darkmoon... thank u for keeping my head above water sweetie..love u
Eve...good idea eve! hope you like this part
behr_able ...thank u so much for what you wrote. it meant a lot to me.
destiny...how could i not use your ideas ...its you destiny! brilliant!
Carolyn...would be lost without you ..but i think you know that
Jan...so happy your back writing so much, i love your work jan
monica...love it when u call me a cheeky woman lol
thank you for all your lovely fb...it truly means so much to me.
please excuse all mistakes i may have made... I had to do this very fast.
Happy birthday to my childhood friend Irene... this update is for you. thank you for never leaving me and always loving me for exactly who I am. You are truly my hero. I Love you.
Chapter 11.
As we approached the bed all I could hear was the beating of my heart pounding in my ears.
Still looking up into his green eyes and the blonde hair that fell haphazardly across them something wasn’t right.
As he laid me across the bed his expression changed as my feeling of uncertainty transferred into his alien hands.
“You’re unsure?”
His voice was filled with concern and confusion.
“Well I guess we don’t know everything with one touch do we?”
My teasing did little to calm him. He understood what a huge step this was especially with my history and I could tell he wanted everything to be right.
“Liz that’s not funny. I-I want you to feel …
The words were not easy for him to say and I wasn’t being fair. This had nothing to do with my past or wanting to be with him.
Sitting up on the bed I pulled him down next to me and held his hands.
“Max I’ve waited for this moment for a long time.”
His voice lowered to an almost painful sultry tone as he brushed my red hair from my pale face.
“So have I Liz. You have no idea how hard it’s been for me. Since the beginning just feeling you brush by me made it impossible for me to think of anything else. I’ve never connected with someone with such intensity. I touch you and your emotions rush threw me like a wave crashing in the ocean…uncontrollable powerful.”
He inched slowly close to me staring at my mouth hungry for something that he had starved himself for far too long.
“Max wait!”
Shocking even myself I held my fingers over his full lips halting his impeding kiss.
“Not like this.”
Impatiently he reached out and gently touched my arm urgent for the answer to my hesitation.
I backed away knowing what was thinking.
“No please I want to explain this.”
Shaking his head he almost seemed ashamed of his behavior.
“What’s wrong Liz I thought that this was what you wanted.”
Quickly I reassured him that he wasn’t wrong then I took a deep breath hoping he would understand the rest.
“Max I’ve never made love …I mean you know what has happened to me. It was forced hard …a nightmare.”
Cupping my face he his eyes gave away the pain he felt for me.
”Liz I wish so bad I could take those memories from you. I wish I could erase all the horrible things that animal did to you. I’m so sorry but you know I would never hurt you... I would –
Suddenly Max became quiet as an understanding covered his once anguished face.
Nodding slowly he carefully eased me down onto the bed then hovered his hands over me.
“Close your eyes.”
His raspy voice was but a whisper and it instantly calmed me.
As soon as I shut my eyes I began to feel a warm loving sensation sink into my skin. It was as if his hands were inside me, molding me sculpting me.
Aside from the warm tingling sensation of the heat radiating from his hands I could hear what sounded like a hummingbirds wings fluttering all around me.
I could also hear his heavy breathing directly above me and it was driving me mad.
It was as if I could feel his emotions instead of him feeling mine.
It made me tremble at the intensity of how much he wanted me. It was as if he was gasping for air or starving for food.
His words came from his throat as if he had just run a marathon. He was breathless and struggling to breathe.
"It's done."
He was covered with a fine sheen of sweat, so much that the edges of his hair was drenched.
His hands were shaking and I could tell it was hard for him to look at me. His eyes were focused on the floor as he tried to calm his heart.
I took a deep breath and looked down at my body.
I was naked and hot covered in sweat like him.
“You knew what I wanted.”
A strangled “yes” was forced from his shivering lips.
I raised my eyebrows and smiled at his shyness.
“And my clothes?”
Wiping his brow he kept his eyes locked on the floor.
“I told you it’s easier when the person’s asleep. I had to …see as well as feel…your emotions …your needs kept forcing their way to the surface... blocking me.”
I raised my head to see my reflection in the window and touched my once again brunette locks.
Laying back down I reached out to him and touched his arm.
“What about you?”
Swallowing hard he stood before me and kicked off his boots and socks.
His expression was serious. I could tell this took a huge amount of trust for him to do this in front of me and I loved him for it.
