neighbors came out. I think he got spooked and that's when he left.”
Lifting my chin up to look into his hazel eyes with tiny flecks of green that just seem to sparkle when he gazed at me he cups my cheek.
“Liz, I paid a visit to his house just now. Don’t worry I didn’t touch him, and he was as civilized as he is able to be I suppose.”
“What did you do!?”
Kissing me softly he whispered as laid down next to me and held my head on his chest wrapping his arms tightly around me.
Silently I wonder if this is what heaven feels like.
“I took care of everything. Kyle will never come near you again. I promise you that.”
“How? What-
"Later I’ll go over everything with you, but trust me you are not going to be abused by that bastard or his father. Your problems with Kyle are almost over."
He holds me tight as he kisses the top of my head and rubs my back lovingly.
“Do you think it would be alright if I just held you for a while Liz?”
Snuggling closer to him I give him his answer.
Lowering his deep voice he rests his face against my forehead and sighs.
“I want you to know Liz that I will never leave you. As long as you want me I will be here. I will make sure you are never afraid again. I promise you that.”
Looking up at him I quietly wonder what brought all this on.
He almost seems sad for some reason.
He sees my concern and kisses my lips gently. Within seconds this kiss turns heated and soon we are grabbing at each others clothes desperate to feel our bodies close.
Slowly he enters me and I am filled with such a warm protective feeling of total acceptance and peace.
I feel loved.
I am loved.
Max Evans loves me.
angelina: I love you here sweetie, it wouldn't be the same if you wer'nt ..kisses to you1
Begonia: Max will definitely find a way around Kyle's dad. thanks so much for being here Eve!
Earth2Mama:
Earth2Mama wrote:Make him pay Max ... MAKE HIM PAY!!!
omg I just love your fb!!!!!! he will Ellie! I promise! thank you so much for being here! Natalie:
Natalie36 wrote:go max, either make him shit his pants or beat the shit out of him, i'll take either one
omg I loved this too! you guys are killing me! thanks so much Nat! Ginger;
mary mary wrote:Maybe Max could take a contract out on him or something, yeah!
omg you too ginger?? I love that you all want him physically hurt! you're all so awesome! thank you ginger!Ms_BuffyAnneSummers: "Scum of the Earth"
yes he is! thanks so much for your bumps! Ok just so you know I'm not all that educated in legal terms and the law concerning this type of thing, so if I'm way off just pretend that in this state this is how things are done.
Sorry this took so long to update.
Chapter 12.
Max Pov
“Son this is nonnegotiable, Christina’s family is very influential in this city. This merger will happen.”
“Father a marriage is not a merger.”
I watch as he slams his crystal glass full of vodka on his desk. Not a good sign.
Be strong Max think of Liz.
“Can we get back to the reason why I’m here?”
Sighing he raises his reading glasses onto his forehead and rubs his blood shot eyes.
“Oh yes, you need help with this Parker woman.”
“Her name is Liz, and she was sexually assaulted. Remember I discussed this with you at lunch?”
“Nothing has change, it’s just like when you were a boy and insisted on bringing home every stray hurt animal begging for us to take care of them. You can’t save the world boy.”
“I know that but this isn’t just any girl. She is very special to me."
“Ok fine I will help you, but you need to do something for me.”
“Whatever you want, I’ll do it. Like I told you before his father is the sheriff in this town so she’s scared to death to press charges.”
I shift in his expensive leather chair feeling extremely uncomfortable, but that’s exactly why I’m here. This is what he excels at, total and complete intimidation. I don’t care who Kyle’s father is he’ll be pissing his pants if he knows my dad is behind Liz,
“So that’s why I’m here, she needs the best and that’s you.”
Rolling his eyes at me he clears his throat lifts his feet upon his impressive mahogany desk and crosses his ankles as he leans back as far as he can.
“Don’t blow smoke up my ass Max, the offer stands, I do this for you as long as you keep up your end of the deal.”
Taking a large cigar from his desk drawer he expertly clips the end and lights it carefully watching as the smoke rises above my head.
He’s taking great joy in making me squirm, he always has.
Our firm will represent Ms. Parker, Pro Bono of course; lord knows she can’t afford me.
I’ll have Maggie draw up the papers today.
“Have her press formal charges on Mr. Valenti as soon as possible, and we will make sure she is protected.”
“It doesn’t matter who he gets to defend him as soon as they see our name attached to the case no lawyer will touch his case with a ten foot pole.”
Knowing that I am fresh out of law school there’s no way that I will be able to handle this.
I hate to have to make a deal with my dad but Kyle is going to pay for what he did to Liz. I have to make sure he never hurts her again, and this is the only way I know how to do it.
“Thank you father”
“Not so fast.”
“Now there’s still the matter we need to discuss.”
“Right, of course. What is it that you need from me.”
“Christina’s family is coming to our cabin on Lake Winapage this weekend. You will be on your best behavior, you will escort her to dinner at the club Saturday night and you will attend to whatever needs she may desire with great enthusiasm. Am I making myself clear?”
“Father, I’m in a serious relationship with Liz, I can’t do that.”
Downing the last of his vodka he glances at his Rolex stands and straightens his tie.
“Those are my conditions take them or leave them.”
“But father-
“Listen boy, you have serious obligations to this family. I plan on running for senate next year and I’m going to need the financial backing of Daniel Flanders. His daughter is his pride and joy and if you think for one second I’m going to risk the future standings of this family on some little crush you have with some whore that can’t keep her legs crossed you are sadly mistaken.”
My heart drops on the floor as I imagine punching his egotistical chauvinistic face into next Tuesday, but I can’t. I need him, and he knows it.
My father is an expert at reading people; it serves him well in court. He’s famous for never losing a case; I know that if this goes to trial he’ll make sure she won’t be cross-examined, which I know is her biggest fear.
Just as I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket Maggie pokes her head in the door.
“Excuse me Mr. Evans but you're expected at the club for six. Mr. Flanders just confirmed the time.”
Looking down at the txt I just received I look up at my father and nod.
Max, please come to my apartment. Kyle just left. I’m ok but I’m so scared.
“Fine, I’ll do it.”
“Excellent! Maggie, make sure Max has everything he needs before he leaves. My signature is on the appropriate document.”
“Very good sir.”
“Standing with him I’m shocked and confused.”
“You already signed? What if I said no?”
Slapping me on the back my father grins at me as if I’m five years old.
“I didn’t get where I am today by mistake Max.”
Winking at me he throws his coat over his shoulder and yells back at me before exiting his office.
“See you this weekend Maxwell.”
~~~~~~~~~~~~
I try as hard as I can to concentrate as the line between right and wrong begins to blur.
Looking over at the passenger seat at the stack of legal papers I grin knowing how panicked that bastard will be when he realizes even his daddy can’t get him out of this one.
Sitting outside his apartment I fix my tie and pick up the papers holding them very tight in my hands.
I’m not a violent man, but just the thought of his hands on her making her feel like she’s trash scaring her yet again makes me want to kill him.
My eyes widen as I listen to myself in my head.
This must be love, normally I even hear of a fight breaking out and I run the other way.
Taking a deep breath I knock on his door and wait as I try to place an intimidating expression on my face.
Coming to the door in his boxers and a beer in his hand Kyle isn’t even phased to see me.
“Yeah, what do you want?”
“We need to talk.”
Burping Kyle wipes the beer slobber off his chin with his tee shirt and holds the door open for me as he keeps his eye on some ultimate fighting championship on television.
I cannot believe Liz was married to this asshole for so long.
Clearly intoxicated he sits down on his stained ripped black leather recliner and stares at the two men wrestling on the ground with their legs wrapped around each others necks.
Nice entertainment there Kyle. I’m sure Freud would have a field day with you.
"I’m afraid this is going to acquire a moment of your attention."
Leaning back he takes another swig of his beer and sighs.
“Oh Maxie, what you don’t know about little lizzie could fill a book.”
My voice becomes sterner as my patience begins to wear thin.
Getting up I turn the TV off and stand in front of him holding the documents in my hands.
“Are you out of your fucking mind?”
“Listen Kyle, I understand you’re a little slow so I’m going to make this very easy for you to understand.”
Tossing the paperwork on his lap I lean in closer.
“Tomorrow morning we will be pressing charges against you for battery and attempted rape. These documents prove that Liz has secured representation from our law firm.”
I can see him start to quickly sober up.
“Do you know who my dad is?”
I laugh in my head, what are we in the third grade?
“Do you know who my father is Kyle, because that’s who you will be going up against.”
His eyes widen, even Kyle is smart enough to know how much trouble he’s in.
“Take my advice, you’re already up to you neck in shit Kyle. Don’t make it any worse for yourself. Stay away from Liz! Don’t call her, don’t show up at her apartment or her work, in fact if you see her walking down the street turn around and walk the other way.”
Stunned Kyle is speechless as he tries to decipher the legal documentation in front of him.
Keeping my cool I turn and walk out the door in time to hear him yell out to me.
“She’s a fucking whore Max! She will never fit in with your perfect little family. She will always be white trash!”
Taking a deep breath I remind myself how important this is that I remain calm.
I want him to suffer.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Liz’s Pov
God I can’t stop shaking.
I can’t believe he came here again. Maybe he’s right. I’m the last person in the world Max's family wants him to be involved with. What if he has to chose between them and me. I can’t do that to him.
Kyle’s right what kind of person sleeps with someone who clearly doesn’t care about them.
I have no self-respect.
I am pathetic.
I stare at the clock knowing it’s been over an hour since I sent him that txt.
I hope he didn’t do anything stupid.
“Liz honey, it’s me open the door!”
Relief washes over me as I run to the door only to be lifted up into his arms and kissed passionately by the man I love.
Giggling like a schoolgirl I look up at him as he cradles me in his arms and walks me into the bedroom.
Laying me gently on the bed he pulls a singe white rose from under his over coat and feathers it across my cheek and over my lips.
“God you are the most beautiful woman in the world.”
I watch as he begins to loosen his tie and removes his coat.
“Max did you get my txt?”
For a moment his face becomes serious.
“Yes, did he touch you?”
Shaking my head quickly I look away ashamed remembering his words.
“No, he just yelled through the door. Threatened me not to go to the police again. That’s really it. He tried to knock the door down, but a few of the neighbors came out. I think he got spooked and that's when he left.”
