dreamer19 wrote:I've been there. That's exactly what got me through it, thinking of my family. It's a scary feeling wanting to end your life, not feeling like you have any control. You've got a lot to live for. If you ever need to talk, you can pm me.
Thank you. I keep telling myself that things have to get better soon, that there are things to live for. Telling myself that and actually believing are two different things...something I have to keep working on fixing.