Keeping his eyes on mine he raised his white tee shirt over his head and dropped it to the floor. His hands clutched the button on his jeans and he quickly released them and pushed them down his hard thighs throwing them to the corner of the room.
With a burning glare he hooked his boxers with his thumbs and removed them leaving me in full view of the body he had morphed himself into.
Still he seemed dressed to me. I wanted to see him …the real Max. The man I fell instantly for the moment I walked into the bar that night.
And he knew it. He knew exactly what I wanted and it didn’t take him touching me to understand it.
I watched in fascination as he closed his eyes and raised his head to the heavens.
Slowly the most beautiful white light began to pierce the center of his palms.
As the intensity of the light increased so did his breathing. It seemed as thought it took all his energy to make this happen.
Suddenly his eyes opened and focused back on me.
I was captivated by this magical being in front of me, he was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen.
The light that shown from his hands was pure and majestic, any fear I might have had was quickly dispelled by the love I felt radiating from him.
He raised his hands over his head and slowly began to lower them past his head revealing his true self.
Soon his dark black hair replaced the blonde and his eyes were once again the entrancing golden amber that struck me so hard that first night.
His body was almost too strikingly perfect to look at. His muscular arms and rippled chest appeared as if they were carved from marble my Michelangelo himself.
My legs crossed as the ache from my need soon became more than I could take.
His mouth opened as he witnessed my body as it responded to seeing him.
My chest was heaving with want my nipples were painfully hard and my hand slipped between my legs trying hard to control the burning desire to have him there.
He was panting as he looked down at me sweat dripping from his damp raven hair glistening off his golden skin and the tattoos that told his story.
When he was finished the light dimmed from his hands but his body still continued to shiver in the darkness.
“This is what you wanted.”
My trembling lips parted as my mind tried to force the words from my dry throat.
“Y-yes …I wanted you to make love to me. I wanted to be myself …have you touch my body …kiss my lips …look into my eyes.”
“And me?”
I reached out my hand urging him to join me.
“To me this is my first time. I have to look into your eyes…feel your body against mine ….kiss your-
With that he slammed his mouth against mine and all at once we were connected.
His strong hand held my neck as he devoured my mouth. His lips forcing mine apart as he sucked and caressed my tongue.
I could tell the passion inside him was too much for him to control. This was not going to be slow and calculated.
It was as if an animal had been released and I was his prey. Something that he had been stalking for too long and this was his moment to consume me.
Forcing himself to part from me he looked down at me with a fervent stare.
“Am I …should I slow down …I’m sorry... I wanted to make this special for you –
His head collapsed in the side of my neck as he attempted to catch his breath.
I felt as if I would burst into a million pieces if he didn’t touch me. I had never felt anything like this it was almost painful having him stop.
Heavily I panted against his shoulder as I whispered desperately to him.
“Max? Do you love me?”
He pressed his lips against my ear as his husky deep voice raspy urgently.
“With every thing that I am. I love you Liz …I. Am. Yours.”
I grasped his head in my hands and forced him to look at me.
“Then take me Max ….please… I need to feel you inside me.”
His whole body began to shiver as his strong muscular arms caged me in and I felt his knee part my shaky legs.
I knew there would be time for foreplay later what I needed now could not wait and as his body brushed against mine he felt it too.
I gasped as he rested his forehead to mine and felt the tip of him fill me.
Immediately I began to feel a strange flutter build inside me.
“Max what? I don’t …what’s happening?”
I bit hard down onto to my lip as I felt his hand skim gently down the side of my breast past my waist and over my hip.
“Shh…let your body go. Just trust me Liz. I love you.”
With that he raised my thigh lifting it over his hip and buried himself deep inside me.
His mouth instantly covered mine as his fingers began to caress his way up my thigh until I was thrashing beneath him.
“Max!”
I cried out not knowing what I was asking for. I felt as if I would explode as if my body was being torn apart with a pleasure I had never known.
He whispered against my lips as he continued to thrust deep inside me.
“Just let go angel…just let it happen.”
Closer and closer I felt this indescribable rush approaching but it wasn’t until he bent down and took my breast in his hot mouth that my body tensed and I felt the world disappear.
Within seconds I heard him growl against my chest and felt his fingers clutch my body.
There we laid trembling in each others arms, joined together in a love that either of us had over known.
At that moment nothing else existed.
I wasn’t a murderer and he wasn’t an alien.
We were just us…
Two people in love and we never wanted it to end.
I love when you leave fb when you've been up all night jan! You are so kind with your fb, thank you so much!!