Lifting my chin up to look into his hazel eyes with tiny flecks of green that just seem to sparkle when he gazed at me he cups my cheek.
“Liz, I paid a visit to his house just now. Don’t worry I didn’t touch him, and he was as civilized as he is able to be I suppose.”
“What did you do!?”
Kissing me softly he whispered as laid down next to me and held my head on his chest wrapping his arms tightly around me.
Silently I wonder if this is what heaven feels like.
“I took care of everything. Kyle will never come near you again. I promise you that.”
“How? What-
"Later I’ll go over everything with you, but trust me you are not going to be abused by that bastard or his father. Your problems with Kyle are almost over."
He holds me tight as he kisses the top of my head and rubs my back lovingly.
“Do you think it would be alright if I just held you for a while Liz?”
Snuggling closer to him I give him his answer.
Lowering his deep voice he rests his face against my forehead and sighs.
“I want you to know Liz that I will never leave you. As long as you want me I will be here. I will make sure you are never afraid again. I promise you that.”
Looking up at him I quietly wonder what brought all this on.
He almost seems sad for some reason.
He sees my concern and kisses my lips gently. Within seconds this kiss turns heated and soon we are grabbing at each others clothes desperate to feel our bodies close.
Slowly he enters me and I am filled with such a warm protective feeling of total acceptance and peace.
I feel loved.
I am loved.
Max Evans loves me.
"Doubt thou the stars are fire; Doubt that the sun doth move; Doubt truth to be a liar; But never doubt I love."
Hamlet, by William Shakespeare
Re: Pieces of My Heart (AU,M/L,Adult) chpt 13 1/10/10
Ginger: contract out on Phil huh? I like how u think ginger! thank u! 
angelina: yes his dad is an ass! your right sweetie, thanks for the fb!
natalie: it would crush them ...your right! thanks for the fb!
Carolyn: thank u for missing this! u so make me want to write Carolyn! thank u so so much!
Earth2Mama: his intentions are good although we can all agree this can only end up bad..
thank you for your always hysterical fb!
Jan:yes ur right it would confirm all her fears & who would love to do that to her ..i wonder
thanks so much for your unending support jan. I would be lost without you!
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Just a little note: not sure if anyone remembers but I mention in the beginning of this story that Max's passion is writing music and playing the piano, something his father has discouraged throughout his life. This was something that his mother intilled in him at a very young age before she passed away.
Chapter 13.
I can’t help but smile as I watch her pretend to sleep. I know why she’s doing this so I play along laughing quietly as her eyelashes flutter under my touch.
We’ll see just how long she can make believe she’s not awake.
Resting my elbow on the bed I lean on my chin behind her and marvel at my goddess as she lays still on her side in front of me.
I can easily understand how artists were inspired to create the female form.
My appreciative eyes gaze over the high curve of her graceful bare hip as it disappears into her golden long silky legs.
Even her luxurious shiny locks that fan over the arch of her back is something to be hold.
Once again I am struck jealous that I am a musician and not a painter as I lean over further and stare at her enticing breasts that rise and fall under the steady beat of her selfless heart.
Unable to resist her seductive slumber any longer I slowly lower my mouth to her alluring shoulder that’s been begging for my kiss since I’ve been awake.
With a feathers touch I place the tips of my fingers along the line of her profile as if I'm drawing her on a life size canvas.
Over the elegant slope of her neck to the edge of her arm I tease her skin waiting for her to stir breaking her silence.
Seeing this was going to take more than a slight caress. I flatten my hand gently over her hip letting my fingers dance dangerously close to the treasure below.
My eyes catch her full lips as they part and let out a soft moan.
I need more.
Moving over her I carefully ease her down so she is on her back and I am resting between her trembling thighs.
I am soon rewarded with her striking stare as she looks down at me begging me to continue.
Slowly torturously I taste her as she writhes on the bed whispering my name.
Feeling her soft thighs press against my cheeks I grip at her waist delving deeper inside her warm walls until she cries out.
Wasting no time I pull myself over her lifting her hip along the way as I thrust up inside her sighing as a feeling of complete bliss washes over me.
After making love she snuggles close to me resting her head on my chest and whispers.
“That wasn’t fair.”
“You’re awake aren’t you?”
Holding on to me for dear life she breathes out wearily. “Awake and ready to talk I take it.” Squeezing her tight I try to calm her.
“Why don’t I make some coffee and we can go over the details. I promise Liz this won’t take long.”
Nodding she grabs her robe and takes off for the bathroom leaving me to deal with her coffee maker I implied I knew how to work.
After pouring the water in the obvious wrong spot I am pushed out of the kitchen to sit at the table and arrange the paperwork.
Looking up at her frightened eyes I try to comfort her.
“Informalities Liz that’s all these are. Paper and ink for us drones to get paid for moving around. Don’t let any of this intimidate you.”
After she signs the necessary documents I throw it all in my brief case and pull her onto my lap.
“I promise it will be over soon.”
Looking for relief in her eyes I just see doubt and fear. I can’t say that I blame her for not trusting that her years of problems with that man will be over with the signing of a few legal papers.
Gently I kiss her cheek knowing that the scars he has left her will take a long time to heal.
I just wish I could make her see that it is possible.
“So what should we do this weekend? Maybe we could go out with Maria and Michael, they’ve been dying to get to know you. We could go bowling and get some pizza – “
“Liz that sounds great but I-I can’t this weekend. My family is having a kind of reunion and I have to be there. “
Suddenly I am struck with a horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach.
No matter how I twist and turn this I am lying to her and I hate it.
Disappointment dims the bright excitement in her eyes as she looks down at the floor.
Ok this can’t be about missing a night of bowling.
Then it occurs to me what’s really bothering her.
“Liz I would ask you to go in a heartbeat but my family is very traditional when it comes to these annual gatherings. It has absolutely nothing to do with you.”
Pulling her close to my chest I wonder if I am sounding like a total fool. I hate my father for making me do this to her.
Come on Evans say something to make her feel better…
“How about next weekend we go away?”
A bit of sparkle has returned as she looks into my eyes. “Away?”
“Yes! There is a cabin in Maine we could stay in. It’s been in our family forever. It’s completely secluded and very romantic. What do you say?”
“I would love to Max.”
Eyeing the clock on her wall dread fills me knowing that I have to leave her. I just hope that I put enough of a scare into Kyle that he’ll leave her alone while I’m gone.
Still…
“Liz why don’t you stick close to Michael and Maria this weekend just to be safe.”
Nodding I’ve never been more concerned about anyone in my life. I feel a strange pain in my heart knowing that it will be almost three whole days till I’ll see her again.
“Don’t worry Max I’ll hang out with Maria and Michael and I’ll see you Monday night.”
Nervously I smile knowing I have to make it to the police station with these papers.
Placing her on her feet I hold her close and kiss her as long as I can so I can memorize every part of her sweet face and how she looks up at me with total devotion and trust.
I keep telling myself that this one lie is worth her safety from that monster. That there is no reason to further her suspicions that my family would never except her.
Taking one last look at her I leave speeding down to the police station.
`~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~``
“We are going to have a great time! I already warned Michael not to bother us, that this is an official girls weekend.”
Raising his eyebrows at us Michael smiles.” Will there be pillow fights?”
Maria crosses her arms before pushing him downstairs to the finished basement. “Go watch your ESPN. Liz and I need to talk.”
Grunting Michael disappears into his man cave leaving us to our junk food and beverages.
Pouring myself a tall glass of wine I know exactly what Maria is going to want to talk about first.
“So how is the sex?!”
I smile forgetting just how much I’ve missed her. Max was right this was a great idea.
`~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
“Sir your bags?”
I can feel the tension already as I reluctantly let go of my suitcase allowing the butler to take it to my room.
“Thank you Jeffery.”
God I hate this place.
It feels like a tomb with its dark mahogany furniture, thick green drapes and not to mention the dead animal trophy heads hanging on the wall.
It couldn’t be more cold or uninviting but it screams wealth and privilege, which is the whole point.
The only thing that I love or that has any meaning to me here is my mother's piano. Letting my fingers slide across the slick black and white keys, I think about the lullaby I have written for Liz to help her sleep at night.
My mother would've loved Liz, I just hope one day I will have the courage to play the music I wrote for her. Then I can show her my real passion. My dream...a dream I was only able to share with my mom until she passed.
Shaking me from my thoughts I see an unfamiliar young girl in a uniform coming my way with a drink.
Thank god.
“Mr. Evans my name is Pam Troy, but please call me Pam. I am new to the staff so I wanted to introduce myself. I thought you might want a cocktail after your long drive. Your father would like you to join the other guests on the tennis courts when you are settled in. If there is anything I can do for you during your stay here please let me know.”
Forcing a smile I nod at young new maid wondering how long she will last with my father's insane demands.
"Nice to meet you Pam. Thanks for the drink, I won't be needing anything else tonight, thank you."
Walking down the lengthy hall I wonder what Liz is doing and decide to check in with her.
I never thought I could miss someone so much.
Putting the phone up to my ear I wait as it rings anxious to hear her sweet voice again.
Closing the phone quickly I clear my throat as Christina turns the corner and begins to walk towards me.
Pristine and perfect in her spotless designer tennis outfit she is as smooth as the most expensive vodka and just as cold.
The air around her even feels unattainable as she glides effortlessly past me.
My eyes connect briefly with her icy blue stare as she raises one side of her ruby red lips.
“Maxwell, so nice of you to make an appearance.”
Her voice drifts over me with an air of superiority and sophistication as she rests her racket on her shoulder.
My heart aches for Liz...
“Hello Christina.”
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Thank you so so much for all your very sweet fb!
Just a little note: not sure if anyone remembers but I mention in the beginning of this story that Max's passion is writing music and playing the piano, something his father has discouraged throughout his life. This was something that his mother intilled in him at a very young age before she passed away.
Chapter 13.
Max Pov
I can’t help but smile as I watch her pretend to sleep. I know why she’s doing this so I play along laughing quietly as her eyelashes flutter under my touch.
We’ll see just how long she can make believe she’s not awake.
Resting my elbow on the bed I lean on my chin behind her and marvel at my goddess as she lays still on her side in front of me.
I can easily understand how artists were inspired to create the female form.
My appreciative eyes gaze over the high curve of her graceful bare hip as it disappears into her golden long silky legs.
Even her luxurious shiny locks that fan over the arch of her back is something to be hold.
Once again I am struck jealous that I am a musician and not a painter as I lean over further and stare at her enticing breasts that rise and fall under the steady beat of her selfless heart.
Unable to resist her seductive slumber any longer I slowly lower my mouth to her alluring shoulder that’s been begging for my kiss since I’ve been awake.
With a feathers touch I place the tips of my fingers along the line of her profile as if I'm drawing her on a life size canvas.
Over the elegant slope of her neck to the edge of her arm I tease her skin waiting for her to stir breaking her silence.
Seeing this was going to take more than a slight caress. I flatten my hand gently over her hip letting my fingers dance dangerously close to the treasure below.
My eyes catch her full lips as they part and let out a soft moan.
I need more.
Moving over her I carefully ease her down so she is on her back and I am resting between her trembling thighs.
I am soon rewarded with her striking stare as she looks down at me begging me to continue.
Slowly torturously I taste her as she writhes on the bed whispering my name.
Feeling her soft thighs press against my cheeks I grip at her waist delving deeper inside her warm walls until she cries out.
Wasting no time I pull myself over her lifting her hip along the way as I thrust up inside her sighing as a feeling of complete bliss washes over me.
After making love she snuggles close to me resting her head on my chest and whispers.
“That wasn’t fair.”
“You’re awake aren’t you?”
Holding on to me for dear life she breathes out wearily. “Awake and ready to talk I take it.” Squeezing her tight I try to calm her.
“Why don’t I make some coffee and we can go over the details. I promise Liz this won’t take long.”
Nodding she grabs her robe and takes off for the bathroom leaving me to deal with her coffee maker I implied I knew how to work.
After pouring the water in the obvious wrong spot I am pushed out of the kitchen to sit at the table and arrange the paperwork.
Looking up at her frightened eyes I try to comfort her.
“Informalities Liz that’s all these are. Paper and ink for us drones to get paid for moving around. Don’t let any of this intimidate you.”
After she signs the necessary documents I throw it all in my brief case and pull her onto my lap.
“I promise it will be over soon.”
Looking for relief in her eyes I just see doubt and fear. I can’t say that I blame her for not trusting that her years of problems with that man will be over with the signing of a few legal papers.
Gently I kiss her cheek knowing that the scars he has left her will take a long time to heal.
I just wish I could make her see that it is possible.
“So what should we do this weekend? Maybe we could go out with Maria and Michael, they’ve been dying to get to know you. We could go bowling and get some pizza – “
“Liz that sounds great but I-I can’t this weekend. My family is having a kind of reunion and I have to be there. “
Suddenly I am struck with a horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach.
No matter how I twist and turn this I am lying to her and I hate it.
Disappointment dims the bright excitement in her eyes as she looks down at the floor.
Ok this can’t be about missing a night of bowling.
Then it occurs to me what’s really bothering her.
“Liz I would ask you to go in a heartbeat but my family is very traditional when it comes to these annual gatherings. It has absolutely nothing to do with you.”
Pulling her close to my chest I wonder if I am sounding like a total fool. I hate my father for making me do this to her.
Come on Evans say something to make her feel better…
“How about next weekend we go away?”
A bit of sparkle has returned as she looks into my eyes. “Away?”
“Yes! There is a cabin in Maine we could stay in. It’s been in our family forever. It’s completely secluded and very romantic. What do you say?”
“I would love to Max.”
Eyeing the clock on her wall dread fills me knowing that I have to leave her. I just hope that I put enough of a scare into Kyle that he’ll leave her alone while I’m gone.
Still…
“Liz why don’t you stick close to Michael and Maria this weekend just to be safe.”
Nodding I’ve never been more concerned about anyone in my life. I feel a strange pain in my heart knowing that it will be almost three whole days till I’ll see her again.
“Don’t worry Max I’ll hang out with Maria and Michael and I’ll see you Monday night.”
Nervously I smile knowing I have to make it to the police station with these papers.
Placing her on her feet I hold her close and kiss her as long as I can so I can memorize every part of her sweet face and how she looks up at me with total devotion and trust.
I keep telling myself that this one lie is worth her safety from that monster. That there is no reason to further her suspicions that my family would never except her.
Taking one last look at her I leave speeding down to the police station.
`~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~``
Liz pov
“We are going to have a great time! I already warned Michael not to bother us, that this is an official girls weekend.”
Raising his eyebrows at us Michael smiles.” Will there be pillow fights?”
Maria crosses her arms before pushing him downstairs to the finished basement. “Go watch your ESPN. Liz and I need to talk.”
Grunting Michael disappears into his man cave leaving us to our junk food and beverages.
Pouring myself a tall glass of wine I know exactly what Maria is going to want to talk about first.
“So how is the sex?!”
I smile forgetting just how much I’ve missed her. Max was right this was a great idea.
`~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Max Pov
“Sir your bags?”
I can feel the tension already as I reluctantly let go of my suitcase allowing the butler to take it to my room.
“Thank you Jeffery.”
God I hate this place.
It feels like a tomb with its dark mahogany furniture, thick green drapes and not to mention the dead animal trophy heads hanging on the wall.
It couldn’t be more cold or uninviting but it screams wealth and privilege, which is the whole point.
The only thing that I love or that has any meaning to me here is my mother's piano. Letting my fingers slide across the slick black and white keys, I think about the lullaby I have written for Liz to help her sleep at night.
My mother would've loved Liz, I just hope one day I will have the courage to play the music I wrote for her. Then I can show her my real passion. My dream...a dream I was only able to share with my mom until she passed.
Shaking me from my thoughts I see an unfamiliar young girl in a uniform coming my way with a drink.
Thank god.
“Mr. Evans my name is Pam Troy, but please call me Pam. I am new to the staff so I wanted to introduce myself. I thought you might want a cocktail after your long drive. Your father would like you to join the other guests on the tennis courts when you are settled in. If there is anything I can do for you during your stay here please let me know.”
Forcing a smile I nod at young new maid wondering how long she will last with my father's insane demands.
"Nice to meet you Pam. Thanks for the drink, I won't be needing anything else tonight, thank you."
Walking down the lengthy hall I wonder what Liz is doing and decide to check in with her.
I never thought I could miss someone so much.
Putting the phone up to my ear I wait as it rings anxious to hear her sweet voice again.
Closing the phone quickly I clear my throat as Christina turns the corner and begins to walk towards me.
Pristine and perfect in her spotless designer tennis outfit she is as smooth as the most expensive vodka and just as cold.
The air around her even feels unattainable as she glides effortlessly past me.
My eyes connect briefly with her icy blue stare as she raises one side of her ruby red lips.
“Maxwell, so nice of you to make an appearance.”
Her voice drifts over me with an air of superiority and sophistication as she rests her racket on her shoulder.
My heart aches for Liz...
“Hello Christina.”
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"Doubt thou the stars are fire; Doubt that the sun doth move; Doubt truth to be a liar; But never doubt I love."
Hamlet, by William Shakespeare
Re: Pieces of My Heart (AU,M/L,Adult) chpt 14 1/31/10
Earth2Mama: Ellie, it does sound like a "set up" doesn't it thanks for reading sweetie!
angelina: I love that you hate Christina... get ready to hate her more thanks for being here! big hugs & kisses to you!
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Natalie36: omg laughed my head off when I read your fb! you are awesome!
zaner1: drug him...good idea...never thought of that hope you like this! thanks so much!
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Keepsmiling: Carolyn...thank you for catching the whole Pam Troy thing! I knew you would thanks for being here!!
L-J-L 76: omg I even have you swearing at them! love it!! thank u so much for reading this sweetie!
Jan: Yes this is going to blow up big time Jan thanks so much for being here... your the best jan!
LilithAnn: Thank u!! I love that you understand why Max is doing this and you still think he's a sweetheart...you are not wrong!
Chapter 14.
After three exhausting matches of tennis for which I had to dutiful allow Christina to win, I’m am thoroughly exhausted and want nothing more than to take a shower and call Liz.
As I make my way up the stairs I can’t help but think about her and how she felt in my arms last night.
I’ve never felt so close to someone before and never so accepted or loved.
Smiling to myself I recall how my touch made her moan so sweetly against my skin as she let herself go.
“Hmm and what is going through that wicked mind of yours Maxwell?”
Startled by her presence I look back at Christina just as she is about to enter her room.
I can see the wheels turning in her self-absorbed little mind and wonder what exactly she’s up to.
“Just looking forward to dinner tonight Christina.”
Liar
“With a smile such as that I seriously don’t believe you were pondering the tenderness of the lamb my love but that’s alright …keep your private thoughts … they are no business of mine.”
Smiling politely I rush into my room wondering what the hell is going on.
I have this horrible fear I am being kept in the dark about something.
“Ok what will it be Liz? Pizza or maybe your favorite Mexican take out?”
“Pizza definitely! And some wings! Hot and spicy please!”
Rolling her eyes Maria yells down the stairs sarcastically.
“Did you forget we had a guest over Michael?!”
“Oh come on Lizzy isn’t a guest she’s family! Don’t forget to get blue cheese for the wings!”
Looking back at me wearily Maria throws her hands up in the air.
Laughing I pour another glass of wine and settle in on their sectional extremely content.
“Pizza is fine Maria. I don’t care what we eat …I’m just happy to see you.”
Plopping down on the floor next to me Maria begins to play with my long hair.
She is dying to question me to death about Max and to be honest I’m dying to tell her everything but making her sweat it out is too much fun.
“So…
“So…what sweetie?”
“So…
“So are you going to order the freaking food already? I’m starving down here!”
Laughing my head off I sit up hoping I don’t get wine all over their new couch. I forgot how much fun they were and I wish I could give Max a big hug for suggesting this night.
This is exactly what I needed after my nighmare with Kyle.
“You’ll get your food just keep your ears on your hockey game Michael.”
Huffing her annoyance Maria closed the basement door and resumed her spot on the floor.
“Ok I can’t stand it anymore! Spill girl…tell me everything! He’s wild in bed isn’t he …very attentive I’m guessing?”
Setting my glass down I join her on the floor and begin talking faster than I thought possible.
“Oh good lord Maria I had no idea it could be this way! There are no words! He is just …
Suddenly I am interrupted by my cell, which makes my face just light up.
“This has to be him!”
Not recognizing the number I answer cautiously.
“Hello?”
“Yes may I speak to an Elizabeth Parker please.”
I look up at Maria and now Michael who has made his way upstairs to make sure his food is on its way.
"This is Liz."
I shrug my shoulders at them as they stare at me wondering who it is.
“Ms. Parker I am calling for Max Evans. You have been invited to dine with the family tonight at their country estate.”
“I-I have? Is Max there? Can I speak to him?”
“I’m afraid Mr. Evans is not available at the moment but he wanted me to tell you that he would very much like you to attend this evening. We will be sending a car to your house at seven thirty sharp.”
“W-well I’m not home but you can pick me up at my friends house if that’s ok.”
“Not a problem just give me the address and the driver will escort you to the mansion. Will you be attending Ms Parker?”
“Just a moment please.”
Scared to death I look up at my friends completely confused.
“What? Who is it?”
Holding my hand over the phone I explain everything to them as a cold sweat takes over my body.
Maria lights up with enthusiasm …god I love her.
“Liz! This is great news! He finally stood up to his stuffy family and wants them to get to know you! Obviously they agreed, you have to go…don’t worry I’ll help you get ready…you can have anything in my closet.”
With his head in the fridge Michael gives his approval too.
“Sounds like Max grew a pair Liz I wouldn’t turn the invite down. Besides you get to bang in a freaking mansion!”
Stifling my laughter as Maria hits Michael upside his head I lift my hand from the phone.
Nodding I agree to go and give the strange woman Maria’s address.
“Excellent …oh there’s just one more thing Ms. Parker dinner will be casual tonight. No formal attire is necessary.”
“Alright…can I ask who I’m speaking to?”
“Pam Troy Ms. I am an employee for the Evans. We look forward to your company Ms. Parker good evening.”
Staring at the phone I feel as if cold water has been shot into my veins.
“Maria I can’t do this! They are going to hate me… his father already does!”
Putting her arm around me Maria rushes me into her bedroom and begins throwing outfits on the bed.
“Liz didn’t Max say that this weekend was family only?”
“Yes.”
“Well maybe he wants them to begin seeing you this way… as part of the family. This is a good thing! So what dress do you think the navy blue?”
“Nah the red one! Lizzy you’d look hot in that one.”
“Michael I appreciate your opinion but this Pam Troy person told me it was causal dress.”
I watch as Maria freezes and stares off into the distance.
“Maria you ok?”
Slowly she begins to nod and throws a new pair of jeans on the bed.
“Yeah its just … that name…Pam Troy…I don’t know why but I think I’ve heard it before… I just don’t know from where.”
Sitting enthusiastically on the bed Michael grins widely at me.
“Can I stay for the fashion show?”
Laughing I push him out of the room and close the door.
“I’m still getting my wings right?!”
Fresh from the shower dripping wet wearing only a towel I lean against the bed and stare down at the constricting dark blue suit I am being forced to wear tonight.
Seriously I don’t understand my father. I think deep down he believes we’re like the freaking Kennedy’s or something.
God I hate this.
What I wouldn’t give to be sitting on Liz’s couch with some Chinese take out and my girl by my side.
I can see her in her cute snowman pj's in my head and I feel a sharp ache in my heart.
Suddenly the reality of this night makes my heart pound nervously.
I've been worried so much about saving her from Kyle I haven't given much thought as to what this lie would do to her.
Needing to rationalize my actions I tell myself that I can handle this that this is my only option, but my concern is growing.
I've never been good at dealing with people like this. Never been slick or cruel enough to go against people who find manipulation a sport...like a national passtime.
All I know is that I can't allow Kyle to hurt her one more time. I'm her boyfriend I'm supposed to be able to protect her and so far I have failed.
I can't fail this time.
I can not let her get hurt again.
As my anxiety grows I have a serious need to tell her how much I love her and more important to hear it in return.
I wonder if I’d be interrupting her night If I called her really quick?
As I search for my cell I catch my reflection in the window and note the five o’clock shadow that has appeared on my face.
Realizing this will not due I reluctantly turn on the radio to drown out my fears and go into the bathroom.
Opening the medicine cabinet I grab the shaving cream while thoughts of Liz refuse to leave my head.
Remembering how she looked in the moonlight while I eased slowly inside her makes me brace myself against the sink.
I can almost feel her silky legs wrap around me tight as i kiss her gently.
Just the thought of making love to her has left me hard and in need, which is not convenient at the moment.
God I really need to hear her voice.
Sighing in frustration I close the cabinet and jump as Christina’s reflection looks back at me.
“What the hell are you doing in here?”
Her wanting eyes drift down to the bulge coming from the white terrycloth towel and back up into my angered face as a smile drifts across her crimson lips.
“Hmm that is definitely happiness to see me.”
I feel nauseous as her long scarlet finger nails scrap across my hips just above the edge of the towel.
Grabbing her wrists I remove her hands and look directly at her so the message is clear.
“Christina I am sorry if you have the wrong impression of this weekend, but I am in a committed relationship.”
I witness her grin become wider, which leaves me with a very uneasy feeling.
“So sorry Maxwell but I believe it is your impression of this weekend that is askew.”
Quickly before I can react she hooks her finger inside the towel and flicks it off holding it wickedly against her chest.
“See you at dinner darling. Don’t be late, I have a feeling it’s going to be very entertaining.”
`~~~~~~~~~~~~~
As I finish adjusting my tie I once again look for my cell, which has mysteriously gone missing before I hear a knock at my door.
“Mr. Evans sorry to interrupt you but it is nine pm and dinner is being served. Your father has sent me to fetch you.”
Opening the door I thank Pam and follow her downstairs wondering what my rudeness to Christina will cost me.
A shudder runs through me as I see them all lined up like vultures in their designer suits and gowns.
Christina in particular looks the part in a white silk floor length dress that proudly displays her ample breasts.
To me she looks like a reject from a Miss. America pageant as I long for my sweet girl more than ever.
Just then I hear the over the top ostentatious tune of our doorbell and look towards the crowd to see Christina reach for her champagne and walk straight towards the foyer.
I nudge my cousin Edwin and ask who we’re expecting and he just shrugs his shoulders glumly.
Sighing I assume that its probably some rival lawyer or Real Estate Mogul they intent to seduce into their pretentious web and destroy.
Poor soul he has no idea what he’s walking into.
Taking a much needed champagne glass from Pam I step closer to try to see through the crowd when I hear a small soft familiar voice.
"Hello."
Oh my God…what has that bitch done?
I feel my heart physically drop as Christina’s voice floats in the air like a serpent’s hiss going in for a deadly strike.
“Liz, please come in... we've been expecting you."
thanks for reading sweetie!angelina: I love that you hate Christina... get ready to hate her more
thanks for being here! big hugs & kisses to you!begonia9508: Eve I can't believe your fb! you read my mind
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laughed my head off when I read your fb!Natalie36 wrote:SOMETHING IS REALLY SMELLING BAD WITH THIS WHOLE THIS AND CHRITINA SHOULD GET NAILED IN THE TEMPLE WITH A TENNIS BALL----THERE ONE PROBLEM SOLVED
you are awesome!zaner1: drug him...good idea...never thought of that
hope you like this! thanks so much!behr_able: omg I loved your fb too!
behr_able wrote:Max's dad is a douche and Christina is a whore
love it!!!! thanks so much!Keepsmiling: Carolyn...thank you for catching the whole Pam Troy thing! I knew you would
thanks for being here!! L-J-L 76: omg I even have you swearing at them!
love it!! thank u so much for reading this sweetie! Jan: Yes this is going to blow up big time Jan
thanks so much for being here... your the best jan! LilithAnn: Thank u!! I love that you understand why Max is doing this and you still think he's a sweetheart...you are not wrong!
Chapter 14.
Max Pov
After three exhausting matches of tennis for which I had to dutiful allow Christina to win, I’m am thoroughly exhausted and want nothing more than to take a shower and call Liz.
As I make my way up the stairs I can’t help but think about her and how she felt in my arms last night.
I’ve never felt so close to someone before and never so accepted or loved.
Smiling to myself I recall how my touch made her moan so sweetly against my skin as she let herself go.
“Hmm and what is going through that wicked mind of yours Maxwell?”
Startled by her presence I look back at Christina just as she is about to enter her room.
I can see the wheels turning in her self-absorbed little mind and wonder what exactly she’s up to.
“Just looking forward to dinner tonight Christina.”
Liar
“With a smile such as that I seriously don’t believe you were pondering the tenderness of the lamb my love but that’s alright …keep your private thoughts … they are no business of mine.”
Smiling politely I rush into my room wondering what the hell is going on.
I have this horrible fear I am being kept in the dark about something.
Liz Pov
“Ok what will it be Liz? Pizza or maybe your favorite Mexican take out?”
“Pizza definitely! And some wings! Hot and spicy please!”
Rolling her eyes Maria yells down the stairs sarcastically.
“Did you forget we had a guest over Michael?!”
“Oh come on Lizzy isn’t a guest she’s family! Don’t forget to get blue cheese for the wings!”
Looking back at me wearily Maria throws her hands up in the air.
Laughing I pour another glass of wine and settle in on their sectional extremely content.
“Pizza is fine Maria. I don’t care what we eat …I’m just happy to see you.”
Plopping down on the floor next to me Maria begins to play with my long hair.
She is dying to question me to death about Max and to be honest I’m dying to tell her everything but making her sweat it out is too much fun.
“So…
“So…what sweetie?”
“So…
“So are you going to order the freaking food already? I’m starving down here!”
Laughing my head off I sit up hoping I don’t get wine all over their new couch. I forgot how much fun they were and I wish I could give Max a big hug for suggesting this night.
This is exactly what I needed after my nighmare with Kyle.
“You’ll get your food just keep your ears on your hockey game Michael.”
Huffing her annoyance Maria closed the basement door and resumed her spot on the floor.
“Ok I can’t stand it anymore! Spill girl…tell me everything! He’s wild in bed isn’t he …very attentive I’m guessing?”
Setting my glass down I join her on the floor and begin talking faster than I thought possible.
“Oh good lord Maria I had no idea it could be this way! There are no words! He is just …
Suddenly I am interrupted by my cell, which makes my face just light up.
“This has to be him!”
Not recognizing the number I answer cautiously.
“Hello?”
“Yes may I speak to an Elizabeth Parker please.”
I look up at Maria and now Michael who has made his way upstairs to make sure his food is on its way.
"This is Liz."
I shrug my shoulders at them as they stare at me wondering who it is.
“Ms. Parker I am calling for Max Evans. You have been invited to dine with the family tonight at their country estate.”
“I-I have? Is Max there? Can I speak to him?”
“I’m afraid Mr. Evans is not available at the moment but he wanted me to tell you that he would very much like you to attend this evening. We will be sending a car to your house at seven thirty sharp.”
“W-well I’m not home but you can pick me up at my friends house if that’s ok.”
“Not a problem just give me the address and the driver will escort you to the mansion. Will you be attending Ms Parker?”
“Just a moment please.”
Scared to death I look up at my friends completely confused.
“What? Who is it?”
Holding my hand over the phone I explain everything to them as a cold sweat takes over my body.
Maria lights up with enthusiasm …god I love her.
“Liz! This is great news! He finally stood up to his stuffy family and wants them to get to know you! Obviously they agreed, you have to go…don’t worry I’ll help you get ready…you can have anything in my closet.”
With his head in the fridge Michael gives his approval too.
“Sounds like Max grew a pair Liz I wouldn’t turn the invite down. Besides you get to bang in a freaking mansion!”
Stifling my laughter as Maria hits Michael upside his head I lift my hand from the phone.
Nodding I agree to go and give the strange woman Maria’s address.
“Excellent …oh there’s just one more thing Ms. Parker dinner will be casual tonight. No formal attire is necessary.”
“Alright…can I ask who I’m speaking to?”
“Pam Troy Ms. I am an employee for the Evans. We look forward to your company Ms. Parker good evening.”
Staring at the phone I feel as if cold water has been shot into my veins.
“Maria I can’t do this! They are going to hate me… his father already does!”
Putting her arm around me Maria rushes me into her bedroom and begins throwing outfits on the bed.
“Liz didn’t Max say that this weekend was family only?”
“Yes.”
“Well maybe he wants them to begin seeing you this way… as part of the family. This is a good thing! So what dress do you think the navy blue?”
“Nah the red one! Lizzy you’d look hot in that one.”
“Michael I appreciate your opinion but this Pam Troy person told me it was causal dress.”
I watch as Maria freezes and stares off into the distance.
“Maria you ok?”
Slowly she begins to nod and throws a new pair of jeans on the bed.
“Yeah its just … that name…Pam Troy…I don’t know why but I think I’ve heard it before… I just don’t know from where.”
Sitting enthusiastically on the bed Michael grins widely at me.
“Can I stay for the fashion show?”
Laughing I push him out of the room and close the door.
“I’m still getting my wings right?!”
Max Pov
Fresh from the shower dripping wet wearing only a towel I lean against the bed and stare down at the constricting dark blue suit I am being forced to wear tonight.
Seriously I don’t understand my father. I think deep down he believes we’re like the freaking Kennedy’s or something.
God I hate this.
What I wouldn’t give to be sitting on Liz’s couch with some Chinese take out and my girl by my side.
I can see her in her cute snowman pj's in my head and I feel a sharp ache in my heart.
Suddenly the reality of this night makes my heart pound nervously.
I've been worried so much about saving her from Kyle I haven't given much thought as to what this lie would do to her.
Needing to rationalize my actions I tell myself that I can handle this that this is my only option, but my concern is growing.
I've never been good at dealing with people like this. Never been slick or cruel enough to go against people who find manipulation a sport...like a national passtime.
All I know is that I can't allow Kyle to hurt her one more time. I'm her boyfriend I'm supposed to be able to protect her and so far I have failed.
I can't fail this time.
I can not let her get hurt again.
As my anxiety grows I have a serious need to tell her how much I love her and more important to hear it in return.
I wonder if I’d be interrupting her night If I called her really quick?
As I search for my cell I catch my reflection in the window and note the five o’clock shadow that has appeared on my face.
Realizing this will not due I reluctantly turn on the radio to drown out my fears and go into the bathroom.
Opening the medicine cabinet I grab the shaving cream while thoughts of Liz refuse to leave my head.
Remembering how she looked in the moonlight while I eased slowly inside her makes me brace myself against the sink.
I can almost feel her silky legs wrap around me tight as i kiss her gently.
Just the thought of making love to her has left me hard and in need, which is not convenient at the moment.
God I really need to hear her voice.
Sighing in frustration I close the cabinet and jump as Christina’s reflection looks back at me.
“What the hell are you doing in here?”
Her wanting eyes drift down to the bulge coming from the white terrycloth towel and back up into my angered face as a smile drifts across her crimson lips.
“Hmm that is definitely happiness to see me.”
I feel nauseous as her long scarlet finger nails scrap across my hips just above the edge of the towel.
Grabbing her wrists I remove her hands and look directly at her so the message is clear.
“Christina I am sorry if you have the wrong impression of this weekend, but I am in a committed relationship.”
I witness her grin become wider, which leaves me with a very uneasy feeling.
“So sorry Maxwell but I believe it is your impression of this weekend that is askew.”
Quickly before I can react she hooks her finger inside the towel and flicks it off holding it wickedly against her chest.
“See you at dinner darling. Don’t be late, I have a feeling it’s going to be very entertaining.”
`~~~~~~~~~~~~~
As I finish adjusting my tie I once again look for my cell, which has mysteriously gone missing before I hear a knock at my door.
“Mr. Evans sorry to interrupt you but it is nine pm and dinner is being served. Your father has sent me to fetch you.”
Opening the door I thank Pam and follow her downstairs wondering what my rudeness to Christina will cost me.
A shudder runs through me as I see them all lined up like vultures in their designer suits and gowns.
Christina in particular looks the part in a white silk floor length dress that proudly displays her ample breasts.
To me she looks like a reject from a Miss. America pageant as I long for my sweet girl more than ever.
Just then I hear the over the top ostentatious tune of our doorbell and look towards the crowd to see Christina reach for her champagne and walk straight towards the foyer.
I nudge my cousin Edwin and ask who we’re expecting and he just shrugs his shoulders glumly.
Sighing I assume that its probably some rival lawyer or Real Estate Mogul they intent to seduce into their pretentious web and destroy.
Poor soul he has no idea what he’s walking into.
Taking a much needed champagne glass from Pam I step closer to try to see through the crowd when I hear a small soft familiar voice.
"Hello."
Oh my God…what has that bitch done?
I feel my heart physically drop as Christina’s voice floats in the air like a serpent’s hiss going in for a deadly strike.
“Liz, please come in... we've been expecting you."
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"Doubt thou the stars are fire; Doubt that the sun doth move; Doubt truth to be a liar; But never doubt I love."
Hamlet, by William Shakespeare
Re: Pieces of My Heart (AU,M/L,Adult) chpt 15 3/3/10
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chapter 15
My eyes catch Christina’s grinning expression first as I hear gasps coming from the obviously shocked crowd.
“Welcome Liz so glad you were able to fit us in your schedule.”
Her voice is thick like honey lined with dripping disdain.
My heart sinks as I look up into the condescending glare of Mr. Evans.
All at once it hits me like a knife to the heart …the real reason Max didn’t want me here.
“Liz?”
Just as I feel my legs begin to shake and turn to jelly a strong arm wraps around my waist and ushers me off to a window seat tucked in the corner.
He looks truly stunned as if he wasn’t part of this elaborate scheme and a part of me wants so much to believe that he isn’t.
“Liz …what …I mean …are you alright? Did Kyle?”
I touch his face softly tracing the beautiful strong line of his jaw, as he looks up at me eyes full of what looks to be genuine concern.
I find myself subconsciously trying to memorize his handsome sweet face wondering if this is the last time I’ll get to touch him.
It’s clear he isn’t mine and he never will be.
I was a fool to think any different.
It’s one thing to hear about a world unfamiliar to you but to actually see it first hand was sobering.
Our worlds were beyond different and as I looked around it all became quite clear I did not belong.
It’s amazing how as women we never stop believing in true love. That fairytale of someone giving their heart to you in a way that can heal any wound you’ve endured is something you never stop wishing for no matter how unattainable it seems.
“Liz? Please talk to me.”
Looking past him at the crowd of snickering men and women dressed in their finest attire I can only focus on one person.
He is glaring at me driving his point home as if this little shock treatment wasn’t enough.
I can see he’s counting on a calm departure where I accept the hand that has been dealt.
I can see the warning that lies in his stern cold stone expression, a line has been drawn and I’m not about to cross it.
I just want to go home.
Still the sweet velvet pleas coming from Max continue to urge me to talk to him.
Taking a deep breath I try to speak as I practice my goodbyes inside my numb mind.
“You didn’t invite me did you?”
I watch as his expression falls and his brain quickly figures just who is behind this.
Cupping my face he distracts me from his family who has gathered to enjoy the show.
“Listen to me, I had nothing to do with this. You have to believe me.”
Tears start to rise to the surface as I watch Christina laughing to another woman.
Echoes of her voice mix with the chamber music that is surrounding me everywhere.
It’s then that I notice that he is physically holding me up I couldn’t be more embarrassed.
In my fifty-dollar Gap jeans and my blue sweater I look ridiculous.
“Maybe she’s looking for work. Someone should tell her that maids are only allowed to use the servants entrance.”
Booming laughter distracts me once again from his soothing soft hands and pained voice.
“Don’t listen to them, please Liz just come with me.”
The cool air is welcoming as he directs me outside to his car. I can actually breathe again as the world opens up and the stars appear.
I’m at a loss for words as he puts me in his car and crouches down next to me.
“Liz I’m just going to get my stuff and we can get out of here.”
I can feel his anxiety soar as I nod slowly.
Talking to myself I try and push Kyle’s words out of my head.
I know Max would never hurt me; I have to have faith in him.
Closing my eyes I wish myself back to my apartment leaning against his strong chest laughing at our fortune cookies.
Please God just get me home.
It was then I heard the knock on the window.
Her blonde hair caught the moonlight like a silky spider web as I watched her ruby shiny lips move.
Her voice was calm and cool full of confidence I would never possess.
“You should know Max stands to lose everything. His inheritance, his future partnership with his fathers law firm …everything.”
I’m shaking like a leaf and can’t even bear to look at her.
The last thing I want is for Max to suffer any kind of loss. It all seemed like too much to give up for me …it wasn’t fair.
“Well the rumors about you certainly are hard to ignore Elizabeth. You definitely seem to be a selfish whore. Just ask yourself this question, how long will it be before he begins to resent you.”
There isn’t a word for what I’m feeling as I rush through the door and up the stairs.
Can't use infuriated, enraged or even incensed. None are powerful enough to express what is flowing threw me right now.
I knew my family was calculating and merciless but to hurt an innocent girl is beyond forgivable.
As fast as I can I throw my stuff in my duffle bag as I pull off this innate tie and jacket that feels as foreign to me as if I were wearing a gorilla suit.
“Slow down young man …we had a deal.”
Refusing to even look at my father I throw my bag over my shoulder and brush by him.
“If you leave I can not help her. You should know she will be on her own and it won't be pretty.”
Filled with strength that I could’ve only achieved through Liz’s unconditional love I stand tall in front of him for the first time in my life.
“I will never forgive you for this. I love her. Do you have any concept of what that means?”
Sighing his impatience with me he steps back allowing me to pass.
“If you leave now you can never come back Maxwell. You have a commitment to this family and I intend to hold you to it.”
For the first time I feel pity instead of intimidation as I turn and walk away.
“Remember father this was your choice not mine.”
Running down the stairs Christina grabs my arm as I reach the front door.
“You know it will never work Max... you aren't strong enough to make it on your own. I know this and so does your father. You will be back begging and we both know your father will hold this grudge forever. You've embarrassed him, in front of family friends. Don't be a fool ...let the bitch go. It's not too late.”
Stopping for a moment I caress her cheek with the back of my hand as I look into her icy blue eyes that are growing with confidence that she has won this battle.
“If you ever go near her again…if you so much as look in her direction… I will destroy you.”
Holding her hand tight I peel out of the driveway and fly down the moonlit marshes that line the curved road ahead of me.
I am terrified wondering what is going through her head.
The distance between us is mere inches but feels like miles.
I feel the loss of her already.
“I promise to explain everything Liz.”
We both jump when her cell begins to ring.
“It’s Maria.”
Flying down the road I pray that she will let me explain and pray harder that she will understand my motives behind my lies.
“I’m alright, yes I know where that is we're very close. Thank you Maria. I love you too.”
Closing her phone she places it back in her purse and after a few miles asks me to pull the car over.
As soon as I do she opens the door and sits on a rock that’s over looking a large lake.
Her tone is shaky and sad as she stares at the ripples in the water caused by the night breezes.
Her hair is dancing all around her flushed face, I'm not sure I've ever seen her look so beautiful.
“Do you know who Pam Troy is Max?”
Confused I think for a moment until it comes to me. “She my father’s new maid.”
“She was the one that called me and set this whole thing up. Maria recognized her name but couldn’t place her until now. She slept with Kyle a couple years ago. I’m such a fool, Kyle’s probably laughing at me right now loving every minute of this. He told me you would hurt me. For once I didn’t believe him.”
Her voice is barely audible as she repeats herself "I didn't believe him."
Kneeling on the ground beside her I lift her chin up so she can see how serious I am.
“Liz I had no idea any of this was happening" seeing the pain in her eyes I know what's on her mind."I did lie that's the truth but I felt as if I had no choice."
“Max – “
“Please let me finish. I lied because I thought it was the only way to protect you. I asked my father to help me with your case. I knew with his clout and reputation Kyle wouldn’t be able to hurt you again. I knew he could keep you from having to take the stand. I know how lawyers work Liz, they would tear you apart. I couldn't let that happen.”
Her voice cracked as she choked back her tears.” So why couldn’t you just tell me that? Why did you make up the story about this weekend? Why was... she there?”
Ashamed I lowered my head embarrassed that I had accepted such a deal.
“It was his condition. He would take care of your case if I …came this weekend and went along with his plan of appeasing Christina. Liz you have to believe me I would never touch her …I could never be with anyone else. I wasn’t thinking past your safety.”
“How could you lie to me?”
Those six little words crushed me as I began to panick feeling as if she was slipping away.
Standing I raked my hands threw my hair and clenched my fists feeling like the loser my father always told me I was.
“Because…I should’ve gotten there in time that night he attacked you! You were hurt because I was too much a coward to stand up to my father that night at the ball. I left you standing there with those monsters …all alone. What kind of man does that?”
“Max – “
“While he was beating on you I was being reprimanded by my daddy! When I ever saw him on top of you…when I think what could’ve happened …what did happen….don’t you see it was all my fault. I couldn’t stand to see you hurt again!”
Suddenly we’re interrupted by bright headlights that are quickly approaching the side of the road.
I can make out Michael in the drivers seat as Maria opens the door and waits silently.
“When they figured out who she was they drove down to get me.”
Shocked I looked up at the town sign that was obviously the place they told her to meet them.
She never intended on staying with me.
“Max, that night wasn’t your fault and I understand why you did what you did but I have to be able to trust you. I need ...time to sort this out.”
I tried to force her words from my head.
I couldn’t accept what was happening.
As I watched her walk toward their car my heart shattered into a million pieces.
“Please! Liz please don’t do this!”
“Goodbye Max.”
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chapter 15
Liz Pov
My eyes catch Christina’s grinning expression first as I hear gasps coming from the obviously shocked crowd.
“Welcome Liz so glad you were able to fit us in your schedule.”
Her voice is thick like honey lined with dripping disdain.
My heart sinks as I look up into the condescending glare of Mr. Evans.
All at once it hits me like a knife to the heart …the real reason Max didn’t want me here.
“Liz?”
Just as I feel my legs begin to shake and turn to jelly a strong arm wraps around my waist and ushers me off to a window seat tucked in the corner.
He looks truly stunned as if he wasn’t part of this elaborate scheme and a part of me wants so much to believe that he isn’t.
“Liz …what …I mean …are you alright? Did Kyle?”
I touch his face softly tracing the beautiful strong line of his jaw, as he looks up at me eyes full of what looks to be genuine concern.
I find myself subconsciously trying to memorize his handsome sweet face wondering if this is the last time I’ll get to touch him.
It’s clear he isn’t mine and he never will be.
I was a fool to think any different.
It’s one thing to hear about a world unfamiliar to you but to actually see it first hand was sobering.
Our worlds were beyond different and as I looked around it all became quite clear I did not belong.
It’s amazing how as women we never stop believing in true love. That fairytale of someone giving their heart to you in a way that can heal any wound you’ve endured is something you never stop wishing for no matter how unattainable it seems.
“Liz? Please talk to me.”
Looking past him at the crowd of snickering men and women dressed in their finest attire I can only focus on one person.
He is glaring at me driving his point home as if this little shock treatment wasn’t enough.
I can see he’s counting on a calm departure where I accept the hand that has been dealt.
I can see the warning that lies in his stern cold stone expression, a line has been drawn and I’m not about to cross it.
I just want to go home.
Still the sweet velvet pleas coming from Max continue to urge me to talk to him.
Taking a deep breath I try to speak as I practice my goodbyes inside my numb mind.
“You didn’t invite me did you?”
I watch as his expression falls and his brain quickly figures just who is behind this.
Cupping my face he distracts me from his family who has gathered to enjoy the show.
“Listen to me, I had nothing to do with this. You have to believe me.”
Tears start to rise to the surface as I watch Christina laughing to another woman.
Echoes of her voice mix with the chamber music that is surrounding me everywhere.
It’s then that I notice that he is physically holding me up I couldn’t be more embarrassed.
In my fifty-dollar Gap jeans and my blue sweater I look ridiculous.
“Maybe she’s looking for work. Someone should tell her that maids are only allowed to use the servants entrance.”
Booming laughter distracts me once again from his soothing soft hands and pained voice.
“Don’t listen to them, please Liz just come with me.”
The cool air is welcoming as he directs me outside to his car. I can actually breathe again as the world opens up and the stars appear.
I’m at a loss for words as he puts me in his car and crouches down next to me.
“Liz I’m just going to get my stuff and we can get out of here.”
I can feel his anxiety soar as I nod slowly.
Talking to myself I try and push Kyle’s words out of my head.
I know Max would never hurt me; I have to have faith in him.
Closing my eyes I wish myself back to my apartment leaning against his strong chest laughing at our fortune cookies.
Please God just get me home.
It was then I heard the knock on the window.
Her blonde hair caught the moonlight like a silky spider web as I watched her ruby shiny lips move.
Her voice was calm and cool full of confidence I would never possess.
“You should know Max stands to lose everything. His inheritance, his future partnership with his fathers law firm …everything.”
I’m shaking like a leaf and can’t even bear to look at her.
The last thing I want is for Max to suffer any kind of loss. It all seemed like too much to give up for me …it wasn’t fair.
“Well the rumors about you certainly are hard to ignore Elizabeth. You definitely seem to be a selfish whore. Just ask yourself this question, how long will it be before he begins to resent you.”
Max Pov
There isn’t a word for what I’m feeling as I rush through the door and up the stairs.
Can't use infuriated, enraged or even incensed. None are powerful enough to express what is flowing threw me right now.
I knew my family was calculating and merciless but to hurt an innocent girl is beyond forgivable.
As fast as I can I throw my stuff in my duffle bag as I pull off this innate tie and jacket that feels as foreign to me as if I were wearing a gorilla suit.
“Slow down young man …we had a deal.”
Refusing to even look at my father I throw my bag over my shoulder and brush by him.
“If you leave I can not help her. You should know she will be on her own and it won't be pretty.”
Filled with strength that I could’ve only achieved through Liz’s unconditional love I stand tall in front of him for the first time in my life.
“I will never forgive you for this. I love her. Do you have any concept of what that means?”
Sighing his impatience with me he steps back allowing me to pass.
“If you leave now you can never come back Maxwell. You have a commitment to this family and I intend to hold you to it.”
For the first time I feel pity instead of intimidation as I turn and walk away.
“Remember father this was your choice not mine.”
Running down the stairs Christina grabs my arm as I reach the front door.
“You know it will never work Max... you aren't strong enough to make it on your own. I know this and so does your father. You will be back begging and we both know your father will hold this grudge forever. You've embarrassed him, in front of family friends. Don't be a fool ...let the bitch go. It's not too late.”
Stopping for a moment I caress her cheek with the back of my hand as I look into her icy blue eyes that are growing with confidence that she has won this battle.
“If you ever go near her again…if you so much as look in her direction… I will destroy you.”
Holding her hand tight I peel out of the driveway and fly down the moonlit marshes that line the curved road ahead of me.
I am terrified wondering what is going through her head.
The distance between us is mere inches but feels like miles.
I feel the loss of her already.
“I promise to explain everything Liz.”
We both jump when her cell begins to ring.
“It’s Maria.”
Flying down the road I pray that she will let me explain and pray harder that she will understand my motives behind my lies.
“I’m alright, yes I know where that is we're very close. Thank you Maria. I love you too.”
Closing her phone she places it back in her purse and after a few miles asks me to pull the car over.
As soon as I do she opens the door and sits on a rock that’s over looking a large lake.
Her tone is shaky and sad as she stares at the ripples in the water caused by the night breezes.
Her hair is dancing all around her flushed face, I'm not sure I've ever seen her look so beautiful.
“Do you know who Pam Troy is Max?”
Confused I think for a moment until it comes to me. “She my father’s new maid.”
“She was the one that called me and set this whole thing up. Maria recognized her name but couldn’t place her until now. She slept with Kyle a couple years ago. I’m such a fool, Kyle’s probably laughing at me right now loving every minute of this. He told me you would hurt me. For once I didn’t believe him.”
Her voice is barely audible as she repeats herself "I didn't believe him."
Kneeling on the ground beside her I lift her chin up so she can see how serious I am.
“Liz I had no idea any of this was happening" seeing the pain in her eyes I know what's on her mind."I did lie that's the truth but I felt as if I had no choice."
“Max – “
“Please let me finish. I lied because I thought it was the only way to protect you. I asked my father to help me with your case. I knew with his clout and reputation Kyle wouldn’t be able to hurt you again. I knew he could keep you from having to take the stand. I know how lawyers work Liz, they would tear you apart. I couldn't let that happen.”
Her voice cracked as she choked back her tears.” So why couldn’t you just tell me that? Why did you make up the story about this weekend? Why was... she there?”
Ashamed I lowered my head embarrassed that I had accepted such a deal.
“It was his condition. He would take care of your case if I …came this weekend and went along with his plan of appeasing Christina. Liz you have to believe me I would never touch her …I could never be with anyone else. I wasn’t thinking past your safety.”
“How could you lie to me?”
Those six little words crushed me as I began to panick feeling as if she was slipping away.
Standing I raked my hands threw my hair and clenched my fists feeling like the loser my father always told me I was.
“Because…I should’ve gotten there in time that night he attacked you! You were hurt because I was too much a coward to stand up to my father that night at the ball. I left you standing there with those monsters …all alone. What kind of man does that?”
“Max – “
“While he was beating on you I was being reprimanded by my daddy! When I ever saw him on top of you…when I think what could’ve happened …what did happen….don’t you see it was all my fault. I couldn’t stand to see you hurt again!”
Suddenly we’re interrupted by bright headlights that are quickly approaching the side of the road.
I can make out Michael in the drivers seat as Maria opens the door and waits silently.
“When they figured out who she was they drove down to get me.”
Shocked I looked up at the town sign that was obviously the place they told her to meet them.
She never intended on staying with me.
“Max, that night wasn’t your fault and I understand why you did what you did but I have to be able to trust you. I need ...time to sort this out.”
I tried to force her words from my head.
I couldn’t accept what was happening.
As I watched her walk toward their car my heart shattered into a million pieces.
“Please! Liz please don’t do this!”
“Goodbye Max.”
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"Doubt thou the stars are fire; Doubt that the sun doth move; Doubt truth to be a liar; But never doubt I love."
Hamlet, by William Shakespeare
Re: Pieces of My Heart (AU,M/L,Adult) chpt 16 ~complete~ 3/8/10
Ellie
Jan
L-J-L76
Carolyn
loveisforever
Eve
Ginger
behr_able
Natalie
LilithAnn
zaneri1
thank you all so much for staying with this story for so long...your fb meant so much to me
hope you enjoy the ending...
Chapter 16
3 months later
Unable to speak with a mouth full of Lucky charms in his mouth Michael held up my phone so I could see the name.
Shaking my head “no’ he sighed and tossed it on the table.
Swallowing his cereal he raised his finger and opened his mouth but was quickly stopped by Maria.
“ Michael she doesn’t want to talk to him…it’s her life.”
Getting up from his chair he put his bowl in the sink before hearing his wife.
“Dishwasher!”
Turning around abruptly he spoke as fast as he could knowing he only had a limited amount of time before he would be cut off.
“I just was thinking you’re making a big mistake Liz and somebody should have the balls to tell you! He’s called everyday for the past three months, most days more than once, he stood up to his dad took over your case faced a court room of people on both sides that were out to get him with only his assistant by his side! I’ve met him, he's afraid of his own shadow! I can’t see any of that being easy for him! I’m not saying take him back but you could at least take his phone calls!"
Tossing his bowl in the dishwasher he turned back towards me I’m pretty sure because he was afraid to face Maria.
Smiling up at him knowing that he was truly concerned for me I cleared my throat trying to seem serious. “Are you finished?”
Still avoiding Maria’s burning glare he nodded.” Yes, I guess I am.”
Smiling I opened my arms “Well then come give me a hug.” Holding him tight I looked over at Maria overwhelmed by how they stood by my side and helped me through all this.” Thank you for everything, especially for letting me stay with you.”
Moving closer to the chair next to me Maria carefully chose her next words.
“You know it was pretty brave of him to quit his fathers firm and go out on his own just for you. To get all the neighbors who heard Kyle that night to testify and his past girlfriends who he had abused to step forward was pretty smart."
“I still can’t believe Max was able to get as many as he did to press charges."
Thinking to myself it didn't surprise me at all, knowing how compassionate and empathetic Max is those girls probably felt very safe with him.
My attention drifted back to Maria as she began to clear the table.
“You think he would’ve opened his own firm after that, he could've had any case he wanted. You know it’s because of him you didn’t end up on that stand Liz.”
Quietly I listen to the two of them go back and forth until something stuck out.
“What do you mean he quit after my case?”
They both looked surprised that I didn’t know.
Helping Michael with the rest of my stuff Maria shook her head. “Nope as far as I heard he quit right after Kyle’s conviction.”
Taking moment I looked around at all the boxes remembering how Max showed up the last time I moved.
He was so sweet and nervous.
I can still picture that goofy look on his handsome face as he fumbled around the living room.
Thinking back I believed I loved him already.
The last three months had been the hardest of my life.
I couldn’t go back to the apartment too many memories, I couldn’t go anywhere really without thinking of him.
Crying had been a nightly ritual as Michael and Maria took turns holding me as I sobbed pathetically in their arms.
It did help that I was moving to a new place and getting a fresh start.
It was a little out of my price range but it was an apartment building that over looked a park and was close to Maria’s ….plus it had a very good security system which was an obvious plus for me.
“Ok we’re ready to take the last load over Liz, remember after that I have my prenatal check up but after we’ll stop back over tomorrow and get you settled in.”
Yes Maria was pregnant and that too helped get my mind off of Max …somewhat. The thought of becoming an Aunt was to say the least very exciting.
As I drove to my new place I kept telling myself change is a good thing.
As I put the key into the lock and looked around I realized I had grown stronger through all of this.
As I poured myself a glass of wine and sat on my new sofa I had an epiphany.
Even though everything I went through was really horrible I had changed for the better…became stronger I guess you could say.
The old Liz would’ve instantly forgiven Max for deceiving me no matter what the reason.
The old Liz wouldn’t have given it a second thought because the mere realization of living without him would’ve been too horrifying to imagine even for a second.
My dignity, my respect wouldn’t have even mattered, but that had all changed now.
My self worth was important to me. I was a different person because of that and people noticed.
I was happy because I was happy with myself and that was something no one in this world could take away from me.
Don’t get me wrong I was beyond devastated at the lost of Max and still my heart physically hurts when I think of him, which is everyday.
Still looking back at everything I believed he changed me in ways I couldn’t ever image possible.
He was the first man that ever loved me for exactly who I was, not for what he wanted me to be eventually or wished he could someday change but just as I was.
I will never except anything less now because of him, and because of that I will always be grateful to him.
It doesn’t change the fact that I continue to dream of him at night holding me in his arms, or that I still hear his husky sweet voice whispering words as he made love to me.
As much as it hurts to remember I hope in a way I never forget those beautiful memories.
I can’t help but wonder what happened to him. If it’s true that he was able to get away from his family and leave the law office that he hated so much I am truly happy for him.
What I really hope for is that he followed his dream, his passion that his mother encourage in him as a little boy.
I hope he’s out there creating beautiful music because I know that’s what his sweet heart was so capable of.
I hope so much that he finds the joy that he pushed away for so long.
And that’s when I heard it.
Looking around I wondered if maybe Maria or Michael left a radio on, but there was nothing.
Nothing except this beautiful faint piano music playing somewhere close.
Opening the front door I peeked around the corner shyly since I hadn’t met any of my new neighbors yet.
Closing my eyes I felt drawn to it like I had heard it somewhere before only I wasn’t sure where.
The only thing I did know was for some reason it reminded me of the feeling I had when I was with him.
It was indescribable …like the ending to fairytale...magical.
I had to find out where it was coming from.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Well Maria and Michael did their part she was here.
I could feel her presence our connection was still just as strong as it had always been.
It was like coming home.
After she left me I felt like I had woken up from a very long dream.
It was a dream where I had no control over my life and constant fear surrounded me.
It felt like my eyes were open for the first time and even though I wasn’t protected by money or security I was free.
The first thing I knew I had to do was put Kyle away so he couldn’t hurt anyone else.
And I knew I had to do it alone but for some reason I wasn’t afraid anymore.
It was then I realized that it was Liz that gave me the confidence I needed to face my fears, to run my own life.
I knew if someone as wonderful as Liz could love me, the real me not what everyone else thought I should be or expected from me I could do anything.
She gave me my freedom.
Telling my father and my family how I felt was easier than I thought.
It was all these years of living a lie and trying to be something I wasn’t that was hard.
Being myself finding my true path in this world was easy doing it with a broken heart was painful.
There wasn’t a moment that she wasn’t in my thoughts.
Sometimes just before I would wake up I would swear I could feel her lying next to me, her arms wrapped around my chest, her sweet breath kissing my skin.
How ironic, she made me whole but my heart was in pieces without her.
I would call her every night just to hear her sweet voice; some days it would be the only thing that kept me going.
That’s when I remembered my mother and her advice to me.
Pour your heart into your music Max follow your passion,
That was the day I packed up my stuff and moved.
I began teaching music at a community college during the day to pay the bills but my nights …my nights were filled with her.
It took a week to finish her song.
All I had to do was picture her in my mind and the music wrote itself.
The song was sacred to me ...like a tiny part of her that was just for me.
The title really said it all...
For the love of Elizabeth
My plan was to go to her apartment that night and explain everything but for some reason I had left my door open.
My eyes were closed as my fingers flowed effortlessly over the keys as if I were touching her.
With each note I caressed the curve of her hip, the roundness of her soft breast, her silky thighs as they wrapped around me yearning for more.
Making love to her was like a perfect symphony, music that I would hear in my dreams forever.
It was then that I sensed her there.
Before I opened my eyes I prayed it wasn’t another empty fantasy.
When I was brave enough to look I was rewarded with a sight I would remember till the day I died.
She was more beautiful than I could ever imagine.
My fingers stilled for a half a second before she spoke.
“Please don’t stop. Please …it’s so beautiful.”
Walking to my side she sat next to me on the bench.
I felt as if my heart would burst from my chest as I continued on.
I watched as her fingers brushed over the title of the song…her song.
When I finished we just looked at each.
We had both changed so much but one thing could never change.
“You know when you left you took pieces of my heart with you.”
I watched as her beautiful brown eyes lit up like the stars on a dark night.
“Don’t worry Max...I brought them back.”
Jan
L-J-L76
Carolyn
loveisforever
Eve
Ginger
behr_able
Natalie
LilithAnn
zaneri1
thank you all so much for staying with this story for so long...your fb meant so much to me
hope you enjoy the ending...
Chapter 16
3 months later
Liz Pov
Unable to speak with a mouth full of Lucky charms in his mouth Michael held up my phone so I could see the name.
Shaking my head “no’ he sighed and tossed it on the table.
Swallowing his cereal he raised his finger and opened his mouth but was quickly stopped by Maria.
“ Michael she doesn’t want to talk to him…it’s her life.”
Getting up from his chair he put his bowl in the sink before hearing his wife.
“Dishwasher!”
Turning around abruptly he spoke as fast as he could knowing he only had a limited amount of time before he would be cut off.
“I just was thinking you’re making a big mistake Liz and somebody should have the balls to tell you! He’s called everyday for the past three months, most days more than once, he stood up to his dad took over your case faced a court room of people on both sides that were out to get him with only his assistant by his side! I’ve met him, he's afraid of his own shadow! I can’t see any of that being easy for him! I’m not saying take him back but you could at least take his phone calls!"
Tossing his bowl in the dishwasher he turned back towards me I’m pretty sure because he was afraid to face Maria.
Smiling up at him knowing that he was truly concerned for me I cleared my throat trying to seem serious. “Are you finished?”
Still avoiding Maria’s burning glare he nodded.” Yes, I guess I am.”
Smiling I opened my arms “Well then come give me a hug.” Holding him tight I looked over at Maria overwhelmed by how they stood by my side and helped me through all this.” Thank you for everything, especially for letting me stay with you.”
Moving closer to the chair next to me Maria carefully chose her next words.
“You know it was pretty brave of him to quit his fathers firm and go out on his own just for you. To get all the neighbors who heard Kyle that night to testify and his past girlfriends who he had abused to step forward was pretty smart."
“I still can’t believe Max was able to get as many as he did to press charges."
Thinking to myself it didn't surprise me at all, knowing how compassionate and empathetic Max is those girls probably felt very safe with him.
My attention drifted back to Maria as she began to clear the table.
“You think he would’ve opened his own firm after that, he could've had any case he wanted. You know it’s because of him you didn’t end up on that stand Liz.”
Quietly I listen to the two of them go back and forth until something stuck out.
“What do you mean he quit after my case?”
They both looked surprised that I didn’t know.
Helping Michael with the rest of my stuff Maria shook her head. “Nope as far as I heard he quit right after Kyle’s conviction.”
Taking moment I looked around at all the boxes remembering how Max showed up the last time I moved.
He was so sweet and nervous.
I can still picture that goofy look on his handsome face as he fumbled around the living room.
Thinking back I believed I loved him already.
The last three months had been the hardest of my life.
I couldn’t go back to the apartment too many memories, I couldn’t go anywhere really without thinking of him.
Crying had been a nightly ritual as Michael and Maria took turns holding me as I sobbed pathetically in their arms.
It did help that I was moving to a new place and getting a fresh start.
It was a little out of my price range but it was an apartment building that over looked a park and was close to Maria’s ….plus it had a very good security system which was an obvious plus for me.
“Ok we’re ready to take the last load over Liz, remember after that I have my prenatal check up but after we’ll stop back over tomorrow and get you settled in.”
Yes Maria was pregnant and that too helped get my mind off of Max …somewhat. The thought of becoming an Aunt was to say the least very exciting.
As I drove to my new place I kept telling myself change is a good thing.
As I put the key into the lock and looked around I realized I had grown stronger through all of this.
As I poured myself a glass of wine and sat on my new sofa I had an epiphany.
Even though everything I went through was really horrible I had changed for the better…became stronger I guess you could say.
The old Liz would’ve instantly forgiven Max for deceiving me no matter what the reason.
The old Liz wouldn’t have given it a second thought because the mere realization of living without him would’ve been too horrifying to imagine even for a second.
My dignity, my respect wouldn’t have even mattered, but that had all changed now.
My self worth was important to me. I was a different person because of that and people noticed.
I was happy because I was happy with myself and that was something no one in this world could take away from me.
Don’t get me wrong I was beyond devastated at the lost of Max and still my heart physically hurts when I think of him, which is everyday.
Still looking back at everything I believed he changed me in ways I couldn’t ever image possible.
He was the first man that ever loved me for exactly who I was, not for what he wanted me to be eventually or wished he could someday change but just as I was.
I will never except anything less now because of him, and because of that I will always be grateful to him.
It doesn’t change the fact that I continue to dream of him at night holding me in his arms, or that I still hear his husky sweet voice whispering words as he made love to me.
As much as it hurts to remember I hope in a way I never forget those beautiful memories.
I can’t help but wonder what happened to him. If it’s true that he was able to get away from his family and leave the law office that he hated so much I am truly happy for him.
What I really hope for is that he followed his dream, his passion that his mother encourage in him as a little boy.
I hope he’s out there creating beautiful music because I know that’s what his sweet heart was so capable of.
I hope so much that he finds the joy that he pushed away for so long.
And that’s when I heard it.
Looking around I wondered if maybe Maria or Michael left a radio on, but there was nothing.
Nothing except this beautiful faint piano music playing somewhere close.
Opening the front door I peeked around the corner shyly since I hadn’t met any of my new neighbors yet.
Closing my eyes I felt drawn to it like I had heard it somewhere before only I wasn’t sure where.
The only thing I did know was for some reason it reminded me of the feeling I had when I was with him.
It was indescribable …like the ending to fairytale...magical.
I had to find out where it was coming from.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Max Pov
Well Maria and Michael did their part she was here.
I could feel her presence our connection was still just as strong as it had always been.
It was like coming home.
After she left me I felt like I had woken up from a very long dream.
It was a dream where I had no control over my life and constant fear surrounded me.
It felt like my eyes were open for the first time and even though I wasn’t protected by money or security I was free.
The first thing I knew I had to do was put Kyle away so he couldn’t hurt anyone else.
And I knew I had to do it alone but for some reason I wasn’t afraid anymore.
It was then I realized that it was Liz that gave me the confidence I needed to face my fears, to run my own life.
I knew if someone as wonderful as Liz could love me, the real me not what everyone else thought I should be or expected from me I could do anything.
She gave me my freedom.
Telling my father and my family how I felt was easier than I thought.
It was all these years of living a lie and trying to be something I wasn’t that was hard.
Being myself finding my true path in this world was easy doing it with a broken heart was painful.
There wasn’t a moment that she wasn’t in my thoughts.
Sometimes just before I would wake up I would swear I could feel her lying next to me, her arms wrapped around my chest, her sweet breath kissing my skin.
How ironic, she made me whole but my heart was in pieces without her.
I would call her every night just to hear her sweet voice; some days it would be the only thing that kept me going.
That’s when I remembered my mother and her advice to me.
Pour your heart into your music Max follow your passion,
That was the day I packed up my stuff and moved.
I began teaching music at a community college during the day to pay the bills but my nights …my nights were filled with her.
It took a week to finish her song.
All I had to do was picture her in my mind and the music wrote itself.
The song was sacred to me ...like a tiny part of her that was just for me.
The title really said it all...
For the love of Elizabeth
My plan was to go to her apartment that night and explain everything but for some reason I had left my door open.
My eyes were closed as my fingers flowed effortlessly over the keys as if I were touching her.
With each note I caressed the curve of her hip, the roundness of her soft breast, her silky thighs as they wrapped around me yearning for more.
Making love to her was like a perfect symphony, music that I would hear in my dreams forever.
It was then that I sensed her there.
Before I opened my eyes I prayed it wasn’t another empty fantasy.
When I was brave enough to look I was rewarded with a sight I would remember till the day I died.
She was more beautiful than I could ever imagine.
My fingers stilled for a half a second before she spoke.
“Please don’t stop. Please …it’s so beautiful.”
Walking to my side she sat next to me on the bench.
I felt as if my heart would burst from my chest as I continued on.
I watched as her fingers brushed over the title of the song…her song.
When I finished we just looked at each.
We had both changed so much but one thing could never change.
“You know when you left you took pieces of my heart with you.”
I watched as her beautiful brown eyes lit up like the stars on a dark night.
“Don’t worry Max...I brought them back.”
~ the end ~
Last edited by jake17 on Mon Mar 08, 2010 4:09 pm, edited 2 times in total.
"Doubt thou the stars are fire; Doubt that the sun doth move; Doubt truth to be a liar; But never doubt I love."
Hamlet, by William Shakespeare